#someone said aot: next generation

[xxiiam]

Up to doing an AOT- Levi Ackerman x Scout!Reader smutty one shot ??! Also I keep up with your ao3 series All Mine and LOVEEEE IT. But Attack on Titan has also been living rent free in my headdd ♡♡♡

☆彡 ~ trouble ?

Levi Ackerman x cadet!reader - serious dilf-ish activities

Wc - 1.75k

Fem reader, Levi is peanut butter and extra jelly, Age gap (Levi is in his mid 30s and reader is 19) , reader calls Levi “sir” , lots of spit , sloppy blowjob , m receiving , degradation , Levi calls reader , “cadet” , “brat” , “slut” , “sweetheart” , slapping (face and pussy) , meandom! Levi (with some soft dom inflictions)

Note ~ TYSM FOR LOVING ALL MINE !! I love writing it for all of you guys 🫶🫶🫶 || this has been sitting in my drafts for a good two days so I decided to release it

The whole day during training , you trained near Eren. You even talked with him every so often. Levi watched the pair of you , his same scowl making a very bold statement on his face , “if I see you stop to flirt with Yeager one more time L/N you’ll be on cleaning duty in my office for the next three days” he warned coldly . You screwed your face up , gaze switching from Eren to Levi , “I’m not flirting sir. He was just asking me-” . “So you wanna talk back? Meet me in my office after dinner” he said turning on his heel and observing other people . “Someone’s in troubleeee” Connie teased before being rewarded a slap across the back of the neck from jean .

You opened the door of your captains office after knocking nervously , “you wanted to see me sir?” You said biting down on your bottom lip and walking in front of his desk where he sat finishing his coffee. His cold gaze met yours , “I just have some concerns cadet” . You furrowed your brow , “about what sir?” . “I think you’re being distracted by Yeager . He’s no good for you” . You smiled at your superior, confused , “you called me in here because you think I’m distracted by Eren?” . Levi shook his head , “I know how the younger generation is- sex they all want it, but the guys lack in preforming isn’t that right?” . You stared at him before shaking your head , “I dunno” , “I’m sure you’ve experienced one of these boys. That’s what they are . Boys . You need a man, and I’m tired of seeing the boy you choose be him”

You almost laughed when Levi said this , him talking like this was so out of character for his usually extremely serious tone and workaholic attitude. You walked closer to his desk , “well I’m not seeing any suitors who could show me the difference between a boy and a man” you smiling and batting your eyelashes . He set his cup down sighing - shooting a glare at you . , “on your knees cadet” he said standing up and walking around his desk to you . You stood your ground and remained standing , staring at him with a shit eating grin . Levi always hated when someone disobeyed his orders . He put a firm hand on your shoulder and pushed you down to your knees and slapped you across your cheek , making your head turn to the side . You looked up at him innocently , “listen to me when I tell you to do something brat”

You nodded your head , “yes sir” , “that’s what I like to hear” he said whilst unbuckling his pants and unzipping , his cock pressed against your cheek , he slapped it across your face , “open up” . You decided to obey him , your wet lips wrapping around the tip of his throbbing cock . “Show me how slutty you are for me and NOT a boy” he said between gritted teeth . You removed your lips from his cock and spit into your hand , massaging your spit onto his cock . Your hand stroked his cock lazily , “look up at me sweetheart and put some fuckin’ effort in for me” he said with his hand resting on your cheek softly which was a complete juxtaposition to how he had just previously slapped you.

You applied more pressure whilst stroking your higher up’s cock , you knew you were doing something right since he stopped talking and resorted to soft groans . “I bet Yeager hasn’t seen you look up at him like this has he?” . You couldn’t really reply since your mouth was so full , Levi made it even fuller by pushing your head down . Your nose brushed against the hair above the base of his cock . He held your head down until the tears that had formed in your eyes had become tears rolling down your cheeks , he pushed your head back causing you to breath heavily trying to catch your breath.

His fingers motioned you to stand up even better , he pointed to the edge of his desk, “you want me to bend over the desk?” , he shook his head sternly , “take your pants off and sit . One leg up so they’re spread” . You nodded your head before starting to unbuckle your pants, Levi was far from a patient man when it came to this . “Stop. Just let me do it since you’re so fucking useless” he tutted before practically ripping your pants down and letting you do the rest . You sat on the desk with one leg up like he instructed. Levi’s rough hand traced up and down your slit , he leaned in closer to you . You almost thought he was about to kiss you until a painful slap was brought upon your aching cunt . You whined out of pain , “stop whining.” He said coldly clearly not fazed by your hand clawing at his arm . He was most definitely not fazed since he slapped again . And again . And again . With each slap his hand became increasingly more covered with a slick liquid . He stared down at his hand curious then back at you , “yeah I bet you like that? You like that? So slutty you’ll even like when you’re slapped on your slutty cunt. You’re almost disgusting” .

You bit down on your bottom lip , you clenched around nothing hoping he’d surely give you more pleasure than just slapping at you . Your eyebrows furrowed when you looked up at him desperately, “wondering when I’ll fuck you? Open up” . You stuck your tongue out , mouth opened wide and he did exactly what you thought he would , a large glob of spit fell from his tongue onto yours , “swallow then I’ll fuck you” eagerly you swallowed it all , showing him your clean tongue . He grimaced , “you really are a slut yknow that?” . You nodded , “can you fuck me now please?” . He slapped his cock against your bare cunt , “whyre you trying to give ME orders cadet?” , “sorry sir just impatient” . “Oh I can see that” and with that he slid his bulbous angry red tip into your sopping hole . Then thrusted the rest of his length into you . Not giving you any time to adjust , he didn’t think you’d deserve it .

His calloused and scarred hands gripped at the plush of your thighs , lifting your legs and putting them onto his shoulders as he bullied his cock inside you , “you’re so tight . Clenchin’ down extra hard on your captains dick?” He jeered , you threw your head back in ecstasy . Who would’ve known his dick would’ve been so good despite how short he is? Your moans and whines just couldn’t be contained and Levi made sure to mock you because of it. “Panting like a bitch in heat” he mocked you whilst his thrusts remained consistent and just as mean as him , they were brutal they hit in all the right places at the right speed . He did not dare to falter since he has so much stamina from training so much . You could feel every ridge , every vein . It was all almost too much

But Levi didn’t care if you could take it or not , you were going to take it anyways , Levi didn’t make much noise apart from the occasional grunt or almost moan when you clenched down and throbbed on him after finishing for the nth time , “ I think I’m not gonna cum in you , you don’t deserve it . Your mouth” he said most likely to himself but there was a glint of a grin in his eyes when he saw how disappointed you were when he said he wasn’t gonna cum in you . “Hm. Do you want me to cum inside you sweetheart? You are a slut aren’t you?” He said thrusting in between every word of the sentence. “Tell me how much you want my cum inside you” . Your hands gripped at whatever they could on his desk , your eyes were practically just permanently rolled into the back of your head, “please- sir I wan- need your cum s’ bad..please” you begged as your body shook violently by his relentless thrusts . You didn’t know how many times you finished and neither did he , he cared that he hadn’t yet . He was already overstimulating you for finishing before he said to.

Levi’s hips stuttered for a moment before crashing into yours , it seemed like he was becoming more sloppy , more vocal . “Fuck- you feel so good. So wet and tight f’me aren’t you?” You nodded , “yes sir- jus’ for you” . His hands , gripped harder at your thighs making sure to be able to thrust deeper in you , he bit down on his bottom lip , “ ‘m gonna cum in you, and you’re gonna take it all and not complain- isn’t that right?” He spat . You nodded , not being able to give a real fully formed response . He gave a final grunt before his hips clumsily rolled into yours , his thick ropes of cum staining your insides white.

You both got cleaned up and dressed , before you left his office , he was sat back down on the desk you had previously been fucked on , “you’re not gonna be distracted anymore are you cadet?” . You shook your head , “no sir, can I come back again tomorrow for extra discipline lessons?” He closed his eyes and nodded before waving his hand , motioning you to leave . When you got outside you saw the other cadets standing in shock , jean cleared his throat and spoke up , “we were gonna listen in on you being shouted at by captain. We heard some other noises - what what was that?” . Your face heated up . “It was Eren’s idea” armin said ratting him out . “Eren is just trouble” Connie said shaking his head .

[cosmicjoke]

Okay, this is a bit of a call-out post, which I don't like to engage in, but some of the stuff that's been brought to my attention, that's apparently been being said about me and, by extension, people who share my views, isn't really something I can let stand.

So apparently there's some blogs going around vague posting about Levi fans who dare (oh the horror) to call Levi a good man and a hero, saying stuff like doing so is how one treads down the path toward Nazism, because it's a "denial" of Levi's faults, and if we don't condemn his violence as outright bad or wrong, then we're liable to start making excuses for and justifying all forms of violence.

Do I even need to lay out why this argument is absurd and absolutely childish at its core? I don't think so, but I will anyway.

One of the overarching and main themes of AoT is that we shouldn't flatly condemn people for their actions without first understanding the context of those actions. That nothing is ever so simple as being flatly right or wrong, good or bad. That there can be and are complicating factors that might lead to any, given person's actions or behavior.

Levi himself is a prime example of this, and we see the error of flatly condemning and writing him off as "bad" in the form of Jean's and Mikasa's judgmental and dismissive attitude toward him after seeing him engage in acts of violence, only to themselves be forced into similar acts moments later.

The stupidity inherent to uniformly condemning all violence as bad or wrong lies in its total failure to consider any mitigating circumstances that might have lead to the violence in the first place, and, ironically, it's THAT sort of basic and simplistic thinking that leads toward the kind of fanatical, ideological foundations of Nazism and other, similar movements. Nuanced thought, consideration, empathy and critical thinking are never the things that lead down that road. Moralistic and generalized view points are what do that. To call Levi a "morally grey" character is to fundamentally misunderstand that morality itself is a "grey" concept. There's no such thing a black and white morality. Almost nothing is always right and always wrong, including violence. Very few things, if anything, can be definitely categorized as right and wrong in and of itself. The argument that some things need to be wholly condemned or eradicated is, for example, the same sort of logic that people who advocate for censorship apply. All pornography is bad or wrong? Better to just flatly condemn and ban all of it, then. Oh my, you're going to let two men marry each other? What if someone wants to marry an animal next? Better just make gay marriage illegal then, I guess. Many Jews are bankers, and banking is a corrupt business that preys on people's vulnerabilities, thus, all Jews are really just money launders and loan sharks and need to be stopped. Killing and violence is always wrong, and so people who kill or commit acts of violence are always criminals and bad people with malicious intent or who reveal in other people's pain. See how that works? All generalizations like that lead to is mass persecution, either of a concept or of a person/group of people, without taking into consideration the actual complexity or nuanced reasoning for why something or someone might be a certain way or do a certain thing. That's what's dangerous.

To deny Levi is a good man or a hero because he commits acts of violence is to totaly deny and strip him of all the many aspects and characteristics of his personality that makes him who he actually is. Levi's violence doesn't define him. It isn't who he is. Rather, it's a product of the world he lives in and the circumstances of his upbringing and life. It doesn't signify the person he is at his core. It doesn't negate the immense compassion, kindness, empathy and sensitivity with which he regards and treats other people. It doesn't render his heroism worthless or questionable. It doesn't undermine his intentions or motivations. It doesn't rob his many sacrifices of their selflessness. That's why I say Levi is a good man. Not because he's on the "good guy side" or because he holds a certain set of ideological beliefs, but because of those inherent qualities which define him as a good man. Compassion, kindness, empathy, emotional intelligence, and a genuine desire to help others for others sake. He's a good person because he actually, truly cares about other people. Is that assessment of him supposed to somehow lead down the road to fanaticism? How absurd.

That's not to say Levi doesn't have flaws. Of course he does. He's a human being, and all human's are flawed. Nobody ever said Levi was a "perfect" hero, just that he is a hero. Understanding Levi's violence and where it comes from and why he engages in it doesn't mean we're excusing it or calling it "good". It's simply an attempt to understand and acknowledge one of the main themes of AoT, which is that a person committing a "bad act" doesn't in and of itself make them a "bad person", and that certain actions and behaviors that are deemed "bad" by society can and often do have reasonable and justifiable explanations at their root. Does Levi resort to violence too often and too easily? Sure. I've said that and acknowledged it on multiple occasions. I've dedicated entire, long-winded analysis posts to exploring the duality of Levi's compassionate and empathetic nature with the fact that he's one of the most violent characters in AoT. His knee-jerk reaction and response to most situations is to apply physical force of one kind or another. Levi is also an extremely emotional character, and is given at times to bouts of emotionally excessive response. When he kicks Eren and Jean after his conversation with Erwin. When he manhandles Historia for her initial, flat refusal to take the throne. When he kicks Eren's teeth in during the RtS arc, or on the airship in Liberio. When he tortures Zeke in the cart on the way to the capital. These are all instances of Levi giving in to his emotion and responding violently. And no, it's not good, but it also doesn't make Levi bad. It doesn't make his intentions malicious or cruel in nature. In all of these instances of violence on Levi's part, it's driven by an intense emotional response, generally in regard to some traumatic event. Levi learning Erwin might not be the good man he thought he was. Levi having to torture a man for specific information, only to have the point of it threatened by Historia's self-pity. Eren interfering with Levi's direct command during a situation in which time was severely limited in making a decision. Eren slaughtering countless innocent people. Zeke forcing Levi to kill more than two dozen of his own soldiers. All of the examples one could point to of Levi being "unnecessarily" violent, meaning in a way that didn't further some larger goal or cause, were all moments of emotional reaction linked either to trauma or urgency or both. Most of these responses from Levi, in fact, came about because he was upset about someone else getting hurt, or at the possibility of people getting hurt. They're rooted, at their core, in Levi's compassion for others. They're emotional responses triggered by Levi's empathy and care. He gets angry because he's scared or grief stricken over someone else' suffering. And that's my and other fans' only point. Levi's violence might be considered bad by some, but the underlying reasons for it almost always prove Levi's goodness. He responds so strongly because he cares. So to refuse to acknowledge the circumstances and context surrounding those acts of violence and to refuse to acknowledge the influence of his upbringing in his inclination to respond with violence is grossly unjust and unfair to who Levi is as a person. To pretend that his very nature can't be contradictory to his actions and behavior is to deny, not just Levi's complexity as a person, but the complexity of people overall. Because Levi's nature is, much of the time, contradictory to his actions, especially when one only looks at his actions in a vacuum instead of in context. He's a violent man who also holds more kindness and compassion in his heart for people than any other character in the story. That's a contradiction. But it's true, nonetheless. You can be a good person who does bad things, or things deemed wrong by others and society.

Levi doesn't enjoy violence, and anyone who says he does or tries to claim he does is flatly wrong. To say, just because Levi is good at violence, that must mean he's somehow born to it, or that it's in his nature to want to commit it, is equally unjust and unfair in the way it dismisses the circumstances of his life and upbringing. A person can be forced into doing something that goes against their core temperament and personality due to forces outside of their control, and acknowledging that about Levi and his violence isn't the same as claiming him to be a "perfect hero". He's not perfect, but he is a hero. He's a hero because he's inherently selfless and kind and empathetic toward other people and their suffering, because he's willing to do all he can to help other people, despite an upbringing which forced violence and a familiarity with violence into his life, despite a childhood and young adulthood filled with deprivation and poverty. He wasn't born with a violent temperament, he was raised in an environment that necessitated a reliance on violence in order to survive, and so we see that manifest in Levi as an adult. A reliance on violence to survive. Again, to not acknowledge that and the impact it had on Levi's behavior and actions is unjust and unfair to him as a person. A stupid oversimplification of not just Levi as a character, but of people in general, and of the concept of justifiable violence too. Pacifism is an ideal, but one which doesn't and can't always coexist with reality. To judge someone and condemn then for engaging in violence, no matter the circumstances surrounding that violence, when nature itself is predicated on violence, is absurd.

Context matters. Circumstances matter. Intent matters. Levi's violence was never ideological in its reasoning. He never committed acts of violence in service to some abstract school of thought or philosophy. He never killed anyone because he thought they represented or symbolized some great evil or threat to the world and needed to be eradicated as a result. Levi's acts of violence have always been practical in nature. Defense of himself and others against people directly threatening their well being. And further, Levi has never, not once, tried to impose his way of thinking or doing on a single, other person. He's always, always, allowed everyone to decide for themselves. To come to their own conclusions of what they believe is right and wrong, good or bad. He's always allowed everyone their own agency. He's never manipulated or badgered or bullied anyone into agreeing with him or tried to brainwash anyone into a certain set of ideological beliefs. He's only ever wanted and tried to ensure people the freedom to make those decisions for themselves, and he's only ever tried to protect people, more often than not at great cost to himself.

He's the very definition of a hero, and to accuse people who call him that of exhibiting the kind of ideological thinking that leads to Nazism is not only absurd, but a massive insult, both to Levi's character and to the intelligence of his fans. As if they're incapable of understanding the nature of violence because they differentiate between acts of violence by applying critical thought to outside factors and mitigating circumstances. I guess our justice system is similarly incapable of understanding the nature of violence too, then, because it also dares to weigh outside factors and mitigating circumstances when judging a person's "crimes" or "guilt". It isn't the people who apply nuanced thought and consideration to Levi's actions who are susceptible to fanaticism, it's the people making those sorts of accusations who are, in exposing their total inability to divorce themselves from their black and white view of reality.

[xotaemintol]

JONGHYUN AS: YOUR BOYFRIEND (FLUFF HC)

*QUICK DISCLAIMER: This is completely based off of just my own personal opinion, if you feel that it’s inaccurate then feel free to give your own and I’ll be happy to take them, I’m always open to constructive criticism and feedback, but I do hope that you enjoy and feel that i hit the nail on the head with at least one of these lol*

Pronouns use: they/them once, but other than that, NONE! :)

SFW FLUFFY FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF, it was originally just comfort for myself, but I was like “Why not share it? Maybe others will like it too”

*He loves songs that remind you of each other

-when you play your favorite songs they become his favorites too, there are some songs that you play that at first he doesn’t like, but after a while he begins to love them and if it plays on the radio then instead of skipping it, he’ll listen to the whole thing and think of you

-is the type to cry when listening to a song that reminds him of you when he's been away too long (or just in general because he loves you so much)

-made a playlist of songs for you to listen to when he's away, and one for himself to listen to too

-once Minho walked in on him crying to a song and just quietly walked away so he didn't feel embarrassed...the song was 'We Found Love by Rihanna

-it played on the radio in the car and he teared up and asked them to change the song, they were all singing the song but he couldn't stop thinking about you because he missed you so much

-"Y/N likes this song..." "you know, when I met Y/N, this song was playing."

-he’ll listen to them when he’s away to fall asleep and write about how he misses you and can’t wait to see you

*Loves taking pictures of and with you

-he has an album with over 500 pictures of the two of you together and one with over 600 of you

-for your anniversary he included a scapbook of the two of you that was 20 pages long with adorable notes beside all of them, on the back of every page he wrote poems, notes, and quotes to express or just explain his love for you

-his Home Screen is you and when he's asked to explain it he says "It makes me happy to see y/n’s face when I open my phone, y/n kind of like a good luck charm too"

-he swears that pictures of you are beautiful but they could never capture your true beauty because you are just too beautiful, that doesn’t stop him from taking pictures of you at every given moment though

-brags about you all the time and shows pictures of you to whoever he's talking to including you (it's almost like a cat owner showing off their cat)

-"And look at y/n here, isn't y/n so cute? This is y/n sleeping, oh and this is when we went to the movies." "Y/N, look, you remember when you fell asleep in the car."

*Is super sentimental in general

-Jonghyun likes to keep small things from every anniversary, from tickets to flowers and wrappers, he keeps whatever he can

-he saw a hack on TikTok on how to keep flowers forever and now he keeps at least one flower from every anniversary and puts them together in one bouquet

-movies that you watched together before dating are his favorite, to him, it's special because it's what pushes the two of you to date

-certain foods remind him of you too, snacks and drinks, he remembers all of your favorites and all of your least favorites, he'll see someone drinking something you hate and go “Y/N hates that. “Y/N thinks it's gross,"  "Y/N loves that flavor, it’s their favorite."

*There isn’t one show or anime you can watch alone because he saw you watching it once and got interested so now it’s on the list of shows you have to watch with him

-He caught you watching AOT (attack on titan) without him and said that you were betraying him

-Once he walked in while you were watching a movie before he was getting ready to record, he watched five minutes of it and decided that you couldn’t finish it without him

-“Are you watching it without me?! How could you?!” “Don’t watch the next episode yet, I want to watch it together when I get back home” “Oh! Our show is on! Y/N! Hurry up!”

*He doesn’t mean to but he’ll fall asleep from the sound of your voice

-When he gets back home and it’s late at night, after a long day when he’s in bed he’ll lay next to you and ask you to tell him about your day and even though he really wants to hear it, he’ll fall asleep

-You were telling him about how you went out with a friend and how you saw a poster of him in a cafa while playing in his hair, you should’ve known from the moment his response went from “Really? Then what happened?” To “Mhm…” that he was falling asleep

-He’ll wake up the next day and apologize for falling asleep while you were talking, but you’re used to it and you find it cute so you never get mad

*Is a very extremely good listener

-He always listens to you with such passion, every time you speak he always makes sure to give you his full attention

-He gives you small responses to show that he’s listening and will become fully immersed in the story you are telling him to the point that he show’s genuine excitement or shock from what you say

-“Oh? Really, but what about…” “What?! Really?!” “Go ahead, I’m listening”

-He’ll stop whatever he’s doing to listen to you, and you do the same for him, putting your phone down and turning it off when he gets home so he can tell you about his day, giving him your full undivided attention, and asking him questions, you listen to him just the same as he does you and you always make sure to ask him about his day, even if he’s only been gone for an hour, you always ask and so does he

*Buys you matching outfits and jewelry

-you went to a souvenir shop once in France, and he saw a cute stand making matching bracelets for married couples, you weren't married at the time, but Jonghyun being so in love with matching with you and showing off how much he loves you, wanted to get them so bad that he told the vender that you were engaged

-bought you a shirt with his face on it as a gag joke but wanted you to like it, you told him that you wouldn't wear it because it was too embarrassing but you surprised him by wearing it to bed every night, once Jinki, Minho, Kibum, and Taemin came over early in the morning and saw you still wearing it and teased you about it

-he convinced you to get secret matching tattoos of your birthdays, you got his, and he got yours, both of you got a tiny little heart above the dates and eventually you convinced him to get another one of your anniversary dates, right under the first with a little heart in between

-"We should get matching rings, oh, or matching necklaces." "Look at what I got!" *shows you a matching Halloween costume of Kagome and Inuyashi

*When he can't sleep, neither can you, he'll be damned if you get to sleep without him

-If he stays up late writing then he'll at first tell you that he's fine and tell you to go to bed, you'll go back and forth with the cliche "Are you sure you want me to go to bed?" And he'll respond, "Yes, I'm sure, go ahead." That'll go on for at least a minute before you "Okay if you say so," and start to walk away and that's when he'll decide that he'd rather you stay up with him (you end up falling asleep on him while he's writing, he thinks it's adorable and eventually, he'll carry you back to the bed and fall asleep with you)

*Hates fighting with you and tries to avoid it at all costs, he'd rather be right and wrong than have you being angry at him

-Once you fought over your heels making you taller than him, you tried to explain that it didn't matter, but Jonghyun refused to add you to the list of people taller than him

-he asked you to at least wear shorter ones but you said no, you both got upset and you decided you weren't going to go and went to undress, but of course, Jonghyun wasn't going to let you just go to bed and be upset, so he apologized and said that it didn't matter

-apologizes with kisses, will smoother you and cling to you until you forgive him

-if you ignore him he'll attach himself to you until you talk to him, you ignored him once before bed and he literally clung to you all night and even in the morning until you finally forgave him

-once he even sat on you and didn't move until you spoke to him

-but when he doesn't apologize first and it's just a small playful argument, he gets so dramatic and loud, the passion he has for winning the argument makes you laugh and almost forget that you were fighting

*when he finally gets to go out with you, he loves dancing with you

-is extremely dramatic when a song you both like comes on and will force you to come to dance with him

-"C'mon baby, it's our song!" You already know when you hear that he wants to dance and won't let up until you do

*when he's hanging out with his members, he always brings you along

-they adore you like a younger sibling (no matter your age), they all view you as a younger sibling in law, Jinki, and Minho spoil you, Kibum constantly takes you shopping and even paid for your hair and nails, Taemin also spoils you and even let you meet Kkoongie and Ddaengie

-they are completely used to the PDA and the very extremely cheesy and dramatic moments you both have

-older brother-in-law Shinee who is ready for you two to get married and basically live inside of each other and boyfriend Jonghyun who constantly tells you that he's going to marry you and never let you go (bc ur trapped lol)

*Is very competitive when it comes to games

-game nights go from adorable to a war zone in 0.1 seconds

-flips the game over and yells that you were cheating the whole time, he once wiped the whole board because you were about to win after making him pay almost all of his money and taking his houses (you left him with five dollars and no property), he swore you were cheating and won't play monopoly with you again

-you played piano tap one time on the way to practice with him before, and suddenly it turned into "who could get the highest score" You were both neck in neck, and when he suddenly got a call he literally screamed and almost threw his phone out the window

-rock paper scissors...need I say more? It's like winning one billion dollars for all of them and he's no different

*Always puts your relationship first, he's all about making time for you before and after tours or trips, he hates the idea of not spending as much time with you as possible before leaving for weeks or months at a time

-will plan dates weeks in advance so they don't overlap with comebacks, it seemed like too much to you and like he'd get tired of basically making a schedule for time to spend with you, but he actually enjoys it

-he once planned two full weeks of dates, movie nights, dinners, breakfasts, and night outs before a comeback, he ended up spending so much money and you made him promise not to do it again because he'd probably max out the company card if he did

*Randomly sends heartfelt messages when he gets super romantic and misses you while he's away

-they have to tell Jonghyun often to get off his phone, in between sets he tries to text but he gets so caught up in missing you that he'll miss the director telling them to get back in place

-sends voice memos when he can't text and isn't afraid to admit that he's talking to you, everyone can accurately guess that he's talking to you if he's texting

-he once sent an hour-long voice memo while he was out because he thought about the day you met again and get all soft and happy (he literally had just left and was only an hour away)

-will randomly text you like "My heart is aching for you, plz send me pictures of u now or I'll lose my mind" is super dramatic when he misses you and will swear it's the end of the world if he doesn't get to see you before he leave

*Is just super in love with you in general, he loves you so much and you love him just as much

-at night you do your skincare routine together, you put each other's face masks on and tie each other's hair back

-you race to the shower and have extremely wholesome and peaceful moments where you'll wash his hair, and he'll get that spot on your back that you can't reach

-you've even waxed his legs before, it was a very funny moment, he said that it wouldn't hurt at all and that it would feel like a pinch but of course, it hurt and he screamed so loud one of the neighbors knocked on the door and asked if everything was okay

*he can't sleep without holding you, it's so bad that he even has a tiny spray bottle of your perfume that he sprays on pillows when he leaves

-he thinks you smell amazing, he actually started washing his hair with the same shampoo as you and he even uses your lotion because it smells so nice and reminds him of you throughout the whole day.

In conclusion, Jonghyun is an amazing boyfriend and will absolutely adore you <3

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Titan Bending Chapter 19

Warning: Violence consistent with cannon, NSFW so MDNI, language, major character death (both consistent with canon of both AOT and ATLA as well as diverging from canon), so much trauma literally everyone is so traumatized, very much slow burn, a little enemies to lovers, SO MUCH ANGST, hurt/comfort, hurt and delayed comfort, AFAB reader

Chapter Warnings: Talking about past severe injuries and near death experiences, extreme burns, sparring with swords, y/n beats the shit outta someone, one mention of bloody knuckles

WC: 3597

A/N: Okay so this is the first time a real reference is going to be made to the multitude of languages I hc are spoken in the four nations. I mentioned this in the hc that I published recently, but for Katara, Sokka, and y/n I hc that the native language of the watertribes is Russian so that’s included. Please note that I don’t know any Russian so everything that is written is ala Google Translate so I apologize if it’s wrong. This conversation is pretty silly, so feel free to translate it but you also don’t have to and it doesn’t change the plot of the story. Later however Zuko says something to y/n and I have written it in wingdings because I’m not immediately going to translate it, but rather I intend that it will be something that’s revealed later in the story.

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The tour ended at the mess hall, where everyone was able to sit together and share a meal. The conversation was kept mostly light, with the kids just asking the Gaang questions about our general experiences and getting answers similar to ones I had given them myself. 

From the other end of the table, I hear Sokka and Katara speaking the native Watertribe language.

“Она действительно кажется счастливой,” Katara says.

“Я согласен. Забавно видеть, как эти дети краснеют каждый раз, когда она смотрит в их сторону. Думаешь, она знает, что они все по-щенячьи влюблены в нее?” Sokka responds.

I can tell my kids are mesmerized by their conversation and it dawns on me that they’ve probably never heard anyone speak another language before.

Oh, well, this’ll really knock their socks off then.

Before Katara can respond, I smugly say, “It’s rude to speak another language when there are people that don’t know it in the conversation. But, yes, I’m very happy. Кроме того, они всего лишь дети, а я для них какое-то странное, экзотическое существо, отдохните.”

Now everyone’s eyes are wide and on me, and in the ensuing silence I say, “What, you two didn’t really forget that we have the same first language, did you?”

Looking like scolded children, they say in unison “Sorry y/n.”

I just shake my head and giggle.

Still in complete disbelief, Hange says, “I thought I was having a stroke for a minute when I didn’t understand what was being said.”

I laugh hardily and say, “No, that’s just the language native to the Watertribes. There are a bunch of different languages all across the four nations.”

Suki chimes in, “Yeah and y/n knows all of them.”

I whip towards her. “What? That’s crazy no I don’t!”

She rolls her eyes and says, “Oh yeah? How many languages do you speak?”

“Fluently? Just Watertribe and Universal!” I exclaim.

Zuko scoffs, “You’re so full of shit. You also speak Mainland Fire Nation.”

Toph adds “Not to mention Sand Bender and one of the romantic languages from the Western Earth Kingdom.”

“Yes but I’m not fluent in any of those!”

Suki turns to Hange and says, “She’s being humble.”

“What?! No I’m not! I seriously don’t know that much of any of the languages you just listed! I just lived in those places or around people from those places for so long that I started to pick up bits and pieces!”

Suki just playfully rolls her eyes at me as I huff a little.

A little incredulously Connie asked, “Any other fun facts or stories about y/n we should know?”

I roll my eyes but I can’t help but notice a spark of mischief wash across the entire Gaang.

Katara, my sweet angle baby, says “I feel like every story with y/n is a fun one. Even when things were tough she’s just…I don’t know, she’s like a ray of sunshine.”

I wasn’t expecting her to say something so heartfelt and I immediately blushed and looked down at my tray, suddenly feeling extremely bashful. Despite looking away, I could see just about every one of my new friends nodding in agreement.

Sokka manages to ruin the moment, though. “Yeah, she’s great when she’s not on death’s doorstep.”

This makes the Gaang cackle, and through my own laughter I say, “Fair enough.”

 But my new friends don’t see the humor.

Noticing the mirad of furrowed eyebrows, Suki lightheartedly says, “Oh, let me guess, she’s told you absolutely nothing about her past.”

Hange responds a little defensively, “No, she’s told us quite a lot. Just nothing about a near death experience…”

Snorts and scoffs can be heard coming from the Gaang which only deepens everyone else’s confusion. Suki points at me and continues, “If I know this one at all, she’s told you plenty about the four nations and our overall experiences but nothing even remotely personal. I mean, there’s a good five years of her life that we don’t even know anything about so I’d be surprised if y’all know. And, based on your faces, my guess is she hasn’t told you that she’s sort of on borrowed time-”

Sokka jumps in “Yeah, she’s like a cat with nine lives. Well…I guess it’d be what, six now?”

Confusion quickly turns to concern as I nod and dismissively say, “Yeah, that sounds about right.”

Seeing the worry on my squad’s faces, I quickly reassure them, “I mean, I’m here aren’t I? I’m all good. If anything that should make you guys feel better because it means I’m resilient as hell.”

Again, the Gaang laughs. Having been there through each of my brushes with death, they’ve accepted the same opinion about all of my close calls. Everyone else, however, is getting impatient.

Jean finally cuts us off. “Is anyone going to tell us what the fuck you’re talking about?!”

I smile and ruffle his hair across the table, immediately short circuting the kid. “Relax, Jean Boy. It’s not that big of a deal, I promise. But, if you must know, yes, I’ve had a few…close calls. The first one was when I was just honestly kind of in the way when Azula shot Aang with lightning. I was underneath him as he was entering the Avatar state and so I was the quickest path for the lightning to find the ground again. The second was during the Day of Black Sun invasion. It was before the end of the 100 year war. Just like I’ve explained that water benders get their strength from the moon, fire benders get theirs from the sun. So a solar eclipse gave us the perfect opportunity to invade the Fire Nation palace. They had anticipated our attack and retreated to some tunnels underground to wait out the eclipse and Sokka, Toph, Aang and I found Azula. Basically, she baited us into waiting until the sun came back out and the moment it did, she hit me close range with her fire. That would have been bad enough on its own seeing as she was about as close to me as I’m sitting to you right now, but something we didn’t explain earlier about Azula is that she’s a prodigy. She’s such a gifted fire bender that her flames burn blue because they’re thousands of degrees hotter than normal fire. It, um…it essentially melted about a third of my torso…”

As I trail off, Aang quietly says, “We might have been making light of the situation earlier, but that one was really scary. Y/n was basically unconscious for about a week.”

Trying not to let the atmosphere become too dark, I say, “But, thanks to Katara’s healing, I’m obviously fine now. Then, as we sort of alluded to earlier, there was the fight Azula and I had during Sozin’s Comet. She had tried to shoot Katara and I with lightning but Zuko jumped in the way. While Katara healed him, Azula and I fought and I redirected her lightning back at her. That’s what I thought killed her, actually. But, because that’s a really advanced move, it was my first time bending in three years, and the fact that it’s actually a fire bending move and not a water bending one, it also knocked me out. It kinda fried my chi and took a bit for me to recover.” I quickly added, “But again, I’m completely fine now so all of this is just kind of lore about me, I guess.”

There’s a long silence. Finally, after a silence that seemingly stretches on forever, it’s Eren that speaks for the first time in what feels like days. “You weren’t kidding when you said you’ve been through worse than that concussion you got in Shiganshina.”

I burst out laughing which prompts everyone else to join in.

Thank god someone broke that tension.

As eloquently as she says everything, Toph then states, “Bet she hasn’t told you she can fire bend either then, huh?”

My eyes go wide as there are a cacophony of gasps, whats, and huhs.

“No, no, no,” I say frantically looking between Toph and the rest of my friends, old and new. “I didn’t mention that because I can’t do it on command! Believe me, I’ve tried. I have fire bent twice in my life and it’s only ever happened when I’ve been beyond angry. Beyond furious, even.”

Glaring at Toph before realizing exactly who I was glaring at, I continue, “I had good reason not to tell you that I’ve done that because I didn’t want to get your hopes up that it was something that I could do or use regularly.”

I finish by mumbling, “Toph, I’m glaring at you by the way.”

Hange only seemed to hear what she wanted to out of that discussion, because she excitedly starts going on, “Y/n you are going to have to tell me everything about this! How it happened, what you did, everything! We are going to get you to firebend if it’s the last thing I do!”

Levi, seeming as curmudgeonly as ever, says, “Cool it shitty glasses. She said she can’t do it on command.”

The look that Katara and Suki exchange is not lost on me, but what’s more perplexing is the expression Hange immediately gets on her face. It’s both knowing and ornery, but I’m really surprised that she doesn’t press the issue or say anything that seems to warrant her face.

It’s Sokka that changes the subject this time, asking, “So, you gotten to spar any or have you been too busy bending now?”

Connie huffs out, “Has she ever.”

Again, this makes me laugh as I explain to the Gaang, “I’ve been helping them with their sparring lately. Eren asked for lessons to help his titan combat and everyone else has sort of tagged along. It’s been fun.”

“Damn, I was hoping you’d be outta practice so I could smoke your ass,” Sokka quipped.

“Sokka, I could have been in a vegetative state for the last two years and you still wouldn’t be able to smoke my ass,” I say matter-of-factly.

Everyone but Sokka laughs at this as he huffs, “Yeah?! Well…I’ve been practicing too! And I’ll have you know I’m in a totally different league than the fifteen year old boy you last sparred with!”

I raise my eyebrows and tease him, “Oh yeah, hot shot? You wanna bet on that one?”

Getting more indignant as everyone continues to laugh, Sokka all but shouts, “You know what? Yeah! Let’s spar!”

The disgust is evident on my face as I say, “Right now?”

“Yes! Right now! Let’s go to your little training field!” He shoots up as he speaks.

I sigh and begrudgingly stand up as well. As we walk towards the field I hear Toph somewhere behind me say, “My money is on y/n putting him down in less than four seconds.”

We get out to the field and at this point the sun has set and the ground is illuminated by an almost full moon. We take our stances across from each other and he pulls out his sword. 

Just as we’re about to start, I hear Levi call from the sidelines, “Does y/n have a weapon?”

Suddenly Sokka is exasperated, saying, “Yeah, do you?!”

I shrug dismissively. “I mean, I have my knives on me but I always have those. It’s never been a problem when we’ve sparred before.”

Sokka shakes his head violently. “Uh uh, no way. I’m not taking any chances.”

So, with a heavy eye roll, I take one knife from my waistband and the other from my ankle strap and chuck them at a tree on the side of the field, lodging one on top of the other.

With my hands out, I say, “There? Ya happy?” with clear annoyance in my voice.

“Very,” Sokka says with a grin.

I can tell there’s a slight commotion on the side but I’m not sure exactly what’s happening.

“She’s going to fight him without any weapons?” Levi asks, only barely concealing his concern.

Suki smugly responds, “Of course, wouldn’t want her to have an even more unfair advantage against him.”

Sokka swings his sword from the side and in one swift movement I block up and crank his arm backwards, trip him, and then pin him with his own weapon.

“Ha! Called it!” Toph cackles.

Sokka huffs and puffs as he swats my hand out of the way when I offer to help him up. As I hand him is sword back he immediately seems to ready himself for another round.

I raise an eyebrow. “Again, hot shot?”

Without another word, Sokka swings from the side just like he did before. I block up and grab his arm again, but instead of knocking him to the ground and pinning him I say, “You do realize the reason I beat you so fast every single time is because you start every fight we’ve ever had the exact same way, right?”

My comment seems to fluster him so I let go and motion for him to start again. This time he takes a different approach and I have to jump back to avoid being hit.

“Much better!” I say with genuine excitement.

He swings and jabs a few more times before I lay him out again. “See? That was much longer this time! Don’t be predictable.”

I go to help him up and this time he takes my hand, clearly done with this little experiment. I begin walking towards the tree where my knives are lodged when over my shoulder I hear, “I don’t think we’ve ever sparred.”

Turning around slowly, I see Zuko standing in the field, his dual swords already drawn and mischief written all over his face.

Cautiously, I say, “Is that so?”

Again, it’s Toph that makes a snide remark. “Yeah that’s because you two hated each other for a while.”

Making direct eyecontact with me Zuko says, “No, I never hated her.”

I choose not to respond, instead getting into a much more firm stance than I had held with Sokka.

He swings his blades artfully through the air and I do a dive roll over the top of them. While I’m still on the ground the tips of his swords come racing towards me and I have to roll back on my shoulders to avoid the front swing and then spring forward and onto my feet to avoid the back swing. 

At this point I’m within inches of him, but I bide my time before I strike. Our moves are almost perfectly in sync; as he swings left, I jump right. As he swoops right, I spin left. At one point he anticipates my dodge and fakes me out to swing in the direction I was planning on moving, forcing me to flip up and over his swords.

After this goes on for a few minutes, I figure that he’s probably tired enough to be exactly where I want him. So, for the first time since the start of the fight, I back up to a position where we’re squared off against each other. Just as he’s about to move in, I move in a flash; I throw a spinning kick that hits one blade, two blades, then his face. As I knock each sword out of his hands I’m quick to grab it in one fluid motion without breaking the momentum of my kick or letting the swords clatter to the ground. By the time my feet are back on the ground he’s reeling and I’m able to sweep his feet out from under him and pin him on his back, his own swords drawn in a cross over his neck.

We hold this position for a moment, both panting. He holds my gaze for longer than I’m comfortable with so I suddenly back off, getting up and handing his swords to him. Again, I move to retrieve my knives. With my back towards everyone, suddenly my hair stands on end all across my body.

I whip around just in time to see a fire ball hurling towards me. On instinct, I dissipate it just like I would water.

Then, I just stand there staring at Zuko, dumbfounded. With my palms towards the sky, all I can ask is, “What the fuck, Zuko?”

He doesn’t say anything, but even from across the field under nothing but the moon I can feel the fury radiating off of him. He throws another punch of fire my way, and I deal with it the same way I did before.

Now, I’m aggravated. I stand deathly still, eyes narrowing, one eyebrow raised as I practically growl, “I will give you one. chance. to rethink what you’re doing.”

For some reason, he didn’t take my threat seriously and decides to bend at me again. Without hesitation, I absolutely turn it on. Dodge his fire, grab ground water, blast him once with a large cannon of water. 

As he gets knocked back, I slowly approach where he stands and continue my onslaught. I freeze him in place and see him frantically try to melt my ice to no avail.

Stuck, he’s completely at my mercy. I get so close to him that he likely felt my breath fanning across his face. 

Keeping my voice threatening and low enough that only he could hear me say, “This has nothing to do with losing a sparring match. Get over it.” I liquify the ice and he stumbles a bit as I stand there watching him to make sure he doesn’t pull anything.

I turn around to walk away but I’m stopped cold when Zuko says, “✌︎⧫︎ ●︎♏︎♋︎⬧︎⧫︎ ✋︎ ♎︎♓︎♎︎■︎🕯︎⧫︎ 🙵♓︎●︎●︎ □︎◆︎❒︎ ♌︎♋︎♌︎⍓︎.” 

My blood runs cold, my eyes go wide, and my mouth drops open.

Did he really just say that?

As I’m trying to process, I’m overcome with rage at his sheer audacity. In a flash, I’ve spun around and elbowed him in the jaw before cracking him with a right hook, a left roundhouse, and grabbed his shoulders so I could thrust my knee into his solar plexus. By the time I was done everyone had descended and was trying to break up the fight, but I held firm to his collar.

Through gritted teeth I spat, “You’re a piece of shit Zuko. You’re no better than your father.” With that, I threw him on the ground before stalking off to rip my knives out of the tree. While people were busy tending to Zuko’s injuries, I slipped off unnoticed. At least, I had hoped I hadn’t been noticed. 

As I made my way to the roof, I was overcome with embarrassment.

Fuck, I hate losing my temper like that in front of people. 

I flop down on the ledge at the edge of the roof and stare at the sky, trying to force my anger to dissipate. At the sound of the door opening, I have a pretty good idea of who it is but without looking up I simply bite, “I’d like to be alone, thank you very much.”

Just as I had suspected, the steps that draw nearer to me indicate that it’s Levi that’s joined me. As he quietly sits down next to me, I try to pretend he isn’t there.

Little shit is quiet enough, I might as well still be alone.

We sit in this silence for a while and I do honestly forget he’s there after a bit. Actually, by the time he speaks up I’ve pretty much entirely cooled off.

Gently, he says, “You alright?”

I heave an extremely heavy sigh before sitting up and saying, “Yeah, I mean, I guess. Zuko just knows exactly how to get under my skin.”

Just as I had hoped, this was enough to satisfy Levi without having to go into anymore details. Now that I’m sitting up though, I see that he’s brought a cup with him. Nodding towards it I say, “That doesn’t look like tea.”

He snorts and passes it to me. As he does so he says, “You hit him with every ounce of strength you had. I figured your knuckles probably hurt so I thought you could use this to heal yourself.” He completely trails off towards the end, but I still heard him loud and clear.

As I take the cup from him I put my hand on his arm, causing him to snap his head towards me.

Damn, you’d think I’d just burnt him or something.

Without removing my hand and staring directly into his eyes -- Wow have his eyes always been this sparkley? -- I quietly say, “Thank you, Levi. That’s super thoughtful and I really appreciate it.”

Despite it still being the middle of the night, I can see that he blushes hard at what I just said. In fact, this was the first time I was absolutely certain that it was a blush that I saw and not just a byproduct of the environment.

Huh. I wonder if anyone has ever told him they appreciate him? They had to, right?

Silently, I bend the contents of the cup over my knuckles. Until he mentioned it, I hadn’t paid any mind to my cracked and bloodied knuckles but now that I’m actively thinking about it and healing them, they do smart quite a bit.

I’ve finished my healing in no time and throw the remaining water off the edge of the roof. As we continue to sit in silence, I’m suddenly struck by the fact that I’m actually glad to have company and, more than that, I’m glad it’s Levi as opposed to anyone else.

Huh. Maybe Katara and Suki were onto something.

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Cultural Differences Part 2

You and Armin secretly conspire to set your pining best friends on a date.

CHAPTER WARNINGS: angst, heavy topics, sex addiction mentions, trauma from said sex addictions, mentions of possible relapse, fear of relapse, reader kind of has a mental breakdown in front of Mikasa, heavy topics in general please proceed with caution

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About a week after your first appearance in the house you and Mikasa found yourselves at Target, walking around aimlessly. The original goal had been to buy a few decorations for your room, seeing as it was currently void of any color or personality, but that plan went down the drain when the two of you started talking and became more invested in each other’s stories.

Not to mention that the two of you continuously made fun of funky-looking toys and read the backs of books in the silliest narrator voices you could make.

Instead of decorations you ended up with a few books in your cart, ones you and Mikasa actually thought sounded interesting. After paying for your items, you checked the time and offered to take Mikasa to dinner before returning home, to which she happily obliged.

You ended up grabbing food from a nearby Chick-Fil-A, seeing as it would be decently cheap and there wasn’t many other choices. Dine-in was closed, so you drove home and instead ate in the living room while watching Twilight (Mikasa’s choice).

It didn’t seem like anyone else was in the house, but you were proven wrong when you heard footsteps descending the stairs.

You turned to see who it was, seeing Armin emerge from behind the wall. He turned the corner and beelined toward the kitchen, opening a cupboard to grab a bag of Doritos before joining you and Mikasa on the couch.

He plopped down next to you, quietly asking, “Is this Twilight?”

“It’s New Moon, idiot,” Mikasa said, not allowing her gaze to leave the screen.

Armin lifted his hands in mock surrender, apologizing before scooting closer to you so he could talk without bothering Mikasa.

“I’m so tired of these movies,” he muttered. It was barely audible, but he had moved his lips to right beside your ear so you could hear him clearly. “I really don’t understand why she likes this series so much.”

“It’s a masterpiece,” you joked, imitating the exact words that leave Mikasa’s mouth whenever someone dislikes it. “I don’t know why she likes it so much either.”

Armin nodded. He returned his attention to the TV but didn’t move away from you. He stayed close, his arm pressed against yours and your thigh pressed against his.

Your heart jumped in your chest at the contact, and you couldn’t decide if you liked it or not. Some past part of you loved it—craved it, even.

But that’s a part of you that exists in the past. You don’t want to bring it back to the surface, so you tried to push it down.

But the memories that came with that part of you suddenly flooded your mind, and oh how you missed them. You loved the words of affirmation and praise you had always received, loved the physical touch and feeling of closeness you felt.

Remembering what always happened afterwards—the feeling of emptiness and loneliness you always suffered—made you want to move away from Armin.

You brought your legs to your chest and hugged them, curling yourself into a ball. You didn’t want to make it too obvious that you didn’t want his touch, so you simply did that and left it as it was.

Armin noticed, and offered to grab you a blanket. You nodded and were thankful when he stood up and walked to the basket in the corner of the room, retrieving a white blanket with a taco pattern on it.

He handed it to you and sat back down, still on the same couch as you but further away this time.

Mikasa sat, unknowing to the entire thing.

The three of you continued watching the movie, and every now and then you found yourself slipping glances toward Armin.

When the movie had ended and Mikasa had gone up to her room and it was just you and him sitting on the couch, he apologized.

“No, it’s fine, really,” you said, trying your best to dismiss his need to apologize. “I just get a little nervous when people get close. It’s nothing, I promise.”

It really was nothing. You had no fear that he would do anything, no fear that he would take advantage of you or manipulate you. It was you that you feared because you couldn’t control yourself. You didn’t want to put him in any sort of position he wouldn’t want to be in. You didn’t want whatever needs or desires you had to ruin the friendship you and him had started building.

He looked at you, his eyes soft and understanding. You could still see a sense of worry he had that he’d made you uncomfortable.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

You nodded. “Yes, I’m positive. It’s perfectly fine.”

“Okay.” Armin’s voice was quiet. You could tell he still didn’t believe you when you said you were fine, but he dropped the subject.

“Do you know where Eren is?” you asked after a couple seconds of silence.

Armin shrugged. “I think he told me earlier he would be on a date and get home late,” he said. “If he even comes home, that is. He tends to stay away from home when he’s with another girl.”

“Are the walls that thin?” you asked.

“No.” As Armin answered your question he looked towards the stairs, then to the kitchen to make sure nobody was listening. Then, he lowered his voice and leaned onto his knees. “He likes Mikasa, though. He has since we were little, actually. He thinks he doesn’t stand a chance with her so he fills the void he has with other girls.”

You nodded in understand. After all, you know exactly how that feels. “I hope he shoots his shot,” you whispered. “Mikasa likes him, too, but doesn’t know how to process her feelings.”

Armin let out an amused breath of air, leaning back into the couch and crossing his legs. “Yup, she sure does. Honestly, it sometimes physically hurts me watching them interact. There’s times they’ll be such nervous messes and can’t even hold a conversation.”

“She’s called me so many times after those conversations. She’s always beating herself up about being so awkward and she doesn’t know why,” you said, smiling. “I always thought it wasn’t as bad as she said it was, but it definitely is now that I’ve actually seen them talk. Sometimes I just want to do something to resolve whatever feelings are happening between them.”

Armin nodded. You looked over after a few moments of silence to see that he was thinking. You could see the gears in his head turning, the way his eyebrows were furrowed and the way his tongue swiped over his lips.

You looked away.

“What if we did do something?” he asked, shifting his gaze towards you.

You turned back to him. “Like what?”

“I don’t know, like set them up on a date.”

“How would we do that, though? It’s not like we can just tell them to go somewhere without us, they’d definitely think something was up.” You thought for a moment. “Well, I don’t know about Eren but Mikasa would know we’re trying to do something.”

“Yeah.” Armin hummed in thought, the pads of his fingers tapping against the couch. “What if all four of us went somewhere? Somewhere nice—that you would need a reservation for. And then you and I leave saying we have something to do for our project that we forgot about and left them.“

You nodded. “I think that’d work. Where would it be, though?”

“I know a place,” Armin said, smiling. “We could go there. I can call and set up a reservation.”

You nodded again. “Yes, that works great. Would we do anything specific afterwards or just come back here?”

“We could do something if you wanted to.”

Armin smiled at you, a soft, infectious smile that made your lips curl into a wider grin.

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Later that night you found that you couldn’t sleep.

Each time this thought occurred to you, you would look at the clock and tell yourself you needed to sleep, hoping it would work.

It didn’t. You’re almost positive it has to do with Armin and the fact that you were so close earlier.

That was the closest you had been to someone in almost two years—other than your family and Mikasa, of course. You had mostly refrained from touching people due to your past obsessions and desires, and you succeeded, too. The record you had from the past two years was clean—no significant others, no outings to the bar every Saturday, no flings, no kisses, not even a date.

You had a feeling Armin would be the one to tarnish the record you had tried so hard to keep clean without even trying.

And not because he wanted to, but because you needed that affirmation, because you craved the sound of his voice complimenting the food you cooked even if it was a bit too spicy for him.

You found yourself soundlessly opening Mikasa’s bedroom door and lightly knocking.

She had a tendency to stay up late, watching some sort of movie while she completed an assignment or reading a book, and tonight was no different. You could tell she was just about to go to bed—her make-up had been wiped off hours ago and she was wearing her tank top and shorts she only put on right before bed. Not to mention that she had just been about to click off her bedside lamp before you entered.

“Oh, sorry,” you said. “I didn’t mean to. I didn’t know you were about to go to sleep.”

“It’s fine.” Mikasa retracted her hand from the lights switch and moved over on her bed, flipping the covers over and motioning for you to sit next to her.

When you did she covered you with her thick blankets, and then leaned against the wall with you.

“So what’s bothering you?” she asked. You could hear the drowsiness in her tone, and you felt bad for keeping her up longer when she so clearly wanted to sleep.

“It’s nothing, really. It’s stupid,” you muttered, bringing your knees to your chest to hug them.

“Is it about Armin?”

You waited a moment before nodding once.

Mikasa pursed her lips before sitting up correctly. “What happened? Did he do something?”

You quickly shook your head, dismissing her questions. “No, nothing like that. It’s just . . . I feel the need again. And I just feel like it’s going to get worse since I live with him and see him every day.”

Mikasa’s features relaxed as she nodded in understanding. She grasped your hand and squeezed it. “It’s going to be okay. You’ve been doing so good these past two years, and I know you won’t mess it up. You wouldn’t do that to yourself.”

“I know. And I know I don’t even like him like that, I only really like that he’s a new person that listens and pays attention to me, you know?” You returned the squeeze, repositioning yourself in her bed so you were laying down.

She laid down beside you, pulling you closer to her in a warm embrace. “I know,” she said. “I promise it’ll get better. You don’t need to go back to constantly having sex to feel valid, not when I’m right here to tell you those exact same things because men are uncreative with their praise. I swear that.”

You returned her hug, hiding your face in the crook of her neck as you let out a few silent cries.

“Mikasa, I don’t want to go back to that,” you silently choked out, squeezing her as if she were your lifeline. “It was so terrible, I hated myself every time.”

“I know, I know. You won’t. Because you are worth too much to let that happen. I love you too much to let you do that to yourself. You are so beautiful and gorgeous and deserve so much more than what some random dick at the bar can give you.”

She soothingly rubbed your back as you continued sobbing into her shoulder, her other hand reaching up to run through your hair because she knew how much you liked that.

She kept doing that until finally your cries turned into steady breathing and she knew you were asleep. It was 3:27 when she left a soft kiss on your temple and wished you goodnight before falling asleep herself.

—

The date you and Armin had set up for your roommates was at an Italian restaurant you didn’t know the name of. The inside was extremely nice and put together, and the four of you had to wait about fifteen minutes before being seated at your table.

It was the kind of place you needed to dress up to go to, so before leaving the house you and Mikasa got ready together.

It was like both of your prom nights all over again; when she had travelled down to your city in Texas and took you to prom because your boyfriend had dumped you the week prior, and when you had taken a plane up to Paradis to attend her junior prom because both Armin and Eren had gotten sick.

As you did each other’s make-up you recounted everything you could remember for as long as you’ve known each other. There was a point Eren felt the need to check on the two of you because you had been laughing so hard you couldn’t breathe.

It almost felt exactly what prom night was supposed to be when Eren and Armin knocked on Mikasa’s room door, jokingly holding their hands out to escort you downstairs as the two of you giggled.

It felt nice to laugh, especially after your past few days of worrying about relapsing when you were doing so good.

That thought was pushed to the back of your head now, though. You and Mikasa were sat in the back seat of the car, quietly whispering and laughing among yourselves like school girls. Eren and Armin noticed this from the front seats and didn’t comment on it, instead listening in on the conversations you thought you were keeping quiet.

When you reached the restaurant and we’re seated, you and Mikasa ended up beside each other, Armin and Eren across from you.

Eren continued glancing at you and Mikasa as you two continued talking, looking at the menu. “You know, I thought you guys were dating for a while.”

You immediately quieted down and your eyes widened at the sudden statement. “What?” you asked, more in disbelief than anything else.

“I was convinced that Mikasa was in a relationship for almost all of high school,” he continued. “She took time off to travel so she could see you and then disappear for a couple days when you came up here. I was positive she had a secret boyfriend or something.”

You and Mikasa exchanged a knowing glance, raising your eyebrows at each other before turning back to the boys in front of you with smug looks on your faces.

Eren glanced between the two of you. “What was that look?”

“We’ve been girlfriends since middle school, Eren,” Mikasa joked. “God, you should know this. She’s the literal love of my life.”

Mikasa leaned over and left an obnoxiously loud kiss on your cheek, leaving behind a faint black imprint from her lipstick. You smiled cheekily, leaning over to do the same to her.

“I still can’t tell if you’re shitting with me,” Eren said, glancing at the marks on both of your cheeks. “Armin, I’m not the only one that thought they were a thing, right?” Eren turned to his best friend, who didn’t seem to be paying much attention to the conversation and was instead looking at the menu.

“No, I thought that for a bit, too,” he said, glancing up. “They even look like they’re actually dating now, their outfits kind of correlate.”

“So do yours and Eren’s,” you said. “It’s basically the same as mine and Mikasa.”

“I actually think some teenagers saw us when we walked in and think we’re in a poly relationship,” Mikasa said. “One held up a heart to us and yelled be who you are, actually.”

The outfits in question were almost exact opposites of each other. Mikasa wore a skin-tight black dress with short, puffy sleeves, which she paired with a smokey-eyed look and black lipstick. She wore heeled combat boots to add to her height, and had her arm resting across the booth behind you.

You, on the other hand, were wearing white. It was still a tight dress, more or less the same as your best friend’s, but the sleeves were longer and had more of a bell style to them. You wore cream flats, and Mikasa had chosen a more subtle eye look for you, choosing to go with a bold red lipstick as your staple for dressing up.

You had unintentionally matched with your ‘dates.’ Eren wore black slacks and a black button up, and while his hair was up in its usual bun it seemed nicer and more put together. Armin wore the same slacks as Eren, except instead of a black button up his was white, and his hair was combed neatly. He had swapped out his usual glasses for contacts, and, despite the dim lighting in the restaurant, you could see his eyes more clearly.

“Did they really?” Eren asked, furrowing his eyebrows at Mikasa’s statement.

She nodded, taking a sip of the tea she had ordered. “Yeah, I don’t know how you didn’t hear it.”

Eren and Mikasa continued talking as Armin lightly tapped the table in front of you to get your attention. When you looked up to him, you saw that he was holding the menu to hide his mouth from Eren and Mikasa’s view.

“When are you wanting to leave?” He had just barely whispered it, but you could read his lips and know what he was saying.

You glanced at Mikasa. It seemed that she and Eren had changed the subject, and she was now laughing at something Eren had said while he smiled at her.

You lifted your menu as well. “We can right now, if you want.”

Armin glanced beside him as well, taking note that Mikasa and Eren seemed too engrossed in what they were talking about to notice anything else.

“I think now would be a good time,” he said, shifting his gaze back to you. “Call me like we said.”

You nodded, grabbing your phone and dialing his contact to call him. Your turned your volume all the way down so that when he answered and started talking it wouldn’t make noise.

Armins phone rang soon after, and he pulled it out of his pocket before picking up. You pretended to have just been having a conversation with him, waiting patiently for his call to end.

Eren looked towards his friend at the sound of his ringtone, and raised his eyebrow in question. Armin shrugged toward him, and the three of you were silent as Armin spoke with the imaginary person.

When he hung up, he told some elaborate lie you couldn’t keep up with, essentially saying that you and him needed to do something for your project that you had forgotten and needed to leave. You and him slipped out after saying goodbye, and started laughing quietly as soon as you walked out of the restaurant.

“So did you want to do anything?” you asked after the two of you had stopped. You had paused by his car in the parking lot, the one Eren had used to drive here.

“Well, since I conned you out of a good meal, I figured we could grab something to eat and then head back home?” Armin suggested. “Or we could do something else.”

You smiled at him from across the roof of the car before opening the passenger door. “That works. We’ll go home and watch a movie, or something.”

You slipped into the car, buckling your seatbelt and waiting for Armin to enter as well. When he did the two of you drove around for a bit, before deciding that cheap fast food was probably all your wallets could handle at the moment.

You shot Mikasa a text saying you and Armin had taken the car and offered to pay for an Uber once she and Eren were done. She didn’t reply until you and Armin were deep in conversation over your dinner, saying that it was fine and that she and Eren would pay for it themselves.

After you and Armin had ordered, you sat at one of the booth tables with your number and waited for your food to arrive.

It was silent for a bit before Armin asked, “So how long have you and Mikasa been friends again?”

You hummed, looking to the side as you thought. “A long time. Uhm, I’m not sure. Our moms were best friends and since she and I are close in age we met super young. I’ve known her basically my whole life.”

“So you still kept contact with her even after she moved here?”

You nodded. “Yeah, our parents talked almost all the time, so whenever they did that we would, too. When we finally got our own phones the first thing we did was exchange numbers so we could talk more easily.”

The waiter came by with a tray, placing it on your table before taking your number and wishing you a good evening. You and Armin quickly separated your meals before continuing.

“What about you?” you asked. “How long have you known Mikasa?”

“Since we were eight, eight or take,” he replied. “I met her because of Eren. She just started coming to our school one day and no one talked to her because she was new. But, of course, Eren immediately spoke to her and asked why her eyes were narrower than almost everyone else’s.” Armin rolled his eyes. “He was like that until he almost got a concussion when he asked why someone’s nose was hooked.”

You let out a laugh, unknowingly covering your mouth. “Did he not know that everyone looks different?”

“Well, everyone in Paradis looks more or less the same, and he’s been here his whole life. He wasn’t used to people with different features as a kid.”

You didn’t miss his wording, and asked, “Are you not from Paradis?”

Armin shook his head. “I was born in Germany. Both my parents were in the military and they had me on base. My mom was German, but she moved to the States and joined the Air Force. She was deployed to a German base and met my dad. I didn’t see either of them much since they moved around a lot, so it was basically my grandpa that raised me. He moved to the States for his daughter, because she wanted me to be an American citizen.”

“I didn’t know you were German,” you said.

Armin chuckled. “A lot of people don’t, and since I moved here at a young age and never talked much about traditions a lot of them never found out.”

“Why don’t you talk about your traditions?”

He shrugged. “It just never comes up in conversation, I guess. I was also always self-conscious about being German, so I just didn’t talk about it because I didn’t want anyone to know.”

He had been tapping his fingers against the paper of his cup, but after saying that he stopped and shook his head. “But anyways, what made you want to come to Paradis? I know you’re from Texas and there’s some good colleges there. You’d be closer to home, that way.”

You shook your head slightly. “I hated Texas. I always wanted to leave. Paradis gave me that option, and Mikasa is here, so that was a plus.”

“Why don’t you like Texas?”

It wasn’t just Texas you disliked. You disliked the people. You never felt right living there—too Mexican for the white washed city you lived in but too white for the Hispanic community there. You never felt like you fit in with others, especially because after your dad met your step-mom you felt like almost all of your culture had been erased.

You didn’t grow up with some of the customs you would have if you lived with other Hispanics. Sure, your city had color to it and the occasional event, but most people there were fourth or fifth generation and had been Americanized a long time ago.

“It’s just not for me,” you said. “I never felt like I fit into a group.”

You left it at that, not wanting to overshare information with someone you were trying to not be attracted to. You knew that if you spoke about it he would listen intently, and that would lead you into a spiral.

Armin nodded, picking up on your hint to leave it at that.

“You look pretty, by the way,” he suddenly said. “I don’t know if I told you that earlier, but you do.”

You gave him a soft smile. “Thanks.”

He returned your smile and continued eating. You did the same.

The rest of dinner was mostly silent. The two of you received the occasional glance from someone passing to reach the bathroom (probably people assuming the two of you were a couple on a date that wasn’t going well), but you didn’t pay much mind to them.

It was silent in the car ride as well. Armin had been polite and opened the passenger door for you, for which you thanked him and gracefully entered the car. Other than that, the silence between the two of you was deafening, but you didn’t know what to say to fill it.

It wasn’t until you were putting your keys in the lock that you spoke.

“You said you’re German, right?” You quietly spoke, hoping that if he didn’t hear you right you could pass it off as you not saying anything.

But he had heard your question. “Yeah. What about it?”

You opened the door as you turned to him, seeing that he was leaning against the wall beside you. “Do you think you could tell me about your traditions some time? The things you do?”

You couldn’t read the emotion that flashed in Armin’s pretty blue eyes, but you could assume it was something positive based on the way his lips curled into a soft, attractive smile.

“Yeah,” he said, pushing himself off the wall and motioning for you to go inside before him. “Yeah, I can.”

He didn’t see it, but you smiled, too. He couldn’t see it, but he could feel it, and he wished he could see your pretty red lips curving into what had become his favorite shape.

“Do you think you could tell me more about where you grew up?” he asked. He didn’t want to be too pushy about the topic, but your answer from earlier had piqued his interest and left him curious. He wanted to know more about you.

You nodded, wiping your obviously bright smile off your face and turning back to him. “Yeah.”

You two stood there for a few moments before retreating to your rooms for the night.

He had wanted to kiss you, but refrained because he wanted to do this right. He wanted to learn about you before making any moves.

Not to mention that he was convinced you didn’t like him after the situation a few days ago. He didn’t want to make you uncomfortable again.

Regardless, he fell onto his bed with a stupidly smitten smile on his face, feeling like he had just won the lottery with the way butterflies were flapping around in his stomach. He felt like he had kissed you, and he basked in that joy for just a little bit longer before taking a shower and going to bed.

That got kinda angsty sorry y’all-

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[seniaasaysstuff]

𝐖𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐂𝐎𝐀𝐒𝐓 || 𝒋𝒋𝒌 𝒙 𝒂𝒐𝒕

This is just a snippet from my fic I’m thinking of posting on wattpad lol. Would you like to read it? Let me know.

Where itadori y/n gets isekaied into the aot universe along with her friends during the Shibuya incident. This is basically y/n rizzing up people.

"Guys where the fuck are we?" You asked, completely baffled by the situation.

“Caviar!” Toge muttered.

One moments you were in Shibuya fighting and the next thing you knew you were in a big land with a forest behind you.

"Have we all been fucking yeeted to a goddamn forest?" Maki spoke furiously.

And of course Mai had to butt in.

"Yeah like what the fuck?" Mai added angrily.

Everyone just started bickering with each other.

In the midst of this chaos,

todo and yuji were crying something about missing Takada-chan and Jennifer Lawrence,

panda had become the budha statue,

gojo was annoying nanami,

yuta,toge and megumi were silently having a conversation,

And you were having a staring contest with sukuna. Yes the great sukuna had finally been separated from yuji for plot purposes and assumed his original form.

"Give up brat you're setting yourself up for failure." Sukuna mocked you.

"I'm going to hit you sukuna shut the fuck up let me focus asshole." You cursed at him. This was his strategy to annoy you until you give up.

"You only have one decent eye asshole. Stop trying to act cocky with me." You huffed.

"Hey brat back in my day kids like you would have been burnt at the stake." He voiced. "And the fuck am I supposed to do with that information?" You grunted.

"Anyways you old bastard focus on me." You spoke, your eyes were watering but you couldn't just lose to this wrinkly old bastard.

"You know I kinda dig your whole vibe like- unapologetically I'd smash and let you choke me." You blurted, when you said that you were met with radio silence.

"Did you just say you are attracted to sukuna? The old wrinkly bastard that was inside me?" Yuji yelled. "Yuji just stop you're making it worse." Nobara bonked yuji on his head.

“Why are you booing me I’m right.” You yelled.

"Now now y/n-chan~ if you wanted to be attracted to somebody you could've just chosen me. I'm an amazing human/ genius." Gojo said pointing at himself.

Nanami hit the back of his head. "Stop being a nonce satoru." He muttered. "Nanamin stop bullying me." Gojo whined. "Bro literally shut up." You muttered.

"I prefer older guys no older people in general you know," you shrugged. "Daddy issues does that to you." You added.

"Y/N ITADORI THAT IS A GREAT GREAT GREAT SOMETHING GRANDPA YOU FRIGGING IDIOT. HOW ARE YOU INTO THAT PRUNE." Yuji itadori, your twin brother yelled at you.

"He's a sexy prune tho?" You whined.

Maki whistled. "You know I kind of understand what you mean."

"My man sukuna has unspoken rizz.” You wiggled your eyebrows at sukuna.

Sukuna was honestly embarrassed never in his many many many years of living he was treated like this.

He picked you up and threw you over his shoulder. “You seriously need to be taught manners.” He clicked his tongue.

“Will you teach me daddy?” You fluttered your eyelashes looking at sukuna.

He groaned. “What the fuck is this thing? Someone take her away.”

This is what sukuna looks btw.

[levmada]

Problem with the AOT fandom and a lot of other shonen animes is that it’s full of a lot of well…men. Emotionally unintelligent men. That make zero efforts in trying to understand complex characters. Not all but…too many.

oh. then to answer your last ask? i think? it’s weird over anon lol

isayama has said (and i’ll dig up the interview if someone asks) that if it weren’t for the survey corps after isabel and farlan died, levi would be “a very irresponsible person” lol.

i imagine with no goal or desire to do anything besides survive, without knowing what freedom there is outside the walls, he would coast along making enough money (by illegal means) to survive while avoiding getting arrested, and he’d do that until he gets tired of it. you probably know what i mean.

in that same vein, i just can’t imagine a scenario where levi would choose to leave the survey corps; fighting for freedom and humanity becomes the reason he lives and fights.

but if he did leave, the only thing next to do is leave the walls and abandon everyone, or decide he’s tired if you know what i mean.

so u see why it takes a special sort of brain dead-ness to say levi doesn’t have feelings, or levi doesn’t care about his friends. it just doesn’t make the most bare minimum sense for his character.

before i get into the men thing, it’s also extremely important to remember that the sheer size of any fandom WILL negatively affect its perception due to the number of fans. there will ALWAYS be a vocal crazy person, and a small subset of non-vocal crazy people, but this is EXTREMELY heightened by the size of the aot fandom in this case. it’s a landmark in animation in general and a cultural phenomenon, that can’t be argued.

but, what exacerbates that inevitable issue is

1 isayama very very rarely tells us the audience that ‘x is this way because of y’. it’s shocking how much of aot in every way is up to interpretation, and what’s more can fit multiple interpretations. it’s obvious how this popularizes discourse.

but, because of that, in general, shippers (for example) will take all the crumbs that suggests their ship is canon as they can get, and so they feel validated. they want to shout it from the rooftops. this type of shipper pisses off another shipper, which pisses off another type of shipper, and so it’s a mess constantly.

this mainly happens with the popular ships - so all of the levi ships lol.

2 popularity opens up the doors for children/minors to get involved in the fandom and wreak havoc with what amounts to their immaturity (especially morally), and tendency to feel indignant for no good reason.

this is different from bad takes in general, because you really can’t teach them any better when they don’t have the processing power to understand what you’re saying. (that sounds condescending, but think about yourself at 12 years old compared to now yk?)

so it’s frustrating. and that’s putting aside minors invading adult spaces.

3 the politics that do and don’t apply to aot. that’s a major one. (that’s way too broad to get into in this post.)

4 finally the role (western) (white) men play. i’ve stewed on this before on this blog, but i won’t get into the weeds.

idk about you, but western white men is the image that pops into my mind when i think of emotionally unintelligent men with toxic masculinity making dim-witted opinions of aot.

it’s a culture that goes wayyy beyond anything that you can quite comprehend bc of how ingrained it is in america in particular.

but so then, when the issue is popularity, what attracts these types of men? well… eren’s actions do. there’s really no question about it.

what these men seem to think - generally - is that eren should’ve done and was validated in committing genocide because of the way marley oppressed his friends, family, and paradis.

…not to get psychological but that’s literally how tweens aged 11-16 comprehend morality, the entire story considered… and the probable demographic for these men has to be late teens to young adults. (but again, i’m generalizing based on my experiences.)

it’s immature, short-sighted, sadistic, and frankly moronic. i think the major deal here is 1 the culture issue, 2 immaturity, and 3 eren’s genocide is about a power fantasy for these guys.

(i’m really not prepared to get into the weeds on this, but hopefully you know what i mean.)

this type of man goes on to affect the popular perception of women like mikasa, who’s strong, a woman, very loyal, and morally nuanced.

the popular perception of erwin, who’s extremely complex as a character. imo he’s the hardest to understand next to eren. but he’s reduced to this unfeeling sociopathic tyrant. it’s absurd.

and levi, of course. because levi is the strongest, and a man, as a hero there’s the expectation that he also doesn’t have feelings, that he has to be aggressive or dominant, that he needs a female love interest in the end, and so on.

but of course, those expectations aren’t true.

it’s the media illiteracy, on top of the unwillingness to understand any other perspective, on top of harmful biases they possessed already.

sometimes… it is partly the anime/manga’s fault for perpetuating harmful things, or bad writing. but in the case of aot, isayama plays such a minuscule role - if any - that it shouldn’t account for the controversy at all.

[lucauali]

Beach Day: AOT Version

Okay so I have a few ideas lined up for my next posts (including requests and a part 2 for this) so I'll try to pump those out! I'm still working on my Eren series but I'll post those after these few.

Also everyone is in one big friend group in those bc I said so

Eren Jaeger

he's one of those white guys that tans really easily, but he still gets a little burnt

wears those fitted 5" inseam swim trunks with no shirt, not the loose shorts that go to the knees

people will stare at him for sure, but he has on thing on his mind: the best spot to set up

once he helps you (and the group) set up, he's heading for the water

regardless of what kind of bathing suit you decide to wear, or just outfit in general, he'll be all over you

connie ropes him into being buried under the sand and he falls asleep there

gets into silly competitions with Jean and Reiner like making sandcastles

wants to nap a few hours in and will tap out asap

honestly really fun to be around at the beach

Jean Kirstein

I already said this for Eren but it applies for everyone, everyone will be staring as soon as they all show up

Jean has the same style shorts as Eren with a white button down, but unbuttoned and has nice sunnies

brings everything that you may need, including ten pairs of underwear even if it's a day trip

he and Eren will scope out the best spot to set up

brings his sketchbook and various mediums so he can unwind and illustrate the scene in front of him

since I see him as being a sap and romantic at heart, he for sure paints you candidly and all of his friends

goes on yelp to find the best restaurants beforehand, especially hole in the wall places

wants to match with you but lowkey, like matching colors or complementary colors

he doesn't get too tan, but he doesn't burn easily, but that's probably bc he slathers on that spf every two hours

Armin Arlet

Armin and Eren went together to get their trunks and they both liked the design so much that they decided to math <3

I can also see him wearing a t-shirt, whether it's a cotton one or a swim shirt

Jean and Annie make sure he puts on sunscreen bc he burns, and it's so bad that someone brings aloe gel for him in case he forgets he does

brings a stack of books to read when he's not in the water and he finishes all of them

wants to go collect seashells either with or for you, Sasha went with him for a bit but stepped on one and quit

begs everyone to stay long enough for the sunset and they all end up thanking him

brings lots of popsicles and water bottles for everyone and devours every popsicle he has

I think he overheats pretty easily so he lays down on your towel every now and then

wants to try to do those fun lil designs that people do with sunscreen, it works 1 out of 10 times :(

Connie Springer

wears the longer trunks with a goofy ass design like something from sponge bob or if he's bold enough, a speedo

he tans the most but it's unintentional like Eren actually may lay out in the sun sometimes but Connie never does

ropes everyone into some kind of game, usually volleyball or chicken

brings all the alcohol with Porco and the weed is brought between him and Eren, but it's mostly Connie's

will be all over you the second you settle down, but doesn't want anyone else to make heart eyes towards you

grabs you and runs towards the water, if you're not comfy with that then he'll bother you in another way like how little kids always bother their moms LOL

wants you to put his sunscreen on for him so bad and will moan obnoxiously loud for no reason at all like pls kick his ass but he'll put yours on for you so he's fine ig

falls asleep on the sand like maybe he was on the towel at first but he rolled off and Jean and Sasha buried him in sand, they also drew a dick with sunscreen on him LMAOOO but he flaunts it

when he's coming back from the water or from wherever he ventured off too, he'll approach you like it's the first time you've met and flirt with you just to see you all flustered

[fromriches-tosin]

hi could you recommend some anime? pls🥺

hello kk! of course 💜

I'm going to list some titles I watched and liked the most this past year. If you're looking for some specific genre/vibe, do let me know and I'll try to come up with a more coherent list, hehe. I put links to trailers under the titles:

Jujutsu Kaisen The first anime I watched after a very, very long break — however, I started with the prequel movie (Jujutsu Kaisen 0) that had been released after the first season (S2 coming this year). It's a typical humans with powers vs. demons scenario, but it lacks the usual main character vs. main bad boy rivalry trope, instead introducing a very heartwarming and, ultimately, heartbreaking friendship. The characters are awesome and the animation itself is absolutely gorgeous. Even though I'm a big fan of the rough 90s style (DBZ, Berserk etc.), I fell in love with the JJK aesthetics. If you want to give it a try, the movie is definitely worth watching.

Chainsaw Man Another take on the whole demon fighting thing, but it’s different and darker from what JJK has to offer. The very concept of this series might seem funny (the main character has a chainsaw on his head most of the time), but in truth it's a pretty disgusting and heartbreaking story about debasement and fragility of human life. It hits all the right spots. One word I could use to describe this series is psychedelic. I love the animation and the soundtrack has some real bangers. There's only one season out so far.

Attack on Titan I doubt there is anyone who hasn't heard about AOT, but no matter how many people recommended it to me in the past, I just couldn't get around to watching it. Now I know that it was advertised to me in a wrong way — which, ultimately, was a blessing in disguise. I thought it's a typical humans vs. monsters scenario, with a body count similar to that of GOT, but in truth it has much more in common with All Quiet on the Western Front than, let's say, Pacific Rim. It's brutal, anti-war and pretty eye-opening when it comes to human nature. In general, the series is trying to answer this question: if to defeat the monsters you have to become one, is it still a victory for humanity? I'm positively obsessed. Four seasons in total, the last episode will air in October.

JoJo's Bizarre Adventure (that's a fan-made trailer) My friend called me one day and said "I was sick and had a fever, and I found this weird show, and I think you might like it because I couldn't tell if what I was watching was really happening or if I was hallucinating". If you survive two episodes of S1, you'll probably get hooked, but it might be too much at first. This show has everything: vampires, nazis, serial killers who look like David Bowie and a lot of 80s music references. It's spanning generations, continents and universes. You won't know what's coming next. It's even hard to say what this show is about, but someone summarized it this way: "a British bisexual lawyer becomes a vampire and torments a family for generations". I won't lie if I say JJBA has altered my brain chemistry. It did wonders for my creative process and for my writing in general. Araki is a genius and an absolute inspiration for me, hands down. Six seasons out for now, at least several more to come. let me know later if you tired watching any of them :3

[hangeslefteye]

Hey I saw you were doing the aot match ups and I wanted to participate 😅

I'd like to matched up with a male character.

I'm a Sagittarius and my mbti is INTJ. I'm an ambivert I think. Although I prefer not to talk to people. I'm very weird around those I'm comfortable with. I'm very analytical and stubborn. I really like honestly so I'm very blunt. Also really passive aggressive and sarcastic. Like I insult all my friends out of love 😅. I'm very approachable and professional I've been told. I also like to take on a sort of maternal role to all those I love.

My love language(s) are physical touch (although I HATE being touched ik ironic), words of affirmation and acts of service. I like to do things for the people I love and I love to remind them how much they mean to me.

My hobby is drawing. I don't do much else lol.

A green flag of me ig in a relationship is that I'm very nice ig. And selfless. I've been told by many that I'm one of the nicest people they've met 😅. A red flag of mine would probably be that I'm generally apathetic. And I don't care about anything. I'm not very good at reading other people's emotions. I'm also hugely insecure. I hate it lol.

A deal breaker for me in a relationship is disrespect, dishonesty and manipulation.

Okee I usually ship Reiner with moree...emotionally available people and not with someone apathetic D:

But he can use some tough love to get back on his feet and considering you said you tend to take a maternal role on your loved ones,Reiner would appreciate that greatly.Aaand yes you have acts of service with words of affirmation as of love language <3 He'd love those in a s/o.

Also you can feel yourself more comfy with your own emotions because he's a naturally emotional person.

He's a very selfless person like you and I feel like he would get kinda crushed next to someone overly assertive and self prioritizing because I think he doesn't have the ability to draw lines :/

Uhhh about the deal breaker :D I think that depends on what era Reiner is in, feel comfy to pick xD

[floralewrites]

Hey, do you think Levi is impatent or not? If so, could you give me examples? (I sound like a teacher, sorry xD) I personally think he is patient, especially with the 104th (I haven't watched/read all of AOT, so I could be wrong. Please correct me if so) Was he impatient or frustrated when Historia refused to become a queen?

Hi anon. In my humble opinion it depends greatly on the situation. We must remember that people die horribly everyday at alarming rates in this universe because of Titans, so i’d say he does show bouts of urgency or impatience in certain instances where immediate action needs to be taken. He is a stable and composed individual and has a personality type that demands a degree of patience and discipline. So he’s fairly patient with the 104th, but let’s remember he’s training soldiers, he’s not a glorified babysitter so its understandable why and where he would show slight irritation if someone doesn’t do things accordingly. You have to think and act on your feet in this line of work or you die. No one’s life is guaranteed the next day. I think for the most part he is grounded and even tempered, he only gets annoyed where it’s warranted and you understand where he’s coming from with it. Levi has always been a tough love type of character. Historia needed to step up because lives were at stake. He understands it’s a huge burden to go from child to heir of the throne with a snap of the fingers, but he had to give her the necessary push she needed. Historia took to her role quite well in the end so it worked out. So to sum it up, no I don’t think he’s impatient but he is more of a doer than a speaker/thinker, so of course when the situation calls for immediate action, he’s not the type to hesitate at all. Impatient? No. Action oriented? Yes. His motto is literally to live without regrets. In instances where his decisions may present uncharacteristically rash, he deals with the consequences accordingly and is prepared for it. A lot of these “mentor” archetype characters, (Notice i said mentor and not parental figure) even though they may seem like parental figures, they are mentors first. So that’s your Gojos, Kakashis, Levis, Aizawas, etc Their first priority is to train the next generation of people who will save the world in these stories, so they have to be hard on them to a degree. While its a job that demands patience, which i think Levi has plenty of, they’re also in a position where they have to be hard on these kids to prepare them for cruel realities. The whole “parental” thing comes second. I think fans are too attached to the idea of these adults being second hand dads or moms to the minors in the story. They are mentors first and foremost. So the relationship they have with their successors is professional first, and nurturing/emotional second.

Manga spoilers below:

Spoilers of manga chapter 72/Anime episode 12 season 3, ahead:

Him being impatient with Erwin’s antics and trying to dissuade him. He’s lost too many people so he will definitely put you in your place if he deems your actions to be irrational, even Erwin wasn’t exempt.

This is chapter 71 anime episode 11, season 3: Him being very patient with Shadis while he explains himself while Hange loses cool.

So as you can gather, it depends on the situation. One’s demonstration of patience is very much situational and depends on the context.

Here’s some of his own quotes:

“What you need is to be quick to act, and make tough decisions in worst-case scenarios.”

“The lesson you need to learn right now can’t be taught with words, only with action.”

“This is just my opinion, but when it comes to teaching somebody discipline…i think pain is the most effective way.”

So he’s an action oriented character. He has a practical no nonsense approach to life. He makes immediate decisions when it’s required and makes sure its a decision he won’t regret. He’s very patient where it counts but isn’t the type to baby those he’s mentoring or trying to protect. So he won’t have the nurturing type patience of a parent would have towards children. He’s not gentle if that makes sense? More practical. But he is patient enough in knowing how to deal with his cadets.

[moneflower]

A Greek Tragedy

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A/N: Basically a drabble talking about a "war" that was significant but so vague that I almost forgot about it if it wasn’t for the new BSD season. Some character exploration of the next anatogonist: DOA.

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Warnings: Manga and light novel spoilers.

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In any piece of media, literally devices are no stranger for the progression of plot and/or to emphasize the stark differences between one character and the next.

From foils to paralells, they set up a character's struggle and the need to overcome it - either through means of confrontation or to plant a seed of doubt to question those beliefs.

To me, how I view Fyodor and Nikolai is like the purpose of a drug stimulant. His is to challenge people by making them step out of their comfort zone, while Nikolai's is to encourage the battle of your inner turmoil. You know, like between demons and angels.

But this all begs the question: Where does Sigma fit into this? First, I would say the name "decay of angels" is most likely to symbolize the fall of the good side, as evident in events of the cannibalism aftermath.

If anything, Sigma is probably Atusushi's moment of question, where good and evil blurs - the cruel capabilities good people can be pushed to when desperate.

Throughout this whole arc, we have characters reaching their existential crisis, namely Kunikida. As someone who goes by the rulebook, it's kind of jarring when Nikolai first shows up, and I'm not talking about his philosophy of freedom.

Like how Verline foiled Chuuya, his eccentricness challenged the limits of the poet's ideals and exceptions of rules - when do we cross the line and when can we forget what we were taught.

The decay of angels is an interesting concept in theory because not only did they happen to shift the narrative, but it seems to be questioning a bigger picture: What are abilities and their roles in society?

Events such as Dead Apple are an example of this, but like how abstract the question presents itself, the answer brings up more questions than answers.

Just what was "The Great War" and what happened to the supposedly ability users that were in the midst of this. From our current timeline, the older generation who were adults at the time were Mori, Fukuzawa, Fukuchi - the big three I'm going to focus on because of how much they influenced the plot.

In the most likely scenario, these characters could embody the varying perspectives of war. Fukuchi, the soldiers in line to experience it first hand, Mori, the cleaners: healing those fallen soldiers, and Fukuzawa, a cilivilan at home facing his own consequences of the war: famine, hunger, and population decline - all too similar to the story of Rashomon.

It wouldn’t be a too wild to speculate the surge of orphans could have come as a result of this: parents might have been dead or couldn't afford to keep them. 

Whether or not it's meant to reference history, did you know the term "great war" also refers to the first world war.

If what Fukuchi said is to be true, then I wouldn’t be too surprised if his motive consisted of revenge. It’s even more strange how in the BSD wiki page how most of the veterns are either missing or dead. 

There’s often this grey conversation of just how much does it takes to be a hero. 

Was the sacifaces worth it, did you regret any of it because that’s what our main protoganist will be facing besides the typical good vs evil. A grey morality that can be easily shifted if your justification are rightous enough. 

It’s kind of tragic to know they were just barely young adults before they were dragged into this mess, an adult’s game of poltics that ruined a future they had ahead of them. Like the cycle, it is now happening to the new generation that they can’t seem to break out of. 

‘You either die as a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villian.’

Fuichi is what you would call a tragic hero. He reminds me of Reiner from AOT when people were quick to turn on him before his perspective came out. All of a sudden he was this villianized person to someone redeemable. 

For now, he’s got what I like to call it the “Macbeth Treatment.” Someone reverd but somehow lost their way due to their own hubris or shortcoming. 

It’s scary because this could have became any’s hero fate, the fact that Dazai could or could have easily taken this path doesn’t make it all the more easy. 

We still have beast to talk about. Where Mori fits into this picture and many more, but that’s for next time. On a later post when I can gather enough brain power to write more. 

[littlehaize]

Incorrect Quotes Tag

Rules: use this quote generator & list as many quotes as you like using characters from your WIPs, then tag as many people as quotes you listed.

Thanks @vampywriter for the tag!

I then tag: whoever wants to do it and wasn't tag by someone, you can say i tagged you! (moots please do it, i don't want to bother you, but i'm looking at you) (no i don't really tag people because i have more than forty quotes and won't tag that many people)

it's going to be very long because i love incorrect quotes and i have too much time on my hands (and wip on many things)

WIP from fandoms:

(Star Trek) Sarek: Sybok... Sybok: I can tell by the tone of your voice that you are disappointed. Alas, I must further disappoint you by affirming how little I give a fuck.

Spock: If we lose, you’re out of the will. Sybok: I was in the will?

Sarek: You deserve a reward for putting up with me. Amanda: You are my reward. meanwhile Jim: You deserve a reward for putting up with me. Spock: True, you can be really difficult at times.

Sybok: Reverse tooth fairy where you leave money under your pillow and the tooth fairy comes and leaves you a bunch of teeth. Spock: Why? Sybok, shaking a bag of teeth: Just because.

Sarek: Yes, I'm adopting Michael and you cowards can't tell me no!

Amanda: What is love? Spock: An emotional minefield. Sarek: A neurochemical reaction. Sybok: Baby don't hurt me.

Spock: I love you. Jim, not paying attention: What was that? Spock: I said I’m selling you to the zOo-

Bones: Let's just agree to both say we're sorry on the count of three. Bones: One... two... three. Spock: ... Bones: ... Bones: See, now I'm just disappointed in both of us.

Jim: *seductively takes off glasses* Jim: Wow... Spock: *blushes* Haha... what? Jim: You're really fucking blurry.

Pike: So… what would you do if you were in bed with me? Una: Depends. Is your bed comfortable? Pike: Yes. Una: I'd sleep.

Una: My hands are cold. Pike: Here, let me hold them. Una: My lips are cold too. Pike: covers Una's mouth with their hand

Una: When I said bring me something back from the beach I meant like a conch shell! Pike: Struggling to hold a seagull Fucking say that next time!

Pike: Can I ask a dumb question? Una: Better than anyone I know.

Pike: Where are you going? Una: To get MYSELF a gift cause somebody didn't get me one! Pike: I told you I did! Its coming here on Friday! Spock, knowing full well that Pike got Una an engagement ring: *eating popcorn*

(AOT) Annie: Have I ever told you that you cook well? Armin: Awww, no, you haven't! Annie: So why do you keep cooking?

Armin: Why are you late? Annie: A technical error occurred, causing an unexpectedly long bout of unconsciousness. Armin: Overslept? Annie: Overslept.

Reiner: *double checking supplies in the boat* Compass. CB radio. Sunscreen. Bertolt: Hot dog costumes! Reiner: I’m sorry, what? Bertolt: You know, in case we get lost at sea, and one of us, probably Annie, goes mad with hunger, we’ll put these on. Annie hates hot dogs, so they probably won’t eat us. Reiner: Are you saying that Annie would rather eat us than hot dogs? Annie: I do hate hot dogs.

Annie: Okay, can we all stop saying stupid shit for a moment, please?! Bertolt: Alright. Reiner: Hey, I- Annie: SHUT UP! Reiner: I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED MY SENTENCE!! Bertolt: It was bound to be stupid.

Armin: Valentine’s day is just a consumerist holiday that holds no real value other than drive people insane buying heart shaped chocolates for their significant others and pos- Annie: I wrote you a poem. Armin, already crying: You did?

Annie: I still have no idea how I’m attracted to you… Armin: Yeah, well, you’re stuck with me, and no take backs, honey.

*Something crashes* Reiner: Shoot- Bertolt: *running into the room in a panic* WHAT FELL?! Annie: *walking by the room calmly* What died?

Bertolt, Entering Reiner's room: Annie did it again. Reiner: Peace disturbance? Bertolt: What no- Reiner: Arson..? Bertolt: NO, JESUS CHRIST, HOW MANY- Reiner: uh....Attempted murder? Bertolt: NO, THEY ATE ALL THE FOOD IN THE FRIDGE, BUT WHAT THE FU-

Eren: Onion rings are vegetable donuts. Mikasa, used to Eren being dumb: Sure... Eren: Your stomach thinks all potatoes are mashed. Mikasa: Okay? Eren: Lasagna is spaghetti flavored cake. Mikasa: Eren: Lobsters are mermaid scorpio- Mikasa: Jesus, that one is a little- Armin, interested: No, no, Eren, keep going.

Armin: What are you writing? Eren: The government wants to know what kind of weapons we have in the house. I'm letting them know it's private information. Mikasa, looking over Eren's shoulder: This just says 'fuck around and find out' in calligraphy.

Armin: Guys where did Eren go? Mikasa: They got arrested. Armin: How the hell- Eren: *bursts in through the window* The cops are after me, I thought it would be fun to steal crackers and throw them at people.

WIP from original content:

Robin: What’s the announcement, Hiroaki? Hiroaki: It’s a lecture. Nayeli’s gonna tell us everything they know about sex. Noam: It should be an enjoyable 60 seconds.

Noam: Oh god, they texted you ‘hi.’’ punctuation only means one thing, Nayeli. They're mad at you. Nayeli: No, it's Hiroaki. They're just being gramatically correct! *meanwhile* Hiroaki: And then I used a period so they'd know that I'm mad at them. Robin: A period doesn't say 'I'm mad', it says 'you're dead to me'. Hiroaki: I stand by my choice.

Hiroaki: Wake me up- Noam: Before you go go Robin: When September ends Nayeli: WAKE ME UP INSIDE

Noam: Where are your parents? Robin: What are parents? Noam: That’s just about the saddest thing I've ever heard.

Noam: I need a long word. Nayeli: T-rex but the long one.

Noam: GET BACK HERE YOU DUMB FUCK! Nayeli: LET ME RUN FROM THE CONSEQUENCES OF MY ACTIONS!

*Noam and Nayeli are in a car teetering on the edge of a cliff* Noam: oh my god, Nayeli, backwards! Nayeli: Really, Noam? I thought I might go forwards into the river, I thought that would be a fun thing to do.

(they're siblings) Charlene: I WOULD DESTROY THE WORLD FOR YOU! Archibald: Okay, can you do the dishes? Charlene: No!

Archibald, near tears: Please, Charlene, I don’t speak meme! I don't know what a 'yeet' is!

Zachary: Are you a cuddler? Esfir: I'm a machine of death and destruction. Zachary: Esfir: ...Yeah, I'm a cuddler.

Esfir: It's called cauliflower, not ghost broccoli. Zachary, eyes wide: I know what I saw.

Zachary: Here’s the cold medicine you asked for. Zachary: *dumps 3 shopping bags of wine on the table* Esfir: ...Thanks.

Noam: Being gay is a constant battle between "I wish to sit on a window bench with my lover, our legs tangling as we listen to the birds" and "Hey, let's go throw rocks at fascists" and I think that's very sexy of us. Hiroaki: If the window's open and you time it right, you can do both.

Hiroaki: Ugh, crushes are so dumb. Noam: I know. Whenever I’m near the person I like I just start acting stupid. Hiroaki: But you’re always acting stupid? Noam: ... Noam: Yeah, don’t think about that too hard.

Noam, talking to Nayeli: Wait, what's going on? Are we all talking about how hot Hiroaki is? Because Hiroaki is a straight up sexual fox riding a red-hot nuclear bombshell right toward the yowza plaza in the heart of Babe City, Assachusetts, U S A. The last A just stands for more ass.

Hiroaki: I’m proud to identify as morosexual. I’m attracted to dumbasses and dumbasses exclusively. Someone asked me what the Spanish word for "tortilla" was once, and now I dream of kissing them under the moonlight. Noam: What kind of animal is the Pink Panther? Hiroaki, already taking off their clothes: God, Noam, you’re so fucking stupid.

Robin: I wish I could control wasps and bees to sting my enemies. Nayeli: You’re too young to have enemies. Robin: You don’t even know.

Nayeli: This is horrible! This is the most humiliating thing to ever happen to me! Noam: Oh-? Even more humiliating than- Nayeli: We are not doing this!

Robin, holding a scooter: Nayeli! Can I go outside and play with this? Nayeli: Sure, whatever. I'm not your parent, okay? Robin, running outside: Thanks Nayeli! Nayeli, running out after them and screaming: NOT ON THE STREET! STAY AWAY!

Nayeli: I am a responsible adult! Robin: *raises brow* Nayeli: I am an adult.

Hiroaki: So... what’s goin’ on? Noam: You want the long version or the short version? Hiroaki, hesitantly: The short one, I guess? Noam: Shit’s fucked. Hiroaki: Oh. Well, yeah, that’s definitely not an optimal situation.

[f4irycafe]

𝐠𝐨𝐝 𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 : 𝒕𝒐𝒌𝒚𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔 pt.1

characters: draken, south, taiju

warnings: overstimulation, squirting, daddy kink, fingering, dirty talk, public sex, exhibitionism, name calling, pet names, degradation, praise.

notes: please reblog !!! am i biased in my opinions … yes but idc. i am such a fucker for big men it isn’t even funny. i’ll do another version for aot men as well! also all these boys are in their time skip ages or ages up obviously <3 enjoy!

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draken is a service dom 100% . he gets off knowing you’re enjoying yourself and he’s found that the easiest way to make you fall apart is to have two fingers + his tongue scissoring inside of you. he will overstimulate him until you can’t speak or think, just putty in his hands. it’s like his therapy bro i stg. if he comes home from a bad day at work, one of the things that will calm him down is spending an hour between your legs in his own personal heaven.

i honestly don’t think he’s the best at aftercare. he’ll just be silent with you, wash you off if things got messy, then continue on with his day.

you knew what to expect the minute your husband walked through the door, tearing off his layers as he stalked through the house to find you. you couldn’t even get a greeting out before he had you hauled over his shoulder. next thing you knew, you were naked, sweaty, and five orgasms in. you didn’t even have the energy to grab at his dark hair to push him away. draken didn’t care, your pleas of “stop,” and “s’ too much ken,” falling on deaf ears. he was so deep inside of you with just his fingers, it often shocked you that his entire clock could fit. his lips were trapped around your clit as he lapped, flicked, and sucked on the bud . “stop your whining and let me eat.” he said, his tone holding no room for argument. the raw authority in his voice was enough to reduce you to whimpers and whines.

it wasn’t until your entire body was shaking from overstimulation did he stop. you regretted looking at him when he rose from between your thighs. his face was quite literally dripping with your cum, and when he wiped the liquid from his face with the back of his forearm, you came again. he smirked from above you as he rested his hands on your thighs, massaging your skin. “you need anything.” he asked as he crawled up your body, hovering his face over yours. it took you a while, but you managed to wrap your arms around his neck, bringing his body down to yours on the bed. “stay,” you mumbled. “always.” he replied

south is … a MENACE. this whole list is full of menaces but this man specifically. minus the haitani brothers, everyone on this list is a service dom. they LIVE for your pleasure. with south, if he wants you, he’ll have you. he doesn’t care who’s around or what he’s doing. if he gets the urge to fuck you, y’all gonna fuck.

his go to move is to drop to his knees, lift up your skirt, and bury his face in your pussy until he has to hold you up so you don’t walk over.

sounds of cheering and yelling came from the backyard as the boys fought eachother. like the generous leader he is, often times in the summer south will host parties for his gang. today was one of those days. you found south leaning against the back of the house, watching his men with a smile on his face. “whatcha doin out here? been looking for you.” you say as you walked up to him, wrapping your arms around his bicep. he looked down at you with a raised eyebrow, already knowing why you had been looking for him just by your tone of voice and sly smile.

“oh yeah?” he asked. you hummed, leaning on your tippy toes to to meet his lips in a kiss. south moaned appreciatively, his hands instantly moving to your hips as he melted into you, he pushed you against the wall, his hands wandering down under your dress. “someones eager.” you teased. breathless from the force of your kiss. “mm, and whose fault is that?” he asked. with one strong pull, he snapped your underwear in half. a laugh escaped you as you playfully swatted him in the back. you were both well drunk and had not a care in the world that you we’re definitely being watched. the boys all knew who you belonged to, and wouldn’t dare overstep. 

“how’d i end up with such a dirty little slut.” south asked as he fell to his knees, flipping the bottom of your dress up and above your head. “you got lucky.” without another word, south dove in. he always ate you as if he was eating his last meal, hungry, rough, and messy. you were moaning in no time, your hands pushing his face impossibly deeper into your pussy. his nose numbed against your clit as he made out with your folds, his tongue shooting in and out and scooping the juices from within. “fuck right there,” you moaned, beginning to grind into his face. south answered with a moan of his own, squeezing your ass as he brought you closer. you didn’t notice that your backyard was now empty, or that the back door was closed. all you cared about was how close you were to cumming. “let me have it doll. give it to me,” south grunted. so you did, oh god you did. you let out a loud scream as you rode his face, your knees bucking at the last second. giving your clit one last vicious suck, south retreated from underneath the your skirt, his chin glistening. “you’re a terrible hostess.” he teased as he kissed you. “shut up.”

taiju is so caring. his appetite for you is absolutely insatiable, but he believes sex is meant to be sacred and for the bedroom, not underneath prying eyes. but there are sometimes where he just can’t help himself. he knows that a sure fire way to fix whatever attitude you have, is to have him crying around his cock.

so when you come into his office at work one afternoon, steam blowing out of your ears because of something that happened while you were out shopping, he knows just how to calm you down.

“and then she has the absolute audacity to ask me if i was lost! me! god tai, these people just make me want to scream sometimes.” being the devout christian that he is, your husband gives you a stern look at the language you chose to use. “but you got what you needed, right?” taiju asks, scribbling something down on some papers. “yeah,” you pout, slumping down in the chair across from him after your rant. he raises his eyes above his glasses to look at you, putting down the papers as he watches you stew. moving his papers to the side, as well as everything else that was littering the center of his desk, he gets up and walks over to you. “you need to relax, sweetheart.” he says with a smile as he caresses your face in his giant hand. your frown grows as you look up at him. with a deep laugh he bends down, picking you up and placing you on his desk before you can protest.

“lemme help you with that.” he says as he slides your pants off your legs. “tai, i’m not in the mood.” you say half heartedly. he rolls his eyes as he starts kissing up your leg, leaving a trail as he makes his way to your underwear. he knows you want this, and so do you. but you’ll try to hold onto your quickly dissipating anger for as long as you can. the kinky fucker actually takes a breath when he reaches your cunt, a malicious smile curling onto his face as he gently kisses you over your panties. “you smell so good.” he moans before he’s mounting over the fabric. “don’t tease.” you beg, spreading your legs for him. happy to oblige, he pulls your now wet panties off of your legs before setting to work. you don’t bother being quiet, his office is the only room on the third floor. your hands tangle in his long hair as he eats you out, his big arms wrapping themselves around your thighs to trap you in place. he’s moaning, groaning, and spitting into your cunt, making you and his desk absolutely filthy.

it doesn’t take you long to cum. taiju always knows exactly what to do to have you creaming for him in seconds. you don’t have to tell him, he can feel it by the way your hole pulses around his tongue. “come on daddy’s face princess. let it all out.” all the anger and frustration you were previously feeling leaves your body as you cum on your husbands face. he works you through it, hands massaging your hips until you’re pulling him up by his hair to meet his lips in a kiss. “what was i mad about again?” you ask deliriously before bringing him back im for another kiss. “fuck if i know.”

elle’s ramblings: if it’s not painfully obviously that i have a size kink idc what is. big men really be doing something to me. they hit DIFFERENT.

[bunnys-babies]

Their Favorite Domestic Moments

AOT x gn!reader

warning(s): none besides the teeniest bit of angst if you squint really hard :3

a/n: heheheh hi! I started this series on my main, which is now an nsfw 18+ blog, with other fandoms so I’ll be continuing it here! This is just their favorite domestic moment with you or their favorite aspects of domestic life with you :) hope you enjoy and as always I really love hearing comments and hearing from you guys in general!! Don’t be shy to come in my inbox! <3

characters: eren, armin, mikasa, connie, sasha, jean, reiner, hange, zeke, & levi

Eren

Binging the same shows

It starts so simple! All giddy and full of laughs and butterflies, chaste kisses during the unimportant parts of the show, tummy aches from the copious amount of snacks and drinks, sore lips and tired eyes from the times the two of you would stray from the television and become rather occupied; at least you can always replay the episode right?

As time goes on it becomes a more essential part of your shared happiness, a way to detox from a bad day or wind down and reconnect your energies. He also loves the excitement of finding a new show with you, and not to mention the way you have a habit of falling asleep on the couch as he fidgets with your fingers. He’s so hopelessly in love with you it almost makes him sick

Armin

Getting a pet together

It’s the perfect stepping stone for the two of you to take as you develop into the next, more serious, part of your relationship. He never would’ve thought that a spontaneous decision and quick trip to the bank would’ve brought him here; living with you and your now three year old dog. He knows it’s not just the dog that got him here but it’s funny to think about it that way.

He loves the theatrics of it all, too. Taking them on walks together, asking the other if they’ve been fed dinner yet, playfully arguing over what their cute little Halloween costume should be. It’s the perfect daydream fuel at the end of the night to imagine what a future with you might be like as well, and how maybe one day you might decide to expand your little family and welcome some children to the mix. All with time is what he reminds himself, and how lucky he is to have you.

Mikasa

Caring for each other when you’re sick

God, she loves doting on you, and unexpectedly being doted on in return - but only by you. She never ever wishes you ill, but you can bet she’s by your side at all times that she can to make you feel better and soothe you. It’s not that she likes you being sick, she just loves that you let her take care of you like this. That’s all she wants to do ever, take care of you and make you feel safe and warm.

What she didn’t expect was to like being taken care of. She’d always told herself how proud she was to be independent and not need to rely on anyone, but with you she’s able to realize that maybe it’s okay to want to rely on someone at least a little bit. And, how loved you make her feel cannot be compared. Sometimes, she catches herself wishing she had a mild cold so you’d fret and fuss over her; that is until she realizes she doesn’t have to be in a compromising position for you to love and worry for her. Please love her with everything because she does already for you <3

Connie

Falling asleep in the car as he drives

He has such a habit of always filling the space in a room, whether unintentionally or not. It’s his laugh, his smile, his voice, his body language, his presence. You’d be lying if you said it wasn’t one of the first things to draw you in to him. The way his toothy smile invited you right over was the end of you. But in moments like now, where you’ve fallen asleep in the passenger seat with your head resting against the cold window pane as he steadily drives down the freeway late at night, it’s your presence that overwhelms him.

He doesn’t know if he’ll ever be able to tell you that, but you’re so perfect to him. He gets to really take you in, gawking and losing his mind at how cute you are. He can rub his hand against your thigh and shush you back to sleep when you stir, turning up the heat and turning down the music. He just can’t help but swoon over you like this. And it’s in the fleeting quiet moments that it hits him full force for the first time, your light snores and resting face damn near bringing him to tears at how happy he is that he gets to be yours. Don’t worry, he’ll work up the courage to tell you one day.

Sasha

Grocery Shopping

As cliche as it sounds for her, it’s so true. But it’s the whole process. It’s not just the shopping and picking it all out, it’s the sitting down and making the list, too! She has you write it down cause she gets too distracted thinking of the other things you’ll need as you mention one product that reminds her of another.

And she’s so cute doddling around in the produce market, being sure you’re only getting the best of the available selection. Her hair pulled tight to the top of her head as she brings various melons close enough to her face so her eyes are going cross, until she turns to you with a bright smile, exclaiming she found the perfect one! Only the best for her best baby. It’s definitely an time consuming trip, but it makes her so so happy. She can’t really explain it, couldn’t articulate to you why she loves it so much even if she tried. There’s just something about piling it all into the car and putting it away at home, kissing you on any exposed skin she can find as she passes you in the kitchen, that tells her you’re the one.

Jean

Errands

He’s such a sucker for being involved in every little aspect of each other’s life. You wanna know what kind of shampoo he uses? Please, just marry him already. Jean is a true romantic; he’s written you poetry, made you hand made gifts, baked you sweets, buys you flowers every other week, the whole nine. But, nothing compares to getting to spend a whole day with you checking off your to-do list.

To him, it says he’s hit the one of the highest levels of love he can with you. You don’t need to “court” each other, or pretend to be smooth and show your best parts to enjoy each other or feel entertained. He’s happiest completing the “boring” parts of your day with you. Please! Let him get gas with you, he’ll even fill the tank! Sharing and partaking in these activities with him just makes him look forward to the “boring” lazy days with you in his thirties when the two of you have a day off together and can relax. He’s a simple man, what can he say :)

Reiner

Cooking Together

Not only does he have a little Pinterest board dedicated for recipes the two of you just have to try, but a whole recipe box full of family recipes. You often find him standing in the kitchen shuffling through the cards until a small smile lights up his face as he hands it to you for your approval. He’s also pretty good at keeping a stocked fridge, so shopping for dinner is never a worry. But besides the promise of a delicious meal, he loves giving you little pointers, or watching you meticulously chop an onion. And whats even better is when he gets to come up behind you and wrap his arms around you, helping you guide the knife or sway with you in his arms as he hums the gentle tune coming from the speaker. Your giggles make his stomach do cartwheels when he leaves light kisses in the crook of your neck.

However, don’t be fooled, you make his face feel just as hot as you stare at him with heart eyes whilst he oh so carefully mixes his homemade tomato soup. Sometimes it’s scary, the way you make his heart clench at the tiniest of remarks or kisses. But now he’s grown to be addicted to the feeling, so he’ll let you stare.

Hange

Midday Naps

It’s best when they’re on accident. A mess of clothes and glasses half down their face as they drool with you just as sloppily sprawled across their lap, some show mindlessly playing through a season as you both snore. It always makes them laugh when they jolt awake, you just as dazed and confused while you both attempt to come to. Something about it feels so personal and unique to the two of you, it’s your thing. You guys have a whole thing. How special is that?

Their laugh is loud and makes you feel fuzzy.

“How do we always let this happen?”

You laugh, too, making them softly smile at you with a fondness that never fails to make you nervous. You’re not sure, but you’ll never complain if they promise to always look at you like that.

Zeke

Sleeping in together

He’s not necessarily a morning person or a night owl, he maintains a fairly healthy sleep schedule and knows it’s an important part of his health. But he would ruin it all and sleep until twelve if it meant he’d get to cuddle you the whole time. You look to angelic when you’re asleep for him to wake you, anyways. It doesn’t matter how you think you look at your most vulnerable, cause he’s the one who knows how beautiful you look this way. And he’s the only one who gets to see this, to feel this, he wouldn’t give it up for anything.

There’s just something so mundane about looking forward to getting a few more minutes of rest with your body nuzzled into his, and that’s what makes it so special for him. The simplicity and normalcy of getting so excited just to be in your presence like this, just a little bit longer, is what tells him he truly loves you.

Levi

Waking up next to you

Levi is all about routine. It keeps him trucking on bad days, it gives him a fulfilling feeling at the end of the evening, and generally just makes life more manageable. What he didn’t expect to be such a necessary part of his routine is getting to wake up next to you. Whenever those first moments of consciousness makes his eyelids flutter, he’s sighing and pulling you closer, humming to himself as he feels your steady breathing against his chest, as if it were natural. It’s not just the comfort he gets from you, but it’s a certain sense of safeness no one else - not even himself - is able to give him.

And getting to have you be the first thing he sees when his eyes finally do fully open always guarantee a pleasant start to his day no matter how restless he might’ve been the night before. His hands ghost over your features, too scared to wake you and ruin the moment, hoping he makes you feel this way, too. So special, so lucky, so happy. The least he could do then is let you sleep a moment more while he takes you in just a little bit longer.

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The Perfect Closure of EreMika

The title is pure clickbait (as always), there will be lots of tags (as always) and this post will be huge. As always. So, let’s examine and evaluate the perfect conclusion of the most important relationship in Attack on Titan. We will analyze why this is the best conclusion they could have gotten and of course we are going to talk about what their scenes meant for their relationship, their feelings for each other and the themes of the story.

First, let’s ask the question: What was the purpose of this chapter? Ending the fight obviously, but also giving closure to the relationship between Eren and Mikasa. Now, there were 3 questions that needed to be answered in order for the two of them to have closure. 

Why did Eren say to Mikasa that he hated her?

What does Eren feel for Mikasa?

What would have happened if Mikasa had given Eren a different answer back in chapter 123?

Isayama answered all 3 of them in a spectacular way. Let’s see how he did it. The chapter literally starts with Isayama, via Mikasa, setting up the closure. This was achieved by having her wonder if this really was the end for her and Eren. Could it be that their last interaction ever ended with him saying that he hated her? 

Isayama answers that with a big, fat NO.

That’s the purpose of Mikasa’s vision. Mikasa’s vision is not there to introduce us to Alternate Universes or to portray her as a delusional fangirl that can’t cope with reality. It’s purpose is to answer the above 3 questions. And that it does.

Essentially, Mikasa’s vision is a “What if” scenario. If Mikasa had chosen the ideal for her answer back in chapter 123, Eren would have abandoned everything and lived with her. This means that Eren is also in love with her.  He said that he hated Mikasa, because he wanted her to forget him. That’s why he also asked her to throw away the scarf.

Mikasa though, being the truest representation of all major, positive themes in the series says no. She chooses to remember him. That’s essentially the meaning of life. That’s what Armin taught to Zeke back in chapter 137. Memories of everyday life. That’s the meaning of life. Back in Trost, Mikasa said that she couldn’t die, because she wouldn’t be able to remember Eren. Even back then, Mikasa always knew the true meaning of life. 

Afterall, the series heavily criticizes the usage of memory manipulation. Deleting memories or altering them have been methods empoyed by the Royal Family for years, hiding the truth from the people. One of the themes of the Survey Corps is remembering their fallen comrades and carrying on the torch. Mikasa forgetting Eren would be an insult to the themes of the story. As would be if Eren was revealed to have been sending fake memories and dreams to Mikasa out of pity for her. 

Finally, Mikasa decides to kill Eren. Not because he hated her or because he didn’t have romantic feelings for her. Because she had to save the world and because that’s exactly what Eren wanted. Back in chapter 133 Reiner foreshadowed Eren’s desires. He explained that it is very hard for Eren, mentally, to handle the murder of the entire human race. Through Reiner, Isayama reveals that Eren wants someone to end it all for him. That someone was Mikasa. That’s why Mikasa knew where to find Eren. His relieved face when he saw her swinging the blade said it all. That was Eren’s design and Mikasa delivered.

And so, the chapter that starts with Mikasa thinking that the only closure she would get with Eren was the “I’ve always hated you”, ends with the first and the last kiss between the two of them that puts all of her worries to rest.

Is Mikasa delusional?

I’ve seen this being thrown around, so i have to also tackle said point. No, Mikasa is not delusional. This wasn’t a fantasy that only she experienced. This dream of hers is the same dream that Eren had back in chapter 1. Eren experienced the exact same things she did in the dream. We even see him with his titan marks. It is clear as day that they shared these moments.

Also, i have to give credits to Isayama here for his usage of “itterasshai”. The word generally means “Go and come back safely” and is usually said to people leaving the house. For Mikasa, Eren is her home, but she is also home for him, as shown in the RtS arc:

These were the perfect parting words for the two of them. Nothing else could encapsulate their relationship better. Eren of course, won’t come back, but that’s the irony of the word here.

Moving on to the next point, Mikasa’s characterization in this final arc is about her seeing Eren for the person he truly is and stop ignoring his faults. It starts from the Marley arc and it concludes with chapter 123 where she realizes that this was simply part of Eren’s nature.

He always had it in him to become the monster that he became. However, he always had a different side to him. A side that had been shown to her a few times. At first, when he wrapped the scarf around her and later when he asked her “What am i to you”. Finally, it manifested as a desire to live quietly with her in their shared dream. It would contradict her development and characterization in the final arc, to have Mikasa start seeing an incomplete Eren again, after realizing earlier who he really was. Mikasa understood who Eren truly is and she accepted him and continued to love him anyway, even though she didn’t agree with his genocide. 

It is not out of character for Eren to run away with her either. At least not in that instance. The series highlights the moment that he asked Mikasa “What am i to you” as a pivotal one. Sure, under normal circumstances, Eren would have chosen to fight, but we saw him breaking down just moments earlier. The only person that could have saved him was Mikasa. Alas, that wasn’t meant to happen.

In any instance, the biggest indicator that Mikasa is not just a delusional girl who kissed the decapitated head of the man she loved, when he never really loved her in the same way, is Ymir’s face at the end of the chapter.

Ymir, as i have mentioned in previous posts, is a girl who never knew real love during her lifetime. She didn’t understand what she was looking at, when she first say a couple kissing with their friends cheering them on. And after that she was sentenced to a cruel life, with a man who never loved her and only viewed her as a tool. This girl, remembers longinly that scene of the couple kissing for 2000 years. She was waiting for 2000 years to see real love again.

She witnessed that through Eren and Mikasa. In a scene that would have otherwise been painted in a negative light, Ymir’s warm smile at the sight of the final act of love between two people who never got to be together the way they wanted to, clears any and all doubts regarding Eren’s feelings for Mikasa and the latter’s sanity. Eren reciprocates Mikasa’s feelings and he was alive for enough time to kiss her back, before completely fading away. Eren and Mikasa replaced the married couple and Ymir replaced the crowd that was cheering at them from 2000 years ago.

Of course, one might ask, could Eren really kiss her? Didn’t she just take advantage of him? No, he did kiss her. The way the scene was directed, it shows us that the events, which take place in their dream, mirror the events in real life. Just look at Eren’s lips one moment before Mikasa kissed him and compare them to the picture above, where they kiss. They are different.

 Also, you have to remeber that decapitation doesn’t kill immediately and does not immobilize facial muscles. That was the entire reason that Eren and Zeke managed to get the Coordinate. Eren survived long enough from Gabi’s shot to make contact with Zeke. Even his facial expression changes as you can see below:

More importantly, was there really any chance that Ymir would look at Mikasa beheading and kissing Eren, while also smiling in approval, if Mikasa was a delusional girl who was unable to understand Eren’s feelings for her up to the very end? Most of all, do you think she would have allowed him to die, without experiencing real love? She died in such a way and she stayed for 2000 years in the Paths waiting for someone to show her real love. Eren was her benefactor. Would she ever allow him to die in such a way, when she was being mistreated (sexually and in many other ways) by King Fritz? I doubt it. Actually no. I don’t doubt it. I’m sure this is not the way we are meant to interprete the scene.

Eren’s relationship with Mikasa, from the very start, is an allegory for the world of AoT. The world is cruel, but is also very beautiful. Eren’s story with Mikasa starts with him murdering in cold blood her kidnappers (cruelty) and then warmly and gently welcoming her to his family by wrapping a scarf around her (beauty). Their story ends with Mikasa decapitating him (cruelty) and kissing him (beauty).

Eren’s tendency for violence has always been portrayed as going hand in hand with his better side. That side has always been represented by Mikasa. It is only fitting for them to have their most beautiful moment happening almost at the same time as their most cruel one. This is how Isayama juxtaposes this duality:

If we interprete this scene as Mikasa being delusional and Eren not being in love with her we get a very disturbing and creepy scene, between an obsessed, psychosis-suffering girl who can’t understand the feelings of Eren, a genocidal maniac who never had any chance or willingness to live a normal life, even though there are hints of that, and a 2000 year old ghost who just happily smiled at the decapitation and forceful kissing of her emancipator. I am pretty sure this is not the message Isayama wants to send. Not simply, because it is a disservice to Mikasa as a character and to her relationship with Eren, which has been one of the most prominent and consistent part of the series from the very first chapter, but because it is also a huge disrespect to Eren as a character as well. Does anyone really think that Isayama would choose to write Eren’s death like that? Not a single important person in the entire story has gotten such an exit. Not even Floch. Even Zeke, who thought that his father never loved him and only used him as a tool, got to see that his father truly did love him, before finally dying. Of course Eren and Mikasa would get the same treatment.

What i mean to say is that Eren and Mikasa’s closure won’t be recontextualized in a way that will paint their feelings for one another and their relationship in a negative light. If anyone’s expecting that, he/she will be disappointed. Eren and Mikasa were confirmed as a canonical couple in chapter 138.

On the other hand, if anyone’s expecting that this wasn’t their real closure and that they will get an even happier ending, he/she is also coping hard. Eren died here in this chapter. There won’t be a scarf rewrap (i’m here to eat my words if it happens), because Isayama gave the couple a kiss. A kiss that was in the makings ever since chapter 50 dropped. And of course, there is not going to be a baby born to Eren and Mikasa. Like, no way it’s happening. Eren is not coming back to life as that would turnish the series and it’s ending.

In conclusion, Eren’s relationship with Mikasa ended in the same way it started. Violently and Beautifully. Tragically and Happily. They acted on their romantic feelings for each other the very moment they had to part ways forever. This is how Isayama hurts us. The essence of a bittersweet conclusion.

EDIT: EATING MY WORDS AS PROMISED. EREN DID REWRAP MIKASA’S SCARF. HE KEPT HIS PROMISE.