#trauma time

[chronically-ill-psionipath]

-Tribunal- ...Why all the councillors gotta be so harsh, you know? Honesty- they see a 14 year old on the platform and show no mercy T0T

[cistematicchaos]

LMAO trauma really will make you sit in silence, contemplating how you’re an irredeemable creature and don’t really belong anywhere and when your In-Brain-Therapist pipes up to say “but isn’t that what a lot of traumatized people think? isn’t that just a distorted view caused by our trauma and not actually a FACT?”, trauma will slap that bitch down, no hesitation, with, “hahaha yeah but i’m different tho.”

[sword-of-injustice]

kill...

kill kill kill kill kill

no.......i dont...

[popthebop]

i’m literally in tears rn.

So some explanation, I made a quiz called ““do you have internet trauma? FIND OUT INSIDE” and the responses I;ve gotten are literally heartbreaking.

I’m so happy I can provide this resource, but on god. Wtf we have to be better as just the greater internet, see something say something sorta deal. Because I’m literally on the verge of tears rn, these poor kids fr.

i’ll quote some stuff but leave out the names, please do not harass these people I will cut your throats! And pull out your oesophagus along with your large intestines :D (this is not satire this is a threat.)

“Lmao my 10yr old self was forced to send nudes”

“I was watching porn when I was 7 😰”

And more, literally wtf. 

I’m crying, i’m so sorry to all the people out there who got fucked up because of the internet.

[lilalilan]

I never got to be a victim

I was too busy surviving

And then pushed into the narrative of survivor

Someone who had already gotten through the horrors

And succeeded

I am not the person you want me to be

Strong and Tame and Usable

I am a mess of crossed wires

Tangled chains

A Spiderweb of Hurt

I was a child once

Do you even care?

[woodsfae]

welp. I'm doing it. I've already started doing it. After over a decade of constantly being told I should write my memoirs of being raised in a cult, I'm actually giving it a shot.

[chaosinthecloset]

I work really hard to traumatize my characters.

How I come up with trauma for my characters

:link to where I made the spin man

[redak-ted]

i had a dream where i was my mum when i was like 6

and i was her with my grandma and idk really what happened at first

but then we went down to a basement thing and there were stairs on either side

and one of the sides had those old people chairs that go up and down on the stairs

and my 6y old self went with my grandma up the chair thing

and then the chair stopped

so my mom/me (cus i was my mom in the dream for some reason) came down and looked under the stairs

TW down there v

and my 6y old self was crushed in the stairs :)

half my head was missing </3

[thethreedeadkings]

[art by susitse.art on IG]

[sinnerxroulette]

♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

// Honestly there's been quite a few contenders for WORST thing ever, so it's hard to say definitely.

But! The immediate thing that came to mind when I read this question was when someone sent me a picture of their MLP horse oc with a fully erect dick unprovoked. And, like, this wasn't anthro horse guy dick either. just straight cartoon horse chub. 🐎

They came into my IMs and was all "Angel your favorite customer is here!" followed by pic of horse oc ready to go. And I had never spoken to this person before/had no idea who they were.

And like, let me tell you even amateur horse oc porn is still a fright to see when you aren't expecting it. I've seen much worse/risqué but just the situation itself made it awful for me and has stuck to my mind.

I've got others, but again, this sprang to mind first.

[kandy-sticks-zaza-blogs]

Traumatized Future!Donnie!!!!!

[ciderjacks]

contracts written in blood

+

[cistematicchaos]

*exits therapy appt trembling like i’m on sixteen cups of coffee* did i win yet fellas? have i won at therapy yet? 

[wlwanakin]

i think possibly my favorite anakinism and one i think about a rather unhealthy amount is his body language and how he almost always looks viscerally uncomfortable and vaguely like a child who is scared of getting slapped. even when he’s being confrontational he looks sooo defensive like wow girl you have never fully processed anything that’s happened to you and you will carry the weight of it forever

[woofbee]

Oc shoutout: #1!

Decided i wanna talk about some of my characters because i can Meet K.A.T.! Her name stands for Computing Ai Transmitter (But with a K because she likes it that way) Decided i wanna talk about some of my characters because i can Female, she/her Lesbian/Ace She's the AI behind the B0B-C4T, a massive cat-shaped mech designed to be used as a military weapon against the Dogs She's snarky, egotistical, but generally fun to be around. She might be slightly insane, but that makes her all the more lovable! She's also a pyromaniac but that's not important She has separation anxiety after her entire old "Crew" fucking died so she's a little traumatized She can access the entire ship and she can appear anywhere she wants to. Don't try to stop her it won't work >:] Generally chaotic, but still lovable 10/10 (also if any of yall have stylization tips please share plEASE-)

[acorpsecalledcorva]

You and me both bro 😭