I look at discord servers sometimes
And be like "man those sound like fun"
But alas. I have come to realize most discord servers can't house me.
Not that they are bad or anything
But because I'm like an Actual Rose and if the environment isn't perfect I hit the bricks because I take video game character levels of Damage.
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How come when I do research on anxiety and paranoia everything just talks about being afraid of how strangers and society in general perceive you and judge you behind your back? Like yeah thats a major part of it, but wheres all the information about being terrified of dying every single second you're in a car or that the ceiling will suddenly for no reason at all just collapse on you killing you instantly or that The Killer is standing in the hall while you're on your way to the bathroom in the middle of the night???
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CHRIST. Worst way to wake up but I'm glad you escaped your mom's notice 💀💀💀Prior to getting caught up in sending you Bullshit, I wanted to say Yeah Uh. Arakawa's backstory as a whole has got HANDS even for people who've never been there but. At one point my dad and I were supposed to go see a movie as my Peking Duck Moment but my mom flew off the handle at something or another, which escalated into threatening my dad and I with a bladed weapon. So I completely get what you mean with it being hard to sit through. The mocap goes so hard in that scene too... which isn't to say anything (more) on the Horrors Of The Cycle like EXACTLY
But yeah, if nothing else, I'm thankful we've both had people to turn to and that we can have that understanding. It's definitely been less isolating getting to talk to people with similar experiences over the years And While I'm Too Awkward To Do Anything With That... I do feel understood...
Also. It Sure Is Annoying As Hell. To Be Part Of A Wiki. I've been trying to fix this all day like bro what are you on about 😭genuinely 😭 why is the timeline completely fabricated to the point of sounding like it's written by AI😭😭😭
NOOO I WOULDVE ACTUALLY THROWN HANDS THAT SHITS THE WORST i'm so sorry you had to go through that, esp RIGHT before a nice evening (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) its hard tryin to move on from Events Like That and just in general having a bad mom, but yeah im glad we at least have people to talk to or places to vent bout it, so it's not TOTALLY a suffocatin experience to have. its manageable, at least (❁´◡`❁)
the wiki sure don't sound manageable dawg what IS THIS timeline. it'd be one thing if it was just the date wrong but getting the whole order of events backwards is catastrophic ☠️☠️
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i have a lot of respect for the Fun Waiter i know how much it sucks working in food service but i think some of them need a more one size fits all approach to their spiels. For example the other day this guy kept teasing me for not ordering a drink and kept offering me shots and made a huge deal out of me not finishing my food and like. im a grown adult so i didnt care that much but as a recovering alcoholic and eating disorder sufferer it wasnt very fun for me it just pissed me off a little and he just kept going. Do i seem like im having fun too mike
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wait i just rmbrd what i wanted to say regarding pommern. olivias fate eps confirms gran Wants to forgive ppl & feels bad/uneasy/troubled when they Cant cuz ppl did things they cant rly forgive (putting lyria&vyrn in danger in that case) right. ive made an entire post about this before havent i this feels like something ive def talked about. BUT pommerns in that group too. no way gran will ever be completely comfortable around pommern (even less since uhhh both in the manga&anime pommerns like. the only person who Rly made gran mad. cuz he was mean to lyria). and ofc theyd find that hard, and they know they dont have to be comfy around him either but. since theyre so stuck in the "ppl can change. skyfarers helps everyone" etcetc, they still Want to. so its. gestures vaugely
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ok i wrote this and drafted it and now im rewriting it, it just sounds fucking stupid but whatever anyway i need to stop like. moral freakouts over fanfiction. like i know why i do that it's a long story but it's kinda fucking asinine to be like, mare you read m rated fic abt rpf what is wrong w you. when its like. i think i know where my morals are because i live with myself and also like i do activelyy important things as a human. which isnts like a bragging point but more like... yeah man im not pulling up to the community potluck w folks i work with and people going like rate 1-10 how ethical your fic reading is we're like trying not to get people evicted like we dont really gaf. this is stupid and a bad example i dont really know how to explain what i mean
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