#trin ramblings

[badpanini]

absolutely NOBODY asked for this, but i happened across this clip of jackson publick as the monarch doing pentecost’s monologue from pacific rim and i blacked out and wrote down my ramblings about a crossover. this series is so good for a pacific rim au because there are SO many iconic duos and variety in character relationships:

okay so obviously hank and dean drift compatible, from the beginning to the very end. would be especially compelling for a hank + dean copilot situation with their season 6 onwards selves.

dermott and hank could also pilot a jaeger together but they wouldn’t be as good as if hank and dean did i think, because hank and dean balance each other out more while dermott and hank are sort of enablers of each others behavior and therefore not as aligned.

rusty and jj would be drift compatible in theory but they would fight and bicker and be HORRIBLE at piloting a jaeger because rusty would want to take control and fuck everything up but jj would like actually know what he was doing. and they would fight. so they have the neural link but they just suck at copiloting. also they could make their own jaeger, with jj taking over most of the project because he actually gets shit done while entrusting rusty to do some things for it (perhaps the shielding systems like palaemon) but he sucks at it and then it fails mid battle and they bicker more. they would probably name it some stupid shit like V.A.L.O.R. (venture aegis lethal offense robot) (yes i came up with that on the spot).

pete and billy drift compatible ooobbbbviously. could be some interesting “getting into each others brains/memories” shit there if you consider a link before billy remembered how he lost his hand.

THE MONARCH AND DR MRS OF COOOURSE. they would be so good at piloting a jaeger they would kick ass. the monarch would like have his own jaeger made specifically for himself and he would have a bunch of stupid shit built into it (e.g. ACID MAGNET!). dr mrs would be the level logical ‘chessplayer’ type pilot while the monarch has the energy and impulsivity for the actual combat.

21 and 24 would tooootally be drift compatible but 24 would NOT want to be a jaeger pilot he would be like “duuude im not doing this we’re gonna die” and 21 would be like “dude are you kidding?!! we are SO doing this!! this is fucking awesome i’ve DREAMED of doing something like this!!” and he would be over enthusiastic and clumsy with piloting, partially because 24 isnt feeling it at first but after going for a test run he would totally start loving it. they wouldn’t be great but they’d end up successful in combat in an unintentional way.

to coincide with the events of the season 3 finale, they could have a “raleigh and yancy” moment that makes 21 averse from piloting for a while. he would blame himself for what happened and vow to train hardcore before ever stepping foot in a jaeger again.

the monarch, dr mrs, and 21 would 100% triple pilot (like crimson typhoon) and KICK CRAZY ASSSSS!!!!!! 21 would make them name it some shit like vice royal and it would have deployable wings that slice and stun projectiles and arm daggers like 21’s (and like striker eureka!). it would be that mustard yellow with the visor area of the head resembling bug eyes and the accents would be black and that horrifically bright magenta color.

during the blue morpho arc, the monarch and 21 could pilot a rogue unknown jaeger (like obsidian fury) and “vigilante” around while trying to keep their identity intact.

watch and ward would copilot a guild standard enforcer type jaeger, all black and uniformly made, with red accents and hella tech shit.

brock would be the only person to pilot a jaeger by himself without any repercussions on his health. unfortunately, it does take a lot out of him to do so in terms of exhaustion so he can only pilot in small bursts- but he beats the fuck DOWN for those short deployments. all of the OSI’s top agents are ‘trained’ to be drift compatible with each other but for the most part they just sit in the chair and make sure brock stays stable because he’s usually all they need to secure a situation.

let us not forget THE TRIAD!!!! they would definitely have a triple pilot thing as well, and orpheus would INSIST that they could pilot a “mech” - (i’m thinking, a golem-like husk made of rock/earth?) - all though MAGIC only, and it would take a lot of focus. orpheus would take the helm in terms of magic and actually powering the “jaeger” and making it move, al would be in control of magic projectiles and jefferson would do all the melee combat.

the concept of red mantle and dragoon copiloting is very funny to me so they can be a part of this too.

PLEASE feel free to add, to disagree, to suggest, ANYTHING!!! i may or may not doodle some of these ..

and if you read this far.. i love you, thank you.. we are kindred spirits

[adrift-in-thyme]

There’s something terribly poetic in the inevitability of events in EPIC. The choices Odysseus is given lead to no win situations. They aren’t really choices at all.

Kill a foe’s child or witness the death of your own. Sacrifice six men or sacrifice them all. Allow your crew to starve or watch as they slaughter sacred cattle.

Sacrifice your friends, your brothers, or give up your last chance at reaching home.

In the end, the result is always the same. He destroys himself

[sentimentallyannoying]

“Come to me all who are weary and burdened…

…and I will give you rest”

[knight-of-the-thorn]

Okay blah blah whatever all serious analysis of Mai Trin and her untimely demise out of the room for a sec but I do wish that we had gotten more of her I wish she had lived a little longer mainly because I wish she had been in the scene where we find Canach and his stupid fucking midlife crisis suit like, okay okay they knew each other. They spent almost a year in prison right next to each other and you know I don’t think they liked each other and you know there’s an obvious sort of parallel between the two and how their lives have gone and what they’ve done in the past 10 years  and that could be interesting more importantly Canach did not like Scarlet, canonically, because she did not pay any attention to him when they were saplings.  Mai is as mention fucking haunted by Scarlet boom we have my deep desire to see Canach and Scarlet bite each others dicks off fulfilled that’s great but also like Canach definitely remembers her and I don’t think that Captain Mai “Oh... right, Dragon bash.” Trin has a damn clue about who the fuck Canach is despite having spent a year in prison together. And that would drive him fucking insane.

And that’s not even getting started on the fact that he’s running a nightclub on a stolen aetherblade ship and technically Mai can’t get mad about it because it is really useful right now and technically she’s not the aetherblade’s captain anymore but you know that she would be so pissed about it

[skyward-floored]

I’m going to see how many wips I can finish this week 💪

[chaosintheavenue]

Insightful result from the poll right off the bat: I have Fallout followers who do not know what Van Buren is.

Present and future Chaos, make notes hgfdfgh.

[valiant-portabella-pirkko]

listening to my Tideturners playlist was a mistake because I am having SO many feelings about the Sidewinder again.

she's not just any AU of Mai Trin; she's a version who's endured the absolute worst case scenario and lives every day in fear of losing everything all over again. but her story flips the entire narrative of Guild Wars 2 on its head; it's all a matter of perspective, and hers comes from an entirely different angle than we're used to.

what is a monster? as they say, to a bird, a cat is a monster.

the Sidewinder's monster is the Commander.

the first Commander she ever met was a tyrant who set the world on fire just to watch it burn. nothing could stop his rampage until there was nothing left to destroy. he made Scarlet Briar's war look like a playground scuffle; in fact, he did it by killing her and seizing her army to do it with. the Sidewinder doesn't have to wonder what a rogue Commander is capable of at their worst. she KNOWS.

and she also knows that if even a single one knew about her outpost, about her, about her people, and decided they were a threat to get rid of, there's absolutely nothing she could do to stop them. the most she could hope to do is be enough of a speed bump that the rest of the Turnabout can escape and make her sacrifice worthwhile.

she's spent decades building up a new world, a new society, and a new identity-- and in a split second a single person could bring it all crashing down. that absolutely terrifies her. it's all so fragile.

a major part of the Sidewinder's personal arc has to do with overcoming that dread to find common ground. because, truth-be-told, much as she'd insist otherwise? she's not so different from the Commander herself. she's fought long and hard to become someone worthy of the trust and respect that so many refugees from so many, many different worlds have placed on her. it's not enough to have it, she wants to DESERVE it. and even if she'd claim she's not there yet, most would agree she's succeeded. she's the beating heart of the Turnabout; none of it would exist without her. she's given all of them the hope that the heroes of their own worlds couldn't.

Mai Trin never wanted to be a leader or a hero or a politician. but as the Sidewinder, she's become all three out of necessity. she had no other choice. no one else was left alive to do it in her place.

so she puts on her mask, and she steps onto the stage, and she talks big, but deep down she knows that if the worst case scenario came back, there was nothing she could do to protect them, not on her own. the only thing that might stand a chance is another Commander, and is she really prepared to take a risk like that? is she willing to put it all on the line to fight for a future without fear?

and even if they are the right choice, even if they do agree to help in spite of it all... can she put one of the last good people at risk, knowing just what horrors they'd be up against? facing someone who's killed others like them a hundred times over, allowing them no rest even in death as their shambling corpses are conscripted into his undead army? how can she, in good conscience, expect anyone to face something so horrific with stakes as high as THAT? which is worse; that they turn against her, or that they trust her and die, adding another force of nature to their enemies' ranks? the Sidewinder doesn't know the answer to that question, if there is one.

there's so much weight on every choice she must make, and the consequences of every wrong move are unfathomable. she might not be the Commander, but that, at least, is one thing they have in common. the decisions they make will decide who lives and who dies.

all the Sidewinder can hope is that when she finally does make that leap of faith, she'll be ready to handle whatever results lay in store.

[blackberreh-art]

Hey Berreh, I recently watched episode 101 of TMA. I have some mixed feelings about the ending. I'm not sure if you allowed spoilers on this blog. There might be a few people that still haven't seen the episode yet. I'll try to be vague as possible. (If you don't feel comfortable in replying on ask, you can message me. )

Originally when I started listening to TMA, I was invested in JonMichael and JonElias because of your fanart. I thought that Michael and Jon would have more interactions and Helen and Michael would be some silly distorted version of Team Rocket (since I saw some people drawing them together). I didn't expect what happened in this episode.

I know you're interested in JonMichael, but I'm curious. Do you think that despite the limited amount of time that Michael and Jon encountered each other, could it still be possible for them to hook up? I know it sounds dumb since there's always AUs and people can experiment with the ship, but I wish there's more interactions between those two.

Also, how did you start shipping Jon and Michael? Did it came from the canon? The fandom? Or was it both?

I don't think its silly at all ahah, you're not alone in wishing jon and michael interacted more at all! My shipping of them came from both ofc, I believe it stemmed from this animatic my friend showed me and it kind of snowballed from there. I've always been a sucker for monster/human relationships, its my favourite dynamic hands down, so it only felt natural to start shipping it ahah. I feel like I've never actually been in a properly established fandom where it can Actually Be A Thing!!

Michael suddenly become my Special Little Boy who could do No Wrong, Surely, and with Jon, er... well he's got that prey vibe going for him you know. Lol. (i love Jon a lot okay. A Lot A Lot. Jon/Michael/Elias are on constant rotation in my brain)

I miss Michael a lot, there was just something about his character that has a strangle hold on me. I can't really explain it, but he feels like something that is so deeply angry and hurt and betrayed and there is no vindication or relief because suddenly there is Helen, and Michael is No More. And don't get me wrong, i love Helen a lot!!!! Helen as the Distortion is NOT what Michael was at all, Helen is what the Distortion wished to be but could not. Helen is comfortable in her existence in a way that Michael Never Was, and that just makes me really sad lmao

Anyway, sorry for rambling. If it isn't clear I like Michael A Lot. I like michael with Jon ofc, and Elias and Gerry despite them having no canon interactions, but its all so vague that you never know!!! Maybe they did!!!!

I have like, two absolutely FAVOURITE michael/jon fics I would recommend. One I think you can read since that's where you're around in canon? The other I would wait til you've finished the series since it encompasses it all (and its LONG!!!!!)

Pay the Piper by NeverwinterThistle was the first to grip me, it was such a delight!!!!

And Eat it, Too by Trin had me on the edge of my seat and unable to put it down the entire time. Made me squeal a lot lmao. I blasted through it So Fast, I couldn't put it down. (but yeah you should probably wait to finish the series before you read it)

[stunnajitj]

My Big 3💔.

I’m so happy Naomi is having this big storyline for wrestlemainia and 2015 SLAYOMI is BACK.

I knew this storyline was gonna make me sad but after this promo the shit made me so emotional and I know now that this storyline is going to HURT, I’m so ready.

🍓ྀི - The way Naomi was stalling and begging Bianca to understand her.

🍓ྀི- Then, when Naomi told her those tears FLEW and then Bianca started crying, hell I even started crying damn near-

🍓ྀི- The way the two of them were both crying while rambling/talking over each was breaking my heart and using Naomi’s government-“TRIN STOP” was the icing on the cake.

🍓ྀི- The way Naomi said that everytime she sticks up for herself eveyone turns on her💔. Then the slowly getting mad as the conversation went on to the “You ungrateful bitch!”

🍓ྀི- And JADE coming out like a damn superhero looking beautiful like always. But I’m ready to see the dynamic between her and Binca now.

🍓ྀི- I do hope that once naomi gets her neck “healed” (in kayfabe), she’ll be able to fight back because she did push her into a car and heel naomi does damage-

But, overall give these women their Slammy award, BET Award, Emmy, whatever-

(TEAM NAOMI💚)

[adrift-in-thyme]

Excuse me while I cry

Image credit @/linkeduniverse

[landscaping-your-mind]

[ID: First image is text reading “There is a door in front of him. A yellow door. He knows the dream it used to lead to; he knows it well. But that's not where it leads anymore. He does not know what is behind it anymore, and he is deathly afraid of finding out.”

Second image is text reading “ARCHIVIST / I need - you said before you knew the tunnels, right? That you'd been a... part of them? / HELEN / Not my exact words, but close enough. / ARCHIVIST / I need to know what's in there. What's at the center? (urgently) I-it's important, Martin - I need to know. / HELEN / (cheerfully) That's a shame, because I'm afraid I'm not going to tell you!” /End ID]

For MAG 120, I think it’s because Original!Helen didn’t die immediately once being eaten by the Distortion.

In MAG 101, Distorted!Michael states that Original!Michael used the map to go through the Distortion until O!Michael became the Distortion.

[ID: Text reading “map. A map to me. It made no sense, lines overlapping and inverting, but once within, Michael knew which turns to make, which doors to open, which mirrors to shatter. Until he became me.” /End ID]

Therefore, because O!Helen probably had a map (there are a million posts already made about this) she followed similar steps that O!Michael did till she became the Distortion. The question is, however, how did the Distortion manipulate it so that O!Helen could become the Distortion right as D!Michael was losing his way. I don’t know how that happened.

Helen says in her statement that she may have slept in the corridors, and that may be true, but I think it also has to do with the dreamlike nature of the spiral. I made a whole post about this, not important, wouldn’t it be fucked up if Jon could just watch Helen bc she was in the spiral. I mean he watches people a lot anyway. Is it only when he’s asleep? What the fuck is going on there actually. Regardless, I’d like to hear your thoughts on that.

And about the MAG 157 part, I think that was the part that got me shocked, especially after MAG 160, because not only is she dooming Martin to a terrible fate (tloz reference), but she’s dooming the entire world.

[ID: Text reading “HELEN / Run home, John. Find a victim on the way. Chaos is coming and I think you’d best be ready. / ARCHIVIST / Just tell me what’s going on. Please. / HELEN / Bad things, Archivist. Really bad things.” /End ID]

(MAG 157 — Rotten Core)

[ID: Text reading “ARCHIVIST / Martin. Look, I’ve no interest in your… gloating. / HELEN / (Innocently) What would I have to gloat about? Much as I am delighted by this brave new world in which we find ourselves, I can take no credit for it. This was all... you! / ARCHIVIST / You could have— You knew what was happening. / HELEN / I suspected. But all I really did was refuse to help! And that is hardly a unique quality.” /End ID]

(MAG 164 — The Sick Village)

(Brief break to say OH MY GOD HE SAID “I’ve no” WHO THE FUCK SAYS THAT HES THE SPECIALIST LITTLE BOY IN THE WORLD <333)

She knew what Elias was planning, or at least she knew something about it. She wasn’t there when the ritual was read, she couldn’t have known it was him who read it, and none of the other avatars did either.

It’s MAG 157 for me, but it’s also the acknowledgment that she knew, that she could’ve stopped it. The way she weaponizes the half truths, that’s what she does. I rambled to you in a comment about it (speaking of, I need to read more of your fics) about how Helen uses this black and white morality to counter Jon’s extensive rationalizations, and how both of them are distortions of the truth. Cognitive distortions.

So, what Helen does, is she makes everything binary. Black and white thinking. She says that Jon fully enjoys it, doesn’t want to stop, because he basically had an addiction to statements and found some enjoyment and a lot of guilt from non-consensually taking statements. She says that Melanie and Georgie were in the same boat as her — who knew what was going on and didn’t help — when they refused to help Jon.

Jon rationalizes himself taking statements from people, you can see it in season 4, when he says he thinks (not knows) he’ll die, when he says he doesn’t know if it’s him doing it. He makes excuses for Melanie and Georgie. It wasn’t the same, they didn’t know.

When you get to the tunnels under London, Georgie says she should’ve been there. She says that she should’ve been there, but she doesn’t say that she’s the same as Helen maliciously and knowingly helping Jonah Magnus end the world. Nuance. Not too much, not too little.

So, basically, I dunno how people saw season 3, 4, and 5, with Helen using Jon’s most vulnerable spots against him — spots she knows well because she’s been in the same bloody space — and thought she was a friend.

It’s… horrifying and horrible. And. I think I know why it took Jon so long to reach that conclusion.

You talk so well about Helen I just hnrnrnrnrh <33

It amazes me how many people were shocked at 187, because Helen’s always been an antagonist, always felt like an antagonist. She’s got neat parallels to Jon (arjrjfhdhrhfhhgg) and she’s not even sure how much of it is real and maybe none of it is but her end goal was always to keep them unsteady, always to, i dunno, treat them sorta vaguely like a friend, and then in their hour of need, when it’s something that could literally save the world, turn them away. Laugh at them.

When Jonah said Jon was marked very deeply by the Spiral, it wasn’t Michael, it wasn’t his escape from kidnapping #2, it wasn’t going back from the north pole — it was Helen.

YES. TO ALL OF THIS.

I could rant about every sentence you wrote here.

(Never mind Elias' bizarre implication here, in MAG 120 - )

(He knows it well, does he? ANYWAY.)

To me, the critical moment that reveals her is MAG 157:

See, up until that point, Helen apologists can be like "oh, Jon was mean to her, so she's just responding in kind, wah wah wah"

Okay. Sure. But she had no reason to be mean to Martin. To leave Martin to a horrible fate.

And right here, she is. With full knowledge she is CONDEMNING him to wander the Lonely forever, in the best-case scenario, or be trapped in the Panopticon as some sort of hybrid monster at the worst.

She's fine with that. Martin - who has been nice to her, chummy. Martin - not knowing about this moment - continued to be chummy with her in the apocalypse.

No, Helen is the worst kind of evil: intentional and deeply clever.

She's fun as hell, and I adore her place in this show - but she is also a true monster, deep down, and should never, ever be trusted.

[sentimentallyannoying]

(vent) i hate being an aroace(spec) individual who isn’t completely off-put by sex and romance.

i can’t relate to a lot of ace/aro content. i can’t relate to most queer content either even though i also have queer experience. i can’t use dating apps like most people because i’ve never been able to find people attractive through a couple of pictures, a husk of a profile, and/or a couple lines of a bio. not even mentioning how there are hardly any aces on any of them. i can’t be happy alone because i would actually really like to be partnered or find my “person”. it’s like i’m being pulled in and out of topics between communities all the time. (even in-person conversations amongst other queers) “forever alone” seems like bliss to some aroaces, but not to me. i’m trying to fit anywhere so so badly. i’m tired of feeling alone wherever i try to seek solace. i’m tired of feeling othered where i’m supposed to be welcomed.

[joesanrio]

You’re so Needy | R.R

Summary: There is something about Nova being in Roman gear that makes Roman go insane.

Pairings: Roman Reigns x Nova (OC) || Established but secret Relationship

Warnings: Teasing, Joe has an ass obsession, kissing, blowjob, fingering, vag. penetration (xoxo)

Rating: 18+

Word count: long asf

A/N: I was rewatching the Sasha banks and Roman tag team match- now here I am. I’m not good at writing y/n so y’all and Nova gonna have to be locked in- lmao

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I knew it would be a long night starting from when the producers called me into the office to tell me and until the night of. “Joe move..” I huff while hip bumping him out the way.

“Why you so grumpy mamas?” He asked as his arms find there way wrapped around my waist. “I’m stressed.” I complain while struggling to do my hair with a big 6’3 man attached to me. “Why? You know the crowd loves you… you kill it every time.” He smiles before letting my waist free and standing to the side of my make-shift vanity. I nod and take a deep breath before checking my gear one more time.

The seamstress made me a female version of Roman’s gear; fitted vest but with my symbol, all black super mini cargo skirt, black cuffs, and boots. I looked amazing, might make it my regular gear if I wanted to steal Roman’s shine- oh who am I kidding that man is the shine itself. “You should ask to keep that.” Joe smirked beside me, “For what?” I play into his game. “Our private matches, ya know the ones in our room.” He winks at me.

“Boy. Come on let’s go.” I deadpan at him before we laugh and leave the locker room. Walking down to the gorilla was making my nerves heighten, “Dang Nova- you look so good!” I hear Trin from behind me. “Thanks bae.” I blow her a kiss and she catches it.

“What about me?” Joe shouts back disappointed but does a spin to show his gear, “You wear that all the time!” Trinity shouted back as Joe playfully rolls his eyes while I laugh.

We wait in the gorilla for our cue. The closer it gets to time the more I feel my leg shake in the chair I’m sitting in. “Nova get ready.” The staff called for me as I immediately stand up, “Calm down.. you do this all the time.” Joe whispers in my ear before giving me a quick kiss. “Right.” I smile as I go to the spot.

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“Oh come on, it’s your favorite.” I tease charlotte as I use her finisher ‘natural selection’ on her. “1…2…3!” The crowd went wild, “Your new United States Tag team champions, Roman Reigns and Nova!” The announcer yelled as Roman lifted me up by my thighs to hold up our belts. The crowd is giving a standing ovation before Roman sets me down and we make our way back up the ramp. Leaving Charlotte and Rusev.

“Joe…they’re gonna go crazy.” I say as I already feel the #Rova trending on Twitter. He was paying me no attention as he was cracking it up with his cousin Jey while we walked down the hallway. “Uce, y’all might as well come out and confirm it.” Jey shrugged as Joe nodded. “But at the same time it’ll be all about our relationship instead of our talent.” Joe said as he mentioned the downside, and the major reason why we haven’t said anything.

“I feel you. Maybe you can talk to the producers and creative team about it.” Jey mentioned as Joe nodded and I hummed. “Alright gotta go before Jimmy start having people look for me.” Jey said before hugging us bye.

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“I can’t wait to head to bed..” I say happily as we enter the locker room. “To sleep or something else?” Joe asked with his eyebrow raised, I turn around with an unamused expression before busting out in giggles. “Cut it out.” I laugh as I feel Joe staring me down from behind, “Has that always been there? Ya know I’m always looking but I think it grew. Maybe while we were in the ring…I don’t recall it being that size.” Joe rambles about my ass.

“Go shower!” I laugh as I push him towards the shower room. “Let me feel it to make sure i’m not hallucinating.” He laughs before quickly turning around and wrapping his big arms around me. “Joe move and go shower.” I weakly push the man away as he’s feeling around on my ass. “I’m not hallucinating.” He winks before finally letting me go and showering, “You’re so unfunny.” I say as I try to put a serious expression on my face. “But I had you cackling like a witch!” He chuckles mockingly at me.

I giggle and roll my eyes before getting my change of clothes ready for my shower.

We finished showering and Joe already placed a pick up order for chipotle. “Ah its gonna be so good!” I squeal when he tells me, “Okay I got everything we can go.” I smile as he nods but doesn’t move. He gets up and walks towards me, his eyes darkening as he walks me back into a corner.

“You looked so hot.” Joe said as stood in front of me while my back was against the wall. “I could say the same about you.” I say as I look up at his lustful eyes. I go to leave the confined space before he pulls me back by my waist. “Let’s stay like this for a while.” He hums before planting a tender kisses on my lips. I hum at the taste of his coco butter chapstick, “Omg you taste so good.” I smile into the kiss before his hands start heading down to my ass.

“Joe can we go?” I pout as pull away from the kiss feeling my arousal start to build, he nods as he takes my hand in his. I smile as we walk to the car passing by some friends and doing small talk.

We get in the car and I immediately take off my jacket feeling hot already. “You hot already? All we did is kiss.” He teases as his hand fall onto my thighs. “Oh whatever- come on let’s go!” I softly moan as his hand starts caressing the inside of my thigh. “Okay okay!” He chuckles as he starts the car.

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We enter the room forgetting all about the food and my jacket in the car. Joe quickly guides me to bed by my waist. He has me sit down on the bed as he stands in front of me. “Finally after all day..” he sighs while removing his sweatshirt, I can’t stop gazing up at his abs. My body immediately starts rising in temperature as he slides down his sweatpants, his dick print on full display.

“Oh don’t do that mamas.” He smirks as I bite my lip unknowingly. He lifts my chin up gently before tapping my lips with two of his fingers. I open my glossed lips slowly as Joe shoves his long fingers into my mouth. “I think you can take it.. just open wide.” He smiles as I nod urgently and find my way onto my knees. Joe pulls his boxers down and his hard dick slaps against his stomach after being released.

“It’s so big.” I say mesmerized before taking the large dick into my hands. “I’m a big man.” He shrugs before getting impatient with my slow strokes, “Don’t start the teasing.” He groans while his head falls back when I kiss tip. I hum as I take him into my mouth, tasting the precum that I used to coat his entire dick. He moans as he feels the tip reach the back of my throat, I suck in my cheeks as I slowly pull away causing his to leave my mouth with a pop.

“Shit. You’re so hot.” He says breathlessly while his hand reaches the back of my head to pull me back onto his dick. I slap his dick onto my tongue making Joe’s grip tighten on my hair, I whimper as I suck the tip. “Joe.” I say looking up at him innocently, “Fuck! Sorry mamas.” He huffs before moving his hips. Now with both hands on the back of my head, he starts pulling my head further down his cock until it hits the back of my throat. “Just like that… you like it? Oh I know you like it.” He groans as his hips starts moving faster. I moan in response bringing Joe to his breaking point, I can feel the cum slipping down my throat as he holds my head down.

His hands release their grip from the back of my head gently, “Damn. Get your ass on the bed.” He breathes harshly before tapping my hip once I stand. I pull of my top while watching Joe lick his lips at the sight. I smile seductively as Joe steps closer, “Lay down.” He orders. “So bossy.” I giggle as he pulls down my bottoms, I lay back onto the pillows behind me.

“You’re so soft.” He says as he kisses up one of my legs, I hum as he positions himself in front of my core. His kisses felt hot along the inside of my thighs, “ You smell amazing.” He smiles against my skin. I feel my face get hot as I feel a sudden kiss on my clit, before he licks i between my folds. I felt a slight whimper leave my mouth as he does constant licks up and down my folds. “Joe..” I moan as he hums on my core causing my hands to immediately reach for his head. I feel a small suck on my clit before one of his fingers slide their way inside.

“Damn, don’t think you’ll be able to take me.” He smirks before his tongue leaves my folds, I whine at the lost contact before his other hand rubs on my clit gently. I could feel pleasure building up as my back arched off the bed, “I- mmm Joseph please!” I moan loudly as I came onto his fingers. He removed his finger gently before sucking them off, he moaned at the taste before connecting his lips to mine. “You taste yourself, isn’t it good?” He mumbled into my plump lips. I nod eagerly as he grinds himself into me.

“Put it in.” I groan impatiently, “Fuck, turn around for me then.” He taps my hip while our lips disconnect. I get on my hands and knees in front of before wiggling my ass in his face as he seemed distracted. “I’m just admiring you impatient brat.” He chuckles before slapping my ass, I moan as my body moves back towards him. He rubs the tip in between my folds before entering slowly. His deep breathing behind me fills the room until I feel him all the way in my stomach. “So deep..” I moan quietly as he begins to move in and out.

His hands guide my waste back to meet his thrust, my arms already feeling weak by the pleasure that’s happening. “Oh your pussy is so good.” He moans as pushes my back further down into an arch, his dick grazing my walls and penetrating deeper than before. “Joe- oh!” I felt my walls tighten around him, his thrust getting faster and harder. “Fuck! Baby damn…almost made me cum.” He says breathlessly pumping into me.

I lay into the pillows to mask my screams before he pulls me up by my hair, “It’s good? You want cum on my dick? Oh I know you do.” He groans in my ear with his hand on my throat. I whine and nod frantically as he hits the spot perfectly. “Cum on me.” He says as his voice vibrates in my ear causing my walls to tighten around his big dick. “I- I’m cumming!” I yelp as he holds me down onto him while my head falls back on his shoulder. His thrust getting faster as his warm seed coats my walls.

He kisses my neck softly before pulling out slowly making sure nothing drips out. “I love you.” I smile feeling like I was going to pass out at any given moment. He laughs as he lays me down gently before heading to the bathroom, “I love you too.” He whispers as he comes back with a clean wash cloth to wipe me off with.

“Here put this on.” He hands me one of his t-shirts. I put it on quickly before laying back down but on my side of the bed this time. “Come on.. you gotta be tired.” I whisper as he gets in bed and falls into my arms. “Yeah, that was the most intense work out I’ve ev-“ he starts before I cut him off, “Enough! You’re so annoying” I giggle before he places a kiss on my forehead. “But it wasn’t annoying when I had you mo-“, “Joseph!” I laugh as he chuckles and wraps his arms around my waist. I kiss his lips one more time before we fell asleep.

[skyward-floored]

Write the whole story?

...Orrrrrr skip to all the dramatic scenes

[chaosintheavenue]

Intentionally reading way too far into random 76 gameplay elements to make them Trin-relevant yet again, and even dredge up some Van Buren for good measure.

So, Trin has a major tendency to hoard water. It's rare for her to be carrying less than 20 purified waters on her person at any given time. She currently has 34, and I think the record was over 50. Not to mention, those things are heavy in bulk.

In-game explanation: Purified water is a fairly common quest reward, and since it doesn't spoil, I tend to drink it as a last resort only and prioritise perishable juices/teas. I rarely need to drink purified water for its HP benefits because I exclusively use a weapon with the vampire legendary effect, and that provides more than enough HP most of the time (also the reason that Trin once ended up hauling around 115 Stimpaks. They start accumulating fast!).

In-lore explanation: If we take the Mesa Verde design document at its word, Trin would have grown up in an environment where access to water was a Big Deal. The Ciphers have a water collection system consisting of a turbine and condensors, but this system provides just enough water to sustain the people and crops per day, without much room for wastage. As a result, and I quote the design doc, 'strict water discipline' is enforced, and each Cipher receives a set water ration per day. Back to the present day, I think Trin could either be deliberately hoarding as much water as she can get her hands on and chugging it gleefully just to relish in the fact that she can, or alternatively, the water slowly accumulates over time because she's still subconsciously maintaining 'water discipline' and rationing it out of habit.

Alternative in-lore factors: She also prefers not to drink directly from ponds/rivers, especially when said ponds/rivers could be irradiated, so that probably factors into her choice to carry more purified water.

[kissorkill16]

Hello Neighbor: Kept Secrets

By JJ

Summary: With Nicky missing, and no one around to help, it's up to Trinity and the rescue squad to investigate the neighbor and save their friend.

Chapter 1

Me and Enzo held hands as we walked out of the school.

Enzo was my boyfriend. He was such an adorable dork, and I loved him for it.

We walked to the sidewalk of Raven Brooks Elementary and waited for Maritza, Enzo's little sister.

When we saw her walk out, Enzo let go of my hand and held hers.

Maritza rolls her eyes.

Despite being almost 11 years old, Maritza loved it when Enzo was so protective of her. Not that I blame him, when you've got a younger sibling, you have to go out of your way to protect them.

As we walked home together, I started randomly thinking of Nicky.

After we went to his house yesterday, basically no one wanted to see him after that. I felt kind of bad. I turned the corner and started walking down the street of Friendly Court while Enzo rambled about his homework. He stopped rambling when he saw me turn the corner.

"Trinity, where are you going? Home is this way.", said Enzo, pointing down the street of Newtown.

I nodded, "I know, I just wanted to make a quick stop.", I said, already walking away from the two. They caught up to me, and just like that, we were all walking down the street of Friendly Court.

Enzo seemed to pick up quickly where we were going.

"Are we going to Nicky's house?", he asked, "Trin, you know what he did."

"I do know what he did, but I just thought that maybe it'd be nice to see him after that whole mess.", I said. I turned to Maritza, and she was staring down at the sidewalk as she walked.

"Well I don't want to talk to him, I don't even want to talk about him.", she said, her voice bitter. She turned around to go back to Newtown, "I'm going home, I'll wait for you, Enzo."

"What makes you think I want to talk to Nicky either?"

Then they both started to turn back, but I caught up to them and grasped both of their hands.

"Guys, in case you both forgot, we're the ones who made him so angry to begin with. We went there to apologize, and we never even got a chance before...well..."

I didn't need to say anymore, we already knew what I was going to say. How we found so much incriminating evidence under his bed. Aaron and Mya's missing posters, a llama farm sign, and broken VHS tapes. While I was still sort of angry at him, I didn't want to give him the silent treatment.

"Let's just go to his house and see if he'll accept our apology."

We turned back around, but I could feel Enzo and Maritza's faces still blank.

I knew neither of them wanted to talk to Nicky, especially Maritza. But I just wanted to see him.

As we made it to Nicky's house, we were shocked to see a police car and a huge crowd of people. Covering the front lawn, and pretty much half the sidewalk.

What the hell was going on?

I asked a blonde lady standing next to the police car, "Excuse me, ma'am. What's going on?"

"Someone's kid ran away or something. I'm not really sure, I just got here like 5 minutes ago."

My eyes widened.

Immediately, I ran inside the house, praying that this missing kid wasn't who I thought they were. In the living room, I saw Officer Nielsen and Officer Keith standing across from Mr. and Mrs. Roth, a notepad in Officer Keith's hand. Mr. and Mrs. Roth looked panicked, like the end of the world was happening.

"As I've told you two, the search is underway.", said Officer Keith.

"This is a fucking waste of time!", Mrs. Roth nearly shouted.

"Why aren't we out there looking for him?! He's our damn son!", said Mr. Roth.

"Mr. Roth, please. We'll be happy to answer all of your questions in due time. But right now, we just need information on where anyone has last seen Nicky."

That was the stupidest thing I've ever heard all day. Why were they asking where they've last seen Nicky if Officer Keith was literally here yesterday, investigating under his bed?

Wait...

Last seen Nicky...?

I dropped down to my knees, feeling my heart sink in my chest.

Nicky was missing.