*comes sliding into, excitedly holding a picture like a hyperactive 5 year old*
GUYS GUYS GUESS WHAT?!
I COLORED!
for @chessman-protocol, you inspired me Broski and I just had to try and capture your Mikhal. I hope I made him dangerous enough because deh man is the bomb. Literally 😏👉🏼👉🏼🙏🏼🧡✨
Anyhoo, part 2 coming soon!
You had a warning of don't touch.
I wasn't kidding when I said I'm a bit much.
It would appear it's a lesson you haven't learned,
That when you play with fire,
You'll always get burned.
Im 15 followers away from 3000 and I would like to celebrate by telling you guys something I don't talk about to much.
Trigger warning: suicide
8 years ago I had hit my lowest point. Like everything that could go wrong did along with a bunch of other things happening around me. I remember one day walking up and feeling nothing. I thought
"No one cares. I'd be doing them all a favor anyway if I wasnt here. At least all this pain I carry will final be gone."
But a flicker of hope creeped in. I told myself I would go to a counselor at my school and if no one saw me that would be a sign. Thankfully I was rushed in and spent 2hrs talking to someone before I was hospitalized for a week voluntarily.
I was put on medication and finally I was given a diagnoses for my brain.
Sometimes I think about all I would have missed if i had succeeded. One of my friends 3years later did succeed and it kills me because I know that pain.
I know it fucking hurts to be in that place where you feel lost and alone. You feel like this is the best option. I know she had so much more to give this world.
If you need a sign, here it is. Please remember you are never alone and you are loved. You matter.
I never in a million years thought I'd have this many eyes on me here and you have no idea how much you all mean to me. Yeah we writing smut but lol I've learned so much about writing in general and met so many amazing people who are incredibly talented.
I love each and every one of you. Even if we dont talk I care about you. If you ever need an ear I'm here.
"You are a sweetness mixed with kindness, a brightly lit star in the night.. it's not hard to see your light, I can feel your warmth from here. Your smile is so uncanny when you bless it on the world, you are beautiful with a hint of gorgeous just around the edges of your lips.. if someone were to ask me about you, I would tell them that you brighten up my life in ways that you could never dream. You are a beacon of hope, so lovely and amazing the way you stick by my side.. and I just want to tell you that you are like some kind of fairytale bliss. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being you and supporting the things I am passionate about.. you are amazing and I won't ever let you forget it."
Let's spread some positivity around our fandom. Tag your favourite tumblr users! 💕
Yes, let's! We could definitely use it with all the shit that's been going on, especially with anons and minors not respecting boundaries.
@joaquinwhorres, @natrace, @wkndwlff, @sylviebell, @mothdruid, @yanna-banana, @withahappyrefrain, @lewmagoo, @seresinsweetie, @bradshawsbitch, @bradshawsbaby, @thedroneranger, @rhettabbotts, @sebsxphia, @blue-aconite, @rae-gar-targaryen, @ryebecca, @mxgyver, @delopsia, @sunlightmurdock, @desert-fern, @ereardon, @callsign-magnolia, @teacupsandtopgun and so many more that I'm undoubtedly forgetting.
This fandom is filled with the kindest and most talented people I have come across in a long time, and I'm so grateful for the connections and friendships I've built thanks to a silly little plane movie. It's also a fandom that has had my back when the anons decide to be extra shitty to me, and for that, I can't thank them enough.
For my guys, my dudes, my broskis, my mates, my pals, and most importantly, my friends
The Sunshine Boys: those who are so good it's kinda hard to believe they actually exist. Not a mean bone in their body. Always got something nice to say. Works quietly in the background, but is always there for you. Smiles are literally blinding; so full of sunshine goodness and light. Honestly just makes your heart warm to see them again. Life is better simply because they light up every single life they touch, and just like the sun, you desperately miss the warmth of their soul and wholesome character when they are gone. Also somehow also a living golden retriever???
The Cinnamon Roll Boys: boys too sweet and wholesome for this world. May or may not give you a cavity. Always spending time in the kitchen thinking about what new masterpieces they want to create. Secret quiet confidence. A real classic gentleman. The type of boy your momma would love, and your siblings want to be their brother. Strong desire to squish face cheeks because they've got that strong baby energy. Always there with a smile, a hug and a warm plate of homemade cookies. Compassionate to the max, they just wanna share that goodness with everybody. Always makes you feel welcome and part of the family. Best Friend Material hands down, so he will tease. You have been warned.
The Adventure Boys: Makes everything seem like a grand adventure. Excitedly grabs your hand with a reckless grin, bright eyes and pulls you into whatever form of mischief they're currently up to. Karaoke jam sessions in the car, late-night food runs, stickers and memorabilia of every trip. Doesn't take pictures as much as they probably should because they're always too caught up in the moment. A little reckless, making your heart race just a little, but heart of gold because they just want to experience the world with you. Every adventure becomes a fond memory with soft but often exasperated smiles.
The Grass Boys: Quiet soft boys who feel more comfortable out in the sun or up in a tree somewhere. Fantastic listener, wicked observant, probably a closet nerd, but is an engaging story teller once you get to know him. Messy hair always up in a baseball cap with golden skin that's been kissed from adventures out in the sun all day. Has fingers and shoes stained with something he's working on. The handyman, knows oodles of random facts and probably could fix anything if you give enough time and a little bit of duct tape. Dad in training. Not afraid to take the lead when needed to, but always going to make sure your voice has been included. 100% would be the type to dance in the rain with you.
The Fire Boys: Boys with boisterous voices and quick tongues whose passions blaze within their hearts. Intense and a little in your face, but they just can't hold back how much they feel. Never afraid to stand up for what they believes in and is loyal almost to a fault. Will fight you and for you. Stubborn and doesn't back down, always wanting to find justice for the world because just wants to make it better. Sometimes anger runs away from him, and worlds may burn a little, but there will be nowhere safer than in the warmth of this boy's hug.
To all the boys, I'm sorry that we live in a world where your thoughts and feelings have been dismissed and made trivial.
You are important. You are needed. Your influence is making a difference and the world needs more goodness like you.
From a girl who sees you, is proud of your efforts and loves you from a distance for the wonderful person that you are.