Happy Birthday to you and me
Pairings: Steve Rogers x Reader
Summary: Two people born on the same day at the exact same time were soulmates. Most people met their soulmates already in their early years. Some of them met them later. Then there were the people - only really a handful of them - that never met their soulmates. And then there was Steve.
If it weren’t for this, Steve still wouldn’t have been fond of his birthday. He didn’t like the grand parties celebrating him when in truth it was just a pretense. To his surprise, for this year Tony agreed to a small and laid back gathering with just the team.
It is then that fate turns kind and changes his life forever.
Warnings: Soulmate au, fluff, some angst but with a happy ending, hurt/comfort too I guess, Reader is intended to be European/written to be born in Europe
Wordcount: 6.2K
A/N: This is entirely self-indulgent. The idea arose when I realized that Steve and I nearly share a birthday. I was so close to having been born on the 4th of July xD So as both a (late) birthday gift for Steve and an early one for me I post this (at 00:00 between the 4th and 5th). Enjoy~
PS: Tony somehow ended up a huge jerk in this, sorry Tony.
PSS: This beautiful divider was made by the lovely @firefly-graphics, thank you for them!
A soulmate, people said, was the person meant to be your other half, the one perfectly cut out for you.
Now if you asked most people about the definition of what a soulmate was they would answer ‘The person you share your exact birthday with’ because that was how it was.
Two people born on the same day at the exact same time were soulmates. Mind you they didn’t have to share the same birth year. That in fact was a very rare thing.
And yet people started obsessing over it the moment their child was born. There were entire web portals collecting people's date and time of birth and even the hospitals themselves offered a matching service to see if a child’s soulmate had been born in the same hospital.
Most people met their soulmate already in their early years. A large percent of them met in kindergarten or primary school. Oftentimes parents already knew their children's soulmates, had they already found them through said matching services or just the local playgroups. For although sharing the same birth year was a rare occurrence, it wasn’t so rare for soulmates to only be a couple of years apart.
Of course with a large percentage there followed a smaller percentage that didn’t have this luxury. There were the people who only discovered their soulmate in college or even later, once they had moved across the country or even somewhere else behind national borders.
And then there were the people - only really a handful of them - that never met their soulmates.
Some of them didn’t want to meet them, some of them had already lost them, some of them desperately searched for them and yet would never find them.
And then there was Steve. Born 1918, experiencing the second world war, being frozen in the arctic for nearly 70 years. He hadn’t found his soulmate then and nor had he found them now.
It wasn’t that he didn’t want to, that he didn’t long to know if they were out there and what it would be to have finally found them. It just didn’t happen. Life or fate didn’t seem to want to grant him this experience. So at some point, he had stopped searching.
Still, there was a little portion of him left, deep down and hidden, that still had hope. That little part of himself that felt that there was still time, still a way, a chance for him to find them. He just had to be patient enough and it would happen.
But that didn’t make it easier for him. With each passing year that part got smaller, quieter, as it was replaced with dread.
Dread that it took so long, dread that the hope was pointless. Dread for another year, for another birthday to come and go by without having found the one.
In his childhood, they had never had enough money to celebrate it big. His mother would save some of the sparse money she earned and buy him a small treat, later on a new pencil or sketchbook. Bucky would give him some treats he had sneaked from somewhere, possibly, definitely stolen, and they would eat them while sitting on the stairs to their apartments.
After waking up from the ice he had found out that his birthday was now celebrated heavily. Besides it being a national holiday it seemed the people needed another excuse to celebrate. He didn’t like it. He didn’t like being in the spotlight, he didn’t like the attention he got that was never truly directed at him but always at the persona he had taken on.
Not many people understood his distaste for the day. Tony the least of all. Tony Stark loved to celebrate and nothing stopped him from throwing a good party if he wanted to. Steve knew it best for he had begged and pleaded with the billionaire year after year to have something small, not one of the usual exorbitant parties. He never succeeded, opting to make a quick appearance and then withdraw to the comforts of his room.
This year however Tony had finally listened. Steve wasn’t sure what had ridden Tony to agree with his wish of something small and relaxed, with only the team present. Nonetheless Tony had agreed and Steve had never been more thankful.
Tony Stark and Steve Rogers had very different views on many things. The scale and definition of ‘something small and relaxed’ was one of them apparently. Still, Steve supposed, it could have been worse.
What he had imagined was a nice order-in dinner with all the team in the living room of the Tower. Not a luxurious high-end restaurant that - mind you - Tony had booked entirely for them. Even with them being the only guests he had also requested a private room in the back, shielded from the prying and spying eyes of paparazzi and other curious people.
The entire team was there, well, almost the entire team. One person was still missing.
Y/N looked out of the taxi’s window as the colorful scenery of the New York City skyline drove by. It was late evening, the sky dark yet the city was as bright as ever. The fireworks had already died down again. Halting, the taxi arrived at its destination. With a quick thank you, she handed the driver a wad of cash and left the vehicle.
She was sure to be the last one to arrive, seeing as she had just come back from a mission while the rest of them had had the day - or the last days - off. Slipping through the immaculate and tinted glass doors into the restaurant a pair of waiters greeted her to lead her to the backroom. She could already hear the buzz of voices that belonged to her fellow team members.
They were all in different states of busy, deeply absorbed in their conversations. Except for one person. The birthday boy stood with a glass of what looked to be whiskey in his hands and stared into space.
Luckily for her this space of nothingness he stared at, lay in her direction, and as she approached he saw. A small smile spread on his face as he watched her come closer.
“We were just waiting for you. F.R.I.D.A.Y. gave a heads up about your return,” he told her as he leaned in for a hug.
“Hello to you too Steve,” she jested with a smile, reciprocating the hug and holding it for a moment longer than what was needed or may be appropriate. For Steve the hug still felt too short.
“Happy Birthday. Another year to pass by in a blink of a moment huh?”, she murmured in his ear, knowing well that he wasn’t a big fan of the concept. He had told her so once in the middle of the night, at the back of a quinjet on their way home from a mission.
“Thank you,” he mumbled quietly, politely. Looking down he studied her. There was a faint bruise forming on her cheek and collarbone which made him furrow his brows.
“Did the mission go well?”, he wanted to know. He needed to know. If she was alright. While he would have been disappointed for her to miss this evening he didn’t want for her to be here if she was in better hands resting at the Tower.
Nodding she set to reply but got cut off by the rest of the team finally noticing her arrival. More hugs and greetings were traded with the rest of them. Tony was the last to greet her before he ushered them all to the laid table waiting for them. They all shuffled to the table to take their seats when a waitress approached her and asked for her preferred drink. Halting in her movement she thought for a moment before telling the waitress.
Steve stood by her, ever the gentleman he didn’t want to leave her alone. Instead, he led her to the table and mumbled into her ear.
“Sit with me?”
She looked over to him and nodded, smiling softly at him.
“Sure. Want me to tell you about the mission?”, she asked. Steve now smiled at her too.
“Please,” he agreed.
Exchanging one more smile the two headed for the table to join their team members. Everyone was already seated, except for them. Steve pulled one of the two chairs back and motioned for her to sit down. Only after she had sat down he pulled his own chair back and sat down.
Y/N’s drink arrived just a moment before more waiters entered the room to serve the appetizer.
“Tony chose the dishes?” Y/N had leaned over to Steve, eyeing the fancy concoction on the dark, square plate. She took a sip of her drink, the bubbles prickling her lips and making her grimace.
“What gave it away?” Steve joked before he studied her once more, now noticing the small cut on her lip and the droplets of blood at the corner of her mouth.
“How was the mission? Did you get hurt?” He had to know now. The suspense - the concern - was killing him.
“It was fine. Could have gone smoother for sure. It seems someone had been tipped off, informed of our arrival. Thus I was met with more hostiles than anticipated,” she picked up her fork and poked at the funny-looking dish. Picking up a small piece of it she carefully tasted it. It tasted fine she concluded before she continued to tell Steve, “I was able to hold my own, they got me once or twice. But I don’t think I have to mention that as you are perceptive enough to have already noticed.”
Steve nodded. Of course, he had. Even if the bruising was subtle as it was still forming. How could he have not?
“Just the bruises?”, he asked instead, eyeing her closely.
“Yes, just these. I already applied some of Dr. Cho’s cream to help reduce the bruising.”
His eyes still focused on the bruises, not entirely pleased they were forming at all. Yet he knew best that this was the price to pay in their field of work and sadly it was inevitable to end up with some sort of injury.
“Believe me. I gave them much more back,” she told him with a mischievous smile. “Knocked one out in an instant with the kick technique you taught me.”
Surprise made his eyes grow larger before he broke out in a proud smile. Looking down at her he wished to have been able to witness it.
“Well done.”
Conversation flowed freely between them for the remainder of the appetizer. The following courses were much the same, even if at some point they had to share their attention and conversation with the others.
Dinner went by fast and soon the last plate got cleared up. It was then that Y/N noticed Steve’s mood had changed. He seemed tense, his shoulders squared and the blue shirt straining over his broad back. The grip around his glass was choking.
“Are you alright?” she asked him, concern lacing her voice. Something was going on in that head of his but she couldn’t tell what it was.
Steve snapped out of it, his stern focus shifting from the spot in front of him to the woman at his side. His face relaxed, no longer frowning but now softening as he looked into her eyes.
“Yeah, it’s just…I have a feeling Tony gave in too easily at my request.” he contemplated for a moment, putting the fork on the table, before he leaned in and whispered into her ear, “I have a bad feeling there is going to be an unwanted surprise.”
Discreetly looking over at him, she studied Tony who was deep in a conversation with Bruce. He had been surprisingly calm and laid back the entire evening. No teasing, no snarky remarks which in turn was very unlikely for Tony.
“Maybe Pepper talked some sense into him. You know how much of an influence she has over his decisions and actions.” Tony’s soulmate was a godsend gift when it came to reigning Tony in. She was good friends with all of them, so why not could it have been her doing?
“I’m sure nothing will happen. Dinner is almost over, we are only missing dessert aren’t we?” But Steve didn’t seem to be convinced.
“Okay, let’s make a bet,” she tried to take his mind off of it, to make him relax.
“A bet?”, he asked her.
“Yes, a bet. I bet you nothing will happen. It’s almost midnight anyways. The day is almost over.”
“And what if you lose?”, he smirked at her.
“Then I’ll buy you a whole apple pie from that one bakery you like so much. Just for you.”
She knew how much of a sweet tooth he had for that particular baked good. He also claimed that this little bakery on the other side of town made the best pies known to mankind. Only that the drive there always took so long and they often didn’t have the time in between training and missions to go.
“Alright,” he agreed, how could he not if her offer was so tempting, “and I bet you against it. That something will happen.” She smiled and nodded, offering her hand for a shake to seal the deal.
“So what will I get when you lose?”
Steve thought about it for a moment, looking around the room as he racked his mind for a good idea. His eyes landed on the small clock. It was nearing midnight and the look at the clock had made him nervous again. Y/N noticed it too.
“Steve,” she mumbled softly, putting her hand on his upper arm to reassure him “nothing will happen.”
Both of them watched the clock's needle jut forward. Once, twice until finally, it landed at midnight. The day was over.
“See, nothing happened,” she told him softly, smiling.
But she spoke too soon, for something did happen. Instead of plates with dessert two waiters brought in a big cake, with lit candles placed on top of it. They brought the cake and placed it in front of Steve, forcing him and Y/N to lean away from each other.
Tony had stood up and clapped. He started to talk after the two waiters had left again.
“Even though Cap asked for a laid back day without much celebration I felt this was due. Of course, I didn’t want to go against his wishes to not do anything on his birthday. Which is why, now two minutes after midnight on the 5th of July we want to celebrate our dear friend once more.”
“Tony.” Steve started but cut off again.
“I know I know, you didn’t want to be celebrated in a big way. Which is exactly why I did this. It is just a cake Capsicle. I promise. And if you still don’t want to celebrate, you can pretend we are celebrating you only secondarily.”
“What are you talking about?” The team looked confused. Any other birthday was weeks if not months away.
“You see, there is another birthday person here tonight…One who has kept her birthday a secret from us. Isn’t that right Y/N?”
All eyes turned to the woman that had gotten very quiet and reserved since the cake had come out. She hadn’t glanced away from the table. Only now her face slowly lifted. Blanky she looked at Tony, not saying anything.
“What the hell are you playing at?” Steve’s voice was tense and snappy.
“Y/N over here never wanted to share her birthday with me. Then one evening when we already looked a bit too deep into some glasses she mocked me. She challenged me to go find out if it so desperately wanted to know. Which is exactly what I did.” Tony revealed with a grand gesture as if this was the most normal thing in life.
“And that’s a reason for you to reveal it to everyone? No matter if she wanted us to know or not?”
“Steve.” Softly she cut him off before he went on a tirade. Her hand landed on his biceps, which made him halt and look at her. “It’s okay. I challenged him.”
In truth, she hadn’t kept it a secret from then on purpose. Her birthday had never been a big thing for her, besides her aging a year there wasn’t anything sentimental connected to the date. And she didn’t really like celebrating her birthday. For most of her life the date had been used as a threat against her, a tool to manipulate her. It still left a bitter taste just thinking about it.
“Why don’t you two lovebirds blow out your candles together?” Tony suggested with a clap of his hands. Y/N shot him a dirty look for this comment which bothered him little, even going so far as to wink back at her.
“What? You two always act like two lovesick teens.”
“Tony.” Now it was Y/N whose voice was warning, daring him to continue to mock them. She didn’t like it. He was venturing out onto thin ice the more he mocked.
“If I didn’t know better I’d say you two were soulmates. Born on the 4th of July at 18:14 and the 5th of July at 00:14. So close.” Yeah, so close and yet so far off. It felt accusing and the way it was even written on the cake in icing seemed to bore into her soul. A taunt, so painful.
“Tony that’s enough now!” It was Natasha that spoke up, calling an end to the mockings. It seemed incredibly rude and senseless to joke about such a matter.
Wanting to make a brave face in an otherwise very uncomfortable situation, Y/N put on a smile. She turned to Steve, whose expression was sour. He kept shooting daggers at Tony. Until he noticed her looking at him. Then his sole attention was on her, his face softening, questioning her wordlessly.
“Blow the candles out with me?”, she asked him softly. Steve didn’t like it one bit what Tony had sprung on them but when she looked at him like that, he couldn’t say no. There was an innocence to her, a softness as she looked at him like he could give her the world. All his resolve crumbled. Swallowing all his words, he simply nodded.
“Alright. Don’t forget to wish for something.” Y/N said in agreement and turned to the cake. But Steve had only eyes for her. He knew what he wanted to wish, there was only one possible thing he could wish for.
The candles were nearly burned down and threatened to spill their wax onto the frosting. Still, she hesitated for a moment and watched the fire sway from side to side. The light reflected in their eyes, making them glow as she glanced over at Steve one last time. He gave her a little thumbs up under the table where only she could see it.
“On three.”, she concluded and mumbled the first number, “One.”
“Two.” Steve whispered softly.
“Three.” They said in unison.
Leaning forward they both took a big gulp of air and blew. The fire of the candles swayed in the air and went out, leaving behind only the faint billows of smoke. They stared at the cake, lost in thought until the clapping of the others brought them back.
Slowly starting to clap herself, she didn’t seem to notice much going on around them. Steve sensed something was off. He could feel the discomfort radiating from her. Ever since Tony had brought in the cake she had gone quiet, reclusive even.
Someone got up and grabbed a knife to cut the cake. It shouldn’t go to waste even if Tony’s well meant gesture had been anything but well. Steve hardly noticed the person stepping between them, he kept looking at Y/N.
Yet she didn’t look at him. Y/N didn’t look at anyone. Her view was directed at the white table cloth in front of her and nothing else. Even as Steve reached over to her and softly tugged at her arm.
Then the cake was served. Everyone got a piece. It brought her back, at least a bit. She pocked at the sweet confection more than she ate it. One or two bites that’s it. Steve hadn’t even touched his piece yet, too focused on the woman taking over his every thought.
The scraping of the chair was what alarmed everyone. Several heads turned around. Trying to lighten the mood again they had restarted their conversations. Everyone except for Steve and her.
Y/N had scooted back and now was slowly rising from the chair.
“I think I’m going to head back to the tower. I feel very tired and sore from the mission.”
If everyone thought that was an excuse and if they pitied her for what had happened, no one said anything. They nodded sympathetically and wished her a good night, to see her in the morning again.
Everyone but Steve. He was rooted to his seat. Only as she neared the exit of the room did he jump up and follow after her.
“Y/N wait!” he called and softly grasped her wrist, his thumb instantly starting to draw small and comforting circles over her skin. Again she didn’t look at him.
“Look at me,” he begged, “please.”
Slowly she turned around and looked up at him through her eyelashes. He could sense her discomfort. But it couldn’t be him that was causing it, could it be? All he wanted was to make sure she was alright.
“Are you alright?” God, how many times had he asked her this already?
“I am,” she told him yet he didn’t believe her. She wasn’t sure she believed it either. Yet she brought herself to smile at him. It was a weak and unconvincing one.
“Please just let me go, Steve. I am really tired. I’ve started to get a headache too. I just want to rest.”
“Let me accompany you back to the tower.” She shook her head.
“No, it’s okay. Really. It’s your celebration. You barely spoke with anyone else this evening. Go talk to Bucky and Natasha. Enjoy the rest of your birthday dinner.”
How could he enjoy it if she wasn’t there? He wanted to tell her that but couldn’t. She tucked at her wrist and he let go defeated. And then he watched her go with a sense of dread and disappointment. He couldn’t help but feel empty as he watched the doors fall shut behind her retreating form.
Something hit him in the head.
“Stop daydreaming Punk.” It was Bucky’s voice coming from the side that made Steve’s head turn. He was in the gym with Bucky, Sam, and Natasha. To train. He must have zoned out.
“Let him be.” Sam this time.
Bucky shot him a dirty look, one that was followed by the bickering of the two. Natasha rolled her eyes and leaned back on her hands. When had she sat down? The last thing Steve remembered was how he and Bucky had started sparring while waiting for the others to arrive.
The others. Right. That’s what had thrown him off. Y/N was supposed to join them for their regular training session. Yet she was nowhere to be found. Just like the last days. She was avoiding him and he didn’t know why. Ever since the birthday party she did her damn best to stay out of his way.
“You really are upset about this huh?” Puzzled, he looked at the redhead, and she shot him a sympathetic smile. “I haven’t seen you so off-kilter before.” At her words, Bucky and Sam stopped their bickering and too looked at Steve.
What did she want him to say? Frustrated he scoffed before he dropped onto the floor, feet planted on it and knees bent. His jaw ticked with frustration as he ground his teeth. Yes, he was upset! And frustrated. He didn’t understand what went wrong and how he was the one that she avoided. It had been Tony who had overstepped and made both of them look like fools.
Why did this affect him so much in the first place, some might ask. Well, because he cared about her. A lot in all honesty. He cared for her like he cared for no other. There was their bond as colleagues and team members, there was them being friends and then there was something more. Love.
Slowly and over time he had developed feelings for her. Even though she wasn’t his soulmate. He who had been so hung up on finding the one, who had still some hope left to find the one destined to be his. She had made him forget the disappointment, his inability to find the one. She had made him feel true happiness and if she hadn’t also made him blush on more than one occasion he would be lying. Oh, how he had wished to kiss her in some of these moments. He had wished for them to have a chance in a world where your ideal partner was destined for you. The same world in which they got along so well, yet weren’t each other's soulmate.
Sighing defeated he let his head hang. He didn’t have to say it out loud for his friends to understand the predicament he was in. But the unspoken words weighed heavily on him. They were pulling him down and drowning him alive.
“I don’t know what happened,” he admitted. He ran his hands through his hair, pulling on the tufts until it hurt. “That cake was inappropriate but it’s not like I asked Tony to do it. Even less for him to reveal her birthday like that. I tried to stop the whole thing.” He huffed and shook his head. “She insisted on blowing out the candles,” he further mumbled and furrowed his brows.
All three of his closest friends looked at him. He had momentarily lost his train of thought, too caught up in ranting about the events of that night. What had gone wrong? It was a simple question, yet its answer stayed concealed.
“Is it so upsetting for her that we nearly could have been soulmates? Did the mention make her uncomfortable? Did it disgust her so much she can’t even be in the same room with me anymore?” Steve scoffed.
He felt deeply hurt. There was so much sadness and anger swirling in him, clawing and ripping at his heart. All the sensations made it hard for him to breathe.
“I don’t think that’s what’s going on with her, Steve,” Sam said. Raising one eyebrow Steve looked at him, urging him to continue.
“I think it’s the exact opposite.” He revealed, “She is upset you aren’t soulmates and by such a close miss too.”
“Tony wasn’t even right with her time of birth.” All eyes turned to Natasha. It had gotten so silent in the gym that they could have heard a pin drop.
“What do you mean?” Steve demanded to know. Was she saying that the date had been wrong? Could that mean there was a chance…? His head was spinning now.
“There are different time zones all over the world. You were born at 18:14 local NY time but she wasn’t. I don’t think Tony accounted for that.” All three men looked at her puzzled. She rolled her eyes and elaborated,
“She was born in Europe, which you should all know. There is at least a 6-hour difference between the two places.”
“So while it’s still evening in New York, in Europe it would already be early morning of the next day?” Bucky questioned.
“Exactly.”
“Hold up,” Sam raised both hands. “So 18:04 on July 4th plus six hours is July 5th…”
“00:04.”
“Holy shit.”
He felt the blood rush to his ears, tuning out any other noise around him. That couldn’t be. It was too good to be true. He felt nauseous. Both from the shock and the excitement. It was a truly earth shattering realization.
But it made sense. It made so much sense. As if something had clicked, he realized so many things at once.
The natural attraction and pull between them. It had always felt so good, so instinctive. As if it was meant to be. He hadn’t permitted himself to acknowledge it and more importantly he hadn’t allowed himself to think or act on it. Too good would it have been.
After waking up from the ice Steve had believed to have missed his chance at finding his soulmate. Surely whatever person fate had assigned to him had been left behind. For a long time he had thought Peggy was the one. Then he had become hopeful to still find the one. But after year after year of nothing, the hope had dwindled.
Maybe he had been scared of it too. Scared to finally have found someone who was so closely what a soulmate should be. He had been hesitant to go further and to be disappointed again. He had fought his feelings for her were a mistake. A gruel play fate had on him. He had been scared to have his hopes crushed once more.
Instead, the person he had craved to find for so long, who had wished to be by his side turned out to have already been there. She had been a steady companion of his.
“I need to find her.” Determination coursed through him. Scrambling to his feet he couldn’t leave the gym fast enough.
The room was silent as she padded through it on bare feet. The noise of the bustling city around her hidden behind the soundproof glass. Her slow breathing and the steady ticking of the clock were the only noise in the room. The quiet felt good. It was balm to her racing mind. The fibers of the towel felt soft under her palms as she squeezed at the damp strands of hair dangling over her shoulder.
Loud and frantic knocking startled her, made her drop the towel and look at the door. Steve’s voice could be heard from the hallway. He sounded urgent, yet she hesitated to answer the door.
Facing him felt too difficult, too painful for her. But there also was this pull. This never-ending tugging at the depths of her mind made her want to seek him out.
The knocking didn’t cease, it lulled her in eventually. Made her set one hesitant step in front of the other. The door handle felt cool under her palm. There was barely enough time for her to pull her hand back again before the door swung open.
Barreling in came Steve. She was his goal, her location his destination. He didn’t waste any time enveloping her in a hug. A hug that felt much more desperate and personal than the ones they had before. One with a purpose.
His urgency confused her. Everything right now confused her. Ever since the birthday party, since the reveal and Tony’s words. She hadn’t known where her head lay since then. And the reason for it? So simple and yet the most complicated thing in the world.
Truly it had upset her. Not her birthday being revealed, no. It was the other revelation that had shaken her to her core. It was a cruel joke of life to have given them such close birthdays. So close and yet so far away from being soulmates. As if developing feelings for someone who wasn’t your soulmate wasn’t enough of a ridicule. It was the worst torture she could imagine.
It became too much for her. The hurting thoughts that had plagued her for days on end together with the close proximity of the one who nearly was everything she wanted him to be. Pulling away from the embrace turned out to be too hard. Steve didn’t give her a chance to get away, each pull of hers was countered with him tightening the embrace and inching her impossibly closer to him.
“Steve,” her voice wobbled. Finally, it made him respond in a different way. His head shot up to look at her. Her words left her, dying on the tip of her tongue. Instead, it was him to take the lead again, to speak up.
“Do you know what I wished for when we blew out the candles?”, he asked her.
“No,” she shook her head, voice weak and dangerously watery.
“That it was true you were my soulmate.” Gently he caressed her cheek, brushing away a tear that had escaped from its confines.
His words were like an arrow shot straight into her heart. Just another cruel reminder that it wasn’t like that. That dream and reality weren’t one. Her face scrunched together with hurt, tears pooling in her eyes and threatening to fall. She didn’t want to hear this. He didn’t need to remind her too, when every waking moment caused her enough pain.
“A stupid thing to wish for really.”
A wave of anger mixed itself into the hurt that penetrated every fiber of her being. Pulling one hand free from the embrace she raised her arm, ready to strike. Yet there was no strength she could muster to hurt him. Weak was the collision with his chest. A faint thrumming of her fist against his strong chest. It couldn’t even closely convey everything she felt.
His finger hooked under her chin and turned her head upwards again. He looked at her with a softness that would have made her heart sore in any other moment. Delicately his finger brushed her heated skin.
“So stupid to wish for something that was already there.”
“W-what?”, she whimpered. He didn’t make sense.
“You are my soulmate.” He mumbled softly and leaned his forehead against hers. Their noses brushed against each other, their breaths mixed.
It couldn’t be true, could it? This had to be another cruel joke, another notch to wear her down and hurt her heart impossibly more. Screwing her eyes shut, she started to shake her head.
“I didn’t need to wish for it when it was already true.”
“N-no,” she whimpers. It couldn’t be true. What was he saying? They weren’t. She would know if they were, wouldn’t she? Shouldn’t they have felt it? But what were the feelings between them then if not the pull of a soulmate. The love that could only blossom between the one you were destined to be with?
“How?”, is her question next.
Steve pulled back to look at her. Searching her face, he could see the pain and hurt slowly fading away. He hadn’t believed it at first either. But the moment he had heard at his heart he had known.
“Time zones,” he told her softly, “We were born in different timezones, but still at the same time.”
The last bit of her defenses crumbled and her shoulders drooped. A small laughter of disbelief left her as her mind was still reeling, trying to comprehend everything. Looking up at him there was no doubt in her heart. She had hoped for it to be true, she had longed for it to be true. The last days had left her heartbroken, the realization of her dreams to be naught had crushed her entire being. Now her heart had been mended again.
A smile started to spread over her features, one that became blinding in a matter of seconds. It was contagious, so much that Steve broke out in one not moments after. They stood there together, looking at each other, basking in the moment.
“Finally,” he murmured. After all this time he finally had found her. His one. His soulmate.
“Finally,” she agreed softly, equally as happy to have found the one.
They met in an embrace, lips connecting in a chaste kiss. The first of many that would follow. And as their lips parted again, they looked at each other. Chuckling, in disbelief of how happy someone could be, how magical one moment could feel. And as their foreheads touched once again, they were content.
Steve broke the silence after a while, “I believe you lost a bet.”
“Oh, I did?”, she mocked him softly.
“Oh yes you did,” his forefinger booped her nose as he grinned down at her, “but I never got to tell you what your prize would have been had I lost.”
“Well, what would have been my prize?”
“A date.”
“What a shame,” she mumbled quietly. Not actually sad to have lost this prize, for she had still won.
“What a shame indeed. But I will tell you something. I’ll share my apple pie with you and we can make a date out of it. This way both of us have won.”
Standing on her tiptoes she pressed a kiss to his lips, mumbling against them, “We already have.”
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