#this ask made me tear up :’)

[fadingdaggerr]

Just based on what inspires you to write, I feel that your childhood/life is so filled with love and carries a lot nostalgia

this is very sweet, truly. thank you. unfortunately ‘filled with love’ isn’t true, but if i give off the impression it’s all thanks to over a decade of therapy and journaling. my current therapist is a god-sent, i’m very lucky in that regard.

nostalgia though, very much. growing up in the 2000s, esp where and how i did, kinda gave me a lot of experiences to pull from for my writing. especially my story set in an arcade and my recent motorcycle story, those were really heavily influenced by parts of my childhood considering they’re my clearest and happiest memories :)

[somnimagus]

My page for @sheikahzine; about Impaz's duty to her village, empty of people and full of memories.

[id in alt text]

[tree-obsession]

I AM NOT OKAY DEAR GOD IT'S BEEN HOURS AND I AM STILL WEEPING

his gentle face??? the soft, delicate, kind voice and his eyes visibly softening even more and the real, genuine little smile as he blesses his younger self with his sister's voice in the background.

hoyo why do you hurt us like this it's going to consume my thoughts for DAYS now

[turnipoddity]

DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE LINE FROM SPONGEBOB??? one of my favs is "oh these arent homemade they were made in a factory. a bomb factory. theyre bombs."

THIS IS TOUGH. There’s a lot of iconic lines but the one that makes me laugh the most that i can think of are…

“Actually it’s coral blue number—“

and

“OHMY GOD A FLOATING SHOPPING LIST”

[samijey]

Sami seemed to strike a big nerve with Jey last night

[starheirxero]

So I found this on youtube-

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9fPjEAZUd-s

This is so Lunar and Eclipse- This is SO Lunar and Eclipse, my goodness-

Hyperlink here but also anon how DARE YOU SO CASUALLY LEAVE THIS IN MY INBOX THIS DESTROYED ME. I got around to watching this a few says ago and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. Maybe you were never nice at all. I thought you liked me. FUCK EVERYTHING I made it into a mini comic because of how hard this gut punched me WHATEVER!!!! DIES ON THE FLOOR.

[chrollohearttags]

ok ok hear me out: musician!eren using his baby’s heartbeat from the ultrasound on one of his songs🥹

my hearttttt 🥺🥺🥹 that be the cutest thing ever and the song is just a love letter to his future child. Telling her how much he loves her (bc girl dad eren supremacy) and that he’ll always protect his little angel. How much she changed him and all this. And it’s just him being super vulnerable.

[wiseatom]

i tried for a well thought out post. instead you get this mess that i’m begging you not to twist:

the outraged cries of “cliques” are people being actual friends with each other. the people complaining about certain blogs or creators being on pedestals are usually the same people putting them there. i’m not one to belittle feelings - i understand where the upset is coming from. i even understand my place in it! but at the end of the day, we’re working ourselves up over what? notes? followers? hits on a fic? things based on luck and timing??

i can only speak for myself, but i work a full time job and i’m hard scheduled 45 hours a week. all of my free time goes towards fic writing, because that’s For Me and that’s what’s important for my mental health, and even then, i am usually too exhausted to do that. i would love to read fic and interact more! my to-read list is a mile long! it is just genuinely hard for me to find the time. i prioritize my friends because they are my friends — real, actual people i know beyond tumblr mutualship, who i talk to about more than just fic writing — and even then i am late getting around to it. i’m not saying this as a “woe is me, my life is hard” moment, but moreso trying to offer a perspective that is not even being thought of. and i get it, no one wants to hear it, because you’re frustrated, and being vocal about frustration feels nice (i know, bc here i am)!!

someone is going to come for my throat for making this post as a “big author” and “part of the clique we’re all vagueing” and maybe it’s juuuuust me but like. if you’re that unhappy, log off. if seeing a friend group you’re not part of interacting makes you unhappy, log off. if seeing the engagement other people get on their posts or fic or art makes you unhappy, log off. you cannot force people to interact with you or your creative work, and aggressively posting about it when they don’t is not inviting them to. i am begging you to stop having expectations of people you do not know, because at the end of the day, you’re setting yourself up for disappointment.

[kalofi]

Late to this but after seeing your „inside joke“ Shuggy comic I really can’t shake the thought of them meeting again after 20 years as adults, having to work together for whatever reason, with Buggy vehemently trying not to rekindle any positive emotions he may or may have had about Shanks in the past, failing spectacularly, culminating in an uncharacteristically honest and emotional scene were they talk about things they both wanted to never acknowledge again.

So after all of that, after all that bonding and those vulnerable, absolutely devastating moments were they dove into those years of hurt and uncertainty together, what is the one thing that Shanks tells Buggy as he boards his ship again, an honest smile on his lips and a thumbs up?

„And Buggy? Go kill yourself.“

Buggy, who in fact does NOT remember that time he told Shanks to go unalive himself when they were teens and tried play it off as a joke and even less expected Shanks to actually think this was their little personal inside thing: „GH- YOU- WHU? *indignant confused clown sputtering*

im laughing SO hard at this im actually crying oh my GOOOODDDDDD deep breaths deep breaths thats so funny im hysterical gosh.

no like thank you actually i was tossing around doing a follow up to the initial comic with a premise sort of like this where theyre older and buggy forgot his one off comment but ofc shanks remembers bc shanks holds every memory of their time together very near and dear to his heart and so they reconnect and he’ll say it offhand lighthearted and ruin buggy’s life (again).

you played it out so beautifully though like this is more genius than anything i could ever come up with god theyre the worst arent they. theyre the absolute worst.

[big-barn-bed]

just found a perfect photo for "paul's choking fetish"/"beatles circlejerk opportunity" collection and just had to share:

https://i.pinimg.com/564x/b0/9a/27/b09a27894f12c1ca400dba7b4f313257.jpg

excuse me?????

ringo’s hand looks so good around his neck are you kidding me…

[emry-stars-art]

Yk what would be absolutely destroy me in the Royal au???

Abram crying.

Just... full on crying in front of kevin, who just holds him maybe a bit too tightly for him not to be affected. Abram's fingers clutching his tunic because he isn't in the evermore, dammit.

He is here, with Kev, about as safe as he could be and no one's going to call him pretty or chain and whip him.

It's hard, but at least he's being held by his brother who is stroking his hair slowly, a brother who is as devastated as he is.

And Andrew's there, outside the door desperate to do smth but can't cuz 'Ram's still not comfortable around him.

Ps. Sorry for any errors in my language I just keep thinking of your au all the. Damn. Time. And it's absolutely 🤌

Good news, anon! It’s one of the first things Abram does when he gets back to Palmetto :,)

(There’s that link and more of Kevin/Andrew taking care of Abram in this post 💕)

Find the royal au masterpost here

[petricorah]

Hi. Hello. So I literally just wanted to come here and tell u that one of the ONLY reasons I came to tumblr was bc I saw all of your zukka art in the wild and thought “omg. Yes. I need to be at the source of this talent.” And it was only an accident that I started posting my own. Anyways what I’m trying to say is that YOURE AMAZING. AND SO IS YOUR ART. Like every time I see it I have to pause, take a deep breath, scream into my pillow and then smile happily and like/reblog it. You just have such a way with expression and colour and EMOTIONS. UGH. so good. Feel free to ignore this lol I just needed to let u know ❤️❤️

what?? what?? 😭😭😭 this means so so much! i'm glad you like my art and ended up making yours because yours is amazing?? literally gives me such a warm fuzzy feeling every time i see something that's yours. this means the world to hear in ways i can't really type out but im so so glad that my art brightens your day!!! that's my art goal. (and that it was one of the reasons for you to come post here?!) thank you so much for sharing and i hope you have a fantastic rest of your day :')))

[rayix]

MOOTIE HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY 🥰🥰🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳💗❤❤❤❤💗💕💗💕💗💗💕💗💖💗💖💗💖💗💖💗💖💗💖💗🪅🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉🎉🎆🎇🎇🎇🎆🎉🎇🎇🎉🎉🎈🎈🎈🎈

I know we dont talk much, but seriously you are one of the best moots out there i ever had and i will be forever thankful that you followed me despite me being just a small artist who just started out 🥺💗💗💗💗 your comments, your asks AND YOUR OCS ARE SOOO FUCKING COOL AND I LOVE THEM SM!! you have no idea how much you have inspired me into making more cuphead art! (Looking forward to watch cuphead show when i am finally free in june lmao) but other than that, thank you for making me smile so many times when i needed 🥹🥹🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 istg i will do my best to make something for you even if it just a doodle cause you deserve it fjosfhoejdid

Happy Birthday again buddy ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

AAAH MELODY TYYYYYSMMMM!!!

I feel the exact same way to you! I am so glad you are my mootie. I love your ocs, your replies to me make me really happy (esp coming from someone who I looked up to and who inspired me to draw out ocs more in the first place!), your nice asks/tells I receive from you always motivate me and brighten up my days, and the generous amazing gift arts you blessed me with 🥹

You are always the sweetest!! Thank you a ton for these kind words, they made my entire day, my week, my entire year!!! I cannot tell you how excited this made me!! I am going to sob 😭🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡 Tysm again buddy! ^____^ ty for making me smile

[actualbird]

do you think marius has ever fainted or passed out from the sheer workload and stress he deals with on a daily basis? they always talk about how he has this fatigue and tiredness but honestly im surprised he’s never had a breakdown or anything

OH ABSOLUTELY YES YESSSS

i very much think hes passed out due to sheer fatigue probably many times, but that he just....got really good at making sure nobody notices. like, the moment marius feels his balance failing or feels the telltale lightheadedness of unconsciousness ready to ram into him, he tried to either find an empty room or some place to sit down and ride it out. and then when hes conscious again, if anybody saw him he just goes like "just needed to rest my eyes, hehe"

people who arent close to him cant tell hes lying. hes a fantastic actor, and it is very important for marius to appear invincible and invulnerable within pax, so he makes sure of this. hes passed out plenty, but nobody notices

the few people who do notice and know are probably:

1 ) vincent

oh the things vincent has seen....this one is definitely the most worrying one, and whenever he catches it happening he does his best to try and shift schedules to somehow lighten marius' workload. i figure maybe one time he garnered up the courage to suggest marius rest, but...it's not that marius is disrespectful or anything, but the suggestion just slides straight past him

"i appreciate the concern, vincent, but it's really no problem," marius says easily. just a few minutes ago, he'd fainted the moment he got into his office and it sent such a shock of adrenaline into vincent's system. "after all, nobody else can do this work right now, so i just...gotta keep going."

and the worst part was that marius was right. not about this being a non-issue, but that nobody else can be pax ceo right now. it all falls to marius, and vincent can try his best to help, but moments like these remind him how isolated marius really is all the way there at the top.

2 ) the nxx team

the team see marius at a special level of fatigue: where he always pushes it past it for the newest case, to investigate the latest lead, to keep on going. given how perceptive the team is and how theyve worked with marius for a While, marius can never hide it from them

but it's also really hard to bring it up sometimes, because theres usually always something more important, high-stakes, and pressing at hand when theyre all together

"don't worry about me," marius would say. he might even make a joke like "you should go check on vyn, i know he gets cranky when he's up past 10pm"

deflection is one of marius' skills, so oftentimes during cases, none of the team can really confront him on his overwork

but while marius might like to pretend that this isnt a problem, none of the others have to do the same and can show their support in little ways: a very soft blanket from artem placed on the nxx hq couch for anyone to use for a nap, relaxing sleepytime teas from vyn stocked in the pantry for anyone to have a drink of, a suddenly and inexplicably overhauled digital file system luke made to make some of the tinier clerical nxx tasks a bit faster to sift through.

and mc's learned some of marius' tricks now by this point and is totally fine using them against him. she'll sit down next to him on the couch with a yawn and lean on marius' shoulder. "be my pillow for 10 minutes, i need a nap" and whats marius gonna do, say NO to that? he would never. and he'd end up drifting off for a little nap too.

conclusion: marius von hagen go to bed challenge! pls, before u just DROP FROM THE EXHAUSTION!!!

[pokimoko]

Listening to instrumentals from the silly doo-wee-ooo show is actually something that can be so painful.

[wndaswife]

before i get busy again this week i have to tell u all u literally have no idea how much it meant to me that after posting that thing and not checking tumblr until i was going home, seeing all of ur supportive asks and also seeing them in the morning

i was seriously so surprised

it made me realize that i don’t really know as much about myself and all the love i have around me as much as i thought i did, because i didn’t know there would be so much support

i am not gonna answer any of the asks cuz i wanna keep them stored and so i can read them always in my little inbox :3 thank you all a lot, really

even tho i and all of u have lives and things away from here it’s really incredible how you were all able to make me feel so supported and such… and i am really on my way to feeling much much better about it all

and i really wanna write something soon, so not to end this on a different note but horny will be enacted very soon im in my fiending for dom with a daddy kink era rn