#so unthinkable to him

[kiss2012]

i’ve literally replayed the end of 3x01 four times.

[greencarnation]

eleven is fascinating to me because he came right off the back of tens horrible traumatic breakdown after he lost everything and he immediately tried to establish himself as the opposite of that. he is funny and goofy and almost childlike, and he bulldozes on in his adventures with amy like nothing happened at all. but then something happens and his masks slips and it's like oh! the core of this man is still anger. he is so so angry all of the time and this façade is the only thing stopping him from being consumed by it. he isn't over any of it and he hasn't moved on. he is wearing a fez and laughing but under that all that exists is age old anger and grief and it is going to consume him

[hbwgemini]

he's so dreamy sigh

[iridescentmirrorsgenshin]

thinking about haikaveh's relationship from the archon quest to a parade of providence being based upon misunderstandings and kaveh actively wanting to avoid confrontation with alhaitham, or disparaging him

and then from a parade of providence onwards, kaveh actively seeking out conversation with alhaitham, feeling comfortable enough to recount his day, drink wine and share snacks together, voluntarily studying together as they had done in the past, calling their shared house a 'home', and going out of his way to search for alhaitham just to tell him about something interesting that happened

their gradual progression has led to them becoming equal companions, and it feels so so deserving - especially with them being perceived as a unit: a unique, exceptional pair (thank you sethos)

[willyhoos]

metamy is insane. like.

what if i was the hero you loved gone wrong. defeated and destroyed. rebuilt as my own greatest enemy. what if i lost everything. what if i had been reprogrammed to despise all i had once fought for. what if i couldn't even remember why i had fought at all.

and what if you were made of roses. what if you represented every beautiful thing i once died trying to protect. what if you wore flowers in your hair and cared for small creatures and had eyes the color of the forests i used to call my home. what if you were everything i once loved.

those memories are just out of my reach. infuriatingly. maddeningly. but if anyone knows who i am (who i used to be) it's you. if anyone can make me feel like who i used to be (who i really am) it's you. i can't speak, i can't breathe, i can't remember anything (but you).

you are the world i have been ordered to burn. i am the weapon you have chosen to resist. i was (am) the hero that you loved.

you are my only memory.

[daily-hanamura]

[blue-boulder]

didn’t include this in my 2020s house md headcanons but i think house would tell wilson he served cunt at least once. in a really mocking tone, mind you, but he’d say it. i also like to think he’d say slay

[bindeds]

hello pookie i heard you have lucifer head canons😏, can i plz see them 🥺

YES OF COURSE POOKIE!! <3<3<3 LMK IF YOU WANT ANY OTHER CHARACTERS’ HEADCANONS! tryna expand my fandoms as much as possible too so just try your luck if you’d like <33

࣪𓏲ּ ֶָ ᝪ LUCIFER HEADCANONS!

starting off lightly with his obsession with ducks; i personally like to believe that god had his favorite angels (or high ranking ones, aka seraphims, which lucifer is theorized to have been) had each of them make one animal from scratch to place in the garden of eden, and lucifer’s contribution was the ducks. he thought they were adorable!!

i’ve made a post about this before and i’m not sure if this counts as a luci headcanon but i strongly believe lilith was modeled after lucifer. if hazbin decided to go with the popular belief that lucifer was god’s favorite and that lucifer was god’s prettiest angel then it would make sense for god to have one of the first two people to be modeled after him. lilith is associated heavily with the color purple because of the morningstar’s formal family portrait, and lucifer has purple eyelids. lilith also has blonde hair like lucifer and is slicked back in the same exact way, even going as far to have hair curled around her cheeks/jaw like him. the only real difference is that luci has short hair.

lucifer makes himself small on purpose, and for trauma related reasons. before hazbin was created we all would imagine the devil as something big and scary with a demonic voice or as a hot human guy in some other games (ahem obey me) but lucifer in hazbin is the exact opposite. he’s literally smaller than most sinners. it’s worth remembering that lucifer can not only shape shift, but it’s also an essential part to who he is considering that’s how he approached eve, plus the apple motifs. if he can shape shift, he can definitely adjust his own height too. he was also short during his time in heaven and we know this from the first few minutes of the first episode when charlie was introducing the overall premise. the other angels who were talking down to him were visibly bigger than he is. it made me think that maybe because of how belittled he felt when he was in heaven, he had purposely made himself smaller. not to mention, being god’s favorite or the prettiest gets you targets on your back. and it doesn’t help that he has ideas or a mentality that heaven doesn’t like. and his decision to stay small only grew more intense when he found out how people saw him on earth—he didn’t want to be that guy. he absolutely hates the characterization humans have of him because it’s nothing like him. so when people see him and go ‘you’re much shorter in real life’ (alastor) it doesn’t faze him in the slightest. he wants you to react that way. or, he wants you to realize that, ‘huh, the devil is nothing like i thought he was.’ because that’s the truth. he’s not. and the best and most immediate way for people to see that is if he dresses in all white, a color known to signify innocence and purity which is the exact opposite of hell, and if he’s not physically intimidating at all, like if he was small. upon your first glance at him, you’ll already know the devil is not the man you think he is. and he wants everyone to know that.

i have a fic based off of this, but because humans started calling gambling and the games related to gambling ‘the devil’s game’ (though the original game is roulette, people have come to generalize gambling as a whole to be the devil’s game) he never loses when gambling or playing a game related to gambling, even for fun or when there are no stakes involved. never loses in blackjack, poker, roulette, tables games—any game related to gambling, he’ll always win.

i can’t entirely say if lucifer has had sinner friends, but i do believe that he acquired the hyperfixation of the carnival/circus aesthetic from sinners or humans. this is because his outfit was intended to look like AND inspired by a ringmaster’s, and carnivals and circuses was an elaborate concept made by humans. it could also be possible that lucifer was the one that planted that influence in humans, however it was stated that lucifer’s punishment was that he was never to see the good of humanity, only the bad. so i’d like to think a ringmaster or an acrobat or a circus performer in general died, ended up in hell, met lucifer and told lucifer about the circus, and then he got the idea of building luluworld in hell.

alternatively, if it was the other way around, i think that he occasionally gets to experience the world through being summoned. i mean, we’ve all heard of rituals to summon the devil and whatnot, right? i think those do summon him into earth and then instead of showing up he actually just leaves to go explore what’s been happening until he has to go/he feels he’s getting weaker/the people that summoned him ‘close the portal’ etc. and then that’s where he very sneakily, in his own way, introduces the circus concept to humans.

because of his personality, i don’t believe his ring is an indicator of his current marital status. i think lucifer is a sentimental person, and he doesn’t let go of things easily. it’s entirely possible that him and lilith are through, but he just doesn’t want to remove the ring. something we fail to consider is that lucifer isn’t like any other person; if he marries someone, divorce isn’t the same for him and lilith as it is for humans. hell, when they first got together, they were literally the first beings to be genuinely in love with each other. back when the garden of eden was still being inhabited with lilith and adam, the only beings in heaven would have been god and the angels. if lilith didn’t love adam but married and had a kid with luci, that means they were the first ever beings to have ever been in love and the first ones to have had sex (unless for some reason, lilith and adam did it which i highly doubt.) now, all this to say that we may live in a world where people break up or get divorced all the time, but this is reasonably a foreign concept to lucifer because he’s only ever been in heaven, then hell, and even if he observed it in hell it would have been very briefly and from a far, 3rd person perspective. if lilith and him were basically the first people to have felt such intense feelings and closeness to one another, it would make sense that divorce or not, he would keep the ring because it serves as a reminder of a time when he felt the happiest/alive/most himself/free.

lucifer has autism + adhd! now i know this one’s loaded (and ofc i have audhd too) but hear me out; these aren’t listed in any particular order but they’re what comes to me first to last. # ONE : when charlie was talking to him about the hotel for the whole walk till the roof, and then she asked what his thoughts were, he focused on the first thing that came to mind which was something that was right in front of him—the railing. then charlie had to remind him of her initial question. # TWO : he wasn’t paying attention even when he himself was speaking, thus the infamous ‘and now, i am going to fuck you!’ and when charlie corrects him, he goes ‘wait what did i say?’ # THREE : This may just be for ‘comedy’s sake’ but when mimzy first approached him he suddenly switched up from being completely uninterested to suddenly trying to seem interested, his eye even twitching when he turns to her while his smile is visibly awkward. this particular thing reminded me of autistic masking. like. there was something about it that made me relate to it deeply. and then after she’d greeted him he went ‘charmed i’m sure.’ and he looked more relaxed despite looking uncomfortable seconds ago. like he’d gotten ‘comfortable’ with the mask. # FOUR : i feel like i don’t have to mention this but obviously, the hyperfixations with ducks and the circus theme. i don’t think i need to say more because his room literally has tubs and heaps and piles of ducks. that is a full on hyperfixation, no doubt about it. # FIVE : when charlie had asked him to help her get another meeting with heaven, he said no and was very insistent on that. but the moment she’d blended in the invitation of having him over for the purpose of getting him to agree with her, everything else was forgotten. the only thing on his mind was, ‘my daughter wants to see me!’ and it shows with his, ‘WAIT. YOU’RE. INVITING ME OVER?!’ his brain latched onto that immediately, completely forgetting the fact that charlie had only invited him to have him do something he doesn’t want to do. now i have a few more things to support this theory but i feel like this is getting long so lmk if you want an independent post on lucifer’s audhd tendencies in the show!

[meioof]

martin sheen image dump

mobile app has a 10 image limit so i booted up my laptop just for yall

and ran out of space anyways... :(

david teninch is the next victim uwahahhahhahhahaha

[lloydfrontera]

i do think rakiel doesn't have a lot of room to talk about people being weirdly possessive of him when it was him that told damian right to his face that he couldn't sacrifice himself for rakiel because he was rakiel's escort and didn't he know that meant he couldn't die without rakiel's permission. that his death was not his to decide it was rakiel's and that he wasn't giving him the freedom to sacrifice his life like this.

like i understand that this was rakiel grasping at whatever straws he could to stop damian from doing something dumb like, y'know, put rakiel's wellbeing over his own life and all that, but i am obsessed with the way he chose to frame it.

just. the possessiveness of him saying damian's death, damian's life, was not his to do with as he wished to because it was his. damian is his and rakiel wasn't giving him up like that. not for the world and certainly not for himself. it just. it gets to me <3

[sprytesukii]

i think about katsuki . so much .

[everymadara]

Chapter 625

[byfulcrums]

It's not that they didn't love each other enough, because they did. They loved each other so so much, maybe a little too much, and yet it wasn't enough. It's a tragedy because their meeting doomed them both. The love was there — it wasn't enough.

[nick-cassidy]

alpine celebrates charles milesi P5 finish

[bloodyhandprint]

when fictional characters say incredibly cruel things they don't mean in the heat of an argument i'm cheering and hollering. when people in real life say incredibly cruel things they don't mean in the heat of an argument it suddenly hits a lot different. and i don't know if there's something wrong with me that i can't let some things go when they happen in real life

[free-luigi-mangione]

Nobody actually knows what goes on inside ADX Florence, so we don’t know if anyone’s drugged or not. I’m assuming prisoners who cause problems are sedated. My hunch is that they want prisoners to be in their senses so they can’t tune out their horrid conditions. If I had to spend my life in a concrete cage, I’d welcome any drugs they gave me.

Very few people make it out of ADX because they’re usually serving sentences for the worst crimes. I haven’t looked this up in a while, but based on CO accounts I came across, it’s hell on earth.

There are different units within the prison, and they’re not linearly classified. Like it’s not a clear hierarchy of strictness, some units seem to have 24/7 monitoring, some seem to physically strap prisoners down to their beds for longer periods, some allow more yard time except the yard is another cell. The one confirmed fact is that they don’t see the sun ever again.

The only thing everyone with experience seems to agree on - it’s better to be dead than in supermax. I used to read up a lot about the war against drugs in Latin America in the 80s and 90s, and all these notorious drug lords like Escobar agreed on one thing…better a grave in Colombia than a cell in America.

I am not 100% sure if Luigi would even end up in supermax even if he’s convicted on Fed charges. His terrorism charge is on the state level, not fed level. He also has no priors and has displayed model behaviour as a prisoner. They might also agree to put him in a high security prison in Maryland or nearby states so he’s close to his family, they do take that into account as well.

- 💚

Nobody actually knows what goes on inside ADX Florence, so we don’t know if anyone’s drugged or not. I’m assuming prisoners who cause problems are sedated. My hunch is that they want prisoners to be in their senses so they can’t tune out their horrid conditions. If I had to spend my life in a concrete cage, I’d welcome any drugs they gave me.

see that's the problem with the drug thing, the situation is so inhumane, the people there would rather not be in their senses in order to not perceive how terrible everything is around them and that SHOULDN'T happen. nobody should be sedated if they're "causing trouble" in such inhumane conditions. they literally have nothing and can never get anything as long as they somehow stay alive.

“...it's hell on earth”, “... don't ever see the sun again”, “it's better to be dead than to be in supermax”

yeah i am pretty sure i'd rather be dead than be anywhere there

Luigi shouldn't have to be in prison anywhere at all, he doesn't deserve any of it :(