#sxldier

[sxldierselfship]

Hey, I'm sxldier! I'm 25, straight, white, fem. Pronouns-wise you can use she/her, or dude/bro. Here's my carrd! This blog is going to serve as a companion that isn't connected to my main account. This is a selfship blog lovingly dedicated to my one and only romantic F/O Tavish/The Demoman of Team Fortress 2, but I may soon post about my platonic F/Os!

This blog is sfw and Tumblr-friendly. No adult content will be posted here, it will instead be placed on the side blog, @sxldierafterdark. That one will be 18+ only. All I ask is that if you're under 18, please do not cause me any drama/problems here on this blog. I don't want it. I'd prefer if under 16s didn't follow or interact with me.

This blog will be neat, friendly, and clean. I have a DNI and tags that you should look at first. I will post and keep things updated as often as I can, I'm also going to write out and post letters, texts, some of my photos, dreams, and some of my accomplishments in-game. If you'd like to you can stick around and enjoy your stay! Tavi and I are cool with whatever! c:

[sxldierafterdark]

Hey, I’m sxldier! I’m 25, straight, white, fem. Pronouns-wise you can use she/her, or dude/bro. This blog is going to serve as a mature themed sideblog to my main, @sxldierselfship. This is a nsfw/nsft themed selfship blog lovingly dedicated to my one and only romantic F/O Tavish/The Demoman of Team Fortress 2.

This blog is nsfw and not Tumblr-friendly. Adult content will be posted here, so that means this is fully 18+. Minors who are found following and/or interacting with this blog will be blocked, this is R rated! The G rated stuff is on my main. I'll be watching like a hawk.

This blog will be neat and clean, things will be filter blocked just incase. I have a DNI and tags that you should look at first. I will post and keep things updated as often as I can. If you’d like to you can stick around and enjoy your stay! Tavi and I are cool with whatever c:

[illunaris-archived]

@sxldier​ // X

What had gotten into the man? Cloud had never seen Sephiroth like this. He was usually always in control of himself, so seemingly unaffected by the things around him. Now, Sephiroth was clearly distressed and the emotional energy he emitted alone was enough to overwhelm Cloud.

“S-sir..” He accepted the journal automatically, seeing he would accept anything Sephiroth placed in his hands. His gaze fell down towards the written pages and in his worried state, he could only make out some of the more important words. 

Jenova injections, Wutai, warrior hero...propaganda. That was really what it was, and to Cloud, Sephiroth had been exactly that. A hero, a war hero, protecting the world from Wutai. Cloud wasn’t entirely sure what Jenova really was, but he had heard the rumours of course. That it’s some scary-looking piece of alien, something connected to the mako. 

Did that make Sephiroth an alien? The older stared at him with such desperation and fear, Cloud couldn’t help but to approach him. After what happened between them, he felt it was his duty too. 

“I don’t know what for,” he answered honestly and reached out to take Sephiroth’s hand. “I see you..you’ve been lied to.” In the process, Cloud had been lied to as well. His idol, the ultimate SOLDIER, was different from what he thought he was. But was that really the case? Nature versus nurture came to mind. “That’s terrible, they had no right to manipulate you like that, but..” He squeezed the hand subconsciously. “Does it change who you are? You are Sephiroth.” 

The naive words of a teen trying his best to help, but were they enough? 

[kingcrossbones]

winter-sxldier replied to your post: § >.>

pffft Brock coming at him all sweaty and shirtless, he won’t have to tell him twice ijs

He does have a weakness for his Asset being a good boy and listening to him. Enhancing the HIS part of the statement :)))

[letsloveimagines]

Title: Crush

Pairing: Corpse Husband x fem!youtuber!reader

Collab with: @the-winter-sxldier-posts

Requested by: @unicornblood4ever

Request: Hi I just saw your request post for Corpse, so if you're still taking requests I have one. The reader have been on a losing streak, and Corpse tries to help. But accidentally rats himself out as the second imposter. With fluff if possible, of course only if you have time to write and everything.

Word Count: 3963

Warnings: a little angts and fluff, i guess?

Note: The images doesn’t belong to me, all the credits go to the respective creators. I only made the collage. Also, I will not make anything to make Corpse uncomfortable, if he ends saying he doesn’t like fanfiction about him, I will delete this.

Part II: Here

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Y/N sat down at her gaming setup, she was getting ready to start a stream she had been invited by her friend Felix (aka Pewdiepie) to play among us with him, and some other friends. She made sure everything was in order before starting it. She had been doing this for so long, but each time it felt like the first, and there was always that little chill in her belly indicating she was nervous.

She got onto her twitter quickly, just to let people know she was live in case they didn't get the notification about it.  As people started coming in, Y/N smiled at the camera. “Hey guys, welcome to the stream.” She read one of the comments from chat asking what she was gonna be playing on stream today.  “Today we are streaming some “Among Us’ with some friends, and I am getting to who they are before you guys spam it in chat. I’m going to be playing with Corpse, Sykkuno, Rae, Felix, Seán, Lily, Toast, Poki and Leslie.” 

She joined the discord call, as the game loaded up. Y/N had her facecam in the middle on the bottom screen to make sure that she wouldn’t leak the code, once Felix sent it to the discord. Once the code was entered they were in the lobby and Y/N, went to the little mini computer in the game to customize her astronaut, and as always she was quick to pick the white colored one with the pink flower on her helmet. “Hey guys.” Y/N said to her friends in discord with a smile. Felix was the first to speak “Y/N finally you’re here!” She and everyone else laughed as he kept talking, excitedly. “We are still waiting for Corpse and Seán to join before we start, they’ll be here in a minute.” Everyone had said their hellos to Y/N as Seán joined the discord call and the game, followed shortly by Corpse. “Hey, Seán, Corpse.” “Hey, Y/N.” “Whaddup baby.” They both said at the same time making everyone laugh once more, as they all had their characters customized. Y/N’s face turned a few shades of red at what Corpse had said, and her chat was quick to pick up on it. “That is everyone, we are starting the game now.” She muted her mic after Felix had started the game and the black screen with the red astronaut, said shhhhh. Then her screen read ‘Crewmate, there are 2 imposters among us.’ 

She blew out a breath talking to the chat. “At least we can warm up as a crewmate this round.” 

But…

It didn't take much longer for her to get killed, which made her swear. She knew she couldn't trust Felix but she did anyway, and he literally stabbed her in the back… What a traitor. 

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The time passed faster than it should have, or at least that’s what it seemed to the group of friends who were just having fun. 

Y/N had now been streaming for an hour, and she was on a major losing streak. She either got crewmate, or voted out first as imposter because she was a bad liar. Or when that didn't happen, she was one of the first ones to be killed, and had to spend the entire game floating from one side of the ship to the other as a little white ghost, completing tasks for her team to win. To be honest, she was already a little irritated about that. They were now in the lobby talking to each other while waiting to start the next game. Y/N's nostrils were flared with frustration after another round of failure at being an imposter. She sighed, unmuting her mic."I just wanted to say that in all of these rounds I must have played a full 8 seconds! Like come on, what's wrong with me today!?" 

That phrase was enough to make the others burst out laughing, including her chat. The comments came and went so fast, sliding on the screen on her right side, that she could barely keep up. 

Sykkuno, like the blessed and pure angel he was, replied amid laughter: "Don't worry, you're just on a bad streak. Better luck next time."

"Yeah, I guess." She answered while moving her mini white astronaut in circles, being quickly accompanied by the black astronaut with horns on his helmet. Y/N smiled at that.

"Stop talking guys, I'll start the new round now." Pewds, who was the host, almost screamed at them. 

Y/N cracked her neck and her fingers preparing herself.

"Stay with me this time Y/N, and I'll protect you." A deep voice was heard through her headphones, causing a shiver to go all the way down her spine. 

"Oh!" She exclaimed surprised, looking at her chat that was going insane with everyone saying how cute that was. "Thank you, Corpse, let's do that."

"No problem." She could hear the smile in his voice. 

The game was started and the black screen with the red astronaut, said shhhhh. Then her screen read IMPOSTER.

Y/N quickly muted her mic, as soon as she stopped listening to her friends speak. "Okay, I wasn't expecting that." She commented to her chat, very surprised, because next to her doll was Corpse's own little character. "Well, maybe my luck is changing. Everyone heard that Corpse and I were going to be together, so at least now we have an alibi if anyone suspects us." Corpse danced around Y/N, suggesting she follow him, and immediately she did. They both went through the ship as he was looking for innocent astronauts for them to murder. They ended up in medbay first, where Y/N faked her samples task, with Corpse watching over her and making sure that no one would find their behavior suspicious. 

And, oh, how her luck seemed to have increased when Felix walked in. Y/N immediately pulled up the sabotage map and locked the medbay doors, and Corpse was quick to kill him. That made the girl laugh hard, yelling out loud. "That was just karma having its way!" 

Then both vented out as the doors were still locked. 

Y/N smiled talking to the chat. “Pewds is dead, next if the opportunity arises we need to get Seán. They are the two that always sus me out even when I’m a crewmate.” She went back to the game as they vented into electrical, since nobody was there presently. They both faked tasks in electrical, Y/N going first with Corpse watching her back. To her surprise, Seán walked in all alone and right as she was going to get her first kill, when Felix’s body was reported. She rolled her eyes. “Damn, so close to getting them both.” She said to her fans as she unmuted the mic, and saw that Rae was the one that found Pewds. 

“Where is the body?” Y/N questioned trying to keep her voice level and calm, to not give herself away. “Pewds is dead in medbay.” Was the answer she got from the other girl. “Y/N and I were in Electrical with Seán.” Corpse said, trying to immediately shift suspicion off of the two of them. “They were already there when I entered the room, however. I don't know where they came from before, though." 

"We came in through storage, after Y/N and I both did the trash chute, Y/N stopped at the gas can and then we came to the electrical to do our tasks." 

Y/N quickly muted herself. "God, Corpse is gonna carry us this round, I can already feel it…I just want one kill and that is Seán, Corpse can kill everyone else... I just want to kill Seán!" She unmuted again as the friends decided that they didn't have enough information to vote anyone, so they skipped and no one was ejected. 

Corpse danced around again for Y/N to follow him and she did. This time they went through weapons. Y/N faked the task against the wall while Corpse faked one as well. Y/N brought up the sabotage map while they waited on the kill cool down to end. 

Y/N  sabotaged the lights, and the two imposters ran over there to turn them on as a way not to give anything that made them suspicious.

"Kill someone, don't wait for Corpse." Y/N read the comments, confused. "I don't know guys, are you sure? Today I haven't won any games as an imposter, so I don't want to give any reasons to make my team lose.” Looking back at the screen of the computer, she smiled seeing that the two little astronauts were touching each other, eye to eye, in what would probably be a strange little kiss. "Awww guys, look! Corpse just kissed me, this is too cute to handle."

But there was something that the fans did not fail to notice, and were quick to tell her that.

                                           User: She's blushing!

                                     User: This is so cute, I'm dying.

                             User: UGH, I ship them together so much!

"Oh, shut up y’all." She said with her face on fire, clearing her throat trying to make her voice normal again. However, the pink tone that painted her cheeks did not want to disappear, getting worse and worse as she thought about it. “Okay, as much as I don't like it, I'm going to do what you said. I’m sorry, Corpse." And then she quickly ran away, going to another path separated from Corpse, looking for someone alone that she could kill.

Hopefully it would be Seán.Y/n would be the first to agree that she was a little obsessed with getting her revenge. But could you blame her? Seán and Felix were almost always the reason she got voted out or killed first.

She went around the map, and on the navigation she found Lily alone. "Oh oh, poor Lily, but I need to do this." She was quick to press the button, kill and enter the vent, leaving Lily's body cut in half behind.

"Quickly, I need to find someone to be my alibi! Where's Corpse?" She came out of a different vent, running and seeing Rae nearby, quickly joining her. It didn't take long before someone reported the body. "Oh no, I'm sweating already."

“Lily’s body was in navigation.” Leslie said.

“And Toast is dead too, so it was a double kill this round.”

"Where have you been, Leslie?" Corpse asked with such a deep and calm voice that if Y/N were not the other imposter, she would think he was innocent. “I was with Sykkuno in security, looking at the cameras.”

“Yes, I was with him.” The mentioned boy said.

“Well, I was with Poki in medbay but I needed to do the asteroids in weapons. So, when I finished in weapons  I went down, and found the body." Leslie replied.

"That seems a little sus to me, to be honest."

"Yeah, seems pretty sus to me too." Y/N repeated after Corpse, trying to help.

"Okay, wait a minute." Rae began, suspiciously. "I was with Y/N for a while because we met in storage, but she came from the right side of the map, I saw it."

"Explain yourself, Y/N."

'Oh no. Busted.' Thought the girl nervously looking at the camera. She took a deep breath, trying to calm herself, and replied as calmly as she could: "Well, yes it's true, but I was in comms uploading. When I finished I left and that's when I found Rae in storage."

"It's her!" Seán accused.

"Definitely."

"What!?" Y/N asked shocked. "No, I'm not the imposter guys, I swear!"

"Y/N, stop, it makes perfect sense. I'm voting." She rolled her eyes, that is exactly why she wanted to kill Seán. 

It was then that Corpse interrupted: "It couldn't have been her, she was with me."

'What?' Y/N asked herself, 'No, I wasn’t. What is he doing?'

"But... You said you were with Sykkuno."

"I... Yeah, but before that I was with her in Comms, but I left to go to the Security."

"And what path did you take?" Rae questioned.

"I went through storage, then electrical and I went up."

"That’s impossible because I went down the left side, and went through electrical and I didn't see you."

"They’re both the imposters, oh my god." Was Seáns revelation. 

"No, we are not. What he said is true!" Y/N tried to defend. 

"I'm going to vote Corpse this time just for his audacity!" Rae exclaimed excitedly. "Then we vote for Y/N!"

"What!?" Corpse said shocked. "No...!"

But it was too late, and quickly his little bean body flew off the ship. ‘Corpse was ejected.’

The girl could do nothing more than gawk at the computer screen, still shocked by what had happened. "No!" She said when she muted the microphone. "The game is already lost. What can I do?" She questioned, guilty.

                                           User: Noooo! Poor Corpse.

                                          User: He was defending her :(

                              User: It's her fault that they found out he was the other imposter.

Guilt weighed on Y/N's heart and she felt saddened. Why did she have to ruin everything? "I know, I'll apologize to him when I can." She whispered to the chat, quietly, running around with her character confusedly. "What do I do now? Do I kill someone or do I play innocent?"

But at that time a meeting was called by Seán who was camped by the emergency button, and everyone got together to speak.

"Yes?"

"Well, we already know who the other imposter is. Are we going to vote her out or not?" He said laughing.

"Guys, please don't, it’s not me."

"Sorry Y/N, but you're the only one sus right now."

"What about Leslie?” Y/N tried. “She left Poki in medbay, she could have gone to navigation, killed Lily, self-reported and said she was in weapons!"

"No, don't believe her!" Leslie shouted. “She’s lying.”

"I know it's Y/N, I'm going to vote for her!"

And one by one everyone voted, and the game was over.

"Good job guys, we did it." The others celebrated while the girl almost pouted.

"What happened, Corpse? I’ve never seen you like that, well, playing so badly I mean." Sykkuno questioned his friend timidly.

There was silence from Corpse for a moment, before he simply said. "I don’t know.”

Swallowing hard, Y/N spoke softly. "Corpse?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry."

"Ehh, don't be. That's alright."

But that was not enough to erase her guilt. "You know Seán this is exactly why I was gonna kill you in the electrical, before Rae found Felix's body. You always sus me out even when I’m  innocent." 

“But you were the imposter this time!”

After a new game where she quickly died (Seán was the one who broke her neck and left her body in admin), the girl was quick to open Discord and send a message to the deep-voiced boy, who as much - as she didn't want to admit it, even more to herself - was her crush.

                                                           Y/N:     I’m so sorry I got you voted out, honestly, I feel so bad about it. I’m such a bad imposter.

                                                       CORPSE:             Y/N, It’s fine, really. There’s no need for you to feel bad about it ♥.

This put a smile on the girl's face again, and her chat was quick to question what was going on. She shrugged her shoulders and gave no further answer, Y/N returned to concentrating on the game, with the corner of her lips lifted in a half smile that she couldn’t control.

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Time quickly passed full of fun for the ten friends, and the thousands of people who watched them. Y/N didn't win any of the rounds, but she didn't care about it anymore. After another hour  of playing she decided to say goodbye and finish the stream, feeling the tiredness dominating her. She ate something and took a long and relaxing bath, which eased her aching muscles, and was already in her fluffy blue pajama pants, and was getting ready to go to bed when her phone rang.

Picking it up from the nightstand, she looked at the screen and gasped in surprise seeing who was facetiming her. A shiver ran down her spine. Shaking from head to toe, with her heart pounding, she quickly ran her hand through her hair making sure she was at least minimally presentable, before she answered it, saying nervously, "Hey, Corpse, is everything okay?"

The screen came to life, with her tiny image in the corner and the completely black screen dominating it. Of course he wouldn't turn on the camera, nor did she want him to do it if he didn't feel comfortable. It was already surprising that he actually called, since he has never done that before, and that was what made her even more nervous.

"I just wanted to check on you."  His voice came through the phone. 

That made her face heat up a little. She was thankful that the only light she had on was the lamp on her nightstand and he couldn’t see how red her face got. 

"Cute pajamas by the way." He said while laughing a little bit, provoking her.  

"Well, I would say the same thing, but I can't see anything."  Y/N provoked back.

There was a comfortable silence after that, a silence that the two of them seemed afraid to try to break. The girl laid down on her bed, curled up under her warm sheets, and looked at the black screen kindly, with her head resting on the pillow.

"So-"

"I-" They both said at the same time, and immediately stopped talking when they realized that. “Go ahead-” “You first-”  they once again said at the exact same time. 

Y/N tried to speak. She really tried. She was so prepared to tell him the truth, to tell him how much she was into him, that she was in fact in love with him… She was prepared to say that meeting him, and having him in her life for the past few months was one of the best things that ever happened to her. Y/N was determined to speak, but when she tried, nothing came out.  She stood there, opening and closing her mouth, sighing with a frown on her face. 

"What's up?" Corpse asked seeing that, with concern in his voice.

"Nothing."

"Y/N, you know you can tell me anything."

"I know that." And she really did, Corpse was a good friend, an excellent friend who was always there for her... And that was exactly what she was afraid to ruin with her confession. "You are able to make me so nervous sometimes, even when I think I'm feeling brave."

"Oh, yeah?" He asked, and she could practically see his smile, even though she has never actually seen it. She was in love with a faceless man and she had no idea how to tell him that. 

"Oh, shut up."

He laughed deeply for a long time, and that was enough to make her smile. Finally he stopped and said quietly, almost timidly. "I think what you wanted to say is exactly what I want to tell you."

Impossible, Y/N thought with a sad smile on her lips. I want to tell you how much I love you but… how could I? And who could ever love me?

"No, believe me, it isn't." “And how do you know it isn’t?” Y/N bit her lip a little unsure of how to answer him without revealing her feelings for him. “I-” But she cuts herself off, not having the courage to actually say the words. She pressed her face into the pillow to muffle the groan that came out of her mouth, at how much a coward she was being, but she mumbled out her response that was still muffled. “I just know.”

“What was that?” All he had heard were incoherent sounds.. She sighed, removing her face from the pillow not wanting to repeat what she had said, to save herself the rejection, since he couldn’t possibly feel the same way that she did about him.

“Are you really not going to tell me?” His voice broke through her thoughts. She sighed, trying to get away from the internal battle going on in her mind. “Y/N?” He spoke once again, breaking her out of her thoughts. 

“If I say it... everything is gonna be ruined and weird for us, and I don’t want that. Your friendship is so important to me, you're my best friend.” She ran a hand down her face, furious with herself. “How do you know that, if you don’t say it?” 

“Because I just do, okay?” Why couldn't he just let it go? "I-" She tried to say it out loud, once more. C'mon Y/N, just say it. "I gotta go!" She said quickly tried to end the call, but he wouldn't let her.

"No!" He screamed out sharply, taking her by surprise and then he did something she never thought he would do.

The screen, which was previously completely dark, lit up and his face finally appeared for the girl who loved him to see. Y/N sighed in shock, admiring all his features, from his ivory-white skin to his dark curly hair.

"I have a crush on you too." He confessed quietly, with a soft pink tinge appearing on his cheeks.

Did he just...? Oh my god!  

There was silence again, but this time it was a silence that had become tense and terrifying for both of them. Corpse was nervous waiting for her to say something, and she could tell. His mouth was pressed in a thin line, he didn't seem able to face her as his gaze traveled anywhere but to her, and he fidgeted immensely, touching everything within reach from the rings - that she saw he had on his fingers - to the chain necklace he had around his neck.

"Oh." She sighed softly, not knowing what to say.

He looked at her then, apprehensive and almost ashamed. "Ugly, I know."

"No!" Y/N was quick to interrupt. "You are incredibly handsome just… just as I always imagined." The girl managed to see a small smile appear on his lips as he blushed deeply.

"I..." 

"I’m in love with you too." She confessed, finally without fear. It felt like weight lifted off her to finally get it out in the open between the two of them.

Corpse’s eyes went wide, completely shocked but so, so happy. A huge smile full of shiny teeth on his face, as he focused all of his attention on Y/N. "You are?"

"Yes." She said blushing and smiling intensely as she snuggled up in the blankets, her face almost hidden when she looked at him dreamily.

"I-" He cleared his throat. "Good."

"Good."

"Great."

"Great!"

They burst out laughing, their voices mixing in hamornia. The two looked each other in the eye, separated by a mobile phone screen, separated by kilometers and kilometers... but even with everything that separated them, the world was not able to stop them from falling in love with each other.

"What do we do now?" He questioned.

"Well..." Y/N started. "We'll have to see, won't we? Why don't you start by giving me your address?"

Corpse smiled provocatively, his beautiful eyes shining maliciously. "Of course... But be careful now baby, the devil’s got his eyes on you."

Y/N laughed completely in love.

"Oh, shut up."

                                                            ♦⋅☆⋅♦ Tag List: @breathygasps

[lovelornrocketscientist]

Been To The Wars | closed

@winter-sxldier

Fitz was not difficult to convince when Coulson asked him if he was willing to do some “side work” for Steve Rogers, of all people—Captain America himself. 

The reality would be more complex considering the events between the Avengers—but Fitz didn’t really care.

Why would he? His life was a shambles at the moment. Nothing felt right and he had no idea how to reconcile what had gone wrong. Getting away for a bit seemed a good plan, whatever the reason.

Little did he know that he’d be meeting so many of the Avengers. He couldn’t wait to tell Daisy that he’d met Agent Romanoff—in person. Of course, meeting Steve Rogers was a thrill—as well as the King of bloody Wakanda!

The tech of the facilities he’d been given was downright brilliant. It made his high-end lab back home seem like a child’s chemistry set. 

The whole place was grander than anything Fitz had ever seen in his life. In truth, ever since he’d arrived, he’d gotten lost in his head just staring at the architecture—rich woods, stonework and decorative metal in a strange mixture of old and modern. 

Before he’d gotten there, he’d thought Wakanda as no different from any other African country, aside from its apparent lack of instability that seemed to rule the other nations, and, of course, he was familiar with their being the only source of vibranium in the world. The country’s Third World status now appeared to be nothing more than a clever front—which, all things considered, was an understatement.

There was a reception of some sort to welcome them after they’d had a little bit to settle into their lavish quarters. Upon entering the hall, immediately, Fitz couldn’t get over the food. It was amazing. Long buffet tables filled with everything delicious. There was even an ice sculpture of a big cat—a panther, he supposed. He’d never seen such a thing in person before. After he’d loaded up a plate, Coulson dragged him away from the buffet to meet more people.

He quietly asked Coulson whether it would be a bad idea to ask for Captain Rogers’ autograph when the man himself came to greet them again, saying he wanted to introduce them to Sargent Barnes, the man Fitz would be helping.

As Fitz trailed Captain America across the large hall with a plate of food in his hand, he already saw Sargent Barnes across the crowd. He was easily recognizable by his missing arm. 

Fitz was aware of the history, and Hydra’s manipulation, after Coulson had filled him in on the flight to Wakanda—terrifying stuff, really—and he had no reservations about helping the man. Clearly, he’d been wronged and he couldn’t really have a better character reference than one from Captain Rogers. 

Not waiting for the official introduction, Fitz switched his plate to his other hand to offer his for a handshake while shifting his weight from one foot to the other. “It’s nice to meet you. I’m Dr. Leo Fitz, and I’m here to help build you a new arm.”

“I’m afraid I haven’t looked at your scans yet,” he confessed, chagrinned, but he hadn’t had time since he’d arrived with all the jet lag and ceremony. “However, I do feel quite certain that I can engineer somethin’ even better than you had before that will give you full use and appear quite natural to the naked eye,” he said, perhaps a touch proudly. 

Fitz didn’t want the man to worry that he didn’t know his business. There weren’t many people working with the cutting-edge tech that Fitz was. He couldn’t wait until Sargent Barnes took a gander at Coulson’s hand. If that didn’t impress him, nothing would.

[hobis-hope94]

~ He Promised P3/??~

AN: sorry I had to post this in two parts as I over ran the limit!! DX

Y/N: yeah, yeah I’m fine, baby. I just went for a drive. Can I come over? I don’t want to be alone right now and I’m already in my car …

Bucky took a little longer to reply. Shit, you scared him off.

Bucky: of course. bring food, I don’t have any in.

You smiled.

Y/N: thank you, Bucks. Marathon?

Bucky: I’d love that. You’ve been insisting I watch The Hobbit films, so I suppose we can start with those.

You smiled, the heavens opened and it began to rain.

Y/N: perfect. I’ll get us pizza, and can I leave you in charge of Netflix?

Bucky: …what’s Netflix?

You laughed, and wiped your eyes with the back of your sleeve.

Y/N: I’ll sort it out for you when I arrive. Buck?

Bucky: thanks doll. Yeah?

Y/N: …I love you.

Bucky: I love you too. It’s raining, drive carefully x

Y/N: I will, I promise. See you soon x

You turned your phone off, you turned your attention to the lake. It looked shallow. Stupidly, you got out of the car, ran back to the lake and hopped in. You saw the ring shining brightly under the service. You beat yourself up mentally as you bent down and got the ring.

Instead of sliding it back on your ring finger, you put it in your pocket and went to your car.

Thankful you had Bucky, thankful that you were falling for someone so sweet. You turned your favourite happy playlist on and began to drive.

You drove carefully in the rain, smiling to yourself at a new chapter of hope and love and one you knew wouldn’t end in heart break.

Tag list:

@wxnter-sxldier-deactivated20210

@jessyballet

@jackiehollanderr

Sorry again guys, i over ran the word limit!

[sasster]

id have a couple people in mind. i might be off base here but do you know who nehl is?

Nehali Perasi, sadly she lxst her life at the hands xf her matesprits sxldiers during an invasixn xf the planet they were statixned xn. Narathix. She meant tx prxtect the fxrests filled with the native species' yxung, xr sx the repxrts said.

Her bxdy was left behind when the invasixn was halted. I imagine Failsafe might have brxught her tx me tx bury her if he had her.

What dxes she have tx dx with this?

[corpse-husband-simp]

Ok I’m sorry that this will be a lot, but I got a list of fics that haven’t been added and some things that are wrong. @fairysimp: wrong number smau, voice message @fandomlit: Meeting @ghostgamer: comfort corpse @iamsuchasimp: Bad Days @corpsedaydream: doctors appointment, soft concepts @breathygasps: singing in the shower, doctors appointment, hospital visit, French tongue @bitch-im-your-biggest-nightmare: you belong to me, Sunday best, Mr loverboy, oh there’s two of them, head canon list @flowerforcorpse: dating corpse HC, clasped hands, soak it in @monsterenergysimp: HC4, come back to bed @thefanficmonster: tell me it’s not to late @literatureteachervibes: you’re pretty @struggling-with-time: Lightsabers and among us @corpserose: love like you @imjustpeachyme: the early bird gets the panini @moonlightsimp: singing in the shower @impala-1979: she left me @the-writings-of-a-simp: married,falling asleep,newborn, baby on the way, proposing @auramindedd: First Meet @takenbyheartstrings: sick day @the-winter-sxldier-posts: crush @thotasshoebitch: Rain on me2 @strawberryphil: Bad days, finger painting, roommates, Disney princess. Now for the housekeeping, @crystalg6m secret player link is wrong, it brings you to trust her other fic, @kakyoinsimp’s only link does not work. The @flowerforcorpse and the @flowersandcorpse links send you to the same Blog the flowerforcorpse blog, I checked the tags with that blog and those to blogs are the same they have the same fics. @rock-c has a fic called hug, and it is on the linked version but is not on the master list version. And that’s it im so sorry for how long this is I would hate it if I got this, so you can hate me. Thank you for making this Masterlist♥️

Thank you so Much lovie <3 im really busy at the moment and dont have Much freetime to add to the list but i Will as soon as i can :) i really apreciate this tho <3

[engaardesque]

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[For Despair!AU-centric Characters from V1 or V2.]

[illunaris-archived]

(command) - for your muse to give my muse an order or instruction, which may or may not be followed ( Reno )

Gotta hand it to him, there was a reason why Sephiroth had his current rank. War hero or not, Reno didn’t care much for reputation and was rather only impressed by direct results he can witness himself. Right now, watching Sephiroth turn this shit show of a situation around just by ordering people around was quite hot. It was also clear that his presence alone was inspiring all the guards so much that they seemed to instantly forget about their injuries.

When the SOLDIER turned to him and ordered Reno to round up the soldiers who have ‘not’ been shot half to death by the sabotaged tech, he gave a snicker. This wasn’t the first time a SOLDIER tried to give the turk an order.

 “Do I look like the rest of your walking canon fodder?” Hmm, but why not obey and grant Sephiroth his wish? It’s the best course of action right now, Reno agrees with that. He can round up the rest of those losers and give Sephiroth the opportunity to do something more important. 

“I’ll do it, just this once~”

[hazinhoodies]

y’all @tomhollandeu and @the-wxnter-sxldier are making me too soft i love you both

[letsloveimagines]

Title: Crush II

Pairing: Corpse Husband x fem!youtuber!reader

Collab with: @the-winter-sxldier-posts

Requested by: Anonymous

Request:  You HAVE to write a part 2 of crush where they meet! It would be so cuteeee!

Word Count: 1667

Warnings: a little swearing but mostly fluff

Note: The images doesn’t belong to me, all the credits go to the respective creators. I only made the collage. Also, I will not make anything to make Corpse uncomfortable, if he ends saying he doesn’t like fanfiction about him, I will delete this.

Part I: Here

                                                           ♦⋅☆⋅♦ Y/N pressed her left foot on the clutch pedal, turned the car key and heard the engine roaring loudly afterwards. She added the address on the GPS, looked at herself in the mirror for a moment taking a deep breath, trying to stay calm and focused. She put the car in first gear, and started driving from her apartment complex's private parking lot to the main road.

As her small and comfortable car drove through the streets of Los Angeles, the girl kept listening to what was on the radio. Every now and then, her stomach would churned with nervousness but she would take a deep breath and smile uncertainly to herself, trying to convince herself that everything would be okay.

Fed up with the podcast she was listening to, turned her car's Bluetooth on when she had to stop at a red traffic light, she switched to her current favorite Playlist.

Distracted by the music and humming softly accompanied by Rihanna's voice, she put the first gear back on, moving the car forward when the traffic light turned green, quickly shifting to the second and then putting on the third.

Her mind was racing, however.

Life had gone well since that specific day... since Y/N and Corpse confessed their feelings to each other. Their mutual friends that they played with knew the truth and were extremely happy for them, which was wonderful and soothing. Outside of them, no one else knew what had happened.

Corpse and Y/N talked every day, stayed on the phone every night until one of them fell asleep unfortunately, the girl always fell asleep first, and saw each other through FaceTime whenever they could.

In other words, the two could say that they were basically dating already... Even though there was never a real question. But perhaps that was about to change, for the day had finally come when they would meet physically.

A sound of receiving a phone call invaded the car and interrupted her thoughts. With a smile on her lips already knowing who was, Y/N clicked on the answer button and waited while entering a roundabout.

"Hey." That characteristic deep voice was heard.

"Hey you." She replied while looking briefly at his name written on the car screen.

"Are you on your way yet?"

"Yes, I just left the house. I'll be there In about two hours, depending on the traffic today."

Corpse cleared his throat and Y/N almost visualized him playing with his rings, and messing with his dark curly hair. "Are you sure you haven't forgotten anything?"

"Well, I hope not. I’ve had my bags packed for two days, but I think I have everything that is necessary with me. If not, there is no problem really." She replied.

"This is going to... This is really going to happen isn't it?" She could hear the smile in the man's voice.

"Yes, Corpse, it is. We will finally meet in person."

"I can't wait to see you." He whispered.

Y/N felt her cheeks warm for a moment, and she knew that if she looked in the mirror she would see a dark pink tone on her skin. She bit her lower lip in an attempt to stop the huge smile. "I can't wait to give you a big hug and tell you everything face to face."

Corpse laughed deeply, his tone was warm and full of emotion. "I know... I am anxious, and I am not going to lie about it. I'm super nervous. My hands are shaking so much that I don't even know how I haven't dropped my phone yet."

"Oh, Corpse..." Y/N whispered with a heavy heart, but was attentive to the road at the intersection where she was. "There is no reason to be nervous, it's just me. It’s just us."

"I know..." He sighed softly. After a few minutes without speaking, enjoying the comfortable silence between the two and listening to the sound of the Y/N’s car motor, he continued. "Well..." Corpse cleared his throat. "I will let you concentrate on your driving. Be careful and pay attention to the road."

"I will, I’ll see you later."

"Bye."

"Bye, Corpse."

The call ended but the anxiety and nervousness did not. However, only the sound of his voice and the small conversation they had was able to make Y/N smile all the way to San Diego.

                                                          ♦⋅☆⋅♦ 

Y/N pressed the turn signal, the green arrow flashing to the right, and parked the car in an empty parking space in front of the building. The woman's neutral and almost robotic voice came from the GPS saying: You have reached your destination. Shaking in her place, the girl put on the brake and turned off the car, taking a deep breath trying to calm herself once more.

It was now or never... Should she send him a message to let him know she was already there? Should she just knock on the door? Her hands were shaking so much, and her heart was beating so hard and so fast that it almost hurt.

She sat in the driver's seat for a few more minutes, so nervous she might pass out. It is better to just go there, she thought, the longer it takes the more nervous I will become.

She took a deep breath, unbuckled her seat belt, removed the keys from the ignition and quickly got out of the car, closing the door behind her, and going to the trunk to remove the pink suitcase. When it was on the floor next to her, she closed the trunk and locked the car safely, looking at the intimidating building in front of her.

Without further ado she approached it, opened the entrance door, climbed the stairs with some difficulty to his floor, and trembling, she shyly knocked on the door with her knuckles.

That door was opened so fast that it even scared her.

They were both looking at each other almost stunned... Finally they were there, in person, just a meter away and with a spine of the door separating them. Corpse was even more beautiful in person, and Y/N found herself lost in his dark eyes for a while.

"Hi..." She said sheepishly.

Corpse looked at her examining her from head to toe as if he couldn't believe she was real. Finally he smiled so beautifully that she almost forgot to breathe. "Hi." He replied.

Y/N dragged the suitcase a little closer to her, uncertain how to proceed. She didn't have time to think, however, as Corpse seemed to get tired of the waiting and shyness between them, crossed the space between the two and took her in his arms. His body was warm against hers, extremely hot, and his embrace was loving and passionate. Y/N inhaled his attractive scent - a mixture of soap, men's perfume and something else - and Corpse laughed through her hair.

"You’re here!" He exclaimed loudly, laughing deeply, spinning in circles with her still in his arms laughing out loud like he was.

When the two were inside the apartment, Corpse released her and pulled her suitcase inside as well, closing the door to prevent any curious neighbor from trying to see what was going on.

The two of them stayed there with smiles so big on their faces that their cheeks hurt… But it was definitely a good pain.

"I don't even know what to say..." Y / N confessed, practically shaking with excitement in her place.

Corpse smiled again, taking her hand timidly and gently, caressing her skin and interlacing their fingers and pulling her closer to him. "Me neither."

They were silent just enjoying the moment, and enjoying the fact that they were there, together... that it was real. How many times had they imagined this? How many times had they dreamed of that moment?

Corpse lowered his head slightly looking into her eyes intently, but his brows furrowed as if something troubling was going through his mind. "I…"

"What is it?" Y/N questioned worriedly.

Corpse made a shy expression. “Can I… Can I kiss you?”

Y/N's cheeks caught fire but her smile was so big, and she was so happy that she felt like she was going to explode at any moment. "Yes! Yes, of course you can…"

The young man approached, with his hand on Y/N's waist to pull her closer and the other one climbing up her arm, her shoulder, then her neck and resting on her burning cheek, where he was caressing the hot skin. Their fresh, labored and nervous breaths mingled, closing the distance until their lips touched, finally in what felt like an explosion of fireworks or an explosion of magic. Corpse's lips were soft and warm against hers, kissing her tenderly, as he brought their bodies together even more almost as if he was afraid that she would disappear at any moment.

The kiss was a mixture of lips and tongues, longing, passion and mostly love. It ended faster than they would have liked, but they stayed in each other's arms, sharing passionate smiles.

After a moment, Corpse whispered, "I still think this is a dream, and that I'm going to wake up after the normal three fucking hours that I can barely sleep."

Y/N laughed with her heart leaping and butterflies in her belly, playing with the laces of the black sweatshirt he had worn that day, wrapping it around her fingers and looking him in the dark eyes. "Me too, I've pinched myself hundreds of times today just to make sure this was real. But if this is a dream, I don't want to wake up anymore."

"I will punch the face of anyone who tries to wake me up." Corpse joked making Y/N let out the laugh he liked so much to hear.

"I love you." She whispered dizzy with emotion.

"That’s good, because I love you too."

                                                         ♦⋅☆⋅♦

Tag List: @breathygasps​ @unicornblood4ever  @mintchip17  @jay-jay-love

[greatpretending]

The world needs more people like @the-wxnter-sxldier

[wickedlightsalot]

Sorry I’m at it again

TomHollandVibes -> Jakes-White-tee ->

The-Wxnter-Sxldier

[legendiism]

winter-sxldier

  totally not steeb.

if only him and Tayte Hanson would get together ijs

hahaha XD QUICK! SOMEONE START A PETITION!