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qtjaz · 1 day ago
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The whitefication of Electra, a well needed essay on Starlight Express' most unique character.
Just a little heads up before I do carry on, anything I say in this rant has absolutely nothing against the actors. At the end of the day they are just ordinary people like me and you so let's not make this a personal attack upon them, thank you. And also I am a person of colour so I do get a say in this argument :'P
I would also like to mention this will also be talking about on how much I dislike the Post 2018 Bochum revival, if you could even call it that. All photos used were taken from the Starlight Express wiki, if you would like credits please DM me.
To start this off, I only really noticed this when comparing Post 2018 Bochum (And Wembley, although I will cut them some slack) to pre 2018 and even the OLC of the show. I've never really liked Post 2018 Bochum, I must admit, I just think they screwed the show up horrifically but I'll get into that later. One thing I'd always complain about was of how Electra lost his colour, both with costume design and skintone, (I'm very funny I know.) I will be using the OLC costume and some of the actors portraying him from that time period and comparing them to Post 2018 Bochum, please do keep in mind this is not a personal attack to these actors. It is a simple way of comparing Electra's character then and now.
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As you can see, there is a pretty big difference. The one on the left, showcasing Post 2018 Bochum has Electra with most of the colour of his costume gone, going for a more monotone pallette to compensate with how we see the future now. Whilst the costume on the right is more out there and bold, striking reds and blues, in your face almost. It also represents on how the future was viewed in the 80s with it being more colourful and bright, a contrast to the dull we usually associate with it now. Although this doesn't have anything to do with the actual skintone of the character, I know I will get into that in a bit I promise, it still shows of how they've washed Electra's character from what he was originally. Electra's supposed to be out there, different, messing with societal norms, his character is fluid and that's what makes him, him. But now his character is more of a copy and paste of characters we've seen popping up more lately with new pieces of media. Now this is where we get into the skintone aspect.
Originally, Electra was a genderfluid, bisexual character. The name of his main song, AC/DC not just being a nod to Electrical currents but also a word/piece of slang used for bisexual people back in the 20th century. Now think about this for a bit longer, the year is 1984 and a new musical has just came out, it's about trains fighting over prejudice, and what do you have? A gender nonconfirming, proud bisexual, black character. This was groundbreaking really, although critics disagreed, Electra being black is extremely important. I mean, in the 80s the AIDS epidemic happened, a horrific outbreak which resulted in millions of deaths worldwide, and here they were, showcasing a proud bisexual character with no shame! Not to mention his original London cast actor, Jeffrey Daniels, is a black man.
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Queer characters have always been either non-existant or hardly mention that they are queer, let alone being black and queer. Can you name any characters off of the top of your head that are black and queer? Probably not, which is why Electra's character is so important. The Post 2018 Bochum Electra though is more of the average stereotype when it comes to queer people. A white drag queen who barely even mentions that they are of any kind, gender nonconfirming or queer. There is almost nothing in the show that hints that Electra is against the ideology of gender itself, I mean if we go back to the OLC, Electra boldly admits that he is the engine of the future, the future being more accepting of people like him, both his identity and himself as a whole, but now he's just some random white guy with almost nothing hinting about who he originally was.
Another thing to add, is that Electra in mostly the older productions of the show, has been played by black actors. e.g Jeffrey Daniels, Mykal Rand, David Michael Johnson, Koffi Missah, etc. And that was the norm, Electra was and is black! Up until the Post 2018 Bochun revival. Most of the actors are white, which also doesn't really help the case. And before anyone even thinks about using the excuse, "Oh but maybe they didn't have enough black actors to cast!" They managed to do it in the 80s. And that's saying something really, knowing the time period and the fact that ALW is a douchebag. Even some of the swings and covers of Electra from that time period were black! Not all of them, but some were! But now the only times we really see black Electra is when a swing or cover is on, which is quite unfortunate that it has to be like that, but you know 🤷���♂️
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Also for the makeup of Electra's Broadway design, whoever drew it made Electra black, kind of showcasing that he is a black character.
But anyway,,, I really also do want to mention why I believe this may have happened. First off, most of Starlight Express' originality, strangeness, and whimsy have been dropped slowly over the years of the shows constant run. Costume designs changing over the years, characters coming and going, and the fact that the musical, in Germany anyway, is trying to be seen as less weird. I mean, ALW has said before that he hates Starlight, he's tried to sabotage the show multiple times, so it makes sense why he'd try and deweirdify the show. And having a genderless, genderfluid, bisexual and black electric train that is flashy and out there doesn't really seem normal. Or as normal as it gets as these are singing trains. Another thing to note is that the costumes are becoming more dull and bland, less colours, less whimsy and joy. Which is why I dont understand the slander against the new Wembley costumes as I believe that they bring back the strangeness of what Starlight truly was about. Anyway back to what I was saying,,, A perfect example of this is Pearl's costume.
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On the left, Pearl's costume more resembles an actual Pearl, more creams and pearlescent whites. As pretty as the costume is, (I must admit I actually really like her post 2018 design), it lacks colour really. It's more dull and beige I guess, not really making her look like the Pearl we've known for around 3 decades. Whilst the one on the right it is still white I will give you that, but atleast it has the pink, and in newer productions pre 2018 her wig was much puffier and pinker, to be fair the lighting doesn't give her much justice. And something I have noticed is with characters called Pearl having pink in their design,,, like Pearl from Steven Universe and Pearl Houzuki from the splatoon franchise,,, anyway we are getting horrifically off topic.
And for my second reason on why I believe that ALW has made this change, mostly because of Electra, is because to put it short and simply. It is "woke". Having a genderfluid, black character who's a famous superstar and has his own little entourage that caters to his own needs and desires is something that nowadays is seen as woke. It's stupid, I know but it's ALW what do you expect 🤷‍♂️ What I'm trying to say is that he's messed up this musical pretty bad, if it was still the same without the post 2018 revival I believe it would be much better and Electra could still be a known black character in media.
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That mostly finishes it off,,, essay over although I do think I Could've delved a little deeper but I'm really tired lmfao,,, It's like 1AM where I am so I need sleep,,, and please for the love of God, do not say or do anything racist in the comments,, I do not want this post to be hosting a triple k meeting in the comments and replies,,, Also sorry if I sidetracked from my main point, but as a summary it's basically just, keep Electra as a black character and stop whitewashing him 💔
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ldma-boodyshaker900 · 3 days ago
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Just a Lil Sneak Peek and a Reminder That I'm Still working on The Coming Out Comic !! 🫶💜
Don't Forget That The Tag Of this Comic is "Coming Out Comic"- It Will always appear on The tags underned!! 🫶🌸
It's been some while since i've got this Comic for Pride Month Started and I've Made some changes to It while it's The Next part Is on process so here are The diferences and changes i've done ever since The comic's Last updated!
1). So The Line art, It's gonna be like Thinner now since i've Made some changes In Ibispaint so it Will look Better.
2). Leo's and Donnie's Eyes, This Two Motherfuckers have Shared heterochromia so Leo's eyes are Red and Purple and Donnie's Eyes are Red and Blue.
3). Raph's Eyes and Desing change, So Raph Desing Is kinda different now, He has The Spikes and Features from a Drawing i Made not long ago so as The color eyes from before The Invacion Which used to be Yellow and Green.
4). Mikey's New Desing, So i've always been Struggling to find a Good Desing for Mikey but i have 2 features That Will be canon, 1 is That His eyes are Cyan and 2 Is That He Will always have a Tail And spots on His Face.
And Finally!!
5). Leo's Desing, So Leo's Desing wont really change a Lot aside from That His eyes, The Red marks on His Face That Will be Like shaper now, he has Fangs and Leo's Hoodie Desing, Which I'll post on Wednesday since it's gonna be Part Of His headcanons.
Okey so i hope this is usefull for You Guys In The Future When I post The Next part and I hope You like hos it's going so far
Make sure to ask me if You have any Question and If you'll like to give me Recomendations For any Of The Turtles flags I'll be more than happy to have Them since I Don't know a Lot about Pride 😅
Lord Bless You guys! And don't Forget That I'll post Leo's Hoodie Desing on Wednesday!!
❤️💙💜🧡
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byemizumikahago · 2 years ago
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How to view reddit posts from a deleted account
Ever since MizumiKahago deleted both her reddit accounts upon being banned from the r/danganronpa subreddit, I've been struggling to find any archives and/or links of her posts/comments. My previous methods for viewing deleted/suspended accounts' histories was by using the website Unddit. However, since Reddit's API changes, the website has become basically useless for me. For a long time, I thought that there was no way to recover, and that I'd have to give up on my search forever...
that is, until I discovered a method for it. When typing into the reddit search bar on a desktop (or selecting the magnifying glass on mobile); author:Username, you can view the post/comment history of any account, even deleted/suspended ones, AND you can filter by specific subreddits.
I learnt this from this post, and with it, it has helped me find proof of which posts/comments were made by Mizumi, and which ones weren't. Now, you may be asking, how is that helpful? Well, I can give an example;
A while ago (nearly two months, wow, this blog's been alive for that long), I made this post where I linked a reddit post of someone I claimed to be Mizumi, calling komahina shippers an ableist slur. I made that claim based on memory, and memory alone. This is quite unreliable, as you cannot just take someone's word for something under the assumption that they're telling the truth. At the time, I had no tangible proof that this person was actually Mizumi, and as such, my post could be interpreted as me just claiming some random person was Mizumi, in an attempt to slander her.
BUT, now that I've discovered this method, I can test out whether or not this post actually WAS made by Mizumi. So, let's see if my hypothesis is correct;
First, I'll go to the r/wehatenagito subreddit.
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Next, I'll type into the search bar "author:MizumiKahago"
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Now, I'll scroll down a bit until I find the post, aaaaannnnd,
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There it is! My hypothesis was correct, and I can use this method to determine what posts/comments were made by Mizumi, versus which ones were made by other users.
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serpentface · 1 year ago
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Do you conlang? I was wondering if you had naming languages (or possibly even more developed ones) for pulling the words you use. I tried to search your blog but didn't find anything, wouldn't be surprised if the feature is just busted tho. Your worldbuilding is wonderful and I particularly enjoy the anthropological and linguistic elements.
Ok the thing is I had kind of decided I was not going to do any conlanging because I don't feel like I'm equipped to do a good job of it, like was fully like "I'm just going to do JUST enough that it doesn't fail an immediate sniff test and is more thoughtful than just keysmashing and putting in vowels". And then have kinda been conlanging anyway (though not to a very deep and serious extent. I maybe have like....an above average comprehension of how language construction works via willingness to research, but that's not saying much, also I can never remember the meanings of most linguistic terms like 'frictives' or etc off the top of my head. I'm just kinda raw dogging it with a vague conceptualization of what these things mean)
I do at least have a naming language for Wardi (and more basic rules for other established languages) but the rudimentary forms of it were devised with methods much shakier and less linguistically viable than even the most basic naming language schemes, and I only went back over it LONG after I had already made a bunch of words so there's some inconsistencies with consonant presence and usage. (This can at least be justified because it IS a language that would have a lot of loanwords and would be heavily influenced by other language groups- Burri being by far the most significant, Highland-Finnic and Yuroma-Lowlands also being large contributors)
The 'method' I used was:
-Skip basic construction elements and fully move into devising necessary name words, with at least a Vibe of what consonants are going to be common and how pronunciation works -Identify some roots out of the established words and their meanings. Establish an ongoing glossary of known roots/words. -Construct new words based in root words, or as obvious extensions/variants of established words. -Get really involved in how the literal meanings of some words might not translate properly to english, mostly use this to produce a glossary of in-universe slang. -Realize that I probably should have at least some very basic internal consistency at this point. -Google search tutorials on writing a naming language. -Reverse engineer a naming language out of established words, and ascribe all remaining inconsistencies to being loanwords or just the mysteries of life or whatever.
I do at least have some strongly established pronunciation rules and a sense of broad regional dialect/accents.
-'ai' words are almost always pronounced with a long 'aye' sound.
-There is no 'Z' or 'X' sound, a Wardi speaker pronouncing 'zebra' would go for 'tsee-brah', and would attempt 'xylophone' as 'ssye-lohp-hon'
-'V' sounds are nearly absent and occur only in loanwords, and tend to be pronounced with a 'W' sound. 'Virsum' is a Highland word (pronounced 'veer-soom') denoting ancestry, a Wardi speaker would go 'weer-sum'.
-'Ch' spellings almost always imply a soft 'chuh' sound when appearing after an E, I, or O (pelatoche= pel-ah-toh-chey), but a hard 'kh' sound after an A or U (odomache= oh-doh-mah-khe). When at the start of a word, it's usually a soft 'ch' unless followed by an 'i' sound (chin (dog) is pronounced with a hard K 'khiin', cholem (salt) is pronounced with a soft Ch 'cho-lehm')
-Western Wardin has strong Burri cultural and linguistic influence, and a distinct accent- one of the most pronounced differences is use of the ñ sound in 'nn' words. The western city of Ephennos is pronounced 'ey-fey-nyos' by most residents, the southeastern city of Erubinnos is pronounced 'eh-roo-been-nos' by most residents. Palo's surname 'Apolynnon' is pronounced 'A-puh-lee-nyon' in the Burri and western Wardi dialects (which is the 'proper' pronunciation, given that it's a Kos name), but will generally be spoken as 'Ah-poh-leen-non' in the south and east.
-R's are rolled in Highland-Finnic words. Rolling R's is common in far northern rural Wardi dialects but no others. Most urban Wardi speakers consider rolling R's sort of a hick thing, and often think it sounds stupid or at least uneducated. (Brakul's name should be pronounced with a brief rolled 'r', short 'ah' and long 'uul', but is generally being pronounced by his south-southeastern compatriots with a long unrolled 'Brah' sound).
Anyway not really a sturdy construction that will hold up to the scrutiny of someone well equipped for linguistics but not pure bullshit either.
#I actually did just make a post about this on my sideblog LOL I think in spite of my deciding not to conlang this is going to go full#full conlanging at some point#The main issue is that the narrative/dialogue is being written as an english 'translation' (IE the characters are speaking in their actual#tongues and it's being translated to english with accurate meaning but non-literal treatment)#Which you might say like 'Uh Yeah No Shit' but I think approaching it with that mindset at the forefront does have a different effect than#just fully writing in english. Like there's some mindfulness to what they actually might be saying and what literal meanings should be#retained to form a better understanding of the culture and what should be 'translated' non-literally but with accurate meaning#(And what should be not translated at all)#But yeah there's very little motivation for conlanging besides Pure Fun because VERY few Wardi words beyond animal/people/place names#will make it into the actual text. Like the only things I leave 'untranslated' are very key or untranslatable concepts that will be#better understood through implication than attempts to convey the meaning in english#Like the epithet 'ganmachen' is used to compliment positive traits associated with the ox zodiac sign or affectionately tease#negative ones. This idea can be established pretty naturally without exposition dumps because the zodiac signs are of cultural#importance and will come up frequently. The meaning can get across to the reader pretty well if properly set up.#So like leaving it as 'ganmachen' you can get 'oh this is an affectionate reference to an auspicious zodiac sign' but translating#it as the actual meaning of 'ox-faced' is inevitably going to come across as 'you look like a cow' regardless of any zodiac angle#^(pretty much retyped tags from other post)#Another aspect is there's a few characters that have Wardi as a second language and some of whom don't have a solid grasp on it#And I want to convey this in dialogue (which is being written in english) but I don't want it to just be like. Random '''broken''' english#like I want there to be an internal consistency to what parts of the language they have difficulties with (which then has implications for#how each language's grammar/conjugation/etc works). Like Brakul is fairly fluent in Wardi at the time of the story but still struggles#with some of the conjugation (which is inflectional in Wardi) especially future/preterite tense. So he'll sometimes just use the#verb unconjugated or inappropriately in present tense. Though this doesn't come across as starkly in text because it's#written in english. Like his future tense Wardi is depicted as like 'I am to talk with him later' instead of 'I'll talk with him later'#Which sounds unnatural but not like fully incorrect#But it would sound much more Off in Wardi. Spanish might be a better example like it would be like him approaching it with#'Voy a hablar con él más tarde' or maybe 'Hablo con él más tarde' instead of 'Hablaré con él más tarde'#(I THINK. I'm not a fluent spanish speaker sorry if the latter has anything wrong with it too)
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mjrdm · 8 months ago
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#I dont wish for this post to show in any general tags in any way shape or form. consider it a vent#d*scord has been banned as a lot of other different things and I can't fix it especially with my Computer Curse (tm)#which is frustrating to say the least. it's not like I've been there often but I Did contacted a lot of ppl through it#there is always people who has it worse and I feel like even thinking about it makes me a horrible person but#as much as I hate posting about stuff like that I genuinely believe that my country slowly tries to become second n*rth k*rea.#and it heavily affects me even if I live in the countryside.#first you ban gay people from existense so I can't even hold hands with same-sex friends in public and if my social media is leaked I can b#send to. like. an actual pr*son. which is very real and not a joke at all.#then you ban every online payment services so I'm forced to work double time to be able to feed myself since commissions are barely availab#anymore. and THEN you ban ways for people to connect. don't get me started on how much is fucks up my calling scheldue w friends & I miss#servers I used to visit to get my mind off of all of this bullshit#this is just upsetting. not gonna lie#with a cherry on top that the winter is close I'm freezing dead in my living space & the roof is leaking & my phone is dying &#I thought the vicious thunder the other day was another midnight b*mbing LOL. at this point I have no idea how I'm still sane#not gonna say Ive got it bad because I'm slowly reaching my goals and it's gonna get better eventually. it's just one of those days#where all of the things come at once overwhelmingly and I'm paralyzed to start anything on my to-do list#I think I need to go outside and stop overthinking it as I usually do.#I'm absolutely gonna miss LN3 release and will slowly fall out of fandom (but not stop being interested in it. at this point it's impossibl#sigh#tumblr is the only way for me to contact outside world and even tho the real world is not so bad I'm still missing a lot and falling out of#my interest in fandom & art in general. if they're gonna ban tumblr I think I'll fall out completely and vanish#bcause runet algorithms are not fandom- and/or art-friendly & I'm not really popular in my space to gather any meaningful interactions#I'm gonna boil in my already-formed company and that's as much as I can get. pretty much a foreseeable death of me as an artist.#how it's gonna affect me is unpredictable and I'm not gonna grief for inevitable future#but I'm sure I'm gonna be very sad. as if there's not enough weight already on my shoulders.#let's pray they won't do that. but I'm ready for the worst already since they're trying to make people's lifes as much miserable as they ca#overthinking wins for today fellas. it seems.#memento mori by will wood starts playing#vent#its bad to say but the w*r doesnt affect me much since Ive been living in a horrible conditions this whole time. it truly can't be any wors
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amplexadversary · 1 year ago
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Completely self indulgent post but here's one of the post-canon scenarios I have in my head for G Gundam.
Maybe skip this post if you don't like dark themes. Not all of what I've outlined is dark (most of it isn't), but I do cross the line past what appears in the show in regards to DG cells and abduction.
The shuffles all get roped into restoration projects on Earth between the 13th and 14th gundam fights, partially to have something to do alongside their training, partially out of inspiration by the common points of the Kasshus' and Master Asia's goals, and partially because netting their countries some decent publicity is likely to earn them favors during the Gundam Fight's off-years.
Sai is contacted by Kyral about an effort to clear out the infamous buildup of trash and cadavers on Everest; he wants Sai to leverage Neo China's help as something of a reparation kind of deal and Sai goes sure why not.
Sai recruits Argo because Bolt Gundam is built to withstand the cold, and he thinks Argo and Nastasha could help reverse engineer that quality to enable the use of their Gundams as both heavy work equipment and protection from the harsh environmental conditions that normally prevent this kind of operation.
George gets involved because someone he knows has a distant relative who died on the mountain a century ago, and they wanted him to check in with the forensics team on the project. This detail is important because eventually it becomes clear that there is a mystery to solve (that I myself haven't figured out all the details of yet but broadly know the setup and conclusion); DG-infected people are disappearing and not being investigated due to stigma. Our heroes are naturally going to be pissed about this, and will need an "in" with the field if they want to do anything about it.
First massively self-indulgent element: The forensics/body identification team inexplicably includes the real-world author Kathy Reichs, who somehow exists in this universe, and there's a little side bit about her having written a Bones book right before the 12th fight that featured a cooked cadaver found inside a gundam after entry into the Earth's atmosphere. There are a lot of weird coincidences in the book that parallel the DG incident, which creeps everyone out, but the similarities are merely born of the writer threading the needle of being believable and interesting in a way that became very true to life.
What does become relevant is when the Shuffles eventually meet up, she's able to explain the implications of a bunch of weird shit the fighters discovered (also Marie Louise read her book, and one of the in-universe liberties Reichs took writing about the gundams' black boxes that she explains in the afterword leads to ML realizing something important; that Neo Germany does not have its gundam's remains.)
While the Everest project is happening, Domon, Chibodee, and Allenby all want to continue their training somewhere on Earth, and receive a proposal from (an OC of mine who is) a historic preservationist (and an acquaintance of Allenby's): she has acquired the grounds of an abandoned castle in Europe* after submitting a plan to restore it, and needs to hire people to help with the labor.
*the castle is probably somewhere in Germany because I also want this pitch to have drama over Schwarz (pre-13th fight), Schwarz (Kyoji), and Schwarz (the next guy who was supposed to inherit the mask when the older ninja retired). Also Germany is fucking pretty.
In exchange for the help of the three gundam fighters, they and Rain get paid, plus room and board anywhere on the grounds, plus full access to the grounds and miles of sparsely-inhabited countryside for training purposes, and the privacy and ability to practice with their gundams that comes with being in the middle of fucking nowhere. Rain sets herself up to work a clinic in the next town over as well as practicing pro re nata wilderness medicine (I'm convinced every medic supporting the gundam fight would need to be able to do this.)
The group involved in the Castle project sticks around for a time, makes some good progress, and engage in occasional Shenanigans that come up when you put a bunch of weirdos in a Situation.
They aren't in town a lot save for Rain, but when they are they eventually start to pick up on gossip and news about the Mysterious Disappearances correlated with DG cell infection (as well as details that turn out to be important later). Eventually Rain brings this to Domon and Chibodees' attention and they decide that, yeah, this is tied to the DG, this is their problem, they should convene with the rest of the Shuffle Alliance about it.
Also of course Schwarz is involved because I'm the one writing this; the culprits' DG-tissue harvesting operation relies on having him captured and helpless, using cells from his body to "update" other victims' DG infections to a less aggressive strain. One thing I haven't decided is whether I want a reinstantiated Wong to head this shit, or make up my own morally bankrupt opportunistic asshole looking to twist the DG to their own benefits. I also need to decide where on the planet the center of all this insanity is, and it needs to be a place that isn't going to have any unfortunate implications (because that's a genuine risk with dark story elements)
... That's about as much as I have that is thought-out enough for me to explain. I return to thinking about this scenario a lot because it puts most of the characters way out of their element (and has a bunch of details that appeal to me specifically), and it kind of evolved into an incomplete plot outline that I don't currently have any plans to flesh out.
I think it's an interesting enough direction to go, because it follows through with a lot of the themes present in G, but takes advantage of the genre shift to avoid DBZ-crazy power scaling and adjusts the conflict more to a matter of where the main characters' prowess is most effective (Both in and out of the gundams. I'm assuming there are a ton of guys similar to Michelo's gang that just need fighting interspersed with everything else I described. In fact, kicking Some Group of Douchebags out of their protection racket is probably how team Castle even gets ahold of evidence related to missing persons.)
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torgawl · 2 years ago
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i keep thinking about how “is this what justice means to you, answer me neuvillette”, despite having been used in a case all those hundred of years ago, was probably a question that haunted - and still haunts - neuvilette during the entire time he has been chief of justice. i keep thinking about how they highlighted his struggles through time with both carole and wriothesley's trials. how guilty and powerless neuvillette must have felt for not being able to support and save those he recognised as vulnerable and victims before a system that corrupted their fates but that he wasn't able to change despite his position. the theme of being a casualty of a system no matter if you're the victim or the perpetrator in its eyes. the way neuvillette took, in both cases, things into his own hands. even if it was too late to fix the hurting carole and those who cared for her went through, even if it was too late to save her life; even if it was impossible to change wriothesley's past, his verdict and subsequent imprisonment; neuvillette went above and beyond, making use of his influence, to allow both melusines and wriothesley the opportunity of a better future - to melusines by making sure they weren't discriminated, to wriothesley by supporting his attempt at a second chance in life. i think part of the reason he's so intriguing is our awareness that this internal conflict he's bound to have is so complex. you have a chief of justice, or a judge, that is supposed to be imparcial and follow the law stictly confronted with situations of social injustice, unable to protect those who rely on him. you have someone who understands better than anyone what it means to be an outcast, being able to relate to those who are ostracised and have their pain weaponise against them. you have, in vautrin's case, a friend who cannot even showcase his own pain and is still expected to fullfil his juridical duties despite being personally related with those involved in the case. someone who people constantly turn to but whom he feels like he has no right to turn to himself. it's about the conflict between his feelings and his duty, between what's expected of him and what he can actually do. i think that's why the end of his story quest is so emotional and why it's so heartwarming to have him realise he isn't an outcast anymore, that he has a community there for him too. because a system is a system and he will probably never be able to save everyone, because yes he isn't human, but it doesn't mean he doesn't deserve to belong or that an active demonstration of love towards individuals and people he can relate to rather than the theoretical concept of humanity isn't meaningful. in fact, i'd it's a lot about that, about finding ways to be kind and how community gives meaning to life; how personal relationships and targeted kindness can shape society, or at least i think so
#i don't know if this makes sense but i like how character's stories in fontaine are interconnected in the perfect way that they're used to#give depth to each other while also existing perfectly independently#i forgot to add navia's story to the post but that's also another scenario used to characterise neuvillette#the same way wriothesley's backstory exists independently but it's also used to give depth into neuvillette's character and his motivations#the same way navia and clorinde's probably will as well#i always headcanoned (is that a verb 😂) neuvillette and wrio's friendship stemming from neuvillette trying to atone to his silence during#wrio's trial. i think it makes sense. i think it probably meant a lot to wrio too to have someone be so trustworthy after everything he#went through the betrayal from his adoptive family and his only aid through his life being the melusines who aren't human#and neuvillette being that sort of comforting older figure especially probably feels familiar to wrio#i have no idea what i'm trying to say actually i have a big headache at the moment and i feel almost delirious but i just love the concept#of neuvillette as a character and i think a lot about his friendship with wriothesley how it began and the grief and guilt neuvillette#probably still carries#but also about how he also gets the chance to a brighter future and how he achieves it so naturally without even realising#how he never expected anything from his compassion even if he saw it as duty and didn't interpret his own kindness as anything other than#his own responsabilty towards others#like idk am i making sense???#he's just so cool 😂#like yeah there's a layer of there's no reason he would have any animotisity towards humans because they're not at fault for the primordial#one's actions but from that to actually actively being so empathetic and compassionate goes a bit of a long way?!#okay i'm over i'll shut up this is probably si confusing i apologise if anyone read this mess shsjhs#this is also influenced by my tbk brainrot because loving others actively is a big theme and i just think that's beautiful actually#genshin thoughts#genshin impact#my post
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dolokhoded · 1 year ago
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the fact that people own ipads sounds fake to me
#🧅#LIKE THAT IS 1000 DOLLARS AT LEAST#i've been saving up for seven years i am not kidding you and i havent managed to make that amount of money#and i keep saying that some day when i dont have exams and i dont have university i'll have the time to work an actual job that i;m not#called in once a month i might afford it but then i'll have pay bills so i still will not have that amount of money#technically for the next five years it's illegal for people to employ me because i'm in uni. which is. i'm a fucking idiot for signing up t#the university i got into this year without going and take exams again just so i can get student packs cause i dont even fucking use them#and i can't be legally employed. AND i've lost a year where i'm allowed student packs while i'll definitely need them when i ACTUALLY go to#university#i have zero money. well i have my savings but i am not fucking touching that ever because i'll move out next year and i'd like to not#actually have zero money#and like. greece is super based for free university and good on them. the way you get into said university is super fucked and impossible#bur whatever free university. BUT LIKE. why can i not work#not legally at least. i can still work and be payed without being officially hired but then than work won't count in any future subsidies#i'll definitely have because i literally wan to study theatre i'll be unemployed forever.#and i fucking hate it here#and this post was actually just meant to be about how expensive ipads are. but now its this whole rant.
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heyitslapis · 10 months ago
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#kinda vent post cause ive been anxious ever since we got coffee this evening#I promise I'm not trying to be weird or anything. I'm just#I just really don't want to screw this up. I know we spent almost the last year avoiding each other#And I know things between us were rocky for a bit before that#and I hope I'm not overwhelming you. I know things won't be better overnight#I know we've distanced so much and theres so much awkward history there. I know things are different now#And I respect that. I respect your relationship and your new life. I'm not trying to impose or make you uncomfortable#I'm just anxious and tbh scared an nervous too. I don't want to fuck this up. If theres a chance for us to be close friends again I want it#Im so so so scared of fucking it up. I feel like I forgot how to be friends & after the way I left things Im scared that I lost my chance#I'm scared that it's not gonna work and that a permanent goodbye is in our future. I'm scared that you won't want me around after all#I would understand if that became the case.. but I really don't want that#I cant text you this without seeming like an overbearing clingy anxious mess of an ex but ive been on the verge of a panic attack all night#just for the fear that I'm fucking up already somehow. Just the fear that this isn't going to work and I shouldn't even try#I think I spent so long avoiding you that now I don't know what to do with myself. But I'm trying to be normal#I promise I dont have any motives other than missing a really great friendship and being tired of missing friends#And maybe I still have a ways to go in the emotional healing department but I think I'm ok enough to try. I've been ok for a while now#If you see this please know that I mean every word. If you never see it thats ok because I just need to get it off my chest before I burst#I don't want to scare you off or lose you again. if thats what it comes to then know I'll always miss and appreciate you for all my days#Thats all. Ive been a ball of nerves all evening & I just needed to air this out cause having this weight sitting on my chest is too much#emma rambles#personal#vent post
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littlewigglers · 2 years ago
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Gonna be taking a posting break for a bit, the tanks all need changed up and I don’t feel like taking pictures while I do it.
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ghostprinceiii · 18 hours ago
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Hey actually this is my blog look at my oc. ✨K'pheli Glam Blast!!!✨
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wardingshout · 2 months ago
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hey guys have you ever heard about the game Star Stealing Prince? <- that's a rly cool link
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sweet dreams and not so sweet dreams
#OK I'M RUBBING MY HANDS TOGETHER BC IT NEEDS TO BE DONE#and I promise I'll finish new art soon and I promise I'm working on Zelda stuff but also;;... I need to pitch ssp real quick#since Jean posted smth so cool !!! I'm not missing the opportunity !!!!!#and I Will be back with this game in the future I'm sorry but I am in fact unbearable ! esp about this !#ok first! quick facts! free indie rpg! 10ish hours long! turn based combat and lots of fun exploration!#there's a definitive edition but it only covers the intro to the game so go for the og and check the new version out later if u like it ;3c#the burden of presenting a game so important to you is quite heavy nothing I ever say will be enough#but !! it's about this rly pretty wonderful little snowy kingdom where everything is nice and chill!#all the town npcs are named characters with their own personalities and I love them lots!#one night the prince starts having weird dreams that make him realize maybe his late? parents weren't as nice as they seemed#and they may have imprisoned someone in a tower outside town#he decides to go rescue her but things don't go as expected and when he returns home everything is. pretty different!#all the characters and the writing is super charming! there are so many little references and hints to find!#it makes for fun replays but it's also just good for building up the atmosphere on it's own ;v;#exploring areas and interacting with stuff is super mega rewarded with both cute little scenes and interesting things about the world!#FUCK IT I PUT THE LINK IN THE POST Ronove explains it the best of course !#I think !! if you're here for Zelda you will enjoy the atmosphere a lot !!#and if you're here for Megaten you will enjoy the gameplay a lot! it's tough turn based combat with ailments and buffs being very important#and if you're here for KH!! then the characters will do it! they're cute and they're sad and they're besties ever...#the game is visually so beautiful !!! it has 2 different endings that are both really interesting!#the snowmen talk and tell you heartwarning little things. the scarecrows talk and are unsettling! I like them :)#idk I just !! love this game a lot it's very important and I've been thinking about it regularly for like 10 years#if anyone thinks anything at all about it seems interesting it is so worth giving a shot! it's free and short so no big commitment either!#and if anyone Does check it out it's Necessary to drop the hint that talking to ppl right before leaving town is Very recommended wink wink#you get rly useful items but Especially. a couple of the kids give you reusable debuff items that are lifesavers#the game can be pretty tough but it's so worth it and there's a full guide on the game's itch.io page if it's ever needed!#AAAAH IDK I LOVE STAR STEALING PRINCE and it's my duty to at least makre sure more ppl know it exists <3<3<33#even just knowing of it... that's important to me too !#running in circles running in circles running in circles !!!!!!!!!!#ANYWAY IF ANY CRAZY PERSON MADE IT THIS FAR. last reblog is more important holy shIT IS It important
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thatdiabolicalfeminist · 8 months ago
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I've been messaging with a 17yo kid from Gaza, named Nader.
When I asked what he wanted people to know about his family's situation, he immediately answered "the bitter cold".
His other answer was about how incredibly expensive everything is in Gaza right now. Here's context: https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2024/10/16/how-much-does-food-cost-in-gaza
Can you imagine being in this situation? Made homeless where the stores are no longer getting consistent deliveries and might be bombed, the government is barely operating cuz it keeps getting bombed, there's not even charity getting into your besieged area, and most people's jobs—including your big brother's—have been bombed beyond repair?
Where it's getting so cold and you CAN'T get warm because you're relying on strangers to help you get that coat or blanket, or bc you need the little money that trickles in to just survive??
And can you imagine living this way for OVER A YEAR as a normal teenager who has a little brother and a baby niece with malnutrition to stress about too?
I know people are tired of hearing about Gaza. It's upsetting that this genocide has continued so long with so few powerful people even trying to stop it. But we have a responsibility to our fellow humans, to help them survive persecution.
Nader is seventeen. None of this should be on his shoulders. Please help his family be safe so he can stop feeling like it's his job to make sure his family has what they need.
This campaign was verified as authentic by gazavetters (#4 on this spreadsheet), which I have seen Palestinians I trust cite as a trusted source.
Can you give up one treat this week to help Nader's family have the basics?
If you donate at least $10 and comment on this post with proof, I'll record a silly voice message for you or draw you a post it note doodle!
Please also consider following @abdalsalam1990, the tumblr account this family is using to try to raise funds, as a reminder to yourself to share the campaign or contribute in the future.
Tagging usernames off the top of my head in hopes you'll share this fundraiser; please message me if you don't want to be tagged in things like this, or if I didn't tag you but you DO want to be tagged in posts like this.
Edit edit: thank you @transmutationisms for teaching me how tagging works 😅 i've only been on this site 10 years lmao
@wizardarchetypes @herpsandbirds @brattylikestoeat @tearsofrefugees @milf--adjacent
@vampiricvenus @mostly-funnytwittertweets @sweatermuppet @mostlysignssomeportents @probablyasocialecologist
@timequangle @repotting @robertreich @antifainternational @dlxxv-vetted-donations
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leonystic · 5 months ago
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Leona out there smelling out ovulations(afab reader)...and being very needy is just something I can't get out of my mind...
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when he's needy, he's needy. it's not something that usually happens with every woman he meets— it's something exclusive to you. your smell is divine, moving straight to his head; it's how he knows you're nearby, unique only to him. the other beastmen smell you regularly, but during that particular week of the month... you smell like your most preferred flavour. sweet, spicy, tangy, sour, bitter— no matter the flavour, he knows what's going on.
and so he waits, for his queen's show of hand, his divine, patiently, like a hunter. their consent is key to this week— it can make or break their future, as they may never feel safe with him. but oh, the dreams that almost seem like nightmares that strike him every night— he just wants to fold you or half and fuck you till the daylight. or you could fuck him till the daylight and beyond that too, he's not opposed to that.
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*queen is used in a completely gn way, like vil! you can be any gender you like :) i hope you liked it! i couldn't really capture the needy needy in the word limit i'd set for this account (only ficlets) so maybe i'll post a full fic on my main lmao :) thanks for the request!!
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chirpingchorus · 2 years ago
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(long and silly rant in tags so maybe don't open them if you're scrolling at a leisurely pace)
#chirp#the photos aren't enough...#i say with 25 queued...#inane and sudden desire to become a gifmaker has overtaken me :0#would probably take a lot more time + effort than what i already do but i imagine most of these photos have been posted before...#so even if i've never seen them around i sometimes feel bad in posting them#i don't really watch many concerts though#whereas i read the interviews just to try and see what inspired the songs. good album recs from the band. so on so forth.#its worth it bc every few years they'll get an interviewer who's a total music theory nut#still love the guy who confronted thom about his use of pedal tones.... and geeked out about the creep progression. he gets me.#not to mention seeing all the people who interviewed them in their early days bring up stuff like pop is dead ten years later just because#and then there's the fun facts like nigel telling them they couldn't eat until they were done with 2 + 2 = 5. mad dog selway.#thom insisting 5 or 6 times so far that hail to the thief is a sexy record... why... but you get the idea#not sure why i'm saying any of this or what the Point of this set of tag ramblings is supposed to be uhh.#maybe i'll make gifs in the future but there are a lot more interviews to go... and lots of old ones i want to look at again...#and even more to chase down if they're not up on citizeninsane. so i might be all rh'd out (impossible) by then.#i'm also not reading the interviews For the photos or ''clout''... it's for the anecdotes. my doc for notes on them is literally the size o#a middle grade novel... Oops ! but yeah the photos are pretty recent. i've been at this since like december on and off.#and who knows maybe i will grow tired of the pictures or they will somehow cease to be entertaining!#or i will get a life and not spend hours a day reading interviews... it's not too bad an addiction. cause i'll be done soon.
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