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Fuck Around And Find Out cost me an hour of gameplay today lmao. I ended up fighting an enemy during the night and it spawned undead. Also it was near a goblin place and later some harpies and wolves joined the fight too. All of my Pawns died so I had to run away but since it was night I couldn't see anything so I was eventually being chased by another horde of random monsters and creatures which eventually killed me ☺️
#lilith.txt#dragon's dogma 2#this place is kicking my butt#i think i might go back to vermond (spelling?)#and level up another vocation lol#i'm still having a blast tho ❤️#love this game so much
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you. yes you, person with rejection sensitive dysphoria. this message is for you. your friends DON'T hate you. they aren't mad at you. they aren't talking behind your back or wished to cut their friendship with you. they love you and treasure you and they are good people who wouldn't hurt you like that! ok, that's all. have a nice day.
#this is for everyone with RSD... except for me#my friends do hate me and do think i'm a burden in their lives and they do wish they had a way to let me know they don't wanna be friends#anymore but they feel pity so they never do#... this is a joke that turned too real and too dark too soon#it'll get better#anyhow this message will self destruct in-#i'm all over the place my brain is being mean to me i'll go to bed ugh#nic posts#and drowns in self pity for NO REASON#i'm going to kick my brain's butt#ok ok bye#rejection sensitive dysphoria#rsd is a bitch#rsd things
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i think i'm finally gonna read house of leaves wish me luck
#i've been meaning to read this book for like 5+ years lol#i think i'm finally ready to commit to it and also i just bit the bullet and bought a copy#because i know myself enough to know that i will not finish it if i get it from the library#and also they didn’t have the gravity falls book at the bookstore hahaha they said they’ve sold out of it twice#so. oh well. house of leaves time first#also i think i'm gonna finish fma brotherhood without my friend who wanted to watch it in the first place#out of spite because he's still being a little bitch#hope he doesn't change his mind! or feel butt hurt when i don't want to watch shit with him anymore#i think after all this i'm not gonna watch any longer series with him anymore#movies only. low commitment only. so he can't bail on me just on a whim#i'm enjoying fma a lot though!! these boys are the exact type of characters i get attached to lol#i like the alchemy shit also and the humor/drama balance#and the character design and the world building and the Lore#i was kind of on a movie kick again earlier this month but i just don’t have a lot of time for it rn#or the attention span. to be so honest#kind of embarrassing but i’m so mentally exhausted and i’ve been splitting my attention between a lot of different things lately#i was on such a reading kick this summer too!! hopefully house of leaves will replenish my energy for reading#i also got a sci-fi novel a nonfiction book and a folklore collection so i have plenty of new material rn#and i found another book that i want to reread soon#winter is gonna be a big reading time i am committing to that!!#anyway. that’s that
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The fact that they (maybe) are gonna animate the light novels too means that the next season will probably start with genya crying in his sleep while dreaming his big brother—
#mY HEART HURTS SANEMI I AM GONNA PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE#I mean at least we know he checks on him when he is hecking asleep#GIVE THE BABY AN HUG HE DESERVES AN HUG#how can someone make such a big scary guy so sweet and sensitive gotouge why you did him so nice#only to kick his butt everytime he is on the scene#kny#kny s4#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#genya kny#genya shinazugawa#kimetsu genya#sanemi kny#sanemi shinazugawa#BC THAT CHAPTER TAKES PLACE LITERALLY AFTER THE END OF SEASON 3 THEY ARE RECOVERING FROM THAT MISSION#everything fits#my poor soul is gonna crash#of course the nice big scary guy i am talking about is genya
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So I’m on day 3 of working on the picrew, and I’m having a bit of a rough time (perfectionism kicked in)
So to easy myself up a little:
I want to make it as inclusive and expansive as possible but its proven a humongous task to live up to all the ideas I have lol
So choose above what you want most focus on for now, and then the plan is to add more of everything else along the way — it just takes a really long time
#i need to restrict myself in at least one place#so maybe you can live with either few options for bodytypes but many outfits or vice versa#i’ll make it cartoony and sort of ambigious if the ppl want outfits#so its neither here nor there#man that picrew is kicking my butt lol#so much for procrastinating#its my final mini holiday project before i kick back into 24/7 work mode#and its still fun! but very difficult im learning a lot#asks and answers#polls#🫒
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#hunter x hunter alluka#tried drawing her digital#i thought this one turned out ok so im not too ashamed to post it#but it took wayyy longer than meant to when drawing this#i was coloring skin for the first time in a while#and i completely forgot how to#so it took about 5 hours to relearn#on another note#i watched dune part 2 in theaters today!#i recommend watching it#since it feels like a continuation of the story than a sequel#or a second movie.#on a third note#ill try to post more often on here#school has just been kicking my flat butt#and it makes me cry#havent been keeping up with whats going on here#so ill try to be on here more frequently#missed the feeling of this place fr#hxh#hunter x hunter fanart#alluka#alluka zoldyck#oh right i should probably draw nanika soon right#aged up#trying to learn how to her at her canon age#but for now here's her aged up#also dont mind the shoes#i gave up on them after the sketch#gartilexxy
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your trademark?
eating the randomest stuff on earth
very very cool ocs :D
you draw the hair super shiny and colorful (most of your ocs have the most beautiful hair i've ever seen frawn)
and the eyes too
(trademark ask game :D!!!)
WAIT ADFSJGDSGHFDSJ NOT THE INEDIBLE THINGS LIST ToT!!!!
ahsdnfmgshgdmfhjd TY!!!!!! crying TvT <3<3<3 and also giving u a huge hug for enjoying my art and sillies :´) <3<3<3<3!!!!!
i can deffo do a thing on the process i do for my hair coloring tecnique, it´s not anything fancy and actually kinda built to be faster and w minimal layers actually :D <- used to draw on her phone w a laggy and crashy program hdhjdsfhh
also!!! anon im so sorry to tell you i havent stopped :) ! <- that is *not* a good thing dgsfngddshng
gotta edit that list to include *checks notes* raw red meat, a resin bit? and didnt eat but licked a burnt piece of wood w gasoline on it (my brother told me a spoonful of the ashes could kill a person and i forgor 💀)
#at least 3 people later died of food poisoning from the sushi place i got that raw red meat from btw; i live in fear !!#<- its been a *while* im sure if it was gonna kick my butt it wouldve done so already *shrug*#also it SUCKED!!!!#<- hates meat in general but needed to know U_U#also realized avocado pit tastes bitter; btw! if you were wondering!#otherwise it tastes similar to a sprouted lentil#sorry abt the ramble oh gosh#anon#ask game#:) <3<3<3
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Thank you everyone for being so lovely towards me. I have not ignored everyone's messages, I just had to take a little distance for a while. We good now, I think. 🧡
#oversharing in the tags#this and last year has been kicking my butt not gonna lie#I have been noticing a slight decline in my mental health#so since the rona stopped the world 3 years ago - my therapy appointments were ended because of budget cuts etc. you know typical bs#and at first I thought huh this isn't so bad. I think I can manage just fine without#but lately... I'm not so sure.#the sucky thing is I gotta re-apply for all that stuff... I was declined once already so I don't have high hopes#that I guess explains why I've been a bit volatile lately with my emotions being all over the place#the lows have been really low lemme tell ya#I'm my own worst enemy and dealing with my lifelong self loathing is really hard sometimes but I keep trying to move forward.
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Tonight I am going to treat myself to rabbit stew and gapples and then walk into the sea
#my exam is in 1.5hrs.#joking about the stew and gapples obviously but i might get food from a local italian place#also I WANT TO DRAW SO BAD. STEM DEGREE IS KICKING MY BUTT PLEASE LET ME DRAW#passenger status
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if anyone wants a quick back and forth with either Henry, Ezra or Noel like this and I'll write something <3
#sorry for being a bit over the place but ive just been more picky lately whatever I caught (which I have an idea) is kicking my butt to the#point that it messed with my ear u_u
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me @ anzu's moms unleash her upon the world i think it would be funny
#opal.txt#oc tag: anzu#it would be so funny bc she will kick anyone's ass. not a hair out of place#using her shadow manipulation she can form her own cursed energy into weapons. plus she has shikigami#i need someone to insult her parents so she can put them in a them-shaped hole in the ground with the force of her blow#her @ the zenin elders ur disgusting im gonna kick ur butts give me 200k for daring to utter my mother's names
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hero's mom is the coolest mom ever actually
#🌀 — later guys! i’m outta here. ❪ ooc. ❫#🌀 — i just only have a steadfast heart of gold! ❪ headcanon. ❫#i'm experiencing that same thing aaron mentioned days back on their tails blog where i go to talk about one headcanon#and end up being hit with all kinds of things i wanna talk about to the point i lose the thread KFDJGHFD#anyway i just need to preface that my sonic's bernadette? she's a total badass#like. that woman was a vigilante before she had sonic. she was kicking bad guys' butts and sticking it to tyranny#her whole aesthetic was just 80s/70s metal#she and julius met at a CONCERT#where she stopped stopped someone from bombing the place#and jules was completely smitten fkjdhd#also? she's the one sonic gets his ability to interface with chaos energy from. so she's definitely gone super at one point#i love whenever i think abt hero's roots because sooner or later i end up fawning over his parents again LOL#he really did just have such kickass parents
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why is kh1 harder than i remember like i lost to riku multiple times and i had to go back to wonderland to train before flying all the way back to fight cerberus cause the damn thing took eons
#kh#like i got my butt kicked and i was like i’m not doing this fight until i get scan#i picked the staff so i can’t get scan till level 15#so i ran around wonderland for like an hour#and god getting places takes so long cause you can’t just warp places in 1 you have to fly fucking everywhere at the beginning#then i beat cerberus first try
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Whyyyyyy is my quad lag back
#i am god’s mistake. i think#i should absolutely go back to physio but oh my god i don’t want to#i will feel like i’m completely going back to square one. also my pain tolerance is absolutely shot to hell i know it is#when i started physio last year i’d literally Just dislocated my knee so i was like ‘yeah attack me with a massage gun whatever’#i Know i can’t handle it anymore. i can’t#i’m going to start doing my physio exercises again but hardcore. three times a day and extra reps#i’ve only cut out the ones that don’t do anything to me anymore. like forced knee extensions#i can straighten out my knee now. i don’t need to put my foot on a chair and press down#i’ve also added in foam roller and tennis ball massage. i might add in pushups even though those are mostly for my crappy wrists#and i need to add in some running stretches because the only ones i really do are butt kicks#i’m actually glad i did all my old exercises again today. it reminds me how much i’ve recovered#sometimes i feel like i’m right back at square one. but then i realise that calf stretches used to be really painful and now they’re not#and i used to not be able to put weight on my right leg when it was fully straight and now i can stand on Just my right leg#while wobbling around on a cushion as well. like i don’t have to be on the ground#i just am in PAIN all the TIME and my quad lag is back. WHY IS MY QUAD LAG BACK#we couldn’t even figure out why i had a quad lag in the first place.. why’s it back#i could go to a different physiotherapist. 🧐 i mean don’t get me wrong i liked my old physiotherapist but she’s.. intense#and also expensive. i wonder how long the nhs physio’s waitlist is#or i could go to that place a friend of a friend told me about#i just feel like i want to be looked at by someone who doesn’t know my whole medical history and see what they think is going on. tbh#personal
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Not A Joke, Not Unreality:
A company called Quantum Fiber (under Century Link) recently set up my home town for fiber optic internet. I got them a month ago and aside from a few outages it was decent.
Last week, it went out. They sent me a super specific time it would be back-
They failed to make it and sent another, minutes later.
And another when that failed.
And over the week, more and more.
I called and they just read me the same email out loud. They offered no escalation or resources. Every time, they fail. I have not had internet for my house in a week, and this morning I got this one-
I looked into other people having the same problem and found this-
Edit forgot link
That's not something called a "766" line, that's them fucking up my city 766 times. This company is fucking shit, and I'm sick of this. I've filed an FCC complaint but those take a month to even get a reply.
So I'm hoping my 173,365 followers can help make this show of their ineptitude and callousness go viral. Please.
They are in a time of massive expansion into many new states and cities. I am asking anyone so inclined with a few minutes to spare to find your town or state's government information technology office or liaison, or just a local government representative of any kind, and write them a quick note stating that this company destroys town utilities and offers absolute frustrating failures of service in return.
If you have Quantum Fiber and have been similarly failed by them, please file an FCC complaint. You might at least get a free month out of it.
If you work with a news source or popular blog, please boost this however you can.
If you are on any app on which they are present, please feel free to write or tag them and let them know they have failed their customers and cities they work with.
Please do not engage in threats or harassment of any form. Keep this legal, civil, and proper so that it can create a legal basis and record of good citizen interaction on the part of this company's victims. I am asking for help in a grassroots campaign, not a violent or prank-filled heap that just gets people in trouble. AND DO NOT FOR ANY REASON EVER PESTER THE WORKERS, PHONE REPS AND TECHNICIANS THEY HAVE OUT THERE. This is the corporation's fault, not the poor folks they employ who they likely try to make take the backlash.
If you have any other ideas on how to hold a mega-corp responsible for the shit they put their customers through, please comment and recommend. I am sick of this shit. I know there are worse things happening and even worse companies doing horrid things right now. But maybe this one is new/small enough that a viral campaign can kick them where it hurts and get them to act more responsibly to their customers and safely to the places they work.
Please help if you have time. Please spread this in the hopes they see it and get off their butts and fix their horrible shit. Any random reblog or post on any platform might be the one their investors hear of.
Thank you anyone for anything you can do.
-Ari
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I think I'm at the point where I need to move on from my current job 🫠
#the thing is...i still *like* what i do. it works so well for me#its just that we have so many POS and practically all of management doesnt care or overlooks our actual workers#that its become so emotionally draining#like even our HR doesnt care abt half of our store. im lucky if a manager even *looks* at me#this place is so fucked and its the ppl actually putting in effort that are getting their butts kicked#theres so many specific things and ppl i want to complain abt but i personally dont like discussing where exactly i work yknow#its not like a huge thing or anything i just prefer to keep that part of my life off the Internet for privacys sake#but BOY do i want to complain abt some of these people#scout.txt
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