I was engaged to an active duty service member who on top of the physical toll on his body, had severe anxiety and PTSD that interfered with sleep and eating and self care because of things he'd seen that he refused to even divulge to me. So, to that anon, be aware that it may be a story based on a video game that you're giggling at, but the way the writer depicted the trauma and the detachment and the photographic memory of the trauma is all very real. Take that into account next time you decide to make an insensitive comment and that someone with real experience may see it. Some thoughts are inside thoughts that need to be picked apart by a shrink. Have a nice fucking day
Yeah. I hope karma catches up to that anon soon. And I hope they get some help because fuck them and their laughing at innocent victims and someone's trauma. 🖕 to that anon
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saw fanart yesterday that i was ehh on
but it brought me to the conclusion that, if shrek was a lesbian, if shrek was a woman, i think she would be exactly the same as canon movie shrek, actually, and in fact. to the point, she would be so indistinguishable, that i can no longer be convinced that canon movie shrek isnt a he/him lesbian, and im excited to rewatch all the movies through the lens of percieving shrek this way. i think it will be based. excited.
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i'm thinking about hauntings as manifestations of guilt. not "they haunt you because they deem you guilty" approach, but instead "they haunt you because you believe yourself guilty". there's the hallucination cause, of course, that the ghost stems from your own damaged psyche, but i've never seen anyone explore the concept of your own self blame disturbing the rest of the dead, dragging their specter along in your wake as a consequence of your inner turmoil. perhaps you're supernaturally attuned, perhaps there was some sort of magical bond, or perhaps your anguish is just that profound.
guilt loses its purpose when you lapse into inaction and fail to do better. guilt grows cruel when you weigh the living down with it. guilt becomes horrifying when you drag the very person you lost back from the other side just so they can witness you drive yourself to the edge and claim it's in their memory.
when do the dead get no say about what justice for them should entail? can't you see the heartlessness in that? no, because when you looked at their body, you never let yourself look away. you made them a martyr and styled yourself as damned, but this isn't justice - it's merely penance with collateral damage. you took the albatross corpse up and bound it to your own neck so tight it choked you.
won't you let it go? won't you let them rest?
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Blog Update
I've tried to keep this blog only LoZ/LU since I made it 2 years ago but recently my special interest in it hasn't been quite as intense as it once was and I've become absolutely feral for HttyD. I put out a poll last week I think asking if people would be okay seeing dragons stuff on this blog (as opposed to a sideblog) and the answer was overwhelmingly supportive "Show us dragon stuff!" So from now on, and at least for the time being, this blog will be multifandom and not LoZ/LU exclusive.
If you feel the need to unfollow me cuz this isn't what you signed up for, then no hard feelings. I get it, you gotta do what you gotta do.
Yes I am still into LoZ/LU and I am still writing fics about the boys so don't worry about that, I'm not done here in this fandom, I'm not leaving, I just have dual special interests now.
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how to forgive yourself for the way you behaved when you were 17 and didn’t know you had bpd or that you were being horrifically abused? asking for a friend
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Oh my god please someone tell me where I can find that one gif of like. Behind the scenes footage from GOTG vol 3 of the med bay scene where Peter holds rocket, but it’s before the cg is added so it’s just the dummy stand in for rocket and it looks just so fucking funny like pl e a s e
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the way i have a ton of projects i wanna work on simultaenously and irl stuff coming up.....and yet a beans ask blog still circles in my mind
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I'm really not trying to be mean but I saw your art and I have to ask...
Did you have a Hetalia phase?
i..... yeah...... yeah i did.... i'm curious to know what gave that away though 😭
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