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Love disabled people who just lie about their disabilities to nosy, intrusive questions. Sorry, yeah, I lost my arm in the wash one day. It's funny how that happens! Oh, I got back pain from saving nineteen children from a burning fire department <3
#disability#sometimes lying is just. funny. SORRY.#look like... whether you lie about why you're disabled you're still disabled and it shouldn't have to factor into how you're treated...#...if it isn't relevant to your care needs or care plan.#like. if you lost your arm does it matter if you say you lost it in the wash like a sock or tell your actual story...#...like either way you still /do not have an arm/. that doesn't change if you lie or not#anyway. huge defense for a post that probably didn't need said defense#sometimes you just feel like lying in such a grandiose way that people don't know if they SHOULDN'T believe you#i think my lie will be that a powerful necromancer preformed Emergency Bone Shaving on one leg only...#...and he used the bone shavings to raise a skeleton army that looks like My skeleton but only on the legs
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you know what? like, no, actually, i don't want to see endless reblogs of gifs of people punching nazis with trite comments underneath like "likes charge reblogs cast" or "here's some positive cleansing energy for your blog". actually i want to know what concrete steps you're going to take to support the vulnerable people in your life, because personally, just a hot take here, but i actually believe that it's more important to care for people and act out of love and compassion than it is to act out of hatred and idolize violence. not that anyone would care about this. i swear it's all just some fantasy where people are so excited they finally get to be violent because they actually only care about getting to be the oppressors and have their turn as the boot on someone's neck.
they've been doing this to jews for over a year now, after all.
#ramblings#politics#jumblr#i don't fuckin know guys maybe we can't fix the world but we sure are still obligated to TRY. and violence doesn't actually fix any problem#we repair the world by acts of small kindness in the face of overwhelming despair. by supporting each other and speaking up in defense of#each other and building community and organizing and taking steps to protect#not by glorifying violence and ranting about how people should do assassinations and shit#like. sure punch a nazi. sometimes that IS the necessary action. but maybe that shouldn't be anyone's focus and we should start with#community service and kindness and uplifting people. you know. because constant anger and violence fucking suck#i'll probably delete this later i'm sure people are going to have just sooo much to say about why it's actually morally necessary i'm just#tired.
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In the queen's garden
#hades game#hypnos hades#zagreus#hypzag#digital art#maybe i need to rest a bit (i have so much ideas swirling in my head..)#probably shouldn't have done all these folds but everyone gets carried away sometimes ig
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more rpgmaker experimentation with a potential little scenario :>
#end roll#russell seager#chris (end roll)#chrissell#kurirase#my art#pixel art#i've hardly had anything to post lately i feel so BADDD ABOUT IT SOB#so here's more rpgm snippets at least ;;#OF THE BABIES THE LOVELIES AUAUGGHGHHGAAA#even tho i probably shouldn't show too much if i really go through with making it something legit#i really wanna have more full painted art again to show soon but just have been struggling w getting myself to work on it ABKFJKAAA#the flower is an anemone btw and kind of a reference to a flower fairy au for them i spent FOREVERRR researching flowers over sometime back#settled w that one for russell for several reasons even if not as thoroughly perfect as i wanted. it kinda was just meant to be overall#heheh sorry chris that one does have a cheesy meaning tho :333#also ignore the horrible map omg i threw it together in like two mins just so i'd have somewhere to put the stuff
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Okay, my brain refuses to think about anything other than Murderbot, so I looked at every use of the word "friend[s]" in TMBD and... created some pie charts. Normal human activities.
Some Thoughts™ I had while putting this together (under the cut):
In All Systems Red, Murderbot notes that the PresAux crew are all close friends (twice! and goes on to explain their internal relationships which I think is very cute). This is pretty much the only use of 'friends' in ASR, except for when Murderbot says that SecUnits can't be friends with each other.
It seems that this may be one of the first times Murderbot has ever really been around a group of friends before? Murderbot notes that this is not the norm for its contracts and admits that the fact that they are all friends and the way they interact with each other make it actually enjoy that contract (before!!!! the hostile attack, so it already enjoys this contract before they start seeing it as a person etc ghghhhh). [Inference: Friendship seems enjoyable.]
The first character that calls Murderbot its friend is ART in Artificial Condition. Murderbot immediately refutes this (and then goes on to call ART its friend to its clients for the rest of the book). [Inference: Maybe ART is Murderbot's friend. And maybe that is... agreeable]
Rogue Protocol has more than twice as many instances of the word 'friend' as any of the other novellas. Why? Miki. Friendship and its implications for non-humans are a central theme because Miki is friends with everyone. Murderbot initially scoffs at the notion that Miki and Miki's humans are friends. At the end of the book, after witnessing how desperately Don Abene tried to stop Miki from trying to save them, and her grief after its death, Murderbot has to admit that she had in fact been Miki's friend. [Inference: Humans can be friends with bots and can sincerely care about them]
In Exit Strategy, Murderbot tentatively uses the word "friends" for its humans for the first time (several times actually). It questions whether it can actually call them its friends or not and later realizes that it had been afraid what admitting that the humans are its friends would do to it. At the end of the book, Mensah tells Murderbot the PresAux crew are its friends, which is the first time a human has directly said that to it (at least on-page). [Inference: Humans can and want to be Murderbot's friends]
In Network Effect, Murderbot seems to be more habituated to the word 'friend', confidently calling ART and Ratthi its friends, like it is no longer just trying the concept on unsure if it fits. There are many instances in which other characters refer to MB as ART's friend or the other way around and Murderbot's humans refer to Murderbot as their friend several times. Generally, there seems to be less hesitancy, because yes, all of them are Murderbot's friends, why wouldn't they be. [Inference: SecUnits can have friends. This SecUnit has friends. They care about it a lot.]
Conclusion: The Murderbot Diaries tell the story of a construct that does not seem to consider the possibility of friendship for itself and is fine with that - until it accidentally starts caring a little too much and suddenly more and more people annex it as a friend (ew) to the point where it can no longer deny that this is happening and has to begrudgingly admit that yes, it has friends now and maybe that is actually not a bad thing.
#the murderbot diaries#murderbot#𓄿#hi i'm READY to write a thesis about murderbot i am having way too much fun with this#i created a pretty excel spreadsheet and everything#i don't know why i did this but now i can look at them while i think about this more! so i figured i'd share them haha#i didn't count uses of 'friendly' but special shoutout to when MB is all alone in its cold cubicle missing 20% of its body mass#and starts putting on a show because 'the friendly noise would keep it company' 😭😭#i feel sick thinking about murderbot all alone on its own not knowing what its like to have friends watching media for 'the friendly noise'#also YES okay i wanted to make a point about miki there but i just#couldn't bring myself to talk about that more so... yeah#also uhhh this data is very subjective#i didn't count particularly ironic uses of 'friend' and generally did not count every instance of friend and sometimes it was a hard call#also i probably shouldn't have counted the times murderbot refered to drones or secsystems as its friends (often after hacking them)#but murderbot does seem to care about them and shows kindness and respect and sometimes points out that a system is friendly#so while i don't think MB means “friend” in the same way referring to them as when it refers to ART for instance#i still think its CUTE and also kinda funny how many times that happened so i decided to keep those!!!#but yeah take my data with a grain of salt lol
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Gem!! Another member of the Magic Mountaineers. Trying out a lineless style ft a nice and gritty brush. This was a ton of fun and I love how it turned out
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Kraken
Name: Gem
Powers: Bursts of speed/strength, spectral fish, power repelling force
Status: Hero
#hermitcraft#hermitaday#glitch talks#glitch art#glitch prodigy au#geminitay#I feel like I like where her costume ended up#i like the mask on her specifically#makes her look mysterious and dangerous#she probably shouldn't be fighting in chucks but yk?#gotta suffer for fashion sometimes
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Bow problems (+ other nonsense)
#saroart#dead cells#the beheaded#the collector#they just wanted a nice bow#the collector can do a lot of stuff but i don't think he's good at bows#i was drawing a lot of antagonistic beheaded/collector content so i wanted to do some more cute junk#okay a lot is an exaggeration. still#need some guys being buds content sometimes#weird monster guys doing domestic shit is my favorite genre#i got a bonus at holiday time and im tempted to buy a tablet i can use portably#esp because holy fuck i don't know how to draw anymore#but also i just spent stupid money on tickets to live podcasts so i probably shouldn't#unrelated im very upset today because fucking UPS didn't ring my goddamn doorbell and so “”missed me“” and couldnt deliver my specialty meds#why must i get my meds through ups#because the us is a hellscape and i am beholden to my health insurance company#ups who has literally never managed to get a package to this apartment#tbh im stressed as fuck about having to go through this every goddamn month
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i am once again asking you not to dunk on my english in the tags when u reblog something from me. or actually go ahead because i can't stop you but a little bit of awareness of the fact that we can't all be native speakers would be nice 😔✌️
#maybe i shouldn't be complaining about this but it's just sooooo rude TO ME. like y'all probably have good intentions but i don't enjoy it#see now you even got me proof reading this post 600 times and second guessing every word bc i don't know how syntax works sometimes
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Thinking about xenobio Clark dick but in a sad way. Like obviously he'd never be able to have sex without them knowing about him being Superman, unless he did it with his pants on but like. Going unreciprocated for a long time would suck anyway. But anyway, I was rereading some great superbat xenobio fics and at least a couple have Bruce mentioning that like. Alien dick (especially tentacles) are a huge fantasy for a lot of people. And that got me thinking about Clark, lonely in his young adulthood, looking into all kinds of fantasy porn and it being soothing and heartbreaking in the same breath. Because it is sort of nice, to have this part of him be desired both in spite of and because of its weirdness, but also knowing none of it comes from a place of real understanding. Cuz knowing that people desire something is not the same as knowing they would accept you, as an alien and a Person.
#idk if this is coming across right but i just had this idea of writing a fic from clark's perspective#cuz i feel like a lot of xeno fics do tend to be from bruce's. which is fair! we are all in fact human so he's the perspective that's easie#but i also spend a lot of time thinking about clark as somebody who is always so aware that no matter what he is Different#and while i usually spend a lot of time projecting in a sense of being native american and relating to his sense of feeling like#a member of a despairingly small population and yearning to hold onto your people with all you have#but in this instance i think a lot of the projecting comes from being a fat person that's found solace in feedist communities#but is also really wary of fetishization in the sense of like#i appreciate my body type being celebrated because we're made to feel like an acquired taste. but also we're not Just the taste#sometimes i just say words and i'm like. this would make so much more sense if i just wrote the damn fic lmao#uhhh i think if i tag#clark kent#here it shouldn't show up in the main tags since it's so far down? but i wanna tag him for blog nav reasons#kryptonian biology#superbat#that's probably good enough#dino speaks
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Oh interesting, so these guys are called the French word for nostalgia? Mhm, yeah in the game about memory and the past and refusing change and lost things? Oh yeah. Hm that head shape is familiar
Prompt list!!! Under cut

#isat#in stars and time#isatober 2024#Yknow the starry head probably plays into the kings nostalgia for his hometown and the longing he felt looking up at the stars#Trying to figure out what it means and why it means so much to him and why he feels empty looking up most nights when he shouldn't be#And sometimes I remember why I really like this game and it's themes/symbolism#alloe's arts#alloe speaks
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#i feel obligated to write this because i feel guilty sometimes but maybe i shouldn't#i love talking to all of you but if you see me here posting after being offline the whole day and i am ignoring your messages#please don't be mad at me and just let me be#it probably means i've had too much interaction with people that day and i need to rest and not talk to anyone because i'm overwhelmed#and i still want to be here and reblog things and just scream into the void#i just don't want to talk to anyone at the moment and i usually go back from work to like 73834773 messages on every app possible#i'm not ignoring you because i don't like you i am ignoring you because i don't want to talk but i still love you#i'm sorry#(i'm not)#please try to understand my introverted ass is just fucking tired#i need to charge my batteries before i even say hi to any of you again#[i say whatever and whatever that i want]
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Violence Queen and her soft-serve samurai. Their relationship is the introvert who got trapped at a party and the first person they met and decided to stick to for the rest of the evening.
#kyoryuger#zyuden sentai kyoryuger#super sentai#kyoryu gold#kyoryu pink#amy yuuzuki#utsusemimaru#fan art#another best friendship i can't get over aaahaha#my girl was literally about to kick his ass before realizing 'oh my god he's baby' and adopting him aldfkjaekf#utchy probably shouldn't be taking cues from amy but i love that he does#something something... amy 'i can make him worse' yuuzuki#i'm gonna get better at their likenesses sometime... waaahah but i still like how these turned out!#i'm getting better at the suits!!#also.... realizing that one of these characters has DEF killed people and it's not Ammmmyyyyyyyy~!
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'I would love to do a poetry prompt thing where someone sends me like...a word' as stalkerish as this sounds, THIS IS MY TIME. Your Joan of Arc poem changed my brain chemistry forever, so if you don't mind. Flex those poetic muscles at me with the word 'profane' 🙏
Omg it is not stalkerish at all! Thank you so much for sending this my way. You send the right word to the right person! I hope yu enjoy this!
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Profane - relating or devoted to that which is not sacred or biblical; secular rather than religious
Hope you enjoyed anon <3. Thanks again, and for anyone reading; If you want your own poem - send me a random word for a prompt!
#if you've been following me for a while#you know i have a thing with gay clerical figures being sexually repressed and in love with men they probably shouldn't be in love with#some unhinged man - usually a protestant man or sometimes a demon idk - depending on the character he might conflate those two#just know they are fucking after mass and they also fucked before mass#poetry#poets corner#writing#poets on tumblr#quotes#life#poem#spilled writing#spilled poetry#spilled words#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#love and life#past quotes#love quotes#writers on tumblr#writers of tumblr#writing community#writeblr#creative writing#i know exactly the couple too#to webweave#lgbt couple#queer couples#gay characters#lgbtq
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Another thing I need pjsk fandom to realize:
1) there are literal 10 years old (and younger) children in this fandom;
2) the percentage of these children in the fandom is MUCH, MUCH higher than every single one of you here on tumbrl think it is.
"why do people write so much for popular characters?" "why do people write for kudos only?" aside from the fact that the "write for yourself" is a self-perpetuating issue in every fandom and the fact that every writer deserves engagement with their works, it's because there are kids here. Who want to fit in and get praised for their creativity. Which they can only achieve by writing for popular stuff. So maybe take that into account.
#jay rambles.txt#I've met so many kids who have no business knowing that pjsk is considering the Themes it deals with know what pjsk is#and if you want to argue this game is a) a scummy gacha game b) too grim for a lot of them - sure. did that stop YOU for being in#fandoms you shouldn't have been in when you were 12?#yeah I didn't think so. this is very normal and will continue being normal#seeing as the spaces for young kids on the internet have all but been destroyed by every factor imaginable#of course they're not interested in nuance and detailed characterisation as well. they are kids. were you media literate at 10 when you've#just discovered fandoms? like actually? at like 10? cmon now. give them some grace#sometimes when you see another run of the mill poor grammar and no formatting cliche yaoi fic of your otp I need you to stop and think#'wait a minute. is there a non-zero probability this is written by a 10 year old who just found out what fanfic is?' before you get mad#and then just close the tab and move on with your life. as god intended#'why is this misconception so popular!!' because 80% of the 'rui is a cannibal' people are edgy 13 years old who just Do This Shit. peace.#jay with the unpopular takes again hoo boy
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oughgh this au is causing me pain. will gaines (frankie and jenny's dad) is the more empathetic one between himself and sig, and he's (as he so would) handling marcus learning to accept will as an adoptive parent after losing his first dad (bc not really a biological father and creator isnt something they can say in public, and it also sounds impersonal) and he's handling it SO WELL. will gaines my beloved fr...
#oh you only skipped gym class and you promise not to do it again?#ok cool you didn't miss much anyway. obviously this shouldn't be a habit but im not mad this time#he reminds me of my own dad but with just a little more of that classic dad energy#like...if you like tasha in lab rats you'll probably like will gaines#i'm going like solely from memory here but he was a good character i feel it in my soul#sigourney is more of a science oriented person and she forgets that frankie is living as a teenage girl sometimes#much like how donald forgets about the rats' human sides sometimes#don't get me wrong i still love them both and they're only trying to keep their kids safe#but its tasha and will that remind their spouses to let their kids be kids#that being said will is the kind of dad to be like#i am frankie#will gaines#lab rats#marcus davenport#i am...marcus au#THEY MESSED UP MY TAGS AGAIN#the first two belong after “be like”
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Icl I still sometimes think about the anon who admitted to blacklisting the ed edd n eddy tag from my blog. Admittedly it kind of made me nervous about posting anything about it on here.
#stupid stupid I know#but I sometimes feel judgemental and bad for posting so much cartoon shit#idk why I worry a lot of the ppl who followed me for classic rock/classic films hate me for it#this is probably all in my head I really shouldn't care#squack
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