#seriously it's sooooooo ridiculous

[townofcrosshollow]

If I had any idea how long this process was when I first started questioning if I was autistic, I would have skipped the questioning and told my doctor immediately. I've got one year of waiting down, several more to go.

This is why the stuff about "self diagnosis" is so sinister. Gatekeeping against people who are self diagnosed basically means restricting access to resources to people who literally cannot access a diagnosis, either because they can't afford it, are too young to manage their healthcare themselves, or, like me, are in the hellish purgatory dimension known as the CAMH adult autism diagnosis waitlist.

[zefforuins]

-/&;3;

[goodanddead]

I hate it so much when ppl post stuff of straight dudes acting gay bcs they're homophobic and think being gay is something to make fun of and the people reposting it are like 'yesss I love men ❤❤❤ they're so funny boys will be boys 🤣🤣🤣'

[stickandthorn]

The thing about Otohan is that she tries too hard. Yes she’s deadly but how can I take her seriously when her only personality trait is trying to be cool and powerful. The shadowclones from her stupid little backpack (she can’t even summon them by herself Jesus Christ 🙄) the ridiculous 100 foot jumps the cloak the mind powers the swords it’s all way too much. She says everything with the tone of an enemy hero’s ultimate voice line in overwatch. She wants you to be scared of her sooooooo bad and it shows and it makes her lame. Even her aesthetic is pedestrian and overdone. She should have sex appeal but she’s so boring that she doesn’t. Unsexy. Uninteresting. Next.

[duckymcdoorknob]

𝓣𝓲𝓬𝓴𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓸𝓫𝓮𝓻 𝓭𝓪𝔂 11: 𝓑𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓼/𝓝𝓲𝓫𝓫𝓵𝓮𝓼

FIRST ONE PIECE FIC EVER LESGOOOOO

HEHE LUFFY MY GOOBY

I WANTED TO TRY TO KEEP ZORO IN CHARACTER SO SORRY IF ITS INNACURATE

IM GONNA MAKE IT YALL IDC IM GONNA GET THESE WRITTEN

Tags: @chrimsss @switch-writer @giggly-squiggily @trrickytickle

—ngl this do have tickles under the cut—

If there was one thing that bothered Luffy about his vice captain, it was his drowsiness. Zoro was ALWAYS sleeping, especially during the times when Luffy most wanted him awake.

On a slow day, the straw-hatted captain wanted nothing more than to bother Zoro. He jumped up about the ship, trying hard to find the green-haired male.

When he found the swordsman, the latter was snoozing on the deck.

“Zoooorooooo!” The captain whined as he lay down next to the sleeping man. “Wake up!”

No response was given to Luffy, albeit a small snore.

The straw-hatted captain pouted as he sat up. There had to be something he could do…

In one swift movement, the black-haired male prostrated himself on Zoro’s back, hoping the added pressure would wake him.

To his luck, the sleeping vice captain barely even acknowledged it. He simply sighed in a breath and exhaled gently.

Luffy pushed all of his weight onto his torso, deducing that maybe that pressure would wake him.

Again, it did not.

Now, he was stumped.

In a fit of frustration he bit down on Zoro’s shoulder. Not too hard, but (hopefully) enough for there to be an impact.

Zoro’s eyes opened and his brows furrowed angrily. “Can I help you?”

Luffy’s eyes had stars in them as he smiled widely. He threw his arms around the swordsman’s neck. “Zorooooo! Come play a game with me!”

“That’s what you woke me up for? Seriously?”

“Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Come on! Nami said she was too busy, and Usopp doesn’t like my games… he’s a little scaredy cat.”

A muted “hey!” was heard from the other end of the ship…

“See I would, but I’m just sooooooo tired.” The green-haired male slurred as he started to close his eyes once more, a small smile of mischief making its way to his features.

“Nooooo! I wanna play a game! Wake up, wake up, wake up!”

Zoro fake snored rather loudly, quite literally a “honk shoo.”

Pouting, Luffy bit down on Zoro’s shoulder again, resulting in the fake snores coming to a grinding halt. “Jesus, Luffy. What are you- NGH-“

“I’m gonna bite you until you say you’ll play with me!”

“That’s ridiculous! Ask someone else T- HNG- To p-play with y-you.”

“No! I don’t care that I’m hurting you! You make me mad!”

“You aren’t hurting me, kid. Nothing you do can hurt me, just have sensi-tive… shoulders… is all….”

A light went off in the straw-hatted captain’s head. “Ohhhh sensitive huh?”

“Don’t you dare- L-Luffy! D-Mph! D-Don’t do that.”

The black-haired pirate sank his teeth into the man’s shoulder, adding obnoxious “om nom nom” sounds.

The swordsman’s teeth were gritted as his breaths became uneven. A dopey grin found its way to his features as he squeezed his eyes shut. “L-Lu-Luhuhuffy-“

“Haha! Big bad Zoro’s ticklish!” A voice chimed from outside of the kitchen door.

An attempt to glare at the blonde chef ended in a snort when the captain’s teeth sank into his upper back. “W-Would you q-quihihit that.”

A little gremlin laugh from behind him answered his question.

Maybe he should’ve just played a game with Luffy after all…

—————♡︎✞♡︎✞♡︎✞♡︎✞♡︎✞♡︎✞♡︎✞♡︎✞♡︎✞♡︎—————

[maukiki1]

So, for MFB dub or sub? Which do you watch? Just a bit curious.

(Ik this is my art blog but fuck it, block of text jumpscare)

Well with mfb you dont really have a choice unless if you know japanese well enough do you? The sub doesn’t exist besides the first 30 episodes… yet😭 what i guess youre reffering to is the regular ass japanese version😭 i mean if there WAS a sub id naturally watch that of course because im all for sub i dont like dubs but like when you dont have a choice… its the dub😭 i of course watch the japanese version (without sub cauze it doesnt exist) sometimes on certain episodes where im like “i GOTTA see how this was in the original) . also the dub isnt bad by any means LMFAO people shit on it but like? Im sorry the joke delivery is a thousand times funnier LMFAO theres just so much like random ass funny shit they say that you know wasnt there in the original version?? Like i just know😭😭i dont know japanese well enough to understand it fully but like theres certain jokes in there that were just added with the dub and you know it.

Fusion ryūga is funny as FUCK. Like one of the major reasons why i dont hate his ass is because Hes literally so fucking funny wdym your father couldnt cut it. I feel like the va started taking him more seriously towards masters LMFAO and from what ive heard from japenese ryūga he has the same seriousness throughout. Tetsuya is also funny in both in both versions…jumbo crab…….crabba whaaaat⁉️⁉️ plus coach steel plus masamunee😭😭😭 Daxiang’s voice difference is also so funny theres something so funny abt his. English dub like. He sounds like hes trying too hard like 99% of the time but hes also silly. He sounds like an angry mother grounding his son when talking to Chao xin in that one episode😭😭 If that makes sense idk i fucking love daxiang… i compared the a scene once where hes like kinda shouting? Screaming? While fighting Julian and Japense va sounds so serious while the eng. the😭the english version😭😭hoAAAAAAAAA😭😭😭HE SOUNDS SO FUNNY HES SO STUPID💔💔💔

one voice i dont like from the japenese version is🤔julian…. Idk what it is but…i dont like it😭😔 a one i dont like from the ENGLISH dub is uh😭im sorry guys but king’s english voice irritates me I KNOW GINGA IS RIGHT THERE BUT THERES SOMETHING ABOUT IT….it just… idk its just irritating 😭😭😭Kyouya is also funny as SHIT in English fuckin. Alpha male wolf no one understands me i feel it deep within its just beneath the skin i must confess that i feel like a monster ass……but his japenese voice??? He sounds like a grown ass man….???? I know teenagers can sound like a grown ass man n have deep voices n shii but like that shit caught be off guard when i first heard it……… damians voice is sooooooo cute in the japenese version it makes me sadd😢 also aint his japanese va romi park🤔that woman who has voiced like every anime character ever LOL including lui from beyblade burst….his cute voice though like😭hes like supposed to be this fuckin. Evil Antagonist n shit and how am i supposed to be intimidated or take him seriously to any level when he sounds like… just a little guy….

I also prefer ziggurat’s english voice over the japenese tbh idk he sounds more evil i think it fits him more😔i dont hate ginga’s english voice (even though my friends say its so irritating they cant bear to listen to it for more than a second lmfao) i prefer the japense version over it yeah…..daidouji is also funny as shitballs omg..he needa stfu but also dont because youre ridiculous yknow. ?

(Talking abt damian again) I mean he is a little guy but his english va sounded so much more like the fucking asshole he was LMFAO…. Also ig his english voice would make more sense hes american idk🤔i dont hate his japanese voice by any means its so cute i love it sm but i just cant take it srsly😭😭😭ive heard fury in japanese the least but one time i specifically watched an episode where almost everyone was there so that i could see how their voices sounded like in the original and?? None of them stood out to me idk😭(well thats fury characters for ya LMFAOO)like they weren’t memorable to me im not saying theyre bad💥💥💥💥english though😭

Theres a way that. Dynamis sounds in the english version thats like. He. Sounds like kinda like a robot like a guy with no inside voice its kinda funny. The robot thing might be bcs hes constantly spewing out exposition and being a plot device but still its like the way he tones his voice sounds like its his first time talking ever ITS NOT BAD ITS FUNNY😭😭maybe it makes sense cauze that mofo lives in that isolated temple or whateva. Also credit to the english ver. Of the scene where Aguma and Kyouya were battling and the argument was literally fucking “youre not a lion youre a house cat in the backyard” (great thing to say when youre on johnnes’s side aguma😬) “GRR what did you just call me” THIS IS A MIDDLE ARGUMENT. THEYRE TALKING LIKE MIDDLE SCHOOLERS ROLEPLAYING IN THE SCHOOLS GARDEN. WHAT IS THIS😭😭its funny i hate them both i hope they die (affectionate)

So uhh which do i prefer? I like both but English dub is more entertaining imo and also i have to watch that one most of the time bcs i literally have no other choice if i wanna understand what theyre saying

[bohemian-nights]

dude the amount of shit i got for shipping bamon was insane! people would gaslight me into believing i'm ridicules and that they obvs had 0 chemistry and i'm delusional. i even got shit for just liking bonnie.

(meanwhile caroline and elena were getting shipped with every male character in the show)

like i would get seriously attacked whenever i tried to talk about bamon and for awhile i really didn't realize why... until i finally realized that for those people the badboy hot male lead couldn't possibly end up with a black woman and not with their self insert = aka elena.

and when they had bonnie and enzo get together so they could avoid bamon i was soooo angry and done.

it's the same with dettles (lol the male lead even has the same name). they just can't fathom the ML leaving the white FL for a black woman. because to them problematic relationships can be excused only if both the ML and FL are white. like daemyra is objectively sooooooo much worse than dettles. the age gap, the gr00ming, the incest, the assault... they can excuse all of that but are "disgusted" with dettles because of the "age gap" - at least he's not her freaking uncle!!! i'm so done with the racism and hypocrisy.

Hugs Anon 🫂 I was never into the Vampire Diaries, but that fandom(and the showrunner Julie Pec) is like the textbook definition of fandom misogynoir.

These racist stans really do try to make it seem like you’re the problem, crazy, or a hater, but they do this with every single ship that has a Black woman in it. Like they literally repeat the same lies and excuses over and over again and expect people not to notice.

It’s insane because at this point you can spot the bullsh*t a mile away, but they keep trying it

And some of the ones perpetuating this crap turn back around, go in fandoms where there is a BFL and there is massive support for her ship, and say they ship it to try to appear not racist, but that’s a conversation for another day😒

I wish it wasn’t like this, but unfortunately, it’s now Dettles’ turn to get dunked on because they can’t stand the thought of their self-insert being left for a Black girl even though it’s canon.

Dettles’ is everything they want for their ship which is why they keep spazing out over Nettles being on the show(and even if she's cut it still won't make that abusive boring ship better, and it certainly won't be canon, but let them tell it).

[danyok]

not for kids my dude lmao no wonder they're running off.

"well i missed you" girl pls he can see through that.

lmao of course talking about the money gets him interested.

yesss put the flyer on her face. i kept saying she should. felt victorious when she did.

i love toptap so much T_T getting to see him dance is great.

omg hit him in the face. a;lfdjalkjf tying him to the chair pls this is too much i love it. omg she hit him with that

i'm sorry i can't take mike seriously as a strong, fighter guy lmaooo i love him so much but i'm just laughing at him i'm sorry

and that's when you ask "why were you in jail?" -- instead she says to unbutton his shirt omg ajf;sldakjl; and she tells him to work for her instead of her calling the cops. this show is so ridiculous but fun. the sexual harrassment was yikes

"untie him" and he walks away

"it takes a cruel man to do this to her" "... it's you" "oh yeah sorry" lmaoooo pls these gangsters are so bad at their jobs

"i'm not that handsome" my dude have you looked in a mirror. omg trying not to get all flustered by the continued compliments pls.

oh no some of these auditions are sooooooo baaaad i can't

lmao why did he bring the vegetables to the audition. he's not great but he can be taught. omg he looks like he's gonna cry. someone hug him.

omg he brought his daughter. they're gonna use the single dad thing lmaooooo.

i have so many non words just a bunch of afjl;adsjl;kfjl;fs.

"if you're ready go home now" and he starts to leave but the others stop him aljdfl;sjflksj god i love this show

[abdlgossipblog]

“God all you anti abdl swers sound so fucking bitter. I’m sorry some hot girl didn’t give you attention or you didn’t end up making any money when you started your jff” Lmfao did you not see what that dude wrote about princess starry and how he’d never touch her but he throws a few bucks at her cause it’s ‘hilarious to see how low she’ll go’ and called her a barnyard animal. Non-sw’s are not jealous of sw’s. I’m not trying to be mean, seriously, but you sound ridiculous. It is a job that requires no skill for very little pay. Any of us could make one at any given time, but we actively choose not too. Look at how the people who supposedly want to fuck you sOoOoOoO bad speak about you. They don’t see you as human beings, they see you as repeatedly used dirty tissues that they would never touch. Ask literally any man ever, if you aren’t a whore yourself, he’ll tell you exactly what he thinks of sw’s. And it’s never, ever nice, nor do they actually ever want to fuck them. Let alone see them as a human being in any capacity. Daddys.dreaming.duckie was screaming and swearing on her story yesterday begging for $5 cause she had no money to feed herself, and you think we’re jealous of that? We aren’t jealous of people who pimp themselves out on the internet for LESS than minimum wage and still can’t afford to feed themselves at the end of the day. We aren’t jealous of porn obsessed freaks who are so far gone they can’t comprehend the fact that not everybody in the world is obsessed with porn and getting their rocks off to them. News flash : some of us don’t watch it at all because we’ve educated ourselves on the science of how it destroys the human brain and your relationships. There are 18 years olds who can’t even cum when having intercourse with an actual human being because they’ve rubbed themselves raw. Y’all give yourselves bladder infections and walk around with shit stained to your assholes and asshairs because you literally can’t get off without degrading yourself and body to a point where it’s dangerous. No one, and i mean absolutely not a single non-sw is jealous of you. We sincerely pity you and think you’re disgusting 🤷🏼‍♀️ Sorry not sorry.

[ephemeral-earthling]

Ok - I seriously know people live sheltered lives and everyone has different experiences and all that. I get it. But sometimes modern day social media short videos are like.... SooOoooo ridiculously mundane it catches me off guard. Like I just saw one with text overlay that read "Have you ever seen a horse lay down.." and then it had a video of a standing horse that I.. imagine proceeded to fucking lay down in the video.

I just said ," yes, have seen that" and kept scrolling.

[devilrosola]

The WIP Game

(Copied from @kadajchan )

The WIP game

I found this game on one of the blogs I am following in another fandom and it's seems fun. 😎

Rules:

post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have wips. (You can make your own post or reblog this one!)  I have deemed that this isn’t just for writing either. Sketch titles? Comics? Dnd campaigns? If you have an unfinished project, it counts!!

{This is just my “Magi Fanfics” doc. Yes, parenthesis and other markings below are as they’re listed. I kept the spacing&punctuation as I have it in my googledocs. I omitted the chapter titles within each work though.}

Jarenie - The Kou Side of Things

Magi NG: World of Magic

Sinjaren AU

The Flaming Snake? Fiery Serpent

Fem!En Kou’far Enja

Miracle of Life

Children of Sinbad (Goddess Descends Spinoff)

OneShots

Kaleidoscope

The World Peace Alternative

Ja’Pipi

Ja’far has a Boyfriend

Kou Empress Ja’far

YamEn

World of Deities

Sindria the Musical

Ace of Hearts

SinFemEnJa

Modern Magi in Las Vegas

Strange Tides

Magi Overboard

Dark Stuff Arba Kouen

Modern au sparmei enja mybad

Amnesia

Lady Kouen

Reincarnation

Twisted Dimension

Kou’Sin

When Omega is Queen

Queen’far

Dance Monkey II

Masrur Myron Marriage

Post Canon Canon Compliant Enja (again)

Another Postcanon enja again

Enja FemEn Post Civil War AU

All Things Lead Back to Enja

YuuSin au And the Empire Agreed

Omegaverse Masja for Bellu

Unholy Fruit Divine

Shipping Crack / Soulmate AU

SOULMATE Mahad/Parsine

YunSin

Rokka/Magi crossover - No Room For Us

My Three Sons

Enja Prompts

SinEi/EnJa plot

Secret Agent Sin

Sinja Prime enja

Locked by the Rukh

Anime Season 3

Wow, that was more than I expected! To whoever I said “2 dozen wips” to last week, I apologize for seriously underestimating the inflation of fics in my mind!

Goddess Descends and Princess of Balbadd are in separate files, but I can list the titles within those if interested. And since this list is long...I may do another one later with my non-Magi titles.

Note: 18 is the one I posted for Magi Week titled Held in Captive Bliss 33 I posted in Enja Week as Old Dogs in a New World 35 I just posted as Dream on Fire

🤣 So you can totally see my naming scheme now

EDIT: oops, I just realized I was supposed to tag as many people as I’ve got wips >.>;;; errrr...I don’t know 50 people on tumblr...sooooooo...If you’re reading this and want to do this, feel free to! (Honestly I’m just hoping for some ask box interaction. I promise I don’t bite...often...)

[kmp78]

Smfh sorry anon but your hate for J is completely irrational, go find someone you like in real life and can access so you won't be hating him to cope with not being able to have him, obsessing over a celebrity will bring you nothing in life, seriously this is mental and ridiculous.

Hating VK doesn't seem much more sane either sooooooo...

[not-me-simping-for-blasty]

I come here for words of wisdom. Every time I read a fanfic about Bakugou being a fuckboy I normally laugh it off because it sounds ridiculous in my mind, although sharing this thought with other people made me realize that some actually think he might be in the future???? So, I want your honest opinion. Not just about that, but I'd genuinely love to know your input on how Bakugou would be in his late-teens, early adulthood, before (for the sake of it) meeting X and settling. Would he sleep around? Would he try for a relationship and fail? What would fail? What would make him settle? Would he really just focus on hero work and that's it? So. Many. Questions.

Hope everything is going great for you. I haven't been on tumblr much (am I the only one noticing the insane wave of wattpad writing here??? p.o.v. and all??????) but I've been following your stuff, and as always, it's incredible. 💞💕

PLS - okay this is so nice to see bc i’ve actually been taking a break from tumblr/writing for the past month. (mental refresh u kno?) aND YESTERDAY I CAME BACK AND SCROLLED THRU MY DASH AND SAW WATTPAD STUFF JUST LIKE YOU SAID.

i was shocked. aghast. completely bewildered. pls i even caved and searched up bakugou fics just to see if everyone else is treating him like that,, and like i dont even know why i did that, because ofc i knew the answer was gonna be yes!! the answer is always yes !!! like i just saw so many fics of him as such a “ooo daddy dom badboy bakugou 🥴🥴” and like why???? bakugou is such a frickin nerd?? and thats sooooooo funny?? whY STRIP HIM OF HIS COMEDIC POTENTIAL ???

but yes yes specifically about bakugou being a fuckboy..... yeah i have no idea where the fuck they get that from. like- did we watch the same show???? sex and especially being naked are such vulnerable things at their core, and they rlly think Mr. Anti-Vulnerability is gonna be the one to sleep around??? to willingly put himself into a vulnerable situation time and time again?? no. pls. c’mon y’all. sometimes i think even todoroki would be more likely.

and just- to sleep around you have to be very comfortable showing interest in other people, over and over and over again. and i just- bakugou doesn’t even admit that his friends are his friends???? and somehow they think that suddenly he’s gonna go around telling people “hey. i like you. and by admitting that to you, i am therefore giving you a slight bit of power over me.”

i- no. he’d never. period, end of story. he would rather be fuckin’ dead. so the answer is no, as he currently is, i cannot for the life of me see why he’d ever become a fuckboy. he just doesn’t have it in him lmaoooooo

ooo but about the what makes him settle question- THANK YOU IVE BEEN DYING TO TALK ABOUT IT.

okay so how i see it, is bakugou is probably totally and completely fine being alone up until his like mid 20’s. sure he thinks maybe it’d be nice to have somebody, but he works so hard that it’s always a fleeting feeling. but then he gets a little older, settles into his spot on the rankings (#3 btw, im soRRY kats but its the truth!!) and watches all his friends get into meaningful relationships. and then, a few more years down the line (think late 20’s/ early 30’s) he’ll be sitting back and being like “shit. i don’t have anybody like that. somebody who’s just for me. who’d pick me first always.”

and i think that is what he wants most of all. i mean, he’s clearly chock-full of insecurities related to that idea, and i cant imagine him ever settling without that need being fufilled. like, i think eventually he’ll probably abandon the idea of being #1 hero, but he’ll still keep that dream of being #1 somehow. so once he finds somebody that always has his back, always puts up with his shit and still loves him at the end of it?? still looks at him with stars in their eyes day after day??? pls. mans is putty and will never even dream of leaving

but that being said- i dont think he’s gonna find The One on first try. i think he’ll be aiming for that, but i cant see it working out. even when he starts seriously dating around his mid 20s, i think he’ll still be too caught up with his hero work. it’ll take him a good few years and one/two failed relationships to finally find a balance that works for him and whoever he ends up with

@i-need-air tysm for asking,,,, clearly i have a lot of thoughts and i love him sm so this was so fun!!!!!! i loved this ask ty!!!!

[seeminglyseph]

"please tell me [Bernard's] still ridiculous" I mean he joined a torture cult because he couldn't figure his shit out and decided that the murder people dressed up like wacky monsters was as good of an option as any to help him, sooooooo

This bodes well for their relationship.

seriously if they play this right they could be a total power couple XD

[glitxhwayventeen]

A Different Kind Of Love…

Wonwoo: Chapter 4 (Open Your Eyes)

Characters: Wonwoo x female reader

Genre/Warnings: multi-member au (different scenarios), werewolf au, fantasy, angst, fluff, cheating (again, sort of), Food mentions, domestic abuse (well almost, he didn’t mean to), angry mobs, death/murder, blood mentions, fire mentions, thoughts of suicide, implied danger, mob violence, Mood Swings. Any others will be put as warnings when future chapters are thought up/written. Please let me know if I missed anything!

Author’s Note: Sooooooo yeah. That was a fun chapter to make. Hopefully it actually makes sense to you guys the at it makes sense to me. And hopefully it makes up for not posting for like a week.

Please remember that all of these chapters and the content within them are a work of fiction! They’re just for fun/entertainment!

Bold= Dialogue Italics= Thoughts/Story Bold&Italics= Flashback/Premonition Dialogue

🥀

A Different Kind Of Love… Master List

Chapter 4: Open Your Eyes

These past few days have been a bit… strange to say the least. You were acting weird. Well, you were always weird. But recently, you’d been getting weirder. Though, you refused to admit it, and you had the boys all too frightened to ask you about it because you’d cry anytime someone tried to say something to you.

You’d cry hard, much harder than most people would from even getting hurt over something as small as burning your breakfast. It was starting to worry your mate. He wasn’t upset with you or anything, he couldn’t be even if he wanted to because he loved you so much. He was just… worried for you. Especially after the latest premonition he had…

He found himself in the center of a field surrounded by beautiful freshly bloomed flowers. He could smell the soft summer breeze in the air and could see all the fluffy clouds above. He was able to just vaguely make out what seemed to be a small village in the far distance. And he heard basically every bird within a mile chirping their happy little songs. Everything seemed so… peaceful.

Then, in a flash, the flowers were on fire. Everything was. Yet when he tried to touch the plants, he felt nothing. No seething pain. No blistering burning sensation. Just… nothing. It was like he wasn’t even supposed to be there and because of this, the whole scene around him ignored him.

The now evening sky had turned a deep orange from the flames and the smoke that came with them, he couldn’t see even one star shining through. Breathing in was like breathing in an ashtray of cinders and fireflakes. He could no longer hear the birds singing, only the hissing sound of the flames crackling.

The smell of a soft summer breeze was replaced by charred wood and sulfur. Everything had literally gone up in flames before his very eyes. He had a feeling, a very VERY not good feeling, that something seriously bad was happening.

He could hear screaming and shouting from a crowd of people nearby, he was so far away and yet he wouldn’t have even needed his super hearing to listen to it. They were literally screaming.

His heart rate picked up out of no where, worrying him a great deal. He had only ever felt the type of heavy feeling in his chest once before…

Since he could move around the blazing scene without fear of getting harmed, he started to follow the profanities being spewed through the air.

Kill them!

They’re not human!

Hurry before it’s too late!

They’re over here!

He figured it must’ve just been some sort of creature they were afraid of, which really could’ve been about anything considering there were mystic things all around them. Humans were ridiculously scared of any and everything they didn’t fully understand or wouldn’t consider normal.

As he got closer to the noise the angry mob was making, he felt an all too familiar churning in his lower stomach. Though he couldn’t quite place it at that moment as there was too much going on around him for him to process one specific thing.

He just continued to the voices until he was met with people rushing to the center of the small town he now found himself in.

It looked like it was the town the pack usually went to to get supplies. It was typically a pretty quiet town, most people hardly even spoke to each other out of polite curtesy. So what in the world had the townspeople so worked up?

He pushed passed people, quickly trying to weave in and out between them as he didn’t know whether or not he had contacts on, if anyone would recognize that he was a werewolf, or if anyone could even see him.

He was positive at that point he was seeing some sort of future. His surroundings never just blatantly ignored him when he normally slept. Everything felt… too real for it to just be a dream.

A sweet scent pulled him out of his thoughts. You. He was smelling you mixed with some other scent that sent a charge of overprotectiveness through his veins. And the scents were coming from where the crowd was rushing off towards. They were after you!

He picked up his speed and began throwing people away from his path with all his might in an attempt to get to you quicker. No. Not you. It couldn’t have been you. You should’ve been at home sleeping. You should’ve been at home safe. Why the living fuck were they after you?

Load the guns! And make sure the bullets are silver! We don’t want it getting away!

That’s when Wonwoo stopped dead in his tracks as his heart felt like it had traveled down and fell to his stomach. That’s when it hit him. They must’ve known. They knew you were a wolf. You must’ve gotten yourself exposed.

He had marked you too. What were they gonna do to you once they found you? You were in trouble. Serious fucking trouble. Your life was in imminent danger, he had to do something. But what could he do?

He was surrounded by unknown people and he didn’t sense his pack around. He didn’t sense anything familiar but you. You must’ve been alone.

Why the hell would you go out alone? Why would you go out without them? Why would you go out without him?

He heard a loud warning growl in the near distance that caused him to begin bolting onwards again. You must’ve shifted. Why the hell would you shift?

That would just give them more reason to shoot you. You’d also be a bigger target and be more vulnerable.

You could’ve gotten away easier as a human because you were so small. You could’ve used your powers as a human better. Hell, you could’ve semi-blended in better with the crowd as a human. You knew all of that. So why the hell would you shift in the middle of an angry crowd with a target already on your back?

He could sense your own breathing becoming more erratic while he was all but gasping for air the closer he got to you. He could feel your own heart racing next to his own and your own fear flooding through his body. You were scared, but you weren’t getting further away from the mob. You were stuck.

So why the hell weren’t you fighting back? Why were you sending them warning snarls instead of ripping their heads off in an effort to run away? Why wouldn’t you push back at them? Why weren’t you fighting and taking as many of them out as you could? You had to have known the chances of you getting out at that point were slim. And you would never just go down without a fight. Ever. So why weren’t you defending yourself?

As your snow white wolf form finally came into his view, he saw all the guns pointed at you. He watched as you bared your fangs at them. He could feel the terror and anger in your deep green eyes.

But he also saw something else, something that confused him. You were… backing away from the crowd. It was as if you were shielding something from them. Or someone.

Before he even had time to sneak a peak at what you were protecting or wonder what it was you were doing, he heard a shot that made his heartbeat still.

BANG!

It rung through his ears like an alarm. He watched in horror as blood started pouring from your torso. Tears filled his eyes, his legs started to tremble, and he fell to his knees in despair at the thought of having lost you.

But he could see that you were still trying to stand tall. You were pushing through the agony your wound was causing you to guard whatever it was behind you that you cared enough about to risk your own life for.

BANG!

Another shot echoed off the stone walls and sent panic through Wonwoo’s body.

You let out a howl of screeching pain as another bullet struck you in your hip. But you still refused to stand down. Even as the trickling blood began to pool at your paws and your vision must’ve started to blur, you wouldn’t go down.

Wonwoo was sobbing uncontrollably at that point because he couldn’t help you. He was watching from the sidelines unable to save you because he wasn’t even there. He wasn’t able to do anything for you, even though every instinct within him was telling him to leap to your defense, because no matter what he did it wouldn’t work.

It was just a premonition after all. He was shown them to give him a glimpse of the future, not so he could stop it as he was watching it. In all reality, he wasn’t even supposed to be there to begin with. He just had a power that brought him there intangibly.

BANG!

BANG!

BANG!

You continued growling and thrashing at the crowd through your injuries until one hunter finally struck you with a silver bullet in your head, causing your eyes to roll back and the light to drain from them.

Wonwoo’s heart felt like it had shattered into a million little pieces as your lifeless body finally fell to the floor. It felt like his world was caving in and he was drowning. Like he had stopped breathing and was hyperventilating at the same time. It felt like the only thing he had ever cared about was ripped away from him and he now had nothing.

He was going to lose you. He had watched you die. It was your future, you were going to die. But why? He didn’t understand.

He didn’t understand why his usually useless power forced him into such a powerful seen. He didn’t understand why it had brought him into the always calm village his pack frequented just to watch you die a brutal and violent death. He didn’t understand why he wasn’t able to do anything to prevent it. He didn’t understand why no one could see him or why he couldn’t manipulate his surroundings to his will.

Hell, he wasn’t even sure why he was brought to a beautiful field in the beginning only to witness it burn to ashes moments later. He didn’t understand any of it until one of the townspeople yelled out again.

There’s still one more!

Wonwoo lifted his head from his hands to defend himself. Even though he was positive no one knew he was there, he knew his brothers weren’t around and he could sense no other wolf present. So his body automatically started to assume they were talking about him.

But he quickly put himself in check once he realized that his actions didn’t make any sense. He wasn’t supposed to be seen by these people because he wasn’t really here. So who could they have been talking about?

He moved his gaze over to your now battered corpse and saw two small chubby hands grabbing onto your blood tainted fur for dear life. It was a kid. No, not a kid, a baby.

And based on the tiny pigtails and braids in it’s hair, Wonwoo easily figured out that it was a baby girl.

She couldn’t have been more than a year old. She barely looked as if she should be sitting up by herself. Yet she was clinging to your body like her life depended on it. And that’s when it clicked in Wonwoo’s head: you were protecting her.

You were protecting the baby from getting harmed by the angry crowd. Your protective instinct took over and you shifted to defend the infant from the mob and their intentions. She must’ve been the other smell mixed in with yours he was smelling earlier. But… why were you protecting a baby to begin with? Where did she come from?

One of the men hurriedly moved to rip the infant off you, but she started to cry and was fighting back at the grubby man. Her little face was turning bright red, her eyes had screwed shut and now had tears flowing down her cheeks.

She seemed almost…. inconsolable in the way she was acting. She was crying not like a little baby that was scared of being harmed by a stranger, but like someone who just lost everything.

She portrayed herself like she was heartbroken that you were murdered by your vicious killers. Like she refused to leave you even though you were dead now lifeless on the floor because you were what held her to the earth.

She acted like she felt almost what Wonwoo was feeling over your sudden death. But he still didn’t understand. Why were you helping a random baby…? And why was this baby acting as if her life wasn’t worth living with you gone?

What do we do with it?!

One of the men yelled to who Wonwoo assumed was the leader of their gang as he held the little girl out from his arms, like she was some sort of disgusting object he didn’t want to be touching in the first place.

Kill it.

Another let out in annoyance, as if the answer should’ve been obvious to the man holding the baby to begin with.

But-

One of the women did her best to speak up and intervene but was swiftly cut off.

But what?!?!

The leader man got in the woman’s face, causing her to make herself smaller by cowering slightly.

It’s a b-baby…

The woman stuttered softly, knowing full well that she could’ve been met with the same fate as you if she talked out of turn or said something the elder man didn’t like.

Wonwoo noticed that the crowd had turned quiet at the scene in front of them. The had no problem slaying you because they thought you were a monster.

But a baby? An innocent infant who couldn’t even speak up in defense of herself yet? A blameless toddler who knew had done no harm to anyone yet? He subconsciously reckoned that it probably made even some of the coldest hearted townspeople question if what they were doing was right.

I don’t care! Because IT’s not a baby! IT’s one of them! IT’ll grow up to be one of them! IT’s not human! So we’re gonna kill IT!

The leader shouted down at the woman and declared to the other man so he could take care of the little one. The mob quietly cheered the man for his despicable sentence, probably wanting to remain on his good side so that they wouldn’t be treated the same way as the woman.

The original man sat the baby on the ground and relifted his rifle, aiming it at the infant’s head. That was when Wonwoo’s blood began to boil and something in him snapped.

Suddenly, he started to growl a menacing snarl as his fangs elongated. His claws grew through his fingertips and his eyes shifted to red.

He didn’t know why he had gotten so worked up over the man’s actions, he was supposed to want to die in that moment. He was supposed to welcome death because he had lost the one important thing that kept him going: you.

Even if the baby was in distress and he would’ve normally tried to step in to defend it just as you had, he had lost his mate. He had lost his sole reason for existing and getting up out of bed in the morning.

Any other wolf wouldn’t have cared anymore either. They wouldn’t have cared about anything other than the feeling of wanting to drop dead on the spot. They would’ve given into the depression that would’ve been brought on by having lost the one person they treasured most in the world.

But something about the child made his heart yearn to protect her. So protect her he would.

——

You had been jerked awake during the middle of the night when you heard the snarling beside you as you slept begin to get louder.

Of course you figured something must’ve been wrong with your mate when you realized it was his growling that had woken you up.

And thank god you had sensed that something was off and had managed to lift your sleepy self up out of bed quickly because, not even five seconds after your feet touched the floor, Wonwoo had started to phase into his wolf form in the middle of your shared mattress.

You would’ve not only gotten crushed by the sudden weight of his wolf self on top of you, but you would’ve gotten his sharp claws sliced through your torso because of where his arms had rested while you were cuddled in bed being spooned by him as you slept.

He stood up on your shared bed on all four of his newly furry legs in an instant. He was snarling and his muzzle was lowered down in anger, showing he was ready to pounce at any given minute. But instead of being met with reddened eyes, you quickly took notice that his lids were closed tight. He was still asleep.

Wonwoo had shifted in his sleep and was now basically sleep walking as a wolf. Except he looked ready to attack, and you were the only one in the room for him to go after.

He slowly started to square up to you, stalking up to you as his growling got louder and more menacing. You stepped backward, cautious not to make any sudden movements, until you felt your back hit the bedroom wall with a small thud.

Your mate had never done something so dangerous around you before. He’d never so much as raised his voice at or around you before and yet, there he was, looking as if he was ready to rip you to shred if you blinked wrong.

You squeezed your eyes shut and threw your hands in front of your face in a last ditch attempt to poorly defend yourself, having been too frozen with fear to phase yourself, and braced for the inevitable impact he would have likely delivered to your face the closer he got to you. But it never came.

Instead, you heard the loud smack of your bedroom door bounce against the wall next to it before you listened to a horrible cracking sound ring through the air as something flew into the adjacent wall.

Mingyu’s room was right next to yours, and he was up reading a book Wonwoo insisted he read in an effort to better himself when he heard his older brother’s growling through the wall.

At first, he had thought maybe he was playing with you, that the two of you were joking around and that it was all in good fun.

But the louder it got and the faster he heard your heart race, he realized it was anything but playful. That’s when he decided to burst through your door and rushed to push a very aggravated Wonwoo away from you, just before his teeth had collided with your arms.

He threw him into the opposite wall and began sparing with him to keep you out of harms way. You were left standing against the wall in shock, too stunned to try and help him calm your mate down.

But the crash of the vase sitting atop of your dresser hitting the floor after Wonwoo charged Mingyu into it alerted Jeonghan and Jihoon, who were still awake as they were up getting a midnight snacks, to possible trouble.

They both rushed in to help their little brother, who was now underneath Wonwoo struggling to keep his teeth from slicing into his face.

Jeonghan pulled him off with ease due to his extra strength, but was beginning to lose his hold on him due to his erratic wiggling. Jihoon was attempting to freeze the sleeping wolf, but he couldn’t get a clear enough shot to not get his other brothers or you entangled with him in the process.

Mingyu finally snapped back at him and put him in a head lock, his eyes now red and full of anger. You heard your mate whimper in pain as the taller boy pressed a little harder than he should’ve in his frustrated state and it seemed to pull you out of your episode. Well, at least pulled you out enough to make you aware that you could help stop there from being anymore carnage.

You pushed yourself off the wall and yelled at the bigger wolf to stop trying to crush Wonwoo, to which he did much to even his own confusion, but he kept his arm around his neck to keep him from lunging at you again just as a precaution.

He never meant to hurt him, Mingyu wasn’t even angry that Wonwoo had tried to practically kill him only moments ago. But he was really upset at the fact that your mate had tried to hurt you. He thought that the older boy had just gotten too angry and attacked you, which of course wasn’t the truth.

But Mingyu didn’t know what had happened yet. None of them did. They just wanted their brother to stop before he hurt someone.

You moved in front of them all and placed Wonwoo’s fluffy head in between your petite hands, lightly brushing through his fur to calm him down and bring him back to reality.

“Wonu baby, please Open Your Eyes.” You whined next to his ears once his snapping and snarling had relaxed and subsided.

And as if on cue, his eyes flickered open and any sort of animosity or fury he had disappeared with his slumber.

Once he became aware of what was going on around him and his brothers deemed him no longer a threat to you or anyone else, they let their hold on him go and he shifted back, quickly grabbing the blanket on the bed to cover his naked body in embarrassment.

He never did tell you what happened that night, he just kept apologizing profusely to you for the scare he caused.

You told him he didn’t have need to be sorry considering he was asleep and didn’t mean to hurt you or go after you, but he kept insisting he did something wrong.

But that night also seemed to be when he decided you weren’t to go anywhere without him or Mingyu (your protector and savior that night) for your own good. You didn’t complain though.

Sure it was a bit suffocating at times to always have someone near you and you missed your alone time. But it helped your mate feel better and you’d rather him be okay with what was happening than to be constantly worried about you.

Still, the new buddy system he implemented for you didn’t keep you from wondering what went on that night or question if everything was really okay with him.

——

“HELLOOOOO!” You waved yourself in front of your mate’s vision, finally coaxing him back into conversation with you after he had left you hanging for the nth time that day alone.

He blinked a few times and rubbed his eyes to almost wake himself up, “W-What? What happened?” He questioned with a very confused look plastered on his face.

You noticed he hadn’t really been the same since the night he freaked out. He was much quieter than he was before, and jumpier too. He seemed a lot more on edge, which was something you’d never thought you’d see from Wonwoo as he was naturally a very calm and rational person. But lately he had been anything but rational.

The slightest startling noise from you aside from your usual speaking made him feel the need to be glued to your hip for the rest of the day. You were barely allowed to leave a room without someone escorting you to the next one, even though you were inside your own house.

He had started to restrict your movements outside as well, refusing to let you stay out for more than ten minutes at a time for fear something would happen to you.

And his anxiety seemed to reach an already unreachable high. He barely slept and he hardly ate or drank anymore. He definitely didn’t do anything like reading or playing games like he used to. In fact, the only thing he seemed to be willing to do was keep you within his line of sight at all times.

Needless to say, you were incredibly worried about him. So much so that your own anxiety and stress level seemed to jet up. You didn’t sleep well at all and always felt restless. Your emotions were always running too sensitive due to the constant emotional toll his issues were taking on you. And now the constant knots in your stomach had caused you to feel like you needed to eat extra food to deal with the extra stress, which you knew wasn’t healthy. Everything was a mess.

“You zoned out again.” You crossed your arms and deadpanned out to him.

He had been thinking about his premonition more and more lately. He’d been obsessing over it. He couldn’t help but question a lot of what had happened.

Though, he could tell you were clearly very frustrated with him. He would’ve been too if he were you, but he didn’t want to upset you further.

“I’m sorry baby. I didn’t meant to. I just- I haven’t been sleeping too well,” Wonwoo picked up your delicate hand and began rubbing circles on the back of it with his thumb reassuringly.

He still didn’t really understand what his premonition had been trying to tell him. He was still terrified of losing you. And he didn’t know why a lot of what happened in the premonition happened. And he still didn’t know if parts of it were just things his brain envisioned or if the whole thing was part of the very strange and traumatic premonition.

Part of him was still scared to talk to you about it, thinking that if he spoke his worries out loud, he’d make them a reality. Which he could absolutely under no circumstances let happen.

Still, there was so many inconsistencies, so many things he couldn’t let go of. But there was one question that just hounding his mind day and night in particular.

You gave him a deep frown and watery features in response, “I just need you to pay more attention to me please.” You tightly closed your eyes in an effort to hold back your growing tears.

You weren’t even sure why you were upset with him. He was entitled to off days just like everyone else, you knew that. Logically you did know that. But you haven’t been so logical lately.

Lately, on top of the stress and anxiety you had been feeling, you had just been feeling… kind of off. You hadn’t felt as happy no matter how much the pack had tried to distract you from your problems with their crazy antics.

You had been feeling very clingy to Wonwoo, whether it was because of your worries for him or not you weren’t too sure. And overall you were feeling very lethargic, something you again just attributed to the mountains of stress you were putting your body through.

You just wanted your mate and you wanted him to give you the love and care you craved to help make you and himself feel better. You just needed everything to be better and be better soon because you were starting to feel so full of sorrows and misery you could just thrown up at any given time.

Wonwoo put his head down for a moment and bit his lip before he brought his stare back up to yours, “Princess, can I ask you a question?” The worry in his eyes evident as he searched your face for any hint of discomfort.

“Yes.” You sighed, nodding as the once more burning tears finally depleted from your eyes.

“Could you- could you be-” He gulped before he could finish his sentence, his throat suddenly having felt dry, “Could you be p-pregnant…?”

Your eyes widened to the size of saucers at his question. There was a long pause of both hesitation and fear coming from the both of you.

Oh fuck.

(Edited on 4/12/23)

[morathicain]

Started watching Scoy and I was sooooooo close to giving Nuea the same treatment as Bohn (as in giving him a better boyfriend!) bc omfg the stalking! Seriously, I wish they wouldn’t have made Toh as obsessed with him. A few pictures or trinkets? Okay. But all of this? Biggest red flag!

I understand that he thought he would never get anything else or be closer and was very insecure, but Nuea isn’t a doll and Toh has NO right to all of this. Especially to that extent. There’s also the problem with Toh obsessing over an idolised version of Nuea in his head while he has no idea who the actual person is.

The only thing saving Toh from having his boyfriend rights revoked by me is his character growth (still hate what he did but he’s growing and I love to see it!) and the fact that he’s so enthusiastically into Nuea. Especially after they got to know each other properly.

still judging Nuea’s taste in people; they have proven not to be very healthy *cough* but well, you do you, boy! What luck for Toh that Nuea is apparently into this ...

Still wish Toh would listen a bit more to what Nuea is actually saying and what he actually wants, even though I understand him being constantly overwhelmed. In between it really felt as if he was treating Nuea, who tried to be honest and open with him, like a pretty doll and not a real person and it made my fingers itch! But as far as I am now (beginning of ep 9 as we speak), it’s getting better and I catch myself rooting for them. Especially because of them being ridiculously into each other. Let’s hope I won’t change my mind again c.c

Anyway, I will still write Bohn and Nuea as brothers bc damn me and my crossovers X.X

Also: Jao, Daisy and Som are precious and I need to protect them!!