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dazais-crab-addiction · 1 year

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Happy Valentine’s Day! He brought you a bear that will detonate in 5..4..3..2..

Gdlajdkahd, breadsoup you are amazing. Thank you. Being blown up by a Valentines bear has been a 10/10 experience :D

#crab says words #asks #i am heavily sleep deprived so this is the reaction you get from me being happy and amused #take it as you will #i need to learn how to not chronically use periods that make my sentences sound monotone but alas that day will probably never come hehe #trying so hard to be normal rn #ah and also happy Valentines day to you as well!!!#i will be doing nothing this year cuz my partner works but we went out for dinner and exchanged gifts yesterday to make up for it #im gonna stop rambling now though oops #i for real need to go to sleep i am becoming deranged i think #it has been almost 24 hours and before that it had also been almost 24 hours and i only got 3 hours of sleep between that #honestly i should probably just delete most of these tags but im too lazy now....#hdksjdks i need to STOP pls #been awhile since i was THIS sleep deprived and i am very fine completely okay perfectly normal #im going to go pass out and probably not wake up for 12 hours (hopefully)#i am so sorry 😅

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natsuoslove · 2 years

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THAT SHOULD BE ME !!!!!!

#hes so handsome im chewing ceramic tile to cope #RAAAAAAAH #trying so hard to be normal rn

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pyralart · 8 months

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Oh Belos is up to no good...

First part > Previous part >> Next Part

Seems like Truck-kun missed her after all! Though she's not out of the woods quite yet (literally... hah)

You can find the next page early and some exclusive art on my Ko-fi!

#pyralart #the owl house #toh #fanart #the owl house spoilers #toh fancomic #toh fanart #belos toh #luz toh #luz noceda #philip wittebane #and some... random guy #back to the human realm #Some people saw it coming haha #but it's always fun to see people coming up with other scenarios #Look at him trying so hard to be a normal person and not a genocidal maniac #“We” There's no we ?? are you speaking French rn

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lavander-galaxy · 1 year

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so the preview

did I just see Colin Provolone

SIR Colin Provolone

act JEALOUS of the fact that Karna took his place by Deli’s side ?????

is that what I just saw ?????????

#dimension 20 #dimension 20 spoilers #dimension 20 trw #the ravening war #d20 the ravening war #thane delissandro katzon #colin provolone #colindeli #i’m going insane #THEY MAKE ME INSANE #I’m trying so hard to be normal about these food people rn #you cannot tell me that their ‘breakup’ was purely platonic #no shot #I simply won’t believe it

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cerealmonster15 · 1 year

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i love these freaky little teens and their freaky little relationship problems within their freaky little marriage. this is how it works in MY mind no matter WHAT anthony burch may or may not say re: hermies feelings 😌

#oakworthy #dndads #hermie the unworthy #normal oak #lincoln li wilson #taylor swift dndads #scary marlowe #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies #cereal tries to draw #LISTEN god i will go to my grave insisting hermies in mega denial rn #also i just love how into the role lincoln got calling everyone honey jslkdjfklsdj HES SO FUNNYYYY #and also. i love that lincoln is both the number 1 hermie hater #and also the number 1 oakworthy wingman #hes trying so hard to help normal look good sdljkfd HE'S A TRUE FRIEND IT'S SOOO SWEET #what a good husband 😌#anyway i was just thinking about how it would be funny #if normal and linc were spending a lotta time together #bc normals agonizing over his crush/getting advice from lincoln or something #like about hermie but hermies off out of earshot and is just like whatever.#those 2 can be married forever for all i care. we have nothing. i dont care i DONT #and the taylors like wow dude youre really loud over here this is just like my animes #and terriscary comes too bc shes soooo excited to get to play matchmaker between her husbands!!!!!!!! wow!!!!#also i love drawing tiny pouting hermie it's my favorite thing ever #ok thanks bye

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omgcatboi · 23 days

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I don't often post my non kink related art but I'm tryna get the attention of someone else in the community and am too shy and cringe to reach out so. Here, have this portrait I did of Hanzo Shimada. With my finger. On ibis paint. This took me four hours. Progress for proof below.

#we have so many similar interests and im trying to not be cringe about that 🧍‍♂️#hi im autistic and some people are really really hard to reach out to lol #anyways ove/watch fandom please don't look at my fat kink blog i cannot handle normie anon hate rn #plus id. what u think bc u play OVE/WATCH #idc* oops #not retyping all that #and if you have seen this art on animo and noticed i updated my signature no u didnt!!!#i dont want people on amino knowing im a fat guy that thinks it hot to get fatter #let me be kinky in peace #hanzo #hanzo art #hanzo shimada #hanzo fanart #overwatch fanart #watch either get no notes at all like all my other art or spark the first fatphobic harassment campaign against me bc i dared #to post out my uaual tags #anyways #artists on tumblr #trans artist #overwatch #my art ALWAYS gets ignored its such a SHITTY FUCKING FEELING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats WHY I NEVER POST IT !!!!!!!!!!!!#but whatever im not normal and need to make friends somehow #when people learn to give the attention my art is worth ill post more #but yall on this site NEVER. do ( at least on ever blog I had before this one)#i just dobt post much of it here bc whats the point? no one gives a shit about my intrests and skillls #im just. pretty face to look at #and thats all ill ever be or amount to #bi polar ramblings ig ig ig

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dunkinbublin · 11 months

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hhhhh

#sth #sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #tails the fox #messy tails doodle rn is all ur getting from me #im useless for anything else #trying to get more comfortable leaving shit more messy #i dont understand why i cant just do that normally #its how i always get tricked into doing line art #then i dont draw as much as i want #'lemme just clean this up'#<- the line art demons talking #its so hard for me to draw anything but a full body too #cus im already imagining the full pose it looks weird if i stop #hhhhh kneecaping myself #spend all day wanting to draw still dont draw till like 1 am #sogjndjns how the fuck do people think of something to do and just sit down and and DO it #dunkinsart

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cathalbravecog · 1 year

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first thing i drew on my new tablet to test it out is the tv beast themselves

#gonna take a while to get used to... tfw u get an intuos for the buttons but realize u have #way too much muscle memory for ur old keyboard shortcuts (im talking YEARS. of the same/similar shortcuts. like. when did i get my first #tablet???? 2015??? YEAH.) (not my latest one btw i went thru a few tablets but yknow)#oh well!! ill see #took a bit to get used to but eventually i got into the swing of it since the work space on this is a bit smaller than my old one #i LOVEEEEE how the pen feels tho like the brush strokes its more consistent and i think ill be able to do good if ... my hand isnt hurty #and once i get less shaky with it!!!!! its sooo good. then again my old tablets pen had...its nib for 2+ish years #YEAH IT WAS BAD BAD....kept asking for replacement nibs but wouldnt get em #oops... oh well! anyways we ar the SMOOOOFFF zone HEE HEE #anyways i misse ddrawing cathal............. the skrunkle . the him. care him much very much a lot #trying out different ways to draw him too #and not try to be as on model as i was before... just have fun yknow??? get stylized and funky with it!§§§§!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HEEHEHEHEHEEE #soarry my brain wants to amsh buttons randomly rrly hard rn so its evil laugh time #ok normal tags time GO #toontown #toontown corporate clash #multislacker #cathalposting #guz art

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sunnibits · 6 months

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a little eggie I did today while on FaceTime with a friend <3 ended up with a sort of soft cloudy vibe this time?? I like it :)

#everyone seemed to really like my last egg so here have another one #once again big inspo credit to @quezify on tumblr #their eggs slay so hard. I am a humble egg novice in comparison.#anyways I definitely didn’t try as hard on this one as the last egg but I still had fun and enjoy how it turned out #drawing eggs is rlly fun and I find that doing things completely out of my normal style is really helpful for cheating my way past art block #so if ur struggling with art rn I highly recommend attempting an Egg :)#art #my art

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blueskittlesart · 1 year

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someone needs to stop me from ouranposting again i need to act normal

#SCREAMS FROM THE ROOFTOPS OHSHC IS GOOD ACTUALY GUYS I PROMISEEEEEEE #there’s an essay about the hitachiin twins brewing inme rn and i am trying so so so hard to be normal about it #i haven’t even rewatched ouran recently (unusual) idk what even prompted this.#< person who is about to go rewatch ouran to gather supplemental evidence for their notes app essay #personal

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ratcandy · 8 days

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had a really epic cry on a balcony last week and I’ve been longing for that balcony ever since . Was so cathartic I need to go back there

#Never in my life have I felt more at odds with people around me and like I have no idea how to communicate #like a normal human being until this fucking trip #And I don’t know what I’m doing wrong but it just feels like. I am barely passing as a normal Person and people are Noticing #and the Noticing is making them Uneasy and therefore I am excluded from All Things #I need to get Diagnosed . With what I don’t know. But Something. Because something is fucking Wrong here #It’s making me reevaluate my entire everything because I feel so out of place it’s driving me insane #I feel like I’m sticking out like a sore thumb amidst a crowd and it’s doing something awful to me #How do I talk to people how do I exist with other people how do i. Do anything #and why is this only hard Now #I keep clamming up (lol) and going totally silent because I just feel like everything I’m saying is Wrong. Somehow.#But me being silent is also Wrong. And I’m doing something Wrong all the time #Uughhhrhb. This sucks. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here #vent #delete later #clamtalk #Sorry for venting so much recently I am. Going through it rn. I promise I try not to do this often.

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fruitylouis · 1 year

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thinking about louis taking silly little pictures of his friends then choosing his favorites to post on his instagram account

#trying so hard to be normal about it rn

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brownpaperhag · 3 months

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Gael, according to Alaleh.

Alaleh, according to Gael.

Gael according to Gael.

@sqebu, you asked about Gael Viswanathan and I blacked out. Here are some excerpts from the first two or three chapters of RENOVIERUNG! Plus Alaleh, his closest (though she'd never admit it) friend who also happens to be his boss and the catalyst for his upcoming total breakdown <3

#can you see why he would get along so well with ravinder can you seeeee #the kind of annoying bricked up recovering-rich-boy trying hard to be normal x the kind of annoying flop-eared rabbit man trying hard to #be normal #i sadly can't find any drawings of him rn #but he literally looks like a darker-skinned straight-haired rav. a young dorky naveen andrews if you will.#can i set them up on a playdate pls.#RENOVIERUNG

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malikselfindulgence · 4 months

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Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode

#malik's rambles #okay i know my ass is gonna vent in tags rn so . tw for that !!#iwill never shut up i missed tumblr tags so much wow #itsnot their fault and like . like i dont want to blame them . but its so isolating being and living this way #ill always be grateful for them and I know its just my brain trying to cope and like !! its not their fault but this sucks so bad like wow #also doesnt help that besides how scared I am and how I just . wanna be normal . I feel like I sound insane to other people #it constantly feels like everyone is laughing at us and is just playing along with our “roleplay thing” because they dont wanna bother #and like !! im trying really really hard to be positive about it and just live as well as I can . all of us are !! but it makes me feel like #ridiculous . it feels like everyone'll laugh and think we're playing pretend. which shouldnt matter people will always be assholes !!#I dunno aough im rantingso hard rn . and masa2 wont share which is fine but imscared and worried and scared and aauahhggggggggg #ik the point of the disorder is to hide memories from me so i can function but like . man this suckss9 bad #okay enough of this . Imgonna watch monsters inc i love monsters inc

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silliestofbilliest · 3 months

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Save me 2023 production of Camelot,,, save me

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ndn-craft · 9 months

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PINK HAIRED JIMMY!!

#craft chats #I'm known for being Pink and god I'm trying so hard to be normal rn

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