#uhh idk what else to tag it w

[luck-of-the-drawings]

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saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

[simonstamenovic]

ok hi haha lol I dont rly feel like going in circles in my head forever trying to figure out whether, among other "smaller" things, being left alone in a room w only media as a child and not feeling like I had even a semblance of a personality for most of my life counts as "trauma"

a lot of these parts of me are new, I'm just recently putting names to them and it feels as though I'm developing facets of personalities in my mid 20s after a lifetime of either feeling like I'm basically just ADHD in a person, an amalgamation of kins shoved into a body, or something made of guilt Also shoved into a body.

I don't like, claim to know what this means. but I don't think a lot of my current mutuals would feel comfortable interacting w me bc I don't necessarily believe in the black and white of what plurality is. I'm not able or planning on getting any formal diagnosis and while I'm discussing this w my therapist they're very much not one to pathologize

I definitely don't feel like one person but I dont think id count for most of you as a "system" as the different parts of me feel as though theyre still developing. take all of this as you will, I'm not going to stress my body out more by trying to figure out "what" I am as I've been doing that my whole life and I'm kinda tired of it.

I know that I'm not entirely one thing and feel Enough like multiple things for myself, but blurred in a lot of ways. like some sort of gem with many different facets.

not sure where to go w this tbh take this how you will. im not comfortable saying I'm leaning one way or the other regarding system discourse, (<- not a phrase i want to use but the best shorthand i have) as I genuinely don't believe the human brain is nearly that black and white.

I'm both "me" and very much not "me" at times. idk what this means but ik I'm not comfortable saying im just pandora and im not sure im "allowed" to say im a system and im not sure if it matters, or should matter, regarding friends. im going to be like this regardless, id unfollow me if this grey area im likely to stay in bothers you

if you don't want me refollowing I'd probably block, too, as my memory is bad

[findmeabowlofundertale]

Have this doodle I’m too lazy to finish (or draw hands for)

“GET YOUR DOG—” “She doesn’t bite.” “YES SHE DOES!!!”

Smh you can’t take her anywhere

[walterfartzroy]

food for me and the 3 other bodyguard fans EAT UP!!!!!

[doveotion]

[r4zzberry]

more artwork of her,,,,and she finally has a name

[dizzybizz]

hai here is a sketch dump with too many fandoms :) sorry about the ungodly amount of men here i have been going through it and by it i mean gay

ok wait i ran out of tags??? it wont let me tag them all😭😭😭 im gonna have to be sparing with them uhh i guess i will have to ramble under the cut then cus i like rambling in my tags but i cant with this one 😭

(ok im back from the ramble: it is way too long.... proceed forward if you want to see some guy just absolutely talk nonsense for entirely too long)

no cus i swear i have tried tagging more stuff than this before and never hit the limit but whatever

hello i really use this like a fkn blog huh

i just wanted to provide some thoughts on the harper and rosé one first bc its important to me 😌 cus i was thinking abt harper and how in my head and heart of hearts she would be the kid who thought you get pregnant from kissing and i dont think she ever really grew out of that belief. <- this ended up spawning the idea of harper being a sex-repulsed ace and i will die on this hill actually. fight me or die, you die either way actually nvm

this is just a buncha blorbos i dont know what to tell you really. sketch pages like these always end up so weird for me bc for some reason my brain always wants the characters in them to interact in some way. whether that be talking or just reacting to what the other is doing... its something i cant stop with, its so stupid and silly and i hate it and i love it. where else would i see kabru slowly losing his mind with how loud phoenix wright is in court????

I THOUGHT I HAD GOTTEN OFF THE RAILS WITH THAT BUT THEN THE NEXT PAGE HAPPENED. and all i could do was laugh and ask "what the fuck am i drawing??? HOW DID WE GET HERE? WHY IS THISTLE HERE WITH LEOPIKA HELP" LIKE that page started with the big leopika and then i was like "man i miss thistle lemme draw him real quick" but the curse struck and now hes being homophobic so </3

i rlly like how the nic(k) page turned out ... i just have a lot of nicks i like drawing idk.. the lil guy is an oc,,, one day his ref sheet will be finished and itll be awesome but not for now, sorry baby, no can do. im weirdly happy with how the hands turned out for all of them tho?? so thats a W

yotasuke, murai, nick (youll never know which one im referring to. .. jkjk its hoult i love the pose there ehehhe), nic and the entire last page r my favs. i like em all but those rlly get me yknow- the olly too ofc but ive already posted him, dont mind him being here, hes part of the set. AND OVER ALL IVE BEEN HAVING SO FUN WITH SHADING BLACK AND JUST LEAVING SPOTS BLANK ITS SO ?`????

WHY IS THIS SO LONG PLS DONT READ ALL THIS THIS IS STRAIGHT UP EMBARRASSING AGHSDFGSDHJSGD im all like "yeah i dont like talking about myself or whatever" but as soon as i get to my process or blorbos or smth the floodgates fucking break open, not even burst man.

also dont mind how i havent even acknowledged pingas twink pokemon counterpart. hes just here for shits and giggles i dont know the guy like at all, i watched a handful of eps of horizons and that was it RIP

[celestie0]

Hi Ellieee! I loved the drabble, you literally cheered me up after the last chapter of JJK!!!

I wrote to warn you that I think there are problems with the taglist, because many of the names do not appear underlined and therefore are not tagged (mine too) and it would be a shame if your works did not reach a wider audience because of this

ah really? D: tbh i just copy and pasted the taglist this time…uhh i don’t know if there’s a limit to how many people i can tag in a post? 😅 if anyone knows the limit, please let me know what it is. but that’s such a bummer!! thanks for making me aware.

idk if anyone else also had this issue w the new drabble?

oh!! also, i just wanted to say that someone people actually have their tags off in their settings, so i would recommend checking your settings as well!!

[wiggledforsquiggled]

15Qs for 15 Friends

tagged by both @sherlock-is-ace and @vroombeams (many thanks !! :D)

Are you named after anyone?

Not to my knowledge, my parents just picked a name they liked (i was the one to tell them the meaning of it actually lmao)

When was the last time you cried?

Last week i Sobbed my eyes out at the series 2 finale of Astrid et Raphaëlle. Literally crying like a baby the entire second half of the episode (it wasn’t even a Sad episode. just very meaningful and well written.)

Do you have any kids?

Nope lmao. I would like them in the future tho!

What sports do/have you played?

So many! The mains ones were Netball and Lacrosse - i love playing sports so much, team ones esp. Dodgeball was also a fav of mine.

Do you use sarcasm?

I’m much less sarcastic than i think i am. I have issues picking up on sarcasm, so when i do you it i try to be really obvious about it. I mostly succeed.

What’s the first thing you notice about a person?

Like if i’m walking past a stranger? Probably whatever jacket/coat they’re wearing. Meeting someone face to face? Probably their facial composition (like distance between features). No idea why but it’s a theme. Noses are fun idk

What’s your eye colour?

Solid Brown. Looks cool in the light tho!

Scary Movies or Happy Endings?

The only horror film i’ve rly watched in Tusk and i really don’t know if i enjoyed it or not. I am also not a fan of Zombies or Werewolves (freak me out) so more often happy endings!

Any Talents?

If you don’t count my ability to spreadsheet (how dare thee) i’ll say im quite naturally athletic, as well as gaining muscle and fitness quite quickly. other than that uhh no idea

Where were you born?

Somewhere in the land of Angles.

What are your hobbies?

Spreadsheeting! Genuinely I must spend at least 15h a week on excel having fun. That and reading fanfiction on AO3 are my main go tos if i have free time.

Do you have any pets?

Nope but i Really want an Italian grey hound or Borzoi in the future. look them up i have a Need to own one. plz.

How tall are you?

179cm! I have been tall my entire life and v happy about it.

Favourite Subject in School?

Purely academically, definitely Maths. esp at GCSE it was plain fun to do (helped that i sat next to my best friend too) and past that i think i just have a brain suited for it. Second Order Non-Homogenous Equations my Beloved

Dream Job?

I do not dream of labour or however that quote goes, but Ideally i’d like to use excel a lot. i wish i were kidding. I did want to be an accountant when i was like 7 so I’ll go w that.

tagging: @toilethamster @simplydm @siryyeet @ininininininstayoutstayout @russilton @hecksee @starsandfluff and whoever else. no pressure ofc!

[nerves-nebula]

hey so i have my own tmnt iteration that has been lingering in my head for AGESSSS that ive just been using 2 cope and i thought it would be cool 2 make it into a comic or smthing

it does have a lot of dark themes however and im scared of kinda the stigma surrounding it??? specifically w leo + drug use + incest n stuff

ur tm(n)t has helped me feel a lot less alone but i just wanted 2 ask how u deal w how ppl will percieve ur work and how u developed ur kinda mindset??? no pressure obvs but haha im rlly nervous

// 🍃

OUGH sorry this took a while uhh i don't?? i don't deal with it?? I would hate it if one of those weirdos who gets wEIRD about this kind of fiction started interacting with me. I guess I'm just lucky so far idk. I guess i mostly just remind myself im not making this for everyone, i'm making it for me and people like me. that and trying to properly trigger tag stuff and its like, well, if anyone's upset about this that's kinda their own fault at that point.

my mindset right now is mostly just blocking people i dont like at the drop of a hat. you don't need a big grand excuse cause the worst case scenario is that u block someone because of a misunderstanding and like. that's not the end of the world. block liberally, cherish the people who like your stuff, and ignore everyone else cause they don't matter.

like to be honest i'm still pretty affected by things people say on the internet like. all the damn time. its easy to say to just ignore people but liiiike i'm not actually good at that. just gotta remind myself all the time that this is MY BLOG and i DO WHAT I WANT HERE. no one is being forced to read it, and its ridiculous to demand ANY amount of my time to explain myself to a random stranger.

once again easier said than done but, eh.

[rouge-the-bat]

~Tag Nine People You Want To Get To Know Better~

i was tagged by @l-lawliets-pussy owo thanks for taggin me :3!!

Three Ships

shadouge and kurahi are my entire life ♡♡♡ i love them SO MUCH i can never get enough of them >w< theyre so PERFECT

as for a third one uhhh idk what other one to pick alongside these two since all other ships of mine pale in comparison fjdjjf my love for those two kinda eclipse over everything else. ig ill just go with the ddlc polyship of the four girls, which i like to call "club of hearts" hehe~ i like moniyuri of the group in particular tho :3

First Ever Ship

uhhh man idek tbh? ive been shipping for as long as i can remember. it coulda been shadouge, but if not it was probably something like mareach, zelink, or sonamy. i really cant say for sure.

as for first ship ive ever actually made content for, and first ship i actually fell into HARD, thatd absolutely be shadouge.

Last Song

oh thatd be caprice of the leaves from genshin impact! i looked it up after i skimmed through the songs available for the rhythm minigame in the new event n saw that one. its so FUNKY i love it !!!

Currently Reading

uhh book-wise? nothing lol. all ive been reading lately has been just about anything in the kurahi tag on ao3

Currently Watching

like my third watch of yu yu hakusho gkdbfkd im watching it alongside my bro right now bc i wanted to show it to him!!! were in the semifinals of the dark tournament rn owo

Currently Consuming

well just a bit ago i had a microwave bowl of teriyaki chicken (with stuff in like like rice, broccoli, and pineapple)! pretty good for a microwave dinner

Craving

smmmoooootthiiieeeee 😭 im always craving smoothies theyre so goooood. i need some fruity shit NOW. basically any kind of fruit smoothie i waaaant itttt

and nowww to tag ppl hmmmm... ill do @megalo-station @transgaykurama @catfuyus @aroaceamyrose @yoko-kurama-the-sex-god @timestruehero @shining-bewear @fenwis and uhhhhhh im skimping out on one and just saying whoever sees this can consider me tagging them :3

[tboy-insanity]

i should probably make an actual intro post on this blog instead of just pinning the messy one i made on main so-

hai! i’m ryan. my main account is @autistic-katara and this is a sideblog to idk, post whatever i don’t feel comfortable posting on main (either that or i’m just gonna shitpost a bunch but we’ll see).

so basically this blog is for me to vent, be way more horny than i am on main, or post things i think might cause too much drama or smthn if i posted them on main (or again, shitposts // there might be other stuff too idk)

so yeah other stuff if u don’t know me from my main blog:

my pronouns r he/him

i’m jewish (ethnically and religiously)

i’m scottish (don’t think that’ll have any relevance but i don’t want use assuming i’m american or english so)

i’m almost definitely autistic (currently on the waiting list but like half the ppl i’ve ever spoke to have been like 🤨♾️🌈⁉️ + idk what else it could be so)

i’m (obviously) trans(masc)

i’m chronically ill (cfs)

and uhh yeah i can’t think of anything else to put in here if u think of smthn lmk :3

also if i make any vent posts i’ll be sure to tag them w/ the trigger/content warnings i think r needed but if i make any and miss one pls tell me :]

[userblaney]

tysm @arodynamics-xo for tagging me in this or wtvr i'll never forgive you for making fun of graham

1. were you named after anyone: yeah its kind of the bangla-sized version of the name of the prophets first wife. girlboss fr so i'm happy w it

2. when was the last time you cried: yesterday. will not be elaborating 😁 (biology and my mother)

3. do you have kids: no.

4. do you use sarcasm a lot: used to but its like. i feel like its distasteful when i use it now

5. what sports do you play/have you played: football. as a number 8 (centre mid) i also occasionally played as a 7. i used to enjoy playing it more than watching but thats changed since.

6. what’s the first thing you notice about other people: idk probably their hands or their eyes. if i know them then its their eyes but if they are new to me then their hands can tell a lot abt them

7. scary movies or happy endings: happy endings i HATE scary films

8. any special talents: nothing rlly...no i genuinely cannot think of anything.

9. where were you born: wales 💀 3rd person in my extended family to be born in the uk. my cousins were p1 and p2

10. what are your hobbies: idk watching sports, girlblogging, listening to music, riding my bike. drawing. once every millennia i'll bake you something

11. do you have any pets: no but we SHOULD be getting chickens soon. i said that ages ago then bird flu happened and my dads ill again and i have 2 weeks of exams left. but yeah

12. how tall are you: idk dont ask me (5'1")

13. favorite subject: probs a science. probs biology

14. dream job: do not ask this bc i dont know.

15. eye color: dark brown. they used to be even darker but they've lightened over time like my hair

ok if thats all i'll be tagging @formula-red, @spiderhamilton and uhh anyone else who wants to do this cos theo stole all my mutuals

[kate-m-art]

Tag people you'd like to get to know better ~

Thanks for the tag @heroineoftwilight ^^ this was fun

Relationship status: single, don't have much time for anything else rn tbh

Favorite color(s): pink <3

Song stuck in my head: Uhhh just found the song 'happier?' by Berlue and like it's a bop and lots of feels TvT

Last thing you Googled: uhh "dog eye" apparently, was looking for ref photos lol

Time: too early to be up TT

Dream trip: Ah gosh idk, always wanted to see the UK though ^^'

Last thing you read: depends on what counts, Arin shares drabbles in our server that I love reading and rereading, but if we're talking published books then it was Irish Fairy and Folk Tales by James Stephens

Last book you enjoyed reading: Ahh gosh I've *really* struggled w reading for fun the past few years which kills me a little inside cause I used to be reading *constantly.* My mind is blanking a bit but uhh well i mean the folk tale book I mentioned was for fun so I guess that was the last one ^^

Favorite thing to bake/cook: Hmm, chocolate chip cookies and monkey bread come to mind, always enjoyed making both. My mom usually recruits me to help with lasagna too when I'm home.

Favorite craft to do in your free time: Mean I'm drawing most of the time for either fun or school, but when I have time I like sewing, usually either doll clothes or stuffed animals.

Most Niche dislike: The feeling of anything dry and powdery on my hands: chalk, garden dirt, flour, anything like that it drives me crazy and I need to wash it off asap.

Opinion on Circuses: I uh,, don't think I have a strong one either way. I like "The Greatest Showman" tho

Do you have a sense of direction: heck no I'm just trying to take things one day at a time rn and hoping the future will work itself out TvT

Uhh I guess @bitter-coffeee and @waywardvagabonds if you guys want to, no pressure at all tho (Also since now you'll most likely see this, love you both and sending so many hugs <333)

[modpoppy]

uhh and also warning tags:

W ; Suggestive

W ; NSFW (ill try not to post anything like this unless its strictly educational or artistic)

W ; Flashing Image

W ; Gore

W ; Body Horror

idk what else to tag?? but just like. if anything needs to be

[straytraineraria]

🌈 'sup. i'm aria. unovan transfer student in paldea's uva academy, hobbyist breeder/trainer, and your local catperson ( in both ways ).

🧶 i don't really do much other than just kinda exploring, catching pokemon, n' doing classes. i did complete the paldea dex that one time and maybe stopped a few threats and i may or may not be a supplier of a good few of the various professor's starter pokemon but yknoooow. typical stuff compared to things othr ppl r doin

🌻 my """ace""" ( in many quotes bc i never have consistent teams ) is a meowscarada the head of uva gifted me who i named forsythia. he's showy and loves doing tricks for ppl so i sometimes have him outside of his ball so he can show off. if ur ever in paldea and see a meowscarada in mesagoza chances are it might be mine lol

🔴 you can battle me if u want ig but i dont battle suuuuper duper competitively. like yea i know what evs and ivs are and i try to maximize my favorite pokemons ones since thats rlly cheap nowadays ( bottlecaps used to be sm more expensive ) but other than that i dont do much else

🖌️i also like uh, drawing and writing and stuff like that a lot but i only rlly post abt that stuff online lol. i've wanted to be a musician but learning stuff other than singing is hard, and same w/ game dev stuff. codings hard. but i also play games ofc ofc. i love splatoon 3 n im good at my ursaco shifts >:3c

idk what else 2 put here. uhh. have fun

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OOC:

hiiii this is a pokemon irl blog :3

anyone can interact. pokemon, pokepasta, rp blogs, non-pokemon related blogs, whoever tf!!! the excuse is just "alt timelines/dimensions" etc for crossover stuff or different pokemon rpers/irl blogs who have diff rules

RULES | ABOUT ARIA ( IC ) | ABOUT ARIA ( OOC )

🌀 the character being played is aria! a 19 year old pokemon trainer ( who is also uh. a catperson. ) enrolled in naranja-uva academy ( specifically uva ) and just sort of exploring the world to find themselves and all. they/he pronouns. if you want more go here.

the character is an AU of my persona based on my playthrough of pokemon violet specifically but is also just generally based on my experience with pokemon - except mixed with if it was in real life. they aren't 100% me bc that'd probably make things weird, but they are mostly made up of my segments and parts hence. them being a sona.

⚠️ most of the way this blog goes abt the whole pokemon irl and related stuff doesn't follow any super specific rules or anything. of course, it follows most of the groundwork of that and stuff, but its a little mixed with canon pokemon a little more so it might be a little more outlandish as opposed to the more grounded ( quote unquote ) nature of most pkmn irl blogs. it's still mostly grounded, just like, everso slightly more akin to the pokemon games for a little more wiggleroom. also whatever the natural catboyism is about. it is not explained nor will be probably.

⚡ "yes and"-ing / improv is very important for any pkmn irl blog but if anything doesn't follow Your blogs canon the explanation is probably just "timeline bullshit" or "don't think abt it too hard" with some specific things ( the fact aria is a catboy just, like, naturally ). u can point these out but aria will just be like "lol? that's always how its been"

🔔 follow me if u r interested... i will post now and again. I do not know how to make good info/first posts.

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❤️ ooc, i am a young adult and use he/they pronouns.

🐈 i am. also named aria. aria's a self-insert/sona but at the same time not really. it's complicated, but there's enough levels of separation where things won't be weird i prommy.

🐱 idrc who interacts, but do note i'm fine with suggestive jokes but they'll be tagged like that and not taken further than just jokes + i probably won't make them that often? just if smth asks me smth like that or if i see an Opportunity for a joke.

✨ magic anons are allowed but i have the right to refuse them.

📧 asks are allowed and so are interactions, ofc ofc

⚠️ i likely won't tag unreality / high stakes pokereality unless any post feels particularly hard to distinguish, so heres your warning; this blog contains unreality since these blogs r for acting as if pokemon are real!

⛔ of course as always bigots, terfs, prosh/ppers, etc DNI ⛔

anyways have fun!