#shld i make another part?

[leclercstarrs]

𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐊𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐊𝐄 - ( 𝐞𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐞 ! )

synopsis -> in which a milkshake in the summer heat helps eddie realize something !

warnings -> reader is in the band, not yet proof read !

“Milkshake?” You smile, walking out of the house and onto the porch, offering one of the cups to Eddie. “Thanks.” He takes it from you, then taking a sip out of the colourful twisty straw. “This is disgusting.” He fake gags. “What?!” You gasp and take a sip of your own drink, the cold mixture of vanilla ice cream and strawberries immediately giving you brain freeze as it glides down your throat. You scrunch your nose before opening your mouth to protest his words, “This tastes good!” You huff, your lips forming into a slight pout, Eddie biting his lip to hold back his laughs. “It’s good, it’s good, I was kidding.” He puts his hands up in defence and you roll your eyes at his joke, playfully hitting his side. “Hey!” He gasps. You let out a faint laugh and sit down next to him on the knitted blanket that’s laid out on the wood floorboards, the paint starting to chip away from them. It’s a sunny and hot day, barely any wind to cool you off. “So, are you nervous about the tour?” Eddie asks. “No, are you?” Your expression falters. Truth is, you’re extremely nervous. After the last tour, you’re worried it could go wrong again, ending up with Billy relapsing. “No.” He replies, pausing for a moment and looking away from you. “Are you sure you’re not nervous?” He encourages you to be honest. “Eddie, I’m-“ Before you can finish your sentence, he looks back at you, giving you that certain look, that look he always does, that makes you crumble into a million pieces. “Yes, okay? I’m scared, is that what you want to hear?” You huff, placing your glass down. “Yeah, it is actually.” He starts, “It’s going to be okay, alright? We’re going to be okay. Billy is going to be okay.” He continues. Eddie looks nervous as well, but you don’t mention it, nodding instead, showing him that you’re partially convinced now. Eddie just has that affect on you, and he doesn’t realize it. Everyone else does. Sometimes, to you, he becomes the only person in the room. You don’t know that he feels the exact same way. Looking at you right now, he desperately wants to tell you how everything’s okay, how he loves you and never wants to let you go. But, he can’t, he can’t get himself to say any of it, he needs you to say it first, to give him a sign. He’s oblivious, as oblivious as you.

[anonymoosen]

Urth’s greatest dad

[eneiyri]

i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me

pairing: jake x reader word count: 2.2k type: angst, fluff. synopsis: in the middle of an argument, you want to go to sleep— but jake refuses for either of you to go to bed feeling mad at one another. warnings: slight arguing, mentions of breaking up, jake being the sweetest guy he is, there’s no specific mention of the reason why the argument started, overthinking, reassurance, comfort, lmk if there’s more i shld add

make sure to listen to this song as you read. it is the song that the story is based on. [ mad by ne-yo ] (rlly sets the mood, ngl)

Before you and Jake started dating, there has always been one established rule that the both of you agreed on. Never go to bed mad at the other. Always resolve and communicate about your problems before going to sleep. Never leave it for the next day.

It remained consistent, until tonight. For the first time in your four-year-long relationship, you think you can’t follow that rule as the millionth yawn leaves your lips in the middle of an argument.

Jake sat on the couch; his face buried in his hands as he heaved a sigh again. No words were shared, and the silence between the both of you was deafening. After yelling over each other for nearly 20 minutes straight, you figured it was stupid to open your mouth again— knowing it’d lead to another screaming match.

Seated on the other couch, you found yourself fidgeting with the bracelet on your wrist. “This isn’t working, we’re going back and forth.” You tell him, tone different from the one you used earlier. He looks at you, shoulders slumping. “Well, if you’d just listen to me, we would be done with this.”

“Jake, you won’t even listen to me.” Tightness is evident in your eyes and voice as you look at him. He clicks his tongue, shaking his head. “This is so stupid.” He muttered under his breath, and you could barely hear it. But you do.

“Well, I’m sorry if it’s so stupid, maybe, just like you said— if we weren’t trying to scream over each other, this would’ve been done an hour ago.” You tell him, trying to fight your drowsiness.

Jake looks at you when you say that, taking in the tone of your voice. Before he could open his mouth to speak, you rose from your seat on the couch, crossing your arms. “I’m going to bed,” You announce, the words leaving your mouth causing a small trigger of panic in your lover's mind.

“Y/n,” He gets up as well, trying to get you to look at him— not liking where this is going. You look down at your hands, “We both are tired. As much as I want to talk about this…” Your words trail off as you move towards the door frame between the living room and the hallway. “I think we need to cool off before we say anything too crazy.”

You don’t see it, but Jake’s expression falls as soon as those words leave your lips, and he curses to himself as you submerge into the hallway, away from his sight. “Fuck,” He sits back down, running a hand frustratingly through his hair.

After half an hour passed, you stood in front of the mirror, brushing your teeth after finishing your skincare routine. The door to the bathroom opened, and Jake had a pinched mouth as he moved past you, reaching for his toothbrush.

You quickly finished up brushing your teeth, refusing to be in the same room as him any longer— the silence killing you slowly. You refused to show him how vulnerable you are, choosing to avoid his eyes as you put your toothbrush away and trudged out of the bathroom.

As soon as you shut the bathroom door behind you, Jake stared at himself in the mirror. He hated every second of that silent treatment of yours, and he was determined to fix things before it could lead into the next day.

You were lying on your side of the bed, turned away from Jake’s. You feel the bed dip from behind you, and Jake doesn’t spare another second before talking to you. “I don’t want to go to bed. Not like this,” he tells you.

Your lip’s part, but no words leave your mouth.

“What about the rule?” He asks when you don’t give him a response. “What happened to not going to bed angry at one another?” He adds, desperation laced in his voice.

When those words leave his mouth, you can’t help but feel bad. It was a rule you both established, and agreed on— so this time, you take a minute to think of how to respond. But before anything, Jake unknowingly shuts those thoughts down as soon as he mumbles a short ‘good night’.

In defeat, you move carefully, turning to look at him. Only to be met by Jake’s back facing you, just like you had done to him.

Biting your lip, sadness crept into your body as you turned away once more— the tiredness in your body dissipating like it was never there to begin with. Still, you try to fight with your thoughts and attempt to go to sleep.

You looked at your phone for the nth time, watching time pass. It’s been 3 hours, and your restless attempts of going to sleep have gone nowhere. You fought internally with yourself and kept turning, looking towards Jake after you assumed he’d fallen asleep.

Your boyfriend’s back is still facing you, and your emotions get the best of you as tears well in your eyes— threatening to slip out. He fell asleep so easily.

After a couple more minutes, you blink your tears away and decide to text your best friend, knowing she would be up. Hey Ningning, can I come to sleep over?

Receiving a text message of confusion and follow-up of approval, you sit up from your spot— but before you make the move to get up, you look at your boyfriend once more. A frown settles on your face, looking at his ruffled hair pressed against his pillow. As much as you badly wanted to run your hands through it, you shook your head and looked back to your side of the bed, ready to get up.

“What are you doing?” Jake’s voice fills the silence of the room. You had no idea, but during that entire time you were stirring around— he did not get even a blink of sleep. He felt the bed shift whenever you’d turn to look at him, but when he felt the dip from your side rise, he knew you’d gotten up.

“I’m going to Ningning’s apartment.” You mumble, unable to look at him. Jake stills at this and sits up slowly when he processes your words. Your phone is swiped from your hands as quickly as you’d reach to grab it.

Going to bed pissed at one another is already a living hell for Jake, but you being pissed to the point where you feel like you can’t even sleep in the same bed as him? No. He had to do something. Quick.

You finally turn to look at Jake, “Jaeyun, give it back.” Your voice is small but desperate. It’s only then that you realize you can actually see your boyfriend, the moonlight slipping through the window perfectly structuring his facial features. “No.” He shook his head at you, putting your phone on his side.

“No?” You echo what he said, confused. “Not until we talk properly.” He exhales deeply, clearly tired from the past couple of hours.

Silence engulfs your bedroom, and you can’t bring yourself to respond to him anymore, thoughts filling your mind when the words ‘talk’ echo in your head. Talking could mean anything, you thought to yourself.

Jake takes in your silence, and he hates how quiet you’ve gotten. For some weird reason, he found himself wishing you’d just yell at him again, just like the both of you had been hours prior. But he could tell you were thinking again, and this time— you completely shut him out. And he hates that during times like these, he’s unable to read your thoughts like he usually can.

“Baby—”

“Are we breaking up?” You asked, voice shaking slightly. Jake’s facial expression drops almost immediately when those words leave your mouth, “What?” He lets out, tone heavily coated in disbelief.

A gasp leaves your lips, and you’re quick to bring a hand to your mouth when you realize you said that out loud. “Sorry,” you tell him, looking away. For once, you felt like you couldn’t look at your boyfriend. “I didn’t mean to say it out loud.”

“Holy shit.” Is all Jake could say for a couple of seconds, before looking at you like you’ve gone crazy. “Is that what you were thinking?” He asked you, hovering his other hand over arm as a signal to look at him. “That I want to break up?”

Hardly being able to speak correctly, you frown at him as soon as your eyes examine his soft gaze. “I thought…” You started, and his fingers unconsciously began to caress your hands. “I don’t know, it sounds like—”

“We are not breaking up,” He spoke softly when he cut you off, making you lie back in bed with him. You yelp and almost scold him before he continues.

“Yeah, we argued, and yeah, we said mean things to one another, but we are not breaking up.” He’s looking you in the eye, his other hand finding your waist— meaning to pull you closer towards him. “This is something we are working through together, it’s what will bring us closer.”

Tears threaten to fall from your eyes, and you desperately try to fight them— only to fail miserably when Jake smiles sadly at you. “I love you, Y/n. Fights and arguments are normal, and as long as we’re alright by the end of them— before we go to bed— I know I’ll love you even more as the next day comes by.”

You cry into his chest as he buries his face into your neck, almost like magnets as you press into each other’s warmth. “Talk to me, baby.” Jake spoke after a couple of minutes, desperate to hear your voice once more, “Just let me hear you.”

“Jaeyun,” Your voice sounds like a drawl, hardly above a whisper. “Jaeyun, I love you.” Is what leaves your lips, letting your fingers grasp onto Jake’s hoodie. “I hate it when we argue.”

He frowns, pulling back and looking you in the eye. “Me, too.” He spoke softly, pressing a kiss on your forehead. “We always want to be the one who’s right.”

“I don’t even remember what started this argument,” You give him a soft smile, and Jake’s pupils dilate at the sight. “I think it only got worse when I mentioned going to bed…”

Jake hums, “We were in the middle of arguing baby, I didn’t want you going to sleep mad at me.” He moves a strand of your hair behind your ear, staring at you. “I couldn’t even sleep.”

You give him a look of confusion, “But Yun,” You started, and you swear that his eyes brightened up at your usual nickname of endearment for him. “Yeah, baby?” He responds, his voice soft— urging you to continue.

“You were asleep… You stayed in one spot for three hours.” You mumble, head resting comfortably on his bicep, his hand landing on your waist as he tugged you closer.

“Baby, I was awake.” He tells you. “You have no idea how many times I wanted to turn around and take you into my arms.” He heaves a sigh, shaking his head at memory. He feels your body shake slightly, and Jake quirks an eyebrow. “Are you cryi—”

“I can’t believe you stayed still for three whole hours…” You laugh into his neck, your shoulders shaking. Jake lets out a breath of relief, all the tension leaving his body when he realizes you weren’t crying but laughing.

After a couple seconds, he finds himself laughing too, “Yeah, me too.”

You look at him for a couple seconds, and he seems to catch your gaze. “Hi,” He lets out, his voice sounding breathless. A soft smile forms on your lips, “Hi.” You responded in the same energy. “Everything’s okay between us, right?” You ask him, searching for reassurance.

“Because I’m honestly beginning to feel sleepy.” You mumble groggily, throwing an arm around his body.

Jake stares at you for a couple of seconds, before pressing his lips on yours. You’re taken aback for a couple seconds, but quickly melt into the kiss when he pulls you closer.

You two kiss for a while, and Jake pulls away to let you catch your breath. He smiles against your lips, “Yeah, everything’s okay. Everything’s perfect, baby.” He says it twice, to let it sink in your head that it’s okay. That you two will be perfectly fine tomorrow morning. Jake grins, “We can sleep now.” He spoke softly as your eyes fluttered close. “Good night, Y/n. I'll be right here when you wake up in the morning."

“Good night, Yun. See you.”

copyright © eneiyri 2023 a/n: jake brain rot but when am i not

[astrxealis]

seeing ffxiv so popular makes me so incredibly happy but i'm still >:(( bcs damn the philippines has no taste at all /hj

[yeetmeoffjueyunkarst]

Saw you were looking for requests and had an idea to share. Lisa totally seems like the type of person that would try to play matchmaker if she learned her friend had a crush. I can imagine her trying to manufacture situations that would put her friend and their crush together. Like asking both to help with something in the library then “accidentally” locking them inside. Or if not, she’d be hyping up her friend and giving them pointers on how to flirt and woo their crush. She’d be down to have a makeover session too before a date just because it’s fun to try on fancy clothes and stuff.

Anyways, maybe a fun drabble of Lisa being a wingwoman to reader. I didn’t have a love interest in mind if you want to pick one or leave it ambiguous, either is fine. It can be more platonically focused too on Lisa encouraging the reader.

oh my god... lisa wingwoman me for mona pls /j or shld i go for amber /j or jean and ruin her lovey dovey times with jean #nomorejeanlisa????

ok but seriously this sounds so fun headcanon galore here we go!

Lisa is a plotter. I bet my entire Mora that due to the sheer excitement of it, she'll end up caving and helping to set her ships to sail despite her natural laziness

I again, will also bet my primogems that she makes use of her closeness to Jean and her position as Librarian to set the two of you up.

Help Lisa retrieve some book from some dudes? Oops, you're both trapped in some mystery domain that can only be unlocked by you two hugging/kissing a few times (I mean we could take another route but AHEM)

Tells the both of you that she invites you two to tea on separate occasions, then saying that she has something on suddenly and leaving you two alone AHAHAHAH

If you two are part of the Knights of Favonius (KoF) she'll make Jean put you two together for every assignment EVEN IF you both are from different companies.

Always telling you solid advice on how to confess to your crush, by making use of her vast intellect on silly things like helping you get more tips on how to woo them over

Or she could threaten to make you suffer if you dont confess multiple times by saying she'll make you suffer a fate worse than those who dont return their books on time...

But when you do don't worry she'll mother hen you and make sure you're dressed to the best of your charms and handle your makeup stuff, girlie's a queen.

Constantly whining to Jean over teatime when she tells Jean about her latest attempts to set you two up but failing because your crush is a dense idiot LOL

Her roping in Kaeya to help her in bringing you two together, which involves the ENTIRE FUCKING MONDSTADT.

you weren't impressed ngl, but you are impressed by how your crush is so dense to all of it...

Now, if only there was some way to make your crush the obvious heart eyes you had....

Ah, well, this is great entertainment for Lisa anyway. It's been a while since she played Cupid.

Reblogs appreciated!

[saulocept]

let’s cause a little trouble

pairing: albert wesker/survivor!reader

rating: t

summary: You shouldn’t meet like this, you know. It’s too risky; you could be seen, you could get caught, driving a wall between you and your fellow survivors. Though you suppose there’s a thrill in this, too.

notes: set in dbd universe, featuring blighted wesker outfit. caved in & actually bought it myself bc he looks too good in it (& the hair! do u ever wanna smooth it out. touch it. run your fingers through it.) this is also very short & self indulgent in nature, sorry. 

& if you haven’t played the game already, u shld try it!

“Beloved,” he greets, his voice soft and breathy. He sounds pleasantly surprised, as if he’s not expecting to run into you. Still, there’s a smile playing about his lips, faint enough that it’s barely visible in the firelight. He steps forward, closer, though he’s still so far away. He reaches out, as if he wants to touch you, then hesitates, drops his hand at the last second, as if he’s changed his mind. He shakes his head, breathes out a sigh. “We shouldn’t keep meeting like this.”

“We shouldn’t,” you agree, nodding, though you can’t stop the smile that tugs at the corners of your mouth. Bravely, you step forward, closing the distance between you until there’s very little left. He’s close enough to touch now, close enough that you can almost smell him, taste him on the tip of your tongue: familiar, comforting.

Your fingers itch. There’s a part of you that wants to reach out, touch him, brush the loose strand away from his face, just to see him more clearly, but you stubbornly keep your arms on your side, afraid to get caught. No one else knows the two of you are involved like this, only that you know each other – colleagues from a life that seems so long ago, so different from the ones you lead now.

Still, the temptation is a difficult thing to resist. You’re moving before you can stop yourself, a desire you can’t snuff out, an instinct you can’t quite tame. It beats against your chest like a second heart, makes you more reckless, impulsive. You turn your head, look around you, briefly search your surroundings. The sound of the crackling fire is the only thing that occasionally breaks the silence. It seems the two of you are alone for now. Good.

You step forward, standing on your tiptoes, reaching out to brush the stray hair away from his face. He doesn’t stop you, nor does he pull away, merely staring at you in silence, one eyebrow raised.

His hair, however, remains stubbornly immovable, falling back into place the moment you’re no longer trying to fix it. You frown, reaching out to brush it away again, though he stops you this time, one hand reaching out to grip your wrist. He’s quick to let you go, dropping your hand back to your side, and all too suddenly, you find that you’re missing the feel of his hand, the warmth of his touch.

You don’t get to linger on the thought much longer.

“Really,” he says flatly, though there’s a twinkle in his eyes as he stares at you. He’s smiling, looking mildly entertained.

“I’ve been wanting to do that,” you explain, giving him a sheepish smile. He stares at you, blinks, waits for you to elaborate. You shift your weight from one foot to another, feeling suddenly embarrassed under the weight of his stare. “Ever since I saw you in that outfit.”

“Hm.” He hums under his breath, nodding. He doesn’t say anything after that, lets the quiet wash over the two of you. He’s still staring at you, his gaze intense, pinning you to the ground. He looks like he’s deep in thought, contemplating something. Curiously, you stare back at him, waiting, if he’d ever say something else, begin to explain.

But he doesn’t. Still, the answer comes, quick and unexpected. He reaches out, touches your cheek, rests his gloved fingers against your skin. Not quite a caress, but close enough to feel like one. There’s a stiffness to his movements, like he isn’t used to this much contact, though there’s a softness in his eyes that nothing else can replicate. Genuine, real, voicing out everything he can’t say out loud.

“I have…” he begins, then stops, trailing off like he’s suddenly not sure what to say. He hesitates, clears his throat; he looks suddenly uncomfortable, like he’s not used to being this vulnerable, affectionate. Open about his emotions. It’s cute, you think, and you’d laugh if you didn’t want to see more of it, listen to the rest of his words. You bite the inside of your cheek, trying not to smile as you wait, patient as a saint. He continues, his voice dropping into a whisper, “…Not seen you in a while.”

You give him a level look, trying not to sound amused. “You mean you missed me.”

“In a way, yes,” he replies, sounding irritated. He still looks uncomfortable, like he isn’t used to admitting it, saying whatever he feels out loud, but you’re so giddy you could die. He could probably stab you (which he might, the voice in the back of your head says, considering that you’re both still in a trial), and you’d thank him, already happy with the fact that he misses you just as much as you miss him.

“I knew it.” You’re grinning from ear to ear now, and in a sudden burst of emotion, you’re flinging yourself at him, wrapping your arms around his middle and burying your head against his chest. He’s paralyzed for a second, as if he isn’t quite expecting your reaction, though a moment later he’s thawing, slowly wrapping his arms around you, holding you close.

“Don’t get too cocky about it,” he warns, though there’s no real threat to his voice, no sharpness. You pull away from him, looking up to meet his eyes. Silence washes over the two of you once more, filled with a whole lot of possibilities.

You could lean up, kiss him, catch up; the idea’s tempting in and of itself, especially now that you haven’t seen each other in a while. You miss him, enough that it overpowers every rational thought, every responsibility. It doesn’t matter where you are, doesn’t matter if there’s something you need to do. No. All that matters is that you’re both here, alone, away from everyone else. There’s so much you want to do, so much you want to say to him, but as quickly as the thought crosses your mind, it disappears, fades away into nothing.

There’s a rustle that comes from the bushes somewhere behind you, and all too quickly, you spring apart, pulling away from each other as if you’ve been burned. With wide eyes, you look around you, search your surroundings for the familiar silhouette of your fellow teammates. But you can’t find anyone else. Either they’re in hiding, trying not to get seen, or it’s something else entirely. The Entity, maybe, trying to snap you back into focus, the ongoing trials?

Whatever the answer is, only one thing’s clear: it’s not safe to be here anymore. He must’ve realized the same thing, too, because a moment later, he’s walking farther away from you, more distant than ever. As if you’re back to being strangers again, resuming the roles you’re meant to play.

“Go,” he says, and his tone is serious, harsh. There’s no softness to it, no affection. The guard’s up once more and you can’t get through to him. Still, he’s not entirely without warmth. He steps close, reaches out to touch your face. “I’ll catch up with you later.”

It’s a brief gesture, and he’s pulling away not a second later, his arms resting against his sides, as distant again as the first time, but the feel of his touch lingers on your skin still, almost like a promise.

You smile at him, then turn away, running back to the safety of the dark, the cover of the bushes.

[junjiie]

⊹ . ⠀ for my faves !!! ☆

♡ ⠀ you know who you are be fr.. My Four Faves!!!! (and taeil). i feel like tht shld be a trademarked phrase or sth LMAOO. anw. my gross little msgs for you 🤓 in no particular order i promise 😓 happy new yearr my sillies muah i love you all lots and lots!!!

› ⠀ GO ⠀ ★ ⠀ !

( @wave2love ) ⠀ ✦ ⠀ KARMA 🫧

let’s get this over with i Guess.. THE FIRST!!!! (on this acc anw). my main supporter when i was nothing but a nugu fr. i might start repeating what i said in my christmas msgs so sorry if i do but first. I LOVE YOUUU!!! MY STARMA!!! you are so strange and it’s a chore and a half to find songs you like and you spend way too much money on tiny bits of cardboard that really you could probably just print off and you make fun of me on twitter but i am taking one for the team and shouldering it all because i really do love you a lot 💗 my best friend!!! even if you call me a senior and apparently i have the worst reads ever (still scarred from how i got TORN TO PIECES over assigning you an idol and a song like. your other friends are crazy it was never that serious..) thank you for all the karma updates and the random little asks saying “us” (they really make my day) and reading over or looking at the things i send you and for letting me YAP on and on for two long ass paragraphs with multiple spelling mistakes about plots i am never going to actually follow through with (#RIPROCKET because let’s face it im probably never getting around to it). i still remember our pact and hopefully i’ll actually make a start on it this year. my tyun, my chenle, my ricky, my younger brother. i love you 💗

an us song ♪ ⠀ might b kind of an odd choice.. but it’s one i introduced you to!!! and you put it on your playlist!!! so it’s ours now ^.^

( @mins-fins ) ⠀ ✿ ⠀ ISA 🧸

ISAAA ML 🫶 another one of this accs first iktr.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHH i love your fics and your ocs and your brain (eats it) and all the comments you leave on my own stuff and all your asks (that i should really work on reciprocating omg!!! one of my resolutions will be to pop up in your inbox more i promise) and i just want to wrap you in a massive hug and spin you around until we fall over. even if you do make me want to log off permanently and start bawling with some of your angst fics (angst for MARK LEE of all people.. crazy). you are another one of my best friends ever!!! one of my favourites ever!!! you are so soft blanket cuddly teddy bear i want to do something really dumb and cringe with you like lie on a blanket in a park and look at the weird shaped clouds like they do in romcoms 😭 thank you for being one of the best parts of my year!!! you always make my day when we talk even just a little bit. i think you’re like an actual little pill of happiness omg.. i just love you so much. let’s have lots of fun this year too ^.^ isa wisaaa you’re my cinnamoroll jeno!!! and if i had to give us some other duos i think we’re quite haobin and sunkyu too 💗 (i think you’re very hanbin and changmin. for sure).

an us song ♪ ⠀ dream scenario where we’re in a dark room with blinding flashing disco lights and dancing and having fun and this is playing way too loudly in the background. this is our song now deal with it!! i love a bit of kylie omg.. x

( @so2uv @taeiun ) ⠀ ⟡ ⠀ SOL 🪼

i never know when you’re on which acc so i’ll j tag both. ‘become a dreamzen’ BETTER be on your to-do list for this year because so help me god i am going to make it happen. another from-the-start whaaaat!!! (all four of u are idk why i keep saying it like We Know..) I LOVE YOU SO BADDD CHEESECAKE OMG!!! actually so happy we got closer because you’re so cool and funny and amazing and a little Strange and Odd. in a good way. like i want to make you a little jellyfish tank in my heart or brain or chest something so you can live there and i can feed you. jellyfish food (????? boy i don’t know what jellyfish eat). thank you for the song recs and for listening to MY song recs (even if it takes you a while) and listening to my rambling and letting me in on things for fics or your ocs early (it makes me feel so special i fr giggle a little bit like what) and matching pfps w me (#2MIN4L.. we’re just too good) and forgiving me for unfollowing you like twice now 😓 (AN ACCIDENT BOTH TIMES I SWEAR). i love you a lot you’re so silly and fun and i’m glad i met you!!! i hope we talk a lot and have some fun this year too! and longer after that!!! my minho, my hyunjin, my renjun, my 원할 땐 맘껏 뿌려 jalapenos.. muah 💗

an us song ♪ ⠀ no, it’s not pretzel. it should’ve been. but it’s not. this is my favourite onlyoneof song, and i think it sounds a bit like you. so it’s ours now. Wink (ˊᗜˋ*)

( @astrozuya ) ⠀ ✶ ⠀ LUKA 💫

the FIRST first.. raise your hand if you remember heartchikara. and i55ji. and 7irara. ok the last 2 were the same acc but still. SFTOPP i went back and reread the thing i wrote you for your birthday and oh my god 😭 Call the Gay police.. this guy right here 🚨🚨🚔 ahhh but to be fr though i really meant it all :( i love you so baddd it makes my eye twitch and i start like breaking out into nervous giggles and i am at constant risk of exploding. i know we’ve kinda drifted a couple times this year so i am being FOR REAL when i say for 2024 im gonna try and annoy you so hard!!! you’ll be sick to death of me and scream for it to stop!!! but i just won’t!!! maybe not the long ass us otd ones as much (running out of us pictures.. there’s only so many duos i can pull out of my ass) but just. tiny little updates and stuff with songs that gave me a real #LUKAVIBE. thank you for still wanting to talk to me and listening to my song recs and sending me cute little asks and most of all for just. sticking around (๑´ㅂ`๑) it’s us forever loca!!! you are stuck with me i fear.. you’re a cute little rock or sea creature or something and im the barnacle attached to you. Forever. or maybe not if that’s too weird. #SOZ. so yeah. i love you so so soooo much. jjka (???? it was on the fly forgive me) duo 4L! my hyuka, my haechan, my hao, my slime (LMFAOO), and my star ⭐

an us song ♪ ⠀ it’s nothing new because it’s already on your playlist (sorry :<) but i just love it so much. steve lacy fr called me up and asked what i wanted to say to you and then made this song. Not even joking.

TAEIL ⠀ ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

laugh it up #IDGAF. guys he Will see this i am NOT crazy. stop do you wanna know sth funny.. before i started love, love, love he wasn’t even on my bias list 😭 back then it was mark jaehyun & doie LOLL. and then i wanted someone to be like a recurring theme so i chose taeil at random and then. i just fell down a massive rabbit hole. he’s so odd and weird and silly and strange and like genuinely i love him so bad????? he’s my ULT ult like i will never feel this crazy over another kpop guy EVER this is the end of the road for me. he is stuck with me forever (he does not know i exist). plus we’re literally #CONNECTED like my fave sanrio character is badtz-maru and guess who he got in the collab.. Yeah. ik ur all in shock rn. jjaeil is real johnny move over. kinda the worst year to become a mds though like he’s been THROUGH IT this year omg. i hope 2024 goes better for him and he makes a full recovery ^.^ god knows how im gonna cope when he enlists but we’ll cross that bridge when we get to it. thank you taeil for being my favourite and bringing me comfort, i love you ♡

you all deserve like. the whole world and more. muah 💕 happy new year lomls.. stay safe, maybe get a little drunk (NOT karma. go to bed toddler..), have fun, and i wish you all love and happiness and money and good music and good movies and good food. KISSESSS from ur fave (Me). baii!!!

[kingsholomon]

SOLOMON DEVILTUBE CHANNEL 4

andrew who??????

tw: andrew tate

intro:

solomon: hello everyone, welcome back to “covid 19 is not the only plague in the human world; its also a little guy named andrew tater tot.” viewer disgretion is advised, plz do not click off the moment this guy speaks so i make money, thank you :).

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A.T clip: “I believe that women shld not be able to do everything they want. all they need to do is be dominated, be bred and give birth.”

Solomon: Yes, our women? they should just shut the fuck up and act like a fucking animal. dominated, bred and child birther, WOMEN ARE ONLY GOOD FOR BEING AN ANIMALLL WOOF WOOF WO- In all seriousnes, does this guy have an unrequited kink?

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a.t clip: men that dress like women are misleading. they make men think that they are women just to get dick in their ass. its misleads men like me who want the real stuff.

Solomon: I love this because— im a guy who’s fallen in love with another guy who loves to dress like girls. And personally, that’s just my thing.

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a.t clip: in the bible, it literally says “women should listen to their wives and be obidient” in the book of king solomon.

Solomon: woah woah woah woah. what?! did he just say book of king solomon?! *looks into the camera surprised*. Okay 1, bitch thats the wrong fucking book, 2, i know cause i never wrote about my need to dominate women??? did i? do i need to read my part of the bible again??

[clearpvc]

faux fur (no i will not elaborate, im too embarrassed, smd), pumpkin patch (theres a reason i'm always asking you if u need me to carry something and always making sure i'm carrying if not all the groceries, disability aside), hot cheeto breath (i am either dipping you in mayo, ur garlic dip, or mcdonald's maple syrup), early AM radio (did u know ur music taste makes me nut), stained bathroom sink (i am so down to have this as a future plan, we can have matching hair how cute), LOW BATTERY (godd i need to get better at putting you to sleep at a better time), solar heat death (im so crazy insanely madly in love with you you're genuinely everything to me and i'm so lucky to be spending my last 8 minutes before the world ends with the person who means everything to me, you're my heart and soul, wanna see how fast we can get married before the heat death gets us?), bazooka (if i clean them will u wear them more u in them makes my heart melt), promises to keep (honestly you could keep the knife im so madly in love i wouldn't mind, ignore the fact that you got the knife for me), inky cap (omg ur fave mushroom), felidae (ask sable to get me another box of fudge pops n im set honestly), enamel (ignore the last part and the confusion of the statement, i most definitely want to bite and be bitten by you), mariana (hey that's my old therapists name! but yes i need to give you all the pretty and cool earthly things i can find because i see you in them, maybe you'll see your beauty as i do if i give you enough)

hey did u know u shld fuckin marry me cuz u shld maybe fuckin marry me but maybe means you 100% should

[yourmoonmomma]

hi alex! im quite conflicted with this decision i have to make for school. shld i continue with the uhc program? will i have a meaningful time? if yes, shld i work with prof r or prof t? if no, should i apply for honors year at another university instead?

also, why do i feel so drained with my volunteering stint? do the owners there like me? should i continue? how can i make it more meaningful?

im sorry if theres too many questions 😣 i’m totally alright if you take longer/ want me to send the second part of the question again next time!

thank you so much alex regardless 🩵🩵

Hello!

Yes, yes, prof t.

Two of Cups - It doesn't speak to your soul the way you hoped it would.

Yes, yes.

Ten of Coins - Try and find moments where you are having fun/feeling happy during the volunteering opportunity. Hold onto those moments, and recall them when it starts to feel draining. These moments are healing for you, even if you don't notice yet.

That's alright lovely!! <3 I'm happy to help!

[najehnaouizionmmsorosschool]

Psychology & Civil Studies

posted Jun 10 , Jun 9 & Jun 8 2021

By Najeh Benlahmadi Zion

Ph 21693300371 USSS# 333-98-6973

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Jun 10 Part 1

"Try Inventing or Discovering a new Geometric shape":

If I consider that each shape symbolizes a thought , during the Task all trials shld be composed out of :

Lines ,

Triangles,

Rectangles and Oval like shapes

Nothing but those already introduced at school thoughts & shapes .

A mind freely combines and uses different Numbers, Sequencies and groups of those thoughts.

Meaning mankind have the Will and Liberty to Imagine thoughts without any restrictions on the " How".

There are no restrictions on the Way of Thought , relatively speaking .

Obviously Number of thoughts AKA the number of shapes known by Offer is limited putting restrictions on the " What".

There are other shapes we just did not discover yet .

Clearly there are restrictions on the Choice of Thought .

Universe Curves, Boundaries and most Secrets will remain a mystery no matter how advanced mankind will get :

That is why I believe mankind exist and " MADE" to Think How-ever they want ( BUT ) not in What-ever they want.

Freedom of Thought is the mother of all Liberties therefore if there is a Code on Freedom of Thought there must be a Code on the rest of Freedoms.

It's impossible to separate a Memory's Quantity and Quality from its Products, Intellectual Orders : Liberties.

Freedom of the way of Thought and Freedom of Thought Restrictions.

Freedom of Thought , Liberties and Codes Possibilities.

Najeh Benlahmadi Naoui.

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Jun 9 Part 2

"Great minds think alike" :

My analysis shows that in such case those minds's Opinions and Views Vary based on Point of Departure and owned Data .

Their disagreements ( if there're any ) are not & won't be about Truth and will not change Truth because Truth is One Inseparable Entity Perfectly Independent to time , place and Thought.

Paths cld crisscross and eventually their well begotten and tuned Personal Logics wld lead them to one Result , One Point of arrival : Truth .

On the other hand "If someone spread a lie long enough eventually people will believe the lie as well as the person who released it" :

Once consciousness is subjugated by reality or submitted to Intellectual Orders there wnt be Doubting , Confirmation and Validation of Evidence/Data nor the Free Will and Interest to do so.

Intellectual Orders ll design Memory as Evidence Bank that feeds Personal Logics.

Personal Logics ll be distorted and so consciousness.

Unlike Indoctrination and actually It does make sense when two minds of two different Logics and Consciousnesses contradict one another and reach two different results even when they shared the same Point of Departure , Path , Evidence and Quest for the same and one Truth.

Truth , Memory , Logic and Consciousness.

Najeh Benlahmadi Naoui.

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Jun 8 part 3

When five choices out of ten are offered: It still wld be designing , dictating and limiting Freedom of Choice even if no one actually knows of the other five's Existence.

Offered choices don't mean all Existing Choices.

To Select something requires Interest or Desire and to Want that something one first must Acknowledge its existence and Remain Aware of it's existence.

Intellectually speaking Truth doesn't exist untill it's either discovered or revealed even if it's laid in the open the whole time and such concept contradicts Freedom of Thought and its products and probably Logic and Reality as well.

A Choice Nature

Freedom of Choice Codes and Memory's Capacity.

Najeh Benlahmadi Naoui

[caruliaa]

wahhhhhh okay i definitely rllyrlly neeed to get to sleep now since tmrw is another rlly busy day i think so -___-!! i think i def shld get rest for that since i am exhausteddd but first i really want to say that omgggg vcing with you was sosoo fun>:333 !!! i just love getting to hear ur voice and chatting to you smmm and knowing u in general is just amazingg because you really are thee most incredible friend to meeee dearest like you are sososoo very understanding and thoughtful and kind and you make me feel so loved and cared for and bring so much warmth and joy and brightness and happiness into my lifeee....!!! and just like getting to know YOU my ladybird is so wonderrfulllll because you are suchhhh an amazing good personnnn and i really feel so grateful to get to know youuuuu and i rlly want u to know how muchhhhh i care about you and that i love you soosoooo muchhhhh !!!! ilysmmm (hugs u gnight if u wld like!!💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕)

EDIT-i woke up w this still on my screen so i don’t think it sent last night??? so sending it now!!!!

!!!! ya like getting good rest is rly important esp w the exhaustion so i hope you where able to get lots of good rest love !!! and ough omg ur so sweet ;; i really did have sm fun vcing together too love it rly is so so nice whenever we get to call and i get to hear your voice and talk with you love it rly is so so lovely so im so so glad its the same for you and that i can be a good friend to you and be understanding and thoughtful and kind to you and make you feel loved and cared for and make ur life warmer and happier and stuff love i really really am becuase you really do deserve it sm love and just becuse i really do just want too !!! because you really are just soso dear and special and important to me love and just such such a wonderful amazing person and i hope you know you that you really are suhc a wonderful friend to me too and are just soso kind and understanding and caring and make me feel so so loved and cared for and safe and warm with you love and spending time with you and just knowing you brings me soso much light and joy and happiness and i hope you know that you really are just such a wonderful incredible important part of my life and you really do just mean the world to me dearest and i love you so so much *hugs you back so so muchh mwah* 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗💗

[sabertoothwalrus]

i had ANOTHER dream abt miraculous ladybug and this ones a LONG one. it didnt have your artstyle but time paris DID have lovely architecture such as: the bigass hollow tree stumps in breath of the wild, u know the ones big enough to fit a shrine and a half. anyway, the final battle is Happening, people get to wonder if hawkmoth is gonna bite the dust in real time bc its being televised. this is all taking place smth like 3 yrs in the future from season 4 of the show. so theyre like uhhhh Older Teens and certifiably Tired Of All This Shit. so! at the bottom of one of those tree stumps, cat noir’s identity is going to be revealed! oh no!! hes in a #crisis of the soul mostly bc getting revealed would be Bad but also he doesnt feel like hes helping ladybug anymore. he doesnt feel trusted. a classic tale of the villain manipulating a traumatized teen. and ladybug (looking out over a roof and yelling at the top of her lungs) is like “ABSOLUTELY NOT YOU LEAVE MY PARTNER ALONE.” and bribes hawkmoth away by dangling her own secret identity in front of him like a worm on a hook. it works a little too well. her identity gets revealed! cat noir is safe but in the shuffle hes lost his miraculous and marinette picks it up. shes got both and puts them on. tikki and plagg are like “MARINETTE ITS SO DANGEROUS TO WEAR BOTH AT THE SAME TIME” and shes like “im going to punch hawkmoth in the face” and off she goes.

cat noir is nowhere to be found bc now hes adrian! and she doesnt know that! but he knows shes marinette! drama! so now ladybug is re transformed (without activating the black cat miraculous) and is whaling on hawkmoth. she crashes thru my house which is definitely not in paris and tells me and my sibs we have to get out NOW so we book it and its at this point the dream reveals to me that mylene’s mom is chinese and i sit there like Now Hold On A Minute and my mom says “i told u so!” and i tell her “you dont even watch the show???” mylene was wearing a green cheongsam. i don’t tend to ask questions. also by this point i made a mental note to tell u abt this bc it only gets more batshit.

ladybug told us (and everyone that was running away which was a lot of ppl) that if they find cat noir they shld tell him that ladybug loves him. then she has this Stellar idea. she finds nadja chamack and her camera (bc theres only two newspeople in all of paris and one of them runs reality tv) and is like “hi i need to get a message out to cat noir.” when the camera is situated on her (mind u ms chamack is VERY aware that this is her daughters babysitter and is currently holding hawkmoth in a chokehold) she says “im sorry cat noir. you believed in me and trusted me since day one and i couldnt extend you the same courtesy. i was wrong. there is no one else who can wield the black cat miraculous, no one else i would trust with the power of destruction. meet me at our normal rendezvous point so i can give back what is yours.” its all very heartfelt but undercut by the fact that hawkmoth’s bitch ass is shouting explicatives next to her. the fight resumes. she gets slammed into a wall á la every anime fight ever and manages to hide before getting to the roof where she’s waiting for cat noir. shes in a right amount of pain and tikki is running her mouth abt danger and injuries etc. marinette Will Not Move until cat noir shows up. and he does! adrian arrives! when marinette sees him she starts laughing and crying. adrian is rightfully confused. is this a good thing? is this a bad thing? did she hit her head? (yes to all 3.) marinette says “i have been in love with you since 10th grade.” (were they in 10th grade? i do not know.) adrian says “and ive been busy being in love with ladybug.” and then she apologizes again, gives him the ring back, they hug, kick ass and meet up in her room.

if it feels like we’re going rlly fast now its bc we are. the dream was pretty much a montage at this point. hawkmoth is arrested, the world knows who ladybug is, adrian is an orphan, nathalie is still sick, and marinettes parents r thinking that their kid has nearly died MULTIPLE TIMES and they never knew. also luka is under that bridge going “oh fuck.” marinette is in her room trying to explain what will happen next to alya and nino. alya says “i had to tell nino”and marinette says “i am beyond the point of anger. but whatever.” cat noir falls thru her sunroof and they hug (again, there was so much hugging in this dream to make up for the complete lack of hugging in the actual show) and alya + nino are like “uhhh awkward.” the last convo i don’t have quotes for bc at this point my alarm was ringing but it was something abt how marinette cant be ladybug or hold the miracle box and she wld want alya to be the holder but NINO knows and nino Cant Know. but cat noir doesnt want marinette to lose her memories! but People Know. the conclusion was they have to talk to chloe abt how to navigate paparazzi. this is my chloe-and-marinette-could-be-friends agenda. ok i think thats EVERYTHING. if u read all that godspeed, drink water. OH. FINAL THOUGHT. ADRIAN HAD LONG BEAUTIFUL HAIR WHICH IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ALL OF THIS. he had model-brand stubble and sharper teeth than he should.

sometimes I’m peeved that tumblr increased the character limit for asks to be higher than 500 characters, and other times I get

1k word asks about miraculous ladybug dreams, and I think that’s beautiful

I do unironically love the part about Chloe helping Marinette navigate paparazzi, rip to her canon character development

[lizziedaring]

i think eah is genuinely good bc it never forgets the fundamental aspect of fairytales and theyre actually quite horrific. there are witches and dragons and people trying to kill you, but that the whole point of them is that at the end u can always hope for peace and joy. like c.s lewis and j.r.r tolkein said it better than i did but fairy tales have the unique power of expressing emotions and values we can’t always confront in a more straightforward way and it has an enduring air about it bc all our heroes end up happy bc they are good and kind and it’s important sometimes that we learn that from stories. and eah rlly does explore this:

- eah is able to make characters complex and interesting female characters without changing a fundamental part if their motivations: they want to be happy. and they never make it seem as tho it’s a bad thing, just that perhaps it shld be achieved in a way that doesn’t hurt others, which has always been a theme of fairy tales in the first place

- there really is an air of horror in the premise of eah and the things the students have to face but it’s the good kind of horror. it’s not a grim-dark fairytale with anti heroes at the forefront; all our protagonists are flawed, but good-hearted and all their actions come from a place of love. they care about one another in almost a profound way, and we’re never asked to be cynical about their situation.

- they understand that these fairytales have been told time and time again and put effort into adding details to their characters to remind audiences of their reality. we know that pinochio is made of wood, but do we know how much cedar has to avoid fire? how she doesnt feel cold or physical pain? we know what snow looks like but do we know how hard it is to fet hair as dark as night if not natural? do we know how pale someone is if theyre as white as snow? all the details both visually and story-wise all help to remind audiences about the characters in a unique way

anyway stan eah

[adobe-outdesign]

Which pokemon do you thinj shld get a regional varaint? (You can choose whichever region youd like)

That depends on the region--they're not gonna add new variants to old regions (probably). Ergo, whatever Pokemon should get them really depends on which ones make the most sense for the new region as I feel like that makes for the best variants (in general, Alola and Hisui have better ones than Galar in this respect).

With that said, here's some Pokemon I'd just like to see get variants at some point, whenever a good region pops up for them:

Jynx: Sounds backwards to want my least favorite Pokemon to get a variation, but there are elements of it I like, and the idea of an icy siren is really cool. If they gave it a variant that looked more natural and fixed its face I might actually like it.

Paras line: I'd love to see a variant wherein it never developed the mushrooms, so we get to see what the bug looks like sans cordyceps.

Voltorb line: I just want a variant of these that are actually tiny, and could pass for actual Pokeballs, thus making more sense why someone would try to grab them and loose a few fingers. Bonus points if it looks like a different type of Pokeball.

Abra line: It defiantly doesn't need one as much as other Pokemon, but fuck it. I'd love to see a fighting-type of these guys just for the irony, given how frail they are despite looking formidable.

Drowzee line: Another biased one, but these guys are based on baku. It would be sweet to get a Hisuian variation that leans into that more, and it would fit with the ancient Japanese aesthetic given that they're yokai. Also, this line has really suffered competitively over time and could use a refresh anyway.

Any given fossil: Would love to see what these Pokemon originally looked like, as it's generally implied the revived versions aren't perfect. Maybe there's a region closed off enough that they never went extinct or something.

Unown: Basically the same thing but in a different language

Ho-Oh: I'm not big on legendaries getting them but I want this solely because they could finally actually make it rainbow

Gulpin line: Would be great to get an aquatic variation, seeing as they're a little like gulper eels.

Snorunt line: Make them fire-types or something. Why are they shivering all the time if they're an ice-type?

Shinx line: They can randomly see through solid objects, so maybe a psychic-type?

Sigliph: I'd love to see different art styles for these guys depending on what region they're from and what their ancient art looks like

Ducklett line: fighting-type black swans. Swans are mean as hell and I think it's time we acknowledged it

Vanillite line: all I'm saying is that it should be gelato-style in Pokemon Italy

Heatmor/Durant: poison-type Durant based on velvet ants that have made Heatmore equally poisonous by consuming them, like poison dart frogs

Honedge line: Different type of ancient weapon

Yungoos line: Stated to be imported, maybe they look different back home?

Dhelmise: Different parts being used instead of anchor depending on what's sunk in that area. Maybe submarines?

[woobly]

MY LOVE KAIRA HOW R U

HIII OMG NAGNOTIF PALA HAKDHA i'm doing,, okay??? 😭 i'm in my final summative weeks for shs rn so everyone's just staying up n cramming </3 but our subject deadlines are divided into 2 weeks (so like half are due on one week then the rest are due the next week) and i just finished the first week last friday so i've just been making up for the sleep n energy i lost kahit na andami ko pang ibang gagawin lmao pero grabe pagod na ko, di ko na ata kaya gawin yung ibang reqs na due this week 😭🤛🏼

but other than that, i'm fine for the most part!! it feels v unreal and sad lang na i'm finally finishing shs in less than a week and graduating in less than a month :(( like i'm happy it'll all be over soon pero like everyone else (and probably ikaw din), i feel v robbed of everything i could've enjoyed as a senior high student, especially also bc i've been one of those org/extracurricular kids for years and i just could've done so much 😭 i haven't seen any of my close friends in person din this entire time so i'm hoping to see more of them soon :(( i'm also rlly bitter na we could've gotten f2f grad (kasi may f2f classes na yung lower batches samin) pero wala online pa rin daw 💔

another thing is college 😵‍💫 yk things like if i rlly want the course i initially applied for, what course i shld pursue if not the one i applied for, where i'm gonna live, How i'm gonna live .. idk college v scary but i'll take things one at a time muna 😭

HRU NAMANNN idrk how hectic college is (if u've got classes rn ..?) but i hope u're not too stressed !!! kung meron ka ring mga reqs, good luck pi sainyo 👹