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pekodayz · 11 months

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and i lie mentally to make myself feel better but that just bites me in the ass oughhh

#i don’t wanna be a failure I’m petrified but i have been lazing around for 2 weeks like what the hell is wrong with me😭!!!!!!#graduated no. 4 out my class and I’m just sitting here on the toliet trying to cry one out for once omg #kinda anime🤓 nah.#i srsly need to fix myself. im being perceived by my own instructors prob. terrifying aughhh i rly hope they understand #im so sick eughhh and merch buying doesn’t even help I haven’t been able to enjoy it at all #this is so hard im scared but i need to do smth abt this now #i hate honors system. that can literally fuck so many students up im so serious #sorry i needed to vent somehow #hashtag embarrassing !

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angelpuns · 5 months

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Leo going through the horrors but the horrors are just that he had a shitt day and no one bothered to save him any cookies :/

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naffeclipse · 5 months

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I know it's just because I'm a tired cranky raccoon rn but I feel like everyone hates me

#ya know that post #the self care one with the racoon?#and it gives like three scenarios of feeling like everyone hates you/feeling like you hate everyone/feeling like you hate yourself #that's what i have to remind myself of when the feelings of hate get really bad #sorry for the vent like i know in my brain it's not true but i need to expel the feeling from my body with some kind of acknowledgment and #get free of it somehow and this is it #vent #naff nuh huh

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wraenata · 10 months

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I think I'm going to take a little break from tumblr (more than I already am). Sally is not doing great. Everything is really exhausting and I just don't have the energy to scroll and reblog stuff. I'll probably pop in and reblog some stuff if I can but, don't expect much. I'm sorry. I hope you're all doing well!

#tw vent #wren screams at 4 am #I'll still be on discord cause that isnt tiring for me somehow #sorry for all the awesome art im missing i know its all wonderful #im just really tired #also if you want to send stuff to me or tag me thats fine!#i just need to admit that right now is hard and i cant keep up rn

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f4gwithf4ngs · 11 months

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just got done crying it’d be a shame if a pretty boy gave me kisses and held me close while we watched markiplier so i could feel better

#kind of a vent post #i’m having a really hard week actually #sorry for ventposting so much this week btw i just need to get it out of my system and tumblr is somehow the safest place for me to do so #this is kind of an application?? /hj??#watching markiplier not required but he is a major comfort for me #mlm #mlm yearning #gay #gay yearning #mlm thoughts #t4t mlm #nblm #mlnb #ftm mlm #gay mlm

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liekadae · 4 months

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something is so seriously wrong with me because I just finished my semester and immidiately thought "damn, i havent really done anything for the past year, have I?"

As if I didnt just do two whole ass exhibitions and a runway and a cosplay and learned a whole new medium and a 3D modeling program and ran this stupid account like sorry tf is wrong with me????

#im sorry i need to vent a littlw #also im #going to post more soon i #i just needed a little break #also i started this account literal days before my first exhibition which was also my thesis #which was so stupid bc the amount of time i spent drawing etho instead of school work #was criminal #somehow i did not have a single late assignment #alao the new medium was fibers aka felt aka sewing aka embroidery

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beta-adjacent · 1 year

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PSA to all alphas: let us take care of you, goddammit!!!!! Y’all don’t have to be at your strongest all the time. I don’t care what the stereotypes say; you’re not the sole leader of the pack. We are a team that relies on each other for support!!!! So let us fucking support you!!!!!!!!!!!

#>:( im angy #/lh #with love #a/b/o lifestyle #omegaverse lifestyle #miscecanis #I understand you want to be at your best but it’s ok to not be!!!!#trust us: you are not weak for needing to breathe!!#you do not need to be in peak state and push yourself!!! you can still enjoy life when you’re less than 100%!!!#and!!!!! we’re not somehow ‘losing out’ on something bc you’re not feeling the best. we’re still spending Time with you #THAT’S what matters most. doesn’t matter if that means we’re kayaking or at home playing video games #it’s You that matters not what we do with you #sorry this was….a Weird rant #and I prolly should be telling to this to the person who needs it #not writing the rough draft here #but hopefully it’s a message that reaches out to all alphas #not just the one I’m thinking about rn lmao #vent adjacent

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neverendingford · 6 months

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skyglow:

(alternative title: photo dump of a midnight desert run)

#photography #Ford's Art #color says shit #it was either go on a twelve mile run or re-download grindr and get absolutely blasted so I went with the more responsible option.#b because damn I'm feeling it tonight. or at least I was before the run. I need to shower and then I'll cook dinner and go to bed satiated.#I did also jerk off under the bridge and then piss on someone's flowers on the way home. gotta get those animal instincts out somehow right?#anyway I've successfully vented most of my manic energy and a cold shower will finish it off and then we're good.#the mood meds have been helping a lot. last time I got hit with this kind of a mood I came out of it with huge bite marks and chlamydia.#and I haven't been feeling it nearly as bad this time so that's nice. more like a restless dog and less like a caged wolf thirsty for blood.#yes I'm making references to Call of the Wild again deal with it.#anyway sorry to anyone who sees this from the tags and not because you follow me. you didn't sign up for this lmao.#also. this is why I can't be a binary trans woman. this night photography shit is the most gay-man thing ever and I enjoy it.#I was doing it before my last boyfriend but he got me even more into it.#anyway bye I'm gonna go shower and then eat food. I've been hungrier more recently.#between the meds and the hrt my appetite is bigger and I'm gaining weight with the hrt fat redistribution which is cool and good.#I want to be a healthy weight and maybe even a lil chonky? we'll see we'll see.

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zaynes-left-chesticle · 8 months

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Okay I just read Zayne's "Still in Dark" anecdote, and now I'm crying and also my jaW IS ON THE GROUND, WHAT IN THE FUC-

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enjoy the tags, I just needed to vent....

And I'm scared 🤣

#hoooooly shit when i tell you i was confused about the timeline before ... ash.exe has officially stopped responding #semi spoiler alert/ me venting.... youve been warned #ARE WE NOT REAL IN HIS DIMENSION? Are we just pulling a freaking spongebob and showing up in his dreams?#im scared somebody hold me. im freaking crying cuz that was so sad but also SERIOUSLY WTFFFF IS GOING ON #love and deepspace #okay im done screaming im sorry #but seriously.... there is so much happening i dont know whats real and what isnt.#i wanted to think Tower of Secrets was just AU but now with the whole growing jasmine parallel and Linkon City being years in the past....?#ffs i need some theories cuz im just sending myself down a rabbit hole trying to decide what's going on #like what? am i just popping up in zaynes dreams to save him from loneliness while he helps me save the universe from getting access to my #and pops up in Raf's life to rescue him after losing everything while he also magically helps me save the universe from the aether's power #and Xai/Lumiere who's what... like 300+ years old somehow knows who i am?#WHO AM I? some dimension-jumping dream-hopping timeline-skipping superhuman with the core strength of 10000 suns and i don't even remember?#i need to read the rest of Xai's lore....#anyways welcome to the end of the tags. i hope you had fun. if you made it this far.... i am so sorry 🤣

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possamble · 2 months

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Ooff I see that threesome WIP. Appreciate all that warning. I don't think I have the heart in me to read that hahaha. Just feels weird to have two women in a relationship and insert a man for funsies. But hey, maybe it's just me being being into only Farcille and them being monogamous and only for each other. I'm just gonna pretend it's a separate Falin and Marcille from a little creature universe so I won't look at them differently when I read the fic hahaha. Still will be reading anything else from you though. You're one of my favorite fic writers and will be waiting patiently for updates!!

I truly appreciate you being frank with what you want and don't want to read and being civil about it-- but I have to say. I'd understand and accept if you looked at me differently for making that kind of content. Maybe I'm not the kind of creator you thought I was, or my creative priorities don't line up with yours, and maybe you enjoy my content less because of that. That's all fine and well--you have every right to curate your own fandom experience and I encourage everyone to do so.

But it's very curious that you specifically said that you'd look at the characters differently. I would understand if you wanted to separate them bc it doesn't fit into your preferred image of them and that's all. But at first glance, your wording implies that they would be somehow tarnished for you if they decided to sleep with a male friend for fun some years down the line.

I don't know you, and I won't pretend I have any standing to interrogate you on a minor word choice. But here's an unsolicited heads up, if you'd humor me: you may want to examine where that sentiment is coming from. It could very well just be a knee-jerk reaction to non-monogamous content for your favourite pairing (I get that, I'm usually the one privately bitching when I see Marcille or Falin shipped with anyone else) but it could also be coming from a place that's very disparaging to adult wlw who sleep with men of their own volition. And I hope you'll agree that's something worth being wary of in yourself.

#asks #sorry if this is more wary than is necessary #if you want the full context this all was part of a fun idea i had with a mutual on twitter #who has since been getting anonymous death threats and accused of being someone who supports corrective rape.#so im just very frustrated with the general response #listen. im as surprised as you are. IM the man-hater monogamist who gets leery when people start involving men into sapphic pairings #and itd be INCREDIBLY different if both characters were canonically confirmed lesbians and i was bending their characters #specifically to benefit my own fantasies #but we're all here playing make believe. and i found something compelling and fun in exploring this side of their characters #make no mistake: if you hate it and youre gossiping/shittalking me in private circles im GRATEFUL.#im happy that you have a space to vent and be vocal about things that upset you #and that you arent so isolated and unhappy that you feel the need to attack me directly to somehow vocalize your feelings.#anyway. it was a lighthearted one-off concept that i had a lot of fun exploring #and my work speaks for itself. if you think that id write the usual male-centric drivel where theyre worshipping his dick #instead of a fun honest and candid experience that the three of them had for their own reasons #then theres already nothing i can do to change your mind #and i still unironically commend you for actively curating your own experience and choosing what you do and dont want to interact with.#edit to add that im talking about the general you in the tags not anyone specifically

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rubiesintherough · 1 month

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#(( ooc. ))#venting tw #negativity tw #okay can someone tell me of im overreacting bc i feel like im losing it #husband just scratched his ass then purposely touched my face #laughed it off when i got upset and somehow made it out to be my fault thay he did it???#am i overreacting?? tuats out of line right. im not in the wrong about grossed out and upset right???#sorry i know you guys arent relationship advice givers or fricking advice reddit or smth but like #i feel like im losing my mind and i need an oitside perspective. he does this shit all the time #and somehow im always the one whos the bad guy?? am i nuts???? i feel nuts

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ratcandy · 4 months

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had a really epic cry on a balcony last week and I’ve been longing for that balcony ever since . Was so cathartic I need to go back there

#Never in my life have I felt more at odds with people around me and like I have no idea how to communicate #like a normal human being until this fucking trip #And I don’t know what I’m doing wrong but it just feels like. I am barely passing as a normal Person and people are Noticing #and the Noticing is making them Uneasy and therefore I am excluded from All Things #I need to get Diagnosed . With what I don’t know. But Something. Because something is fucking Wrong here #It’s making me reevaluate my entire everything because I feel so out of place it’s driving me insane #I feel like I’m sticking out like a sore thumb amidst a crowd and it’s doing something awful to me #How do I talk to people how do I exist with other people how do i. Do anything #and why is this only hard Now #I keep clamming up (lol) and going totally silent because I just feel like everything I’m saying is Wrong. Somehow.#But me being silent is also Wrong. And I’m doing something Wrong all the time #Uughhhrhb. This sucks. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here #vent #delete later #clamtalk #Sorry for venting so much recently I am. Going through it rn. I promise I try not to do this often.

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gods-favorite-autistic · 3 months

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Hey in case y’all were wondering I’m having a bad time

#it feels a little selfish. very selfish. nothing even happened to me #just thinking about my friend who is maybe kinda going through it and hasn’t responded to me or my friends texts in a week #even though she’s read them (read receipt is on)#and an online friend is having a bad time and I feel bad for them #and my brain is trying to convince me I made everything worse ever somehow #anxiety. fun #plus show I just watched is making me think about things in my life that I don’t want to #and I pulled an all nighter on accident which is making things worse probably but I can’t go to sleep now #anyways. if y’all wanna just ignore me for the next. 20 maybe. 10 minimum. minutes #sorry. bout all this i feel bad throwing this out here. feels icky. but I need to say it somewhere and I’m just not having a good time.#sorry venting #vent post #venting

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justsasuke · 7 months

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I just gotta vent for a second, please feel free to scroll past.

Ngl guys I usually am pretty fine but sometimes I really struggle with the fact that if I want to search anything related to Sasuke online, be it merch, pics, etc. etc. I'll inevitably run into something post kage summit (you know, where canon ends lol) that ends up reminding me just how crushed I was/am over how Sasuke's storyline went and how bothered it still makes me feel. And it just reminds me that I'm a Sasuke fan yeah but not the same way a lot of people are and that my reality surrounding him is not the reality other people are enjoying (aka b*ruto canon etc.) and there's people who actually LIkE iT ThE wAY It iS (that's a different rant) or at least accept it. So if I do stuff like have a Sasuke pin on my bag or have a keychain or literally anything I'm going to have to navigate this whole extra layer and nuance if anyone asks about it and at least today that thought is so bumming.

Anyway I wish I could just browse and enjoy like I used to but that's just not reality anymore and for some reason (probably me overthinking lol) I'm really sad about it today.

but also. Why is there no Juugo merch. What a crime against literally all of humanity.

#Personal #Delete later #Like to an extent it's hard to even publicly be a Sasuke fan anymore bc then people assume you like the recent stuff too #And then it's even harder to find people who understand him the way I do #And it feels so alienating somehow idk #Anyway all this to say I'm so grateful I have this blog #And all you guys to talk to who feel similarly #sorry for the vent #Ily you guys #Maybe I just need a nap

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the-gayest-sky-kid · 4 months

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aroace joy vs aroace loneliness fight

#im saying that as someone who IS aroace if this ends up in discourse territory somehow #sometimes i think it's some form of internalized arophobia and it probably is a little at least #but i just feel so wrong and lonely thinking about the future #because i love the idea of being in love (as one can tell) but i just don't love people like that #and aside from any other self worth and confidence issues involved in obtaining a partner it just seems unfair to them you know #that id never be able to love them in that way #before anyone says qpr i am WELL AWARE!!! but then we go back to the Other Issues #besides its so easy to find other aros online but irl nobody really understands #so its kinda hopeless #ive always wanted to get married and have kids of my own !!! like genuinely i love the idea of it #but i doubt id ever find someone who would like #want to be a secret 3rd thing with me and get platonically married and raise kids or smth #and then theres the whole thing about me probably not being a good parent or being able to even afford to have kids so like. GRGRRARARSRR #cant win #ive accepted the fact im gonna be alone but it doesn't make it any happier. it feels like theres something wrong with me you know #but on the other hand i love being aroace its such an integral part me??#and it makes me so happy to be apart of the community and to know its okay #that there are people who understand the Lack #and even in the specific ways i do!!!#so its like so. aughhghhghh #saying this feels like a betrayal because i know theres nothing wrong with not #finding love. i heavily criticize the idea that people need love in their life to be fulfilled.#i feel like im wrong on both ends. to want it AND not feel it #personal posts and stuff idk #cw vent #aethers rants #sorry to be a party pooper i think its getting a bit cloudy and its getting to me

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 1 year

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I feel like I'm gonna fucking die

#my mom made me feel guilty about the music I listen to bc I got my sister into Paramore and our mom REALLY disapproves of Pmore #I accidentally dropped a small item down the toilet mid-flush and now I'm sick worrying what's gonna happen #i have to go to worship practice tonight and deal with an extremely difficult sound technician #youth group has been horribly stressful #i need to do a ton of work still tonight #I just found out I massively screwed up on a job app a couple weeks ago #and I just want to like. disappear for a while #just like. poof. no more Lu for a bit #I feel like Anything I do is gonna be Wrong somehow #I can't listen to music to chill bc i feel guilty ABOUT LISTENING TO MUSIC #I don't think I have the mental space to read rn bc I'm reading fricking house of leaves #if I tried to write I would probably hate what comes out #but idk that seems the most promising at this point that's the only thing I can honestly say I want to do #Lu rambles #sorry for the language I just needed to vent

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