#still..

[ask-october-fox]

Hi again October!

I'm sorry you're missing your old memories. I hope, whatever you end up learning about yourself, that you'll always be happy with who you are now, and continue being happy with who you become in the future.

(As a side note: Are there any ideas where fall fox originally came from? [Apologies if there is and I missed that answer.] If so, it might help shed some light on whether anything was deliberately done to your memories when you were changed.)

Its alright, friend. I know this is weighing on my mind more than it should, and truly at the end of the day, I am still me- if not a better version of myself than I was when this first all happened. It took me a while and I have grown much, I guess it was the sudden realization of the things I forgot that made startled me. Even if Spook ends up not knowing anything, or if I never find anything out anything else, I know that I am happy to be here now and to be with all of you. You have all been so kind 🤍🖤🧡 As for the Fall Fox, I know he had a hint of an accent, but it was so long ago I could not tell you where it came from. Which doesnt help because even my own way of speaking has changed with the times- as language does. Time is running out for this month, so sadly I dont think I will be finding an answer, but perhaps I can be just a bit closer than I was before.

[bornetoblood]

feel like.. really weird and awkward about my complete and fudemental inexperience with romantic and sexual relationships at my adult age, yknow. Like, logically, i know there's nothing wrong with not having experienced those things but generally i just feel like a freak sadhusahd

[kaithesnek]

to the like. 5 friends who are also really normal about my ocs: i love you

[hacked-by-jake]

One thing I would really love to know (it's haunting me in my dreams) - Why didn’t Alfie want Jessy to be his babysitter anymore?

TELL ME EVERBYTE PLEASE

[guggi04]

Did not expect to wake up and listen to Bojan and Jure screaming for Nace in their helium filled voices

[the-rayman-show]

i love drawing random dudes (this was half finished,,, took slightly a bit of today and yesterday)

Oh! *Very* interesting! Lovely drawing!

[cillixn]

What would you do/say if you met Cillian? (Realistically)

what like just randomly out on the street or something? i dunno, i’d leave him alone and try not to gawk at him like he’s a zoo animal lmao

[aidenwaites]

My one gripe with Raven Boys is that as far as I remember Whelk never saw Noah. I was SO ready for that final confrontation and for the sight of Noah to stump him or drive him a little more crazy

[tgirl-bagel]

I don’t like being referred to as a boy

[noahverrier]

My oil painting of an Uncrustable

[just-french-me-up]

'ao3 needs a like and dislike button'

what you need, my algorithm-rotten minded friend, is a grip

[yuttikkele]

hey gamers I’ve started watching star trek does anyone else see the romantic tension between captain kirk and mr. spock

[podcastwizard]

my most toxic trait is i fucking love work gossip. i play neutral not to be the bigger person or take the high road but to hear slander and hearsay from every side. two coworkers complained about each other to me in the same afternoon and i nearly blacked out from the rush

[redrook]

I spent a lot of time handcuffed and in a cage in high school, for a charity bit the grocery store I worked at would do

the bit was that I was "put in jail for having too big a heart" and customers could donate to my bail to get me out (and the money would go to a children's hospital or something)

now. I was very clearly a teenaged employee handcuffed inside a large cage. and I would honestly tell people that I had been in there for hours. and people would say, that's terrible! that's awful! and I would show them my wrists red from the tight handcuffs, and say but I'm sooooooo close to making bail.

and then they would dump some cash in the basket, I'd thank them, and they'd walk away.

and every so often, one of the managers would come by and collect some of the cash, so I could keep being soooooo close to making bail.

I was very good with this bit. Parents with small kids would pay $5-10 if I told their children I had been placed in jail for not cleaning my room/doing my homework, etc. For people in their 20s, I'd threaten that I was very bad at playing the harmonica, but I WOULD play it and we'd all suffer unless they paid me. and for the most amount of money, older men in suits would almost always pay $20s if I avoided eye contact and stammered a lot.

eventually, the managers started to feel bad because I was in the cage so fucking long and often, that I'd need someone to brace me when I got out because I'd have no feeling in my legs. wobbling like a newborn giraffe.

but I would also rake in at LEAST $100 an hour in charity.

so they were like, hey champ. can we, uh, give you a pillow to sit on. in the cage. would you like a pillow so you're not just sitting on a cold metal slab. can we give you a pillow.

and I had to explain to them that if they gave me a pillow, people would think I was more comfortable, so they wouldn't feel as bad, so I'd bring in less money.

the compromise was that they'd bring me a nice coffee every couple hours, which I would have to try to block with my body from the customers.

all this money went to charity. that's what the money was for. it's what was on the sign. but how much they were willing to pay was very contingent on how comfortable I looked, never mind the fact that I was still a teenaged employee handcuffed inside a cage.

and out of the dozens of shifts I did this on, not ONCE did ANYONE say, hey kid I'm going to go talk to your manager because what the fuck is going on here. they would just drop money in the basket, and I'd thank them and sip from my secret drink.

I actually had people get MAD at me that I told them I was far away from bail, they donated like $15, and then 20 minutes I got let out because my shift ended.

again. the money was for charity. it was on the sign that was very clearly placed on the upper half of my cage.

so yeah. even when people think they mean well. people can be really, really fucking stupid.

[apollos-boyfriend]