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lafortis · 8 months

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Goodnight gamers I have no plan I'm just a dude

#it struck me recently that as much as my immediate friends and family were right #to tell me i really didnt want to join the m*litary #at the same timw i really did #life path wise #like. fortunately i now recognize i do not want to do that. BUT. from a career path?#someone will pay for my school and all i gotta do is go work for em?#sense of duty #purpose #loyalty to a larger common cause #thats pretty much all my dream #just a shame that it seemingly onlu exists there #in the absence of religion and nationalism i really do lack something to be subsumed by #wheres that post thats like. i was born to be a knight dying of his wounds in battle #if given the correct cause and people to care about i would be unstoppable #but i cant go out and find or make them myself. itd have to be like. joining or serving someone else yknow #im born to be a chancellor ot smthn

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cator99 · 2 months

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out of curiosity, would you consider yourself butch?

used to be a blonde underweight twink and now I'm a based jock still got the chanel bag and the sick albeit matured mind of a suckpig to prove it so I'm gonna let you decide whether you wanna call me that word just cuz I got a pussy and short hair. I promise you that there have been enough advancements made in the art of lesbian sexual dynamics in the past 50 years to broaden the vocabulary used to describe the plethora of types of masculine females.

#being called butch just reminds me of how much males have the freedom to navigate between male archetypes and how people pay attention to #the distinguishing features of these varying masculinities #but when a female is seen as masculine it all gets lumped under the “butch” category #her masculinity is seen as unnatural and therefore incapable of being considered genuine or taken at face value as it is with males.#its always brought into question instead of taken in consideration with the rest of the woman's life and experiences and her particularities #Hence... Butch is still being treated as though its a huge lesbian cultural phenomena instead of a specific niche thing #also i dont mean to invite the “you dont pass!!” anons again bc that idiot is missing my point entirely (which is that im truly not trying)#but the fact is that for the past 3 years i have found myself increasingly navigating the male social world #and discovering what it means to me as a female to have access to the ability to take my “masculinity” for granted... relax #forget about it #etc #i think thats entirely antithetical to the Butch thing which seems to rest on the tension of other peoples expectations of her #people broadly are more surprised to find out that im interested in women just as much as they're surprised that im a gym queen iykwim...#ive worked hard for this and now that ive gotten the Woman Social Role thing pretty much entirely out of the way i am living the dream #i think a large part of that is learning as a dyke to appropriate the language of gay men theres a reason their terminology had #staying power even when their scene was *literally* dying meanwhile all that seemed to survive from dyke spaces was butch n femme ??#its because theirs didnt necessitate the building and maintenance of a scene in order for the subculture to hold its head above water #their labels *largely* weren't predicated on their relationships to gender roles and its telling that for dykes it was #their labels rested on the need to simply show up anonymous n be able to easily flag whether they were looking to fuck or be fucked #alongside the set of circumstances under which they would be fucking or getting fucked or what have you #it all comes back to the restrictions of female social blah blah blah and i think the sooner we collectively set down what we see as our #responsibility as lesbians and as feminists to Be A Woman the sooner we can step outside of that #n start thinking clearly about our individual circumstances and the necessity of putting on your own oxygen mask first before helping others

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thethingost · 4 months

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im going to be ill.

#THIS HAS ME SO THJNKING LIKE…. IS IT POSSIBLE FOR THE CANCELLED SEQUEL TO THE GAME BECOME REAL…… i dream about it sometimes ohh the concept #bio beast and clinger beast and dragjaw and dog beast and imitator and sonic beasts ohhh theyre all my friends #the Walker looks absolutely fantasyic. im almost positive its a walker. idrk what else it could be other than that cause of the body shape #and how the lil scuttler is pretty much the dame unless thats like th only beast staying the same and the other things grt design reworks #ohhhh my Fucking god thag’d be so huge #sorry. im going tk be thinking about this for the next several thousand years #radio transmissions #the thing #the thing 1982 #is there a thjng 2002 tag. idk. imma put it #the thing 2002

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ozymoron · 1 year

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rendering in mspaint is surprisingly relaxing

#⚠️#personal #my art #she doesnt actually have purple skin i just drew her with it one day and went ''thats neat'' so now i just draw her with it idk why #i did do a bit of post processing stuff in krita and firealpaca but pretty much all of it was done in mspaint #the background is based off one of the dream worlds i designed for her #also the cat has no name at the moment in case you wanted to know #update the cats name is now mr. meow meow #oc: tammi lee

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year

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just put my snake in his newly refurbished enclosure and he's doing laps <333

#i love him sm #he's the one i have anxious pet neglect dreams about and im just glad i finally put his new shit in #lotsa thick aspen to dig in and a bigger water bowl bc hes a grown man and a new hide etc etc #my beautiful beautiful boyyyyy #well the anxious pet neglect dreams aren't About him so much as they started when i got him #they usually involve me suddenly getting like 8 new pets that i dont have the spoons or knowledge for so im always letting them down #not my favorite experiences not my most pleasant dreams #but he's zoomin!!!! hes been pretty stationary lately and i think some of thats him getting older but i think the new stuff'll help make him #more comfy regardless #plus the water bowl's big enough that he can soak in it now if he wants :3 #he'll probably go back to just kinda sittin soon bc he's getting near a shed #poor guy cant see all that well rn and thats never a fun time to take him outta the tank. i feel bad :(#ooh he's up in the hammock hehe #thats the last thing he hasnt checked out yry #he likes that thing but its suction cups arent great #omg hes so sillyyyyy hehehhehe #baby man. baby. boyo

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friendlynaborhooddisapointment · 4 months

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the dream would be a 15hour week workday at a low stress job not that far from home but not too close it feels intimate to your home, a small mangable appartment that wont fall apartwith furnishings i like,bills that arnt stress inducing in a way that make me think about money all the time, and just chill and do my hobbies when im not doing all the other things people have to do in their adult to not be that sad life like cook and clean and talk to people

#would be cool to publish and stuff #but again dont want to turn my hobbies into somthing more stress inducing then perfecting my craft already does #cant belive the dream is the bere minimum #25 hours a week max #but still its really just the bere minimum #oh to live the bere minimum #life always finds a way to make things difficult #and it would be cool to be able to get rid of some of the more consistent stuff like money stress and work stress #so when there are more difficult things to worry about its not pilled up on the stuff thats day to day #i know some people like having alot to do but that is not me #but yeah feel free to make this your dream too i think its ok to just want to exist stress free enough to properly enjoy the mundane #cuz the mundane is pretty neat #and everyone acts like its this terrible thing but it happens everyday #the sun sets the sun rises but i still get excited when i get a good view #want to enjoy that without worrying about everything i have to work for to become successful #i think we are alowed to not want to work for things we dont care about that much just for the bere minimum of existence #would be totally diffrent if it got u up there but #it doesnt?#but im totally chill if giving like 25%-50% gave me just enough #not saying that would be how much i care just now much energy i give #and honestly alot of work can come out of that much energy #giving your 100% is stupid and uderrated and your 100% will become worse and worse #ofc still fine to do it but all the time is crazy people still gotta use some of that energy to live life outside of the hustle #offical hustle hate post

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spamtoon · 5 months

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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)

Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...

Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!

(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)

I know what you are.

Farewell, now!

(She then leaves the way she came from.)

(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)

And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...

(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)

You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?

I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.

(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)

Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way

(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)

Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.

WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.

Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever

#bright spark #<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky #the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE #SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you #to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this #is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay #nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are #honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang #spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main #cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her #own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally #i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel #like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything #with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite #finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives #happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared #to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that #respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a #method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy #excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going #sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay

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bunnyinatree · 6 months

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I had a dream last night that I was looking at a globe that was designed to show readers the path of the Pequod in “Moby Dick.” I found the most recent event that I could remember, then I kept tracing the line of the ship’s progression. I soon became overwhelmed, because I noticed that there were no less than half a dozen ominous locations on the map, labeling storms and aggressive sea creatures that the crew would encounter. All I could think was, “They run into ALL of these disasters in the last few hundred pages?!” 😱

#this sounds like a normal dream but mikami from death note was there and he had a gun #i stopped looking at the globe to admire his hair all the while thinking about how i could draw it better #i think he was going to use the gun to protect me from all of the scary whales in the book??#also i wasnt fully myself in the dream; i was also near (you know from death note)#it was pretty fun tbh :P #bunny babbles #dreams #moby dick #whale weekly #putting this in the whale weekly tag because thats why im reading moby dick at my current rate #and i was just thinking after the most recent entries that we are nearing the end #and im afraid of how much drama will be squashed into the tail end of the book

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vaugarde · 2 years

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pokemon has jaded me so much that when i go to kirby (which id easily claim is the special interest directly behind pokemon in my brain) im like automatically not expecting that much and im actually amazed in the end when it delivers like every time. man i really do need to play more video games. its hard when the only thing i have is a mac and a switch tho :(