Poem, name: Loved
Loved,
After years safe in my mother’s embrace which only felt stifling before,
After years of blind loneliness.
Loved,
In our conversations where I fuck up and you only hold me,
In everything you do for me.
Loved,
Talking to my dad late into the night, crying into his chest because of him,
And knowing he cares, he only wants me safe.
Loved,
Giving myself grace within my own mind,
Saying ‘there’s hope’ and believing myself.
Loved,
Because I met someone broken who saw my own pain and I trusted them with it,
Because I finally met myself and let him touch other people.
Loved not for perfection,
But for me and the humanity of that scared boy,
For what I can do and for what I can’t.
Loved,
And finally able to love,
Others and myself.
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i want to share my favorite line from a poem and i feel like you’d like it. it’s from warsan shire’s 34 excuses why failed at love: “i am a lover without a lover / i am lovely and lonely / i belong deeply to myself”
I LOVE WARSAN SHIRE ‼️
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Grasp Of Gold
Eyes drawn to a gleaming, golden glow
It spreads with a pace not at all slow
From my fingers to all that I grasp
Spreads gold, eliciting a sweet gasp
All that I touch, it turns into gold
All that I touch, it betters tenfold
All that I touch, they love to behold
All that I touch, with my grasp of gold
Everything, so much better like this
Turned gold, filling anyone with bliss
Turned gold at a graze, at a mention
Why would that not be my intention?
Must be made use of, before it’s gone
Gold – they say – such a precious metal
Weight so crushing, far more than a tonne
Snapping my neck, with each new medal
All that I touch, it’s good, I’ve been told
All that I touch, like in tales of old
All that I touch, its fate, long foretold
All that I touch, with my grasp of gold
Gleaming hands trailing all in their reach
Drenching all things in a golden bleach
Shining fingers rammed deep in my core
So that I may be what you adore
Will you hold dear, all that I will hold?
In spite of? Because of? I can’t tell
Will you cherish, all that I turn gold?
Is there an end to this lustrous well?
All that I touch, is it what I’m told?
All that I touch, is it what it’s called?
All that I touch, will it rust, when old?
All that I touch, with my grasp of gold
Hands around my neck, glistening gold
Hot flesh and blood turn overly cold
A golden statue, for you to see
Isn’t that what you want me to be?
And if the gold ever goes matted?
Will you still be there, for me to hold?
Or has what I am never mattered?
Am I naught, without my grasp of gold?
All that I touch, has to be turned gold
All that I touch, must better tenfold
All that I touch, they have to behold
All that I touch, with this grasp of gold
Eyes drawn to a dreaded, golden glow
It spreads with a pace that feels too slow
From my fingers to all that I grasp
Spreads gold, eliciting that sick gasp
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