#thoughts from hel

[helielune]

need a dashboard tab for 'posts you told yourself you would read/watch later but forgot about immediately after liking and scrolling past it'

[crybaby-bkg]

I love jealous Bakugou who starts peacocking after a while to get all of your attention.

going to a party and Kiri carelessly picks you up to spin you during a dance, drunken laughter shared between you two. Bakugou watches on the couch the whole time, eyes slitted as he nurses the same beer he’s had all night. he listens to you giggle over the music about how strong Kiri is and—fuck it, he’ll show you strength. he takes the opportunity to scoop you off of your feet next time you guys are out and there’s a puddle in the middle of the road, puffs his chest out a little as he cradles you against him, when you let out that lighthearted giggle but for him this time.

Bakugou catches you chatting deku up, squeezing at his biceps when you tease him about how big he’s been getting. you only do it bc you know it flusters the green haired man, and you think it’s cute how he looks like a strawberry whenever you coo at him. But Bakugou only sees that as the push to go to the gym more, focusing even more on his arms, wearing all of his tanks around you. puffs his chest out again when he puts his arms behind his head and you pat at the bulging muscle and find yourself tracing the veins on his arms.

He sees you dancing with Sero at another squad gathering, something fast and sensual, your arms around his neck while he holds your waist. his face is buried into your neck and it makes you giggle whenever he whispers where to move your feet next. and does Bakugou take that as an active threat against his crush on you? of course he does. finds himself holding you against him at a party, swaying with you, way out of his comfort zone but he wants to show you that he can dance too, damnit.

Denki makes some offhanded comment about holding your bags when you go out to an amusement park, something else about going with you when you need the bathroom too. Bakugou is most definitely shoving him out of the way, manhandling all of your bags from you as he pushes you in the direction of the bathrooms instead. finds his chest practically spilling out of his shirt when you hug him by the end of the night, thanking him for being so kind, telling him that he’s the best friend you could ask for.

and does his heart drop to his ass when he hears the word friend? maybe. just a little.

[sweetest-honeybee]

Yeah i totally get it, its hard for me to understand myself and im experiencing it

The best way i can put it is im never a her. When i think of myself in third person i could say “hes the prettiest girl in the world” just because he refers to me. She feels as alien to me as a cis man would feel, but being a girl feels familiar to me when im a girl.

Sorry if this doesnt make sense 😅

It makes sense 😌

[angelonasher]

yknow how some people call Scott's hels Sean Sminor?

what if- what if he was Ire-

because Scotland, Ireland-

get it??

(yeah he'd be Irish..)

[zoppzoop]

GAAHAHHHHH

[fantarain]

my exhels christmas tree :-))

[astrxealis]

hiii :333 i think i am alive !! ( small update in da tags )

[galaxygermdraws]

Okay I’m just gonna share it since I mentioned it but uhm. Hermitcraft Mobian AU. I cannot explain my thought process other than combining my two big fixations at the moment. For some added context, Bdubs is a raccoon, Grian is a flying squirrel, Impulse is a badger, Etho is a lemur, n Wels and Hels are Jackals (for reasons)

(reblogs w tags/comments are appreciated. Feel free to ask me about this AU I am thinking about them a lot.)

[bronzefuryfic]

i love writing i love writing i love writing

[sbd-laytall]

[dulcewrites]

ok this is kinda silly but it slightly eases the angst in my head

I can imagine Helaena and modern fmo reader just saying fuck these men and like living the 2000s the simple life tv show fantasy and just going on girl trips causing havoc

Ooouuu I feel like Helaena would be like “let’s go on trip together” to try and mend their relationship as they reconcile. She thinks getting away from everything might help. Reader did like eh but agrees bc she could use the break.

They drink too much, probably do some hard drugs. Helaena tries to get reader laid…It’s a TIME

[helielune]

'go into computer science' they said. 'the industry is booming' they said

[sohelish]

having reblobbed that post.

will hel having kids ever make sense?

it's interesting to me because I'm not into the idea of having kids at least at the moment. so I wonder if it's purely a "me" influence bc it's difficult to write a character as a mother if you're not into that...

at the same time. I know why hel thinks having kids is not for her, and it's her low empathy, and her difficulty connecting with people, and she's 97.3% sure that her kids will hate her because she knows she's supposed to hug them and she probably won't.

buuut I also see her as a person who sets alarms for: giving your kids at least 5 hugs today. asking them how their day is going at least 1 time etc. xD like, I know how she'd bypass this. plus, she is aware of how exactly her mom and dad were not parents for her, so she'd do some research and compensate.

however, parenting is intuitive. she lacks that. she's going to suck at the unplanned parts.

[hel-phoenyx]

“Fiction affects reality and we should be critical about what we consume or produce” and “this is not the author’s responsibility to educate you on any subjects” are two statements that can and should coexist.

[hermitcraftkinfessions]

Sometimes I wonder what the Watchers were. I've seen people compare them to angels but. I'm not an angel, if anything I was more of a demon (of course I was also something else besides a Watcher but still-). I remember having Watcher powers meant that you could See things. Know things. It was similar to TMA's beholding powers. But I couldn't do anything with minds or memories or stuff, I could look to see something, sure! But there was always a weird disconnection that came with it. I was always aware I just just an invader.

Any other hermits that were Watchers/were in close contact with them? If so what would you compare them to? - Etho/Voidling

(For context I am 95% sure I was a Watcher)

Our scar has watcher DNA from being soul linked with their grian but has never understood what it meant or why their DNA got fused so we can't help you there... Someone else may be able to though!.. -Mod hels

[scottstiles]

i could literally finish both entire seasons right now idk how im gonna stop myself