#sorry not sorry for being sappy on main

[queer-reader-07]

i think. at the end of the day what makes Good Omens so special to me is that i never expected to fall so deeply in love with it. i expected to like it, how could i not? but i wasn’t prepared to fall so deeply and irrevocably in love with it. i wasn’t prepared to read a story that would proceed to fill my thoughts constantly. i wasn’t prepared for Azi and Crowley to live rent free in my mind and heart forever now. i never would have expected that this story of all things would lead to countless hours of texting my friend new thoughts on Azi and Crowley and sending him what are essentially essays full of love and analysis for a story i read less than a month ago. or in me making a tumblr account simply for the sheer joy of fandom community. or in me reviving my love of art & drawing!! because how can you prepare yourself for that? there’s something so damn special about falling in love with a book you never expected to love so much.

[sga-owns-my-soul]

not to be disgusting on main but my partner does this thing when he sleeps where he has to be as close to me as possible and when i get out of bed when he's asleep i come back to him being fully on my side of the bed (often with his arm half off the bed) like he's looking for me in his sleep and i'm gonna fucking melt i'm so goddamn in love with this boy

[taxkha]

Iwa-chan, please

[http-byler]

☆ HOME ☆

and it feels like coming home, like Christmas morning with the people you love, like crayon masterpieces on walls, like impromptu dance parties in the kitchen. it swallows you whole and tucks you safely into bed. a nightlight, quelling the horrors of your mind. a balm, soothing and warm. home, as it turns out, has a heartbeat.

[potato-lord-but-not]

wife here, I love you too <333 However, I am ever so slightly offended (not really) that the reason you'd assume that previous ask wasn't me is because of the lack of sources and not that it says "love you" without the "I" when my brain was permanently wired to do my absolute best to never ever ever do that to you after reading

Do you remember the way the girls would call out “love you!” conveniently leaving out the “I” as if they didn’t want to commit to their own declaration.

I agree that the “I” is a pretty heavy concept and hope you won’t get uncomfortable if I should go into some deeper stuff here. (Berman par. 19-20)

two years ago. I mean no offense to people who do that, especially since in other contexts I also say "love you". But when it comes to you I never want to be someone who doesn't commit to my own declarations. I love you. And that is a declaration that I am committed to, and want ownership of and responsibility for. And I feel a little weird about sending you this as a tumblr ask and not a text or something, but that seems antithetical to what I'm saying. Being slightly obnoxious by sending you my declarations of love publicly feels like the same sort of thing as making sure to say the "I". Like how you're required to have witnesses at a wedding.

I love you so much. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I will never be over the fact that I get to say that. My love for you is a fact of the universe, so I might as well use all three words.

Works Cited (sorry, you asked for it)

Berman, David. “Self-Portrait at 28.” Poets.Org, Academy of American Poets, poets.org/poem/self-portrait-28.

No you’re so right actually, and bold of me to assume you’d send an ask that wasn’t a paragraph or two long. But anyway, I love you moreee I haven’t even read the poem but I find myself consciously adding the “I” whenever I type “love you”, cus you deserve for someone to say it with their whole chest… I love you <3

[leggalese]

i want to throw your phoenix in a blender. with um ice cubes. smoothie

i love the way you draw them <3333 they’re so skrunkly my blorbos <33333333333

...You're gonna need a bigger blender for that...

Thank you so much for enjoying how I draw the blorben, hope you enjoy the image. <3

[synthwayve]

Random sappy textpost because I don’t know where else to put this, but this account feels about appropriate;

Around this time last year, the house I was living in was going to be painted. All the furniture was rearranged and the windows had to be open 24/7 so the paint fumes could waft out. It was also around this time that I began rewatching Jacksepticeye’s playthrough of “Bloodborne”, and a few rewatches and lore dives turned into extensive interest.

I made a bit of(very bad) fanart before deciding to get a tumblr. I was choking on paint fumes literally all the time and had to wake up at 5:00 to catch the bus for school, and since it was approaching autumn, that meant it was always cold, and winter-time depression was setting in. But MAN. Bloodborne really really turned that small pocket of time in my life into something really special. I began talking with/dming some incredible people who I never would’ve come across otherwise, creating more, reading more, all the rest of it. Autumn and winter are, year-round, the hardest parts of the year for me to get through, especially from an abusive household. I don’t think I would’ve been as happy without meeting the incredible community here.

It’s not a particularly noteworthy or riveting series of events, but I just can’t help but remember that warm candlelit feeling I had inside while everything around me sucked. I remember I’d read fanfic/look at fanart while listening to Alex G’s “Mary” on loop. Now I can’t smell paint, or listen to “Mary”, or sleep on the floor, or experience fall without getting unreasonably happy over a silly old video game.

Insert something vaguely purply poetic about how the world’s most toxic nose-stinging eye-watering throat-aching smell has become deeply nostalgic with a simple change of perspective and people

TLDR: thank you bloodborne, thank you tumblr, thank you mutuals. I have so many core memories from being unreasonably obsessed with this silly little game and it’s really changed my life for the better. I hope to continue making things for it far into the future :,)

[jinkiesmariz]

Nobody talks about how crazy @jurygarroth s art is like jaw dropping ly pretty bEAUTIFULLL such a consistent quality and ouuuuuhgghhjjed I can’t put it into words anytime I see any bits of his work i like Fall to my knees and curl into a prayer because what the hell!!! What the hell!!! Lucy is such a nice guy too like sorry to get sappy on main but he’s so cool and silly and funny and just a pleasure to be around AND this motherfuvker has the prettiest art known to man and some of the neatest MCD headcanons Ive Seen??? Idm im just like on the floor because what the hell hes so cool we should hunt him for sport….

[nyarlathotep-thecrawlingchaos]

I don't think any of you understand how hard it is for me to not scream I LOVE YOU like a complete weirdo at everyone who reblogs any of my fan art/writing/otherwise silly brainrot bullshit 😭

So just like lemme do it here

I LOVE YOU ALL SO FCKING MUCH YOU ARE ALL AMAZING AND I AM NOT WORTHY OF YOUR KINDNESS THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUU

[petrichor430]

whenever my partners call me some sort of romantic pet name I swear I just melt like gosh I’m just so gay and in love

It’s like, yes!! That’s me! I’m your darling/love/etc.!! and it’s just so incredible that I have these people in my life. My younger self never thought this day would come but here we are with the most amazing partners anyone could ask for. I love them and they love me and I couldn’t ask for anything else.

[vee-lociraptor]

interacting with all these incredible and very very cool people and going "wait. wait they actually want me around"

[queer-reader-07]

just out here reminding myself that the core of my belief system is faith in the human story

[buggybestfriend]

i think my friends are quite literally the world to me... they make my world so much more colourful and remind me that there is love in this universe... i think i tend to get wrapped up in my own head and forget that other people have just as deep, meaningful lives and existences as i do but my friends really open up my eyes to that fact

idk im just so happy to have them all in my life, theyre truly what make life worth it

[herleaf]

Y’all, Mr. hisleaf got out my laptop while I was on my film set and charged it and told me “so you can write on the ride home.” If I hadn’t married him already, I’d marry him again

[dve]

have you heard the good word? the good word of gideon the first?

[gigawatt-smile]

Can NOT believe it's been 1 year since this show dropped, my memory of watching it is still so vivid, I crocheted badly and was nursing the end of a bad chest infection and I was with my wonderful Grandma who sat through watching the whole show with me that night <3 what a year I've had since, I didn't think this blog would still be active but here we are!!