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jroycethethird · 5 months
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who: royce van doren iii, featuring the van doren family and staff
setting: verdant vale hall, the family’s mansion home, a day after the fire
triggers: injury tw, death tw, sexism tw, anti vampire rhetoric (sorry my vamp baddies), mentions of smoking, and pip using a whole lotta words probably incorrectly, also sad golden retriever crying in the gif below
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“Honestly, is this really the right course of action? Surely he should have stayed at the hospital, at least for a little bit longer!”
“Not this again, Blythe, we’ve been through it — We can bring in the best of private home care to Verdant Vale and keep a far more watchful eye on him home! He needs rest, and the best professional care money can buy.”
The back and forth arguments echoed down the vast corridors of Verdant Vale Hall, accompanied by the rhythmic click of heels chasing down the familiar winding path to the east wing. Royce could already picture his childhood room — sage green walls and solid mahogany furniture, a perfectly preserved large room straight out of an interior design catalogue, unscathed by the annals of time. He had rarely occupied it before, JR and Blythe opting to send him off to boarding schools his whole life. He spent more time away from “home” than within it, sometimes he thought Verdant Vale in all her glory was just another stranger in his life, one that still bellowed before him as though she knew him perfectly inside and out. Maybe she and her ancestral ghosts did, and maybe they chortled at his expense.
“Sir, you ought to slow down… you’ll wear yourself thin,” an assistant murmured from beside him, her hand hovering diligently at his elbow. Royce sometimes likened them to eager vultures, ferrying their near-dead prey so they could feed off his gilded carcass. He didn’t like being doted on like this, not when it wasn’t genuine.
“Tut, tut, I’m quite fine,” Royce said, chin jutting out and high, pompous as ever. Yet each step brought a great deal of pain and inconvenience. His skin still felt aflame, boiling and scalding wherever the linen of his fine clothes touched him. Not even the bandages or medicine helped calm the lick of phantom flames against his skin, and Royce blinked hard to will the memories away. Being there in the bowels of Starlight as she went alight, nothing but red, red, red around him. You’re fine, stop being a pussy. He swatted a bandaged hand at the hovering assistant, passing the ornate cane hand from his right to left hand as he took the final corner towards his childhood bedroom. “I don’t understand why I can’t live out my misery in my own house, instead of this dreaded mausoleum. In fact — hey, you, you want to be helpful? Go start Goldie Hawn’s engine,” he referenced his beloved yellow 1973 Guila Spider Volce, so ridiculously named. “I’ll meet you down in the garage shortly,” he motioned the assistant away, and yet she didn’t falter, ushering her injured employer into his bedroom. Royce saw the way she deferred silently in reverent glances to his father, the hallowed Van Doren patriarch, who nodded sternly to her as he continued arguing with Royce’s step mother.
“Mr. Van Doren, let’s get you to bed,” she said in a soft, but firm tone, pressing her fingers into his elbow. “Perhaps I can take you for a drive sometime later, yes?”
“Traditrice,” he muttered in a perfect Italian accent to the now-smirking assistant as he begrudgingly entered the room. “So this is what hell looks like,” he hummed, looking over the shelves of first edition books, shiny model cars and hand built boats, among other knick-knacks around. Remnants of a youth he barely remembered.
The shuffle of shoes coming from the adjoining balcony caught Royce’s attention, and a smile grew over his face before the two nearly identical blonde women came in, one with a potted plant in hand. “But the devils here are such swell company, brother,” chimed Cecile Van Doren as she skipped over, a gentle kiss to her brother’s cheek given in greeting before offering up a snake plant. “A gift,” she stated and Royce snorted.
“Yes, and quite a welcome one since I see none of my plants made it since I last visited,” he let his voice raise towards the bickering adults by the door as he looked about him. There were less plants than the hobbyist florist recalled in that room. “Thank you, Cec. I’d take it off your hands, but apparently I’m oh so fragile. Don’t want to break it as much as I’ve broken myself.”
“Sweetheart, we are looking after your well being!” Blythe sighed dramatically from where she leaned against the door jam, glowering still at her husband, “And you’re needed in tip top shape… Our annual Garden Party is upon us, how could we do it without you? Your Uncle Monty will never let us hear the end of it.” Yes, because that was more pressing than anything else going on around town. Heaven forbid he not be in top form for his mother’s ridiculous high brow party.
JR sighed, in equal drama as his wife, running a large hand through sandy hair streaked in white-silver at the temples. “You know, son, if you accepted the vampire blood, then we’d be out of this mess rather quickly. You could be back to your strong, healthy self sooner, and back to doing what really matters: helping the coven and keeping that Supreme from running this dignified group into the mud.” Royce did not resist the eye roll or groan at his words, though the latter could have been his reaction to slowly easing himself (with the help of that dedicated assistant) into a large tufted arm chair.
Before he could spit out a sardonic reply to his father, another voice lifted above the chatter instead. “So it’s okay for Tripp to take vampire blood to cure what aren’t even that critical of burns, but the second our lives are threatened as repercussion of dark magic you lay down the law and deny the rest of us the chance to survive an untimely demise?” Kathryn Van Doren let out a single cynical laugh, arms crossing tighter over her chest as she set a dark glare on their father. “But of course, he’s the prodigal son, the Van Doren legacy, so of course he can cheat death while the rest of us must accept it if our time comes.”
“Kathy,” Royce admonished, but he was once more cut off by the Van Doren patriarch speaking up.
“Let me make this abundantly clear — absolutely no child of mine shall become an undead leech. We are a proud witch lineage, and I will not live to see any of my children go against what is our natural order. There is a dignity in dying, Kathryn. But the administering of blood to ensure your brother’s speedy recovery is different. It has nothing to do with cheating death, it is a modern form of medicine I would allow for him to use just to return to his real purpose: to help lead the coven. Did you not see how your brother stood up there and spoke reason at the last coven meeting? It’s clear he has an important job to do here. And on that alone, I doubt such a life would be sacrificed in recompense for what that wayward witch did. A Van Doren man, in his prime, won’t be taken down by a measly curse.” JR spoke with such devotion, Royce almost missed how absolutely crazy and off base he was. Almost.
“So my life, mom’s life, Cecile’s life — even your own life, daddy dearest,” she spoke the term of endearment with such venom, her words alone could paralyze, “all of that is fair game, but Tripp gets to defy your archaic rules just because you think he’s, what, more important than anyone else here? Do you even hear how ridiculous you sound?” Kathryn raged, eyes blazing. Royce clocked in almost instantly that this was a fight his unfortunate accident came in the middle of, one that perhaps had been going on since the news broke to the coven. And from how both his younger sister and their father stood, square shoulders and staring one another down, he could see it would not let up anytime soon.
“Would you like something to drink, sir? Perhaps a coffee, or a water?” His assistant murmured to him.
“A whiskey would be great, actually.” She gave him a look and Royce sighed, “Oolong, please. I’m afraid a commotion is about to happen, so make it quick and find cover.” His blue eyes scanned the four family members caught in a tense standstill before him, searching their minds for what he could glean.
Kathy was afraid to die, she was too young. She had potential, a whole life ahead of her, she could be so much more than this, and father’s refusal to accept this desire to save her own skin burned her deep in her stomach. Cecile, ever the good little girl, didn’t want to fight father, but she ached deep down. Half terrified in what could become of the recent dark magic usage, half wanting to so confidently and ignorantly believe their father when he said things would be okay, no matter the outcome. And Blythe, who perhaps in that moment just wanted any excuse to be away from JR for a bit. Maybe death could be the perfect vacation. Did they have country clubs and pool boys in heaven, she wondered.
Then there was the illustrious patriarch, looking smart and refined in his blue linen suit and pale lemon dress shirt, a navy and yellow pocket square peeking out of his jacket’s breast pocket. His craggy face was stern, an impassive stone face that was unwilling to bend to the dark gaze coming from the petite blonde across the room. His mind was unreadable even to the telepath, ever skillfully closed off from his son unless he wanted Royce to read him. Those times when he let his dark gaze and mind fill with such powerful disappointment so as to upset Royce should he dare explore his head. But that wasn’t now. Instead he was clear and focused solely on staring, unblinkingly, back at Kathryn.
Royce sighed irritably. “Dear god, Kathy, you’re an adult — if you want to take vampire blood, just go and take it,” he waved a hand dismissively at his younger sister. “And you—” He pointed a bandaged hand at his father, standing stupidly tall in his room of all places, stirring up family drama, and when Royce had a raging headache, “—give up that silly damn notion of coven leadership. I’m not the Supreme, Poppy is, and, in case you haven’t noticed this, attack wasn’t aimed at me. In fact, it was clearly a mistake. So instead of slightly our dear leader, maybe think about the fact that an assassination attempt was clearly made towards her.”
“And yet here you are, the one broken because of it,” JR spat back.
Royce gave his father a crooked smile, “They can’t kill me that easily, pops.” He let his head lull back so as to get a clear look at Kathryn. Her mind was still simmering in rage, though her anger seemed angled at him now. Of course you’d think that, you’re the special little boy who can do whatever he wants, her mind said to him and he frowned. “That is an unfair assessment, but may I remind you it’s the 21st century. He doesn’t own you.”
Kathy just scoffed, dropping her arms to her sides. “He won’t let us.”
“You mean he’ll disown you if you do, and you’re woefully unprepared for the real world. Oh, sad, sorry, little you, Kathryn Isabelle Van Doren.” He didn’t mean to be so cruel, but dammit — wasn’t he the one with the burns all over his body? And where the hell was his oolong?
JR crossed his arms tight over his broad chest, nodding. “And he’s right — if any of you take vampire blood to escape death, I will disown you, and you’ll leave Verdant Vale immediately. If you want to be a vampire so bad, then you can go do that and be the clan’s problem. Save me a dime.”
Kathryn let out an undignified cry before storming off, blubbering a “you hypocrite,” under her breath. Blythe threw her hands in the air as the youngest Van Doren dashed past her. “Oh, excellent, that’s just wonderful, JR — she’s supposed to help me pick out the floral centerpieces for the Garden Party today! Now she won’t want to be helpful at all! Come on, Cecile, help me calm your sister down…”
Cecile gave her brother a half smile before carefully placing the potted plant down on the table beside his bed, dutifully following their mother out. “Maybe a visit to the country club, and a game of doubles at the court, will calm her? We can ask that cute instructor to play with us!” He heard Cecile’s voice echoing down the hall as the women retreated, leaving the Van Doren men to quietly stare at each other.
“Bravo, big man, you really are a testament to fatherhood, you know that?” Royce said with a cruel curl of his lip, turning the cane around in his hand as he leaned back into the velvety chair. “Can’t you see they’re terrified? Don’t need telepathy to see it. No ‘natural order’ talk can soothe the absolute all consuming fear an unexpected death can bring to a woman in her twenties. Have some compassion.”
JR scoffed, occupying himself with brushing his fingers over the spines of books on a nearby bookcase, barely glancing back at his son from steel colored eyes. “The Ancestors must be second guessing everything, after this last, what, year and some change dealing with this Catalyst? Then Silas Chamberlain…” He tutted under his breath before fully facing his son. “I’ve told you since you were a boy that you were meant for so much more than you could imagine. Seeing you up there, addressing the coven with such professionalism and grace… I’ve never been more proud of you, Tripp.” Royce’s eyes dropped at the affectionate nickname, one only his closest confidents called him.
“You mean you’ve never been proud of me at all before then,” he said lowly, digging the cane into the plush carpet beneath his feet. “It doesn’t matter — I’m not the Supreme, and I don’t want to be. Poppy’s good, she can handle all of this, she’s made to handle all of this, you’ll see. And maybe I can’t, maybe I’m not built to fight. What you’re so enthused about is my ability to memorize fancy words from a thesaurus and spin in into something not half bad.”
JR was quiet for a breath of a moment. “Someday, Tripp, you’re going to see yourself the way I do and then you’ll understand how much potential you’re letting go to waste. You’re a whole lot braver than you think.” He crossed the space between them, carefully laying a heavy hand over his son’s shoulder. “Get some rest, you need to preserve your strength for when it matters.” He paused before adding, “…Such as for that Garden Party your mother won’t let go off. We have that pickle ball tournament with Monty and your cousin Dashiell, and I’m not letting them take the title this year.” He shook Royce, perhaps too roughly before sweeping out of the room.
And finally, the Van Dorens left Royce to a calming silence. “My God, they’re idiots. The whole lot of them.”
Vrrb. Vrrb.
Just as he relaxed into the chair’s cushy back, Royce felt the vibration of his phone in his pocket. He had every right to ignore it, but he carefully pulled the offending device out of his pocket and brought it to his face. “So help me, if that’s the gallery…” His threats trailed off on his tongue as he saw the Caller ID. Am I seeing things? He swallowed thickly before tentatively answering the call. Holding the phone there for a brief moment, Royce sucked in a sharp breath before bringing the phone to his ear. “Well, well… isn’t this a surprise,” he said in his usual charming tone.
“…a pleasant one, I hope.” The voice that came on the other line was just as he remembered — low, sultry and slow. He could imagine the smoke of a cigarette curling around the vowels as she spoke.
He let out a breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding. “I guess that depends on you. Is this a pleasurable call? It has been a moment, though I suppose that time difference may play into it.” If not the divorce.
She was silent on the other end and he imagined her taking a drag from a cigarette while sitting in the corner table at that old pub she adored so much. The one they used to frequent, their special little haunt. Maybe that was off, he doubted she was anywhere near campus nowadays.
“You didn’t change your emergency contact. I got a voicemail yesterday saying you were in an accident? I always knew you drove too fast for your own good.”
Royce frowned, slumping in his chair. So that’s why she called — maybe as a courtesy but certainly as a warning. Get rid of my phone number. That’s what she wanted him to do. He ran his hand weakly through his mussed hair. “Is that so? Well, I think we did vow in sickness and in health, right? Till death do us part?”
“I think we chose to abolish that, unless I’m not recalling the last two years properly.” He heard the exhale of smoke and thought he could smell it through the receiver. “Do start wearing a seatbelt, darling.”
“Yeah, yeah, seatbelt, I heard you.” Royce didn’t have the heart to correct her, letting her believe it was a car accident instead of arson. “Two years and you still worry about me, huh?”
She didn’t reply, and Royce grew uncomfortable in the silence. “So is this an excuse to hear my voice, or something?” He wasn’t sure what he was trying, but the sigh that came from the other end of the line certainly wasn’t what he hoped for.
“J… Royce,” he frowned involuntarily at her correcting herself. For a second there, Royce thought the name, the one that only she called him, was about to come out. It would have been a sign, for something he didn’t realize he’d been hoping for these past two years. But it wasn’t a social call, and it wasn’t meant to last long. “I’m sorry you got hurt, it’s not what I wanted to hear, but I also didn’t want to hear anything at all,” she continued and he stayed silent as he listened. “This isn’t healthy, and I shouldn’t have even called, but listen, do me — no, do both of us a favor.”
“What’s that?” He said as he swallowed thickly, pressing his hand over his face and slightly muffling his words.
“Change your emergency contact… And lose this number, already.”
He let out a humorless chuckle as the weight of the words dawned on him, squeezing his eyes shut as he caught his breath. “Damn… Message received,” he muttered. “Nice hearing from you.”
She was silent for a short moment before saying, softer now, “Get well soon. Goodbye, Darling.” And the line cut before Royce could say anything more.
Pulling back and staring at his phone, Royce looked at the call history and her name now at the very top of it. His hand shook as emotions long since buried began to bubble up to the surface. As though those protective layers he’d grown over them had been burned away in that fire, no longer effective armor against the onslaught of hurt and turmoil just hearing her voice caused him. He swallowed and found that the lump in his throat was too strong to bypass. Curses. Damn this woman for coming back so easily into his orbit and then speeding away. And all to tell him to wear a seatbelt and lose her number… he hated it. He hated her for it.
He was so deep in thought, he missed the click of heels as his assistant rounded the corridor and found herself at his bedroom door again. “Mr. Van Doren, I apologize for the delay, we didn’t have oolong but I sent off for it. I did find a Moroccan Mint Tea inst—” her words were drowned out by a loud crash and crack as a smart phone collided with the wall on the far side of the room, glass screen shattering and pixels going dead as it fell uselessly to the ground. A dent and a crack left a remembrance of the sudden attack on the wall, and Royce’s gaze traced it as he let out a ragged breath. “S-sir?” The assistant sputtered and he turned his gaze towards her.
“…Oh, mint tea is just fine,” he said so casually, calmly, as though he hadn’t just chucked his phone across the room. He held his hand out, waiting for her to shakily deposit the cup into his grasp. Taking a slow sip, Royce’s eyes flickered up back at the assistant, clearly taken back by his actions. “Mm, yes, perfect, thank you. You can go now, but do me a favor and stop by the store and get me a new phone, won’t you? Put it on good ol’ dad’s card, too.” He waved her off before silently turning his gaze out towards the adjoining balcony, silently stewing and forever grateful to be the only telepath at Verdant Vale Hall.
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xxplastic-cubexx · 10 days
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
Bonus:
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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book-lover85 · 19 days
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Stay at home dad and artist on commission Keefe
#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#keefe sencen#sokeefe#he watches him and sophie's 5 year old little boy and 11 year old girl (she's currently applying for Foxfire) while sophie works#he does his own art pieces along with commissions at home#and the little boy can teleport so he's constantly dropping in on sophie and fitz at their job#(it's related to them being cognates or something idk)#and keefe has a panic attack because he looked away for one second to add a detail to his sketch and now his kid's gone#their kid drops into sophie's arms (or right outside the door of the building she works at)#and sophie gives him an eye roll and a disappointed look for freaking his father out and interrupting her#(he has absolutely appeared when she was in a super important meeting)#this is all based on the assumption that elves don't have some kind of basic schooling before foxfire or other schools like it#when he appears back at their residence (their leapmaster floor has an open roof for teleportation)#keefe is standing there frantically ready to catch him#and their girl (im shit with names) is standing there giving him a look like “I thought you weren't scared of anything”#and he's just caught the kid and is trying to rock him to sleep cause teleporting is tiring for a 5 year old#but he humors her while walking down the hall to his bedroom#“who said i wasn't?” “i do” “why?”#“nobody who actually beat an ogre would be scared of their child teleporting away”#“you'd be surprised”#(she doesn't beleive he actually fought dimitar and thinks it's an elaborate inside joke between sophie him and queen ro)#so they keep going back and forth with him being vague about the details because while he did beat dimitar#he is absolutely exaggerating all the details#“keefe you can't tell our kids you punched dimitar and he immediately surrendered” “please” “no”#and then they get to his room on the second floor and he shushes her so he can place the sleeping boy in his bed#i have so many thoughts about future sokeefe actually
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sanasanakun · 4 months
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Maybe I’m stupid (likely) but I feel like Gojo resembling Toji in his battle with Megumi!Sukuna is trying to show that he is a paternal figure in Megumi’s life. Like the two different sides of Megumi’s male paternal figures (or I guess the two most consistent male adult figures in Megumi’s life)??? I don’t buy that Gojo was a father figure for Tsumiki and Megumi (to me he was more like Spencer from ICarly lmao) but like…i feel like the outfit similarity is trying to say something about their relationship on a familial or paternal scale…but im too dumb to fully phrase this how i want so maybe just ponder on this for me hahaha
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mad-hunts · 9 days
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i know no one necessarily asked for this information, BUT yes, barton did do masks with marcy while she was still around and also... yes, he might've looked a little bit like this self-care garfield while doing it. and honestly, he still puts on masks sometimes. so here's a little advice for y'all... if your muse is trying to talk to barton about anything that might possibly trouble him / make him angry — they might wanna do it while barton's doing his thing here, because it is pretty much a FACT that he can not be in a bad mood while he's like this LOL
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hamable · 1 year
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Need low stakes DLC Psychonauts 2 levels in, at this point, anyone’s mind. Fuck shit up and kick ass in the interns brains? Hell yeah. Otto? Sasha round 2? Milla round 2? ANY Aquato? I’d eat it up om nom nom. I’m begging. As a treat for me please.
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sualne · 1 year
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baeshijima · 9 months
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it is now officially the 25th which means...
merry christmas everyone !!! regardless of whether u celebrate or not, i hope u all have a lovely day with whoever u spend it with or with urself <33
#sophie's idle chatter#this is scheduled so im HOPING it posts at 12 am.... prays....#i havent been super active in the past month or two bc life is kicking my ass (<- has said this countless times already but its still true)#also !! i see asks and ill try and answer them when i actually have the time and energy 😭 ik i say this a lot but ive been drained good god#(not so) mini life updates :#the new lovebrush chronicles main story update has made me weep so much... ive done both clarence and ayns routes and....#my god.... this story is darker and honestly im loving it AND i love how they did the chara roles in this world (alkaid... ourgh...)#my tear glands arent tho bc ayn ending 3.... what the fuck was that i couldnt sleep after doing that ending??? ITS WAS SO SAD AND FOR WHATF#currently having to wait until the 27th so i can do lars route 😔#the recent ep of apothecary diaries.... ourgh my heart.... jinshi and maomao beloveds :((#oh !! and ive gotten back into my ace of diamonds/daiya no ace phase and have been rewatching the series...#sobbing chris and yuki and miyuki my beloveds.... kissing ur foreheads and holding u gently.....#the way i got back into it bc im catching up on s2 of a clean sweep (a korean baseball variety show that i love with all my heart ;w;)#my mum is a traitor tho bc she watched every new ep that came out on tuesdays while i was in uni 🧍‍♀️ so now im catching up on the 30 eps#on my own 🧍‍♀️#OMG AND ALSO DR STONE S3??? WHY WAS I NOT NOTIFIED THAT PART 1 CAME OUT MONTHS AGO AND PART 2 WAS MORE RECENT???#i havent been doing that much writing recently tho bc the fingers wont type but the brain is exploding with ideas i cannot handle this#i do want to get back to the haitham sxf series tho.... and also my oc various x reader series.......#tbh ive been contemplating abt publishing the haitham series on ao3 once i write more chapters before publishing them#idk i feel like the series would be nice to have on ao3 as well as tumblr JHDG#thats abt it i think?#anywho if u read this far then know i am giving u a warm cookie as a condolence prize for getting through this life dump <33#ill leave it off here but i hope u all have a lovely day !! mwah mwah merry chrysler everyone 🎄🫶#queue... ueueue
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passthroughtime · 4 months
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sunday six (but i don't write anything beside kuwagami)
@jichanxo @four-white-trees @overdevelopedglasses @mike----wazowski
i'm getting my groove back with chapter 5 and don't really want to distract myself with something else, so this week's kuwagami is the ever-changing edition
He got to know. He had to figure out what to do to help Kuwana. Even though the best help he could possibly provide now would be to step away, Yagami wasn’t about to do that. He wasn’t good at that. And if he didn’t do something, then… It was proven time and time again that he couldn’t ever leave anything in Kuwana’s hands.
Out of the two of them, Kuwana was the most prone to fucking up. He was reckless. He was used to taking risks. He wasn’t concerned about his safety— about his life.
Yagami had to do everything for him. How irritating it was, that he cared about Kuwana more than Kuwana cared about himself. He had no right, no capacity to deal with it on his own. How couldn’t he understand? How could Yagami possibly step down and let everything run its course, trusting Kuwana to follow sound judgment? He had none. Yagami knew that better than anyone, and because of that, he had to make sure Kuwana hadn’t done anything stupid and was staying away from further trouble.
If it came to it, Yagami would even risk his life and safety; wouldn’t be the first time, right? He never promised Kuwana that he wouldn’t, and Kuwana had to know him better than to hope his plea was listened to. He should’ve already come to realize just how stubborn and unruly Yagami was… unless he didn’t know him at all.
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taegularities · 1 year
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i wish i had the words to explain what yoongi and his d-day did for my mental health this year. i really wish i had the power to somehow let him know that i related to every word he said in that album and everything he spoke about in his documentary, and that his wisdom and reassurances really pushed me forward like nothing else all these months. ugh i wish.
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dan-crimes · 1 year
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LMAO so funny thing is everyone knows the whole Sonic and Shadow looking alike thing is total bullshit and I totally agree those comments they try to pull in the games and show(s? I'm not technically a Sonic fan I dunno if it's multiple) make basically no sense to me but then my Mom comes in while watching Sonic Prime and says "So what, Sonic has a brother or something?" and this whole other world has opened up to me and I've seen the truth of it all
#so to clarify I do not consider myself a Sonic fan since I have never played a Sonic game and I've never read any of the comics#and idk the lore cuz I've never really bothered to watch other people play it and I have watched some of the shows#y'know my grandma had 4Kids so sometimes I would catch Sonic X on TV#but literally most of my knowledge of the Sonic franchise is just having people talk to me about it#like when I was a kid my grandma babysat these kids who were older than me I forget how old I was like under 10 I think#and one of the kid's big interest was Sonic so I would just sit and listen to him talk about Sonic the entire time I was there#he would play the games too I think but my brain didn't process any of that so I have no actual memory of the screen#I would mostly just pay attention to him talking cuz he would talk about it while playing it was great#so that is the base of my knowledge and then after my grandma stopped babysitting them it was radio silence#until y'know people would occasionally bring stuff up in videos I'd watch and I'd look @ videos about people talking abt Sonic#occasionally and see like memes or YTPs of Sonic or y'know abridged stuff#but I literally never actually watched a Sonic game until Frontiers came out and then The Murder Of Sonic the Hedgehog#and Sonic Prime is the first Sonic show I properly sat down and watched which show is great btw I enjoy it a lot#but yeah and it was vaguely purposeful like I was keeping myself away cuz I know how I am about stuff and I WILL try to learn EVERYTHING#if I get too interested in Sonic as a franchise#oh I did play Unleashed sometime after it first came out and couldn't get past like the first fuckin level but tbf I was like 7 years old#possibly 8 years old cuz I'm not 100% sure how much later I got the game but like I was really bad @ any game that wasn't just like#spamming buttons since I grew up on fighting games lmao#but yeah I dropped the game almost immediated I do not count that for anything#but yeah long story short: all my knowledge is second hand like I still think I know a good amount for what it's worth but#I wouldn't trust my own knowledge
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lisbonsteresa · 2 years
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i'm going to SCREAM
#tm#you don't get how UNHINGED this makes me it's SO#like he's been out all day trying to track down this missing kid (as part of her case too; to give her another avenue against volker)#and they have their little catch up and at first he's concerned (she's been at this all day and now into the night too#and he GETS it - in a way maybe other people wouldn't - but he doesn't want her to burn herself out; he wants her to be careful#maybe he's about to tell her a version of 'get some sleep')#but then she talks about amanda and it makes me NUTS because she does NOT ask for his help#she doesn't ask him to stay; to read the files with her; to 'burn the midnight oil' with her#she's just...stating her case; explaining why this means so much to her; and he listens; he takes it in; and he makes the choice to help#to sit in this with her and to help her work through it#and i just -- neither of them will ask the other for help (yes i know she did at the end of the last episode the context is different ok)#but they're both so quietly (and sometimes not so quietly) desperate to help each other it makes me sick#it's so interesting to see how they deal with this as the show goes on....idk how to explain it but like#when jane needs help he closes himself off; he keeps secrets and he schemes and he lies ('let me help you' 'you're sweet')#because he's trying to keep the people he cares about - the people he never planned on caring about as much as he does - safe#even as he shares more with lisbon (and sometimes the rest of the team) he still doesn't share everything#because that puts them at risk#and that's what lisbon used to do to - in the earlier seasons she put up walls when she felt vulnerable; and she still does in some cases#but with this case especially she's much more accepting of help - she relies on her team (not that she doesn't usually)#and she's practically an open book to jane - in this scene most of all - she lets herself be more vulnerable#(and open to suggestions/ideas she might otherwise scoff at or reject)#idk idk it's very interesting but this scene makes me so wacky there's something so soft and tender and understanding about it#the way there's no spoken acknowledgement - no 'i'll help' or 'thank you' - just the silent understanding that they're in this together#because they're partners#(also the way he picks at the rest of her food - the 'done with this?' the only thing they say - and the framing through the window#is still somehow very domestic it's like my perfect scene)#spinning my wheels hard i'm not thinking clearly i just love everything about it
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dandyshucks · 8 months
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everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;・∀・)
#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE#it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it#and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl#but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum#I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked#alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray#i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not#im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired#i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on#i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well#im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps#i do not have high hopes fjfkdl#MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭#im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!!#if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl#i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit#augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl#dandy.cmd#vent //
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no, no, because imagine. we get a shot of eddie looking at himself in the bathroom mirror. he touches his mustache and sighs. the next shot is someone knocking on the door of the loft. buck opens it, and it's eddie on the other side, freshly shaven and finally ready to acknowledge what buck means to him
#im so ready for eddies arc in season 8#we get the mustache (for awhile)#we get the hot priest back#we get eddie diaz in church#eddie girlies we are winning so hard this season#anyway lemme write my fanfiction in the rest of these tags#buck is like. oh hey---you shaved??#yeah. it uh was time for it to go.#buck gets them beers because ofc he does. i thought it was a yk sign of change. an eddie 2.0 kind of thing?#uh more just. idk trying it out. figuring things out. uh like a transition period i guess. that was eddie 1.5 and uh now im eddie 2.0?#and then buck watches eddie suck down like half of beer and he just looks at him with that look that always makes eddie tell him everything#and eddie says. how did you know? like how were you sure that you liked guys?#uh. i didnt? not consciously anyway. i didnt really know until tommy kissed me and then it all just kinda made sense...#right. right. so it was just always there? the uh attraction to men?#yeah. idk i thought everyone thought men were just as hot as women. i never really thought about dating men until yk i was dating one#cool. cool. and maybe eddie changes the subject. lets buck ramble his ear off for awhile before they clean up their empty bottles#and eddie catches bucks arm and looks at him and buck says. what?#kiss me#what?? eddie what?#i need to---ive been figuring things out and i need it to be you#me? why me?#cuz. cuz youre the only one i trust. the only one i want to trust. i want it to be you. i need it to be you cuz its you buck its always you#anyway buddie canon season 8
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ayyponine · 4 months
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local woman gets two consecutive weeks off work, immediately starts experiencing some type of Ailment
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marvelouslyalwaysme · 1 month
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I saw the most GORGEOUS girl today so probably gonna live off that high for the next week
#Shewassohotohmygodyoudontevenunderstand#i was trying so so hard not to stare at her when she walking by cause she was waitress at a mexican place while i waiting for my food so sh#was just trying to do her job and i didnt want her to notice and make her uncomfy#but omg it was so hard cause when she was in the room she was the only one in the room#she was so pretty and it just seemed so effortless#im genuinely so sad that i will never see her again i am not a eat in girly im a order in girly#so the fact that i was even in there today was a rare situation but i gotta find another reason to go there again cuz lord#and not to brag or anything buuuut i was there with my family and its not i was the one talking to them giving them the togo order#but she was one who brought our food out and she did hand the bags of food directly to me in the middle so im pretty sure she like me too s#or she was just handing it to the group and she wasnt really paying attention who she handed to cause she did turn her head when she did it#probably that one#oh and i fear i made waaaaayyy to much eye contact by pure accident i also accidently raised my chin at her#so she mightve picked up on my vibe but idk i want to say she was also making alot of eye contact with me but likely she was just bopping#around doing her job and just happened to catch my eyes a couple of times i mean it wasnt the biggest place but also not the smallest and#not busy at all so i can see why she would catch my eyes a couple times cuz i feel like if it was busy she wouldnt have time for her eyes t#wander you know#if you read all this i hate you this is my diary wtf are you doing here lol but can you tell im obsessed?#lgbtq#queer#birthday made tbh#Lgbtq+#gay#pride
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