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Jason: Hey Tim. How’s it going?
Tim: Thoughts feel like colours and time feels like soup. We walk everyday to the awful beat of nothingness where only death awaits us at the end. Though without the end there is not beginning, and with no beginning we exist as being that are as meaningless as beings with beginnings. We are doomed from the start. There is no greater meaning than this.
Jason: I’m good thanks.
#Jason on the phone with dick: yeah so he’s either inhailed shrooms or he’s gone at least six days without sleep.#dc comics#batman#batfam#batfamily#tim drake#red Robin#jason todd#red hood#incorrect quotes#dc#mine
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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Thinking about Astarion loving silk sheets, pretty dishes and cutlery, and beautiful people.
Thinking of Halsin leaving claw marks in the dirt because he wildshapes into a bear when sleeping, eating wild berries, and fishing in rivers.
Thinking of these two managing to balance both in their relationship because love conquers all. (But hey, Halsin is already gorgeous and his blood tastes amazing, so Astarion can't complain too much.)
#halstarion#halsin#astarion#astarion x halsin#halsin x astarion#natiswriting#bg3#halsin's wet fur and the smell of it?#halsin makes him fancy beds even out in the wild so his boy feels extra comfortable#but astarion often can't sleep without his bear so bed be damned#he goes into those huge bear paws for a cuddle#they took over my life#literally getting dressed to go outside#and writing this on my phone
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the rain made the power go out which means there’s absolutely no white noise to block out the sound of my neighbor snoring downstairs and i’m going insane
#rb.txt#i have work in the morning 😭😭#it only rained hard for like 20 mins and now it’s barely doing anything#so not even that is creating enough noise to drown anything out#i can’t sleep without my alexa fan sounds bro. i have superman hearing it makes me want to kms#don’t wanna risk turning anything on on my phone cuz if it eventually loses battery i’m screwed
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Me at Kris who's swatting at me like a fly with their hockey stick: Pretty spry for a dead guy, aren't you, you little fucker
Kris: :|
Kris: >:|
#deltarune#dyntalks#deltarune spoilers#kris#fav scene so far lmao#ive always known this since the day susie made that comment about kris sleeping like a corpse#but now after that phone call#I'm very certain the same thing that holds true for Frisk also holds true for Kris#in that both cannot exist without us#bc both have already died once#which is tragic but immensely interesting bc we know how chara died in undertale#so what happened in deltarune to cause this?#at least that's my theory on this whole situation
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reading eset’s haku fic your highness rn and i’m going to SCREAM!!!! may u get any ssr u ever pull for immediately this was so GOOD im chewing ur haku up IMMEDIATELY
#live-blogging this fic RIGHT NOW#GOD FIRST OF ALL SETTING THIS WITH ZENJI???????? SO GOOD#sinking my teeth IMMEDIATELY into the hakuzenji dynamic I LOVE THEM#the fact that u can see the stars in Frostheim? GOD#haku moon gazing in hotarubi stargazing in Frostheim man always has his eyes turned up to the sky and why!!#I CHIKED ZENRJFHIDJSJ#TEASING ZENJI IS JUST SO CUTE AAAAAH zenji just spluttering is so funny#one of his good traits aaaAAAAHHH 🥺 he’s so like . resignedly optimistic I love him so much#one of the reasons why hotarubi works so well tbh there’s the endlessly anxious but optimistic zenji / the endlessly anxious but pessimistic#Subaru & the resignedly optimistic haku like it works SO WELL all the time in all ways#eset when u mentioned the umbrella I had to set my phone down & breathe for a goddamn minute#bc my sister got me a jellyfish umbrella for my birthday like . Haku. HAKU#HAKU’S FOND LOOK MAKES AN APPEARANCE 🗣️🗣️🗣️ WHERE’S RHAT ONE MEL POST#‘I didn’t ask’ is SO FUNNYHDJDJSJSJ THATS HAKUZENJI!!!!!!#haku having absolute shit sleeping habits bc he has so much work to do is 1) canon to me 2) also me . lmao#SEE GETTIGN ZENJI FKUSTERED IS SO CUTE HE’S adorable I love him#OH NO ZENJI WHAT . WHATWERE U DIGGING ????#zenji bby that solves NOTHING#YEAH!!!!!!!! god one of my fave character points abt haku is like the way he says he’s so lazy and hates hard work (same) but spends all his#effort & free time working & pouring his soul into things like ?? Where did u learn how to speak abt urself like that .#1) haku’s family i’m crawling in ur walls 2) if not then mood lmao I too am lazy I’m just forced 2 do work all the time in this job so I get#‘she’s not my anything zenji’ IMGNA SCREAM !!!! GEJSJSJAHZHA AAAAAAAAAA give me a touch of that yearning PLEASE#‘but he knows how dangerous it is to hope’ OH THIS STABBED ME IN THE THROAT THE FUCK???????#haku GOD Alexa play that one Hercules song the I won’t say I’m in love one#GOD WHEN HE SAYS#WHEN HE SAYS ILL TAKE Y ANYWHERE U WANT & HE GOES ALL BREATHY & HE DOES THAT LITTLE SHARP JNHALE BEFORE HE CALLS U URBHIGHNESS FUCJCJCKJCJC#I LOVE THAT LINE SOS SOSOOSOSOS SO MUCH !!!!!!! MY FAVE PART OF HIS BRUTHDAY LINE HANDSODWNDBSJSJJS#‘the words catch in his throat’ UGSGGSFHH THE EMOITON U PUT BEGIND HIS WORSS WITHOUT HAVING TO DESCIRB EIT I LOVE THIS PARAGRPHS SO BAD#this was so good eset thank u 😭😭😭😭#can’t believe u wrote this for me the FUCK THANK YOU 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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had an idea in the middle of the night and fell back asleep instead of writing it down and now i remember only the imprint the idea left in my mind the thing itself is gone and ipray for death
#i feel like im always doing this!!!!!!!!!!!!! so annoying#i used to be good at middle of the night stuff like maybe it was leftover attentiveness from newborn night work#but now im like awake for a bit i write something or read and then i go back to sleep WITHOUT WARNING i just drop back to sleep#i used to at least be able to pick up the phone and write the idea#now i just watch it as it passes by lol David lynch was right literally if you don’t write the idea down you will want to kill yourself
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ive made myself more wet and pathetic
#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL#its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed#because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH#how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would#be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing#or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late#i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed#the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either#because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember#the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either#the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with#crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure#BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION#im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real#really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and#thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT#you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without#making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY#yapping#doodles#puppysona#edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule#and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened
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okay gonna try to change my email password in hopes of securing my shit, and then I'll just melt into the nothingness for the rest of the day....
#like im 99% sure thats how they got me. why else would the mysterious password reset emails from steam just disappear out of my inbox#without me ever touching them?#fucking hell.... maybe getting the email app on my phone wasnt such a smart move... anyway.#gonna fix my shit and then just sleep idk#at least the dentist says my teeth are all in tip-top shape. one positive thing today
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does anyone else have to look through their saved photos/edits of people they are obsessed with and imagine scenarios to fall asleep or are yall sane
#just curious#can’t sleep without my ipad baby phone time#my chemical romance#mcr#frank iero#gerard way#mikey way#ray toro#andrew lincoln#aaron taylor johnson#pedro pascal
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we are so back! (again) been a bit dead the last few days, but ive recovered some energy.
im glad the stuff i queued for community week posted with no issues dmhsskhskshs (i tried to space them out so i don't get mistaken for some bot???) i was planning on adding more to it since i have a few more in wip status but kinda ran out of energy orz anyway im glad to be able to do a dive on few of the many wonderful khr ocs ive been meaning to get to know more abt hehehe sorry not sorry for the spam 🫶🫶🫶
btw i'll be attending the khr cupsleeve event tomorrow, so im super excited for it. im currently staying at a place i booked near the venue tbh i didn't bring my laptop with me since i won't be able to just chill if i did 🤣🤣🤣 i'll try to post pics when i can? there will be a lifesize tsuna standee there, so i hope i'll be in the right headspace to take pics with it 😆😆😆
i was also gonna go online earlier today ngl but the anti-motion sickness med side effects knocked me out into a 6-hour nap once i finished eating dinner (after arriving) lmaooo firstly will be catching up on my notifs leisurely for now. just woke up, but i plan on sleeping again in a few hrs for even more rest time (iirc the afternoon session is full so a lot of ppl will attend, im happy abt it but im gonna be so socially drained 🤣🤣)
#eintxt#i miss just yapping and yapping in textposts/tags#LETS GOOOOOOO#wait i haven't checked twt in a while i need to check there too to rt my contributions 😭😭😭 sorry event mods dkdhskhskshs#tumblr is my main now#not kidding abt sleeping again after napping i alr drank sleeping supplements 😴😴😴#i feel so restless without my laptop and drawing tablet#i can draw on my phone but still#(for all the anti-grind culture shit i say my brain is still kinda wired to that)#(forcing chill culture on myself so i can just relax for once)#(if i don't then burnout will be inevitable)#ok first on my agenda are my dms and my notifs then i'll browse the oc tag right after 🧐🧐🧐
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the phone addiction and the chronic fatigue i am experience every day are a great match
#zero energy to stand up ? but enough energy to scroll through my phone?#i don't want to be pessimistic but omg i really let myself go#i can't do ONE TASK without feeling like collapsing#i sleep so much#and the worse part i can't talk to anyone that i have pain in my whole body bc no one takes it seriously lol#i will just live a life with so much pain in my body that only i will ever know of
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OK, but like! Tim Drake is a sleepy guy!!! he loves his naps!!! there is nothing better than sleeping for like 10 hours to him!!! But he literally just cant sleep:((( like there’s so much casework to do! And things to solve! And even when he does lay down to sleep he just cant</3 But he still loves his naps! Even if people always wake him up for no reason:(
#tim drake#dc#like cmon#hes just a sleepy lil guy#based on my sleep issues kinda#i love sleeping#people always wake me up though#tim falls asleep and gets 96 texts and 43 phone calls#then there are the animals#if damians at school titus scratches at tims door#every time#without fail
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you think bad things about yourself but you try to rationalize. it's just low self esteem, i should be kinder. other people dont think that way about me. and then you get told that someone you helped without asking anything in return called you a fat cunt behind your back. and then you're right back into those thoughts. i was right the whole time. people DO think that way. they just bury it behind the proper social veil. but it's so fragile that they can't help have it burst out eventually
#anyway my boyfriend almost broke a car window with his fist#bridges have been thoroughly burnt with his sister and her boyfriend#and this time nobody can blame me for it. i was not there#i might be fat but at least i can sleep at night knowing all i ever did was be nice to you and help you#but keep calling me names like i dont have all this undeclared work on your house documented day by day on my phone you stupid bitch#or have the knowledge that your boyfriend drives without a license#im not a snitch but admit it would be hilarious
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doing a fifth round of "is this actually gonna get posted anywhere or is it gonna rot in my trinket folder after working my ass for a flipaclip video". this is the thang of the day, cropped close up bcuz i think this part is cute n i dont wanna show too much at the same time
#flipaclip is fun until its not#the pixel brush is comfortable to use for me though#dont care about posting most of my animations cuz theyre for self indulgence but i like putting my full energy when using flipaclip#even if its to move manually an image from two pixels 50 times#im doing this without storyboard too. if its bad.. its bad..! fire emoji fire emoji fire emoj#i am Playing and having fun. until the app kicks me out then im sad#i wanna animate a leaF song one day. i dont care if its too fast for my 12 fps flipaclip low storage phone i will try and watch it explode#calamity fortune w jack has been a long time want to make but idk if i could pull thru the whole song without dying inside#doppelganger is really good too#this went from animating to music. ok.#i should go to sleep but idont want to. too motivated and chatty. send post
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I have to wake up for work in one hour should I die
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