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[sergeifyodorov]

re: ur thoughts on the current trending hockeyblr/ao3 ship and how objectively wild it is that it Is What It Is. what current ships would you nominate in its place? noah fence to sidgeno … but which Classic Teammates In Love HRPF Ships do you think should take over for them? or like, which ships are you surprised AREN'T as popular as oiler/flame-who-isn't-even-still-a-flame?

hskdfjdks okay hm... my super totally unbiased opinions are about to be put into this world... blast me if you will etc

teammates in love ships that should be more popular

sid/letang. i know we're all into the arranged marriage aesthetic of sidgeno and we don't care about "defencemen" in this house but . kris letang is right there... he's a hot girl... he's a bad bitch... he's a supernaturally intense freak which means he and sid could get it on in such wild ways... and most importantly he's quebecois we need more francophone representation in our hockey rpf

steven stamkos/victor hedman. fundamentally we are not taking advantage of wily fox steve stamkos and Giant Conn Smythe Winning Sequoia Tree Victor Hedman who are right there.. they endured so much pain 2gether before winning their cups... they're besties... etc. look at that gifset of heddy lifting the cup over his head and tenderly kissing golden-haired stevie who's hugging him like he built the world. know what i know.

quinn hughes/elias pettersson. they were ROOMMATES ON THE ROAD they are DESIGNATED SAVIOURS OF VANCOUVER together quinn is bedraggled and practical and petey is bald and cunty. i know they're young but if petey sticks around... yknow. it'll get there. with your help etc etc

matthew tkachuk/sasha barkov. i agree i get it machuk is interesting he's an interesting fic character. sasha is right there... he loves him....

other ships that should be more popular

sid/ovi. they're both inchresting characters they're both extremely old men with lots of history they had to go through each other to win the cup EVERY TIME THEY DID IT...

geno/ovi along the same lines. actually my opinion of ovi is that he's a fascinating character ficwise all around... enigmatic, charismatic,,, i don't understand nicke backstrom which is the biggest reason nickeovi isn't on the first list. but sid/geno/ovi is nightmare threesome material and we should talk about it

not a Specific ship per se but we need usntdp fics of the generation BEFORE jhughes/zegras/caufield. i want something that compels you to draw a jeichel/auston/machuk/clay keller web so complicated you need to full-on Pepe Silvia in order to understand it.

jack hughes/nico hischier but specifically me and sol spiceberrie's vision of it

also not a specific ship but Guy That Sucks fic. the good old homosexual self-loathing spiral... yes... Yes... dont do it with machuk though he's too emotionally intelligent. needs to be a total bad-vibes mirror-staring cut-shaving don't-know-how-to-cry situation.

here's MY one-interaction-that-i'll-never-get-away-from enemies to lovers fic that makes no sense: auston matthews/rasmus dahlin. there's one (1) fic in the ship tag and i wrote it. my claim to rarepair fame...

[softpine]

@bb-enablefreebuild LITERALLYYYYYYY i even have this exact image saved in my asa & finn web weaving folder jfksjds it's so them, even the hands 😭

@forgotten-pixels oh yeah he definitely has a wikipedia page!! his first single was a pretty big hit and even though his other work hasn't been as mainstream, he's contributed to a bunch of other artists' work so he's still well known in certain circles. i also think he's JUST famous enough to get those weird AI generated articles written about him, like "remember the guy who sang [song title from 15 years ago]? this is him now!!" because he's not well known enough for people to realize it's false / clickbait lmao. (btw you never have to apologize for asking questions!! i love them at any time 🥺)

asa has a regular phone but he may as well not have one at all because he quite literally never charges it or brings it anywhere fjkjsds stevie is the one who's always switching out her phone case & never gets around to putting a screen protector on so her screen is definitely cracked, i think elaine probably loses her phone the most on accident, and jada will say she lost her phone even when it's ringing in her hand because she just doesn't want to answer. if we still had texting limits stevie would use that shit up in half an hour, if that!!

his intentions were good...... his execution however..... leaves a lot to be desired

i'm so sorry my brain cannot even think about april fools right now without the dan and phil brainrot fully taking over 😭😭😭 no other pranks exist in my brain at the moment i can't even think of any sjksjd i could definitely see mikaela & danny pranking each other though

HELPPP this is so funny but i'm gonna have to say casper, there is no way he knows what that is

thank you for the idea!! i'm trying to avoid sending people a patreon link for written work; even if it's free (and it would be), there's still a connotation that it would cost money and i'm afraid no one would even click the link to read it (plus i've already used my patreon for cc so i'm afraid i would annoy the people who followed me for that content). ughhhh but thank you for trying :(

i'm really bummed about substack because it looked like the easiest way to accomplish what i want to accomplish but i'm sure i'll find something eventually. thanks for the interest 🥺

i would love to, but tumblr has a 30 pic limit and also i need to cut myself off at some point because otherwise i could literally spend months on 1 single post lmao 😭

you were right :P :P

i forgot about that too!! iirc wasn't it just dependent on the number of sims you have & their ages? asa bounces between caroline's and danny's houses so he would change the difficulty, but the mayfields would always have the highest rating because they also have sadie & the farm animals to take care of!

yes definitely!! just please credit the original mesh creator if applicable (i always list them) 💝

i forgot to answer this when you sent it, but i did read it right away and it made me smile, so thank you 💖💖

it really is the most attractive trait a person can have to me fjkjsds did you ever hear from that guy btw?? 💕

THANK YOUUU kisses you back one thousand times 💖💖💖

@minamill ILYYY 💞

@morrigan-sims thank you!!!! 🥺

[theweirdspacejellyfish]

books on the kindle unlimited

dead poets society by N.H kleinbaum

summary: todd anderson and his friends at welton academy can harldy believe how different life is since their new english professor, the flamboyant john keating, has challenged them to " make your lives extraordinary!" inspired by keating, the boys resurrect the dead poets society -- a secret club where, free from the constraints and expectations of school and parents, they let their passions run wild. as keating turns the boys on to the great words of byron, shelley, and keats, they discover not only the beauty of language, but the importance of making each moment count. can the club and the individuality it inspires the pressure from authorities determined to destroy their dreams?

the last courtesan of olympus by amanda meuwissen

summary: aikos is the best at what he does, the most skilled and coverted acolyte of aphrodite, and he knows it, but when his beauty and allure attracts the attention of the gods themselves, his ascension to courtesan takes a turn he never expected. straight to olympus. given by zeus as a gift to eight of the male greek gods, aikos must please each of them and decide between them who he will serve, without earning himself a tragic end. can he choose when the one tenet of aphrodite's temple he knows the least - love, in all its forms - is the one he most needs to understand now?

united eart: rough beginnings by R.M almonte

summary: a young boy who loses his mother. a junkie father whose only emotion is numbness. guided by some outside force. stevie must learn his true inner power. driven to follow his dream, stevie must go beyond the norms of everyday society. how do you learn to do something no one else has done?

bro and the beast by L.C davis

summary: when a musclebound frat bro brad gets run off the road by a reckless driver, he thinks its game over. when he wakes up inside his twin brothers favorite corny shifter romance novel, he realizes the real game is just beginning. desperate to get back to a world where hes top dog, brad find himself in the crosshairs of raul, the menacingly hot hero of the wolfs mate, whos intent on teaching brad a whole new meaning to the word alpha. not only does raul insist that brad is an omega - his omega - but brad is going to have to come to terms with the fact that he isnt just a part of this fictional world. hes a stand - in for the main character, and the only way out is to make sure he gets to his happily ever after.

pond water by rian mileti

summary: the toxic pond she wont stop drinking... in the quiet town of elmhurst, where secrets fester like toxins, a simple pond holds the key to unraveling a web of deception that spans generations. meet jared, a battle-scarred navy seal whose quest for peace becomes a battle for survival when the towns poisoned pond threatens to expose the darkness lurking beneath the surface. bobbie jo, the enigmatic neighbor with secrets of her own, may hold the answers jared seeks, but her motives are as murky as the pond itself. when haunting discoveries emerge from the depths of the toxic water, it sets in motion a chain of events that will force jared and his loyal friends to fight for their lives. as they navigate a landscape of treacherous lies and inexplicable horrors, the neighbors will stop at nothing to keep the truth submerged

[thegreatestfilmnevermade]

you're watching the greatest film never made (me!)

CONTENT: A whole lotta art in all its forms! Music, film, photography, poetry, literature, paintings, etc.

TODAY'S SONG: 'Bones' by Michael Kiwanuka

LINKS TO: LetterBoxd & Spotify

MORE ABOUT ME + TAG INFO...

Who am I?

My name is Claire

I'm 18

Sydney, Australia

I love sharks

I love history - including music history, art history, film history, ancient and modern, etc

I'm in my last year of High School

I genuinely listen to just about every type of genre of music

I'm a Capricorn

I'm Lebanese

I don't know what else to add about me! I'm always open to questions in my ask box, so you're welcome to go for it!

Quick insight into some of my favourite artists...

My favourite artists include... Taylor Swift, Elliot Smith, Phoebe Bridgers, Beabadoobee, The 1975, Hozier, Stevie Wonder, Fiona Apple, Paul Simon, Rosalía, San Cisco, Lana Del Rey, The Cure, my bloody valentine, Baushaus, Lebanon Hanover, Kendrick Lamar, Minor Threat, Sisters of Mercy, Ms. Lauryn Hill, Tupac Shakur, Paramore, Oasis, and oh, very very many more!

Always looking for music and movie recommendations! :)

Tags

TGI (NF) | Images 

= The Greatest Images (Never Found) |  Images

= General images I've found across the web, mostly old photography or artworks.

TGD (NH) | Chats

= The Greatest Discussions (Never Had) | Chats

= Random thoughts, responding to asks/questions, having conversation(s).

TGS (NH) | Today's Song

= The Greatest Songs (Never Heard) | Today’s Song

= Daily song of the day.

Alright I don't know what else to add! Ah!

[thebandcampdiaries]

Shar announces her debut release: When The World Is On Your Shoulder

November 2022 - Shar is an artist and songwriter who set out to develop  very one-of-a-kind sound. On one hand, Shar is able to create catchy and memorable songs that are immediately likeable. On the other, she always seeks to give her material a lot more depth and focus, in the tradition of some of the best blues rock out there. Just because one’s music is catchy, it doesn’t mean that it has to be shallow! Shar’s first ever release, When The World Is On Your Shoulder, definitely seems like a perfect example of what it means to make songs that are incredibly appealing, yet that don’t lack of depth, making them stand the test of time. On one hand, the music has a groovy, cheerful vibe. On the others, the lyrics are very personal and deep, capturing the real essence of the blues, and singing to cope with the weight of the world.

Shar managed to really stand out with When The World Is On Your Shoulder, and this release is going to make you really happy if you do enjoy the sound of artists such as Eric Clapton, Stevie Ray Vaughn, and John Mayall, only to mention but a few. Blue rock fans in general will love the depth of sound and focus of this composition, and we can’t wait to hear more from Shar, especially if this is an indication of what to expect next!

Learn more about Shar and do not miss out on When The World Is On Your Shoulder, which is currently available on the best digital music streaming services on the web.

https://shar2.hearnow.com/

[frothingatthemaw]

pinned post! hai :3

👥 stevie, ender, ran, wil/will, mike 👥

matching w @kourys !!

ass-olotls -> aimsify -> genlossism

> 19 | they/xey/bap/star/ze ++ | system

!!! psa to please interchange my pronouns, it’s important to me that they are interchanged !!!

some interests of mine: mcyts (ex: aimsey & ranboo mainly + more), dream smp, hermitcraft, the life series, video games (ex: minecraft, night in the woods, sally face, stray, stardew valley + more), shows + movies (ex: stranger things, rick & morty, heartbreak high, sex education, it movies, spree, the devil all the time + more), literature (ex: poetry, web weaving), horror, music (ex: jxdn, lovejoy, quadeca, nf, glaive + more), generation loss, drag queens, youtubers (ex: jacksepticeye, gab smolders, sidemen, johnnie guilbert, jake webber + more) etc! please talk to me about common interests!

guy who’s an autistic aroacespec queer that is chronically online :3

• pronouns page || pronouns.cc || spotify || ao3

tagging system || list of headmate/alter blogs

my stranger things blog (@stonerharrington), my alt/personal blog (@igotpapercuts), where i rb stuff for mutuals (@ass-olotls), catkin blog (@kittybaps), for when i hit post limit (@ender-in-idiot-jail), our system blog (@originssystem), love-centric, webweaving blog, & aesthetics blog (@loverstained), rarely used age regression blog (@starshapedblue)

last date edited: nov. 12, 2023

times i’ve hit post limit (for fun): 1

more under cut!

additional interests info: LISTED THINGS ARE NOT LIMITED TO ONLY WHAT IS LISTED, i watch mainly mcyt content creators (ex: aimsey, ranboo), but i’m also interested in the dream smp (please ask me about headcanons of characters), the life series (3rd life, last life, double life, and limited life), hermitcraft, and empire smp. i mainly watch grian or scar for hermitcraft; i watch grian, scar, and jimmy for the life series; and i watch jimmy and fwhip for empires (i’ve only seen season 2)! i’m also very autistic about genloss so please—i beg you—talk to me about that :] i like an abundance of other video games besides minecraft, so feel free to ask about those as well!

BOUNDARIES!

do not spam me unless you are spam reblogging my writing or art! do not rb my neg posts without permission. do not rb my goodnight posts.

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dm me or send an ask for me to tw something, or dm me/send an ask if i’ve done something i need to be held accountable for. also please do not dm me to chat if we are not mutuals.

DNI: tulpas, transmeds, sysmed/traumascum (sysmed reasoning here), terfs, map/pear/radqueer, radfem/tradfem, kink/nsfw blogs (i literally post about minecraft), blank blogs, ddlg blogs, discourse blogs, proship, irl shippers (especially minors), pro-ana/ed blogs, fakeclaimers, anti mcyt, c!dream apologists & cc!dream supporters, dteam/dream team supporters (yes, dream, george, and sapnap). people who sexualize and/or post nsfw of wilbur soot, harry potter stans, you break boundaries, sexists, ableists, racists, part of poppytwt/poppyblr, truthers.

BYF: i will post a lot of ranboo and aimsey, as well as other featured mcyts. i post about ranboo an abnormal amount and i do not tag it (i probably should at this point). i’m not a huge fan of quackity or slimecicle, but i will not post neg about them. i will post hermitshipping and not tag it. i don’t watch streams that often & i stay off of tumblr in general while streams are going on (usually) or i just ignore liveblogging. going off of the previous statement, i will liveblog me watching vods sometimes. i tend to spam rb and not queue. i swear and do not tag it. i use contradicting labels (ex: aroacespec and hyperromantic). please tag mcyt neg. you will be blocked deliberately if i find a reason to block you. WE ARE A SYSTEM WITH LOTS OF INTROJECTS, DON’T BE WEIRD!

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[threelargeelefants]

My mood board ⬆️

My creations ⬇️

Gif sets

Stevie x Malcolm (Malcolm in the middle)

Lost actors + where I recognized them from (lost/mixed)

Favorite trope: enemies to friends lovers (mixed)

Johnny Lawrence + not understanding Bluetooth (cobra kai)

One of them and two of us (superstore)

I'm asexual (mixed)

Three things make a champion (cobra kai/karate kid)

Weeks? How many weeks is weeks? (cobra kai/karate kid)

Yasmin + Demetri (cobra kai)

Johnny Lawrence on SNL (cobra kai? karate kid? SNL)

SNL Drag Brunch (SNL)

Danny Gonzalez Looking Destroyed (Danny Gonzalez)

SLIME (Danny Gonzalez)

Emotional Support Shawn (Boy Meets World)

Emotional Support Shawn II (Boy Meets World)

Boyfriends set (Boy Meets World)

Two Best People (Boy Meets World)

Minkus’ exit (Boy Meets World)

Shawn x Minkus (Boy Meets World)

Rider Strong in Cabin Fever

Rider Strong in Borderland

Rider Strong in Cosmic Radio

Rider Strong in Tooth and Nail

Rider and Jason in Summertime Switch

Summertime Switch (1994)

The Dirties (2013)

Bill and Ted trilogy gifset

Shawn bi awakening (Boy Meets World)

Edward Norton in Down in the Valley

Keeping The Faith (2000)

Mood boards

Wilkerson brothers mood boards (Malcolm in the middle)

Hobbits + Seasons (lord of the rings)

Lesbian Robin (stranger things)

Fics

Reese was a boy. (Trans Reese) (malcolm in the middle)

If the cops never caught them (shawn/cory) (boy meets world)

Misc.

[Wilkerson] is queer generator (Malcolm in the middle)

every found family has... (cobra kai)

Dark Romantic web weave

[sallysetoncore]

welcome to my twisted mind

i’m stevie:

any pronouns, queer in both gender and sexuality

twenty years old and fucking exhausted

“isn’t your name—” what are you, a cop? it’s stevie.

i’m working on my fan fic masterposts and stuff so you can reblog and of them you want and stuff

wincesties and terfs fuck off

my work

fan fiction: ao3 / tumblr tag / substack link for @dear-brother​

my amvs:  The Sharpest Lives (general destiel) / Honeypie (meg masters 2.0) / Jealousy Jealousy (trans!dean) / Foundations of Decay (general spn) / Brutal (kevin tran) / Ribs (saddest lines) / Be Nice To Me (endverse!castiel)

web weaves: supernatural / general

posts: text posts / other posts

lyric edits

my gifs

other tags

trans tag

queer tag

my dta liveblog

words

quotes

poetry

aesthetic

inspo

fashion

tag games

save

trans dean

frontbottomsnatural

jupernatural

dean studies

[tamiettitami]

this month's FIC RECOMMENDATION (find all previous posts under *lolwrites) theme is EPISTOLARY/TEXTING, so each work included on this list is underneath the "epistolary" and/or "texting" tag(s) on AO3. unlike normal, these recommendations go as far back as DECEMBER 2020

-> if i have either made a mistake on someone's username or you know the tumblr URL to someone who's @ i did not include, please let me know and i'll update it ASAP !

About Last Night by @madlori -> Patrick and David process their first night together, largely via texts.

rated G for GENERAL AUDIENCES; 3,049 words; TAGGED for David and Patrick's Night at Stevie's Apartment, Episode: s04e02 Pregnancy Test, Post-Episode: s04e02 Pregnancy Test, Texting, Processing, Patrick has Big David Feelings

Making Some Good Memories by @lisamc-21 -> A texting-only fic where David does something nice for Patrick on St. Patrick's Day

rated T for TEEN & UP AUDIENCES; 819 words; TAGGED for St. Patrick's Day, Epistolary, Texting, Fluff, David Rose is a Good Person, Patrick Brewer loves David Rose, Banter, nice gestures, Trolling, Canon Compliant

Starting Live Chat by @thescholasticskipper -> David has a complaint to make about not receiving an order he placed months ago from a local furniture and home goods store. Not wanting to call, he finds the live chat option on their web site and has some issues with their customer service representatives.

rated T for TEEN & UP AUDIENCES; 1,096 words; TAGGED for Furniture, Chatting & Messaging, Alternative Universe - Different First Meeting, Customer Service & Tech Support, Epistolary, home decor, But for a Motel Room, David Rose Deserves Nice Things

When you care enough to send the very best by @yourbuttervoicedbeau -> Patrick is a greeting card writer for Hallmark. David has Opinions.

rated T for TEEN & UP AUDIENCES; 4,298 words; TAGGED for Alternative Universe - Different First Meeting, Epistolary, Canon Dialogue

Kidnapped by railmedaddy -> Of course David was texting Patrick when he found out that Stevie had effectively dragged him along to play chaperone on her weekend away with Emir and of course he was texting him during karaoke with Tammy

rated T for TEEN & UP AUDIENCES; 977 words; TAGGED for Canon Compliant, Fluff, Epistolary, Drunk Texting, Episode: s05e04 The Dress, Karaoke, Best Friends Stevie Budd & David Rose, Patrick Brewer loves David Rose, Drunk David Rose, honey is a euphemism

back to the drawing board by mycleverusername -> “Ooh,” David says. “Board guy is cute.”

rated T for TEEN & UP AUDIENCES; 12,957 words; TAGGED for Alternative Universe - Celebrity, Patrick is a political analyst on TV, but zero specifics about politics, The Roses Never Lost Their Money, Twitter, Social Media, Epistolary, Texting, So many work skins

Consider It a Gift by @schittposting -> David and Stevie text during his birthday. Set during Grad Night.

rated G for GENERAL AUDIENCES; 360 words; TAGGED for Texting, Episode: s03e13 Grad Night, First Date, Friendship, Birthday, Epistolary, Canon Compliant

text me any, anytime by @fishyspots -> Five times Patrick gives David an incentive to do something, and one time David does the same to Patrick.

rated M for MATURE AUDIENCES; 2,121 words; TAGGED for Texting, Banter, Canon Compliant, Established Relationship, Domestic Fluff, Partners in Love and in Business, 5+1 Things

Dear Apartment Five by @blackandwhiteandrose -> Notes from the Community Message Board: the residents of Patrick's apartment building have a few thoughts/concerns to share about the newest neighbors.

rated T for TEEN & UP AUDIENCES; 583 words; TAGGED for Canon Compliant, season 5, mentions of Housewarming, Patrick's new apartment, Neighbors, David and Patrick have a very satisfying sex life, Epistolary, Humor, community message board

[astraeagreengrass]

illicit affairs [the woods 2/4]

No one ever tells you that picking up the pieces takes longer than shattering them

Word Count: 3.657

Warnings: heavy angst, mentions of death and death-related themes, descriptions of a memorial service.

A/N: Thank you to every one that sent me some love on exile! I'm truly grateful for your comments and I hope you like what's coming up on this story. Special thanks to the always wonderful @xbuchananbarnes​ for helping me out with this. The banner picture was found here. Dividers are from @writeyourmindaway​ ♡

and you know damn well for you, i would ruin myself a million little times

Working for Nick Fury sometimes made you sick to your stomach.

"That's very old school of you," you said, taking a sip from your coffee. The styrofoam cup was hot to the point of almost burning your fingertips, but having something on your hands kept you from twisting them nervously.

Nick raised an eyebrow - the one you could see, at least - and drank from his own cup.

"Your father always said I had a flair for the dramatic."

"Humph," you muttered as Nick rolled down the steel door of the storage unit. "Do you think he would believe your conspiracy theory?"

He shrugged, black leather duster coat swooshing in the wind.

"Your father was a soldier and a spy," he stated. "One of the best, I must say. He believed in his orders as long as he could question them. So yes, I think he would engage my conspiracy theory, as you put it."

You refrained from comment. That was Nick's way: mention your father enough times to instigate your grief, just enough to loosen your morals. The shame was on you for allowing him - even if his suspicion of an undercover plot inside S.H.I.E.L.D. fascinated your curiosity.

“Can I ask what made you start questioning your own Agency?” you mumbled under your breath as you and Nick made your way to his SUV. The sun was slowly dragging it’s hues across the inky sky, the stars fading as the golden light came to be.

“When Stark hacked the Helicarier’s systems there were some… Inconsistencies,” Nick replied. “Which naturally spiked my curiosity.”

“Naturally,” you smirked.

“I suppose I don’t have to tell you that this is not an official assignment, Agent Y/L/N,” he said.

“No, sir,” you shook your head.

“Good,” he pressed a button and the car doors unlocked. “Besides, I’m sure Captain Rogers’ presence in Washington will… Stimulate the inconsistencies we’re looking for.”

“Shit,” you cursed. “That was today?”

Nick tapped the clock on the car’s navigation panel.

“He’ll be at headquarters at nine. I expect you to be there.”

“I’m sorry, sir,” you said. “I’ve just had a lot on my mind.”

Nick nodded.

“How is your grandmother?” he asked. “Is the treatment working?”

“She’s doing a round of chemo every forty days,” you clicked the seat belt tip in the buckle. “She’s stable, but, you know, it’s cancer. I visit her every weekend, though.”

“Are you sure you can’t convince her to move to the city?”

“Nope,” you shook your head. “She’s never gonna leave the woods, Nick. Can you even imagine my grandmother living in D.C.?”

A discreet smile played in the corner of your boss’ lips.

“I couldn’t imagine you living in D.C., yet here you are.”

You didn’t reply, choosing to sip your coffee instead. Nick turned the radio on as he drove off the storage lot and a playlist of Stevie Wonder’s greatest hits was your soundtrack on the journey back to the city. Daylight was high in the sky when the SUV reached the Triskelion, S.H.I.E.L.D.'s colossal headquarters sitting right in the middle of the Potomac.

It was just past seven, but already the premises were bustling with people. You supposed that’s what happens when a superhero starts his first day on the job - people show up early, wearing their best clothes and flawless makeup.

“What the hell,” Nick muttered. “This is an Intelligence Agency, not a fashion show.”

You stifled a laugh.

“You can’t complain about motivation in the workplace now, boss.”

Nick shot you a dirty look.

“My office. Nine A.M. Don’t be late.”

You mock saluted him then went on to find some breakfast.

Natasha Romanoff’s memorial service was held on a balmy December morning, at a Christian Orthodox church in Brooklyn.

All the time you’ve known her, Natasha had never mentioned religion and you were positive that she would’ve cracked two or three jokes about the priest’s monotonous speaking if she were there. Only she wasn’t, and all she left behind was a handful of grieving acquaintances.

There was no body to keep vigil over or bury. In between the thousand of unsaid words between you and Steve, the subject of Natasha’s death lingered. He tried to explain, as he did to so many other things, and maybe you would’ve understood if you just tried to be better at listening - tried harder to make sense of the incredible mess reality had become. Apparently it’s not easy to retrieve a corpse when the person actually died on an alien planet almost ten years ago.

Natasha’s beautiful face smiled at you from a portrait sitting at the altar. Her hair was longer, cascading down her shoulders in fiery red waves that curled into blonde ends. The shadow of a smile on the corner of her lips couldn’t elude the sadness lingering in her eyes. Even so, she hadn’t aged a day since the last time you saw her, in a time so distant it felt foreign, as if it belonged to someone else’s existence instead of your own.

Remembering 2016 felt like being dunked in ice water. Like the time you jumped into the frozen pond in the woods and opened your eyes underneath the stream, catching the twisted, milky sunlight. Looking back at that life - so peaceful despite all the trouble that surrounded it - was equally as numbing.

It was announced to the general public that the woman known as Black Widow bravely sacrificed her life during what was now being called the Battle of the Earth. Yet, when Steve called two days earlier saying that there would be a private service for Natasha's family members, you wept - not so much because a service meant that she was well and truly gone, but because she thought you were her family.

You met her at S.H.I.E.L.D., of course. Even before you crumbled to dust, you’d constantly wonder how different things would’ve been if you’d never let stupid Jimmy Rodriguéz’s words get to you. If you’d just ignored his taunts instead of hacking S.H.I.E.L.D’s database just to prove him you were smart enough to do it, maybe then an old friend your father never bothered to mention wouldn’t have come to your house in the middle of the night, saying that if you could bypass government-patented digital security, then you should move to D.C. and work for him. You would’ve never left the woods, never traded it for the tangled webs of secrets and deceptions a job as an intelligence programmer proved to be.

Perhaps then you wouldn’t be here, sharing a pew with Steve Rogers - the only man you’d ever loved and probably ever would. Perhaps you would’ve met someone else: a nice, normal, maybe even a tad boring guy, but you wouldn’t care because you wouldn’t be very interesting either - just a nice, normal, maybe even a tad boring girl. And the two of you would be ordinary, kissing goodbye in the morning and hello in the evenings, with the ever present assurance that this was how things were meant to be. Not the tragic tale of love and loss you shared with Steve.

You didn't wait for him to walk you out of the church when the service was over, yet your plan to flee without an awkward farewell misfired at the sight of Nick Fury by the door. He looked exactly like he always did - black leather eyepatch, black leather duster coat, seemingly plucked from your thoughts.

"Y/N," he greeted you, evidently surprised although only someone who's spent as much time around him as you had would catch it in the tone of his voice. "How are you?"

"Good," you replied, way too quickly. "Fine."

Nick nodded, then turned to the blonde woman next to him.

"Carol, this is Agent Y/N Y/L/N," he introduced you. "Y/N, this is Captain Carol Danvers."

"Former agent," you corrected, shaking the hand Carol extended. She had a gentle, but strong grip. Noticing her gaze looking up, you turned around to find Steve approaching.

"Carol, Nick," he acknowledged them, then said to you: "You ready to go?"

You nodded, whispering a quiet "goodbye" before allowing Steve to lead you outside.

"Thanks," you muttered when you reached the open air. Even New York's polluted breeze was more refined than the stifling atmosphere inside the church and you inhaled deeply.

"No problem," he smiled. "I was hoping we could talk. You know, if you had the time."

You had all the time in the world, or so it seemed these days. Almost two months had dragged by since you woke up on the floor of your apartment and every minute seemed to make up for the years you missed. You weren’t working or even living in the old building in Bushwick anymore - Cal and Daniel, the father and son duo that first aided you, were. You were just going through the motions.

No one tells you that picking up the pieces takes longer than shattering them. No one bothers saying that when they break, they scatter, and compiling whatever’s left is a perverted scavenger hunt.

“There’s a coffee shop over there,” Steve pointed to a row of storefront across the church parking lot when you hesitated to give him an answer.

You shook your head, trying to scare off the white noise that always seemed to pester you.

“Sure,” you said, wondering if in your alternate life you’d know how to say no to Steve Rogers.

“So, you've experienced this sort of thing before?” Nick said.

“You get used to it,” Steve replied, looking down at the gravestone. Carved on the marble were the words: Col. Nicholas J. Fury, The path of the righteous man. Ezekiel 25:17.

“We've been data-mining HYDRA's files,” Nick continued. “Looks like a lot of rats didn't go down with the ship. I'm headed to Europe tonight, wanted to ask if you'd come.”

Steve shook his head.

“There's something I gotta do first.”

“How about you, Wilson?” Nick turned to Sam. “Could use a man with your abilities.”

“I'm more of a soldier than a spy,” he replied, resolute.

“Alright then,” Nick sighed and you thought he was honestly disappointed. He shook Steve and Sam’s hand and said: “Anybody asks for me, tell them they can find me right here.”

He turned to walk away but halted when he saw you approach. It was the first - and only - time you saw him wearing anything other than the black duster coat and you were surprised to find him affable, rather than alien.

He pointed to the file in your hands.

“How many favors did you have to call in order to get that?”

“A few,” you smiled. “Turns out I still have some friends in Kiev.”

Nick snickered, a whisper of a laugh so discreet that it faded almost instantly in the breeze.

“And you’re sure you’ll pull on that thread? With Hydra out in the open and Congress breathing down your neck?”

His real question was implicit: was your relationship with Steve Rogers worth the trouble?

“I’m sure,” you said, clutching the thick manila folder that contained information on the Winter Soldier.

Beyond the dark disguise of his sunglasses, you caught Nick’s gaze - and you were sad that things ended this way.

“Be safe, Y/N,” he offered.

Nick Fury was out of the graveyard and your life before you could wish him the same.

"I'm sorry I didn't call for a while," Steve apologized as soon as the young waitress left your table with your orders scribbled on a notepad. "I had to leave town for a few days."

You nodded, picking a napkin from it's holder in the center of the tiny corner table where you and Steve sat.

"It's okay," you said. "I know you have stuff to do."

He was still, after all, Steve Rogers. You never tricked yourself into believing you were his priority, instead accepted in your heart that you would always be second to The Avengers, Peggy Carter, Bucky Barnes and whatever else Steve set his eye on and it was fine. You'd be the second place as long as you could be something.

"I went back to return the stones," he added. "Bruce managed to repair the quantum tunnel, so Sam and I volunteered to go back and put them in place."

Back. As in the past.

"Okay," you repeated, because your recent conversations with Steve constantly left you lost for words, with all the information about time travel and elemental crystals from outer space. "Did everything go alright?"

"Yeah," he clasped his hands in front of him, and his colossal frame made the wooden chair he sat in look even smaller. "I saw Peggy."

You looked up from your staring match with the napkin, astounded.

"Really?" your tone was clipped and Steve noticed. Throughout your relationship, Steve's former flame was the unmentionable, the firing pin in the granade. Even if you had accepted the silver medal, it didn't mean it wasn't agonizingly painful to know you'd never shine bright in Steve's eyes like Peggy's gold standards.

"In 1970, at Camp Lehigh," he rubbed his forehead. "She didn't see me, of course, but I saw her. There were a bunch of pictures on her desk - her kids, her husband, one of myself before the serum..."

"Why are you telling me this?" you interrupted him, napkin now balled up in your fist.

"I don't know," Steve shrugged. There was a light pink blush crawling up his neck. "Shit, I don't know why I thought this would be a good way to start what I need to say to you, but… I guess seeing Peggy live her life made me realize how much of mine has been wasted."

You scoffed.

"How could you possibly have wasted your life, Steve? You're Captain America! You've saved the world more than once."

"When it comes to you I've wasted it," he whispered. "And I'm no longer Captain America."

"What?" you gasped, purposely ignoring the initial part of his sentence.

"I passed the shield on to Sam," he announced. "He'll do a good job."

"Why?" you breathed out.

"It was time," Steve said, plainly as if you were discussing the weather and not the one thing that defined who he was for over a century. "The guy that wanted a fight so badly he became a military experiment isn't here anymore. He's changed, the world has changed. That shield is too heavy for me now."

You shook your head, stunned.

"I can't believe this."

Steve started speaking, but stopped when the waitress arrived with your drinks: cappuccino for you, espresso for him. She took an unnecessarily long time pointing out the sugar and sweetner were, placing a hand on Steve's shoulder, telling him with a giggle to call her if he needed anything. Your coffee suddenly looked unsavory.

"The world needs Captain America," he continued after she was out of your hearing range. "But Captain America doesn’t necessarily needs to be Steve Rogers.”

“I think Sam will do a marvelous job, Steve. I just don’t understand where this decision came from. Is this because of what happened with Thonos?”

“Thanos,” he corrected you. “And no. This has been looming on my mind since before him.”

“Since when?” you questioned. “Because before Thanos you were out in the world being a wanted man. Please don’t tell me this urge for normalcy came to you while you were hiding like a coward.”

Steve sighed.

“Look, I know you’re angry at me and you have every right to be...”

“I know I have every right to be,” you cut him off. “I gave you everything and you left me stranded. Do you have any idea how hard that was? My boyfriend of three years became a criminal and he didn’t even have the decency to say goodbye before he fled.”

You slammed your fist on the table, rattling the china. The foam of your drink sloshed, a tiny bubbly dot spilling from the cup to the platter.

Lately, every single one of your conversations with Steve seemed to end in a fight and you were to blame. As much as you tried to move on, either your biological clock wasn't adjusted yet or your heart couldn't let go of the night he appeared on your doorstep after being absent for so long. It might've been five years in history for him, but for you it was a mere sixty days ago. You couldn't match this caring, attentive Steve to the bearded man in the shadows, indifferent and unconcerned, so you lashed at him. You nitpicked his every word and quibbled over the smallest things and he always took it silently, enraging you even further.

"I'm sorry," you whispered. "I shouldn't have said that. It has nothing to do with the subject."

"It has everything to do with the subject, Y/N," Steve exclaimed, hands flat on the wood, like he was going to reach for yours but gave up at the last moment. "I was so busy trying to make the world a better place that I didn't realize I was ignoring mine until I lost it. Until I lost you."

You rubbed your eyes.

"You can't blame your job for your mistakes, Steve. Or mine, for that matter."

"What were your mistakes, Y/N?" he asked. "You could've fled after the fall of S.H.I.E.L.D., but you stayed because I asked you to. You could've started a different job, but you took the position with the Avengers because I asked you to..."

"I loved you," you interrupted. "I did all of it because I loved you. And even though sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I'd said no, I don't regret it."

There's something about the air when the truth is laid bare. It shifts just slightly, as though nature itself can feel the weight of the words spoken, so it moves the atoms around to make space for verity. And in the essence of the world, it is immortalized.

"Do you love me still?" Steve murmured.

"You know I do," you smiled softly. "But I am so broken."

Crushed. Turned to dust long before the Mad Titan snapped his fingers. In the mad race to start over, you were so distant from the finishing line.

You were wrong: your recent conversations with Steve didn't end in arguments, they ended with you crying and him consoling you. This time his chair nearly collapsed as he rose, reaching you in just one step. At first he towered over you, arms hanging without touching your body, but when your sobs intensified he kneeled by your side, taking the crumpled napkin from your hands to dry your tears.

"Shhh," he soothed.

"I'm so sorry, Steve," you said, but it came out jumbled and watery from your tears. “I’m sorry.”

Noticing that the few other patrons and the flirty waitress were starting to look, Steve threw a fifty dollar bill on the table and pulled you up, wrapping his arms around your body as he led you outside.  

Night was beginning to fall over Brooklyn. Sunsets in the city were all about spotting a few twinkling stars amid the smog, before the lights from the skyscrapers scrammed them away. One would argue that the sky in the woods, a dark blue tapestry with hundreds of twinkling dots, was far prettier, but you always thought it was fascinating to see the cosmos shining in the orange firmament.

The city had its own magic. It used to buzz in your veins when you first moved here, staring out this same sky from a window at the top deck of the Avengers Towers. If only you could feel it again.

“Do you feel better?” Steve whispered into your hair when your breathing began to even out.

You nodded, cleaning your tears with the sleeves of your sweater.

“Do you want me to take you home?”

“Yeah,” you croaked. “I need to finish packing.”

“Packing?” he frowned.

“I got a call from my grandparents lawyer when you were gone,” you explained. “Turns out I still have ownership over the house in the woods, so I’m planning to move back home before Christmas break.”

Steve’s arms fell and he stepped away from you. The absence of his touch made you shiver.

“You’re leaving?”

“Yeah,” you sniffed. “Another family lives in my apartment now and I can’t stay with my cousin forever, so…”

“You could stay with me,” he intervened. “You don't have to leave."

"I need to start over, Steve."

"But what about me?" he pleaded.

Steve Rogers never pleaded. He was stubborn and tenacious, the worst person to get in a fight with. You'd learned to cave because he never did, and it was better to swallow your pride than staying days without speaking to your headstrong boyfriend when his job put him in danger constantly. For three years you told yourself that it didn't matter that Steve didn't love you fully - you loved him enough for the two of you. Only enough wasn't acceptable anymore.

You leaned in, pressing a kiss to his cheek.

"I love you, Steve," you said. "But just like you're not the guy from the 1940s anymore, I'm no longer the hacker from S.H.I.E.L.D. either."

Steve cupped your face, touching your forehead with his.

"Don't leave me," he begged. "I can't live without you."

You kissed his palm.

"We've made a mess," you replied. "Just let me try and fix it."

You owe me that, you didn't say, but Steve knew. In the misty twilight, he only hoped you could forgive him.

[fyeahhozier]

The Irishman is deeper and darker than he's maybe been given credit for... but the geniality and swoon factor remain high.

Variety: Hozier Proves He’s a Career Artist in Gratifying Greek Show

At Hozier’s sold-out show at L.A.’s Greek Friday night, one of the first things you couldn’t help noticing on stage —because it’s still an anomaly — was that his eight-piece lineup was half-male, half-female. Knowing his penchant for socially conscious songs, his decrial of “the anthems of rape culture” in his lyrics, and a general female-friendliness to his appeal, it’s easy to figure this gender parity is a conscious one and think: That is soooo Hozier. Which it is … and so effective, too, like just about every choice he’s made so far in his short, charmed career. On the most practical level, if you can bring in that much female harmony while also getting ace players in the bargain, why wouldn’t you? But it also makes for a good visual emblem of some of the other dual energies Hozier is playing with in his music: darkness and enlightenment; romantic hero and cad; raw blues dude and slick pop hero. He’s got a lot more going on than just being an earnest do-gooder. (Although he does do good, earnestly.)

During Friday’s hour-and-three-quarters set, Hozier focused largely on material from this year’s sophomore album, “Wasteland, Baby!,” which sounded good enough on record but almost uniformly improved in the live experience. Sometimes the upgrade came from making full use of the multi-instrumentalists on hand. The first album’s “Angel of Small Death and the Codeine Scene” now had Hozier on guitar facing off against violinist Emily Kohavi, trading solos — and if it’s hard to hear an electric guitar/fiddle duel without automatically thinking “The Devil Went Down to Georgia,” it was one of many welcome moments making use of the MVP skills of Kohavi, the newest addition to the band. Other times, the improvements on the album versions just had to do with Hozier allowing himself louder and gutsier guitar tones. He’s a bit like Prince, in that way — someone you’d happily listen to playing a very nasty-sounding six-string all night, although he has so many other stylistic fish to fry, which in this case means a still slightly greater emphasis on acoustic finger-picking.

For somebody who made his name on as forlorn but powerful an anthem as his 2014 breakout smash “Take Me to Church,” and who can milk that melodrama for all it’s worth, Hozier has a lot of other modes he can default to. He treads very lightly into the area of soul with songs like “Almost (Sweet Music),” the lyrics of which consist of either name-checking or alluding to some of the great jazz vocal classics of the 20th century, in an idiom that’s not so much jazzy itself as folk-R&B. You could almost cite it as the subtle kind of Memphis-swing thing Justin Timberlake should aspire to, if the tricky polyrhythm and oddly chopped up meters Hozier adds as wrinkles weren’t so un-replicable. Bringing up Stevie Wonder’s “Living for the City” as the night’s sole cover also established that early ‘70s era and sound as an influences he’d like to make perfectly clear. At the other extreme, this son of a blues musician can hard back to those roots so well, in noisy numbers like “Moment’s Silence (Common Tongue)” and the brand new “Jack Boot Jump,” that he could give the Black Keys a run for their money.

“Jack Boot Jump,” which is scheduled to go on an EP of completely fresh material that Hozier said he plans to put out before Christmas, was possibly the highlight of the night, even though — or because — it stripped his excellent band down to just him and longtime drummer Rory Doyle. Having earlier played the current album’s “Nina Cried Power,” which is maybe more of a tribute to other historic protest songs than one of its own, Hozier gave a lengthy introduction to “Jack Boot” indicating that he’s aware of the traps that come with the territory. “I do have some reservations about the words ‘protest song’ and ‘protest music,’” he admitted. “But if you’re familiar with an artist called Woody Guthrie, he wrote the evergreen anthem ‘Tear the Fascists’ down. I was kind of looking into songs in that sort of tradition, that singing out, and I was worried that this is 2019; it’s a very unsubtle way to approach songwriting.” But, he added, “it was a funny few weeks, with 70 people shot in Hong Kong and arrests obviously in Moscow; Chile now at the moment also. And I was thinking, forget about subtle art — what is not subtle is this murder of protesters, and what is not subtle is the jack boot coming down in Orwell’s picture of the future: ‘If you want to imagine the future, imagine a jack boot stomping on a human face forever,’ that chilling quote from ‘1984.’ Anyway, I was just thinking, yeah, f— it, it’s not subtle, but let’s do it.” His electric guitar proceeded to be a machine that kills fascists, and also just slayed as maybe the most rock ‘n’ roll thing he’s written. (Evidence of the new song on the web is scant, or should be, anyway, since he begged the audience “in good faith” not to film it.)

If there’s a knock people have on Hozier, it tends to be the sincerity thing. He’s a nice guy who’s finishing first, which doesn’t necessarily help him become an indie-rock darling or Pitchfork favorite. (Predictably, “Wasteland, Baby!” got a 4.8 rating there — that’s out of 10, not 5.) At the Greek, there was an almost wholesome feeling that would’ve been an immediate turnoff to anyone who insists on having their rock rough, starting with his graciousness in repeatedly naming the band members and repeatedly thanking his opening act (Madison Ryann Ward, a fetchingly husky-voiced Oklahoman filling in on this part of the tour for a laryngitis-stricken Freya Ridings). That extended to a sense of uplift in many of the songs that doesn’t always match the themes of the material. But then, there was the impossible good cheer and attractiveness of the young players, to match Hozier’s own; this is a group where everyone looks as if they could be in Taylor Swift’s band or actually looks like Taylor Swift. The swoon factor in Hozier’s appeal is undeniably high, and it’s safe to say no one left Griffith Park less smitten.

But ladies (and gentlemen), do be aware that Hozier has some dark-side moments that can almost make Leonard Cohen look like Stephen Bishop. The only time he really overtly accentuated that in concert was in introducing and playing the new album’s “No Plan,” a love song that is also an amiable statement of atheism in which Hozier reminds his beloved that the universe is going to collapse upon itself someday. This may be rather like the gambit in which the ‘50s boy gets the girl to make out with him in a fallout shelter, but in any case, Hozier didn’t stint on the end-of-all-things aspect of it, even putting up on screen behind the band a statement from astrophysicist Dr. Katie Mack pointing out humankind’s and the galaxy’s ultimate fate. (“Honestly I never really imagined I’d end up being name-checked in a song for talking about how the universe is eventually going to fade out and die so this is all very exciting for me,” Mack tweeted in replay earlier in the year.) Suffice it to say that with that soulful a vintage ‘70s groove and that fuzz-tastic a guitar line, many babies will be conceived to the tune of “No Plan,” whether it foresees generational lines ending in a godless black hole or not.

Other Hozier songs reveal darker gets more estimable the more you dig into it. With its bird talk, “Shrike” sounds sweet enough, till you realize that a shrike is a kind of bird that impales its prey on thorns, which does add a rather bloody metaphoric undertone to what sounds like a reasonably pacifist breakup song. “Dinner & Diatribes,” meanwhile, is just deeply horny, not thorny. The most brooding song of the set, “Talk,” has verses where Hozier sings in lofty, literary terms about the romantic myth of Orpheus and Eurydice, only to reveal in the chorus that he’s talking to this woman in such high-minded terms because he just wants to charm her into the sack. As a piece of writing, it’s hilarious, establishing a devilish side of Hozier it’s good to hear. As a piece of performance, it’s just sexy.

But as enriching as it is to realize Hozier has a healthy sense of humor in his writing, bad-boy wit is never going to be what you’re going to come away from a Hozier album or show with. The main part of Friday’s concert ended, as expected, with “Take Me to Church,” his outraged take on abuse and homophobia in the scandalized Catholic church — which just happens to be easily taken as a lusty hymn to sexuality. Following that, the large band returned to a stage that had now been decked out in some kind of ivy, as Hozier talked about his love for the late Irish poet Seamus Heaney (whose last words he has tattooed on his arm) and, “since I’ve come this far,” went ahead and recited his poem “Mint,” sharing his hero’s affection for the plant and its “tenacity for life.”

Tenacity is likely to be a buzzword, too, for Hozier, given his leaps and gains as a writer-performer and seeming level head atop his tree-top shoulders. Taller still of voice, musical dexterity and good will — and still just 29 —  he’s somebody the swooners and even some cynics should feel good about settling in with for a very long Irish ride.

[imagine-riverdale]

Ordinary Part 3- Sweet Pea Imagine

As requested by the lovely @laurastrutz here’s part three, to Ordinary. This is the final part!

Part One

Part Two

Athena’s birthday came and went, the months began to turn warmer and eventually Athena gave birth, to a boy, Grayson Knox. He soon became the light of Athena’s life, Sweet Pea’s as well. The Serpents all adored the new baby, especially when Athena and Sweet Pea would bring him by the Wyrm to see them, neither staying too long. It took months of hard work before Athena was able to fit into her old clothing, but eventually she was able too, as well as finish school early by completing it online. Eventually the group graduated, and things progressed. Sweet Pea and Athena were able to afford a new home, a small house in the Northside of Riverdale, one that they rented alongside Fangs.

It was a small light blue house, it had three bedrooms, the perfect number for the four of them living there, occasionally Jughead or Toni would end up sleeping on their couch. It was located just off the edge of the railroad tracts that lead into the Southside, not that the three minded as they grew up there. Athena’s parents had wanted nothing to do with her or her son, even after his birth, even with living in the small town it was rare if the group saw each other.

Five years had passed, Athena now twenty-one, Sweet Pea having just turned twenty-two and their son, whom was about to turn five. Sweet Pea had gone to community college whilst working at the mechanic shop, after graduating early, Sweet Pea now had a business degree and was the head manager at a mechanic shop in Greendale, where he made decent money. Athena also ended up going to school, though she was going for an English degree to teach, having another two years left. For now, Athena worked as a receptionist for a Doctor’s office in Riverdale and went to classes at night. Fangs had opted out of college and instead held a steady job as a freelance web developer.

- 

“Athena? Gray?” Sweet Pea called walking into the small suburban house that the group had been living in for almost a year.

“Yeah?” Walking out of the kitchen, she held the small child, dark haired like his father, but his mother’s green eyes.

“There’s my favorite people.” Sweet Pea smiled and walked over to his fiancé and son, pressing a kiss to Athena’s lips, Sweet Pea grabbed his son who laughed.

“I missed you daddy!” Grayson said hugging his father.

“I missed you too buddy.” Sweet Pea said as Athena shook her head.

“Go clean up my love, dinner is almost ready, Fangs’ will be home shortly, Toni and Cheryl are coming for dinner tonight.” She reminded him as she headed back into the kitchen where she continued to cook the spaghetti dinner. While Athena was cooking Sweet Pea went and changed before he began playing with Grayson in the living room.

“Sounds like a mad house in here.” Toni joked coming into the house, Cheryl behind her.

“What’s going on in here?” Fangs asked coming in, his computer under his arm.

“Uncle Fangs!” Grayson favorite person, besides his parents, was Fangs Fogarty.

“Nephew Grayson!” Fangs yelled in return as Toni headed to the kitchen where Athena was.

“Need help?” Toni offered as Cheryl placed the bottle of wine they had brought into the fridge.

“No, almost done, just finishing the garlic bread. Unless someone wants to set the dining table.” She mentioned, hugging the two women. The three of them stood around the kitchen chatting for a while, listening to the three playing in the living room.

“Ever gonna give him another kid?” Cheryl asked causing Athena to smile.

“One day.” She shrugged. “We want more kids one day.” She glanced into the living room and smiled as she watched Sweet Pea carrying Grayson around like a plane.

“When is one day?” Asked Toni as she grabbed three wine glasses from the cupboard and went to pour wine into each one.

“None for me.” Athena mentioned smiling as she stirred the pot of sauce.

“Athena.” Toni stated staring at her friend who never passed up the opportunity to drink wine. “I’m assuming one day, is soon?” She asked.

“One day, is in about six months.” She stated turning to the two girls who both grinned and hugged her.

“Who all knows?” Asked Cheryl, I am so planning a baby shower if it’s a girl,”

“No baby shower Cheryl.” Athena laughed. “Just you guys, Pea, and Fangs.” She stated. “Wanted to tell everyone next week at the Serpent’s Easter party.” Athena shrugged as she pulled the garlic bread out of the oven. The group of six ate their dinner before they all retired for the night.

-

The week passed uneventfully and soon enough the small family that Sweet Pea and Athena had were walking into the Whyte Wyrm where the Serpents were having their annual Easter Party.

“Thena!” Athena’s cousin Millie called as they entered the Wyrm. Millie was from Athena’s mothers’ side of the family, it was a surprise to see Millie in the Wyrm seeing as Athena has had nothing to do with her parent’s families since they found out she was pregnant with Grayson.

“Millie.” Athena stated passing Grayson over to Sweet Pea. “What are you doing here?” Millie was a year older than Athena and had grown up in the Northside.

“Oh! I’m dating Steven Fitts.” She pointed towards the man whom was a few years older than the group.

“That’s nice.” Athena motioned Sweet Pea to head towards their friends. “Does your mother know you’re here and that you’re dating Stevie?” She asked heading towards the bar where Toni was tending. “Hey.” She smiled at her friend as her cousin followed behind her.

“Of course, my mother knows.” She stated.

“Two beers and a water.” Athena stated leaning closer to Toni. “I so need a drink.”

“Sorry babe, you send Sweets and he can get the beers for him and Fangs. Can’t be serving a pregnant woman.” Toni teased.

“Toni!”

“You’re pregnant?” Millie asked causing Athena to turn towards her.

“Yeah, I am.” Athena nodded at her cousin.

“Does your mom know? Oh my lord, she’d be ecstatic to finally be getting a grandchild!” Athena and Toni both laughed.

“Millie, she already has one, one she doesn’t want anything to do with. I haven’t talked to my mother in five years, you think she cares about me? She doesn’t.” Athena said shaking her head at her friend just as she heard Grayson’s voice.

“Momma!” Grayson screamed running towards his mother. “Momma look!” Holding up a small toy truck just like what Sweet Pea drives.

“Oh my.” She grinned picking up her son. “It’s just like daddy’s isn’t it?”

“Uncle Fangs got it.” He grinned showing his mother.

“Well it’s amazing baby.” She grinned. “You made sure to thank Uncle Fangs, right?”

“Yes momma.” He nodded as Athena set him back down.

“Go find daddy okay? Momma will be there in a second.” Grayson nodded running back to where Sweet Pea was sitting with Fangs. “Well, you have fun telling your mother about my family, and it was great to see you Millie.” Athena grabbed her water and both beers from Toni before heading towards where her family was sitting. “Hey baby.” Athena pressed a kiss to Sweet Pea’s cheek.

“I see that cousin Millie is here.” Fangs stated taking the beer from Athena before opening his laptop to get some work done.

“She and Steve are dating.” She stated taking Grayson from Sweet Pea as Sweet Pea took a drink from his own beer. “How long until my mother calls me?”

“I give her an hour.” Sweet Pea laughed watching as Grayson played with his toy truck on the table.

“An hour is generous.” She stated.

“When are we telling everyone?” Sweet Pea asked as Athena grinned at him.

“Well, what about now? Fangs can you handle Grayson?” Athena asked handing the boy over before taking Sweet Pea’s hand and leading him to the stage. “Excuse me everybody?” Athena spoke into the mic.

“We have something we’d like to say.” Sweet Pea stated wrapping his arm around Athena. Everyone’s attention turned to the two standing on the stage.

“You guys have been there every step of the way throughout our relationship.” Athena looked at her fiancé and grinned. “Hell, Sweet Pea proposed to me here, right at that bar when I was pregnant with Grayson.” Athena laughed softly.

“Get on with it!” Toni shouted causing everyone to laugh.

“Alright, alright.” Athena held her hands up. “Grayson.” She motioned to her son. “Come here baby.” She said softly. Grayson ran over to his parents from Fangs’ arms.

“Why don’t you tell everyone buddy.” Sweet Pea stated picking up Grayson who looked at everyone.

“I’m a big brother!” Grayson grinned as everyone began cheering as Sweet Pea leaned over and kissed Athena.

Later that night the two were sitting and talking with everyone, Grayson fast asleep in the office upstairs.

“If you’re having another baby then when are you tying the knot?” Toni’s grandfather, Tom asked.

“Eventually.” Athena stated leaning into Sweet Pea. “We aren’t really in a big rush.”

“We have the rest of our lives to get married.” Sweet Pea stated with a smile towards Athena. “Plus, a wedding means Athena’s family, meaning we both need to be able to drink.” Sweet Pea stated with a laugh.

“But don’t worry Tom, we have a date picked for after the baby.” Athena and Sweet Pea left it at that before taking Grayson and heading home.

-

Months past and Athena and Sweet Pea had a beautiful baby girl, Madelyn Haley. Both Madelyn and Grayson were the loves of Athena and Sweet Pea’s lives. Grayson turned five and started kindergarten, Athena graduated from college and got a job at Southside Middle School and was teaching English. Almost two years after Madelyn was born, Athena and Sweet Pea finally decided to tie the knot in a small ceremony at Pickens Park.

“Can you believe we’re actually doing this?” Athena asked softly as she and Sweet Pea were setting everything up in the park.

“Seems like a lifetime ago that I we finally admitted we loved each other.” Sweet Pea stated wrapping his arm around her. “Go get ready with Toni. Fangs and Jughead can finish up here.” Athena hesitated before nodding. Hours later, Athena had walked down the aisle and Sweet Pea was ready to read his vows.

“Your vows.” Tom Topaz said motioning to Sweet Pea.

“I want to start by reminding you how much I love you.” Sweet Pea’s eyes stayed locked on Athena’s. “You’re everything I could ever want, you’re the love of my life. I feel like we’ve been together for a lifetime. We were dumb when we were younger, we could have been together so much longer if we weren’t both daft.” He grinned as everyone laughed. “But you were worth the wait, you will always be worth the wait. You’re my best friend, sorry Fangs.” Sweet Pea glanced at Fangs and winked. “I love you, more than anything. There was a time in my life where I thought I didn’t deserve love, didn’t deserve happiness, and then you came along. You changed that, you changed me. I don’t know where I would be without you.” Sweet Pea stopped talking and wiped a tear off Athena’s cheek. “I am in love with you, and I will always be in love with you. I can’t wait to see what our future holds.”

“Athena, your vows.” Tom turned to the girl whom was crying.

“You’ve made me the happiest girl in the world Sweets.” Athena said softly. “You took me in when my parents shunned me. You loved me when no one else would. You gave me a family, a life, one that I never thought I could have.” Athena smiled at him, more tears falling down her face. “I never thought I’d be here, marrying my best friend, the love of my life. I thought I’d have to settle for someone I didn’t love, but, then you came along and showed me I didn’t need to settle.” Athena squeezed Sweet Pea’s hand. “I am utterly and completely in love with you Noah Matthews and I cannot wait to be your wife, to be with you forever. I love you.” Athena never called Sweet Pea by his real name but in that moment, she felt she had to.

“I now pronounce you husband and wife.” Tom grinned. “Kiss the girl Sweet Pea, she’s been waiting long enough.” Sweet Pea grinned.

“You don’t have to tell me twice.” The two kissed and everyone cheered. Athena and Sweet Pea knew that life would never get better than it is now and the two were happy with their perfectly ordinary family. Well ordinary to them that is.

 As always thank you for reading my loves! This is the final part to the Ordinary Trilogy. Thanks again!

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A Formal Welcome

So it occurred to me that I just hit the ground running. I didnt look back when I went forward and began posting intimate things onto this wonderful Tumblr. Now that I see I have a couple people following me, I figure I owe you a welcome and thank you for visiting my corner of the web, and I also owe you an introduction to who I am.

I am Stevie. There's the general business of stating that I love blogging about my transgender wife. I myself am non-binary born female and still uses she/her pronouns by default but accepts all of the pronouns...call me any of them but just keep calling me *wink* I also love blogging about mental health, human rights issues, and some spiritually inspiring nuggets I find as well as humor and my interests. I am trying to capture my spirit for you all to see.

I am a rather peace, love, and harmony kind of person. I'm a multicultural beautiful mutt of a human that loves people of all walks of the Earth. I was born into a family that always was just getting by with hand-me-downs and used cars only. We lived rather bare bones-humbly on a farm where my mom had a kaleidoscope of animals that us farm kids fed and took care of for her. I still remember wandering out in large snow drifts with buckets of hot water to thaw the ice bricks in the sheep and cow enclosures so that the poor dudes could have a drink twice a day before they froze in the Midwestern winters.

I was successful in school and graduated in the top ten of a tiny class of roughly 200 or so. I worked hard for it though and suffered a great deal. You see,

I was violently molested by a babysitter when I was in kindergarten. That mixed with my family's predisposition for kicking out babies with bipolar disorder and being the lucky winner of that lotto... made for an interesting dark cloud for a kid to compensate. The abuse I suffered at the hands of my sitter gave me PTSD and DID. Most people are familiar with PTSD, but as for DID...most only know it as multiple personalities. And no... its not like Split or even Sybil, at least not for me. I had an intricate system that worked quietly under the surface. Some of my personas my child-self made were so intricate they represented all the phoenixes that rose from the ashes of past failures. I had male personas, female personas, child personas and adult ones too, gay personas, straight personas.... I had emotions I bottled as personas as well. A total count of 16. 17 if you count the true me.

Wow this is hard to write. Hard to admit but I feel more people must talk about these things. Abuse has horrible outcomes for those who experience it. I feel I need to keep writing this because I need it off my chest and DID is a very real thing.

It had gotten so messy but I didnt even realize that it was abnormal to do it. I thought thats how everyone got through the day.... with 4+ trains of thought chattering at you, remembering things, and feeding your mind with the in formation you feel you need at the time. I didnt realize that it was abnormal at all. Its not something you talk about out of the blue with anyone either. So I had no clue I was a multiple til the ripe age of 33. And in 2 years time with mega therapy from many stellar therapists in Wisconsin, I was able to go through integration of all of my personas, making myself whole again. I essentially made myself my own program when we had the insurance great enough to cover all my treatment. I started with finding a therapist and a psychiatrist and then added DBT group therapy as my diagnoses kept changing as they struggled to find my Dissociative Identity Disorder. I added art therapy and that was the point I finally started making dramatic improvements.

They even recognized it making me a formal mentor of the therapy program I was in. I helped in IOP programs inspiring fellow addicts to get clean while working on mental health goals with them. I started helping others go to their sessions and AA meetings or CODA meetings.

My Lizzy was the one that pumped her blood sweat and tears into funding my nearly daily therapy regiment. Then when my excellent therapist.... DrTwin we will call her.... realized that I was switching personas. She argued with herself a bit on whether to tell me or just treat it without doing so but she told me DID and PTSD were the beasts causing my bipolar 2 to be unmanageable.

Truth be told I cracked down on the seriousness I put towards my therapy efforts because I could see that Lizzy, who then was living a depressed and rage filled male life as she struggled with work was having a hell of a time keeping up with which Stevie would be in the room when she came home. I could see that Lizzy couldn't keep fighting through her darkness alone either. time was ticking and I had to get to a stable place.

Thats when Lizzy's dad got diagnosed with early onset dementia. When I got stable enough I offered the jump to come back home to Illinois to help take care of him since my hernias from my botched surgeries make it hard to work. Lizzy's mom welcomed the help as we didnt find out about the dementia until Lizzy's dad already was in stage 4 of 7. now he is toward the middle of stage 5 but its usually a faster decline at this point. Though we moved quickly and helped for months his care needs began to exceed what 3 adults could do in a 24 hour period. He is now moved into a memory care apartment unit with several other people who he seems to get along with. This leads us up to present times

Where we are currently living as a tripod family with Lizzy's mom who doesn't want to live alone now that her spouse is in his new home. Its Lizzy's childhood home and one day may end up being ours.

As far as Lizzy and I, we've been courtin' since Spring of 2008. We were married in spring of 2010 and since day one Lizzy became my best friend. We met when we were in the throws of our alcoholism amongst other things I had problems with. But lets just say I would have gotten my 8 year chip on the 4th of July. SOBER 8 YEARS and feeling great. Lizzy loved me during all the high spirit days where we went to haunted hayrides and houses. Lizzy loved me when I was laying at the bottom of the tub crying and dissociating while screaming in PTSD attacks. Our life has a pulse not unlike Grey's Anatomy....which dramatic turn shall we take next? Terrible Misfortune or Blissed Out Humor? Only time will tell. But its a beautiful ride in the big picture.

I would love for you to ask any questions or leave any messages! If you want to know more I am an open book and thats why I am writing this blog. I want the world to see me. Welcome to my world! Enjoy.

*~*~*~*~*Stevie*~*~*~*~*

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CHERRY BOMB: A MIA COSTELLO PLAYLIST

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Cherry Bomb - The Runaways

Hello, daddy. Hello, mom. I’m your ch-ch-ch-cherry bomb! Hello world! I’m your wild girl. I’m your ch-ch-ch-cherry bomb!

Mia’s anthem and inspiration. Her production company is a nod to this song. 

How to Be a Heartbreaker - MARINA

Rule number one, is that you gotta have fun But baby when you’re done, you gotta be the first to run Rule number two, just don’t get attached to Somebody you could lose So le-let me tell you

Mia is the type to not allow herself to fall in love and get too close to that emotion as there are 3 relationship she has grown up with that have either ended in death, heartache or unresolved issues. Thus why she is the Heartbreaker as this song describes. 

You Don’t Own Me (ft. G-Eazy) - SAYGRACE

You don’t own me I’m not just one of your many toys You don’t own me Don’t say I can’t go with other boys Don’t tell me what to do And don’t tell me what to say

The title is self explanatory. This is Mia’s mindset when being in a flirtation (she will never call anything a relationship) and how she will never be anyone’s property. Period. 

Bad Reputation - Joan Jett & The Runaways

I don’t give a damn ‘bout my reputation Living in the past, it’s a new generation A girl can do what she wants to do and that’s what I’m gonna do

Mia’s I don’t give a fuck about my reputation anthem that played endlessly during her years where she made a name for herself in the press. 

Don’t Call Me Angel - Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus, Lana Del Ray

Boy, don’t call me angel You ain’t got me right Don’t call me angel You can’t pay my price Ain’t from no Heaven Yeah, you heard me right (yeah, you heard me)

Mia is not sugar and spice and everything nice. She wont be the angel that someone wants to her to be or cast in this holy light or turn towards it. That has never been her. She is who she is and people she allows into her life or doesn’t has to take it or leave it. 

Bubblegum Bitch - MARINA

I’ll chew you up and I’ll spit you out 'Cause that’s what young love is all about So pull me closer and kiss me hard I’m gonna pop your bubblegum heart

As I stated before, this goes along with not allowing anyone to get too close to the territory that involves feelings or love so she goes through people like a pack of gum and she doesn’t care. 

Mama (ft. Ellie Goulding) - Clean Bandit

Oh mama, oh la, oh la, oh la Don’t know what this is What do I do now, do now, do now? Do with all of this? All of these new emotions I let them out in the open Oh mama, oh la, oh la, oh la Oh, what do I do now?

I liked this song because of its beat and as I listened to the lyrics of it I pictured in my head Mia asking her mother what she should if she ever develops the emotion that she has long suppressed since her mother died. This song would be Mia’s way of asking her dearly departed mother for help navigating the emotion or getting rid of it. How can she love another when one of the person’s she loved with all of her heart was ripped from her life in such a brutal and bloody way. 

Hate Me (w/ Juice WRLD) - Ellie Goulding

Hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me

This song is Mia’s reaction to past flirtations telling themselves and others that they hate her and how she doesn’t care. 

Rebel Girl - Bikini Kill

Rebel girl, rebel girl Rebel girl you are the queen of my world Rebel girl, rebel girl I know I wanna take you home I wanna try on your clothes

Another song to describe the person that Mia is and her characteristics. Mia in this song is both the Rebel Girl and the woman singing the song to the Rebel Girl. 

S.L.U.T. - Bea Miller

I love myself, I wanna see it When I turn around, look in the mirror And if you don’t like it, you can leave it 'Cause it’s my own and I’ll keep owning it If you don’t like what I’m wearing Well, you’re only bothered 'cause you’re staring And you’ll never talk me into caring 'Cause it’s my own and I’ll keep owning it

All about owning her sexuality, herself, the way she looks, feels, etc and how once again if someone doesn’t like what Mia does, looks or produces they can fuck off. 

Salute - Little Mix

Ladies all across the world Listen up, we’re looking for recruits If you with me, lemme see your hands Stand up and salute Get your killer heels, sneakers, pumps or lace up your boots Representing all the women, salute, salute

Mia supports women and everything that they do. This is all about building up her fellow ladies, especially in the adult film industry where they are looked down upon, belittle and can be put into uncomfortable or compromising positions they did not consent to. This song goes out to them. Mia has their back and it is time to band together. 

Feeling Myself - Nicki Minaj, Beyonce

I’m feelin’ myself, I’m feelin’ myself

That song she sings to the mirror when she is feelin’ herself. 

Take It Off - The Donnas

Go on and take it off Take it off! Shake it off baby, for me C'mon and break me off Break me off! Cause I get what I want and I like what I see

“Cause I get what I want and I like what I see“ that is why I chose this song. Mia sees something she will go after it and get it. There is no holding back for her. 

Edge of Seventeen - Stevie Nicks

And the days go by Like a strand in the wind In the web that is my own I begin again

A transitional song for her new beginning after she started to straighten out the road she had been on. 

Woman Like Me (ft. Nicki Minaj) - Little Mix

I always say what I’m feeling I was born without a zip on my mouth Sometimes I don’t even mean it It takes a little while to figure me out

Read the lyrics and that is why I chose this song. She says what she is feelings, doesn’t hold back, blunt, truthful and does not beat around the bush. Mia is all of these things and it can make her seem prickly, abrasive, perhaps a bitch, rude or mean but if she lets someone into her life or someone takes the time to actually get to know her and not what has been printed about her they’ll see more sides to her. It takes a little while to figure her out. 

Chandelier - Twisted Measure (cover)

Party girls don’t get hurt Can’t feel anything, when will I learn I push it down, push it downI’m the one “for a good time call” Phone’s blowin’ up, they’re ringin’ my doorbell I feel the love, feel the love One, two, three, one, two, three, drink One, two, three, one, two, three, drink One, two, three, one, two, three, drink Throw em back, till I lose count

I ended the playlist on this song because this is the side of Mia that no one knows or sees. Of course she has emotions and feels things deeply but she represses them and as the song says, she shoves them down and throws back drinks to keep those feelings down. This song is also me holding up a mirror to Mia and having her see herself in it and everything she did in her youth. The side described in the song about the number of drinks drunk till she loses count was Mia before the woman she is now and maybe if she had let others in she might not have had to shove it all down. This cover gives me chills every time I hear it and while Sia is the original artist I believe this group’s take is more true to Mia.  

[uncloseted]

what the characters of gen1 and gen2 be interested in? (similar to how you did in an ask with gen3, and sorry if that was asked already)

Tony likes David Hume, Charlemagne, the Primal Scream album Vanishing Point, potatoes, muesli, breakfast in general, Matmos, Talking Heads, DAT Politics, DJ Yoda, Idlewild, The West Wing, Big Train, Spaced, Jack Lemmon, Humphrey Bogart, Steve McQueen, Rita Hayworth.

Michelle likes One Tree Hill, Scrubs, Extreme Makeover: The home edition, Mean Girls, Emperors New Groove, Last Seduction, Peaches, Eminem, Stevie Nicks, and Jimmy Choos.

Sid likes Napoleon Dynamite, Get Rich or Die Tryin', Splash!, and fizzy caffeine drinks.

Cassie is like Grace. She has a whole list of favorites: boys on swings, girls on skateboards, babies in high chairs, pharmaceutical medicine wrappers, people in hats with big eyebrows, and people in hats with big eyebrows and big mustaches, water caught in spider’s webs, wearing all her clothes at once, people who don’t smile- EVER, people who smile, hair that goes on and on, food, love heart sweets, making food sculptures, her little brother Reuben, boys who wear glasses, cats, looking at the starts, traveling, David Bowie, The Cure, Bright Eyes, Death Cab for Cutie, Emmy the Great, Joanna Newsom, Hot Chip, Six Feet Under, The Mighty Boosh, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Louise Brooks, Clara Bow, Buster Keaton, Kitchen by Banana Yoshimoto, reading really big books with really big words and holding them up to her face so that nobody can see her, little kids, charities and charity shops, colors of the heart (reds and pinks and oranges), making up stories about people, Russian dolls, love....

Chris likes world records, apples, fish, Mr Nyama (who holds the record for eating the most 5 inch apples), love, 1970s emo music, 1980s costume pop music, any music with polyester in the title, the Ataris, ribbon dancing, and pharmaceutical drug wrappers.

Jal likes the following musical dynamics: Dolce, Affectuoso, Rubato, Gioioso. She likes eating chips late at night in time to Gershwin, mash potatoes, the way Maxxie makes music with his feet, the correlation between maths and music, pythagorean triples, and (obviously) the clarinet.

Maxxie likes toast, boys, Arcade Fire, drawing, performing, dancing, the Sistine Chapel, pizza, Johny Depp, Nigel Reo-Coker, Ron from Harry Potter, The Knife, Stevie Wonder, New York, Star Trek: The Next Generation, when people sing along to tunes they don’t know and make the words up as they go along, dancing, drinking, dating, anything else that begins with a d...

Anwar likes Lupe Fiasco, Lethal Bizzle, Spice Girls, money, any movies with Al Pacino or Brianna Banks, porn, women, sex, and drinking,

Moving onto generation 2...

Effy likes 17th century French aristocrat Cecile DeLacroix, the smell of petrol, The Elephant Man, ET, Billie Holiday, hot chocolate, boiled eggs, ham, cheese and  pickled onion sandwiches, and vodka.

Pandora likes caterpillars, hair bands, rubber band balls, Jeremy Kyle, and Trisha.

Thomas likes music (fast, slow, and even terrible music), airplanes, yogurt, the TV show Generations, Christmas, Chinedu Ikedieze and Osita Iheme, the drink Um Bongo.

Cook likes watching clips of football, American Chopper, particularly their beards, Toots and the Maytails, Trojan Reggae, The Shield, Paddy Considine, Danny Dyer, and Princess Diana.

Freddie likes Bob Marley, snakeboarding, hiking, smoking weed, his friends, sitting down, watching, learning, pretty girls, Rage Against the Machine, Battles, DJ Shadow, The Beach Bos, Roots Manuva, the Apprentice, Camel Moore.

JJ likes making models, the Steven Seagal movie with the woman in the cake, doing magic, house makeover shows, Will Ferrell, physics, quantum mechanics.

Katie likes the Bristol Rovers (obviously), smiling, being real, Britney Spears (before her breakdown), Amy Winehouse (after her breakdown), any music she can dance to, Gossip Girl, Footballers Wives, Prison Break, anything with Wentworth Miller in it, Marilyn Monroe, David and Victoria Beckham, and Kanye West.

Emily likes gardening, Blondie, Ditta Von Tease, Jack the Ripper, and Number 5 from the movie Short Circuit.

Naomi likes Barrack Obama, making connections with random strangers, mate tea, fighting injustices, Blondie, Sleater Kinney, Le Tigre, Chromatics, the Dalai Lama.