HELLO HI
God I love the Submas fandom, all of you are so nice <3
In any case, I have a silly Au for y'all to munch on.
Allow me to introduce you all to Covalent Twins :]
Covalent
Adjective
- Relating to or denoting chemical bonds formed by the sharing of electrons between atoms.
Or in this case, the sharing of Emmet between 2 Ingos from different timelines NSNDNNDDD.
This Au is essentially the answer to the question: "doesn't being sent to the distant past inherently mean you are also now long dead in the future you just left?"
The answer is yes and no btw
The explanation for this involves a lot of time nonsense that I'm very bad at explaining but the Tldr is basically this:
When Ingo gets sent to the past, this creates a connection between the past and the future. This makes time get all fucky and split into two separate timelines (Timeline A and Timeline B)
Timeline A:
Time in this timeline runs parallel to the future as long as Ingo stays within it (essentially, if Ingo stays in the past for 2 years, then 2 years pass in the present).
Due to this connection, Akari (aka Dawn) gets sent to this timeline (But not Timeline B) and the game events of PLA play out (+ a lot more Ingo bonding because uncle Ingo supremacy)
Akari manages to get her and Ingo sent back home with the power of Arceus, causing both timelines to merge back together again into one cohesive line with only the events of Timeline B being remembered by history.
Ingo and Emmet get their happy ending.
This Ingo got sent to Hisui when he was 29, stayed there for 2 years, and went home when he was 31.
And Timeline B:
This timeline was created as a cannon fodder timeline so Akari and Ingo can keep doing time shenanigans in Timeline A without disturbing the space time continuum even more.
This timeline is therefore not connected to the future the same way Timeline A is.
The Ingo of this timeline (Nicknamed "War" or "Warden" for simplicity.) lives through the PLA game events but with Rei taking the place of Akari.
War doesn't bond with him the same way Ingo does with Akari because Rei isn't a faller.
The events of the game are the exact same (minus the Arc phone, Rei taking the place of Akari, and catching Arceus).
Despite Rei calming the nobles and catching Palkia and Dialga, he is still not the chosen hero. Warden is unable to go home or regain his memories.
Warden lives in Hisui and serves as a warden for the Pearl Clan for a total of 7 years before dying alongside his partner pokemon, Gliscor (nicknamed Nimbasa), while protecting Lady Sneasler from a Zoroark attack at the age of 36.
Warden drifts as a ghost for many years, with only Nimbasa the Gliscor as company. He watches his friends grow old, and eventually die. They pass on to the afterlife, but Warden stays on earth, wandering the Alabaster Icelands and Mount Coronet, searching for people from a life he can't remember even in death.
Warden watches as Hisui changes into Sinnoh. Jubilife Village becomes Jubilife City. Pokemon species die out and new ones are born.
As the world slowly becomes more and more familiar, the great Sinnohs, Palkia and Dialga, take pity on the lost warden, and decide together to lead him home.
It may take 150 years, and many miles of travel, but Warden is pulled by an unknown force towards the Unova region. Though he is unable to touch anything or speak to anyone, it's all so painfully familiar.
He is pulled towards Nimbasa city, (ah! That's where he got the name from!) and eventually to an apartment.
There, he is greeted by a young girl, barely 17. A man in black, who looks exactly like him, give or take a few years and a few scars.
And a smiling man in white. The man he has been searching for for over 150 years...
And they're staring at him, truly staring at him, not through him.
Why is the man in white crying?
*evil laughter.mp3*
So yeah! The twins have an older brother now :D
I mean he's dead and also Ingo just 5 years older and from a different timeline but still!!!
If you've made it this far I believe you deserve a gold star ⭐ and also some art for your troubles.
So here's War and Nimbasa ↓
And some fluffy interaction between War and Emmet as a bandaid.
If you guys have any questions regarding how this Au works, or are interested in seeing more of it, don't hesitate to shoot me an ask :D
I hope I enjoyed reading about my silly Au, even if it was a bit long lol.
*fades back into the void of Submas fics.*
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Scorpio Chapter 4 is done! Can be read here or on AO3. Pokerus AU belongs to @monsoon-of-art.
“A king who feared wasps once decreed that they were abolished. As it happened, they did him no harm. But he was eventually stung to death by scorpions.”
Hisui was a harsh unforgiving land of untamed wilderness, frigid winters, and hostile pokémon that produced many harsh people. It is said that its people only lived and existed by the grace of its blessed Nobles and Almighty Sinnoh above. Such grace was certainly not unconditional and those bound by the traditions that had allowed them to flourish agreed it was best not to anger them.
The girl who fell from the sky into this land agreed to simple terms; food and board in exchange for her ongoing labour. She did whatever the Galaxy Team asked of her without complaint, no matter how seemingly impossible or how much she risked life and limb. After all, it was best not to anger them.
But Dawn was no longer welcome within the walls of Jubilife, sentenced to an exile in the hostile wilderness until peace and normalcy were restored to Hisui. There would be no place for her in the last shred of human civilization in the region unless she could clear her name by solving the mysteries of the rift to fix the red sky and return the humanity of the PokéRus victims.
Kamando had summoned her to his office in the early morning as confused villagers looked up at the fractured heavens, just as at a loss as Dawn was. She joined the gathered crowd of townsfolk that were either fully or mostly mutated into pokémon and spoke with the baffled and perturbed Survey Corps members to see if they knew any more than she did.
The summon and meeting was a nerve wracking blur of stomach churning anxiety with the imposing alpha snorlax of a commander that barely fit in his own office. A fuming Kamando stood tall with his ears barely touching the ceiling and demanded to know what part she played in the disasters plaguing the region, as if she had any idea.
Dawn stood there with her mouth agape at the wild accusations of using a human disguise to enter the village to bring a curse upon the land, dumbfounded and struggling to think of any answer she could give or defence she could make. She could only insist on her innocence, her floundering protests falling on deaf ears. How could she present evidence she didn’t drive the Nobles into a frenzy just to quell them and endear herself to everyone when Kamando didn’t think he needed any proof to accuse her.
The commander was beside himself with anger at her supposed betrayal and fought to keep his voice even as ire radiated off of him. Dawn kept eye contact with Kamando as she pleaded, hoping her honesty would come through while she kept a watch out for any sudden movements or a red gleam behind his thick eyebrows. Snorlaxes were generally slow but could move quickly when enraged and she would have to react swiftly if he attempted to strike her.
She had lost count of how many times she had been talking with someone from the clans or Jubilife and some mild annoyance or irritation caused their eyes to glaze over red as they tried to bite or lash at her. They would quickly regain their senses to see the girl forced to flee from them or slash back with a sharpened shell blade on rare occasions, horrified and ashamed of their actions.
But Dawn was uncertain if he would even be remorseful over such an episode; it would certainly be one way to drive her out of the village.
She understood there would be no protest or line of reasoning that would change his mind when he coldly told her that he had wanted to imprison her, but understood that a prison would be nonfunctional within a month and settled for exile.
It was her deepest fear since she first arrived in the village and was informed she had to earn her keep brought to life.
Everyone’s anxieties over the disasters plaguing Hisui had no answer but in theology and superstition. Superstition that was easily turned towards her when her arrival from the sky coincided with the start of everyone’s troubles. She put her blood, sweat and tears into proving herself and she had done everything asked of her, but it meant nothing to the Galaxy Team.
Kamando concluded the meeting by stripping her of her rank and had Cyllene escort her to the gates and out into the Obsidian Fieldlands.
There was nowhere else she could go. The Diamond and Pearl clans didn’t exist anymore, its leaders and wardens consumed by the disease and roaming the wilds as mad beasts with Jubilife Village not far behind. If the progression of the infection was consistent, then Jubilife had about another month before the rage inducing virus rendered it uninhabitable. Slavering creatures would prowl the streets and attack anyone and everything that crossed their line of sight.
With no other ideas, she looked for refuge with the Nobles. Lord Wyrdeer wasn’t opposed to her company, but unless she developed a taste for grass, there would be nothing for her to eat and she quickly moved on. Kleavor was happy to share his latest catch with the girl that freed him from his frenzy and the two of them spent the night next to her campfire with a meal of messily carved and roasted psyduck with the plump beans she had brought.
The Lord of the Woods suggested that she learn to hunt for herself if she was going to keep searching Hisui for solutions and recommended she ask Lady Sneasler to teach her. She had experience with catching fish, unlike Kleavor, and was closer than Ursaluna.
Lord Kleavor treated it as a given that the dewott would continue looking for a way to restore everyone to their former selves, although she had no idea where to start. It was understandable that Kleavor was deeply upset over his warden’s suffering and the Nobles didn’t want to consider the terrifying possibility that there was nothing that could be done.
Their faith and confidence in her often felt like yet another burden she had to shoulder, just another lofty expectation with no reward. A ticket back home was never promised to her even if she singlehandedly solved every crisis and passed every trial before her with flying colours.
Nevertheless, Dawn didn’t want to go back on her word or let them down, so she made the trek to the highlands the next day. A lack of pokémon on Mt. Coronet was a tell-tale sign that the mad former humans were in the area, but the absence of wildlife could also be caused by the ominous pressure from the rift driving them to hide away in their burrows.
After a long treacherous climb through the ill timed downpour, Dawn arrived at the dais and remembered that the Lady of the Cliffs moved her den long ago. Kicking herself for forgetting something so basic, she settled down in the empty nest for the night, opting to play a summon for her tomorrow.
No other pokémon dared tried to claim the nest for themselves while its Noble was away and Ingo was almost always bunkered down with the rest of the Pearl Clan.
The layer of bedding within the pocket of cold earth provided protection from the elements, but wasn’t as warm without its occupants whose smell still lingered. It had been a home and nursery to many litters of sneasles with all the scents that entailed and through it all were faint hints of a musk like that of an old jacket. Like an article of clothing that had been worn so often that it always smelled of that person, even after a thorough washing. Familiar.
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“Got you!”
The thin wiry arms of a gliscor quickly wrapped around her midsection and abruptly hoisted her off the ground, eliciting a surprised squeak. She accepted the round was over and flopped over limply in mock defeat.
“You got me...”
The dewott wriggled past the large pincers and dropped to the padded ground with a thud.
“Okay, now you go hide!”
Ingo looked off into the distance, lost in thought and not really seeing anything while Dawn waited patiently for his response, knowing he spaced out sometimes.
“There’s not many places one could hide in this section of the highlands,” he said finally. “Caves in particular are an end terminal without any emergency exits.”
“I guess this isn’t the best place for hide-and-seek. But I bet the icelands would be much worse.”
The corners of his mouth lifted slightly in amusement.
“No, that would not be very safe. If you fell victim to the elements or wild pokémon out in the tundra, it would be a dangerous amount of time before people realized you’d gone missing and were able to find you.”
His gaze grew distant again.
“During our battle I took note of how you led with and favoured your dewott. Would I be correct in assuming they were the first pokémon on your team?”
“On my Hisuian team,” she corrected. “My first ever pokémon was a piplup.”
“Right. And how do you usually handle opponents that put them in an unfavourable matchup?”
It was an odd change in topic and she seemed confused by the question.
“I switch to a pokémon that has a better one.”
Wasn’t that obvious?
Ingo’s gaze had refocused, though his expression remained neutral and unreadable.
“While it’s true that one of the hallmarks of a great trainer is knowing how your team members cover for each other’s weaknesses, it’s a worthwhile exercise to think of how an individual pokémon can handle an opponent that puts them at a disadvantage.”
Dawn considered his words carefully as he continued.
“I think you’ll find that you’ll gain a better understanding of your partners and know how to draw out their true strength and potential.”
“Hmm...electric and grass...” the girl pondered to herself for a minute. “A lot of water types can learn ice beam and electric types tend to be fast, but not take many hits.”
The warden nodded in approval and encouraged her to go on.
“And rain boosts water type attacks...No, then thunder would never miss. Can a dewott learn dig?”
She started pacing back and forth as she puzzled out the best approach.
“Hrmm...I suppose you could try to sneak in a setup move like swords dance or calm mind. This would all depend on the situation like species, terrain, or if items are allowed.”
A flat arena with two small electric pokémon switching back and forth against a dewott sprung to Ingo’s mind. It was headed by a person, someone that specialized in electric types, but the details were fuzzy and out of reach. Well, no matter.
“It’s clear how you became Champion when you’re able to think so strategically. Bravo, Miss Dawn!”
Her eyes lit up at the praise and a flash of inspiration struck her.
“Oh! You should ask Zisu if you could offer challenges like that at the dojo!”
Not many people in Hisui even had pokémon, let alone battled with them. Crafting a tailored challenge for every species in the region was a rather daunting prospect, but Ingo couldn’t help himself from mentally planning out the matchups and how he would train their opponents. His mind wandered through the logistics that would turn the vague idea into something concrete and real and a familiar thrill overcame him.
“I would need Kamando’s approval for such a project within Jubilife, but I think that’s a marvellous idea! I look forward to conducting people and their pokémon to even greater heights.”
A clawed hand was used to adjust the brim of his cap and his tail flickered back and forth as he wanted to pace off the excited energy.
“Returning to the matter at hand, can you think of a strategy for my colleagues’ partner pokémon? I understand you’ve already battled most of the wardens, but it would be beneficial to continue the exercise. I’ll tell you something you may not know about my partner.”
He leaned down until he was forced to use his pincers for balance and spoke with what she supposed was meant to be a whisper, although it was still louder than most people’s speaking volume.
“Were you aware that gliscors are highly sensitive to bright lights and loud noises? While the species is fast, well armoured and has a wide range of moves, they are easily disoriented. Quite similar to crobats, really.”
The two of them eagerly discussed potential strategies and theory crafted well into the evening, considering the teams of every known trainer in Hisui.
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She understood now that his lessons were not purely academic.
The loose straw she buried herself in was far scratchier than the coat she wished was draped over her; it was no wonder Ingo always wore it when the old tattered garment seemed like the most comforting thing in the world. Sun-bleached and coming apart at the seams with the stiffness having gone out of it a long time ago, it was hardly professional looking or well suited to the elements, but the weight of it was familiar and reassuring.
Dawn could imagine how important that one connection to his forgotten prior life was. The warden wore it for all those years after all, even though he was resigned to living out the rest of his life in Hisui.
But the pitiful and horrifying existence he now suffered could hardly be called living.
Where would she even begin with no guaranteed food or shelter and it was looking like she would have to learn to live like an animal just to survive? She deeply wished she had some advice or guidance, or even just her pokémon with her.
It had been too daunting to consider that she would live out the rest of her life in ancient Sinnoh and she would never see her mom or friends again. A hallow, nauseous despair formed in the pit of her stomach at the sheer unfairness of it all; spending months working tirelessly only to be tossed out into the wilds anyways and being stuck in whatever alternate timeline this was with people trying to eat her.
Would the Nobles still offer her somewhere to stay or continue to assist her if she couldn’t help their wardens, or was their generosity conditional too?
The idea that she could find some way to magically fix everything and go home afterwards was starting to feel like a childish delusion. A coping mechanism for the ugly reality now staring her in the face.
Hot tears prickled at the corners of her eyes and she curled up even tighter in the scratchy straw bed as she started crying, hoping her situation would feel more manageable tomorrow.
The distraught screeching of a gliscor just outside the den woke her up in the middle of the night, doing little to push past her grogginess. It wasn’t until its frightening visage dragged itself into the cave that she understood the severity of the danger she was in. Ingo was limping and bleeding badly, but what the former man did next was so cruel that she wished she could hate him for it.
There was nowhere to escape and she hid herself under a pile of straw in a move of desperation. The only way she could hope to escape the den with her life was if Ingo collapsed from his injuries and fatigue without examining his surroundings first.
Lady Luck continued to scorn her as the warden immediately caught her scent and staggered over to her hiding place, half-dead but able to kill her easily.
There were no scatterbangs left in her satchel to distract the apex predator looming over her. Cornered and penned by large pincers, it looked to be the end for the former Galaxy Team member, only for the pitiful creature to start excitedly crooning and preening her like she was his own child.
Dawn always hated it when the wardens did that before they went off the deep end. In addition to just being weird, she couldn’t pretend there was some alternate personality taking over and dictating their actions. Their minds were not just hidden or buried, but changed. Irreparably so.
But it was the most empathy and concern she had gotten since the sky turned crimson and it had to came from the wretched creature that tried to eat her Arceus knows how many times. The tragic figure that used to be someone she loved must have still possessed some set of emotions or thread of logic that recognized her. She knew she was still in a great deal of danger, that their thought processes were so irrational and inconsistent that their behaviour could flip on a dime.
It would be wise to avoid sudden movements and wait for an opportunity to sneak out. Or at least that’s what she would have said if she had to justify herself, but the truth was that after everything that happened, it was comforting to be fretted over and she reluctantly let herself be groomed. To have Ingo tend to her scrapes and hold her when she was upset, even as a shell of the person he used to be.
Dawn didn’t understand how the PokéRus victims thought or what made sense within their fatally diseased minds. There was no rhyme or reason behind the former warden recognizing her now when before he saw nothing but food. The hyper aggressive animals threw themselves at potential prey, foes, or their own reflections with no regard for their own life. They rarely exercised patience and never practiced deception.
When he tried to sting her without being noticed while crooning at her and salivating hungrily, was he aware of the betrayal that entailed? Ingo barely reacted to his prospective meal escaping or the nasty gash she had given him, sitting there with his eyes glazed over in a lack of understanding like a dumb beast as the dewott ran away.
She kept going after that with no goal or destination in mind, not bothering to summon or visit any of the Nobles as she kept walking across Hisui. Their expectations felt unbearable with the new scars on her heart. Her supply of food rapidly dwindled, even supplemented with any berries she found along the way, but the girl hardly cared until she found herself in the Cobalt Coastlands on the edge of the region.
The vast fields of ashes and charred tree stumps gave way to loose silky sand and an endless dark sea that stretched out over the horizon. She contemplated swimming out into the ocean and seeing how far away from Hisui she could get before dismissing the idea as absurd.
There was nowhere left for her to go. No boats would be arriving or leaving with passengers after every non-infected merchant and traveller wisely got out of the region on the first ship possible. With no customers remaining on the continent, the Ginkgo Guild wouldn’t be providing any such services or looking for more members.
Dawn would even consider asking to join the Misfortune Sisters if she ran into them again, although she hadn’t seen them since the fiasco at Firespit Island. The three bandits were infected by the virus early into the outbreak and they were further into their metamorphosis every time Dawn saw them, like the covers of those Pokémorph books she never read but stared at transfixed. They may have tried to rob her several times and caused a slew of other problems, but she hoped none of them fell victim to the mad wardens.
It was late afternoon by the time Dawn wandered aimlessly past the old shipwreck and down to the end of the peninsula, not that one could tell by the sky. Still stained a deep red, the midday heat could have given the region a hellish atmosphere if not for the white sandy beach and gentle waves. The girl idly picked up a stone and tossed it into the surf where it disappeared with an unsatisfying sploosh.
Despite the Misfortune Sisters’ goofy theatrics and her own misgivings towards the bandits, she could now understand the appeal of living apart from the rest of society with only her pokémon by her side. She’d already given it everything she had, did she really owe them anything more?
Further out on a sandbar, Dawn spotted two blue quadrupeds with two smaller pokémon at their sides, too lithe and darkly coloured to be walreins. Straining her eyes, she could make out black thorny helmets, one with particularly bright red markings. Their size indicated they were alphas and the two smaller pokémon must have been dewotts.
Could it be?
Dawn hurriedly waded into the water and started swimming out towards them, the details becoming clearer. A father with plentiful helmet spikes, his mate with rose coloured markings, a fluffy boy and a daughter that was already battle hardened. They were the samurotts she met in the icelands!
“Hey!”
She furiously paddled over to the sandbar as they looked in the direction of the shouting with surprise. It would be hard not to recognize her with her human like hair trailing behind her, a notable remnant of her human form that would be otherwise inexplicable on a dewott. They regarded her curiously as she half swam and half waded through the shallow water leading to the sandbar, wondering what business the former human could have with them.
While dripping wet and panting to catch her breath, it was the male samurott that spoke first.
“I take it you’re endeavour to find a cure for the mad alphas hasn’t gone well.”
Straight to the point. Though his tone remained even, there was an undercurrent of ‘I told you so.’
“Yeah, you could say that. I ran into a bit of a snag,” she said, wringing as much water out of her hair as she could. The alphas could think whatever they wanted, she’d agree with them that her quest had been a fool’s errand. The matriarch of the family spoke next.
“Lord Avalugg told us you used to be a human. If I’m being honest, I still find that very difficult to believe.”
“Well, it’s true. All of us were.”
The alpha male’s eyes bore directly into her and she was suddenly self-conscious of her flippant tone. She struggled not to shy away from his sturdy gaze and commanding presence, resolving to watch her tongue.
“I don’t imagine you came out here just to catch up on us. What business do you have?”
Dawn now had doubts about what she was going to ask of them, especially when their first meeting was on such terse terms. The female seemed more kindly, but neither of them came across as bleeding hearts.
“The remaining humans decided it’s my fault that all of this happened and they kicked me out. They’re going to loose their minds within a month anyways,” she explained bitterly.
“So, you have no family? You’re alone?”
His eyes softened. The hardened alpha of an otter pokémon was a parent himself and the scrawny dewott’s predicament seemed to tug his heartstrings a little.
“...” Dawn hesitated. Saying it would make it real. “...Yes.”
“Are the Nobles unwilling to take you in? I thought that they had given you their confidence and favour,” the female asked.
“They would want me to find a way to turn everyone back to normal.”
She took a deep breath.
“And I don’t want to.”
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The two samurotts were small specks in the distance, having swam far off into deeper waters to search for prey. Their two offspring wisely chose to hunt in the shallows close to the shore where the patrols of aggressive tentacruels didn’t reach.
Dawn watched from a sunbaked rock as the smaller boy, the one she had named ‘Fluffy’ due to the noticeable tuft of fur atop his head, resorted to begging for food from his sister. He tried to reach for her latest catch and she gave him an irritated nip, turning away and trying to ignore his reedy whining. Pride evidently not being one of his faults, he kept begging while trying to sound as pathetic as possible. Through some combination of annoyance and pity, Chip relented and left the half eaten basculin to her brother while she dived back underwater for another meal.
If it weren’t for the red sky, Dawn could almost pretend this was just a fun excursion at the beach and she was making exciting new observations for the Galaxy Team.
But it wasn’t. She couldn’t just watch the samurotts with a detached interest when copying their skills would be essential to her new way of life.
At least their terms were simple. They would take her in as one of their own and she would have to learn all that she could from them if she hoped to survive the winter. The two dewotts would be striking out on their own around the beginning of the season with the unspoken assumption Dawn would have to move on too.
The two alphas would follow the octilleries north past a great deal of open sea where the competition with sealeos and walreins was fierce and a dewott that hadn’t evolved yet was unlikely to survive.
Well, that was fine. She’d learn how to thrive in the wilderness where she didn’t need anybody, live in a cave and bite anyone that got too close. The rift wasn’t her problem anymore; Arceus could go abduct some other kid for all she cared.
A series of chirrups interrupted her thoughts as Chip slid out of the water and onto the small island, carrying a remoraid she had already bitten the head off of. She squeaked excitedly as she held out the fish pokémon to show off her catch. Always a better hunter and fighter than her brother, she’d grow up to be a fierce samurott. One that was hard of heart and deft of blade, just like her parents.
“Great job, Chip!”
Her chitters turned annoyed and she insistently held out the remoraid. Dawn didn’t understand what she wanted until she deposited her catch on the ground in front of the former human with a huff and dove back into the water.
Oh.
Well, that was thoughtful of her.
Dawn picked up the gift, touched by the act of generosity, if a bit off put by its sliminess and the spine sticking out from the mangled stump. Was she really going to have to eat it?
Riptide never brought her raw fish when he tried to teach her. As much as her own dewott was a capable fighter, his meals were provided by his trainer and he never had to hunt for himself. He could if he really needed to; pokémon never really lost those instincts even when raised by humans. Dawn hoped he was alright and it didn’t come to that.
The Galaxy team offered to take care of any pokémon that belonged to the PokéRus victims, all of them eventually agreeing they were in too much danger if they stayed with their trainers as they lost their minds. As more and more of Jubilife succumbed to the disease, fewer sensible people were available to look after them until it was just her, Rei, Cyllene and Laventon.
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“Why this is...this is...outrageous! And absurd I might add!”
Laventon‘s plumage was ruffled up further than Dawn had ever seen on the professor, the bristling feathers making him look nearly twice as large. The man turned dartrix was irate on her behalf while Rei’s mouth was still agape in shock from the news of her banishment.
“We’ll go with you, of course. I’m afraid Jubilife won’t be safe for us much longer either. Why, just the other day Miss Zisu took a snap at me and I had to spend a good hour waiting for her to come back to her senses!”
Dawn felt her heart leap at the reassurance that she wouldn’t have to go it alone and she hadn’t been completely abandoned.
“That would be unwise.”
The three of them turned in surprise towards Cyllene. She met their bewildered reaction with an even, sharp-eyed look, quite unlike the inward focused appearance regular abras had.
“You are woefully unprepared for a life away from civilization and Dawn would spend more time keeping you alive than looking after herself or searching for a solution to our predicament.”
Laventon never got cross with her. Her cold pragmatism grounded the professor’s more air headed and ill thought out ideas and he knew her curt demeanour was never from a lack of sympathy. But her suggestion that they do nothing sounded especially heartless and the professor opened his beak to object before Cyllene cut him off.
“And at least one of us needs to stay behind to look after the pokémon that were entrusted to the Galaxy Team.”
“I doubt the commander would let a bunch of exiles just take all the pokémon in the pastures with them,” Rei added morosely.
The first bit of hope Dawn had since her meeting with Kamando come crashing back down as the rug was pulled out from under her. Laventon’s feathers remained just as ruffled as he addressed Cyllene.
“Well, then, you’re one of the adults here. Shouldn’t you accompany her?”
She did not shy away from the frustrated and angry reactions of the Survey Corps members before her. Their captain kept her slightly infuriating, coldly logical demeanour they knew her for that was above knee-jerk emotional responses.
“No. I would be of even less use to her than you.”
It was hard to imagine the former human most accustomed to managing paperwork surviving long in the wilderness, especially as an abra with no offensive capabilities and little familiarity with how the species usually survived. Dawn certainly couldn’t imagine her providing good moral support either.
“Furthermore, I won’t abandon my post while it still exists.”
That only left Rei. Neither of them would have ordered or asked such a thing of him, but the boy turned raichu understood the implication of the conversation. His eyes caught Dawn’s, desperate and mutely begging for some support and he silently panicked, looking everywhere but her face.
The boy’s comparatively nervous disposition had only gotten worse as a pokémon, fuelled by a small prey species’ instincts and personal experience. His tail twitched back and forth as the anxiety flared up from being put on the spot, hoping for some out, hoping he wouldn’t be bound by duty or obligation.
Well, never mind then. If they wanted to stay that badly, they could.
The frustration and bitterness that had been building up were now so overwhelming that she wanted to scream and yell that she hated them. See how badly it would hurt them as she tried to inflict a fraction of the pain she felt back on them. Dawn had doubts before over whether she made the right call over using the three blessings on them or if there was a right decision at all. But now she truly believed she had made the wrong choice.
Somewhere in the back of her mind, she knew that her inability to hurt Kamando was making her want to take out her anger on the people in front of her when they were equally as powerless. She could force down the bile that was rising within her for just a bit longer.
“You guys should stay. We needed all hands on deck looking after all the pokémon and your job will be much harder one person short,” she said, venom leaking into her words despite her efforts to contain herself.
Relief flooded Rei’s features at knowing there was a chance Dawn could manage to save Hisui on her own and he wouldn’t have to place himself is such severe danger. But only for a moment before casting his eyes downwards in shame. The professor deflated slightly as he was forced to concede the argument and Cyllene nodded.
“If nothing changes, we will evacuate the pokémon to safety and come find you.” Cyllene’s expression softened so briefly that Dawn thought she must have imagined it. “Until then, don’t die out there. That’s an order.”
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She hoped they wouldn’t come looking for her. There was no way a confrontation over her choice to abandon her mission would end well and she wasn’t interested in what they were going to do with no civilization to return to. As far as she was concerned, they were on their own too.
There was a commotion out in the open ocean with the samurotts; a great deal of water was being kicked up as the two of them closed in on their quarry and swiftly darted to and fro to cut off any means of escape. The male, Briar, would dive underwater to force it to the surface from beneath while his mate, Rose, would bite at its exposed back and sides.
Dawn could make out the red flicker of a basculegion’s tail as they wore out their prey, the massive fish’s desperation fading as the minutes crawled by. It was well into its half hearted resistance before Briar clamped his jaws down hard on its throat and Rose bit at its soft underbelly. They twisted and pulled in different directions and bright red spilled into the gentle waves, only accelerated by its feeble wriggling. It had mostly gone still with only an occasional twitch of the fins or tail before the samurotts dug in.
Basculin was a staple of Hisuian diets for people and pokémon alike, but many of the plentiful fish pokémon were Lord Basculegion’s children. Eating one seemed disrespectful to her, even if he reassured her it was simply a fact of life and that death wasn’t the end. Iscan felt the same way and refused to eat basculin; any that were reeled in could have been one he helped raise. Eating the flesh of a pokémon when you had another member of the species in a ball at your hip felt like a betrayal when there was always a possibility it was one they knew. It was why many trainers in modern times ate meat substitutes, or at least avoided any species they worked closely with.
Dawn considered the remoraid in her hand and thought about how it was time to abandon such ideas. If she wanted to survive, she couldn’t have many reservations like that. The samurotts were completely attuned to the savagery of nature, at peace with their own small place they carved out within it and able to kill without remorse.
“You can’t care about the entire world. The struggle for survival pits too many of us against each other,” Briar had explained. “The octillaries wish to live and will run or fight to protect their own. They owe us nothing more than that when we try to eat them.”
Dawn wanted to dispute the alpha’s cold hearted philosophy but struggled to think of an actual argument against his words.
“Even other samurotts will come and take hunting grounds from a pokémon unwilling to defend it. If you’re too worried about their affairs instead of your own, then you and your children starve.”
Was he speaking from experience? Did he watch that happen to a litter of his long ago or did he have the ice in his veins needed to inflict it upon someone else?
“But humans don’t have to fight each other for food. And we certainly don’t eat each other. We’re not like wild pokémon.”
“They’ve tried to eat you, haven’t they? Why do you think you still owe them anything?”
The question stuck with her. She had given up on saving her friends and going home, even if the guilt ate away at her for running away. But Kamando and the rest of Jubilife sent her away to whatever terrible fate awaited her first, why shouldn’t she do the same and just focus on her own survival?
Maybe he deserved it anyways. Deserved to suffer from his mind and body eating away at his sense of self. To be littered with scars and injuries from scratching and biting himself while his body refused to give up and release him from his misery.
Shame overwhelmed her from having such vicious and spiteful thoughts that seemed like they belonged to a zoroark, but their rage and hatred now made so much more sense to Dawn. How it could motivate and empower you when nothing else could. She could imagine the bitter and malicious feelings reforming her heart and changing her into someone as calloused as Briar.
I tried to help, he decided he didn’t want it.
Rei and the others would find a samurott as cynical and hateful as the Baneful Fox if they ever came looking for her, Dawn would make sure of it. One that would never be taken for a fool again. She could evolve right now; the energy needed to do so was lying dormant in her core and had been for a while.
The thought of Rei naively taking hold of the thunder stone and a bright light uncomfortably changing his already warped body came to mind. Arezu’s regret over embracing a large powerful form that she later learned would endanger others.
Once Dawn took that step, she could never walk it back.
Well, most dewotts evolved after the winter anyways. She told herself she was just being pragmatic; less food was needed when you were smaller. Besides, the option would always be there.
There was another step she could take though, one she could do right now. The remoraid that was gifted to her would be a good way to ease herself into her new way of life and steel herself for the harsh necessities of survival. It took a minute of psyching herself up and trying not to imagine the taste or texture before she told herself to just do it. Plenty of people ate raw fish, this should be no different.
Her strong jaws managed to break through its thick skin and she took a large bite from its midsection. The slippery strands of pink flesh nearly made her gag and she struggled not to dry heave as she chewed, her eyes already watering at the thought of swallowing.
All of her determination to embrace her new place in the world as a hardened survivalist fizzled out and left her with a nauseating, inescapable dread. The smoldering anger that kept her going gave way to a despair and sadness over what her life had become. She wanted her mom and warm bed and friends and pokémon. Ugly sobs started and wouldn’t stop through the disgusting wad of half chewed fish.
It was hard being a pokémon.
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