#spn season infinite

[weanwinwhester]

no thot.

[incesthemes]

soulless sam should have drunk demon blood. it's a logical means to an end and makes him infinitely stronger which in turn makes him a better hunter, and he doesn't have anything stupid like morality or a conscience to get in his way. also it means that when sam got his soul back with no memory of how he got there he'd have to deal with sudden and inexplicable addiction and withdrawal, and of course the guilt and shame that comes with it

[bi4bisamjess]

God not to restate the obvious but supernatural’s ending was such bogus bullshit that it makes my head explode. Just. The Winchester brothers have experienced death. They’ve escaped it too many times for it to have any weight or meaning. Why should Dean stay dead? There’s no real reason. What makes this time stick other than the end of the narrative?

The Winchester brothers have experienced death. They’ve had plenty of grief and tragedy. There is no narrative. God is dead. Why not have them live? Why not have them be happy?

[catsconflictscopicsandchamomile]

Hey. Ares. Dipshit.

that's not your coat

that's not your FUCKING coat

you stole that. and now you're going to give it to me.

and then you're going to tell me where he is and what you've done with him

and maybe, JUST MAYBE

I'll consider not pounding you into a grease stain on the sand

how many parts of your human form can I remove before the rest of you dissolves back to Olympos?

*flips open pocketknife* ...I'm willing to find out.

[randomishnickname]

Must-read Destiel fics - my superduper Nov. 5th rec list

Three years ago, on the blessed day of November 5th, 2020, I had:

never seen an episode of SPN,

only had a vague inkling of what the two pale coconuts were on about,

and I hee-heed and ha-had with the rest of Tumblr about the love confession scene and the Internet errupting in an unparalleled craze

At first I thought, that's it.

Then ... I got curious. I watched some YouTube Destiel supercuts. I read some fic (I think @andhumanslovedstories beautiful Cas/OC fic was my entry point?). I read meta. I watched some more YouTube scene packs. I read even more fic. I watched some of S4, some of S1, some random fan fav episodes. And then Destiel lodged itself so deeply, thouroughly into my brain that it took over and hasn't relinquished control in the last two years. The most tenacious, pervasive brain worm to date.

This ship got it all, and this fandom got it all, and there's such delightful, powerful, batshit crazy, romantic, expertedly crafted fanfic out there, it's like being a starving child in the world's biggest candystore.

So without further ado, here's some of my very favorite fics from this infinite trove, with all my thanks to the wonderful writers who keep delighting and awing me with their dedication and craft. There'll of course be some recency bias at play but you can browse my bookmarks over here to chose from over 100 excellent and well-curated SPN stories.

💕CATEGORY: SWOONWORTHY💕

Wildly romantic fics that warm you up from the inside.

It Won't Be Perfect by someonetoanyone (10K words) Summary: Dean daydreams about what it'd be like to let himself love Cas freely.

Why I love it: the humor, the spot-on characterizations, and the quintessential late season Destiel-ness of being so deeply love with your best friend that it's too big to actually do anything about. Just. So warm.

Rock Lobster by Ginger Fail (13K) Summary: Cas decides that the lobsters Dean planned to cook need to get back home. Impromptu beach vacation ensues!

Why I love it: This road trip story is fresh and invigorating like a sea breeze! Fun, entertaining and full of deep, deep fondness.

Seek to Know You Better by ahurston (32K)

Summary: On a road trip, Dean and Cas play the 36 Questions That Lead To Love.

Why I love it: They’re so deliberatedly, carefully starting a relationship here. They try so hard to bridge the gaps and meet each other halfway. A very mature take on love that feels nourishing.

☢️CATEGORY: BRAINWORMS GALORE☢️

Fics that make you go BARK BARK BARK.

samson went back to bed by piesexuality (9k, @twoheadedcas) Summary: Cas strikes a deal with Chuck - keeping his family together comes at the price of their free will.

Why I love it: What if Cas got his revenge for the Mala'ak box? What if love came at the price of everything you've been fighting for? What if a story twisted the knife oh so sweetly? Each word of this one lands a punch. Made me insane in the best of ways (cue pinned fanart).

In sickness by @saintedcastiel (41K) Summary: S4 redux but Castiel has a fetish: giving Dean the sniffles.

Why I love it: This one is soooo. Can barely find words for it. It taps into Cas' early season alienness and psychosexual obsession with Dean, brilliantly demonstrates Casdean vs Samruby parallels, and each word is just. Perfect. ARGH!

so much smoke in a hall full of mirrors by AreYouReady (6K, @autisticandroids ) Summary: Godstiel is losing his heavenly war. Crowley provides a compliant Dean-doll for him to release his frustrations upon.

Why I love it: Urgh, this one is sooo dark. Taps into the scary, intimidating and alien aspects of Godstiel so well. Gore, consent and psychosexual issues galore. Delicious.

Special mention: In a Parked Car, Exhuming Ophelia by @an-android-in-a-tutu (17K). Still need to comment properly ;)

💣CATEGORY: EMOTIONAL WRECKING BALLS💣

Angsty fics that tear you to pieces to remake you better.

What Used To Be Mine by someonetoanyone (48K words) Summary: Dean never makes his apology prayer in Purgatory - Cas dies, Dean mourns.

Why I love it: Oh god, this is a heavy hitter. Just, straight up insurmontable grief, packaged in poetic, raw language to make you shed tears and tears. Loved it so much.

Ignite your bones By ilovehowyouletmefall (67K, @angelinthefire) Summary: Dean accepts Chuck's deal: killing Sam to save the world.

Why I love it: Cruuuuel cruel premise for a story that doesn’t pull its punches. It gets dark in Dean’s head and everyone around him suffers. Wonderfully written. The ending set my brain on fire.

Right Where you Left Me by outdean (93K, @armandgender)

Summary: Cas comes back from the Empty after 10 years to find Dean married to another man.

Why I love it: This one is a riiiide. When grief has become a part of you but your love comes back… When you return from the dead and have to carve a new space into the world for yourself... nothing is easy here, but the emotions are INTENSE. Also, autistic!Cas for the win.

Special mention: Who Ya Gonna Call? by saintedcastiel (50K) and Clear skies in spring by enochianprayer (WIP)

💥CATEGORY: EPIC RIDES💥

Expansive, wild adventures with lots of ups and downs

Spirit of the West by teen_dean (140K, @urne-buriall)

Summary: An 18y old Dean grew up on a horse farm – cue veterinarian Castiel. The summer of a lifetime ensues.

Why I love it: So this is one of my very favorite stories, ever ever, and I cannot recommand enough to immediatedly suscribe to the author’s Substack to be able to follow it in „real time“ next summer. It’s cinematic, rich, full of darkness and light, it’s everything a story can aspire to, I’m just. I just really love it.

Second Verse, Same as The First by LaLaCat1 (135K)

Summary: Endverse!Cas is sent back to the start of S1 and is determined to make things right this time round.

Why I love it: a desperate and badass Cas, unfridging everyone, a thrilling plot, moments of awesome for the entire cast, gripping action scenes, a romance for the ages… this is a genuinely amazing story.

back road, black road by eden22 (167K)

Summary: 18y old Sam gets kidnapped by Hell on his way to Stanford. Dean tries to deal.

Why I love it: So this one’s not Destiel-centric but does have wonderful Destiel moments. It’s also very heavy on the gore and the angst (NOT for the faint of stomach), but expertly crafted, fascinating and frankly it deserves more love. Held my breath for half the read and never knew where it’d take me.

Special mention: It's The End Of The World (As We Know It) by tiamatv (140K)

🤪CATEGORY: DESTIEL INSANITY🤪

Uproariously funny stories about the intricate rituals these two weirdos get up too.

Life Skills by ilovehowyouletmefall (26K)

Summary: Dean teaches a newly human Cas how to be „a real man“.

Why I love it: Dean coming to Big Self-Realizations while trying to have platonic threesomes with Cas is so perfect. Very endearing, tender and funny. Also, smoking hot sex.

the cheapest room in the house by biggaybenny (89K)

Summary: Dean downloads Grindr for Cas

Why I love it: Just. Late season Dean being deranged about Cas’ sexuality while everyone watches on in utter confusion. Equally hilarious and deeply moving

according to all known laws of life by @sobsicles (29k)

Summary: Cas comes back from the Empty to a Dean who won’t stop playing gay chicken.

Why I love it: They are both such petty, insane weirdos in this one. They said „can every situation be turned into a squabble“ and didn’t wait for an answer. So funny, so tender

Special mention: Wedding Vows and Negotiations by GingerFail (6K)

That's it, enjoy and leave your writers some much-deserved love!

[norahastuff]

There’s a lot to like about The Winchesters, but I think one of the reasons it hits so hard for me is that it solves my biggest problem with the finale. Personally, I don’t have a problem with tragic endings. The season 5 finale of Spn has a tragic ending, and I think it’s a wonderful feat of storytelling. Aside from the fact that 15x20 tried to pretend it wasn’t tragic and tried to make it seem like Sam and Dean standing alone on a bridge in Heaven was a happy ending, what I hated most about the finale was they had to flatten Dean into a two-dimensional caricature of himself to do it. Aside from maybe the revelation that Dean stood outside Sam’s apartment at Stanford for hours trying to psych himself up to go in because he was nervous Sam would turn him away, there was no moment in the episode that Dean felt like the complex, nuanced character we had come to know and love over the past 15 seasons. He had no desires or characterisation beyond pie, car and Sammy. There was no sign of all the growth we’ve seen from him, no hint of his own needs, wants or sense of self. I mean, he wasn’t even allowed to interact with his own heaven before Sam showed up. Even after his death, he was never allowed to have anything that was just his. 

Look, I’ve said all this a hundred times before – if you look at my 15x20 tag, it’s basically just this sentiment repeated over and over again – so why am I saying it again now? Well, because The Winchesters is fixing that. The mission Dean is on is all his. It’s not about Sam, or pie or whatever surface level bullshit that finale tried to boil Dean down to. He’s going back to the past, he’s meddling in something insane because he sees value in it, and in the process going on a journey to understand himself better. His narration makes it pretty clear that through this quest he’s learning to contextualise his own life and feelings better. The past presents the future, after all (full disclosure, that’s an Ugly Betty episode title that I just really loved and use far too often in casual conversation), and one of the biggest hang ups in Dean’s life was that he was given this mythologised version of events and expected to believe them. Mary was this perfect saintly mother who sat at home baking cookies all day before she was brutally, and through no fault of her own, ripped away from them. John was the perfect mild-mannered husband and father who only slid into anger and obsession after he lost his perfect wife. 

Eventually Dean realises that none of that is true. Mary couldn’t cook. She was a hunter. She was involved in the circumstances that brought about her own death. She was a complicated person, and in the end he got the chance to see that knowing the real her, flaws and all, was infinitely superior to believing the white-washed fairytale about the perfect martyr that John created after she died. There’s also the fact that John was never the perfect husband or father, even before Mary’s death. We get maybe one reference to that in Spn, how in Dean’s heaven in season 5 he remembers John and Mary fighting and John moving out for a few days, but not much else. The focus is very much on how John turned into a neglectful parent and an angry man after Mary’s death. But The Winchesters is working hard to dispel that lie. John always had this anger in him. Mary even calls him out multiple times on how he’s using her and their relationship as an excuse to avoid his issues. She straight up uses those words. There are also references to how raising your kids to be soldiers and being their drill sergeant rather than their parent is one of the worst things a parent can do to their child. 

Anyway, as interesting as it is to see all these things addressed in the Spn universe, what’s so damn satisfying is seeing Dean realise it. Dean’s on a mission to learn more about his past. To understand that our parents and where we come from shapes and moulds the people we become, but it doesn’t have to define us forever if we don’t let it. By accepting his past and finding out the truth about who his parents truly were, he can accept himself and move forward, free of whatever baggage that had been dragging him down for so much of his life.

And the greatest part about all of this, is that Dean’s the one driving this story. It’s not God, or his father or even his duty to take care of Sam which dictated so much of his life and his choices before. This is about Dean’s choices and who he is as a person and what he wants. It’s funny because as little as we saw John Winchester in season 1 of Spn, he was very much the spectre hanging over the story, and the search to find him is what drove much of the plot throughout the season. Much of what his sons were doing was in reaction to him. And now in The Winchesters, Dean himself is the spectre that’s been hanging over the season. He’s the one making the big moves and steering the action. He’s the one everyone, friend and foe alike, is looking for. He’s the one who gave John the note and put this whole thing into motion. After the ending of Spn took away so much of his agency and everything that makes Dean Dean, he’s finally getting it back and then some.

I’m excited to see how the season’s going to end, but I’ll forever be happy that this show gave us Dean being his own person again. He’s the one picking the music this time.

[shinelikethunder]

rewatching SPN s3 with an eye specifically towards the erosion of any scruples the leads previously had about killing human vessels along with the demons possessing them, and it's... still a pretty troubling aspect of the show, but what i didn't clock the first time around is that Ruby is the agent pushing them towards it at pretty much every step of the way. she's the one who gives them the knife, she's the one who helps Bobby make the colt infinitely reloadable, she's the one providing excuses like "demons tend to leave their hosts irreparably fucked-up anyway, so really it's a mercy."

she engineers all this moral hazard and then she dangles a way back from it in front of Sam, by telling him he can use his powers to pull a demon out of someone nonlethally. which wouldn't have been nearly as tempting if exorcisms were still all they had available, instead of a season spent coming up with excuses for falling back on the quicker, messier, brute-force options in the heat of a confrontation.

would've been nice, though, if subsequent seasons had treated this as what it was, instead of as an excuse to declare open season on murdering possessed humans in general.

[ananke-xiii]

Another dream, always mine (and yes it's still spn s13 related because i have a bone to pick with dabb over that season specifically)

So here it goes. (Part 1)

Spn s13 but kelly doesn't die, cas doesn't die, crowley doesn't die. Lucifer dies for *reasons* but mary, dean and sam are stuck in the AU.

It's still spn so we just have to have mirrors and parallels, okay? Like, this show doesn't care about continuity but damn! They will stick to mirrors and parallels like it's a religion and so we do too.

The thing is that the AU is not the lame-ass AU Dabb or whoever came up with, it's at least an attempt at being an interesting place. So basically the AU is as boring and dumb as our earth, nothing has really changed, people are still trapped in the rat race that capitalism is (see, we have a little bit of critique here too, there is no escape from the capitalist-fascist-heteronormative narrative or isn't it?), the frigging white picket fences are still everywhere like a fucking nightmare BUT! This is an earth without monsters, angels, demons, nothing goes bump in the night but depression, paranoia and suicidal thoughts (now these are the real monsters) and YET this is THE chance for our heroes, this is the promised land, no past, only freedom, the american dream is theirs to grab (but don't worry this place hides a secret, this is still spn everything must be queer, you'll see). Sam, dean and mary are kinda lost cause, surprise surprise! It turns out that's not the things you want that you can't have but that you didn't know what you wanted so how could you have it in the first place? Mary is restless, this was supposed to be her dream, she died for it and now she doesn't want it and she goes through another deep existential crisis (and, really, we all just get mary because seriously? any character named mary who's also a mother has too much fucking weight on her shoulder, just let the woman be). Sam is kinda okay with it, he once again refuses to get in touch with his emotions and flees from them like the plague: they're gonna make it work, they will find a way (i want to convey ross from friends vibes when he's like *in a squeaky voice* i'm fine! Here, that's sam in the AU). The guy lives in his delusion, this is his chance at being normal (and oh boy is he wrong, you'll see). Dean feels just bad, he's supposed to feel happy with his mother and his brother/son (the weird implications of this situation will be explored) but he keeps thinking about that little house by the sea (or was it a lake?) that cas bought as fucking jimmy novak and how the angel spent months there with kelly playing daddy and how the fucking angel played him and dean just went along and repaired his stupid truck as if to thank him for breaking his heart but also, also, dean will never admit it to anyone ever but deep down he knows, he knows, that that was his place, his angel, his chance (we will also have an explorations into the complex theme of mpreg with the due "Junior" references we all deserve and insights into dean's maternal insticts).

Now back to earth.

Kelly gives birth to a baby jack, cas lives with them to protect them from the angels and demons that will sure come for a visit (but once again he will end up being a total agent of chaos, you'll see), the angel is a bit of a mess, though, and his obsession with saving dean winchester is finally making kelly feel quite concerned with her life choices, maybe trusting this guy was a little bit insane, was he always this deranged? (We'll soon see why she thinks that, she might have a point). Meanwhile crowley goes back to hell and we once again have a cheap game of thrones situation (because why not? i can't come up with infinite original ideas to fix this plot, okay? Also this is still spn, i can condone SOME cheap storylines on the side, and anyway mark sheppard makes anything work so we're good) where his varys-like smart brain cells will put him on the throne again (who's this asmodeus guy anyway, prince of hell or not, fuck him, he will not stick around here for a second season while dagon died like after 2 episodes she was in, not gonna happened in my narrative). But, you see, the demon has his own issues, and goes visiting kelly and the angel because why not? He likes kelly she seems interesting enough for a person who birthed satan's son, escaped from a fucking angel of the lord, was kidnapped by a goddamn prince of hell, managed to baby trap said angel of the lord, stole the frigging impala and escaped that menace that the winchesters are. She then proceeded to give birth knowing she might have died. She is something. Something a bit unhinged maybe but crowley digs her, okay? He still also has varys-like smart brain cells so he needs to visit to make sure that baby lucifer is, like, not plotting to take over hell or whatever newborn babies half-made from cosmic entities do these days. Also, also, watching castiel putting baby jack to sleep with those big strong angel gym-bro arms did something to him, his daddy fetish and his mommy issues raised their head and something else too, and he foolishly promises to keep jack safe from hellish attacks and indulges castiel in his winchester obsession. What? He misses the brothers too, those handsome, tall, cruel white boys (we are reminded that, visually, the whole cas/kelly/jack situation is quite similar to the weird crowley/dean/amara thing of s11, mirrors and parallels need to keep happening people, this is spn, we gott have 'em). Castiel is living his tragic destiny yet again, he's seen the AU, has been there, technically knows that dean, sam and mary are safe but he just has to see it for himself, right? Like he has to make sure, it's not like dean not being there is eating him from the inside, it's not like he starts feeling the pang of guilt over the huge betrayal he's forced onto dean,leaving him left behind again and again and playing him that way, no. He copes by sitting in his stupid truck that dean had repaired listening to that damn tape (every time he does that we have a close-up of kelly watching the pathetic scene from her window and sighing as if in "fuck, FUCK, my life"). And oh, yes he also starts researching about archangel resurrection because i may or may not bring back my girls, aka raphael and uriel but this is for part 2, you'll see.

[stanfordprepped]

[[Alright...I think it's finally time that I do this... *deep inhale* I'm gonna put Sam most likely on an infinite hiatus. Too much has gone on here, and I don't know when or if I'll be coming back to him. I've given it a lot of time and he just isn't coming back to me. Maybe if a new spn season comes it'll change. Maybe with time it'll change. But as of right now I have no plans on bringing him back as of this current moment. If you want to keep in touch, I can be found the following places: @irrcdeemable, @stopthecarrrr, @nancywheelertm, and @he11fireclubtm. Thank you all for all of the wonderful memories and things. But this is for my own mental and emotional health.]] Best Wishes, Sammy

[adiarosefandoms]

The way I started Supernatural is during a 2-day long drive, I found Destiel Tumblr posts that had been copied onto Pinterest and by the end of my trip I had a whole SPN board with a Destiel subheader. I got home, read some fanfiction, started the show, finished the 15-season long show in three months, and fell into a full obsession.

2 1/2 weeks ago I started randomly pinning Hannibal posts to my TV Show board, made a separate board, started saving Tumblr posts, dived into an infinite pool of fanfiction, and now I'm actively fighting the urge to watch the show.

There is a pattern of reluctance and surrender when I find new fandoms.

[weanwinwhester]

he's the boss!

fade into you - mazzy star

[incarnateirony]

Quite funny, really. Talking with a friend from spn fandom--a real friend, not some passing person that is a social friend until logging out of twitter--about a variety of things. It started at Dead Boy Detective announcements pending, and her learning to read the signs; the signs that drove me mad that SPN fandom was oblivious to; "no wonder you were pulling your hair out"; the same AAAA constantly being in my inbox. "Oh god, no thank you, no wonder you've spent your whole time telling people to go away."

But it migrated on; about the time I captured AAAA in a jar, if you will. And so many of the people being surly against me that have tried to rewrite or disbelief past history should know about that part, and deep down, they know what they knew about that part.

And that part? Now just casually discussed like, "I admit I was thinking extremely terrestrially and singularly then, but it's the same function applied from a different angle than what I'm doing now in mass." and it was like oooooh. And she was like, yeah, and that first jar still is going, like, It's Just Text, that brainrot hit deep.

Yeah. It's just. It's infinite jars of I Do What I Want, guys. Endless jars. I am the jar of all jars. What's not clicking. Secret third trick to pop a lid.

Yeah, they should probably start getting concerned and reviewing certain people's deteriorating mental states over the last few years again, and I don't mean any celebrity.

We also had a nice gas about the fact that when Walker launched, I said it'd get four seasons, and here we are. Apparently she randomly LOLed IRL today realizing that.

[angelsdean]

remember john’s random storage locker full of old mementos and also cursed objects that was literally never mentioned again. apparently mentioned 4 times across 4 seasons according to the spn wiki but i have no memory of any instance except the first. but anyways why didn’t they move that stuff out of the locker and into the bunker which is infinitely more secure than a random-ass storage locker ??? the last mention of it is in s9 so they already had the bunker. also WHO was paying for the locker or did john just own it? can you straight up own a locker forever?? i have no idea 

[hangsabove]

i just started w a friend a (guilty) spn rewatch, like, 2 weeks ago (we are having the time of our LIVES) and BAM suddenly now you're back lmfaooo it's godsend. BUT of course we'll all enjoy original art !!!!! don't feel pressured to go back to post spn as often as you did, it's been years, we're just happy you're back and drawing whatever you enjoy atm ! :). hihi. 🌻

It is very easy to remember the whole universe that show gifted us. My step mom when I was much younger loved buffy and xfiles and talked about it very similar to how I feel like I felt for spn. Infinite possibilities. And all the added levels fans added to it with theories and film analysis. I just got to the supernatural musical eps in season 10 and it was a blast seeing it all over again and how they had fun with us and the fourth wall.

Full confession, I actually didn’t keep watching to the big finale so once I get to season …13? It’s all going to be fresh to me. I think I stopped watching when I stopped drawing (bad time obv) but it means that for a small amount of time I literally get to relive not knowing where the show is going. And I never looked up how it ended. It’s been around long enough now there are no spoilers on my feed. I’m so excited to get that one last run.

The things I draw now are more life study, I do occasionally draw people and I will always have the habit I think- of drawing Jensen as a model for the faces I use when I draw figures. I draw them for fun now, but since art is new to me again now that I’m coming out of my fog, I’m trying not to put too much pressure on myself. I had to figure out how to love painting again.

I want to find a groove again and maybe when I move, open a shop when I can prove to myself I can handle it.

Are you the same little sunflower that sent anons forever ago??

[sunnydaleherald]

The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Wednesday, June 19

DAWN: (looks at Buffy, annoyed) I know some stuff. GLORY: I bet she takes your stuff all the time without asking, doesn't she? Where's my key, Dawn? BUFFY: Go upstairs, Dawn. DAWN: (angrily, to Buffy) You're always talking about stuff I'm not supposed to hear. (Glory looks interested) I'm gonna figure it out, you know. Dawn leaves. GLORY: (grins) Ooh, I like her. She's sassy. (pauses, gets serious) And I'll kill her.

~~Checkpoint~~

[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

Cramming by badly_knitted (Buffy, Giles, PG)

Weekly Drabbles #136 — No Rest by veronyxk84 (Buffy, PG-13)

Family Name by DragonBinx (Willow/Tara, G)

Dawn's Happy Day by ILLYRIAN (Dawn, unrated)

Book Boyfriend by scratchmeout (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

A Stitch in Time by bruskiboo (Buffy/Spike, PG)

Book Boyfriend by scratchmeout (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Thou Art Crystalline by bruskiboo (Buffy/Spike, PG)

[Chaptered Fiction]

Deadly Sins - Ch. 2 by tieflingliker (Willow/Tara, Tara/Faith, E)

Father Returns - Ch. 9 by Amizzadu (Angel/Spike, M)

Slayerborn - Ch. 19-20 by Ihatechoosinganame (Xander centric, M)

I hate the way - Ch. 25 by DancingAngel0013 (Buffy/Giles, E)

surrender your power - Ch.12 by paperwasp (Buffy/Faith, E)

Infinitely - Ch.57 by Laragh (Willow/Tara, M)

[Outline] by thetruthuntold-story (Buffy-like OC, BTS xover, unrated)

Entropy (Pt 4) by enigmatist17 (Buffy/Spike, unrated)

The Degradation of Duality [Series Part 2] - Ch. 6-7 by Ragini (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

East of Nevada - Ch. 4 by Blissymbolics (Buffy/Spike, R)

Saving You - Ch. 6 by Spikelover4ever (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

Conflict Management - Ch.1 by holetoledo (Buffy, SPN xover, FR21)

Beneath The Moon And Across The Sun - Ch. 5 by BlueZeroZeroOne (Buffy, HP xover, FR15)

Bruises - Ch. 25 by hulettwyo (Buffy/Spike, Adult Only)

What the Drabble? Vol. 2 - Ch. 36 by VeroNyxK84 (Buffy/Spike, PG-13)

Love Lives Here - Ch. 78 by Passion4Spike (Buffy/Spike, NC-17)

[Images, Audio & Video]

Gifset: "I really did live and breathe Buffy the Vampire Slayer." [The Pink Opaque vs BTVS] by talesfromthecrypts (Tara, Buffy, Willow, Xander, Faith, worksafe)

Manip / Wallpaper: Date by revello-drive-1630 (Angel, Buffy, worksafe)

Gifset: When you kiss me, I wanna die. by ptieuca (Buffy/Angel, worksafe)

Gifset: Comparison - Spike & The Scoobies: Scene Blocking + Dialogue by ladyverdance (Buffy, Dawn, Spike, Scoobies, worksafe)

Gifset: Willow Rosenberg + Outfits (Season 5) by clarkgriffon (Willow, Tara, worksafe)

Textpost / Gifset: FAITH LEHANE + text posts by clarkgriffon (Faith, Buffy, Xander, worksafe)

Artwork: big thank you to the person who created waistcoats by chelseabeecreates (Giles, worksafe)

Gifset: The ship dynamic of [insp] by bangelgifs (Buffy/Angel, worksafe)

Gifset: Buffy Meme 🌸 5 Characters 🌼 BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER (1997 - 2003) by andremichaux (Anya, Cordelia, Kendra, Giles, Spike, worksafe)

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[Fandom Discussions]

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[◽️] #hmdlm or "The Living Medicine" is fake tweets of House MD characters; where everybody is alive, healthy, and happy. [◽️] #hilsoneulogy or "Eulogy for The Head and The Heart" is a collection of mini songfic, sickfic, or MCDfic; where I collect my sadness towards House or Wilson's death/sickness/pain in headcanons. [◽️] #hilson ff (with space) is a collection of currently read or subscribed stories (also my recommendations) [◽️]

[◽️] #hmdshots #rainshots or is a collection of LQ screenshots that I took while watching House MD, and then any other movies/series. [◽️] #rainedits is a collection of my amateurly edited pictures (using PicsArt); including wallpaper/lockscreen. [◽️] #rainfics #rainff is a collection of my written stories (fanfictions, prompts, drabble, fake tweet, fake chats, etc). #rainocs is for my OCs. [◽️] rainplays is a collection of me talking about games. [◽️]

About Me (+preferences):

Welcome to my ✨fantasy world 💖✨

I'm Rain, the “I'm fluent in Google Translate” enjoyer, reader, and writer. [Yes, I am quoting Stephen Strange.]

[[ 2⃣5⃣ she/they 💓💛💙 eng/idn 🔞 (MDNI on NSFW things) ]]

This account stands for every thing I could find or any thing I would read. So, basically I can read anything; and I can just leave it alone if it's not my preferences (on tropes, ships, or genres)

OTPs: Albert×Chris (RE), Batman×Superman (DC), Wong×Strange (Marvel), Wilson×House (House MD), Price×Ghost (CoD), Castiel×Dean (SPN), Eddie×Buck (9-1-1), Maverick×Iceman (TG/TG-M), Higuruma×Nanami (JJK), etc.

I'm also having an agenda with crackpairs/rarepairs.

Also— ✨M-PREG✨

Games I currently got on devices: Arena of Valor, Baldur's Gate 3, Call of Duty (series: OG and Reboot Modern Warfare, Black Ops, Infinite Warfare), Counter Strike, Death Stranding, Dynasty Warriors (6-9), God of War (2018 and Ragnarok), Minecraft, Monster Hunter World: Iceborne, Resident Evil (4-8, Remake 1-4, Revelations 1-2, Code Veronica), SuperStar rhythm games (ATEEZ, SM, JYP, YG, Cube, Woollim), The Last of Us (1-2), Warriors Orochi (3-4, +Ultimate)

dividers by: @cafekitsune and @enkeli-moonsys

Now that you're here—

I do have another account for korean thingie (series, movies, music), but here I am still proudly announcing that I am CREZL's Pretzel 🥨 😌✨ I am a fan of a crossover quartet voice group; Lim Kyuhyung (Tenor/Musical), Jo Jinho (Pop/PENTAGON), Kim Suin (Korean Traditional Musician), and Lee Seungmin (Baritone/Opera).

They covered iCorre! (Jesse & Joy), Faith (Stevie Wonder ft. Ariana Grande), Kill This Love (BLACKPINK), Higher (Michael Bublé) on the show as one of the top three quartet finalists of Phantom Singer season 4. [Also, Faith performance has got them the highest score from producers/judges in the whole seasons (S1-S4); 593 points from 6 producers of one for 98 and five for 99 points.]

Recently, CREZL released a mini album "CRE:㘉" with "Forbidden Love" as the title track and 4 more songs in the album.