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bpdshan · 11 months

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i haven’t gone a day this year without thinking abt ending my life

#it’s been abt a year since the traumatic thing started #it lasted until the early months of this year #it’s been a whole year since it started #since that happened ….#feels like it’s been days #there’s so much pain #and the cold of the season is triggering #the cold reminds me #and i can’t eacPe #i cant escape it #i’m in winter coat and hat and gloves in my own home and it feels like i’m there again #it is just as cold as when it happened #i want to die #tw suicide #suicide tw #tw

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happyheidi · 10 months

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𝗉𝗂𝖾𝗇𝗐

#winter wonderland <3 #reminds me of my own country #cottagecore #nature #naturecore #winter #winter aesthetic #cold aesthetic #cottage aesthetic #wintercore #photography #cozycore #cosycore #farmcore

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estcaligo · 1 month

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Can't wait to see Sebek's reaction if we're really going to the Coral Sea lol. Because remember Jade's words? :)

#Sebek you will be remembered #but cmon Seb you're a crocodile get it together!#a post from twtr reminded me of this #Seb is so sensitive to cold sooooo #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #twst silver #diasomnia #jade leech #twst meme

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ozzo-the-wozzo · 1 year

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the fandom is in absolute agreement to the point where its essentially canon on adhd marinette and nothing makes me happier but also everyone sleeps on autistic adrien in this essay I will

#saw a gif of him wearing earbuds in the movie and wrote this in a cold sweat #obviously my reasoning behind this headcanon isn't due to that but I saw it and got reminded of the blinding truth #first hit post after being back (the brain rot is consuming me whole)#miraculous ladybug #ml #mlb #adrien agreste #mine

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lone-pylon · 2 months

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stimming :>

#I'm obsessed with his idle animation in WoA where he flexes his hand all antsy and in anticipation #this is my headcanon now you will have to tear this headcanon from my cold dead fingers #He likes clicking because it reminds him of triggers #Bro can't go five second without shooting something #You cannot tell me he wouldn't constantly need to do shit with his hands #my art #hitman #agent 47 #doodles #hitman fanart

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lambmotifz · 22 days

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thinking about this scene and how 2009 dean is appalled at his future self’s actions (“you just shot a guy in cold blood.”)

also thinking about how in 2.09 croatoan dean was ready to shoot duane…and sam’s desperate “you might kill an innocent man, and you don’t even care! you don’t act like yourself anymore, dean.” and dean went to shoot duane and changed his mind at the last moment. which is a direct parallel to 2.03 bloodlust, when dean wanted to kill all the vampires, but because sam begged him not to, he didn’t

sam is canonically the only person who can pull dean away from identifying as a ruthless killer. 2014 dean lost his sam & fully gave in to his violent side

#also love how 2014 dean’s eyes are clearly much darker and literally soulless compared to his 2009 version #love love love this little detail & how it emphasizes the fact that his humanity was gone when he lost sam!#everyone always talks about post s3 sam becoming a killing machine after dean died which is valid #but we don’t talk about how this samless dean literally became the worst version of himself!#he basically turned into john 2.0 (he also reminds me sm of moc!dean and demon!dean)#2014 dean is willing to kill people in cold blood & sacrifice his friends #he doesn’t care about keeping himself human anymore bc there is nothing left to keep. his humanity was completely gone with sam!#dean winchester #wincest #samdean #spn

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blu-ish · 8 months

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This is what Shadow looks like when he is comfortable enough to sleep around someone:

And for anyone who's concerned for the kitty's health, they're fine, they just have the most awful sleeping face.

He has a collection. 📷💥

#my art #sonadow #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #LMAOOO IVE SEEN THAT CAT BEFORE #makes me laugh every time #reminds me of my dog xD #I KNOW EVERYONE DRAWS SHADOW SLEEPING SO PRETTY #BUT CONSIDER #UGLY SLEEPING FACE SHADOW #well to everyone besides Sonic lol #He think's its fuggin adorable #Rouge sends him some sweepy shad pics whenever he's out cold lmaooooo #Shadow murders sonic when he finds out #fav #sonic

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plisuu · 8 months

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a revelation.

(please do not tag/comment with your OC)

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sp1resong · 2 months

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remember my name - mitski

#art #my art #chonny jash #cccc #cccc mind #not described #tumblr murdered the quality in cold blood jesus christ #regardless. your periodic reminder that while i soulpost often i do have a lot of thoughts about all three of them #also fun fact i actually do not remember where i got the association of these lyrics with mind from #i just have an image of an early draft for this thing's composition Seared Into My Brain #and the vague memory of thinking it was genius in the moment #(probably while i was still in bed; either late at night or early in the morning)#so. this is perhaps the closest drawing i've ever made to having genuinely come to me in a dream #i doubt i'd come up with it awake but! well once it was in my brain i had to draw it. obviously.

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makiswirl · 3 months

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can i just say. and this is probably a niche hill to die on. that i am so gobsmacked every time someone vaguely hints at the idea that jotaro doesn't care meaningfully for the other crusaders, usually particularly kakyoin and joseph, when those two actually tend to be the ones he reacts to being hurt the hardest

like he cares for his loved ones!!!! that literally plays into his character motives in every single part he shows up in!!! stop lying to me!!!!!!!

#kiki.txt #jjba #i'm going to ramble in tags actually. excuse me #ok. rereading sdc and so confused at the general perception of jotaro and his friends/family. he's not NEARLY as flat or as dickish #i understand that the anime (particularly the dub) tends to slander him but even then he still clearly cares for them! i'm confused #i also understand that a lot of people dig against jotaro and kakyoin as a dynamic because 'they're popular' and that generally disliking #popular things across media is a thing that i've seen consistently everywhere but the discredit to them simply as a DUO and not even as a #pairing is so..... odd..... like they're considered to be a duo that clicks for a reason. i enjoyed them even before i got into the fandom #every time i see someone say jotaro is overrated/dull i take a shot and assume they're an anime-only or only read the manga like once btw #joseph and jotaro also have a neat dynamic and they obviously both love and care for each other. like they're not going to go around loudly #or anything but literally the entirety of the lovers and the prelude to the dio fight IS jotaro being worked up over joseph getting hurt #equally i don't know if it translates to the anime as much but joseph is VERY complimentary when it comes to jotaro. like he sings his #praises so often and reminds everyone that he's his grandson so frequently (d'arby the gamer is a good example of this). either way it's so #peculiar....... there's not enough avdol and jotaro content btw (also in canon) because jotaro obviously looks up to him and avdol jokes #around with him on the occasion they interact after their intro which doesn't start very well. it's very cute #i do think an important thing to note about jotaro's character is how he acts AFTER his intro because he's so drastically different. early #jotaro and later jotaro aren't the same character and i do not mean this in a character development way. excluding the jail incident he's #completely different and probably shouldn't really be taken into account (especially considering the amount of slapstick in araki's intros)#and i think that's really???? what people center on for his character? Which sucks balls bad!#anyways. i could ramble more about this if asked i have so much to say but sigh. jotaro cares so much for his friends and family he's not a #flat fully cold asshole character regardless of whether you watch the anime or ova or read the manga. you just have poor media literacy #i wouldn't recommend watching solely the anime for his character though. the dub also changes a lot so it's... questionable #i love the anime and it's still important for him though. also adds neat stuff. i need to stop myself. i have many thoughts on the matter #jotaro kujo #joseph joestar #noriaki kakyoin #adding in case anyone sees: i am not saying that he is perfect about this. in fact he is very ass about it with jolyne and holly and that's #very important. he also is in fact an asshole sometimes. NOT as much as you guys are making him though!#please don't get me started on how much of a dick etc people make kakyoin to veer away from the 'woobified' characterizations of him #in fact i think that's bad if not worse because it CLAIMS to be in character. hes a prim asshole at times but not that angry or dishevelled

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dol-dee · 4 months

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Kylar Dress up

#dol kylar #dol fanart #kylar the lonar #degrees of lewdity #had these lying around for a while now #I'd still love to do this for most of the LIs but idk we will see where my brain takes me #Kylar could still benefit from some more variations bc some of these aren't at their full potential/could be replaced with smth better #also i cant believe summer has the most outfits < tragic #girl who is constantly cold core #the only time shes not freezing is during summer; meanwhile everyone else is dying around her gdfg #thanks go out to dolxiba for accidentally reminding me that i did these #I think the spring Outfit is still my fav #myart #my art

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cammiemile · 5 months

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I made a little Polly to remind me to take my Testosterone

But he’s a multitalented little guy!!

He can encourage you to take care of yourself in any way you need!!

#please #if you use him show me #ace attorney #apollo justice #aa4 #trans #transgender #testosterone #HRT #Reminders #I hate being trans in the winter because my shoulders get so cold and I put it off and then forget #I’m so bad at being trans dammit #trans apollo justice #trans pride

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s0fter-sin · 10 days

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ghost stares at the ceiling, chest heaving in a harsh pant; sweat ice on his clammy flesh and soaked into the sheet he restlessly kicks away.

ears still ringing, his fingertips blindly drift down to trail along his vivisection scar. he half-expects blood to smear in their wake. his own line of solomon, who ordered him split in twain; half of him given to a grieving mother and half left with the grieving to be.

just for both his broken halves to be rejected.

what did it make him that his mother grieved him more than she loved him? that she begged to be relieved of him more adamantly than she begged to receive him? why did his worth spill out with his drawn blood? why was his pain lesser than hers?

his hand flexes, digging into the raised scar like it’ll part beneath his fingertips to plunge into his mangled insides. no one knows the cruelty of reforming the halved; his name, his being, not nearly as important as his body when he was stripped from himself. no one knows the pain of healing and understanding losing pieces of yourself means losing your value along with them.

how many more pieces did he have to lose before he was halved once more? before his very presence incurred grief so strong it was better to be rid of him than cradle his bloodied remains?

did the infant fight himself? did he age always at odds with himself; his halves never truly whole? he hopes he wasn’t, that he was spared the loss of self; the fear that one may be welcomed over the other.

who will he lose when the inevitable comes? when he’s ripped apart again? simon? or ghost? is it better to be cursed with choice just like his mother or live with an aftermath chosen for him? does it matter if in the end, he convinces himself there was nothing of him left to lose?

his head lolls to the side and the wild buck of his chest slows. he watches johnny beside him, his face lax with the rare peace of sleep; his cheek squished against the pillow, his lips pursed as long breaths escape him.

johnny. soap. never torn asunder but two all the same.

he carefully reaches out and ghosts his fingers along the jagged scar on his chin. even in sleep, he presses into his bloodied touch. he’s never fled his half-flesh, never shies away from his gore as it spills unbidden from his cleaved torso. he holds on where his mother let him go; cups his stomach to hold his insides in place and never minds the blood that drips through his fingers.

simon will never let him become his own solomon and cannibalise himself. he will never let him question which half of him has more value; which pieces he can afford to lose before he’s cast aside.

ghost’s soap. simon’s johnny. his.

whole, in any incarnation.