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#my writing#vent#personal#words#writing#feeling alot of emotions right now#trying to comfort myself#lol#incase it isnt obvious#i fucked up big time today#anyways this is#pt1#poetry#mistake#aka a big oopsie daisy
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Mediocrity is freedom. When you dont have any talents you "lose" less if you do what ever you want. The lack of talent allows you to pursue interests in many fields whereas if you do have talent then you are expected to enjoy and only pursue things that you are talented at.
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A Pragmatic and surprisingly comforting perspective about the Trump 2nd Presidency from the ACLU
***Apologies if this is how you found out the 2024 election results***
Blacked out part is my name.




I’m not going to let this make me give up. It’s disheartening, and today I will wallow, probably tomorrow too
AND
I will continue to do my part in my community to spread the activism and promote change for the world I want to live in. I want to change the world AND help with the dishes.
And I won’t let an orange pit stain be what stops me from trying to be better.
A link to donate to the ACLU if able and inclined. I know I am
#us politics#donald trump#election 2024#aclu#a promise to myself#how is this comforting you May ask#bc we are not fighting alone or uninformed#we have good and strong groups in our corners defending what we believe in#it’s not over yet#we have to try and pushback#added Alt image descriptions since this is leaving containment#happy to see many engaging with this to either donate time or money or both#really warms the cold heart of mine#wow this broke containment#overall it’s been pretty nice seeing people engaging with it ready to roll up their sleeves and get to work#they did the travel ban right at the beginning of the previous presidency too#also every major civil battle in the last century#brown V board of education- the one that desegregated schools#loving V Virginia- legalized interracial marriage#roe V wade- legalized abortion#United States V Nixon- watergate scandal WHICH LIMITED US PRESIDENTAL POWER#Edwards v. Aguillard- helped allow schools to teach evolution#Planned Parenthood v. Casey- another abortion case#ACLU v. NSA- to stop the NSA spying on wikipedia users#Ingersoll v. Arlene's Flowers- fought to stop LGBTQ discrimination from businesses#Obergefell v. Hodges- case that legalized gay marriage#literally WAY MORE GUYS#so don’t fall into dispair! these are literally one of the good ones!
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11/20
#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers#(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light#biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life#also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns#a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk#(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG#i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace#akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes#absolute rollercoaster of emotions#ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5#p5r#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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from a while ago, transfem cad bathhouse art i mentioned before. i just like drawing people doing simple domestic things i think
#girlcad momennnnt ^_^#critical role#caduceus clay#critical role fanart#cr2#myart#2025#? i think. idr#trying to make a kind of comforting watery playlist . like a hot bath or an onsen . u understand. steam and water drop themed#idk what pronouns to use in the description bc its girlcad but like idk if it should be canon-accurate to not be confusing or noottttt#shrug shrug shrug#described#ok forcing myself to post to ban myself from messing with how its cropped any longer
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Nelyo isn‘t very impressed with his new baby brother.
Its part III this if officially a series now!
part I & II
part IV
part V
part VI
#Maglor just won‘t shut up#he is very loud#Maedhros hates it#Nerdanel wants to comfort him but gets distracted because he IS very loud#is that normal?#Fëanor is trying#Maedhros at some point was definitely like yeah great so when is he gonna leave again?#anyway Finwe is supposed to meet feanorian grandbaby 2 if he ever calms down#my art#silmarillion#Nerdanel#Feanor#Maedhros#Maglor#feanor x nerdanel#feanorians#tolkien#silm art#I don’t love how this one turned out#this drawing gave me so many problems#SOMEONE just didn‘t want to cooperate#side profiles oof#I also hate drawing backgrounds and I don’t like what I did here#I‘m practicing character consistency with this series because I struggle so much with drawing the samecharacter design twice#Anyway I‘m actually challenging myself with lots of stuff I don’t like to draw to improve so there‘s that
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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this art improvement in a month is CRAZYYYY
#patting myself on the back idc#before anyone says my expressions are worse i can still push expressions just fine#its just the expression wasnt what i was trying to improve#ive practiced expressions more than enough im very comfortable with them LMAO#art improvement#art#artists on tumblr#digital artist#starscream#transformers#maccadams#maccadam#tf g1#tf g1 starscream#transformers fanart
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after it has been new, scary and uncomfortable, it’s going to be okay. isn’t that what we’re doing it for?
#me trying to hype myself up about going to the gym for the first time#on my own#with a disability#yikes#positive suggestions#positive thinking#suggestions#suggestion#comfort kindness family#self validation#positive#positivity#self love#self care#positive mental attitude#mental health
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someone left me a comment asking abt my pokeask days so....... i drew my old muses ^_^
#if you recognize any of them youve been around A WHILE <- saying this with massive respect#all of these urls are deactivated now from when i did this mass sweep of unused side blogs i had#i think i had one that was a little older than morelulleafeon around 2016ish>?? when sun and moon came out#it was a standard semi daily ask blog featuring the alolan meowth that was newly revealed at the time ;w;#i had more blogs besides these ones but i dont have the pictures anymore or i dont remember what i was trying to do#the extremely short lived ones were when i was trying to do something with ~~ edgy mysterious story~~#with only the vibe in mind and not an actual story or a plan in how i would go about it. i just wanted to try something out of#my comfort zone and bit off more than i could chew lol. ive discovered my way of doing that is more melancholy#and reflective than outright unsettling.. but it taught me smth about myself so thats ok!!!#i feel like i have a better idea of what kind of stories i want to tell and might even say i might have a better grasp on#doing it in the askblog format without constantly thinking about shocking ppl every time i update. which i was annoyed with#myself for even back then. im still working on actually having an ENDING for said stories though bc i suck at finishing things#i do know im definitely doing a pmd story if i ever come back to pokeask because i enjoyed eos THAT MUCH#my art#myart#my oc#oc#pokeask#pokemon ask blog#pkmnask#pokemon#fur
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i love being a fangirl like i can’t remember not being one and i just know i’ll turn 100 one day and still be a fangirl
#had a long talk with friends about this today and realized i just always loved something intensely ever since i gained consciousness#i think it’s why being part of fandom and trying to do good within it is so important to me#because i always managed to find connections even at my loneliest in life just by being a fangirl#idk. i know fandom is ever changing and there’s a lot to criticize about aspects of it but man. i just love being a fangirl#it all boils down to that in the end. i love finding comfort in the source material and weaving myself into it with others#it’s so freeing too. like yeah i don’t know how to love casually you think i’m gonna be ashamed of this??#-`♡´- tulip mail
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I adore AUs where they meet as kids 🙏

I feel like Jayce would give the best piggyback rides!! 🫶
(Pls ignore the terribly drawn background, they're not my strongsuit lol)

#and if they played pretend like little kids do Viktor would be the night in shining armor#And force Jayce to be his noble steed#I say force lightly cause that man would do it willingly#Trying to comfort myself with cute scenarios after rewatching the finale again if you can't tell#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#viktor fanart#jayce talis fanart#arcane fanart#arcane#my art
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been tux painting that mob psycho
#i drew something#i love those silly brushes in tux paint . I think i'll be drawing here more. also bc in serious programs i haven't been able to draw a line#idk tryin to make smth ''good' has made drawing a lot more draining than it's supposed to be and the results weren't even +#anyting i could be proud of. So lately i've just been trying to have fun creating things again#I don't think i'll be posting anything super rendered finished or detailed for a while. I just wanna get comfortable with drawing again man#so using silly programs like this one that make noises whenever you use a brush and that are really limited do help +#a lot to take away that pressure +#that i've started to relate to it and just remind myself that this is smth I do bc it makes me happy yk#man i love rambling in the tags#mob psycho#mob psycho fanart#mob psycho 100#mp100#mp100 shigeo#mp100 fanart#mp100 ekubo#ekubo#mp100 dimple#teruki hanazawa#shigeo kageyama#dimple#mp100 teruki
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я делаю вещи не задумавшись толком так то

почему то у меня есть мысль , что Спайс очень очень теплый, и из-за этого маленькому Пеппер Джеку было намного легче и спокойнее засыпать в его руках, чем в руках Чизз
дополнительно ещё дочурка и папаня дурачатся


благодарю вас безмерно за комплименты мне правда очень приятно вы моя муза во всех смыслах вы мотивируете меня рисовать и творить что либо в принципе обнимаю крепко крепко
Okie dokie one response is not good enough, you get a moodboard depicting my feelings for your ask and artwork








My face hurts, I'm smiling so much. Haven't done a single fucking thing to deserve people making all of this cool shit for me, and yet here you all are anyway. You guys are all the best. YOU are the best, socksweeet 🫵💯❤️
Next few BurningCheese family stories and/or art pieces I make shall be made specifically in your honor. You earned it. And please KEEP DRAWING THINGS, you are very talented and your style is delightful and simply a joy to look at, and you deserve recognition
#i can feel my blood sugar rising the longer I stare at these..... becoming a diabetic for the OTP.......#SPICE!!! AND!!! PANEER!!!!!!!! It's them it's them look at them!!! Papa and his little flower!!!!!! 🔺🏵️#and OUGH Spice and Jack... Papa and the baby bird... diabetic coma time#what you said about Spice being very warm and it soothing Baby Jack is actually true!! his body heat often calmed both children#its his body heat + his Soul Jam actually. both kids were instinctively drawn to their parents' Soul Jams as babies...#...because their own Soul Jams are descended from theirs. so they feel this “pull” or “tug”. like they're being called to them#they used to try to reach for GC's crown and would touch BS's Soul Jam whenever it was close enough#and they'd stare.... there were times where they'd just stare at the Soul Jams... like they were hypnotized#when they cried and nothing else would calm them down Spice would pick them up and hold them against his Soul Jam#and it calmed them down almost instantly. Jack would even fall asleep there. with his cheek nudged against the Light of Destruction#they were never like this with any of the other Soul Jam wielders. just BS and GC. Change only sought the comfort of Change#there's your lore ramble 😅😅😅 couldn't help myself#aaaalllll of that aside I am genuinely beyond grateful for this. your art is wonderful. I'm so touched you'd make this for me#inspiring others to create things is so special to me. you make me feel special. thank you#i hope you're proud of your talent and hard work because you deserve to be#cookie run kingdom#burning spice cookie#pepper jack cookie#matar paneer cookie#burningcheese#goldenspice
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I KEEP forgetting to post wips but uhh here you go. a handful of progress pics on my jacket, EXTREMELY pleased with how the button collar turned out. I will certainly be incorporating it into other projects 🪡
#ive been wanting to handstitch my own quilt out of old comfort shirts I can't bring myself to give away but I sewed 3 squared and rage quit.#i mean rage quit genuinely. there were tears#what do you MEAN when i try something new its bound to look like shit?? ??? WHAT!#fabric arts#patch jacket#punk jacket#hand sewing#patches#patchwork#my art#goober.txt#edit: just realized u can see my hairy leg so. enjoy. happy pride month
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"Your heart was in the right place. Don't blame your earnestness and efforts for their lack of understanding—the right people will appreciate your heart."
EDIT: i mention this in the tags already, but please don't copy my vent tags in your reblogs. thanks for understanding.
#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#self-insert#my OC Esther#nearly didn't colour this because i was really happy with the lines#but i'm glad i did#please don't copy these tags i'm just going to vent a bit#sigh i've been really feeling it lately#just very discouraged when my efforts to help are dismissed#i know i'm a people pleaser and i just want people to like me#but like#sometimes we just don't click#and it's not worth trying to work myself to the bone to convince people to give me a chance#and it's not fair to blame myself for the friendships that never came to be#they're on their own journey and i'm simply not a part of that journey#just as they are not a part of mine#and that's fine#it's easy to forget when we can connect with so many people online#that we have a limit to how many quality relationships we can realistically maintain#what does it matter if you have so many friends who “like” you#but have no one close enough for you to be open and honest with?#so i will save my heart for those who appreciate it#for friends who will celebrate with me as i celebrate their achievements#who i feel comfortable enough with sharing our troubles and sorrows and supporting each other through it#those are the friends who are worth my heart
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