#so far im at 2!! im workin on it.

[inkskinned]

i love being gay on this site i love how many gay people are on this site i love that this is the blue hair and pronouns site but also i hate being gay on this site bc when you're like "please for the love of god any gay person just talk to me" when you wake up the next day 34 gay people will be like "praying for you, king... may a gay person talk to you soon...."

[sluckythewizard]

these are A BIT OLD but uhhh here check out these aggio doodles i did forever ago. still VERY happy w my colors :3

[roughdaysandart]

Rough Day (AFCR) Comic

Chapter 0: Part 1 "Other Talents"

💗PLEASE REBLOG TO SUPPORT! 💗

Rough Day original by @no-droids

RD Comic (Abridged for Christian Roomates) by @roughdaysandart

Well, this is the moment we've all been waiting for, sickos! I'm so proud of what Ive learned and been to accomplish these past few weeks (digital-art and writing in general), and have so much gratitude for all of the wonderful people who have followed along and encouraged me thus far. Most of all, thank you to the wonderful @no-droids for creating the fic in the first place. I cant wait to continue posting what's in store these next few (probably) years.

If you made it to the end, thanks so much for reading! I hope you'll consider checking out my homepage for updates, sneek peeks, my unofficial soundtrack I listen to for each character/theme, as well as my star wars mega-pinterest board! 💗

Next: CH 0 PT 2: "Rules and Habits"

Coming.....whenever its ready...in-person school is aboutta start and im going to pace myself and figure out how to balance going in person for the first time in a year...workin' and well...life, which includes this depravity and you all 💗!!!

Cheers, Sweet Girls.

[bryce-bucher]

.50 Caliber 3D Platformer Post #7

Environment AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAART:

Finally, I've gotten around to making the environment art for the one level that I've got rn. I've been playing the system shock remake, and I really love how that game creates the illusion of grungy detail that reveals itself to be very low-resolution textures up-close. I knew I wanted the game to look like of grungy for a while now, but I didn't know exactly how I would go about achieving it. I toyed with the idea of layering photocopy textures over everything, but I eventually settled on using low resolution textures that are dithered with web colors. I'm quite happy with how it ended up looking. I think it has a source engineish vibe that reveals itself to be more colorful and strange up-close.

The Textures:

The process for making these is a lot simpler and less time consuming that how I usually make textures. This is mostly because I'm relying a lot more on the baked lighting to make things look good in this particular game, so the textures can get away with being less detailed. I'm mostly just grabbing stuff off of websites like textures.com and adjusting the contrast / coloration before shrinking them down and lowering the color depth. Here are some examples of how they look wowee wow:

Lightinggg:

For this game I'm using baked lighting as opposed to vertex based or realtime. I really like how it looks, and it ends up saving me a lot of time. If you don't know how baked lighting works, basically I place lights around a scene in unity, and then I use anything but unity's built in lightbaker that is bad and sucks (I use bakery) to essentially turn the lighting into a texture map that is placed on the mesh. It turns lights into textures basically. It is a lot more performant than real-time lighting, and it usually looks a lot better as well. With this game's particular art style, everything really ends up coming together with the lighting, and it would look pretty trash without it.

Cameo Skinz:

I've always really liked putting cameos in my stuff from artists that I'm friends with and/or take a lot of inspiration from. In this game, I plan to include a lot of unlockable skins for the player character that are characters from games / animations / whatever that I like. So far I've made a couple to breakup my time working on environment art. Check um out:

This one is Peter Shorts from an upcoming game called You Are Peter Shorts. I loved this dude at first sight and it was the first skin I ended up making. He was really fun to make because he has no body or hands, so I ended up making his head/torso one big thing that is attached to the head bone. You are Peter Shorts is made by the talented ondydev who I don't think I've actually asked permission to include this skin yet. If it doesn't end up in the final game pretend I didn't post about it lol. You should check out their previous game Tres-Bashers if you haven't.

This one is Appy from Brawlers World! Brawlers World is one of those creative projects that is so great that it gives me envy. I'm honestly so excited to be able to have this little dude in my game, and I think he ended up fitting into the art style super well. Those are the only two skins I've made so far. I have a lot more planned including Nova from Anodyne 2, Frog from Jamphibian, Knight of Trye from Knight's Try, Orbo from Peeb Adventures & Orbo's Odyssey, and some characters from my own stuff. They aren't a high priority right now because I have to actually make the game first, but I'll probably make a few here and there to curb burnout, and I'll show them off whenever I do. I am v passionate about the cool shit my peers are making, and I hope other people are too.

Conclusion:

idk it's like 8 am and I haven't slept. I've just been workin a lot while listening to the magnus archives. I guess I can turn this conclusion into me talking about the magnus archives. I'm on episode 197 while writing this so im almost done. It is p cool and I like how much it changes tonally overtime. It really feels like a big long journey, and I like media that can do that kinda thing. It is now a series that I will forever associate with the development of this game considering I listened to it all while working on it. It's kinda funny how that happens. Sometimes I'll be in a location in one of my games and it'll make me think about some video essay or w/e that I was watching while making it. Anyway, have a good day every1 pls tyty

[iii-days-grace]

biggest timeline lore post yay!

workin on the mediverse playlist and vibing with some story!

[currently playing - 'Graveyard Dancing' by Destroy, Rebuild Until God Shows]

@in-death-we-fall the Joesday stuff is clicking & Paul is here, and everyone is uhh. getting along happily? hard to tell.

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tags from this post

lets break em down

so there are a few big chunks of story so far, fortunately one of my special interests is taxonomy and i have a fetish for project management [1].

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basically two main eras:

- a youngish high school + summer camp setting [late teens/twenties]. most of the aesthetics here are from that part of the setting, which has a lot of ~magical stuff beyond the heart of camp.

and! an undead hospital drama, including Nurse Jim from the camp health centre.

most of the events concerning the aesthetics described in this paper [I'll lean into it, eh] take place at the summer camp through Nurse Jim's adventures leading camping trips with Mick.[5]

[5] tbh, that does kinda let me fold those two jobs into one - it seems pretty cromulent that the health centre would assign someone like Nurse Jim on long trips

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#1. joey-Wednesday high school dirtbag era ft piggly wiggly [alternatively: joeypaul emo shit ft that annnoying-ass fucker in his little fag hats. [that's roughly where we'd be with this song]

#2. [few years later] summer camp that kicks off the core general events at the ~undead hospital

@custer-mp3 the sexy experimentation we all love! also i loved the idea of head(s) in jars thank you VERY much

@in-death-we-fall do not worry joey and weds are in the hospital too, I'm just lookin over their resumes rn haha. they have a umm spotty work history yknow? like they just ghosted, you know, yeah? Weird.

my pet project with @ims0vain that is watering my crops and healing everyone's bruises <3 fit Nurse Jim and kids and probably some sad stuff but also lots of fluff.

general Scrubs-inspired hospital drama theme, but jd's Dr. acula is like, a real guy probably

mick and Jim [Bubbles and Biscuit] leading camp trips out at 2. [the general summer camp AU].

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And in a more magical direction,

we have the wild magic realm of black metal where Mick is compelled to do gay shit[4]:

[...]

ft a fey realm of eerie, black metal wasteland and a faggy dream pop valley ova dere ridge?

[feets]

[2] will wiesenfeld aka geotic, post-foetus, and probably others. the valley of the fairies is another beam of magic in the world, along with the Nurse Jim fluff stuff, since i wanted something to balance and contrast with the [NECRO I SAID THERED BE NECRO].

BUT YEAH. i found will's music on tumblr years ago and it's been a longtime favourite and a bedrock of my post-rock landscape.

[bonus faggy atmospheric tiny desk from Will, i saw someone comment that Baths [2] was 'pretty boy black metal' and after seeing blackgaze [markus Lantlôs in particular w his dream-pop projects] [3], well. [3]

[will wiesenfeld/Geotic, Vice 2017]

i really wanna make this world a cozy home for you all too, haha. right now I'm just cradling everything really gently in my hands.

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[3] idk if lantlôs is gay or anything but his pic there ...

the juxtaposition of the metal (post-metal) thing with the softboy glitter umbrella is certainly something though haha

[from Metallum]

[4] probably with Jim yknow. but the possibilities are open. even for a greasy metalhead. loser [affectionate].

[1] eh. im autistic what can you say. also btw im enjoying putting my posts together like little citation projects haha. hashtag enrichment

[raustenacious]

Fantasy High Junior Year episode 2 spoilers if you haven’t watched it yet but i have to talk to someone to see if im normal and other people agree or actually im just losing my mind over insignificant details

im calling it now I think maybe this Thing Fig has made a deal with and her stomachaches and bad luck (the cement on the stairs ?) has something to do with Gilear and how he has been having so much good luck. also there is this association with dairy and we all know about Gilear and his yogurts. idk just. when Fig had cottage cheese on her shirt i instantly thought of Gilear. maybe im reading too much into it and Brennan only gave Gilear that good luck to get him out of the picture bc hes clearly taking away the bad kids’ support systems but the Seacasters are rich like they could just pay for it. there was no real reason that Gilear would have had to win the cruise in a raffle. idk how they’re connected but i think they are.

i will look incredibly foolish if im wrong but if youre reading this in the future and I was right HAH I FUCKING CALLED IT BITCH LET IT BE KNOWN THAT ON JANUARY 18TH 2024 I FUCKIN CALLED IT. IDK WHAT IM CALLING BUT WHATEVER IT IS I KNEW IT I MADE THE CONNECTIONS

unless im being silly and those were really obvious connections but i didnt see any posts about it (maybe i missed them idk) anyway. yeah. also im sending this on anon because im afraid to make theories bc what if im wrong. im workin on that lmao

Yeah I totally agree with what you're saying. Especially Brennan going as far to say that Gilear had just won the 10% off the ride to the airport. I think it's definitely connected.

I hadn't put it together that Brennan was taking away their support systems until I read this and yeah you're definitely right. And I feel like it vibes with how being a junior feels like when you're struggling with burnout and just exhausted it feels like no one can help you but now he's exasperated that feeling by fully taking their support systems.

Yeah I also agree she definitely could've made a deal with some devil of dairy or something and it gave Gilear the good luck cus that boy is notorious at doing things well. And the bucket of cement ripping Doreen's fishnet stockings from the very first episode of Fantasy High has got to mean something

[liturgusakrattorum]

Love your persona au ideas! Very intriguing cause its combining 2 things im into. My only experience with persona tho is playing P5 so i might not get everything cause it looks like you're influenced by P3. Still love it tho, cant wait to see persona designs! Any ideas what they'll look like/be themed?

I'd totally see Zach with one too as like, a twist during their adventure

AA TY! ;;w;; im havin a lot of fun w this so far so im glad other ppl are enjoying it too

i'm actually drawing most of my inspo from p4! i played thru all of p4g last year and a liiiittle bit of p3 (im dropping that run and waiting for the steam release so i can finish it properly lul) but for the most part i'm just kinda drawing on my knowledge from that iteration of the series. this au is gonna be mostly its own thing in terms of concepts n all that

you're in luck! zach is the tower arcana and im def intending on giving him a role in the whole thing B))

EDIT: REALIZED I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE DESIGNS PART SDKJGHJKDSGH i’m workin on some ideas rn! i’m hoping to post some sketches eventually :3c

[floorgoblin]

Hey, hope your day is going well so far :) I saw that you reblogged the post to ask about your stories earlier so uh what’s going on with your stories? D’you have anything interesting you’re working on/avoiding working on?

i currently have 2 stories im workin on at the moment. one is a fic im writing bout the stuff my character is doing after the campaign ended. its still in its 1st draft stage and still needs to be finished. im around halfway thru writing it. i want to finish it while im still on summer break otherwise i wont have time to work on it for another year and i probably wouldnt want to finish it at that point. the 2nd story im workin on is actually almost done. it just needs a couple more edits and then i'll be able to share it :D. its a backstory fic for my zombie character and explains the things that happened right after they were created. i dont think my writing is decent enough to share on tumblr yet, so they'll be discord only fics for right now. i do have plans to post some of my recent aet on tumblr. i just have to remember to do so the next time im at my computer lol

[aethergate]

tag 9 people you want to get to know better, except i don’t know anyone to tag so i’m just doing it!

favorite color: light blue .... shes everything to me

reading: fanfics... i still have 2 real actual books on my reading list that i havent touched cause they dont itch my brain atm

last song: NEVER LOVE AN ANCHOR BY THE CRANE WIVES BABEY !!!!! IM SO NORMAL ABT HER TRUST ME

last series: the owl house! still workin on finishing it.. its making me very emo

last movie: the great mouse detective... gay mice !! or rats. both, even. i only ever watch movies in call.

sweet/spicy/savory: sweet. i live off of sugar at this rate.

currently working on: replies and reading the entire transformer series. both are not going well, except one is not going well emotionally.

tagged by : @blxssoming

tagging : uh. i dont know anyone who hasnt been tagged already so if you read this far im tagging you rn.

[music-my-beloved]

With The Beatles: A 16yo's (horrible) album review pt.2 !!

It Won't Be Long 🚆: Erm, the guitar is just *mwah* chef's kiss it really carries the song, she's the backbone. She's like, duh do do duh do and it's so cute. The background vocals are eating so good !! This song I think was the most prominent to me because I remember it from Across the Universe (incredible movie btw) . Really love this song, she's like a sister to me.

All I've Gotta Do !: Honestly would have done numbers in the 2010s because I feel like it has really good "call and response" potential !! Like, uh that one song,,,, I can't remember uhh oh Ain't No Mountain High Enough . I know I keep saying this but this song IS cute ! Also so far I've noticed they're utilizing back up vocals more which is much appreciated, I hope I hear it in the rest of the tracks on this album.

All My Loving 💗: Yay! More background vocals !! I go feral for them. The guitar is also SO good. If It Won't Be Long is a sister to me this song is my brother. Heard this one a lot growing up as well. Background vocals are heavenly the little , "ooooooos" in the background are so dreamy !!

Don't Bother Me 😔: okay first initial listen it reminded me of when my I would lose my mom in the store 😭😭 my forever "lost mom in the store" anthem !! Uhm, didn't quite jive with the rhythm but that's alright !! But it is a good song!! The dude's a little bit too dependent on that lady maybe her leaving was a good thing ??? idk I'm only guessing 😭

Little Child 🚸: uhm, I'm scared. girl they're gonna catch a case !! If a grown men in their 20s sang this to me I'd be like ,"Oh okay I'm gonna groove with y'all 'cause the beat is funky but the lyrics are concerning so idk might wanna work on that"

Till There Was You 🫵: oh. em. gee. La Vie En Rose who???? Girl this song is swoonworthy !! If a guy was like, "I used to never hear the birds singing before I met you, now that's all I hear" I'd cry OMG 😭😭 also it's just paul singing and like, omg it's so simple but it's simplicity totally makes it amazing !! It feels more personal that way !!! EDIT: OMG IM INJECTING THIS IN MY BLOODSTREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so amazingly awesome oh em gee I'm actually addicted it's not funny ! Oh my god I'm gonna explode!! Dopamine is real and I'm experiencing the effects, the world beautiful again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please Mister Postman ✉️: this is a pretty good cover. Background vocals are once again in the spotlight they're just too good. The iconic beatles sound really starts to take shape in this album I've noticed !! Ringo did a good job on drums too !! Total rock and roll vibe. I was gonna compare it to another band it felt weird because it's like saying the parent sounds like the child and like no wdym the kid sounds like the parent !! I forget how much The Beatles really pioneered music !!!

Roll Over Beethoven 🎹: whaaaaa. man this track was a doozy ! They're cocky and it's workin'. Totally can see enthusiastic young couples totally jammin' to this it's so great ! Really loved the energy !!! Also that guitar solo is the beginning was AMAZEBALLS

Hold Me Tight 🥺: Whoa. This song is my second sister. This track was THE song at the beginning of my Beatles beginning when I was but a wee little girl lolll it's just so addictive. Makes me bop my head and smile everytime I hear it. The endorphins swarmed this one guys sorry 😔

You Really Got A Hold On Me 💕: Contradictions left and right !! Rhythm was a gentle little ebb and flow that was kinda refreshing to hear !! Liked the song.

I Wanna Be Your Man ♂️: whoa. Straightforward!! Some girls might like that in a man but uhm, idk the chanting of "I wanna be your man, I wanna be your lover" with the stark black and white of their faces on the album cover got me scared 😭😭 idk it was nightmare fuel I felt like someone was watching me. Uh but overall it was a high energy song maybe a bit too high energy for me 'cause I'm tired while writing this review but it wasn't really my preferred choice in music but I totally see me liking it like, a month from now !!

Devil In Her Heart ❤️: Maracas ?? 🤨whaarrrrr but uhm this one just felt like another song honestly. As I'm writing this review it's like, my 10th listen in the span of 3 days she's just not clicking 😭😭

Not A Second Time ⏰: Honestly the first few listens she felt bland like unseasoned chicken but now that I'm really listening it's got a simple little jive to her and I'm here for it !! It's got these vocal runs that I don't think I've heard before it's so unique!! Overall really liked her.

Money 💰: uh pink floyd who ???? But seriously this song rocks. Not the catchiest but it's true, she's REAL. I need MONEY

More album reviews on the way, next up: A Hard Days Night...

[goremet-chef]

i miss my niece 😔😔 she is so sillay i wanna pick her up and spin her like a pizza. she was MEAN TO ME LAST TIME I SAW HERR she didnt mean it tho shes 4 💀💀 i might have another niece soon??? if everything goes well i will, theres been no issues so far. my niece told me her name was gonna be olivia, which is super cute.

also my niece?? im confusing her so badly with my gender she calls me he half the time despite me never really saying thats the case lmao. WORKS FOR ME i promise itll be less confusing in the future gurl im workin on it.

pretty much my whole immediate family knows now and the only 2 who wouldnt be supportive at all one of them is DEAD now and the other one is unaware and we're gonna keep it that way lmao. even my sister whos said some. not great things about trans people in front of me is supportive? i think shes trying, she heard my mom calling me dom and approved of it and she asks me what i want my niece to call me. it will all come in due time alright.

the rest of my family? i dont give a shit about most of them. lots of bad people, im only worried about my dads side? idgaf about my dad at all but my aunt and my cousins theyre awesome, im just afraid i might lose them if they know. but i mean? my sibling accidentally had his work nametag on my birthday cuz we picked him up and the tag said they/them (he uses he/him in reality he just didnt want to deal with the hassle or whatever which is fair) and my aunt was like "oh are you they/them? you can be they/them if you want" and was like. idk the vibe i was getting wasnt sarcastic or mocking or anything so maybe theres a chance? i love her shes so cool, me and her look exactly the same like we have the same face SKFS and my mom called me downstairs by dom while she was right next to her and she didnt say anything so maybe itll be some kind of implication or WHATEVER. idk we'll see

[lostacelonnie]

Definitely understandable i easily lose the energy to talk with people when i have to interact with family. So you're good. Ah yes the dont worry about it approach my favorite. Especially when what you do in regards to you is your business. Well between last message & now i forgot so thats a good indicator of how thats goin. Beaches over here are hit & miss but the closer ones to me arent as popular thankfully. Hm. What is a2 knowledge & how is it getting worse? I adore colder climates heat is not kind to me at all. Tents are. Well. Some are decently priced depending on how big of one you get. Oh i definitely recommend going with friends its a lot of fun. Ive been slacking a bit on the game but so far clara is workin for me. Probably wont have enough for kafka. Oooh good luck to you with all your pulls. Story spoilers aren't a major thing for me because the how is always still fun. Definitely understand some just dont want em at all. Every time i try minecraft im like. Never sure what i want to do. So kudos to you for stickin with the game & having fun. Smaller cities are nice love having close stuff without being in like. A big city. Ah dang i hope you find that dye again in the future. Makeup is hard it should be easier for those who wanna wear it. Ive been so busy i missed. So many events whoops. Problem of bein stuck level gaining to continue story. Motivation is hard to come by. I busy myself reading or looking up new science discoveries when i dont wanna leave my room.

thankies ahdhfjfj!!! and, once again, apologies for the late reply. my grandma fortunately left a while ago but i was feeling Cranky and didnt wanna sound Annoyed With Existing ahdjfh. still kinda dying inside since i return to school in 2 weeks but fuck it we ball we stay silly etc. COMING BACK. yeah like "nobodys gonna know-" "theyre gonna know." "how would they know". and understandable sjdkfgjk consider this your reminder then. and ahh fair i live pretty far away from the sea so i dont really know good Spots i guess. BUT i do like lake beaches since theyre way more quiet most of the time. and basically im not exactly sure in how many countries it applies, im thinking most of europe? but essentially language knowledge here is divided by levels, a1 -> a2 -> b1 -> b2 -> c1 -> c2 with c2 being the highest. and well i guess theres also a0 but thats just when you start. a2 is just speaking Basic English, so like enough to survive if you go to an english speaking country but not much more. for reference, by tests ive done, my level is like between b2 and c1 so very decent but i dont know most of the "fancier" and more specific words. and with it "getting worse" i mean that [at least from what our teacher told us] the textbooks are getting easier and easier so people are leaving school not actually knowing almost anything. yeah SAME its been so hot here recently so ive been Suffering. and yeah i know but me and my mother dont really know if its a good idea to buy one since we dont really go camping anyway. but maybe when im an adult im gonna get more into it, esp if i have ppl to do it with. and ah thats nice to hear!!! i DID manage to get kafka and her lightcone so ive been having fun with her recently. actually overpowered. tho i heard shes quite f2p friendly. and oh understandable!! i unfortunately used to be on tiktok where they spoil EVERYTHING and its impossible to avoid so ever since then ive been extra careful. tho i kinda feel that way ab fontaine rn [cos i ended up actually being kinda interested] since i cant download it rn but still am excited 4 the story despite knowing little unconnected bits. and fair, minecraft def isnt for everyone but its very good for chilling out at least to me. rn im procrastinating on beating the ender dragon so im just maxxing out my gear rn. and yeah but im still gonna see whether or not i wanna live a long way from my family. oh well i still have time. also thanks!!! i have not been successful yet but i bought another dye so im gonna keep you updated on that. and ahhhh understandable, ive been Grinding so i didnt have that problem sjfkg i should build my sampo but. ah. i hate grinding artifacts. pretty excited for the 1.3 simulated universe update tho!!! esp since im really curious about the aeons so seeing more of the propagation is sth im looking forward to. but good luck!!! and VERY real i like doing wikipedia deep dives esp about marine animals. im a fishpilled oceancel but i unfortunately suffer from Not Remembering Anything Ive Read Ever.

[ardl0]

2 projects from the weekend, left is a clone of earthbound audio's supercollider right is a dna analogic smoky fuzz. the supercollider is based on a big muff from what i can gather which i do love a lot, but the actual big muffs are a bit too cut in the mids for me. i thought earthbound audio had closed but they updated their shop while i was workin on this.

dna analogic is a japanese guitar electronics company[was? i cant find a working website but like that doesnt mean a ton] that made this real cool fuzz unit. its as far as i can tell a simple-ish design w/ the op amp and most of the rest of the circuit but theres a sick control added that adjusts the knee of what i think is a low pass filter and the clipping diodes at the same time in opposite directiosn, panning "towards" the diodes increases the required forward voltage for clipping to happen so less clipping happens and changes the shape of the filter applied to be more flat, panning towards the filter attenuates highs[i think im not 100 on how this pot works] while also lowering the voltage require to clip the diodes so it gets even nastier sounding.

[nonbinaryspaghetti]

i was lied 2 abt having $ 2 fix my computer :’(

is ok tho bc i hav plan; sell my nintendi swimch and use the dollars 2 get a whole different mor powerful computer,

and also other things i need, like shoes (my old ones hav had holes for,,, many years, they need replacing since befor pandemy), a new space heater (mine stopped working a couple days ago, very chilly without it),

and last, im getin a soldering iron for electronics (and all the other stuff u need + some stuff 2 practice on) + some other minor electronics repair stuff

once im confident in my skills im gonna fix my old drawing tablet, some other broken things i own, and learn 2 b an armature ‘small electronics repairman’ bc its just a handy thing 2 b able 2 do , and mb i can make small $ doing it,,,

also, i recently learned that u do not need a bank account 2 make a paying pal account or 2 make or get $ from it , so the past couple days i been reading all th legal stuff (found at least 3 typos so far) im ,,, gettin thru it, bu omg theres so much -_-;; the main thing has 6 major sections n im on section 3 ;;;;;;;-_- uuuuhhhg

plz root for me, bc when i hav a workin computer +my own payments pal, im finally gonna b able 2 start making $ so i can save up 2 leav this place n live somewhere safer (being allergic 2 ur buildings built in air conditioning during hot weather months is brutal,,, +all th other stuff i hav 2 deal with bc of th ppl i live with,,,)

[pwuppybot]

ʚ🕸🕷꒱ oct 7 diary ₊୧‧˚₊๑

today wuz guud :3 sat wif m frenz undr a tree & Talkd 4 a while, excitd 2 see boyfie tmr , it wuz warm & suny today !! (ﾉ･_-)☆ got m biochem notez done, so i jus hav 2 do Neuro, sum practice questionz, & a coupl othr thingz tn b4 m done wif dis week ʚ(◜𖥦◝ )ɞ m still Really eepy, & feelin a Bit guilty coz i missd workin out dis mornin :< but missin sum dayz is Oki !!! it iznt essential 2 my bodys worth -- i can alwayz do it latr !! m a Bit anxious 2 tell m dad im sleepin at boyfiez ... But also im an Adult so im hopin he will B okiz wif it !! lookin 4ward 2 nappyin on da train wen it comez ... ovrall, it wuz a guud day so far !!

[sunsents]

Library - James Potter (M)

Heyyy, hey, how ya'll doing?? My exams are over!! Thank you so much for the support and the lovely messages 😙 here's a kith. I know you guys are waiting on Empty part 2, so here's a really short unedited thing?? I wrote a few months ago for you guys to read while you wait. You can really see how much I improved with my recent writing, but I hope you all enjoy this nonetheless while I finish up Empty 2. Enjoy, or don't. Idk.

Summary —> A study sesh turns into something much more when two knuckleheads interrupt you.

Pairing: jamespotter x fem!reader (im sorry to frederick for neglecting my gingeritis religion.)

Word count: a mere 1.4k

Warnings: smut / just filthy sex honestly / cheeky lil breast action /

Rating: 18+

DON’T REPOST MY WORK

You made sure to neatly pile your hoard of essay papers and not mind the ink blotches your palm had left from the hours of work put within. It didn't matter, Slughorn cared about the content rather than esthetic, hopefully. It was no big matter to worry about you told yourself, your handwriting was messy and not the most appealing, but your handiwork in potions was quite the opposite, it was fine.

"Hey ____, still workin' on those?" James Potter's husky voice cracked like a whip in-front of your face, perhaps painful to your ears as well.

You glowered at him, what else were you supposed to do? His antics continued to worsen every day. "What do you want?" your nasally voice caused you to clear your throat, evidence perhaps that you hadn't left the library seat and spoke in hours.

"Just checking in." Sirius Black's pool of hair - black as well - was turned the opposite way, he was gazing at the library books, a most unusual sight for him. "Didn't want you melting outta boredom."

"I'm perfectly fine thanks." you snapped, your head rung in awful thumps of pain but you paid no attention to it.

The corners of James's perfect lips lowered playfully. "You're all snappy, we're doin' nothing." his tone was smooth as silk now, his lips tugging into a playful grin once again. Never was a grin not on James's handsome face.

You took a deep inhale while watching him, you had to anyways. Your fingers were fidgeting together under the table, a view James couldn't hopefully see but the way your rings clicked together made him painfully aware. "Just don't bother me till' I'm done, I'm almost finished."

James nodded, his bottom lip jutting out in a frown once again. You had to roll you eyes, had to do something to make it seem like you weren't enjoying their so called company.

You stretched your head back and enjoyed the feeling of your neck craning and extending for a few moments. It had been a some time since movement was made in your fatigued body. you figured your tied up hair wasn't going to keep intact much longer, so you released the band in a swift move. Your hair cascaded down all the same, then you quickly shot straight and continued to write.

You didn't have time for comforts and stretching, you were close to finishing your essay and that was all that mattered. You didn't even bother asking James if he had done it, because his answer was surely at the ready. He was Head Boy and his marks were all excellent, but when it came to homework it was long forgotten to him.

A slight diversion caused you to look up, James and Sirius were on the ground and a few books had fallen, scattered around the wooden library floor. You scoffed then flicked your wand; the books magicked up and flew back to their original places. "One second and you guys make a mess." you stared, your eyes flashed dangerously. You weren't an intimidating person, at least you liked to think so much unlike what your friends said.

But surely, you easily managed to intimidate the two most popular boys in Hogwarts. They both quickly shot up and took the seats in-front of you. Sirius was apologetically looking down, unlike James who immediately relaxed and sprawled himself out on the plush cushions. Ass, you thought, but didn't say anything.

"Alright what do you want, really." you deadpanned, you knew them for seven years, they weren't fooling you.

James, who was busy wiping his glasses on the fabric of his sweater put them back on and smirked. "You." he simply said.

You rolled her eyes and scoffed all the same, though your stomach was erupting in butterflies. "James why don't you go bother Lily like you always do." you whispered, Madame Pince was glaring at them and you weren't going to risk getting kicked out of the library again.

"No," James started, Sirius merely watched the interaction play out with a smile. "why would I go t'her when I have you right here."

You shot up and squeezed your fists, you weren't going to fall for it, a phrase you had been telling yourself for the past two years when James's interest suddenly piqued on you. "I'm gonna go put these books back."

After pressing the three large books to your chest, you wasted no time getting far away from the two boys as possible. Your heartbeat was rapid, dangerously fast that you thought you might drop dead.

It wasn't much time until you reached the furthest corridor of bookcases, luckily this was the row where you had acquired the books. You walked to the middle and stood on your toes, reaching your hand up and letting the books fly back to their original places. Then, the next book, same process. You were going awfully slow, doing your best to avoid talking to James as much as you could so your burning cheeks could go cool down and your heart would stop trying to thump out of your chest.

The third book, so close to being done until a presence suddenly overpowered you. It was right behind you and awfully familiar, towering over your stretched figure. James' cologne was what gave it away so suddenly, "Let me." his tone was going in spirals, once husky, then silky and now this. Breathless, strained and somehow desperate.

What you didn't realize was your skirt lifting up when you stood tip toe on your legs, your years of Quidditch clearly visible on your body. At least for James anyways. You heard him swallow thickly, then a muscular arm towering over her figure and pushing the last book up.

James sucked in a breath.

It was dizzying, you were never this close to him. A new territory, unfamiliar and intimate, not to mention exciting. Sure he flirted but he never took it too far, you didn't know what to think of it either. He was confident while "flirting" with Lily, he held his chest high and cracked jokes which only made the Lily blush deeper and continue to insult him. His ego boosted whenever Lily would try to hide away her blush, and the usual row of girls on the background sighing with her. It was somehow annoying, seeing James so buttered up.

James exhaled harshly.

But with you it was different, James was the one blushing. An unusual sight, James Potter being flustered but it was true. He would even stutter at times if you playfully flirted back, which happened very rarely. He would start off confident, and it would die down in a matter of seconds.

James was breathing almost heavily now.

You felt proud at sometimes, you even believed that James maybe would be harboring feelings for you. But then that big ole clump in your head would yell 'why would he, he's James Potter. Also, he's been in love with the same girl for years.' and all that hope would dissolve away.

James groaned desperately.

So frankly, you didn't know how you ended up with your skirt hiked up your waist, panties messily tucked aside and thick cock buried to hilt between your walls and continuously slamming into that one, dizzying spot. James' hands slithered around your waist and his arms tightly encircled on your stomach to press. You could feel every single muscle. Every single muscle to from stomach, down his thighs and the flesh between them.

He pressed his chest on your back, whispered the filthiest phrases he could think of to make you writhe, told you how pathetic you were for letting him do this in a ruddy library. Maybe this was what caused him to run a hand up your chest and clasp his hand around your throat. "Keep quiet, don't want anyone seeing you like this." he had told you, and it was the slight roll of his hips that made you unable to answer and barely take it.

You babbled, drooled, worshipped his cock with your sopping cunt until he was telling you that he loved you. He pulled on your chin to kiss you, sloppy and wet and he didn't let you answer. His glasses were pushed behind, rocking back and forth with his body, dangerously close to falling off. He was gorgeous and with your hands propped on the library shelves, you whimpered an "I love you." back. The two of you came, claiming each other and lazy smiles knowing that the feelings the both of you harbored was reciprocated, and the possibility of having something more was true.