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Exploring the After Effects of Testosterone | Understanding Hormonal Changes | Woke Up
Hormonal changes refer to fluctuations or shifts in the levels of various hormones in the body. Hormones are chemical messengers that play crucial roles in regulating numerous physiological processes and maintaining overall health. Understanding hormonal changes is essential because they can have significant effects on various aspects of an individual's well-being.
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#snake#snakes#pets#hognoses#hognose#sakura#sakura kurīmu#this was shortly after she joined our family and was still in her baby bin#she wanted a friend so bad she befriended the camera#this poor poor lonely noodle#it was not long after she and scoria were allowed to meet and then refused to be separated#they go in their own little sleeping hides at night#but they both get very upset if the other is away for long#they'll watch me holding the other#and sakura has a conniption if I take her sister out of the room to play in another area#they absolutely need each other#The way she initially attempted to bond with the camera reminded me of Harry Harlow's monkey experiment with surrogate monkeys#it is INCREDIBLY sad that these animals desperately wanted love and affection SO BADLY they turned to the closest they could find#which were inanimate objects that couldn't really love them back but it was better than nothing#that can't have been good for their psychological development for so so many reasons#but now that Sakura has the love and support of her sibling Scoria I don't ever intend to separate them so long as adult hormonal changes#don't suddenly make them go to sweet with each other to aggressive#again I think the agression or at least eating of smaller males comes from psychological issues not the species seeking out and eating them#like king snakes intentionally do#at least with girls I do not have experience with boys#but maybe someone with a strong understanding of snakes and their psychology and body language might pick up where I cannot examine such#once again my tags are longer than the post itself lol
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Life hack: belance in yourself

Hormones are powerful chemical messengers produced by glands in the endocrine system. They travel through the bloodstream, regulating various bodily functions such as growth, metabolism, reproduction, and mood. Hormones play a significant role in maintaining balance in the body, known as homeostasis, and any imbalance can affect your mental and physical well-being.
How Hormones Work
Production: Hormones are secreted by glands like the thyroid, adrenal glands, pancreas, and ovaries/testes.
Transport: Once produced, hormones travel through the bloodstream to target cells or organs.
Receptors: Hormones bind to specific receptors on cells, triggering a response. This can involve altering cell activity, gene expression, or initiating a cascade of processes.
Feedback Mechanism: The body monitors hormone levels using feedback loops. For example, if a hormone level is too high or low, the body adjusts production to maintain balance.
Key Hormones and Their Functions
Cortisol: Stress hormone; regulates metabolism, immune response, and energy.
Serotonin and Dopamine: Mood and happiness regulators; linked to emotional well-being.
Insulin: Manages blood sugar levels.
Estrogen and Testosterone: Sexual health, energy, and bone strength.
Thyroid Hormones: Control metabolism and energy levels.
Melatonin: Regulates sleep-wake cycles.
Adrenaline (Epinephrine): Prepares the body for fight or flight.

How to Support Hormonal Health
To feel better mentally and physically, it’s essential to maintain hormonal balance. Here are strategies to care for your hormones:
1. Nutrition
Balanced Diet: Eat whole, unprocessed foods rich in nutrients.
Healthy Fats: Avocados, nuts, seeds, and omega-3s (from fish) support hormone production.
Complex Carbs: Whole grains and vegetables regulate insulin levels.
Protein: Essential for hormone production; include lean meats, beans, and tofu.
Avoid Excess Sugar and Refined Carbs: These can cause insulin spikes and crashes.
Hydration: Proper hydration supports cellular communication and detoxification.
2. Sleep
7-9 Hours of Quality Sleep: Hormone regulation (like melatonin and growth hormone) occurs during deep sleep.
Consistency: Go to bed and wake up at the same time daily.
Limit Screen Time Before Bed: Blue light can suppress melatonin.
3. Stress Management
Mindfulness Practices: Meditation, yoga, and deep breathing reduce cortisol levels.
Physical Activity: Exercise releases endorphins, improving mood and balancing stress hormones.
Journaling or Therapy: Helps process emotions, reducing chronic stress.
4. Exercise
Moderation: Both too much and too little exercise can disrupt hormones. Aim for 30 minutes of moderate activity most days.
Strength Training: Boosts testosterone and growth hormone.
Cardio: Supports circulation and reduces stress.
5. Avoid Endocrine Disruptors
Limit Toxins: Avoid products with BPA, phthalates, and parabens (found in plastics and cosmetics).
Clean Water: Use filtered water to avoid contaminants.
Organic Foods: Reduce pesticide exposure, which can disrupt hormones.
6. Maintain a Healthy Weight
Excess body fat can increase estrogen levels, while too little fat can disrupt reproductive hormones.
7. Regular Medical Check-Ups
Hormone Testing: Regular blood tests can identify imbalances early.
Thyroid and Reproductive Health: Monitor specific hormones like TSH, estrogen, and testosterone as needed.
8. Natural Supplements (Consult a Professional First)
Vitamin D: Supports mood and immune function.
Magnesium: Regulates stress and supports sleep.
Adaptogens: Herbs like ashwagandha and maca root can balance stress hormones.
Omega-3 Fatty Acids: Reduce inflammation and support brain health.
Signs of Hormonal Imbalance
If you're experiencing persistent symptoms, consider consulting a healthcare provider:
Fatigue
Mood swings or anxiety
Unexplained weight changes
Irregular periods
Sleep disturbances
Low libido

Conclusion
Hormonal health is essential for overall well-being. By prioritizing proper nutrition, stress management, exercise, and regular medical care, you can support your endocrine system and feel better both mentally and physically.
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tbh i dont think my dysphoria's ever been as intense as it has being on hrt mostly bc now it feels like "i dont look like a guy" has the scary component of "the hrt isnt doing anything" now. like before it was like well duh im not on t. but now i am and nothing's ever happened. i've been misgendered more on hrt than when i wasn't on it. it's really frustrating because i think my brain looks for the logical why and it goes well. i'm too curvy to look like a guy no matter what i do. which is a great way to feel. is this like complete defeatism almost of i'm always going to look like this & i probably can't get top surgery because i'm too big for it to do anything. like man i'm never gonna look like a guy huh. well that sucks lmao
#fatphobia#i know this is an internalized problem. hence why i stopped talking about it to people#i don't even really want any input i just feel like i'm gonna explode if i don't put this down for a little while#this is such a deeply held Upsetness for me that it's just better for me & everyone that i don't talk about it#bc it'll just frustrate both of us yk#i wish i could lose weight but i can't even do that right or stick with anything and nothing ever changes#it is. maddening. to be so stuck in a body. nothing i do changes anything#hormones don't do anythign exercise doesn't do anything#all i've done is become an ugly girl so i can't even just give up on it all and look how i'm apparently destined to be#slamming my head into a table until my skull cracks brb#txt#vent#negative#body img //#whatever i'll delete this later i just don't understand how i've been on testosterone for a year and a half and#nothing. fucking Nothing has changed at All.#like what is the point. of it all#what's the point of binding what's the point of a little bit of facial hair#what's the point of an imperceptibly deeper voice#fuck!!!!!#i don't have a uterus anymore there's no reason i'm still the exact fucking same#except that i'm just i guess immune to ever looking different i could kms over this i fucking swear
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a friend of mine started on a low dose of topical gel (for gender reasons) and found that the changes went really slow for them. i think after a few months they increased the dose. generally i think it takes 3 months on a regular dose, so if you're on a lower dose maybe around 6 months to see changes?
I'm not bothered about gender stuff either way, is the thing. I disliked my first puberty enough to want a low dose as possible depending on the impact it has on my chronic illness. for me it is a long term thing that will hopefully raise my blood pressure and volume, reduce migraines, reduce fibro symptoms and POTS symptoms, help me build a bit more muscle to support my joints, etc. so we'll see how low it can be and still do those things, lol
#this is probably the biggest difference btween me and ppl who are Seeking gender stuff#like ky understanding is that higher doses are almost always bc ppl are disappointed by slow physical changes and i dont really WANT those#particularly. i want it to be sustainable for a long haul and not be a hormone bomb bc#i have historically had a really bad time with hormone bombs 😂😂😂 fuckin oral birth control lol
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always makes me sad when ppl outright decide to never try hrt (even tho they want to & even tho they could abstractly & even tho they're definitely dysphoric now) bc it 'wont do much'
you don't know that!! you don't! it could do everything! & also? you HATE yourself now! isn't /anything/ better than nothing? I'm not saying it's not hard, or that there's not obstacles, or that it'll be a huge wild drastic change leaving u unrecognizable. I'm just saying: you do not know what hrt can do for you until you try it.
#this post is not ab ppl who don't want to medically transition or cant or have tried it & realized they didnt like it or ANY of that#so do not assume it is#this is ab people who WANT TO transition but have just outright doomerized themselves out of ever trying#and i say this with love bc this is often how i feel ab bottom surgery#(it probably wouldnt come out like id like it)#but you just rly dont know...#hrt#transition#transgender#fruitpost#just rly tired of all the trans doomer 'i will never be [insert gender] and even if i am no will ever see me that way'#y'all DO NOT understand how powerful hormones are & how much they can change in ur body#big to small#and even if it doesnt do anything visual it can do positive things mentally & emotionally!!#don't just write if off solely bc 'it wont do anything for you' that is like. literally the one outright bad reason imo
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trans person who lives somewhere where you can get a hrt prescription in under a month through a walk-in clinic: the biggest issue facing trans people today is this take i saw from a 20 y/o on twitter
#um.txt#sorry. getting extremely tired of trans twitter thinking of blocking all of them so they don't show up on my fyp#or deleting twitter. maybe.#so many takes on there about transition etc dont factor in the fact that some people like. cant. lol.#it took me 4+ years between coming out and getting hrt and i did EVERYTHING 'right' socially transitioned immediately#got on a waiting list. changed my name everywhere i could. and even after i got the prescription it took a year#of fighting with my gp to be allowed to actually order + administer the t. i still fight with my gp about it and am#currently fighting not to be on an extra low dose that they put me on a year ago bc they didnt understand trans hormones!#😒 but yeah people who want to transition but havent are cowards who cant kill the cop in their brain and go order dubious t from#bodybuilders online lol <- actual thing i have seen said multiple times
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i fear the 'surely someone's gonna save me' in sunshine baby has an incredible chokehold on me
#this Can't be the energy going into 2025 sighs#sabs speaks#lowkey had like four different meltdowns today over plans being changed and its like. can we be normal#and then my brain had the audacity to be like ur lying.#like girl what the fuck?? in what world are we doing this for fun#and then do u guys know the horror story of like vampire slumbering just have my headphones on genuinely vampire like and out of NOWHERE my#sister is just above me like Hi.#can u fix this dress for me#like in what world do u wake me up like that girl#i fixed the dress but still like. let me live#times like these im considering dropping out truly having that moment over u need to chill out before the stress kills you before the thing#that's supposed to has a chance#if this all seems disconjointed its because it is and is not hope this helps <3#i also want nothing more than to write about my blorbos but i saw people being wrong about them and now im like shit. maybe im wrong about#them#so i cant do it without feeling insane for that reason and for the second reason that i have other obligations#i think it should be illegal for education to give u things to do over the holidays they dont understand how much guilt i will feel not#getting things done and instead feeling horrific and not resting#i also think learning too much about my health has caused me to spiral a lot like the dr's being so chill about it whilst im in debilitatin#pain is not good for me actually. and has triggered the disability grief all over again#having my pmdd and my menstruation at the same time genuinely i felt like female hysteria and im scared for the next one#its a wonder i did Not do It#a little morbid i guess but i have Morbid hormone disorder shrugs#anyways. 2025 be better i hope#so scared to pull my cards for the year#less actually scared and more like. i dont knowww how much i have it in me to be brave anymore#congrats if u made it this far but mostly sorry to my scorpio rising
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hiiiii! i am being very nosy to everyone who i’ve read a story from because of a character game floating around tumblr. anyway! i wanted to ask about your most recent story — it was so raw and thoughtfully done.
could you share more about why you decided to tackle such a topic??
Heyy, thank you for this ask.
Honestly, I can't tell you what came over me when writing Get it Together.
I woke up feeling inspired to write something that morning, but I was stuck on what to write.
At first, that story was primarily about a married couple tackling the changes of a newborn baby into their household. I hadn't intended for it to be specifically about PPD. In fact, the story was going to be a fluffy one.
And then I remembered that not all women do well after birth.
A moment of truth here, my mom did suffer from PPD for a bit. I was born after her stillborn baby, so I believe that contributed to her PPD.
So this story hit a little closer to home. Because till this day, I still think my mom feels guilty for her PPD. She may not ever read this (God forbid she finds out about tumblr💀), but I do let her now every day that I understand. It's natural. She was never the problem, and she got better, for me and for herself. And right now, she's the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I wrote this story for all the mothers out there who suffer, and have suffered from PPD.
I see you, I hear you, and I understand you. Keep your head high, and know that it will pass.
You went through something traumatic on your body and your mental. Coming back from that isn't always going to be easy.
All that matters is that you get better for you and your baby.
Thank you so much for this question. ❤️❤️
#Shockingly enough#PPD is a “controversial” topic#as if its hard to understand#A pregnancy with no complications is still under many risks#because its a lot of stress on the woman's body#we are creating a whole human being#so it shouldnt be hard to understand that women have a hard time adjusting to the hormonal changes#of the sudden change in dynamics#of a whole person#relying on you for survival
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Finally made Lilith's mother, Amara Whitestrike. Yes she is blind, though she can see just not in the traditional sense. Sees souls more so then she does any sort of physical form. She met Sanguinius when he was moulting and rolling in the sand on Baal Secundus, where she had to try and stop herself from laughing at the sight of him. Gotta draw her eventually, this is just a mock up so I know what she generally looks like without falling into same face syndrome. Also she wears earrings made from Sanguinius' fallen feathers that he made for her :3
Thought it'd be cute since I have these two as having a very silly and cute relationship; it helps that she understands him and is pretty much the main thing that is convincing him he's not actually a demon. She tells him his soul would be far more twisted then it is. He doesn't ask how she knows this, but knows it's probably due to how she 'sees' the world. Apparently it's quite colourful, was able to see the Emperor despite his illusion when he came to Baal due to said sight. Of course by this time Lilith was also born, due to the fact she and Sanguinius knew each other long before the Emperor came along. Has very good hearing and a very good sense of smell. It was well known that she could hear a raven guard trying to silently pass her by. Apparently Astartes also have a very strong smell to them-
#Also I changed her lore from being a rogue trader to being a woman from Baal#She's technically a psyker since she can use pryomancy#It's her main form of defense actually#she just doesn't use it often because she doesn't need to#how this woman avoids the chaos gods is anyone's guess though again#might have something to do with the fact she literally can see souls#as a result this woman could take one look at the Sanguinor and tell people what it actually is#Does she though? Well she's dead by then so no#not unless she get mysteriously resurrected centuries later via warp bullshit#warhammer oc#Sanguinuis x oc#warhammer 40k#warhammer 30k#I just love the idea of Sanguinius making stuff for his beloved like a slightly more resourcful crow#Sanguinuis needs to be bird#They may have also become like this because of wing touching and accidentally getting the hormones going#woman has a hawk for a husband that likes bringing her shiny rocks#She's fine with it less fine with hawk husband's tendency to bring her giant fucking scorpions after Lilith is born#She understands why but does tell Hawk Husband that if he wants to bring her food and he can cook instead of hunting#Does Sanguinius know how to cook? Debatable
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I think every character in vrains is trans in totally different ways and they absolutely do not get along about it
#ryoken 'hacked his hospital records' doesn't understand why skye 'too lazy to change his name' still goes by blue maiden online#routinely bitches to spectre about it. i haven't decided on gender hcs for spectre but i think spectre has a lot of feelings about -#- what it ''''means'''' to be a man/woman and chafes at someone like yusaku who sees gender as a presentation / meaningless category#yusaku has been getting hormones online and refuses to switch to the ones ryoken sources for xem (at great offense to ryoken)#meanwhile theodore is like wow it's so cool that you guys are transgender! i wish i could be transgender too :)#and skye looks into the camera like he's on the office#vrains#.txt
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Being in a long distance relationship long term is so fucked up. For context for people in bigger countries I'm not talking flying distance from each other, I'm talking about 3 hrs apart on the train, so not that far arguably. But still far enough that our lives are almost completely separate in the practical sense, no matter how much we talk on the phone or meet halfway. When one of us stays over at the other's place we are still guests in each other's homes. I still don't know what cohabiting would be like and what a comfortable normalicy of being in each other's lives in person every day would be like. We're coming up to our 11th anniversary. I don't want to break up with him!!!! I love him deeply and I've never met someone I'm as compatible with as him. I've never been in love like this and I'm not easy to know, and yet he does know me and likes what he sees. I just feel I am stuck and I am frustrated that my sex life is like once every 3 months. I still don't even know how often we would have sex if we lived together, we haven't had the chance to find that rhythm. When we see each other there's no time to do any more involved stuff it's just getting off. Basically everytthing we've talked about has to stay in the realm of fantasy because there's never any fucking time.
I am trying I said to him- you need to do covering letters and things, you can't just send your CV that has never worked. He's the one who wants out of his current job, and out of his town, but applying for jobs is so fucking hard when you're working full time and trying to do things you love to not get fucking depressed. See I understand those things because I would feel the same way. If he moved here we could find a place together and I could find it out if I actually can live with someone else and stay mentally well. I'm getting too dependent on living alone in order to stay mentally well and it worries me.
Sorry to vent. I'm not looking for advice it's just venting.
#yeah it's embarrassing for a 34 yr old to go on about soul mates but i realy believe we are#i wouldn't be in this situation if we weren't really for real great together because i'm old enough to do right by myself#i can wait and in understand it's hard for someone neurodivergent to make big changes#it would be hard for someone neurotypical! so it must be even worse for him and it's so easy for him to get overwhelmed and crash emotional#as you can see from my rambles i have my baggage too like massive baggage#i worry though because he came to stay like 3 weeks ago for a few days and i was wound up and uncomfortable having a guest#even though it was him- i was hormonal so that could have been it but it's fucking scary#because you just think 'i wish i was alone in my own home right now doing my comfortable routine'#i'm stressing about washing extra dishes but my ocd requires that i'm always the one to wash them#i just want ot not be bothered and yet i feel like shit because i have no idea if it's always going to be like this or just a bad few days!#even though we have fun when we go out and stuff#the living together thing is really stressing me and i only have the last time it happened 3 months ago which i can barely remember#as reference for how i normally feel when he's here#ooooooof :(#fyi he doesn't want to do polyamory as is his right- it's not for everyone#and he has much more to lose in the dating/casual sex area than i would if i did it but i won't go into why
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Two years after being tasked with commissioning a review of medical evidence surrounding gender-affirming care for trans youth, Utah’s own state health department has concluded that trans healthcare bans “cannot be justified.” The Republicans who commissioned the study aren’t too happy about it.
Back in 2023, Utah Governor Spencer Cox signed a bill that placed an indefinite “moratorium” on doctors prescribing gender-affirming care like hormone therapy and puberty blockers to trans youth. That bill ordered the Utah Department of Health and Human Services to compile their report in order to produce recommendations for the state government on whether or not to lift the moratorium.
This week, the department delivered their long-awaited, over 1,000-page report — which is dated August 6, 2024 — to Utah lawmakers. The report’s authors found that “the consensus of the evidence supports that the treatments are effective in terms of mental health, psychosocial outcomes, and the induction of body changes consistent with the affirmed gender in pediatric GD [gender dysphoria] patients.”
The authors added that “the evidence also supports that the treatments are safe in terms of changes to bone density, cardiovascular risk factors, metabolic changes, and cancer.” Trans youth who had received gender-affirming care were within the bounds of normal, non-pathological ranges for these conditions.
y’all this is huge. please don’t “water is wet” all over it! I understand that we all already know this… The point is that the world doesn’t know or care or believe and so these studies really fucking matter!
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🖤🩶🤍💜
#Asexual#It me#After the contradicting dilemma I had back in November I did question if a change was taking place#Because never in my- at the time- 27 years of life did my hormones spike up that much to an unbearable burn like cue intense confused panic#But I came out of it with a new understanding for other's needs and experiences#Also if you ever see a story called 'Tunnel Vision' involving intense cuddles at best that was spawned from said experience lol#Man we're really in it now favorite character- I can't name them it'll put said post in the tags- but you guys know who it is by now#Digressing but what I ultimately learned is it's okay#I'm still valid
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I will never understand how cis people widely continue to see HRT as a huge decision that needs years of consideration and should only be used as a last resort for minors if they’re on the edge of suicide, and other things of this nature.
Like your body already has those hormones. It’s already doing that. It’s okay. They’re just hormones, you can play around and see what you like, what feels right. It’s literally fine. Changes to our bodies and voices and genitals and things are already an inherent part of being human.
It’s the weight that’s put on the decision to go on HRT that manufactures the major concerns of regret. If you decide it’s not for you and you’re upset because your body has been altered in a way that doesn’t feel good to you, that’s the same as getting a tattoo you don’t love, or breaking a bone, or being injured in some other way, or aging, or even getting a bad haircut. It is not automatically more horrific because it has to do with the perceived presentation of your gender. Hope this helps 👍🏼
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i have chronic pain. i am neurodivergent. i understand - deeply - the allure of a "quick fix" like AI. i also just grew up in a different time. we have been warned about this.
15 entire years ago i heard about this. in my forensics class in high school, we watched a documentary about how AI-based "crime solving" software was inevitably biased against people of color.
my teacher stressed that AI is like a book: when someone writes it, some part of the author will remain within the result. the internet existed but not as loudly at that point - we didn't know that AI would be able to teach itself off already-biased Reddit threads. i googled it: yes, this bias is still happening. yes, it's just as bad if not worse.
i can't actually stop you. if you wanna use ChatGPT to slide through your classes, that's on you. it's your money and it's your time. you will spend none of it thinking, you will learn nothing, and, in college, you will piss away hundreds of thousands of dollars. you will stand at the podium having done nothing, accomplished nothing. a cold and bitter pyrrhic victory.
i'm not even sure students actually read the essays or summaries or emails they have ChatGPT pump out. i think it just flows over them and they use the first answer they get. my brother teaches engineering - he recently got fifty-three copies of almost-the-exact-same lab reports. no one had even changed the wording.
and yes: AI itself (as a concept and practice) isn't always evil. there's AI that can help detect cancer, for example. and yet: when i ask my students if they'd be okay with a doctor that learned from AI, many of them balk. it is one thing if they don't read their engineering textbook or if they don't write the critical-thinking essay. it's another when it starts to affect them. they know it's wrong for AI to broad-spectrum deny insurance claims, but they swear their use of AI is different.
there's a strange desire to sort of divorce real-world AI malpractice over "personal use". for example, is it moral to use AI to write your cover letters? cover letters are essentially only templates, and besides: AI is going to be reading your job app, so isn't it kind of fair?
i recently found out that people use AI as a romantic or sexual partner. it seems like teenagers particularly enjoy this connection, and this is one of those "sticky" moments as a teacher. honestly - you can roast me for this - but if it was an actually-safe AI, i think teenagers exploring their sexuality with a fake partner is amazing. it prevents them from making permanent mistakes, it can teach them about their bodies and their desires, and it can help their confidence. but the problem is that it's not safe. there isn't a well-educated, sensitive AI specifically to help teens explore their hormones. it's just internet-fed cycle. who knows what they're learning. who knows what misinformation they're getting.
the most common pushback i get involves therapy. none of us have access to the therapist of our dreams - it's expensive, elusive, and involves an annoying amount of insurance claims. someone once asked me: are you going to be mad when AI saves someone's life?
therapists are not just trained on the book, they're trained on patient management and helping you see things you don't see yourself. part of it will involve discomfort. i don't know that AI is ever going to be able to analyze the words you feed it and answer with a mind towards the "whole person" writing those words. but also - if it keeps/kept you alive, i'm not a purist. i've done terrible things to myself when i was at rock bottom. in an emergency, we kind of forgive the seatbelt for leaving bruises. it's just that chat shouldn't be your only form of self-care and recovery.
and i worry that the influence chat has is expanding. more and more i see people use chat for the smallest, most easily-navigated situations. and i can't like, make you worry about that in your own life. i often think about how easy it was for social media to take over all my time - how i can't have a tiktok because i spend hours on it. i don't want that to happen with chat. i want to enjoy thinking. i want to enjoy writing. i want to be here. i've already really been struggling to put the phone down. this feels like another way to get you to pick the phone up.
the other day, i was frustrated by a book i was reading. it's far in the series and is about a character i resent. i googled if i had to read it, or if it was one of those "in between" books that don't actually affect the plot (you know, one of those ".5" books). someone said something that really stuck with me - theoretically you're reading this series for enjoyment, so while you don't actually have to read it, one would assume you want to read it.
i am watching a generation of people learn they don't have to read the thing in their hand. and it is kind of a strange sort of doom that comes over me: i read because it's genuinely fun. i learn because even though it's hard, it feels good. i try because it makes me happy to try. and i'm watching a generation of people all lay down and say: but i don't want to try.
#spilled ink#i do also think this issue IS more complicated than it appears#if a teacher uses AI to grade why write the essay for example.#<- while i don't agree (the answer is bc the essay is so YOU learn) i would be RIPSHIT as a student#if i found that out.#but why not give AI your job apps? it's not like a human person SEES your applications#the world IS automating in certain ways - i do actually understand the frustration#some people feel where it's like - i'm doing work here. the work will be eaten by AI. what's the point#but the answer is that we just don't have a balance right now. it just isn't trained in a smart careful way#idk. i am pretty anti AI tho so . much like AI. i'm biased.#(by the way being able to argue the other side tells u i actually understand the situation)#(if u see me arguing "pro-chat'' it's just bc i think a good argument involves a rebuttal lol)#i do not use ai . hard stop.
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