#so i declined it and then told my mom 😭

[miguelhugger2099]

Oh I love your writing so much! Ur really feeding us so much Miguel fic thank you for ur service 🫶❤️❤️❤️.

I'm just thinking about reader take Miguel to meet their mom and seeing Miguel n her bond with each other and maybe talk shit about his mom( I need Miguel to have a better mom like he deserve😭🙏🙏)

First Meeting

bro its so hard to find a gif of this man NOT frowning or beating miles up 😭 BUT thank u sm <3 hehe i try to feed yall and im glad im doing an okay job i love serving my community🫡 I really loved this request a little breather from smut lol but i hope i did okay! as always, i can write something different if you're not happy with it :'3

Miguel x Reader, Fluffy, A bit of angst, Word Count: 1,950

Miguel clutched your hand in his left hand, while his right gripped a small wrapped gift tightly. His eyes were glued to the front door and feet planted on the wooden floorboard of your mothers porch. He had stopped you just before ringing the doorbell by tugging on your hand. “Wait,” He breathed out. “Are…are we sure it’s today? Are you sure this gift is enough for her? Maybe I should’ve brought food instead…” He murmurs with a worried knit of his eyebrows making his stress lines appear deeper. You sigh through your nose with a soft smile. “You have nothing to worry about. Yes, it’s today and yes the gift is enough. My mom makes too much food anyway so it’s probably best if we didn’t have more.” You chuckle softly and cup his cheek. The warmth of your hand makes his eyes slip off the door and down towards your face. His eyes had softened but they still held worry in them. You knew about his own past, how he didn’t really have a positive parental role model–much less a mother. So, you believed all this worry came from the trauma of what she had done to him and now, he’s trying to seek the approval of another mom. He wants to be good enough and you’re one hundred percent sure he is. “She’ll love you.” You whisper gently, as if the idea itself would spook him. He sucks in a sharp breath and looks off to the side. “But what if she doesn’t?” He asks, looking down at the pretty red bow around the small box in his hand.

“She will,” You assure him. “You are so easy to love, Miggy. I know you’re afraid and that this is a big step for us, but just trust me.” Your thumb caresses his cheekbone. “I do trust you.” He mumbles and looks back down at you. “Good. Then you have nothing to worry about.” You lean up to kiss him and he meets you halfway, pecking your lips in a sweet and quick kiss. You pull away and smile up at him, his cheeks tinged a light hue of red at his vulnerability with you; he was still getting used to it. “Ready?” You ask him. He squeezes your hand tightly in his. “Yeah.” You squeeze his hand in return and then press the little button of your mothers doorbell. You hear the ringing from inside and you two wait patiently until your mom arrives. Miguel’s leg shakes nervously, his finger tapping the box. The door opens and Miguel stiffens into a straight posture. Your mother greets you two with a warm smile and a small cry of joy. “Oh my baby!” She yanks the open wide open and ushers you both inside. “Come in! Come in! It must be freezing!” You giggle and tug Miguel with you with him bending slightly so as to not bump his head coming in.

She turns to Miguel with a big smile after closing the door behind you. “And you must be Miguel! They’ve told me so much about you!” Miguel smiled wearily, unsure and a little terrified with how…welcoming she had been already. He pushes it aside and lets go of your hand to hold the box in his left hand to give your mother his right for a handshake. “Yes, Miguel O’Hara. It’s a pleasure to meet you, señora.” Your mother takes his hand and shakes it, her other hand on her cheek as she coos up at Miguel. “Oh, what a gentleman! Come, let me take your coat.” She holds out her hands as both you and Miguel slip your coats off your backs. Miguel shakes his head and politely declines. “Thank you but it’s alright. I can do it myself.” Your mother sputters and scoffs, waving away his concerns with her hand. “Nonsense! I insist. You’re in my home so you are a guest! Don’t be too gentlemanly.” She jokes at the end, taking his and your coat despite your protests. Miguel takes it harder than you, worrying that she might think he’s lazy and forcing her to be so kind but you loop your arm around his. “She’s like this. She likes doing this and I’ve tried to stop her.” You shrug with a knowing smile. “Don’t worry.” You remind him and kiss his cheek. “Well don’t just stand there! Dinner is just about done.” You hear her call from the kitchen. Miguel fiddles with the box, tossing it from hand to hand. “I’m gonna head to the bathroom really quick.” You tell Miguel, feeling him freeze subtly. You slip your arm from him and he stands awkwardly in the living room.

Miguel swallows the lump in his throat and sets the gift down by the table. He then walks over to the kitchen where your mom is and sees her collecting plates for all three of you. He walks beside her and taps her shoulder to not scare her, underestimating his giant footsteps. “I can help.” He shrinks his size as much as he can to not look as gigantic next to your mother. She brightens up at him. “Oh, you don’t have to but thank you.” She pats his muscular bicep.

“I know I don't, but I'd like to. You've done so much work tonight making a delicious dinner.” He says softly, taking two plates for you and him.

“Of course. I wanted to make a good impression on the man who captured my baby's heart. Especially when they're a real piece of work.” She tuts playfully, shaking her head and laughing to herself.

Miguel chuckles along with her, taking a spoon and scooping out some white rice for his plate. “They're not that bad.” He defends you with a small grin.

Your mother hoots out a laugh. “You weren't there in their teenage years!” She jams her own spoon into the rice cooker to scoop her own desired amount. “I love my children to death but oh, I could've used a break when they were fourteen. So many phases I couldn't keep up. I'm sure your own mother thought the same.”

Miguel smiles to himself, wondering and wishing he could've seen you during those years. He wonders if you two would have clicked. He thinks back to his own days as a teen. They weren't as nice as yours.

He remembers holding his baby brother rightly to his chest as his parents were fighting, making sure his ears were covered. He remembers the fights he had gotten into with his own mother and how he was always compared to his little brother. Everyday in that house was a screaming match–either with Miguel or between his parents.

He sighs heavily, the weight of the past pressing against his ribs. Your mother notices it instantly, growing worried she might have set something off.

You exit the bathroom after washing your hands and approach the kitchen after hearing their conversation. You stop and wait by the wall behind them when you hear Miguel talking again.

“Yeah, uh, my mother and I weren't really close so I wouldn't know.” He chuckles dryly, picking up some tongs and grabbing a bowl of pasta for you. He hopes he hasn't made it awkward.

Your mother stops making her plate and instead looks up at him with an expression he can't decipher. “Did you know her?” She asks.

Miguel nods, shrugging his shoulders up. “Yes, yeah, I did. She was–I just wasn't her favorite, is all.” He puts it lightly.

She juts her bottom lip out in a deep frown and huffs, already getting an idea of how his own mother treated him. “‘Favorites.’” She scoffs. “What bullshit. If you're a good parent, then there are no favorites.”

Miguel blinks at her sudden cursing before letting out a soft laugh. “I could've been better.” He says, feeling defensive strangely enough by blaming his mothers abuse on himself. “I mean she didn't go as far as hitting me yet but–”

Your mother loudly cuts through a large piece of steak, the pan slightly squeaking from the force of her knife moving to rip apart the meat. She mutters under her breath, anger simmering under her skin.

“I know I said teenage years were rough but none of that is ever your fault. Physical or not.” She picks up the slab of steak with a fork and places it on Miguel's plate. She knew he was a big eater via you.

“You were just a boy and anything that woman did to you doesn't deserve a moment of your thoughts.” She says firmly. “And if that woman is out of your life–is she out of your life?” She points a knife at him.

Miguel nods. “For the most part, yes ma'am.” 

The older woman tsks and returns back to Miguel's plate, picking up a tomato and slices thin pieces for him. “Well, if she ever comes back and pisses you off, you come straight here. You don't need all that negativity sucking out your happiness.”

Miguel smiles as your mother works, feeling warm that he has a home to lean back on. “Si, señora.”

“You come here with them too because they don't visit me often.” She nudges Miguel with her elbow, talking shit about you playfully.

You lift off the wall with a smirk, deciding now was the time to intervene. “I see you two have reached the stage of talking behind my back.” You pipe up, reaching between them to grab a slice of cucumber. Your mother smacks your hand, chitting you for touching the bowl. You laugh and feel Miguel take the hand your mother hit and he kisses the same spot with a teasing smile. You feel your heart flutter and look away shyly.

Your mother pretends not to notice and tries to reach for your plate but you take it before she can. “Alright, c'mon. Time to eat. I know this monumental man is hungry.” Your mother ushers all three of you back to the dining table.

She stops when she sees the small gift-wrapped box on the table. She picks it up curiously. “Is this yours?” She asked Miguel.

He nods and sits next to you after setting his plate down. “Well, it's really for you. I brought something for you.”

The woman sits right across from you two and lets out a small “aww”. 

“You shouldn't have.” She places it to the side. “Oh and we're about to eat.” She laughs, unsure of whether to open the gift or ignore it for food.

“Please, open it. Or don't. Whatever you like.” Miguel chuckles.

She opens the small gift anyway and inside is a simple yet elegant set of earrings and a necklace. Your mother gasps softly, placing a hand over her chest. “Oh, Miguel…” She murmurs, feeling touched that this young man had done everything for her approval when she loved him the moment you talked so fondly of him.  She looks up at him and his hopeful expression. Despite his stress lines and big muscular frame, her mother instincts saw a little boy with big brown eyes. She cups his cheek and pats it gently. “It’s beautiful.” Miguel smiles in relief, letting out a sigh he didn’t realize he was holding. In that moment, he wouldn’t mind this being his new family with you. He glances at you after your mom begins to pull the necklace out and you beam up at him. “I told you.” You whisper with a scrunch of your nose, teasing him. He chuckles and squeezes your hand. “I guess so.” He murmurs with an adoring look, kissing your temple.

A/N: i love making miguel cute and nervous i feel like we don't get to see that side often <3

[blissxjj]

Another idea struck me… (I apologise if I’m being too selfish- please ignore the request or take your time, just don’t feel pressured because of me 😭)

Satan x MC who is… nice. Genuinely, without any ulterior motives. They like being that because of being brought up in a strict household. Even though he’s knowledgeable, Satan has always met humans with hidden goals or fake niceness like his own facade. He thought MC was doing the same, even after a few weeks in, he can’t find much that annoys them which might be weird for him. So how would he react when he finds out: MC simply likes being obedient to their friends (and Satan 👀) and family since they don’t like arguing much, if ever

Satan X Nice MC

SFW

Satan

Satan always thought there was something fishy about you

Cause there is no WAY! you are this nice and good, every time you get in trouble and Lucifer starts scolding you about it and it turns to an argument going back and forth between you

Satan stands back and waits for you to drop that facade and show your true colors but it never happens

Even if you were right and Lucifer was wrong the argument always ends with Lucifer's final word and your nodding

"That's enough MC go to your room and complete your chores"

"But i am sick i am not a demon us humans get weak when we-"

"I don't want to hear it MC go and do your work"

"Yes Lucifer"

What in hell did he just witness!!??

You just went to your room and did exactly what Lucifer told you to do even though you were sick and needed to rest

He went after you to your room and asked

"How do you stand him ordering you around MC?"

"I just don't think about it besides my family does the same" you said while cleaning your room

"What do you mean?" He asked

"I grew up in a strict household and my mom/dad's commands aren't any diffrent from Lucifer's" you shot him a smile and went back to work

Satan just can't stand when Lucifer talks to you like that and he doesn't like it when you listen to him all the time

"Say MC why don't i do your chores and you just rest" Satan offered

"Umm...no it's ok i got it and it's not your work to do" you said

"I insist let me at least help you a little bit" you said

"No i got it i am ok Satan thank you" you declined again

"SERIOUSLY LET ME F HELP YOU! YOU ARE SICK YOU NEED TO REST" Satan blew up in your face and you backed away against a wall

He sighed and apologized

"I am sorry MC it's just that i want you to stop obeying others all the time sometimes you need to go against them in order to help yourself"

"Satan i don't think you are doing this because of that" you said stalking towards him slowly

"Yes i am" Satan said

You put your hand flat on his chest backing him against the wall and said

"You don't want me to stop 'Obeying'

you want me to obey you instead"

Satan's eyes widen and his cheeks started turning red

"What? No i was just looking out for you" he said nervously

You get closer to his face and he closed his eyes waiting for your lips to touch his but soon heard your laugh

"Hahaha i can't kiss you you will get sick too now get up and help me clean so we can cuddle" you said picking up a card cardboard box and walked out the room

Satan was stunned he was happy to meet a human who is genuinely nice and well raised but today he knew you had a side to you a side only he can make you reveal a dominant side that is.

Masterlist

[amxrany]

!! WHITE RABBIT FESTIVAL EVENT SPOILERS !!

Summary of the First Update (Part 3):

On the way to Deuce's home, the group learns that the Mother and Son live close to "Clock Town Museum". It's the apartment looking building next to the White Rabbit's House (which got that rook bowl cut 💀)

Ortho was sad at first since he couldn't wear a costume just like the rest, but he can make his own using a 3D printer. Deuce tells him it's possible since there's a workshop next to the apartment (yey)

We then get a costume reveal, Silver wears the Drummer March Rabbit, Epel and Ortho are in the Aristocrat Rabbit costume (with some gear parts for Ortho) and Grim gets a new ribbon. Yuu feels embarrassed wearing the Rabbit costume at first, but Silver reassures them saying that they look great in the costume (another awww for the crowd). For this event Ortho actually chooses to stay on the ground and not float to be on par with the theme

We can't forget the star of this event, Deuce was still feeling embarrassed about the whole thing that he was just hiding the corner (no bby don't be shy). But his mom told him to not be embarrassed and everyone else supported Deuce. Deuce also tells Yuu to not feel shy and asks them to join the festival together with the others

Deuce's costume actually belonged to his mother (and similar to an older costume i think?), which was given to her by a colleague since they didn't have enough to buy a new one. Deuce felt sorry for trying to decline the request before, but she was fine about it. Dilah also brings up that back when Deuce was still a child he always wanted to wear the costumes and never change out of it (WHAT A CUTIE)

Now they're doing the group photo, Yuu can choose between the heart or the fist (i don't get the fist help 😭). But if Yuu chooses the heart then they complete the heart pose with Ortho and Ortho said that it's something that idols do (which is actually true btw)

Turns out, Dilah isn't that familiar with technology and/or machinery like Deuce. So when she tried to take a picture using Deuce's phone, she had a hard time cuz it was different from her phone (it's ok dilah my mom is also like that)

Once everyone is done, Deuce's mom gets back to work. She tells Deuce to just have fun and enjoy the festival, he understood but still feels uncomfy about the costume

Previous: Part 2 Next: Part 4

[ladylooch]

https://www.tumblr.com/ladylooch/731357105322393600/livs-not-used-to-being-the-centre-of-attention-so

Omg nonny is so right (which makes me sad for Liv a little bit but sometimes we gotta suffer for the plot sweetie!)

But Liv is also surrounded by all these men in her life who would do anything to protect her 😭 timo, lio, little bros, uncle Nico, EVEN CONNOR I’m sure takes an older brother position 😭😭😭 and luca’s just like, yeah I’ll put up with it all just for her???!! SWOON

B IM CRYIN

Ope. This got really long 😅

Liv gets a part time job as a waitress at a little pub in the center of town. She does’t need the money- her dad would get her anything she wants- but she really wants the experience. The town has had an influx of tourists and it’s fun to interact with so many different cultures. Of course the bar has a local crowd. Part of that crowd is David, who is a creepy dude that likes to slap asses of the waitress when he’s had one too many shots of vodka. 

Liv has avoided run-ins with him, until one night when she’s particularly flustered and doesn’t swing wide enough to avoid his wandering hands. He brushes her ass and asks her if she wants to go home with him. Liv declines and he asks again. She says no firmer. He shrugs, saying, “you’ll give in to me one way or another.” Liv is thankful when Luca comes to pick her up from work that evening. 

She ends up sharing the incident with her coworkers who share their own terrifying stories with him. One girl was cornered in the back alley with him and only escaped because a cook came out to throw garbage away. David is friends with the bar owner, who insists David is harmless and joking around.

It didn’t feel like joking to Liv. 

Liv tells her mom over drinks a few nights later. Emma expresses concern and wants Liv to talk to Timo.

“Daddy will make everything worse.” Liv grumbles, grabbing a piece of gouda and popping it in her mouth. “He’s so… aggressive.”

“This is one of those times where we let your dad unleash.” Emma insists.

“Can we talk about something else?” Liv abruptly changes the subject. “Luca and I are going into the mountains next weekend.”

Emma allows her daughter to drop the subject, but she will be telling her husband.

“How is work, Livy?” Emma asks on Sunday at family dinner. They have a full house, Emma’s favorite, with the Meiers, Hischiers, Connor, and Luca. It was a warm day spent on the boat and in the water. Liv is pink and slightly sunburned, feeling exhausted and disappointed she has to work tomorrow.

“Fine.” She mumbles.

“Mama told me you were harassed at work.” Timo says. Liv whips her head at her mom who is glaring at her husband. “And we decided you’re quitting.”

“We?” Emma snaps, pinning her husband with her fiery gaze. “That is not-”

“No I’m not.” Liv cuts her mom off.

“I’m with your dad on this. You don’t need that job. I’ll take care of you.” Luca interjects. 

“I’ll take care of my daughter.” Timo grumbles. Emma smacks his thigh, mortified at this entire situation. She told him discreet! She completely forget that nothing about Timo’s protectiveness is discreet.

“That’s sweet, Luca. But Livy, I don’t like what you told me. I told dad because I am concerned for your safety. The owner doesn’t seem to understand the threat to his staff. You aren’t walking to your car alone at night?”

“No, I walk her to her car.” Luca says.

“Every night?” Timo asks. 

“I uh, set an alarm and meet her at the back door. Then we walk together to her car. I follow her home to make sure she gets there okay.” The table goes dead silent, all of them sneaking a glance at Timo who, for once, doesn’t have a scrunched nose while looking at Luca. 

“I like that.” Timo finally says, “but Liv, I don’t like that townie at the bar harassing you or anyone else on the staff. I’m going to talk to the owner.”

“No.” Liv groans, putting her forehead on the table. “I shouldn’t of brought it up.”

“We’ll take care of it, dad.” Lio assures, munching casually on his third bratwurst. Connor nods his head in agreement. 

Liv thinks the conversation has been dropped as the group collectively moves on, However, her next shift, she is mortified to see half the bar completely occupied. Timo, Nico, Lio, Connor, Luca, Logan AND Liam are all sitting on the barstools. Timo is right next to David. Liv tries to avoid looking at him but she has a feeling Timo already knows.

“You two are too young to be here.” She says to her younger brothers.

“They can stay. They’re with a parent.” The other bartender insists. She knows that rule, but she still doesn’t want them up here.

“Behave.” Liv points at Timo first, then walks further down to Luca. “Babe.” She whines slightly.

“We are here for a drink. That’s it.” Luca assures, reaching his hand out. Liv slides their palms together gripping his wrist with her fingers. “Can you come over tonight? I’ve missed you the last couple of nights.” Liv appreciates Connor as the buffer between him and the rest of the men in her family. Liv decided to stay at home the past two nights to ease some of the frustration building again with her dad towards Luca. But she’s missed the way it feels to fall asleep warm and snuggled together in his sheets.

“Sure.” She nods, then steps on a box to kiss him.

“Oh! You kiss all your customers like that?” David hollers down. All the men scowl in his direction like a domino reaction.

“Are you David?” Timo asks.

“You’re Timo Meier.”

“Yeah. And that’s my daughter you harassed the other night.” Timo stands. “Would love to chat more about that outside.” He points to the door. David holds his hands up when the other men stand in unison. 

“Ohmygod.” Liv groans. Why isn’t her mom here?!

“I don’t want any trouble.” David stutters. 

“Then you’re going to leave my daughter and every other woman in this bar alone.” David nods. “And if you don’t, I will personally give you free plastic surgery.” The bar quiets at Timo’s insinuation. Liv can only hear the whooshing of her heartbeat in her ears. David nods again. “Now I’m going to escort you around for your apologies and then you’re going to leave. Start with my daughter. And hang your head in shame like you should.” 

David does his apologies while the owner watches on, embarrassed that his idol is making his friend do this, when it should have been his decision all along. The owner apologies to Liv and hopes she will continue to work there because she is a great employee. The Meier, Hischier, Wood, and Fiala boys all have a celebratory beer, then head out, back to their nights. Except for Luca and Timo. 

The tension between them is tight and distracting as hell for Liv during the rest of her shift. 

“Dad.” Liv says when Luca goes to the bathroom. “You can leave. Luca is bringing me home.”

“To his or yours?” 

“Can you not do this anymore?” Liv sighs. “I don’t want to feel like I’m disappointing you by loving my boyfriend.” Timo’s eyebrows raise in surprise.

“Boyfriend? How will that work when he is in Minnesota and you’re back at Columbia?” Liv’s face clouds over, making Timo feel guilty for popping her bubble.

“You and mama did long distance.” Em and T might have fudged some of their relationship to their children….

“After awhile, baby.” Timo says. “Not at first.” 

Luca comes back, halting any further conversation about what this is or could be or isn’t.

[softlymaximoff]

Hellloooooo. I don't know where I could put this idea but I hope you don't mind? 🥺

I have been thinking about domestic WandaNat and them doing chores together and fighting whose turn is it to clean the bathroom. Then having a panic moment when Liho is not eating and have not been feeling well and rushing the cat to the vet to get it checked.

Wanda being a garden mom while Nat being a crafty lesbian, always repairing or building something in the house.

Wanda surprising Nat with a positive pregnancy test and Nat has never been happier in her life.

Nat going over maternity lessons, reading articles online on how to handle a Pregnant wife and how to ease their pains. Nat is an absolute dad cause early in the first trimester, she's already planning the scenario on what's gonna happen when Wanda gets into labor.

They went to see a doctor and told them they were having twins and Nat ALMOST fainted.

Wanda's crazy cravings that happens alot during 2am - 4am, gently nudging Nat on what she wants to eat, and sometimes demanding having sex. 🥺😵‍💫

Nat being an absolute wife, always follows Wanda's wishes, cause if she's not, she'll be sleeping on the couch.

And it happened once when Nat came home late when she had some drinks with the boys and forgot to tell Wanda about it. Although Wanda regretted it immediately cause she doesn't have her snuggle heater.

Nat apologized in the morning by cooking alot of sugary breakfast cause Wanda is a sucker for then.

Nat giving Wanda foot massages and holding the belly for a couple of minutes to relieve Wanda of the weight.

Liho always staying close to Wanda and laying on her stomach, as if wanting to be close to the baby.

On the month of Wanda's due, Nat was called in for an important mission where she can't decline and begging Fury not to send her away since Wanda could give birth anytime but Fury refused her pleas.

4 day's after Nat left, Wanda 's water indeed broke when Nat is away and she's thankful that Sam was with her when it happened . Sam rushed her to the compound cause that's where she's giving birth and Wanda screaming for Nat to come home and threatening to not push out the babies not until she comes back.

Wanda is just screaming and demanding for Nat to the point where her eyes are red.

Tony and Steve got scared and went out for a search rescue for not and demanding fury to tell them her location.

The moment they got it, they flew to st. Petersburg and kidnapped Natasha while she's in the middle of hacking someone's security system.

Nat was SHOCKED with what's happening and ALMOST FAINTED AGAIN when steve told her that Wanda is in labor.

They reached the compound after an hour and Nat flew to the medical wing to see Wanda

Wanda is crying waiting for Nat to come home and the moment she does, the doctors asked for her to remove her suit so she can wear the medical gown and join them on the labor room.

The sigh of relief that Wanda felt when Nat came inside and just keeps on crying telling Nat that she loves her so much.

Can I still continue? 🥺🥺

Oh my heart 😭 this is so soft and wholesome. Wanda just needing nat to the point on literally interfering with her pregnancy. And liho the absolute gem she is 🤧 insisting on being the protector of the bubs

Pls do continue this is so cute and I’m SO HERE FOR MY DOMESTIC MOTHERSSS

[seiwas]

THE SHADOWBAN IS GONE MY QUEEN IS FREE!!!!!! Anyways I forgor this happened but reading all the sleepover asks made this memory resurface again (also iris wtf was ur story that was so cute y'all were crushing hard 😭 and niku oh my god your story *head in hands* )

Ok so in short: my previous childhood friend turned relationship turned ex cheated on me 1 month after he went abroad (damn what a headline)

So here's the tea, we've known eachother since we were preeschoolers, he's a year older than me, we became friends soon after that and he is the textbook definition of a gentleman. Like literally the grenenst green flag out there. Neon green. Fast forward to 7th grade, he confessed during a christmas party at his place. He took me out to his little garden and sat on one of the benches and yeah. Now lil old me was also crushing hard but was too pussy to fess up so when this happened ofc I said yes. A small voice in my mind I thought he was joking cause let's face it 7th grade me wasn't exactly the prettiest rose in the bush ok It's kinda lopsided and a bit uneven but at least I was funny. I was fully expecting it to last like 2 weeks. A month at most. But I said yes anyways cause I wanted to give it a chance. It lasted almost 5 years.

He was my first everything, and overtime we grew closer and if we weren't joined at the hip before we sure are now. Fast forward to highschool, he's in his last year and will be graduating soon. He decides to go abroad and ofc I support him. We'll make this whole ldr work. No it didn't work LMAOOOO after he went abroad we started texting and vidcallibg but that lasted 2 weeks. I kept trying to get trough to him but he didn't answer, not even a read.

Now one day I decide to call him cause it's been 2 weeks since I heard anything from him. And to my surprised he picked up, but it wasn't him that spoke. It was another girl. I told her that I'm his girlfriend and asked her if he was there and she just hung up. My heart dropped. And that's how I found out he was cheating 😃👍 and to make it worse he cheated on me 3 months before our 5th aniv <3 3 months before CHRISTMAS <33333333

Not long after that happened the girl found me on instagram (I think via my ex) and dmed me telling me the whole story. About how they met at a house party, got shit faced, made out, and hooked up. When she asked if he was single he said yes so she was basically lied to. She left him after our convo so good for her I hope she finds someone better.

Cue a montage of desperate texts and many phonecalls I declined from my ex who tried to make excuses on how he was drunk and it was an accident. I ignored all of em and blocked him when he didn't stop. I went by to his parents place to drop off his things and his parents didn't know yet so I told them, legit broke down in front of his mom and she called him and yelled at him on the phone shdjhffh 💀 I'm still close with his family (esp his sisters) cause well we've known eachother since we were kids, I'm basically their daughter at this point. And thankfully they're also mad at him and idk what happened after that but one of his sisters told me he's "all on his own now" so I guess they cut all contact from him? Or cut his funds? I'm not sure.

But yeah end of story, I think this is my juciest life story yet. And what's the moral of the story? No matter how neon the green flag it only takes one switch to make it blood red *eats snacks* anyways how are you sel :D

midi!! hello again!! 🥹 & yes omg i’m so happy the shadowban is gone pls 😭

oh my god midi you sent such a long story and i feel bad for not responding in equal length but i’m literally just 😦 at everything 😭😭 idk what to say oh my god??? i can’t believe he did that… literally what the fuck. and i’m so so so so sorry that you had to go through that, that young also 😭 what he did to you is so shitty i hope he got what he deserved for it 😭 i’m also glad that the girl reached out to you to talk about it.

i can’t even imagine how hard it must have been, especially since you’ve known his family since forever too 😭 it’s good that you were able to confide in them about it 😭 i feel like that type of relationship is so rare despite everything that’s happened, and it’s so refreshing to see that you’re still close to them.

& that’s so true!! i think there are certain lines that shouldn’t be crossed and are completely unsalvageable once they are.

thank you for sharing this midi omg i feel like it’s super personal, i’m touched that you’re trusting this with all of us here 😭 i hope YOU’RE doing better now 🥺 esp with your current partner!! i can see that u’re very much in love & am so happy that they’re treating you the way you deserve to be treated 🥺

i’m doing great 🥺 so thoughtful of you to ask!! i was kinda hesitant to go out today bc my bf wanted me to join him and his friends (but i kinda felt bad bc i wanted him to have his own time w them 😭 idr the last time they were all together without me for their boy time yk? they definitely don’t mind having me around but i kinda wanted to give them that space)

but!!! i’m really glad i went still 🥹 lots of laughs and talks and eats for the entire night!! one of the newer gf’s was there too, and bc she isn’t really as close as the rest of us (context: i’m one of the older gf’s ahsbhaah i’ve been w my bf for like 5+yr and have known these boys since hs too haha) i guess she still felt kinda nervous!! but she was really making an effort to get close to me (asking abt makeup!! and she even asked if she could braid my hair 🥺 most of my friends are guys so talks like this r pretty rare for me lmao) it was so sweet 🥺

my heart is very full rn!! i love friendships 🥺 i think it’s especially sentimental rn bc we’re growing w each other as life goes on!! how our conversations have shifted along with where we are in life 🥺

[ringdabel]

PEEPS ID LOVE TO GET TO KNOW BETTOR !1!1!!!!1!!!

TYSM @shamblespirate FOR THE TAGIE!! You’re one of the people that make me feel so comfortable being myself and I LOVE thirsting over men and women with you <3!!

Last song : Copacabana by BARRY BANILOW

HER NAME IS LOLA SHE WAS A SHOWGIRL BUT THAT WAS 30 YEARS AGO WHEN THERE USED TO HAVE A SHOW— (yeah you can tell I am just obsessed with this song- IDK WHY I JUST LOVE THE BEAT ALR)

Favorite colour : golden yellow, Cream, light navy, pumpkin and tomato red!

WARM COLOURS WITH A SPLASH OF COOL COLOURS IS JUST PERFECTION! My personal fav is any shade of Yellow with any shade of blue, they’re PERFECT!

Last movie : Turning Red

Watched it with my sister weeks ago and I gotta say it’s rlly good! I totally recommend you watching it!!AND I MEAN YES there are some moments that made me genuinely CRINGED at but its a this-scene-reminded-me-of-myself-and-I-don’t-like-it type of cringe

Sweet/spicy/Savory : SWEET IS SUPERIOR

I love my mom’s salty meals and yes I do love a little bit of kick in foods to change some pace BUT!!! IF I CAN EAT SOMETHING FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE ITS GOTTA BE SWEETS! Milk chewing candy is something I always have my mouth watering over when I think abt it or someone is eating it. Sugar coated treats is also one of my favs!

Relationship status : SINGLE 🔥🔥

I had an ex-lover in 7th grade, I accepted their confession bcs i felt too guilty to decline 🫠, we dated for like 2 weeks until I told them I wanted to break up with them Bcs of my personal issues AND I STILL FEEL SO BAD. THEY LOOKED SO HAPPY WHEN WE DATED BUT IWHSHW :’(( (They did not deserve me 😭 I EVEN FELT JEALOUS WHEN THEY TALK TO THEIR FRIENDS FOR TOO LONG)

Last thing I googled : how to cover up a murder

I refuse to elaborate further

Current obsession : WRITING STUFF AND READING ONE PIECE NOVELS

I own 2 (and soon to be 3) novels : Novel Law and Heroines! (I didn’t buy Ace’s novels bcs i already have the manga for it) and I have more than 6 drafts writing scenarios, facts, etc etc… it’s killing my sleep but whatever 😈🦅🔥

TAGGGGGGIESSSSS : @thedemises @mspint @tabakkurilovna @reddstarr-exe @soninkk

[whoa-its-dani]

Some quick life-updates from yours truly:

Realized I was, in fact, nonbinary. Being honest with myself and being away from the internet really helped me figure that one out. I'm still largely in the closet, but I'm planning on where I go from here. I know I'm going to get top surgery or at least a reduction eventually, but that's a Future Leigh thing.

I developed a shellfish allergy which is a thing that can happen. Your body can just... decide it's allergic to shit. I know it's an immune system overreaction but wtf wtf wtf we've eaten shrimp and clams and crab our whole life wtf wtf wtf There's the slight possibility it was a spice or the ramen I was eating them with but like. It's more than likely the fucking shellfish.

I'm currently outside of the US right now and FAR away from home. I'm not immigrating, I'm just helping a friend with some housework and also getting my first vacay in like a decade. Also I dealt with quite a bit of ableism and assumed misogyny (bc still in closet) with immigration to the point they had to bring two different women officers to deal with my sitch. Like I don't wanna spread the stereotype of men being insensitive and women being "more compassionate" or w/e but yikes. I'm struggling so hard right now not to let that asshole taint all men. I'm beating that sexism back with a fucking bat.

My cynophobia is in severe decline, at least with smaller and some medium sized dogs! Anything bigger than like a corgi still triggers me (shaking, crying, panicking, etc.) but smaller dogs are so fucking cute and fun and snuggly!!! I love when they curl up in your lap and when they roll over for tummy rubs!!! I really miss my mom's dogs right now 😭 but I have a cat here so it's kind of ok

Had some True Crime shit happen to my family. My aunt (who's always been in poor health) passed away in her sleep. Her husband had her cremated asap, threw out all of her stuff, repainted the room she slept in, and then waited a week to tell the rest of the family... by text. Originally it looked like she had died in her sleep while he was at work, but then he admitted to his daughter (who then told the fam) that he had been home all day, that he lied to police about being at work, and that he was glad she was dead. So it's looking more and more like he killed her, or at least let her die. Like... he's always been an asshole. It's totally believable he killed her, but I hope (for everyone's sake) that he didn't and he's just being a selfish jackass who doesn't understand how sus he sounds.

My mental health has been the best it's been in years. I still have bad days (esp right now bc of the shit that happened with the border officer) but I'm kind of in awe that I'm like. Alive? Like I'm entering my late twenties. My first suicide attempt was when I was 11. I never imagined I would make it past 21. Bitch I'm still here!!! Life is not my problem, I am LIFE'S problem!

I learned how to make stroganoff and became mildly addicted to it for like a month.

Lived to see cicadas in the summer! Saw SO many!!! I think about them when winter makes me sad. They're my light at the end of the tunnel.

I ALSO SAW A BABY (ok more like a young) POSSUM!!! My dad discovered him in a box of apples we had outside. He was havin a FEAST lemme tell you. Boy went through like four apples that were about half his body size. Hell yeah.

I've currently been trying to exercise and strength train because I tried to climb a tree to get a cicada shell and yeah. I didn't even make it off the ground. Spaghetti ass arms. Right now I'm too sore from the travel (& stress & panic attack due to border issue) to see if my strength has improved, but I can definitely tell there are muscles in my arms and not just mush. Human bodies are so fucking weird and cool and shit.

I still remain uneducated and unemployed, but I actually checked out the GED study guide from the library earlier last year. I had a panic attack and ended up returning it, but... it's progress! A few years ago, I would've just passed it by. I actually opened it and looked in it and shit! Give me some more time and I'll actually be able to USE it and then get my GED and then bitche!!!! :D I've also decided I'm going to try to become a mortician. I doubt I have the patience to become a medical examiner, but I'd still like to work with the dead (not in a creepy way, I'm just better with dead folks) AND I got some family in the business back home (here's hoping I can use nepotism to my advantage teehee) so it's a good idea. I'm not saying it'll work out, but it's a plan.

I beat Pokemon Diamond again, and Skyrim. I made like four new characters but only ended up completing one (and they became a sneak archer because of course.)

I've done a little more sewing! I'm still kinda sucky at it and my brain can not figure out how the hell a back stitch works but I'm having a lot of fun!

Ok that's all I can think of right now but yeah. I'm surprised I haven't completely lost my mind yet but hey. There's still time 😌

I'll hopefully be more active on here in the upcoming days (bc I've missed my sweet little garbage trash site and all my gay little mutuals), but right now I'm just trying to exist in as little pain as I can. Very fatigued but also incredibly sore (shoulders, back, and legs).

I'm so grateful to all the kind messages and asks you guys have sent me while I was gone, and I hope your lives have been going well. Things are tough right now for everyone, and I hope you find the strength and support you need to go on. Fucking love you guys.

[alwayzraven]

Kardeşlerim Ep 92

I can’t believe this ridiculous band plot. So the kids are now popular, their video went viral and everyone wants their autograph and to take selfies with them at school. Oglucan said that he is the manager of the band now and he is going to meet with the producer who called them to check whether he is serious about the offer he made to them.

Sarp and Omer’s relationship is better but Sarp keeps on acting like he doesn’t like Omer in front of the others 😂 but when they were alone in the bathroom, Sarp told Omer to put some ointment on his lip wound and Omer was like “Are you okay???”. Sarp said that he has a reputation to protect so he can’t be nice to Omer at school and Omer said:”Oh you should’ve said that from the start”. Oglucan saw them and he was confused, he thought they were fighting 😂

I honestly forgot that Orhan was humiliated at Ayla’s house. I was so confused when Berk came to apologize to Aybike at school. Berk said that he only wanted to help him but Aybike said that she only cares about the result: Her dad was humiliated and she was sad. Elif heard their conversation, she told Berk that Aybike was right. Berk told her to mind her business. Berk called her obnoxious and Elif gave him the classic response we all used with a sibling before “No you are, since you said it then you are obnoxious” 😂 and then Berk called her childish 😂

A friend invited Elif to her birthday party but Elif declined and said that she has nothing to wear. Then she saw some clothes on Ayla’s bed and changed her mind. She tried a red jacket and liked it. She took a scarf from Ayla’s closet and kept the jacket. Berk saw her wearing the jacket when she got back home and he argued with her. He bought the jacket for his mom on her birthday. He called Elif a thief and she got mad and threw the jacket on the floor. Ayla didn’t care about Elif taking her clothes without her permission. She was tired of seeing Berk and Elif constantly fight. Later, Ayla heard Elif talking about her mom and how she wished she was with her. Ayla went and bought her new clothes. Elif was so happy, she said that she will be wearing new clothes for the first time and not somebody else’s old clothes 😭

Oglucan and the others went to meet with the producer. The producer said that he wants to record a studio version of their song with them but he told them that they need to pay half of the budget. I have never heard of such thing! Usually, the producer or the record company takes care of these expenses and then they take their share from the profits of the song later. Oglucan went to the restaurant with Omer, he asked Akif if he could work there as a server. Omer told Akif that they needed money and Akif offered them to work as valets for the customers who are coming to the illegal casino at the club. Omer asked if it was illegal but Akif said that it wasn’t, he was just waiting for the permit. Sarp also joined them because he needed money.

Berk was standing by the lockers looking at Aybike. Asiye told her to go talk with him.

Aybike:”What’s wrong? What do you want?”

Berk:”Aybike, I know, you are still angry with me but look, I am saying it again, it was not my intention” 

Aybike:”I know that it wasn’t your intention, I know but what can I do? I am upset, Berk. I am angry with you, I can’t help it... Anything else?”

Berk:”Yes! Again, in the music video you guys shot, you look so cool and great!”

Jshfjkshdfs I really can’t with him 😂 Berko I need you to FOCUS!!

Aybike *trying to hide her smile*: “Thank you”

Berk:”I heard from Doruk that you’re trying to collect money to release a song”

Aybike:”Don’t say that you want to help! I don’t want to hear you mention the words “money” and “help”, no money or help!”

Berk:”Aybike, please, let me help you guys”

Aybike:”No, Berk, no!”

Berk:”Okay, I'll shut up”

Berk:”Okay, when will you exactly forgive me then?”

Aybike:”I don’t know. When I am not angry with you anymore, probably”

Berk:”Okay, I will wait. What can I do? Should we go get coffee?”

I JUST CAN’T 😂😂

Aybike:”No, I am giving you attitude, can you please respect that? I am angry,  I am giving you attitude!”

Berk:”You’re pretty even when you’re giving me attitude.”

Ahmet kicked Seval out of the house after Nebehat told him about how she drugged him and took the pictures with him while he was unconscious and sent them to Suzan. Seval went to see Sarp at the club. Sarp told her to stay at the club for the night and he will ask Akif for a salary advance and will give her money to stay in a hotel. I am really so sick and tired of Seval relying on her children to finance her lifestyle. She can find work but she doesn’t want to. I remember that Ahmet got her an interview with a company and the position was great but she messed up the meeting on purpose. Seval saw the casino and called the police. When the police raided the place, they asked for the owner and Akif gave them a document that shows Omer, Sarp and Oglucan as the owners. The police arrested them. Akif gave the boys this document earlier to sign and they thought it was a work contract and of course they didn’t read the document because they trusted Akif.

Overall, I think it was a good episode. I love that Sarp and Omer’s relationship is improving. Ayber’s scenes were cute even though they were arguing or at least trying to 😂😂

Next episode 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

[mo-yin]

Haikyuu Boys at a Nigerian Wedding. (Karasuno)

Ever been to an Owambe? No? Eh it’s fine. You’ll learn about em right here.

Mini scenarios included

Daichi Sawamura

- Have you seen this boy?? Radiates fatherly energy. He doesn’t know how but he found himself on the adults table.

-He’s very respectful towards elders and got all the aunties asking him to marry their daughters.

-Too scared to decline.

-“You’re such a good boy! I’m sure your parents are very proud of you”

-“Thank you ma’am, just doing my best” he’d smile as all the women showered him with compliments.

-“ehn…how old are you again?” One of the ladies asked.

-“oh. I’m-“

“My daughter Dami should be the same age as you. In fact, let me get her for you. DAMI!! Come and meet this boy!!!” She yelled, rushing to get her daughter.

“Um-“

“Don’t listen to her, Her daughter is very wayward, doesn’t even show up to church unless it’s to collect free food on thanksgiving day” another Aunty hissed as the ladies beside her nodded.

“That’s right. But my youngest cousin is-“

Koushi Sugawara

One of Koushi’s super skills is his charisma, it didn’t even take him long to get all the aunties on his side.

He complimented a few women’s Gele (Hair tie) and was immediately brought to the Aunty’s table.

-Sits in silence as the older women spit venom about the younger generation.

-Definitely didn’t expect this. Wants to leave but too scared to get up.

“Look at that woman, isn’t that the same Dress she wore for my Uncle’s Burial last year?” One of the women snickered.

“Forget her, look at Amara’s son, isn’t he 32 and still unmarried?” Another pointed at the poor guy just having fun on the dance floor.

“Don’t mind him. He thinks he’s getting younger. I heard he even got a Tatoo!” Someone else added.

“Ah! JESUS!”

“Koushi. Make sure you don’t talk to that girl right there, her mother is a witch” yet another lady pointed.

-Koushi wants to leave.

Asahi Azumane

-Harassed by two old women because of his long hair.

-Was told to shave off all his hair and facial hair so he’d look like a respectable fellow😭

One thing about Nigerian weddings is the DRINKS. There’s always gotta be a surplus of drinks, I’m talking 6 drinks per guest, it’s very important to have extra drinks for the guests to take home as well.

-Being the big and scary-looking boy he is, the bride’s mom pulled him to the drinks corner and asked him to ‘guard the drinks’

-Asahi was confused but could not refuse. He thought It wouldn’t be so hard “DO NOT GIVE OUT ANY DRINKS UNLESS ITS TO THE SERVICE STAFF” he was told.

-It was all going fine till 2 thugs came over demanding another 4 cans of beer.

-Politely declines.

-Scared as hell because one of them just started cussing him out in Yoruba.

Yū Nishinoya & Ryūnosuke Tanaka

-in Heaven.

-multitude of girls walking around, looking very pretty.

-Tanaka says he wants to stay faithful to his Goddess but decides to help be his Buddy’s Wingman.

-Tanaka got a pat on the back from two uncles because of his hair.

“Now that’s a real man” they’d nod at him.

-Noya got turned down by most women because he wa considered too short

-Noya gets mistaken for a kid and was asked to Go help the other kids pick money off the dance-floor.

-Tanaka and Noya had unlimited plates of Suya and Barbecue fish.

-They were having the time of their lives

Shoyo Hinata & Tobio Kageyama

-Turned everything into competitions

-Eating contest, Water chugging, Money picking.

- somehow found themselves on the dance floor and the MC made them have a dance off.

-Kags declined. Lmao. You can’t do that at a Nigerian wedding.

-Hinata wins the dance off and they’re both sprayed loads of cash

After the wedding they were both taught how to do legwork and Hinata began brainstorming ways to incorporate it into their quick attack.

Tsukishima Kei

-Having the worst time of his life

-got scolded 3 times for making snarky comments.

-likes the food though

-is being force-fed right next to Tadashi because the Aunties believe he “looks too thin for his age”

-somehow getting marriage proposals left and right because he gets good grades and “would make a good engineer” as the uncles said.

“Tsuku- Tsumu- what’s that your name again? Eat more! I have more Pounded yam for you coming out. Make sure you eat everything on that plate.”

Kei felt like if he took another bite he’d exploded, looked to this friends for help but saw Yamaguchi being force-fed as well.

[hangingthoughts]

December 16, 2022

Hellooooo. So, let's see what happened today. I was able to make a lot of memories. Haha! I am so happy. You know what i thought of? I cannot pinpoint the time, but i thought of the popular saying 'whenever i get too happy, something bad always happens'. For a second there i was scared, but then there's also this peace (Of course, I can only credit that to God given that He's the Only who provides it, anyway) then if that's the case, I'd like to enjoy the happiness as much as i can and only worry about the sad part when it finally happens. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ i mean, i find it senseless to worry about something nonexistent yet. (But F. Kasi ang tagal niya. Nakakagigil) Unless of course there is some basis to it. But as for my situation, there isn't. There is just... happiness. Hahaha but I know, somewhere along the line, it'll get tired of being a linear, and i accept that. Who doesn't? Even when we all strive for a good posture, my back aches to bend sometimes. Okay, now that that is out of the way. Let's see. Let's break down this day.

1. I was able to start my morning with a coffee talk with my mom. We shared yung napanalunan ko sa raffle na cookies.

2. Hinatid ako hanggang Camella gate kay Flash.

3. Hindi ako late. Hehe. And when i got there, the first two people are Jen and Paulo. And God knows, I'm happy that they are. Because then we were able to make a little chika. I'm glad we're all comfortable with each other.

4. I saw my other classmates na hindi nakapunta nung CASED party. 🫶

5. We finally got our ID lace. I have the official Psych ID Lace. What does that make me? Come on, answer. Oh, as for it, i chose the different one. Wala lang. Just so kunti lang katulad nung akin

5. I was entrusted with the room's key. Hello sir Kenneth 🫡

6. Nakuha ko yung upuan sa harap. Hehe. This is a big deal to me given na i kind of have a short attention span.

7. Hindi naglecture si ma'am. I told the people today na kasama ko na i am not confident today kasi i still feel tired from last night.

8. And today's activity afforded us 50% ng finals sa ITP. Hoorahhh!

9. The activity is just being honest with oneself. Hehehehehehehehehehe and writing letters to another. I apologize to all na sinulatan ko. Wala na po akong mapiga na brain cells kanina. Pagod pa 😭

10. I received so much hugs. GOSH, MY FAVORITE PART. AND I MEAN SO MUCH HUGS. When ma'am ask us to give na the letters, i first went to Shan and gave her a hug. After that, i wasn't able to give the rest because God in His goodness and grace, I was trafficked by hugs. HAHAHAHAHAHA & I am seriously shocked. I didn't expect to receive that much letters and hugs. Aww Lord, You are so kind to me. I feel sincerely comforted and loved. Thank You! And thank you ❤️

11. All those letters. I look like a baliw reading them at public places but hey, i am proud and humbled at the same time. Thank ü

12. We were dismissed early. And what did u know, before i even get out of the room, i received another 2 hugs and an immediate another one paglabas ko. HAHAHAHA Aww this melts my heart. Thank You Lord.

13. I received a chocolate! Yay!

14. I received an invitation to go out for lunch. Unfortunately, i had to decline because i promised today's after class is mine. And i really needed to buy mommy a gift.

15. I went to my happy place today! Yay! Cue happy dance~ bought and brought 6 books home today. And almost all of them are classics. Yay! Praise God! I really missed going there. Really missed it. ♥️

16. It's my mom's bday so we ordered food for dinner. KFC and Pizza. I ate 1/4 of it. I forgot we have rotc tomorrow so good luck to me.

17. And last, we have cake. 🫶🫰♥️😳😍🤭❤️ Mango sunrise. U bet I'm gonna eat.

So far, these are all of them. And i thank God because He let me lived today. I wasn't able to do what I'm trying to be (ehem, Atomic Habits) but I sure am grateful that God planned this and that it pleased Him to let me enjoy this day. All glory to Him really ☺️♥️

So, that's all. Tinatamad na ko. Good night 💤

[stfuviolet1]

Alhamdulillah, my prayer has been answered just at the right time. After almost 3 months of job hunting, 2 trial and error law firms, I finally received an offer to work at a place that aligns with my goals and values. I have been praying for this day and night and I know it might be too soon to judge, but I have a good feeling about this firm.

The pay may not be as high as the ones offered in KL, but looking at other factors, it seems like a fair rate to me. I mean it’s not that bad tho since I’ve got 2 other side jobs so money isn’t really the issue.

Last month, I declined an offer to work at Damien’s. YOO Damien and the whole team really be giving the Suits vibe. Istg Mr Ian looks like LOUIS LITT, the hair, the chubbiness, the teeth 😭😭 Damien is the most good looking one and he dresses as sharp as Harvey (he’s the MP duhh) and I guess Jeff is the Mike Ross in the group. And as much as I’d love to be a part of the team and who knows become the next Samantha/Jessica I just don’t feel right about it. No actually, I think I’d be fine but my mom won’t. They openly expressed their culture on how open minded and liberal they are yknow drinking and stuffs is a normal thing in the firm and I’m expected to blend in. And to tell the truth, as much as I know myself and I know I’m just as social butterfly, it’s different than my life in general. I know I can be pretty social I do stuffs too but I’m on some sort of soul searching and personal development and when it comes to people I hang out with, I get to choose when to hang out with them and when not to hang out with them yknow. I can avoid them as much as I want whenever I don’t feel like hanging out but when it comes to work? I wouldn’t have much choice and I don’t want to be stuck in a position where I have to lie to myself to fit in. I mean I will see them everyday every week and will most likely spend more than half of my day with them. Yeap Mr Ian told me you don’t dream of going back early I must stay in for as long as they need me to. So tell me how can I avoid them and not fall into the rabbit hole again. Sighs

Anyways enough with Damien, I went to another iv at KD and honestly I didn’t put too much hope on this one cause I don’t want to get disappointed. Didn’t prepare much as I wasn’t feeling well but showed up regardless, and I was so close to bail out when I couldn’t find a parking and when I did, I kinda lost sight of the company and had to walk veeeery very far just to find the place. In HEELS some more sheesh. Went in regardless, nicely greeted and filled in some forms. Few mins later Mr Greg, the MP of the firm came inside the meeting room to interview me (thank god the MP showed up so I don’t have to come for a second iv I thought to myself) spent an hour in the room answering to his questions and just listened to him talking. Well it was pretty smooth ivs he explained everything about the nature of my work and he allows me to be working under general litigation department which, the reason I wanted to switch firm. Oh ohh he’s a pro of work life balance too weee he literally told me he doesn’t want to see my face during the weekends lol.

But I guess,, the main reason why I’m open to accept his job offer is… he supports me. He doesn’t just support me but he encourages me to pursue my goals. He supports me to not just be a lawyer but also as an educator. Most of the interviewers’ that I have met in the past asked me if I am willing to let go of my side job just so I can devote my full time and attention to their firms when I told them I work as part time teacher. But Mr Greg.. he was really supportive of my side job he even encourage me to go back at 6pm sharp just so I could teach at night. I mean obv I ain’t gonna do that but it’s the thought that counts. I mean to think of it, all of the lawyers I talked to before really be gaslighting me when I don’t match their level of ‘hard work’ and romanticize slavery. I am very committed and dedicated towards my job it’s just I’m a firm believer that work should be a part of life, not the other way around and it really warms my heart to acknowledge that Mr Greg is living by the same principle as me. He was an educator before too so I guess that’s why we speak the same language and I guess maybe this is the right place for me at the moment. After all I don’t teach for money, I do it because it’s somehow therapeutic to me to be able to see my students once a week and deliver knowledge to them. The type of conversation we have each week and to witness their growth? Indescribable. I will work just as hard as everyone else until I see my name’s on the door, but as for now what’s important is I don’t jeopardize my sanity by indulging myself into a toxic working environment. I am and will always live by Jim Rohn’s quote;

“Work hard on yourself more than you work hard on your job. You work hard on your job, you’ll make a living and that’s fine but when you work harder on yourself, you’ll make a fortune. And that is the most noble thing you could ever done to yourself”

Fey 13/9/24

[pawjamas]

Oh my god I feel like I’ve missed so much in your life over the last week? I’m so sorry to hear about you migraines and your fainting spells! That sounds so terrifying. I’m sorry they didn’t find anything in your test, it can be really frustrating when you don’t have a clear answer.

But I’m so glad you and your wife are moving into your apartment! I’m so glad she’s looking after you! How is she? I love your little welcome sign!! And I’m glad your on disability income! I’m glad you’re getting resources, and I hope you can work on not thinking less of yourself because of it!

Hestia is getting her shots again and they seem to be helping! She started declining again but she’s evened out again and she’s very “stretchy” now as my mom calls it (aka she stretched a lot). My mom still calls her “baby bunny” and “baby buntling”.

I looked in the journal my mom got me to maybe think about making art with but the pages are much darker than I expected, which threw me for a loop and since it was not what I expected I needed time to readjust so I left it in my craft room to deal with another time when I can process these changes.

The last few days I’ve started working on making my first candles! They’re (vaguely) mushroom shaped! Realistically they’re going to have ti sit in jars because I think they’re going to split since I made them in halves and they won’t stand up but it was a test!

Halloween stuff is out at my store and Michael’s has the best Halloween decorations so I’m longing over them. I’m trying to save money for things coming up though 😭.

I just bought two dresses and a pair of socks for like $50 at Hot Topic and I’m excited to do photo shoots with them!

There’s a pagan festival coming up Saturday that I want to go to and I just texted my FP and asked if maybe they wanted to go after putting it off for weeks so now I have their messages muted and I will not be checking until tomorrow because being vulnerable and asking someone to make plans is terrifying and my anxiety is so bad, but I told them my therapist said I needed to socialize more so I figured I would ask (which isn’t *technically* a lie) but yeah. Ough.

Anyway I hope things continue to go well for you moving in. I’ll be heading down there for Christmas my mom said <3 sans the dog and Hestia this time. Stay cool!

-Silver

hi omg !!

yeah haha SO much has happened within these past couple weeks or so, but i think it’s mainly been good overall !! my wife is doing well, our two year anniversary together is tomorrow !!!

thank you so much for your kind words, i hope you’re doing well yourself, and that hestia continues to get better with her meds she’s taking, wishing you both the best ;;; 💗

[daintydolllog]

I don’t know the exact date but somewhere a few days before September 12th.

I met a new boy, on a goofy ass app! He messaged me something idk and we started talking at the moment I wasn’t thinking anything of it like I had interest in him but it completely died after he did it said something to me, so I blocked him. Few days later I get back on the app and see he messaged me, I reply 😭 and I told him my phone got turnt off <knowing I was lying> I talked to him from the app for a few days and decided to unblock him and message him to see if it would go through idk why it wouldn’t but! 😊 it did.

Um sooo it progressed he asked to come over to my house…I was on the fence about it but I gave him my address and told him he could come the day after I had given it to him, so he comes over and he takes me to the park! And we color it was awkward ofc because I’m odd around new people and idk what to do or how to interact with him so I colored and talked and what not, then we got done! And we drove back to my house but I just sat in the car with him the whole time YK and showed him my collectibles gave him a bracelet ( THAT BROKE ) and gave him my Ronald Weasley block head! That was my favorite and meant a lot to me but, I gave it to em and it’s still on his dash board today!!! It’s so cute 🥰 um moving on after that we started talking more and what not and I just don’t feel like it’s a rush to text him or we have to text or talk all the time for us to be ok! And I like and feel secure in that due to my past relationships I always felt upset or overwhelmed or ignored when I didn’t get a response and now I don’t and I don’t even think that has anything to do with him! I’m just emotionally and mentally drained from my last relationship that I have a “whatever happens happens” mindset in order to protect my peace and get closer to my higher self and consciousness. I don’t know if I like like him to date him or be in a actual relationship but I also have no issues waiting to explore my feelings with someone new and I hope he’s genuine with me and patient because being with someone like me takes time and patience. I feel good not rushing things, but I am upset that he has gotten to meet almost my whole family yet he’s so scared about telling his mom about me… I just don’t find it fair because me, I hate people in my BUSINESS I don’t care who it is especially my family I wish I could date him and explore what life would be like with him before having to bring him around my family. They’re approval DOESNT and will never matter to me what’s best for ME is what matters for ME and my opinions on my relationships only. So it just kinda hurts that he doesn’t wanna tell her, honestly I don’t care that he doesn’t want to it’s just the principle and fairness of everything … I already feel like im risking soooo much for him and i don’t like it. My mental health, physical and emotional health will all decline if im done wrong..

I was barely able to keep my life together when I found out a guy I was dating whom I never actually liked cheated and lied to my face… I was more so upset that I didn’t prove my point to myself and it was a false and delusional narrative I could have avoided because my guy and mind told me to but I just didn’t listen.

At the moment I feel like our relationships a bit one sided but I’m not used to communicating what I want because I always feel like it will never be reciprocated or I just feel ashamed when asking anyone for anything so I rarely ask for anything even in my deepest time of need. I also know if I never ask the answer will always be no…so maybe that’s something I have to work on myself… I do believe I’m crazy or insane maybe not even that I’m just mentally unwell in the best way possible but also not….

I hope he does right by me and I get the love I long and deserve

Honesty

Trust

Beauty

Passion

Dignity

Loyalty

And love.

[yellowhearther0]

oh god monkaS

[wwwurmumcom]

Can I request some angst where Tsukishima, Daichi, Oikawa, or Kuroo end up making their bubbly s/o cry after brushing off their affection cause they're trying to focus on something? Sorry if I don't make sense 😭

𝐊𝐔𝐑𝐎𝐎 𝐏𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐅𝐅 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒/𝐎 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐁𝐔𝐒𝐘, 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌 𝐂𝐑𝐘.

➜ You made great sense don't worry! also I legit love this idea- TY FOR ALL THE REQUESTS LIKE I WILL ALWAYS WRITE WHAT YA'LL WANT. Let's go!

It was your birthday today. Kuroo didn't show up to your birthday, but you brushed it off.

You were on your way to his house. A birthday cake in one hand, and a birthday hat in the other. It was for Kuroo, you had yours on.

There was a slight skip in your step, and a giddy feeling making your heartbeat 5X faster.

Even though Kuroo missed your birthday, you still loved him with your whole heart.

You finally reached his house, running up the steps. You made sure not to drop the cake or that hat as you rang his doorbell.

His mom immediately opened the door, welcoming you in with a warm smile. You thanked her and offered her a piece of cake, followed by her politely declining.

You skipped up to Kuroo's room. You were humming the happy birthday song as you twisted open his doorknob.

The door opened to reveal a studying and stressed Kuroo. He was sitting on his bed, papers surrounding him.

"It's my birthday!!" You skipped over to his bed, setting the cake above a paper that said 'math documents.

Kuroo hummed in response, writing the definition of pie on a sheet of blank paper.

You tilted your head, "Kuroo? It's my birthday!! Whoop whoop!" You jumped around his room, having a laughing fit.

Yet again, Kuroo replied with a half-asses hum.

Brushing it off, you took the cover off the cake. The cake read (Happy 17th birthday!) on it in blue cursive.

You grabbed two candles from your pocket, followed by a lighter. One of the candles had a 1 on it and the other had a 6. You evenly put the candles on the cake, lighting them with the flame.

"Happy birthday to me~" You danced in a circle, making finger guns. "Happy birthday to me~ Happy birthday to me duh! Happy birthday to me~"

You blew out the candles, clapping.

Kuroo nodded his head at you, still writing on paper.

"I'm as old as you now~" You cooed, walking towards the book warm of a boyfriend.

You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing his cheek. "I love you!"

He pushed you off slightly, "I'm studying... Have you seen a paper with the words 'Math document'?" He asked, scanning over the wads of paper.

"Yeah r-"

You were about to grab it for him but he grabbed it himself. When he grabbed the paper, the cake was slowly sliding off the bed, soon hitting the floor.

"Kuroo!" You gasped in horror, attending the scene of the smooshed cake. The candles fell on the ground, smearing frosting on his floor.

"I'm busy," Kuroo didn't spare you a glance, "Can you come over another day?"

Your heart dropped as you furrowed your brows, "But... My birthday isn't until next year..."

Tears started to cloud your vision as you hung your head low, staring at the smushed cake.

First, he forgot your birthday, which you forgave. Then, he knocked over the cake, it hurt your feelings but it was still your birthday. But then he told you to celebrate your birthday another day...

It hurt your feelings to know that Kuroo could care less right now. He was too busy to notice the party hat you put on him or the cake you brought over so you could celebrate with him.

You could've celebrated with your family, but you chose to wait until Kuroo was available.

A small sniffle admitted from your nose, you could feel the snot running down your lip.

Kuroo glanced at you, "What's wrong?"

You looked up at him, wiping your tears and nose while faking a smile. "Nothing. Just stubbed my toe. I gotta go. Love you." And with that, you left Kuroo's house.

Tears were falling from your face the whole walk home. Your party hat was slanted, almost falling off your head.

'If it was his birthday I would care... Is that the problem? Do I care too much?'

➜ Should I make a part 2?? If I do should Y/n forgive Kuroo??

𝐑𝐄𝐔𝐐𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆!! 𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄!!

Part two