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aba-daba-dooo · 3 months
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Learning that there is a Psych reunion literally 45 minutes (Schaumburg, IL) from my house this summer is the most important thing that is currently happening to me.
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mtchacffinz · 1 year
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loose lips sink ships!
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prompt! you don't talk much when you're tipsy, but when you do..
content! gn!reader, drunk confession, heavy on fluff, mutual pining, drabble ficlet, short and sweet ♡
note! kaf is here again !! not much words from me right now, but i want to feed Dan Heng stans so here you go (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠。⁠*⁠♡ love you ~
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Dan Heng doesn't seem to mind going out once and a while. Of course, being closed off in one space could get suffocating even for someone like him who enjoys his time in solace. In a time where one needs at least a breath of fresh air, he knows more than well that it's time to get a new landscape to take in for the sake of himself.
He didn't expect that landscape to be you. The sight of you, on the Express counter, dazed.
You looked heavily flushed. You're eyes were unfocused and hazed. It didn't take even a moment of pondering for Dan Heng to know you were intoxicated and he wasn't about to ask why. Don't get him wrong, this man doesn't like to pry. As he approaches your figure, he observed you were quiet, as always— absorbed in your own little bubble universe. Making his way to the counters, the Trains kitchen always kept an abundance of food sources; he got you a glass of cold water.
Tapping onto your shoulder lightly, he hands you the glass. Delighted, you take it from him gleefully; giving the teal eyed prince your thanks. Dan Heng knows you don't talk much when you're tipsy. Times like this were pretty rare, he knows you don't usually drink.
The raven haired boy sits beside you silently, joining you in comfortable silence. On the occasional tap of your fingernails on the glass, he counts the minutes he's been spending with you. Stealing a glance from your figure, he notices your face was flushed in hues of heat. Slowly, your gaze found themselves to be locked with his — as Dan Heng can't seem to look away from.
"I'm not drunk, you know."
His eyes narrow at you ever so slightly. Humouring your antics, he voices out his own thoughts.
"How so?"
"I'm dreaming. I definitely am!" You say that so proudly, he can't help but curb a smile. He almost sighs, leaning towards the counter— letting his jaw rest on his palm. You continue your musings. "I can barely make out of anything. Hey, there's this local specialty I've been gifted in a world recently. Its so strong, i think I'm going to pass out."
Dan Heng's gaze never left yours, urging you to continue. Did you know? Aside from the calming splash of ocean waves, he loves listening to your voice. He loves hearing you ramble about every little thing you'd like to share.
"I'm not surprised if I passed out just recently, so I might be dreaming right now."
"So you mean to say I'm a figment of your subconscious." With that remark, you can't seem to refute. Thats what he at least thought. But no, you surprise him with your next words.
"You're still divine, even in dreams."
It wasn't related to his previous response at all. Dan Heng seems to be taken aback, his eyes slightly widening. Nevertheless, he purses his lips and let's you keep talking.
"Ah, you've stuck to me so deeply even if I can't see at the moment, you're perfectly fine to me.." a slight pout on your lips, you shake your head dismissively. "Dream Heng, let me tell you something ~" you coo sweetly, trying to attain his interest. Come closer, you beckon. A little reluctant, he leans into you, his ears at your disposal.
Dream Heng? So you really do believe you're asleep. What in the world did you ingest anyway?
You lean into his ear. He feels your hot breath on his cheeks, inciting that fluttering churn in his stomach. You're hand lay rest in his shoulder, while the other slightly caress his green earpiece.
"I really like your earring. Is it an earring? I don't know.. I'm not sure." You ponder out loud. Heat rushes up to his cheeks very quickly; not just from the close proximity, but from your sincere praise as well. "Your eyeliners really nice too. Can you apply mine?"
There was a reason, and he knew. Dan Heng knew why his heart fluttered, the mere fact of that is extremely conflicting. If he gets you involved in his life, and gets you tangled in this mess..
You pull away so suddenly, flushed. He inwardly deflates. It's embarrassing that he almost pulled you back just to have you near him. In Dan Hengs defense, it was a reflex.
"I've always wanted to ask you that, I'm embarrassed.." gushing, fanning your face. He blinks. Sitting straight up, his ears was still dusted with a cute hue of peony. Dan Heng clears his throat before you continue. "Dream Heng, you'd do that for me, would you? Please? Awwe, this is so nice! I feel like I can do everything with Dream Heng ~" your voice was so sweet. As you play around, you almost trip when you stand up.
Ah, the floor is like jelly right now, it feels like you're in a Donut. Dan Heng was quick to put you back on your feet.
"Be careful." he says softly. The boys hold on you was firm, making sure you don't stumble. God, you really we're drunk. There was an entirely new aroma somewhere, not of the usual beverage he knows. Maybe it's the new specialty you've dug out in a new world? Nevertheless, your hold on him was just the same. Tension was in the air, and you were about to make a move on it.
Dan Heng's teal woven eyes slowly travels to your lips. Was it conscious cognition? Maybe, maybe not. But the dark haired prince knew you saw, and you weren't about to let go.
"You can kiss me. I really like you, so it's fine." His breath hitches, face brightening up with brilliant red. You say that with no reluctance, non-existent restraint, and with a grin so shameless! Of courses, he admits— he wants to! But he j can't. He just can't! In a attempt to collect himself, Dan Heng gives himself a pause.
After a few mere moments of him sulking, as you were completely oblivious to his internal crisis, he finally speaks.
"You.. like me?" Dan Heng asks, slowly. He swallows thickly. His voice lingered in your head— echoing his heartbeat. Was it his? No, maybe it was yours. You don't know!
"Hmm? I do." That seemed to flip something in him. Oh, he wants to keep hearing you say this. But at the same time, there's something crawling in his back. It watches him like a hawk and it gets under his skin— but before he could say something, you cut him off.
"Hmmm. Even Dream Heng can't kiss me in my dreams. How could I ever get with a real one?" you sigh, breathless. It came out more like a soft whine. What? Eyes avoidant of his, you go about your way of immersing in your own thoughts. Maybe you didn't have thoughts at all, just zoning out. Dan Heng holds you closer this time.
Suddenly, the so-called ice prince lifts you up into his arms, carrying you effortlessly. Surprised, you let out a yelp. Eyes averting yours, even if you're in his confinement, he disallows you to see his face. You can't help but think what's up with him?
"I can't." he says sternly; like there was no room for discussion. How could he? How could he when you're at your most vulnerable? Your thoughts may be distorted, and maybe it's feeding you these untrue and conflicting feelings.
What if he got this all wrong?
He'd prefer if you flirt with him sober.
"But what I can do is to let you get rest."
Upon hearing that, you quickly protest, trying to get out of his hold. "What? No! If I sleep here, I'd wake up pissed. Imagine sleeping in luxury and waking up in an alley way! Just put me on the floor. I'll wake up soon."
He shakes his head in disagreement, only holding you closer. "You'll be fine. I promise. If your real Dan Heng wouldn't lie to you, how could I be any different?" Dan Heng says this so calmly— as if it was natural. His words were truthful, and he could only wish you knew. He would never deceive you— Dan Heng would never dare take advantage of you.
You swore your heart leaped. Are you in it so deep your brain creates these fantastic fantasies? You've always loved his sincere attitude, as well as his considerate nature. Dan Heng was always a man of his words, rationalizing every bit for the sake of his dear ones and himself. As your thoughts for on, only before then your eyelids start to feel heavy. Drooping sleepily, your hands lay on your sides, snuggling to his body heat closely.
After that, all left was darkness.
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He's genuinely such a sweet guy, even if you get to read his messages. I want to eat him like a cupcake (⁠●⁠’⁠3⁠)⁠♡⁠(⁠ε⁠`⁠●⁠)
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kelppsstuff · 3 months
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hiii i've been reading some of your work and i LOVE them!! do you mind doing lucifer hcs?? ❤️
Lucifer HC
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Warnings: implied nwsf
Awe your so sweet thank you darling, and I hope you like this!
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— Noticing each other HC —
Besides Charlie, you would be the one to force him to get his shit together.
After Lilith left him he closed himself off from everyone but their you were, persistent on making sure he wasn’t alone.
(In this I’m just saying your a maid, so I’m sorry if you don’t like it 😭 it’s just the way you two met)
You had been with the Morningstar family for thousands of years. You were the housekeeping.
You had always admired Lucifer from afar. He was the ruler of hell, it was a hard job and you admired on how he actually did it. Free will.
You knew you loved him when you saw him goofing off with little Charlie. You had went to wake her up, like normal, only to find her dad tickling her. He had the brightest smile on his face. And in that moment you loved him. Not that he knew. He never really noticed you.
When Lilith left, he’d fire all the help around the house. Wanting to be completely alone.
However you stayed, because being without him was true hell, and you couldn’t handle that.
At first Lucifer would snap at you. Placing his anger, to the closest thing. You. You never minded, he would immediately apologize after.
Eventually thoughts of Lilith left his mind, being replaced with thoughts of you.
Lucifer saw you in a complete different light when you placed pancakes in front of him on the table, spilling the syrup on accident.
You fessed and apologized over and over, but he didn’t care. You started to clean up you mess.
It was the first time you ever made a mistake in front of him. A piece of hair fell in your face from your frantic cleaning, and you just looked divine.
That day he decided to stop wearing his wedding ring.
— Pursuing you HC —
Lucifer had started his quest by giving you rubber ducks.
Gift giving, along with touch was his love language and boy did he spoil you.
He had decided to go out, and explore the town. (Everyone in hell was talking about it considering how rare it is.) He took you along with him. Anything you’d look at more than one second he’d buy it.
You found it odd, but shook it off. It definitely wasn’t helping your crush on him.
The next venture he took was truly get to know you. Safe to say his “school girl crush” became so much more when he did.
He found that you weren’t perfect, and he loved you even more for it.
When he helped Charlie with her hotel he had decided to get his life in order.
He was tired of hiding his feeling. Tired of hiding behind a broken mask. He just wanted you. To show you how much he was worth.
He started to get more clingy. He would just randomly hold your hand when walking. Would ask you to watch a movie and end up laying in your lap. (He went out to his way to buy a TV.)
Pretty soon, you two had actually started to act like a couple. So he had confessed.
He was thrilled when you said the worlds “I love you too.” His wings flew out as he picked you up, spinning and flying you around.
— Dating HC —
When you wake up, he’d whine for you to go back to bed with him.
Always makes you breakfast.
Gives you a bouquet once a week of your favorite flowers.
Often sings to you. Loves if you sing with him
You two take baths together all the time!
He’ll have zoomies, and I feel like he’d ask you to fly with him every time.
He’ll randomly place his face in your chest, with the excuse “I’m the perfect size.”
He tells you jokes all the time mostly about ducks.
When he has meetings he’ll always drift off in thought about you.
What you’re were doing
What you were doing before he left.
How you got on your knees for him.
Now he has a boner in the middle of a meeting that he’ll make you pay for.
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neptunes-sol-angel · 6 months
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Alright guys! I finally got that tingly feeling that I should do this kind of love reading. I still didn't want to make this a future spouse reading because I honestly overthink the concept, like "um divorces happen!" or some people just don't believe in marriage, but I thought I'd do something adorable and Christmas related. I hope that you guys enjoy!
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Pile One🎄
Their letter to Santa
Dear Santa, For so long I've been in the darkness, alone with the glass pieces of my heart, thinking that it's better this way for me to be on own. I don't believe in fairy tales anymore and my ability to imagine a world where I can be in love with someone and in that same way be loved back. My mind is splintered to where I flinch the minute someone to me gets close or when they mention a promise, that I without a doubt know they won't keep. Socially, I feel numb, meeting allegedly new people, seems to be a broken record in different physiques. If you could grant me any present in the world, would you change my definition of what I know to be love? Falling away from the stranger(s) that used to be who I knew from head to toe, has damaged my beliefs that I'm worthy of something more. And should you succeed in bringing my love, may they be my most divine contradiction in my life. My love will be someone new, yet possess familiarty in which I'll take pleasure in spending the rest of my lifetime finding all of the ways that we just understand each other. The sound of their voice and the words that they speak will be the fire that warms instead of scorching me. They'll be my rock that I won't have to tip toe around. Right now, I ask for their forgiveness for the person that I am right now, but for every tear that I currently shed to release the pain of my troubles in romance, builds my strength to be the person that really loves again, and the confidence to give my all despite my mistakes in giving it to the wrong people. Don't let my reserved aura fool you, deep down, I'm a hopeless romantic, that will work hard to find any and every single way to give you the world to prove the depth of my feelings for you. The same way that I'm learning my lessons, you are too, we both share that agony of why this has to hurt so much, but it's the bitter that goes along with the sweet to lead us to each other in the end.
Your Christmas Traditions:
Life with your partner could already be luxurious, meaning they gift you with presents on a regular basis that are both as an expression of love and desire to get the things that you want, so Christmas, traditionally, will feel like a normal day. What makes it stand out to you guys as a couple is how you guys seem to always unlock a new level of intimacy around this time of the year. For you or them, Christmas could make some not so good feelings resurface and put someone in a mood. Whatever that may trigger this, it usually leads to a peaceful resolution that doesn't just prolong the tension for another day. It's like getting to the root of the issue that'll eventually lead you and your partner to a place of comfort, understanding, and confirmation that this relationship isn't based on surface level things.
Pile Two 🎄
Their Letter to Santa:
Dear Santa, There's this ethereal figure in my dreams that I keep seeing. Without a doubt, I know that this is my person. And maybe it's not realistic to ask for you to make the time go faster for us to encounter each other in real life, but I really want answers, I'm craving to know this person. Their face alone, is enough to put me into hypnosis. Not knowing what their voice sounds like, ignites my obsession. I've never been a believer of the supernatural, or even a big fan of religion, but this sensation of the person of my dreams that makes me desire to stay asleep, has to be an indication that we're spiritually connected. I know this person doesn't say a word in both their presence of visions in day and night, but I have this clawing feeling that you're what home feels like. To the lover of my fantasies, I  know you spiritually, but emotionally, with you, I'll finally have someone that doesn't think my expression of feeling is a foreign language. I could talk to you for hours without getting bored and your nature in every capacity makes me feel that you're out of this world with a love that I'm determined to study and reciprocate. I'm already amazed by how gorgeous you are but indubitably I know I'll be stunned everytime I'm by your side watching you prove to me that magic on Earth is real. You're the breathing proof of it and I can't help but be adored by you and the way that you perceive making the most out of the challenges that you face and conquer.
Your Christmas Traditions:
You and your life partner BREATHE for Christmas. Valentine's day may be special but Christmas is the time that you guys will be all over each other. You guys could go all out this holiday, by buying and wearing matching pajamas, playing board games with each other, watching marathons of Christmas themed movies, maybe you guys have a specific drink like hot chocolate, egg nog, or cookies that you love to stock up on. You guys could also be the type to take a vacation around this time by renting out a cabin, or taking a trip to Disney World. This is normal for you guys and you aren't aware of this jubilant vibe that you have together but it makes others wanting to share the joy you have. Your public presence as a couple during Christmas is the type that will make a person want to use you guys as their mood board or inspiration to daydream about the love that that they'd kill to have. You guys are the power couple in terms of playfulness, affection, and how unique you guys embody your partnership. You could also experience people asking you for advice for how to liven up their own relationships. You guys are just that cute with each other.
Pile Three 🎄
Their Letter to Santa:
Dear Santa, I have a good feeling that the person that I will view as my everything is currently contemplating if there's something that they should change about themselves, but do me this favor homie and give my sweet firecracker this message. You. Yeah you. You know who you are. You are a boss! Walking royalty in this world that's meant to take up space, of course there are gonna be some jerks that want to dim your light, but the people who can't handle how bona-fide and wealthy your aura is, are people who are uncomfortable with the fact that they don't possess the tools to handle the blessing that you are. You were never asking for too much and don't let the grinch or scrooge convince you that you aren't enough. Believe me, I wish that fate would allow me to show up in your life right now, but you're meant to learn how precious your attributes you are. You're a damsel that can save yourself, who is meant to climb into power and achieve many things. I'm currently healing my tendencies of being codependent so that I don't distract you from your prosperity or project my insecurities onto you and make you think that it's you, it's not. Be patient, but don't get rid of how bold you are love or choose sides in how you're capable of being silly and someone with authority. Your strength isn't in your silence, but in your intelligence and maturity to express to others your feelings and what your needs are. You'll always be on top, even on days where you feel like you're at rock bottom. Keep pushing, things will make sense soon. You won't just find me in your happily ever after, you'll find your soul tribe too. And we will ALL match your energy. Trust me. Everything that you think is complicated about you is why we're grateful for you.
Your Christmas Traditions:
You and your life partner share a common tragedy and belief. You guys may have experienced toxicity in your family that inspires the both of you to do things differently with your own family. Christmas time is pivotal for you as a couple, because it influences you to reflect but also to take action on how well you guys do as a household. Your Christmas Traditions could be about trying your best to make sure that there's peace, openess, but most importantly your presence if guys have children together. You could go all out with making sure that they have the best presents, that they have the best indication that they're safe with you guys as parents, and that you make the most pleasant and fun memories that will symbolize how much that not just you and your life partner love each other but making sure that your children know how much they're loved by you.
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peachypede · 5 months
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I will never not be bitter about how Kamado is portrayed as an shitty guy in the fandom and Volo is uwu pretty boy he was just feeling angsty when he tried to destroy the world and kill protagonist with giratina uwu
Rant below
Kamado, yes, made a horrible decision. He had his reasons. He saw his whole village destroyed by pokemon when he was young and never wanted that to happened again, Beni says they watched their family and friends DIE, so he gave in to his paranoia and banished the protagonist. It’s not an excuse, but he has his reasons for doing so.
And what does Kamado do when he realizes he’s wrong? The man get down on his hands and knees and BEGS your forgiveness. He does the Dogeza, the bow in Japanese culture that is the ultimate form of apology and respect to the other person. Kamado eats dirt and is basically saying “I fucked up so bad and I am so very, very, very sorry.” The Dogeza also is performed to show high respect, so Kamado is basically telling you as well that you far surpass his position. Your emperor levels of worthiness and strength. I think the amount of how embarrassing and humble this pose is is lost to people in the Western culture but this is a BIG apology and possibly even the BEST apology Kamado could gives since it’s an apology beyond words. He also apologizes to everyone else, telling them they were right and he was wrong.
"I acted on ill-considered presumptions and drove you from the Galaxy Expedition Team, forcing you to face great hardship alone…”
And you change Kamado. He becomes more willing to delegate and work with other people. He follows your lead. Hell, he has a line after you beat him on Prelude Beach where he basically calls you a god, that’s how much this dude respects you now.
"Perhaps you are a divine being yourself, sent to bring us gifts from above…”
The guy takes no credit for the victory on mount coronet, he says it’s all you!
"I know I've no right to say this... But we are truly fortunate to have been able to count you among the Survey Corps' ranks. If you had not joined us, we would have fallen on Mount Coronet. We would have lost our home. We would have lost our future."
He is a truly changed man in the end.
"I used to think that Pokémon were terrifying creatures. You've helped me see otherwise."
Volo on the other hand? Tricks you, betrays you, and then tries to KILL YOU. Kamado was always upfront from the beginning that he didn’t trust you, but Volo? He’s buddy-buddy with you to take advantage of you.
And he’s the reason why this all happened! He created the rift, displaced pokemon and hell some people since Ingo obviously fell in through this rift too (People blame Arceus for this :/ ) and nearly killed everyone in Hisui with rampaging nobles and origin forme Dialga or Palkia.
And in the end, Volo doesn’t apologize at all. The dude doesn’t even change.
"Someday, I'll solve every riddle in the legends of Hisui's Pokémon. And on that day, I'll stand before Arceus at last—No, I will CONQUER it! No matter how many years, how many decades, how many centuries it takes me!"
I’m just fully convinced at this point that it 100% has to do with Volo being pretty and Kamado not being that attractive.
My hot take of the new year: Kamado is WAY better husband material than Volo could ever be.
Anyway my rant is over…no hate on Volo lovers, I do think he’s a fun character to rotate like a chicken on a spit in your brain but this has been my biggest grievance in the PLA fandom.
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wayfayrr · 5 months
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Can I get a Christmas Pudding with a spiked eggnog to eat in?
Ps. love your work also when i checked your event gingerbread and candycane were a bit odd and didnt mention characters.. (as of 23:28 on dec 10)
order up - I hope you're happy with it <3
Yandere first 👀? It's been a minute since I've written for him but he's such a fun link to play with. I'll drop a warning for this though - he's got a few issues regarding divinity and theres a bit of blood/gore in it (although I know some people prefer that)
[Event masterlist]
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It’s nice being in a village again since who knows how long. Having another link join us was a nice surprise, even though he’s a bit more awkward than the others. Just a shame his ‘Hyrule’, despite it not being named yet, was so terrible. So empty and dead, full of abandoned villages, at least those that are more than charred remains. 
“If you’re overwhelmed by the crowds we can go back to the inn if you’d prefer.”
His grip on my hand tightened as he seemed to think it over, he’s clearly uncomfortable but there seems to be something stopping him from simply admitting it. I could force the issue and change the question, maybe that could get and answer from him. 
“I was planning to go back anyway, might as well make the most of having a private room for now, right?”
“I suppose that it is getting late now.”
I know that links sacred form is a wolf, but does he really have to lean into the clingy puppy side of it? Not even the rancher is this bad as wolfie, and he’s a literal dog at that point. He isn’t asking to share a room with me though which is nice, even though he’s a link and kind at that, there’s something off-putting about him. 
“Mhm, I’m definitely certain, it’ll be nice to call it early for once too.”
“Right then dear.”
How is he already so comfortable with using pet names for me? He’s known me for less than a week, yet he already sounds like he sees himself as my lifelong partner or something. All of the others have those types of names for me too, but with them? It took a while for them to warm up to me, I wouldn't have stayed with them half as long if they were like this. 
“You remember where your room is right?”
“Actually dear, I wanted to ask if I could come to your room in a moment, I’ve gotten you a gift and I think it’s a good time to give it to you.”
…A gift alone in my room, what is he planning?
“I saw it in town earlier and I was just going get it for you so I could keep it a surprise.”
“You really don’t need to get me anything link.”
“I want to though, it’s the least I could do for you.”
Just a hum. I’m not going to be able to convince him one way or the other, am I? Really though, am I overthinking this, what harm could a gift cause after all? 
I don’t have to wait for too long though, taking the time to sort through my belongings and practice some of the stitches legend and wars taught me to mend my clothing. If I had to guess then I was only waiting for about thirty minutes till there’s a knock on the door. 
“Link you -”
“Why are you covered in blood?”
He’s just smiling. Smiling and holding a package in his hands. 
“I was just getting you a gift, my deity.”
“I-”
There’s no time to even respond as he’s shoving it into my hands as he walks in. I have so many questions but so few answers, why is he so bloody, why is it dripping, why is it warm? He’s looking at me so adoringly though, waiting for me to open it so politely. You know how to untie a knot [name], you can do this, you’ll only make it worse for yourself if you don’t open it. 
“Do you like my sacrifice for you, my deity?”
It’s a freshly butchered heart. Dripping with blood in my hands. He’s killed someone and torn out their heart to give me wrapped up as a gift. And now he’s looking at me for praise, he wants me to praise this. I feel like I’m about to throw up.
“You I… I don’t….”
“He was looking at you and trying to court you earlier and if there’s one thing that I learnt from hylia. It’s that gods adore sacrifices in their name.”
“But… I - I’m not…I’m not a god link.”
He doesn’t believe me, he’s got a sickening smile on his face like he’s done a good thing. Wait - why is he? The feeling of his blood sodden hand stroking my face is even more sickening than the heart still in my hold - why haven't I dropped it - he doesn’t think he’s done anything wrong. He’s proud. 
…What have I gotten myself into.
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Haven't been able to finish those other childhood prompts I've had in mind cuz I've been so busy but I did some ideas in class!
Lots of lore n explaining and rambling under the cut
I'll explain the 3rd one and forward cuz the first two drawings are just studies of Edward as a kid in the comic anyway!
3rd pic is going on call for the first time in a while, after we've both gone from the orphanage and are living our adult lives now. He's the riddler here, as you can see by the (I admit yes, very lazy messy) background and such, and we're just face timing before my birthday cuz I'm inviting him for a meet up :D
4-6 is pics of me in the subway, walking to work, getting back home after a shift after Eds own obsession grows. It's so deep you don't even know the au is so extensive
I'll give u the run down
Ever since our childhood we've been inseparable, and when he had to leave for college it tore him in two. Edward has almost this religious obsession, to the point of divine with how he sees me. It's warped and he self sabotages at the smallest things, over thinking simple actions like hugs, smiles, phrases. So he stalks, breaks in, etc, to feel close to me even tho he can't allow himself to just be comfortable with the idea of someone treating him humanely. He thinks it's an ever running gift he has to only indulge in every once in a while (he avoids meet ups)
Anyhoww that's just the surface really but enjoy if u did read this far :3
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eldragon-x · 1 month
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um in depth thoughts about my isat pokemon au I guess lol
Siffrin
Gimmighoul has been with Siffrin since around the coin incident. It carries around his silver coin and just kinda stuck around.
Idol Pikachu and Pawniard have been with Sif since he can remember. I thought a generic cute mon like Pikachu would match with his own generic but cute design while the idol cosplay references his love for stage plays. Pawniard being a mon associated with blades matches with his scissor type, him using a dagger, and his hobby of wood carving.
The Psychic types are all Pokemon Siffrin aquired during the loops and represent aspects of their character that are explored during the events of the game. Beeheeyem is an alien-like Pokemon that can manipulate memories and represents Sif's feelings of alienation and his memory issues. Clefable are associated with space and look up to the sky at moonlit nights yearning for their home, representing his homesickness. And Gothitelle can see the future by looking into the starsky, sometimes grieving when they see their trainer's lifespan. It represents Siffrin's fear of the future.
Pikachu is their main Pokemon. I've also thought about giving them a Klefki which would suit their role as a Rogue but they already had a full team of six and I was pretty happy with the choices.
Mirabelle
Luvdisc, Tinkaton, and Alomomola are all mons that have been with Mira since before her journey. I gave her Luvdisc since it's said that couples who see those would be blessed with eternal love and I feel like that myth is the kinda thing she would be into, given she enjoys romance fiction. Alomamola is here both because it's a healer Pokemon, and because people compare it to Luvdisc a lot. And Tikaton feels like the brand of cute but powerful/menacing that I think suits Mira.
Virizion, Aegislash, and Gallade are all Pokemon that more or less play into her Chosen One role. Virizion she got soon after she recieved Euphrasie's blessing. It felt appropriate to give her a Legendary Pokemon and I decided to go with one of the Swords of Justice since she herself is a swordfighter and the Swords are known as fierce protectors, matching her and her role. I picked Virizion specifically since its known for its speed which feels like a fitting contrast to the King's ability to freeze time plus there's some irony with it being a Grass Type while Mirabelle isn't very good at raising plants.
Aegislash still follows the swordfighter theme and is possibly the mon that embodies her Chosen One role the most, despite Virizion. In the past people who where chosen by Aegislash were to become kings, which again has some irony considering it's pointed out how strange it is that Vaugardians refer to the King as such seeing as it's not a monarchy. But I mostly thought of it from the angle of Mirabelle supposedly being chosen by divinity. I think she either got this Pokemon as a gift from Euphrasie when the house was frozen or a pre-evolved form from a Vaugardian citizen. Additionally Aegislash is a Pokemon from Kalos, which is based on France. And yknow Vaugarde takes inspiration from France too.
Gallade I think was her last Pokemon added to the team. It's kind of a generic heroic and noble Pokemon. It's pre-evolved form can also see into the future matching Mira's strive towards the future and change. I also thought it would be cute to have her match with Isabeau's Gardevoir.
I think Mirabelle's main mon would either be Tinkaton or Virizion. Though I have to say in retrospect I really regret not giving her a female Jellicent because I would happily replace either Tinkaton or Alomomola with one. Like it's a cute Pokemon that's actually really morbid and drowns people. Mirabelle is a sweet and anxious person who surpisingly loves horror books. Why didn't I think of this earlier!! Agh anyway, I also felt it was appropriate to make her the one person to have a full team of six besides Siffrin.
Odile
Hatterene, Lapras, and Mawile are all Pokemon Odile already had before coming to Vaugard. Hatterene resembles a witch, matching with Odile being a mage. It's also a Pokemon that can sense the emotions of other living things, gets overwhelmed by them, and acts aggressive in response which I feel suits with Odile coming across as cold and abrasive and not being very good at feelings. Lapras is here because it's a mon known for travelling long distances across the sea and we know Ka Bue is very far off from Vaugarde. Additionally the species used to be endangered so it might throw in a red herring about what Odile's research is about.
Hatterene and Lapras also both have this imposing regal presence which fits the surface level impression one might get from Odile. Serperior continues this pattern of being regal and imposing but I also put it here for other reasons. I wanted to reflect Odile being half-Vaugardian and longing to connect with Vaugardian culture in her team, so I chose to give her a Serperior which has an obvious french influence with its Fleur de lis patterns. Though I also chose it because it's one of my favorite Pokemon and Odile is my favorite character after Loop and Siffrin 👍
On the other end I also wanted a Pokemon with a clear Japanese ispiration since she comes from Ka Bue, which also has Japanese inspiration. So I gave her Mawile which is based on the yōkai Futakuchi-onna. I also thought it would be fitting to give her a literal two-faced Pokemon since she comes across as rather harsh and logical but genuinely cares for her party and has a soft side.
Lastly she has a Dedenne which I imagine she picked up during her journey with the party. A lot of scientists in Pokemon have Electric-Steel dual types which I wanted to give her since she's a researcher but nothing really fit. Instead she got a Steel Type with Mawile and an Electric Type with Dedenne! Which, by the way, is unlike Serperior an actual kalonian Pokemon so it adds to that theme too. Dedenne also uses its whiskers as antennas to communicate over vast distances and I'm sure she'd appreciate a Pokemon this convenient. Sidenote in the tags of my original ISAT Pokemon team post someone said they liked the contrast between Odile's overall more graceful Pokemon and then there's Dedenne which actually isn't even something I really thought about!
I believe Hatterene would be Odile's main. Other considerations for her team would've been Froslass instead of Mawile, though I decided Mawile fits better, and Delphox which is both a mage and another kalonian Pokemon.
Isabeau
Abra is a Pokemon Isa has had since he was a child. He was a nerdy kid and the third evolution stage, Alakazam, is well known for being intelligent so it fits. Though it still remains in its first stage since Isa hasn't been training it in battle for a long time, but its still important to him and part of his team.
Machamp and Gardevoir are also Pokemon who have been with him for a long time, becoming part of his team not long before he joined the Defenders. Again, Gardevoir matches with Mirabelle's Gallade. It's also a very protective and loyal Pokemon and it's pre-evolved form is rather perceptive of other's emotions. Meanwhile Machamp is a strong physical fighter.
Furfrou and Eevee are more recent additions to his team, joining Isabeau during his journey with the party. Furfrou are from Kalos and used to be royal guard dogs though nowadays they're popular for how much their fur can be styled, which suits Isa's desire to become a fashion designer imo. As for Eevee, which can evolve in many different ways and really suits the whole theme of change, I was actually considering giving him an Eeveelution but Isa is very well aware that he still wants to grow and change as a person so an unevolved Eevee matches him in that. I also just think a simple cute Pokemon like that would speak to his tastes.
I think Gardevoir would be his main mon though I can also see his Eevee becoming one.
Bonnie
Pansear and Slurpuff are both Pokemon Bonnie has had since before the King. Pansear is here both because I really wanted to give Bonnie a fire type and because I always associate it with cooking/baking because I always remember one specific baker npc from Pokemon Black and White that uses a Pansear lol. Slurpuff is obviously a food based Pokemon and again, from Kalos. It also has a strong sense of smell which would be useful to Bon.
Riolu joined the team during Bonnie's journey. It is an active and energetic baby Pokemon which suits Bonnie wanting to play their part in the party but being put on the sidelines by the adults. Something about Bonnie wanting to be strong and Riolu evolving into a strong mon.
Pansear is their main but I can see Riolu reaching that status too. I also thought it would be fitting to have Bonnie have the smallest team.
Loop
Gimmighoul is the one Pokemon they could never get rid of, and the only one remaining from their original timeline.
Mimikyu is meant to be a twisted reflection of Siffrin's Pikachu. A pitiful envious reflection that is in reality much more unpleasant than the real thing.
Celebi is here both because of timetravel and because it lives in forests and Loop always sits under the Favor Tree. Funfact! One of the Pokemon Mystery Dungeon games has a plot about time being frozen where a supporting character is a Celebi.
Yamask actually manifest from the ghosts of passed away people. Their mask will show their face as it was when they were still living and sometimes they will look at it in grief.
Xurkitree is here partially because of its design, yes, but also because it can enter and tree-like state. and Favor Tree.
I think Gimmighoul would be their main. Potential Pokemon I considered Blacephalon but I couldn't really justify it beyond "they're goofy so they get a clown pokemon" and giving them a mythical and one ultra beast was enough. plus while them having a full team would be appropriate with their secret boss status, I can hardly imagine Loop really taking care of their mons much, especially not a full team.
okay that w as a lot im gonna go to bed now goodnight. passes out
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broomsick · 21 days
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Hey! How do you communicate with your deities? I'm curious. Also do you believe in fire candle things?
Hi there! Thank you for the ask!
I might have mentioned this in the past, but I'm not somebody who tends to "communicate" with deities very much. At least not in the sense that implies back and forth conversation. I've often noticed that when I'd reach out to a deity in order to establish some kind of "conversation" in this spiritual sense, I'd only ever perceive the answers I wanted to perceive. I don't pretend to have any sort of clairsense, or gift for "God-phoning", and much like a lot of my pagan peers, I can have quite a hard time interpreting signs from the Gods. And I'm afraid to say that despite my having been being pagan for eight years now, I've not gotten much better at it with time. I believe that the divine will always be shrouded in a certain amount of mystery. To try and pick it apart in order to understand it fully will forever be pointless, because what makes a deity truly divine is the unexplainable nature of everything spiritual. To be frank with you, the instances of communication I've experienced with deities were always pretty much one-sided, but I find this pretty exciting! Reaching out to a deity has always soothed me, and sometimes, you might get this feeling of being genuinely listened to. I believe it's one of the most fundamental ways to experience divine presence. And sometimes, often out of the blue, you might receive a message that's as clear as day: a sign or a piece of advice that fits into your situation in a wonderfully accurate manner. For me, these are often words spoken by strangers that seem to resonate, symbols or patterns that keep re-appearing around me, or omens of any kind. I will sometimes ask for the message to be specified if I'm having trouble deciphering it, using a divination method such as rune casting, oracle or tarot. They're basic methods, but generally effective in my experience. However, I always approach them with a lot of skepticism: I find it harder to read messages for oneself rather than for another person. For this reason, I'll very often ask for a friend to make a reading for me: the outside, unbiased perspective makes it that much easier to avoid "hearing what you want to hear". Nevertheless, while I admire people who easily communicate with the divine, I don't seem to fall into that category, and that's fine by me. To be able to venerate the Gods is already a true joy, and I believe that I'll keep getting better at understanding their messages bit by bit.
I’ll now address your second question! I've actually used this method a few times in the past. I’m sure that some, when well practiced and in tune with their intuition, can be great at interpreting signs in a candle. However, my only issue with this divinatory method is that even in a room that’s locked and closed, the air still circulates—a flame never goes up straight when it burns. It'll flicker and go different directions, even when nobody’s there to witness it, or interpret messages from it. The way I see it, interpretation of a candle’s flicker is akin to scrying using a mirror, a black bowl filled with water, or else. Meaning it can make for a great divination method, in a manner that's similar to seeing omens in the weather or in the patterns of a bird’s flight: the movement will happen either way, and I don’t believe it happens with the only purpose of sending a message to one particular individual. I’ve never given much credit to the idea that a candle making a particular sudden movement translates to a direct message from this or that deity. I think it’s all about introspection and finding answers thanks to one’s intuition. In that manner, I think the flickering of a candle can give interesting answers to questions you might be asking yourself. That is why I treat this divination method like a means of scrying rather than communicating with the divine, although I know that this opinion might not be shared by all. I would be curious to hear other people's opinions on this topic!
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hyakinthou-naos · 4 months
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Hythiereia Farhan, it's so wonderful to see your/the new account! I was wondering if you might have any advice for worshipping Apollo specifically? Would love to hear your thoughts!
Thank you kindly!
Khaire Doorlatch!
Thank you so much for your question and for following this new account! The support is truly appreciated <3
Now onto the question:
Advice for Worshipping Lord Apollo
The first step in worshipping or working with any of The Theoi is to understand and connect with their domains (the areas of life and existence they rule over). Lord Apollo has numerous domains, but is primarily associated with the following:
Prophecy & Oracles
Music, Song, & Poetry
Plague, Disease, & Healing
Archery
If you (or anyone) is seeking to worship Lord Apollo, the first step would be to identify which of Lord Apollo's domains align with you and your life. As an example, I have a deep love for divination and tarot - and am also a musician. In such, it would be best and easiest for me to connect with and worship Apollo by utilizing these domains.
When worshiping Lord Apollo, consistency is key and something He values from His devotees. Whether it's once a month, once a week, or once a day - having a set schedule for your worship is something I would heavily advise.
As far as what you should do in order to worship Him - it is again important to align your worship with His domains. Pulling from my own alignments, I have found joy/success in dedicating acts of creativity to Him. I've done this for both crafts made specifically for Lord Apollo, but also for artistic projects that have nothing to do with my worship.
[The following is UPG]
In my experience ,Lord Apollo is a god who values gifts and the dedication of objects. I own a kalimba and recently gifted this instrument to Him. In the context of my worship what this means is that the kalimba is always stored on my altar so that it is kept in His "house". I also, as part of this gift, made the commitment that all the music I ever play on that kalimba will be an offering to Him.
As someone who believes The Theoi are a reflection of us (just as we are a reflection of them) I would also like to acknowledge some different qualities I have found when working with Lord Apollo. He can be a jealous god and is not keen on sharing the spotlight. And while I would not categorize Him as angry or vengeful, He is quite human like in that if you do not keep your word with Him, He can be put off (and is not above giving a devotee the cold shoulder).
Additionally, it has been said in myth that Lord Apollo leaves in the winter to spend time with the Hyperborea:
"Alone among the Twelve Olympians, the Greeks venerated Apollo among the Hyperboreans, and was thought to spend his winters there amongst them." (Wikipedia)
I personally have found this to be an accurate reflection of His attendance (for lack of a better word). Starting at the Winter Solstice and ending at the Spring Equinox, I do not hold specific rights for Lord Apollo. I still call on him and honor him during my daily rituals - but I view this as more akin to writing him a letter; whereas holding a right for him is like throwing him a party.
I hope this has been helpful to you (apologies for the long-winded reply - once I got started I realized I had a lot to say haha). I wish you all the best in your practice and if you have any more questions feel free to pop back into the Ask Box :)
Eirene, peace and farewell.
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joohanisms · 10 months
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Oh dear, no problem! I just asked to be sure lol. You know, I particularly A big Jooyeon stan and kinda think dom! reader... Like they would look great being super stimulated and in pink socks and with tears in their eyes. That's the idea, the member you choose is your decision. Thanks
(Sorry for the bad english,i wang slepp and the Google translator ia bad)
[bangs head against the wall] /pos
i don't really know if this is what you meant but if it isn't i'm So ready to write it too !!!! hope you like it <3
dw about english babe :-) it's not my first language either, don't apologize ever!!
jooyeon + overstimulation + pink socks 💭💫
cw: overstimulation, crying/dacryphilia, lingerie, oral (m receiving), unprotected sex (don't be dumb), usage of good boy (what's new) wc: 1,4k
minors dni
first off, i think jooyeon really likes feeling pretty.
it took a while for him to trust you enough to show you this side of him – but now that your relationship is stable, you get to see him at his fullest.
it's not unusual to come home on special occasions (anniversaries, monthversaries, birthdays, celebrations in general) to find him laying on the bed, over-the-knee socks clipped to lacy boyshorts.
if you're lucky and really make him feel 100% safe, you might even be gifted with the view of him in a bralette. maybe you realize you haven't seen a pair of your lacy lingerie in a while, only to open jooyeon's jeans and find it on his narrow hips.
but today he favored long, shimmery pink socks. the boyshorts were long forgotten, somewhere on your bedroom floor, to give you space to swallow his cock down your throat.
he was seated on the edge of the bed, his sock-clad legs over your shoulders, while your knees were painted a deep red by the wood floors.
jooyeon mewled when you licked a long stripe from the base of him to his spit-shiny tip. you had been sucking him off for the last 20 minutes, switching between excruciatingly slow licks and deep throating. you had set a cock ring aside, but he promised he'd be good and wouldn't come until you gave him permission.
he was feeling so good, but the way you were using your mouth wasn't nearly enough to throw him over the edge.
"baby, please. please, i've been so good!" one of the hands propping him up on the mattress tangled itself in your hair, very lightly pulling.
releasing him with a pop, you took in the view – his deliciously flushed cheeks matching the red splotches you left on his chest and the way he heaved, sniffling every other breath.
"have you, now?" you know you're being cruel.
he has, in fact, been a delight today; he's not nearly as bratty as he usually is, and he took all of your orders so well, obedient and pliant. but there's something about pushing him to his limits – the ones he talks hushedly, almost secretively about in bed, before he dozes off for the day – that gives you a rush too good to ignore.
maybe you're a little drunk with power, being clothed while he's bare enough to be considered naked.
"i have! 've been a good boy, please–" he cuts himself off when you slap his thigh just hard enough to draw his attention back to you. you drop his sock-clad legs from your shoulders, standing up (with a poorly hidden wince from kneeling on the floorboards for so long) to lean over him like a predator cages its prey.
"if you've been so good," a hand tangles into his hair, baring his neck to you, "then how come you're still talking?"
you feel him gulp when you start tracing your lips along his pulse. smart, he doesn't give you a reply other than a nearly imperceptible moan.
instead of leaving a nip or a hickey on his pulse, you drop a light kiss to his skin – a reminder.
"lie down on the pillows, and i'll think about your case."
he scrambles to the headboard, hair fanning out around his face as he haphazardly rests his head on the many pillows and cushions that line your shared bed.
you've always thought jooyeon looks rather divine like this. his hair like a halo framing his face, his red lips adorned with a sheen of spit, the flush spread across his body and the lovebites trailing into his hips. something out of a painting – out of the tales of fallen angels and humans that gave into a pleasure so enticing it was worth giving heaven up for.
in the back of your head, you note something missing from the scene.
tears.
the kind of tears you only know one way of invoking.
and it's by making him frustrated and then giving him all he has ever wanted – well, at least since he decided to wait for you in bed with the tip of his dick peeking from the waistband of his pretty dark blue lace underwear.
as you settle between his legs, your hand finds his cock, stroking him loose and slow. he whines in protest, but his head tips backwards either way.
you keep the torturous pace, kissing and nipping at his inner thighs, his hipbones, and eventually, his chest. taking a nipple into your mouth makes his legs spasm and his skin break into gooseflesh.
he starts begging again, in the softest tone he can muster. a string of pleases and your name falls from his mouth. you can hear his fingers mindlessly drumming on the mattress – a subconscious effort to keep from touching you, to direct the energy somewhere else.
jooyeon is such a good boy. he has your heart melting, taking pity on his drooling cock. you pick up your pace, and his back lifts off the bed.
your tongue drags a line across his chest to kitten lick at his other, ignored, nipple. it doesn't take long at all before he's panting and fucking back into your hand as best as he can.
"joo," you lift from his chest, "since you're being so good, i'll give you a choice."
his gaze goes straight into your eyes, trying to give you all of his attention, even though you know his eyelids are heavy at this point.
"do you want to come like this," you lightly squeeze his cock, "or do you want my pussy?"
he's conflicted for a split second, then he's begging again.
"pussy, please, wanna fill you up, 'm so good, please–"
"shh, i'll give it to you." you kiss both his cheeks, trying to soothe him. you already knew his eyes would start welling up when you release his cock for all of 5 seconds while you hurriedly took off your shorts and underwear in one go.
in the next 5 seconds it took you to straddle his hips, line yourself up with him and drop down, the first tear drops.
right off the bat, you're riding him at a relentless pace, slamming your hips into him, effectively bouncing on his lap. it's a lot, it's nearly too much, and despite the tear tracks on jooyeon's face, his hands are still obediently on the bed, grasping at the sheets.
you take his wrists, leading them to the dip of your waist. his grip is almost painful, but makes you drip with pleasure.
with the rhythm you were keeping, you knew jooyeon wouldn't take long at all to sob your name and cum into you. it's not a problem at all, because you'll keep going until you cum.
you wipe the tears off his face, kisses him on the lips, and brings a hand to your pussy, immediately rubbing your clit fervorously.
jooyeon's high morphs into the pain-pleasure of, well, not catching a break. he didn't even get a chance to go soft. his back is off the bed, his nails are digging into your skin, his face is wet again, and his legs are shaking. it's too much, it's white-hot and shooting into his veins.
soon enough – and luckily before your legs turn into jelly – you're cumming on his cock. the pressure from your walls clenching on his exhausted cock as you ride it out gives him one last little gift – a small dry orgasm – before his hands are lightly pushing you away, the sensivity hitting him at last. you comply, leaving your seat on his hips to lay down beside him
joo gets really cuddly after sex, especially after rough sex. he dives into your arms, longing to be held.
you'll always give him as much cuddles as he needs to pull himself back together. squeezing him tight, the way he likes, you kiss his sweaty temple.
when he catches his breath, he smiles dazedly at you.
"how was it, baby?" you run a hand through his hair.
"great. i like bein' your good boy." he nuzzles closer, trying to meld into your still clothed chest.
"i'm glad. you're the best boy. so good to me." you hold him impossibly tighter.
"mm. need a nap." he mumbles, and you have to chuckle.
"just a bit, yeah? we need to clean up. get some food."
you suspect he's already asleep by the end of your sentence. you kiss his forehead, his pink socks graze your skin as he intertwines your legs, and you wonder how you got so lucky.
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endless-ofdreams · 1 year
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have a laugh !
yandere!jester x queen!reader.
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“ your majesty? ”
your attention fell from the food in front of you as a faithful servant, the teacher of your whole life, called for you.
“ yes? ” your smooth voice almost made their legs fall with shame. but they stood their ground.
with careful steps, they took two, looking at you with a soft smile. “ you know i've helped your family for many ages- ” they interrupted themselves, clearing their throat before clasping their hands together in front of them. “ and such an honor it has been. ” they finish their sentence with a soft sigh.
you drink the last sip of wine in your cup, leaving it next to your golden plate. “ i am well aware. ” you said, not in a mocking manner, but just like them; remembering those days where you were not less than a princess, following your parents around the garden as they explained the numerous plants in the place. who would've thought that months later your parents were to fall ill because a venomous leaf made their way into their hands. “ and for that i appreciate your presence and guidance. please. ” you lowered your head as a sign of a passive attitude. “ tell me what's brought your here. ”
they nodded, quite happy to see that their teaching haven't been in vain and that you were indeed a good monarch.
“ i only wish to gift you the idea of marriage. ”
a small sad smile made it's way into your face. “ really? ”
“ i do not wish to impose. ” they raised their hands. “ of course, i only advice what's good for the kingdom as my knowledge lets me. ”
you raised your hand. “ do not fret yourself, my dear friend. ” your silky voice retounded in the throne room. “ i completely understand. do you not remember how my parents would tease me with that too? ” you giggled at the memory of your mother threading your hair as she explained what was needed to be done to secure your home. “ even my father had some arranged meetings. ” you sighed. “ sadly, that did not follow. ” another sad smile.
your maester felt themselves smile at the thought. “ of course. how can i forget? ”
“ let's go past those memories and allow us to return to the present. ” you stood up, the servants around you suddenly alarmed but you didn't pay much attention; they've been like this since your first years. they thought of you as delicate being the only legitimate heir of your parents as your brothers and sister would die at birth.
“ what do you recommend me to do? ” you asked as you walked outside the room with them following beside you, their hands behind their back as yours were gracefully in front of you, together.
“ do you, for divine intervention, remember the list your father made? ” they asked with hope. “ some names at least? ” they quickly added at the sight of your frown.
“ i am afraid to dissapoint, ” they sighed beside you, “ i do not. ” you smiled as a type of reassurance. “ but. ”
as you reached your chambers, or as you still called your parents room in your mind, you both stopped at the big doors that closed the entrance to the most big room of the palace. “ i trust in you to choose them. i'd gladly help but i am afraid... ” you trailed off.
“ i totally understand. your majest has far more important matters to attend. ” they lowered their head as a reverence, taking a step back. “ thank you, your grace. ”
you smiled at that, turning around to open the doors before they stopped you with a soft grab to your shoulders. “ your parents would've been so proud. ”
at the feeling of tears burning your eyes, you just smiled before nodding. “ you're dismissed. ” you said before entering the room.
your maester smiled, feeling content that the discussion went well and thanking the gods they didn't had a brat monarch as they had listened rumors about in other kingdoms (which makes him add a mental note to not put them on the list they would give you soon), making their way to their studio.
to the naivety of the both of you, bells sounded rounding the corner, the shadow of a tall body made it's way to the light before the maester could see as their entered their own room.
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a laugh escaped you and the ones around you as your beloved jester made their tricks, falling flat in his body as you closed your eyes for a second to regain your breathe. just as you did, the jester raised himself off the floor, raising their hands; finishing his show.
you and a bunch of other monarchs applauded in delight, you, as always, being the most loud of them all. and at that, the jester exhaled a sigh before smiling widely.
“ oh, dear jester! ” you exclaimed as you made your way to him, his smile getting more wider (if that could be possible), hugging you sideways as you held him the same. you returned your attention to your guests. “ as you all may know. a tragedy came upon this castle. ” the room turned silent, knowing this to be a heartfelt speech. “ my parents died before i could be considered a proper queen, ” you softly smiled. “ but my maester taught me how to be one- if time and my people allow it.” everyone agreed with small hums or a soft 'yes'. “ and my beloved best friend. ” you turned to the jester one more time, who smiled again at the sight of your ethereal face so close to his. “ this person has brought a smile to my face, has made me laugh in the most blue moments of my life and for that, i thank him dearly. ”
“ your welc- ” he started with his silky voice.
everyone clapped after a few seconds of silence, you hugged him while that happened and the jest couldn't help himself in smelling your essence. cinnamon from your tea, wine from your latest drink and a small smell of cherry. he smiled as you broke the hug. “ thank you, my jester. ” a sudden charge of adrenaline went through him at the possesive adjective to which adorned your voice greatly.
“ your grace! ”
the jester furiously turned around to the sound of the aggravating voice that interrupted the moment.
you, on the contrary, smiled at the sight of the duke of a close place near your kingdom, someone of your own age you once considered a brother at how close you were.
“ my friend. ” you said with emotion in your voice as you walked away from jester, who clenched his fists and jaw at the... disgusting filth of a man- no, not a man, a boy. “ how are you? ” you softly asked as you hugged him. and he returned it too, while closing his eyes.
“ well, i have heard from your dear maester that you're planning to marry? ” the duke asked as he broke the hug, his hands still in your arms.
you chuckled, quite flustered at the thought of your old friend telling that to everyone in the kingdom. “ yes. ” you simply said although the smile in your face reassured your friend that you held no malice intent in that simple word.
“ may you choose a worthy companion. ” he bowed, taking your hand in his and kissing your knuckles as he saw you with a charming gaze. “ my queen. ”
the jester walked away in mad anger, taking off his hat, the funny sound of bells dying as he threw it to the side without anyone paying a single piece of attention as he stormed out the room. meanwhile, you, obliviously, kept talking to your old friend.
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you left the party few moments after that, saying goodbye to your guests and inviting them to stay until morning if they wished so. a lot agreed while a few left. you left them in charge to your guards, to protect them and your maester, to watch them.
you were preparing yourself for bed, taking all adornments in your head, before some harsh knocks sounded behind the doors to your chambers.
“ come in! ”
a bunch of servants appeared, mostly females. one of them walked closer to you as she spoke. “ your grace, forgive us for intruding like this- but. ” she gulped. “ there's been a murder. ”
your eyes widened as a hit of dejá-vu hit you.
“ princess, we must go! ”
your cries could be heard through the corridors as you saw almost all the servants, even the chefs and maids, running to your parents chambers.
“ b-but my father- my mother! ”
the maester held you back, even if you were a teenager, with strength. the only last thing you saw before a maid scurrying inside the door to the room was your father's face. open eyes and wide mouth while white foam ran from his nose to his jaw.
you shook your head as you felt two hands holding you, a bunch of maids surrounded you as they tried to fan you with their dirty dresses but they stopped as you blinked.
“ f-forgive me. ”
“ your majesty, please follow us. ”
and you did. as the maids walked you, still dressed with the gown you decided to wear., to the throne room and as the doors opened, all chatting went quiet and everyone bowed. you raised your hand before walking to the throne, sitting on it.
everyone looked at you with wide eyes.
“ who will be kind enough to explain? ”
silence kept going for a while before a single hand in the crowd caught your attention. everyone around the owner scattered. jester.
you smiled as you nodded. “ please, dear friend. ” you extended a hand to the front, where it was empty as everyone was crowded in the back of the room; apparently feeling safer in that area.
the jester bowed, taking his hat as he swiftly moved it from his side to the ground for a few seconds before standing up and putting his hat again. the bells sounding gloomy like the atmosphere around the room.
“ my beloved queen. i see myself as a friend in your life, may i dare say. ” you nodded again, showing him he was right. “ and with so much right a friend may have, i choose myself to announce you the most dreadful news and to offer you my most genuine condolences. ”
your breath quickened as the words seemed similar to you.
“ the maester is dead. ”
a sob ripped it's way to your lips. your hand flew to your mouth to cover it but everyone could see your trembling eyes and watery eyes. you looked away for a while before letting some clear tears leave your eyes, maids around you lowering their heads as they also mourned the death of the most oldest and wisest of everyone in the kingdom.
you returned your gaze to him, which seemed to still stand still.
“ i was informed of a murder. ” your soft voice no longer could be spotted. instead, a harsh tone that made even the toughest soldier tremble replaced it.
the jester nodded. “ i saw it, your grace. with my own eyes. ” with his free hand, he pointed at his red eyes that always seemed to shine with humor and happiness.
“ tell me. ”
and just in time, the doors opened with the only people missing in the room. two guards and... your friend.
you frowned as the duke tried to free himself from the strong arms of your guards holding him down while screaming.
“ d-duke? ” you shakily asked, trying to deny your ideas- trying to fool yourself from the obvious observation.
that seemed to have his attention as his head snapped to your direction, his eyes red and wide, his nose running and his jaw and left cheek stained with a few spots of blood. “ your majesty, i didn't do it! ”
the jester laughed, making some people behind him tremble as they have never heard your jester laugh with such a dry and empty emotion. “ a clown trying to fool the queen. ” he turned his hed slightly to the side. “ that's supposed to be my job. ” a few chuckled were heard while you still stood in disbelief.
you turned to the jester, once again. “ jester. ”
he turned to see you, with a soft smile; one you used to gave as reassurance. “ my queen. ”
“ explain me- us, what happened. ”
“ majesty- ” the poor man tried to talk.
“ silence, you fool! ” but you didn't gave him a chance.
the jester held his smile back. his victory smile as he cleared his throat, walking towards you. “ what happened, your grace, is that i was returning to my personal room, to take off my makeup and clothes and get a well deserved rest after i noticed the guests no longer required entertainment to enjoy themselves. ” he explained with his soothing voice, everyone hypnotized by this. “ and as i walked beside the maester's studio, i heard an altercation and, trying to protect who your majesty helds dear, i went inside. and there it was. ” he pointed at the criminal, whose eyes went wide again at the accusation. “ this monster stabbing our dearest elder. ”
you gasped as your attention once again went to the one you once considered a friend.
“ no. NO, IT WASN'T ME! ” his screams increased in agony as he could feel all the judging gazes towards him. “ WHY WOULD I KILL HIM?! ”
“ ha! i know that too, you filth! ” the jester pointed at him again, a sickening smile in his face whiche everyone but the duke seemed to miss. “ before i found you covered in blood, i specifically remember you asking about the majesty's plans to marry, correct? ”
you looked at the duke with a scowl and a fierce gaze, making him look at the floor for comfort instead.
“ y-yes... ” he whispered as gasps filled the room. “ but it's not for what you think! ” desperately, he begged for mercy, for a chance to explain.
the jester opened his arms, bells sounded as he raised his eyebrows. “ jealousy! ”
everyone in the room seemed to feel the mourning as they started to shout at him, a few wifes even throwing their jewelry in hopes of hurting him.
you stood up from your throne.
again, the room went silent.
“ you know i hold you close to my heart as... i held-...” you gulped. “ the maester and my parents. ” you clasped your hands in front of you, your head laying to the side. “ but, as they taught me, i should not judge without proof. ”
the jester nodded silently.
“ what do you have, dear jester? ” you asked, exhausted and emotional.
everyone gasped as the guards threw the suspect to the ground, the jester walking to him as he, as delicate as a jester could be he ripped the collar of the duke's clothes making a layer fall from it. a metallic sound ringed through the room followed by some gasps.
you walked to stand behind his frame, gasping as your hand touched the jester's shoulder, to which he answered with his own hand above yours, delicately tracing your knuckles with his thumb; the sight of a dagger tainted with blood made your knees weak and you held the body of your only alive friend in a crushing hug filled with desesperation.
the screams of the duke were still loud and strong but you managed to block the disgusting sound of his voice.
the jester cooed at you, caressing your locks as he kissed the side of your head. “ i'm sorry, my queen. ” he whispered next to your ear, fighting the urge of kissing your trembling lips.
you immediately shook your head. “ no. ” you looked at him with tears in your eyes and fire in your iris. “ don't ask for my forgiveness, it's not your fault. ” you stood straight, a hard sigh left your lips and sniffling, you cleaned your tears before turning around, facing him.
“ you are charged with the murder of the maestre of the palace and for that, i will have your life in return! ” your voice grew in volume as the desperate cries of the criminal tried to make you change your mind. what a fool, he must know that hate is stronger than compassion.
you turned around, walking to your throne once more; followed by the sorrowful cries and the light sobs of the crowd as the duke was taken by the same soldiers that brought him.
when the doors closed, everyone started murmuring between themselves.
a murder for jealousy?
who would've thought the duke to be a killer? for love, nevertheless!
doesn't he have various concubines? why not choose from them?
doesn't he have a wife?
a gasp. was he planning in killing her next?
“ honorable people! ” the jester exclaimed, driving everyone's attention to him. “ i know this is too much for everyone to have in mind and for that, i apologize in behalf of your majesty and everyone present. i beg of you to sleep peacefully tonight, the killer has been found and he won't do any more harm thanks to the justice made by the hand of our marvelous queen. ”
words of affirmation sounded through the room. the jester smiled.
“ so, please, return to your homes. this celebration is over. rest. ”
everyone nodded and grabbed the hand of their companion, afraid they might dissappear. the jester walked to you, standing next to your throne as the doors closed; leaving you alone with him and two guards.
you touched your forehead as the consequence of crying so hard hit your head.
“ my dear queen. ” his voice, smooth as silk and sweet as cake, cooed at you as he crouched down in front of you at your right side.
you softly smiled as the sight of a familiar face. “ my dear jester. ” you held his hand. “ i won't ever lose you, right? please. ” you rambled before sighing, no longer wanting to cry. “ tell your queen you won't leave. she commands it. ”
the jester chuckled, caressing your hand before kissing your knuckles, a bit of his lipstick staining your hand. “ i won't ever leave you, my queen. my life is yours as my soul, my breath is for you to take and have, my heart beats for your orders and smile. command and i shall obey. ”
you giggled at his silliness, “ you always know how to entertain me... even in such gloomy events. ” you whispered the last part, a frown appearing while you watched both of your hands together.
“ will you tell me a story to sleep? ” you suddenly ask, jester only raised his eyebrows in slight surprise, you were quick to add: “ i just want to know you're there with me, like before. ”
he smiled at the memory of a ten year old you, he no being older than five years, smiling at him as he recited a story while your parents watched from behind with a smile of their own.
“ your wish is my command, my queen. ”
you smiled with him.
after all, aren't jesters terrific storytellers?
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Well about the perception of Volo vs Kamado thing, and why more people don’t hate Volo, I have my own reflections (pretty privilege is absolutely a factor tho let’s be real 😂)
Everyone growing up has at least one story of an adult being super unfair to you, even though you were doing everything right. Their own biases and experiences could be understood later once you were older and calmer reflecting back on the incident, like a teacher who snapped at you maybe had a super long day of wrangling hundreds of children. But we never forget how it feels in that moment to have those who should be guiding us be unfair and seemingly unreasonable. So naturally that’s gonna hurt when you get kamado being paranoid.
Volo on the other hand is just absolutely delightful I’m sorry maybe if Kamado put on a silly outfit and hair for his boss battle instead of plate mail he’d have more art. Like you said Volos betrayal is one and done really, he acts like a theater kid and then dips. You have to keep seeing kamado being in charge in the game after his blunders for a while which can rub people the wrong way. (Also this is maybe just me but I never trusted Volo just like I never trusted Cynthia as a kid, and finding out he was evil was a great moment of vindication I CANT be the only one who experienced this)
TLDR we see unfairness way more than we see someone betray us while making their hair like a god horse
well, you heard them, kamado. time to go get the jester outfit. cmon chop chop it's to redeem your image
yeah, the point abt getting burned by adults in authority is also very fair. most of us were not scarred for life by theater kid antics lol. the other thing abt it is that often those same adults never really face any consequences. you were always just expected to move on, suck it up etc. cause that's life as a kid right. sometimes ppl will use their power over you just to flex their limited authority, or to vent whatever's going on in their home life, and this doesn't really stop when you grow up it's just that when you're a kid basically every adult has that authority position. so it's just expected that there's nothing you can do. i mean unless you decide to be the karmic force of justice in your own life by being the most stubborn bitch of a child to walk the earth. not that i would know anything about that cough
uh anyway. the thing is the thing btwn you and kamado isn't about about child vs adult. you're more or less considered an adult yourself by jubilife, albeit a rather young and more importantly low ranking one. like we've said (a million times already lol) kamado's not doing it just to grasp at a sense of control, he's reacting to what he perceives as a very real threat to his village (and also because the writers clocked him in the face with the idiot ball for plot advancement reasons lbr).
and the thing is kamado DOES, kind of, face consequences and own up to his mistakes by the end of the game. also after the red sky event he's like, REALLY nice to you lol. not just briefly either! imo you can tell that he sincerely respects you and regrets his actions in the red sky. go look at his late game quotes-
"Perhaps you are a divine being yourself, sent to bring us gifts from above... "I know I've no right to say this... But we are truly fortunate to have been able to count you among the Survey Corps' ranks. If you had not joined us, we would have fallen on Mount Coronet. We would have lost our home. We would have lost our future." "I'm grateful to you for showing me what a heartening presence Pokémon can be. We must spar again sometime!" "<player>, forgive me for taking so much of your time [telling you about the Galaxy name.] Please accept this as a sort of apology."
like he's trying to make up for the way they were treated earlier and give them the proper treatment they're owed for all their help.
idk i don't have a good way to conclude this i guess. i just think he's a cool character
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hello dear! i currently am devoted to Lady Aphrodite and am interested in learning more about Dionysus. i love your blog, and I see you work with both- whats your experience with both of them? individually as well as together. do you have tips on working with them? sending love your way! thanks <3
why hello lovely ! thank you for asking, I love talking about Aphrodite and Dionysos. They have truly been my rocks for several years and I really wouldn't be who I am today had I not had Them.
Aphrodite and I have a very fluid relationship. She is my favorite neighbor, the elderly woman who loves to sing me songs, the gentle mother i longed for, my lover, my soother, my tear-soaked shoulder, my laughter, and everything in between. She was the majority of my emotional support through extremely hard times and She carries Herself with a softness I've always trusted.
theologically, i attribute Aphrodite to all earthly creation and the love that persists in the universe. while i view Deities like Gaia as personifications of earthling life, I see Aphrodite as the force that compels life. i heavily associate Her with the physical/material world, especially the physical connections we can form with the world and beings around us. this is why i worship Her as Aphrodite and Aphroditos, because I view the body as the thing that connects humanity to every other physical thing. She was born from the mixing of the sea, earthly blood, and divinity representing the harmony of creation. I also see Her in the unique things we can only do because of our physical body. this includes feeling complex emotion, sensuality, sexuality, gender identity, self expression, and more. Aphrodite taught me to love and express myself wholeheartedly, and extend that love to every other living thing.
Dionysos, on the other hand, is the blessing of consciousness. Dionysos is the reason we can appreciate and love the things the other Theoi gift and cultivate. He was the one who kisses our eyes and liberates us from automation. I speak about my views of Him in this post here which explain it well i think. Dionysos came to me when i was young, reckless, and naive. contrary to many of the others i found who worship Him, He brought a serious and structured breath to my lungs. if He had been anywhere close to the rambunctious and indulgent God many people know Him as, i would have flown off the tracks and destroyed my life. He came to me as a God of moderation, balance, and self-realization. I don't often see His carefree or festivity-oriented aspects.
Their roles in my life have drifted apart as time has gone on. when I was younger there was a lot more collaboration and syncretism of Dionysus and Aphrodite in my worship. these days, things are quite separate on the surface. They seem to have a very close relationship in my life in a way I find hard to put into words. Aphrodite definitely brings an airy, relaxed perspective while Dionysos is able to navigate any chaos that arises with grace. They keep the balance between logic and emotion in check, though there is no clean divide between who is which. i wish I could describe it better for you, but English is so limiting. I'll put it this way: I have never seen Their roles in my life as separate nor conjoined, but it feels wrong to worship Them in different shrines. I don't speak about my devotion without speaking both of Their names and I credit Them equally for the man I am right now.
the tips I have for you are scarce. Aphrodite and Dionysos both handle domains that are extremely unique to each individual, so it is hard to give advice when all i know is my own inner world. I would say that the best way to approach both of Their influences is without expectation or method. letting the lessons be fluid and appear as they are meant to has been most effective. my worship with Them has also been very non-linear so i wouldn't be concerned if one of Them drops off for a little, or if the dynamics shift frequently. Aphrodite and Dio flow together in a very unique way, which can be difficult to get used to in the beginning. but again, this is just my experience. i hope it helps a little ! and good luck <3
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It's totally ok if you don't plan to do this but would you ever be open to creating a post about your channeling methods? You're really good at it and it'd be cool to hear about what you do
i will have a small disclaimer that i've been doing channelings professionally for ~2 years and then tarot readings generally since 2019, so i just wanted to say that practicing has done me plentiful favours! i genuinely don't think channeling is a gift as opposed to a skill that you can develop, so i just want to put a small thing saying
this is something i have refined and gotten better at over time. i have never had a psychic gift or a particular different connection to spirits than your average bloke across the street, it is simply something i did regularly and practiced passionately. i continue to practice to this day, and before anything i mention here, i suggest you practice just as frequently and in turn, you will become more comfortable and overall more experienced.
but! to answer your question, my method is as simple as this (and i have to keep it simple, to an unsatisfying degree, due to my disability):
get an offering prepared. some spirits don't want offerings outside of my energy and time and if they don't want one, i don't give them one. how i can tell this is usually just a gut feeling or a lack of an urge to do something. sometimes pure attention and spending time with a spirit is a suitable offering in itself. but otherwise, i light some incense usually or melt some wax.
i do a very simple calling of the spirit, telling them about what i have prepared for them, and focusing on their name (sometimes i say it aloud) and shuffle my deck. notice how i say call, not summon. what that means is essentially i request their attention or energy, rather than their full presence. i never do a channeling without some kind of divination tool (i usually use cards just because i like the and connect with the art used), i just don't trust my accuracy without some kind of framework to work within.
i usually alert the spirit to how i'm going to draw my cards. i ask them to cause cards to jump out if they have a specific, obvious message. otherwise, i tell them "hey, i'm going to draw from the top/bottom/middle."
i draw my cards, as many as i feel are going to communicate a clear message to me. sometimes that's one card, sometimes that's ten.
i look up the meanings in my book. surprise! i don't have the cards memorised due to memory problems. i don't think that makes me less of a reader, nor do i think it makes anyone less of a reader! the meanings in each deck are slightly varied anyway - treating the lovers in one deck as the same as the lovers in another deck just doesn't give the subtle differences justice.
then, i write notes on what the cards say in the book - i usually keep the notes as small as possible, as i want wiggle room to draw my own conclusions.
then, i mesh the meanings together in a way that i feel will make who i'm reading for satisfied. sometimes that is one paragraph, sometimes, it's six. i try to give them their money's worth if they're paying me good dollars for their reading. i ask for lucifer's wisdom always during this stage, as i feel he will cause relevant card meanings and conclusions to pop into my head. due to this, from trusting my intuition, i trust lucifer's. lucifer has always helped me with my readings, so thus, i go to him.
if it's a demon i'm doing a reading for, sometimes i'll give them another offering afterwards and thank them for their time.
the important thing with channeling i think, besides practice, is to give some kind of incentive to the spirit you're wanting to channel. you want them to work with you here, and thus you need to have them want to work with you, too.
i always have an incentive and reward system in place, and from what i've seen from my clients, the spirits get DOUBLE the offerings because usually the reading makes them closer to the client WHICH THEN allows the client to give them their own energy and passion ON TOP of mine. what's not to love about that kind of attention?
also, last note, i trust myself and i trust the process. if you think you're gonna have a flimsy reading, you're more likely going to get a flimsy reading. that's where practice and experience comes in, you get more confident over time because of experience! i used to be SO self conscious about myself, and it was only until i started trusting 1. the spirit i was communicating with and 2. lucifer (you would trust whoever you work with in place of lucifer) that i started realising i just needed to relax and keep at it. sometimes, taking a breath and starting over is your best tool to use here.
okay i lied about that last note, sometimes i will ask for a gut feeling, additionally. thus, if i get a gut feeling that i haven't drawn the right card, i'll redraw. that's another thing i feel doesn't make you a bad reader. i'll reverse cards, unreverse cards, redraw, anything to make the reading seem right to me. the only thing i will never mess around with are cards that jump out (provided it wasn't me being a bad shuffler).
BUUUUUT that's everything i think! i hope my answer was satisfying. i tried to break it down into an understandable bit of info. if you have any other questions feel free to ask!
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PAC // Harvest moon 🌙
Hi my loves! Welcome to this new PAC 🥰. We'll see today what brings you this full moon in Pisces, known as well as the Harvest moon. This time I'll be only writting the tarot cards and the oracles I have in english, many of my oracles are in spanish and trying to translate the cards is terrible for me and loose a lot of meaning in the translation. So I hope you don't mind, thank you, babes. This spread is also shorter because I'm exhausted af, sorry babes, will compensate the next week 💞
Decks used: Work your light oracle, Ethereal visions tarot, Moonology oracle and Goddess guidance oracle.
As always take a deep breath before choosing your pile and take only what resonates with you.
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Pile 1:
- What are you attracting?
Joy and happiness will be the major gifts this moon will bring you, you are attracting a massive glow up babe! You'll be more confident about yourself but also about your life path, you'll be gaining trust in destiny and what it has in store for you. There's a huge healing energy around you through this full moon but also the week previous and the week after, wear green clothes, paint your nails green or whatever you prefer that involves the green color, also you can light a green candle to amplify the healing energy. After this moon you'll feel released from a heavy weight you were carrying and this will allow you to enjoy your life in a more plenty way being aligned with yourself.
- Your havest:
(Cards: 5 of wands rev; The Devil; 10 of swords rev; Ace of swords / Bod: 4 of swords)
It's all about healing and progress, relief from conflicts and dramas and being more focused in yourself and what you want for your current life and your future. You'll see yourself with more loving eyes, also I see you'll be feeling very sexy or at least more in tune with your sexuality (you might be working your natal lilith or with your dark femenine and babe, is giving ressults!). Insecurities and self doubts you were dealing with will disolve making you more sure and aware of yourself and your life. Take time to rest and meditate, this will help you clear your thoughts and sharpen your mind to lead you to where you want to be.
- After the moon:
(Cards: Full moon eclipse/ Full moon in Pisces)
A solution you've been waiting for finally arrives, if you have been dealing with stagnacy or delay those moments will end pretty soon and in a very peaceful way. Everything will get into place after a long time of uncertainess, flow and allow the Divine intervention help and comfort you through this moon and meanwhile keep doing whatever you are doing, working, studying, making sport... because pretty soon after this moon you'll recieve an awesome new.
- Divine guide:
Set healthy boundaries, my love, say "no" when you don't feel in the mood, no matter who gets mad you have to respect your boundaries and energy levels. Give yourself the time and space to tune with your inner peace, spend time in nature and enjoy your beautiful company, so things by yourself just for you, to make you happy. You can also take advantage of the full moon to reforce your intuition and psychic gifts with meditation or any witchy activity you feel attracted to.
Pile 2:
- What are you attracting?:
Alignment and stability. You might have been feeling like walking on air instead of solid ground, like everything around you was completely out of your control, don't worry anymore sweetheart because this moon will give you grounding and peace. A wish you had and have been waiting for to manifest is approaching you very fast, your life is going to change to be filled by light and joy, after a period of darkness you are finally reaching the light at the end of the tunnel. Congratulations love! 😊
- Your harvest:
(Cards: Queen of pentacles; Page of swords; 5 of swords; 8 of cups; 8 of swords rev; King of cups // bod: The Chariot)
Wow pile 2, I've got a lot of cards for you! You are entering into a new chapter of your life completely different of what you used to know, you'll see the ressults of hard work manifesting really soon. I see you happy and motivated, you want to move forwards and the obstacles in your way that looked like mountains are now little rocks in the road. You've been doing your work silently to protect it, I see also an internal work or deep healing you have been through, you have evolved and left behind a hard time of your life, you are releasing chains you didn't knew you had and it's giving you new opportunities. There's something related to money too, like you are getting a more paid job, a promotion idk what it is but money is on your way. There's also a love opportunity very close if you haven't met this new person already, this person entering your life is bringing positive changes and has long term intentions, they are emotionally mature, they know what they want in love and will see in you the chance of fulfill all of their love wishes.
- After the moon:
(Cards: New moon in Taurus // Full moon in Aries)
Get ready for abundance and prosperity love because it's very close! Money and success in whatever you are working in will give it's fruits and it's going to be explossive (in the positove way, of course 😅), I don't have much to say about this, it's all about happiness, abundance and love. I just can say, your hard work was worth the wait (and the pain) and your dreams are becoming a reality, I am so so happy for you 💞
- Divine guide:
(Cards: Aphrodite; inner goddess / Abundantia; prosperity / Lakshmi; bright future)
(I wasn't going to write the cards from this oracle but the message is so beautiful that I wanted you to read it by yourself as well) Paper yourself babe, you deserve it! Treat yourself like the Divine creature you are, live and enjoy babe because there's nothing stopping you. You'll have the money you needed and also good news related to your future, so do something you've been wanting to do for a long time and you left aside to give priority to responsabilities, everything will be better than fine! 🥰
Pile 3:
- What are you attracting?:
You release fear and insecurity. You were dealing with a karmic blockage, something that kept you moving in the shadows. You might think you've been stagnant but not, my love, you've been moving forward on the inside. You are attracting the solution to your karmic blockage (it might be related to your south node), you've been building a new mindset and perspective about life, maybe you had a lack mentality and you are seeing how it was keeping you stuck. Don't worry babe, this time was needed to reflect and meditate about your personal journey, you have learnt your lessons and soon you will be getting more confidece about your knowledge and wisdom. You needed to change the mindset or an unhealthy habit by getting introspection, you did it great even if you are not giving the proper value to what you have achieved internally. You are attracting a new view in your horizon, remember that the mountains within us are the hardest to clim and you have done it😊
- Your harvest:
(Cards: 7 of wands; 2 of wands; The Fool; The Chariot // bod: 8 of cups)
A new direction in your life with more prosperity awaiting for you, a complete new chapter of your life, confidence in yourself and your path (read pile 1 if ypu felt drawn to). Here is a deep transformation babe so also give yourself some time to recharge energies, you've been dealing with an inner war fighting with your darkness to give it light. It's the end of a karmic cicle that was holding you back, you'll have new great ideas and opportunities for your future, mostly related to your passion, work or studies. Your roads are now open babe, enjoy it and jump into what life is about to bring you, leave behind what no longer serves you and step into the unknown
- After the moon:
(Cards: North node / First quarter moon / New moon in Gemini)
You'll be aligning with your soul purpose and your guides will prove your commitment with your desired goals. If you want something you have to go after it and leave the fear behind, if you have any project in mind you also have to protect it and be constant to reach the outcome you are looking for. This might be related to communication or at least communication will play at your favor, balance your throat chakra and write your goals, this will help you express more clearly and remind yourself what you want for your life.
- Divine guide:
(Cards: Cordelia; go outside / Coventina; purification / Isis; past life)
Your energies need to be refreshed, do things to help you release negativity and purify yourself. Take salt baths or light an incense in your home, whatever is helpful for you to release negative energies. In times of drastic changes, and even more when a karmic cicle is closing we are more vulnerable to recieve negativity so help yourself in the most useful way for you. Cordelia also invites you to spend time in nature or outside your home more often, you could take a walk or make some kind of outdoors excersice to relax.
Happy full moon 💕
- With love; Bela💋
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