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Selina's New Kittens
Once again. A new DPxDC idea/prompt.
(Deaged! Danny, Dan, Ellie, and Jazz!)
Enjoy my random ideas.
Look.
Selina....
Selina wasn't expecting this when she decided to have some fun and do what she does best.
She just meant to sweet talk her way into Master's gala/party. Flirt and get info, maybe some blackmail. Steal away the rare cat themed artifact he had recently gotten (and also steal away his actual cat, such a lovely little diva it is too). then she was going to disappear into the night like always.
So...
Selina casted her eyes into the mirror of her car and could see the tiny children she had rescued from Master's hidden basement lab. All but one was asleep, the oldest out of them, although she seemed to be losing that fight from the way her head was falling forward, eyes closing but would jerk herself back awake when she realized she was falling asleep.
Curled up as hard and as much as they could towards the little redhead was three dark haired children, Selina mused that they'd fit right in with Bruce and his little bats/birds.
Two were near identical boys, though one seemed to be much paler than the other and if she remembered right one had red eyes and the other had blue, and the last one of the sleeping kids was a tiny toddler, a girl she heard was named 'Ellie' from the others.
Selina took note that the red head, Jazz, had finally fallen asleep a few minutes later. With a deep breath as she drove further and further away from that... that insane Fruitloop (she overheard the two boys call him that as they ran to her car) Master's place, she blindly reached for her phone and pressed a single digit on the screen, knowing it will connect to her car and call up the only person she can trust to help her with this.
"Selina." came the gravely voice after a single ring, sounds like she caught him on patrol but he seemed to be in a spot where he was okay to say her actual name over coms or she caught him before his night shift started.
"Hello Darling, I need your help with some kittens I found and to help me... Put away their terrible old owner."
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#deaged danny#deaged dan#deaged danielle#deaged jazz#Selina found the deaged Fentons in Vlad's lab basement#she was there to just steal some cat artifact her intel told her he had#she wasn't expecting the children. nor to see them with collars that apparently kept them 'in check' if they used their powers#thankfully Vlad was focused on keeping their ghost powers under his control. He was too blinded to think of stopping mundane ways to escape#aka Selina lockpicking the collars and getting the kids out of the basement without powers/abilities#PERSONAL Headcanon for this AU. Good Fenton parents that took in both Dan and Ellie after good reveal. Still bad Vlad.#Vlad got MEGA jealous at the 'perfect family' and set up something that destroyed the Fenton portal. Got Jack and Maddie killed.#and got the kids deaged. AND the explosion sent them to the DCverse.#Vlad decided to begin anew in the DCverse. started using his powers to gain money again and put collars on the kids to keep them 'in check'#He's going to be in MEGA trouble when Selina brings attention to him.#Cause Bruce isn't going to happy.
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Defending Forever online is not enough I need a gun
#qsmp#he's POSSESSED#>>POSSESSED<<#IT'S NOT HIM#also this is Main Lore btw because he’s possessed by baribal aka dark Cucurucho#why him and not anyone else who got infected?#because he’s the president and baribal wants to control “their leader”#he does not have Forever's memories#the arg was @v@ tricking his conscience (us viewers) into giving it information#he gad to ask the eggs who their parents were for example#also it stated that it does not care what happens to Forever's body#the Cucurucho who we saw trying to “help” forever with the infection was actually baribal in disguise btw#which is why the infection got worse with the medication#and remember he only got infected in the first place because Cucurucho told him the eggs were in the nether and he went investigate#also stop blaming him for happy pills? Cucurucho literally kidnapped and forcefully drug him#once again because he’s president and has to be the model resident#and let the leo thing go omg it was one time six months ago#unless leo brings it up herself it has nothing to do with this!!#JESUS#and if I see one person asking who's the president now I'm gonna blow up the presidential building myself#NO ONE#THE ANSWER IS NO ONE#qsmp forever#qsmp baribal#qsmp dark cucurucho
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i could just like . factory reset my phone
#like i know im now able to download apps without permission but im still paranoid my mom will be able to See It#plus its just . yk . still kinda monitored by my mom technically . parental controls arent Off#if i factory reset then i can just have a phone . no repercussions#im . pretty sure it doesnt cost any money to me to just use the phone on my own acc#much to consider ...#ethan's yapping again
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the feeling of not being able to do anything right is pretty awful
#today was objectively good and i was very productive#but life is very scary and the small wins make it clear how scarily lame my life is right now#and how out of control i am and everything in my life is#and it’s all my fault which is amazing#i actually think i’m someone with a large zest for life and a lot of love to give friends or even a partner#and i just feel denied of any opportunity to embrace my adventurousness or show ppl love#since everyone wants it from someone else#even in employment it’s just the same in terms of denying that my person means anything#😣#i used to be so ambitious but i think college and post graduation made me rlly lose any confidence i had in myself#anyway i just feel like at my heart i am an ambitious and loving person who loves being busy and active and creative but all those parts#of me have been squashed out so thoroughly that the person i am right now#is just someone who wants to do nothing and be nowhere and see no one since none of it makes me happy and all of it makes me anxious#i just want to come back to myself#but i just don’t think it’s gonna happen…i’m not gonna get a job#or find a partner#or have a friend group#or ever be pain-free#or live somewhere besides my parents house#or ever get good at kendo or even play again probably#much less achieve my dreams of being a writer#these aren’t even crazy dreams most of my friends have at least two of these#but they’ve been so lost to me forever that logically can’t see it ever working out
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Sometimes I'm just chilling and then I suddenly remember that despite being in my twenties I lived through an extreme case of social isolation for the past 7 years straight at least and that's probably the root cause of like 96% of my current mental health issues, emotional dysregulations and social dysfunctions
Then I go "oh shit that's actually messed up" and forget about it again for months wondering why I'm like that until I think about it again lmao
#... I should probably be more patient with myself ngl#mental health#rambles#social isolation#like i mean#being trapped in a house in the middle of nowhere for years with parents refusing to drive me anywhere#and going out like maybe once every couple of months#interacting with the same 6 or 7 people over and over again and no one else#right after a childhood of undiagnosed autism so already poor social contacts#and being forbidden to go out alone before I was 18#with my parents giving me fear of the OutsideTM then using that fear to control me and keeping me inside even more#alright alright#no wonder I have such a hard time existing#no wonder i have panic attacks visiting them in that house#like#that#that kinda makes sense-#and a weird relarionship with the Concept of Running Away TM#that checks out#and like#as a comparison#“covid lockout” was like#just normal time for me#if anything it made me interact with people MORE since everyone was desperate to social interaction so i wasn't the only one anymore#at least for a little while#runaway urges
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed
#god I hate it here#not to mention you mother and father#SEEING this#simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead#like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀#I don’t know how to fix this#I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days#but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive#Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭#it’s so bad though#I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress#and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc.#it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me#sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong.#Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong#but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me#My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents#but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department#I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really#I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪#As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷♂️#I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you.#seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind#if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps#but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now.#anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize#it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys#I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno#tw vent#tw mention of abuse
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God I fucking CALLED IT the other day I woke up and realized “oh I think I dreamed about M last night, her parents must be thinking of having a date night and asking me to babysit” and then this evening I got the text asking if I could watch her Saturday evening
#this is a consistent series of events I have never dreamed of her and not heard from her parents soon after#but then this is also the child who had just learned how to speak and asked me if I remembered when I used to be her mommy so there’s that#again I’m not saying I’m psychic#but sometimes I be knowin stuff#and my dreams have a tendency to be slightly prophetic though in uninteresting ways#which is why I’m so earnestly trying to figure out what that stray kitten dream might portend because I don’t usually dream about animals#except for the time I dreamt about two dogs that looked like the two dogs we ended up adopting#so if I had a dream about a stray kitten showing up and our cat loving it and taking care of it….#I’m kind of expecting to see a teeny tiny fluffy grey kitten in the near future#I figured out the car trouble dream where I was worried about a sewing machine from a couple weeks ago…#I drove across state lines to buy an antique sewing machine and then that night my thermo control valve shit the bed#you see what I mean by vaguely prophetic in uninteresting ways#and useless at that#except in the case of clearing my schedule for babysitting#they’re good for that#psychic stuff
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if anyone was thinking about making every single parental control attachment for wifi networks explode into dust now would be a great time to do that
#kiwiposts#my mom messed around with her device's settings for Literal Days#trying to get my sister's new phone to Even Function At All#and in the almost a MONTH since my laptop has been randomly (but Most Of The Time-ly) having the restrictions in place#which means nothing from reddit or tumblr loads and sometimes twitter and sometimes even My Email And Bank! Just for fun I guess!#and she refuses to even Look at her settings again when I tell her that she must've accidentally revoked my laptop's exclusion#so I have to live with it for However Long I Have To Live Here I Guess!#I got a VPN so twitter's fine and honestly the slowdown from the VPN is *less* than the slowdown caused by the parental control device#but I can't use it for tumblr b/c doing Anything on tumblr with a VPN gets you shadowbanned at best because Good Website#so!#.#so.#seeing if i can still in-depth edit posts if i were to get the (dreaded) tumblr app#but i also have to update from iOS 15 to 16 in order to even install it which. *incredibly strained groan*
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hi! perhaps it's a stupid question, but i was wondering how do you read? are you making notes? highlight things? or you have a pretty good memory? thank you
Hi anon,
Is this like...apropos of something specific? Like a specific type of reading I do? It's not a bad question, but since I mostly talk about actual play here (ie, things I watch or listen to) rather than things I read, I'm not sure of the context.
For fiction, I mostly just read to be honest. I have a decent memory but I definitely forget a lot. The thing about giant epic fantasy series is that if you forget small details, or, to be honest, large ones, it's usually fine. At worst you'll be confused or say something kind of dumb, and because I don't really write meta about, say, Wheel of Time or Stormlight Archives, I don't care if I've forgotten lore. If I remember a book super well there's a good chance it's because I've read it multiple times, which means it's probably not a doorstopper fantasy novel.
I did take notes on reading when I was in grad school. I've never been a highlighter and I specifically find that, irritating as it can be, taking notes longhand and then transcribing them was the best way for me to fix things in my mind: the action of longhand + the repetition of transcription + the ability to search my notes once transcribed.
#answered#Anonymous#if we ever get winds of winter OR the third kingslayer book i will be FUCKED idk what the shit happened anymore it's been a decade#and due to moving and circumstances beyond my control re: my parents' house i'm missing like half the books too#i should just give in and repurchase some of them.#i have however thought about liveblogging my wot reading more intensely; the problem is this is a bad place to do it bc people can reply#i'd have to get a wordpress or some shit that i'd never use again
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love seeing a drakengard oc filled with the most misinformed, harmful, literally repulsive stereotypes and misconceptions about sex work ever and you just know the person who made it is a drakengard 3 fan
#gu6chan's musings#like hell yeah brother sex worker parents ARE horrible and neglectful and its literally just another word for sex slavery!!! youre so smart#lets keep peddling sex work as actual slavery where women are only ever forced into it against their will and are forever shackled by that#weight unable to fend for themselves because that definitely makes a statement!! im sure it will give people the right idea AND#irl sex workers would love to hear that story again!!!!! :-)#and i know it's like 'but simon; the dark ages were an extremely brutal time where women couldn't have much control over themselves and#their bodies' and yet its only ever sex work used as an example to show this lmao. you'd think they'd have found another example given that#this extended to literally ALL facets of life?????#i fucking HATE dod3 fans man holy shit#why is it literally only ever them
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hoooly shit why did nobody remind me how fun is it to make ugly art
#me when im whipping out the pastels and old papers with english exercises and scissors and glue. we re makin a HOUSE 💥💥💥#i feel like im 6 years old again except this time i don't need parental control for using them big scissors#obviously when you're trying to do pretty art and it doesn't work that's heartbreaking#but when you don't care about that something happens and you can just say. yeah i like it#like what the worst that could happen#hey you reading this this is your message to do some arts amd crafts in the mud pit and feel alive again#ramblings
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#being exposed to the cruelty of the world at such a young age#even by well meaning people *cough* phoenix *cough*#being tools for their parents#and being used by adults for their abilities (Phoenix again)#but Pearl never fell into the Fey power competition#and loved Maya regardless of their positions#unlike Matt who became corrupted by the industry he was in and saw those in similar situations as him as competition#HE COULD HAVE BEEN HELPED#HE COULD HAVE BEEN SAVED#now want an au where they are friends#she should have roasted him in canon tho#like “ you try to act like a grownup but you’re just a scared kid who pretends to have control to make yourself feel better”#she deserved to#ace attorney#gyakuten saiban#pearl fey#matt engarde#noelle's rambles#EDIT: SO MANY EXPECTATIONS ON THEM AHHHHH
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*always getting mad that i keep dying in games*
*forever refuses to use the block and/or evade buttons even when i eventually learn what they are halfway through*
#im playing resident evil revelations 2#my parents didnt let me play shooters growing up#they said it was just bc they hate weapons which fair#theyre traumatized to hell and back#theyve literally seen such weapons used irl on humans#...and now i feel guilty again for playing a shooter :(#my whole life is about their trauma lmao#anyway#i've always massively sucked at targetting using the controller buttons#im a hack and smash type person#no evading or shooting#just hulk smash#but the other day i went vr zombie shooting and that was fun#so now im using gyro shooting (motion controlled) for the game and thats working!#ignore me
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i never realized Viktor was missing from Disenchanted Fashions before (or at least tumblr isnt showing him) and i am having so much fun with that bit of freedom towards his wardrobe jfc
#idk what style im drawing him in is technically called#mall goth?? cyber goth??? techwear goth????? it is a lot of belts plus a harness. bro loved Kingdom Hearts#i had several irl friends who were Alternative Gays before they realized they were eggs. something about the gender nonconformity#my favorite part of these aesthetics is the reuse and mending and so i am having fun giving Vik and Amri#patches and having them repurpose certain parts of their wardrobe again and again like Viktor As A Teen has#a belt chain with a star that later becomes a piece of horn jewlery. the pins on his beanie move to his backpack etc#bro always wears the same earrings#its my hc his parents didnt like the aesthetic (hence why his teen picture is so limited in its goth aspects) UNTIL they found#out about the anti-trend aspects and the mending and whatnot like. guarantee he will wear these jeans for 10 yrs and then when they#finally tear-- he's going to use them to help repair another pair of jeans from 10 yrs ago. parents (esp of four kids) LOVE that part#very likely none of this is canon buT FUCK IF IM NOT HAVING FUN#the only thing i know about Vik's canon wardrobe is that leaf shirt so ill add that in for his 30+ yr old picture#i just love the idea of Vik The Goth so much let him be OBNOXIOISLY alternative cmon look at the company he keeps#someone feel free to send me ideas for Luci too bc i have a hc that their wardrobe is based almost entirely off of how their mom would#dress then as part of their parents exercising control over Luci and ''protecting the family name'' so like#i think since Luci is so new to having more freedom from their parents rn that Luci hasnt changed styles and the idea is probably#anxiety-inducing even bc of habitual fear of parental backlash. but like. also i want 30s!Luci to be living their best life#(EDIT: OMG I FORGOT I MADE GIGI'S BIO-MOM A MORTICIA ADAMS STYLE GOTH. OMG THAT MAKES HER BFF BEING#GOTH SO MUCH SWEETER WTF??? AND HER MOM WAS 1/3 DRACA TOO. GIGI DOESNT EVEN REMEMBER HER MOM. OMGGG I DIDNT REALIZE#I DID THAT... THEIR TWO GOTH STYLES ARE SO FUCKING DIFFERENT BUT AHH GISELLE'S MOM WAS A GOTH 1/3 DRACA AND HER BFF/MAYBE BF IS A GOTH 1/2#DRACA WTFFFFF MY BRAIN YALL MY FUCKING BRAIN AND THESE CONNECTIONS AHHH)
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has anyone else been insane over chara undertale for the past decade or is it just me. can anyone hear me. it's so dark in here
#recently. they have invaded my brain again.#WHAT WERE THEY COOKING. THERE IS STILL SO MUCH WE DO NOT KNOW. YET THEY ARE SO TRAGIC#they make me ill. insane even. they deserve better. agagahhahfeshdf#the fact that we know so little and yet. so much. so so much. im gonna eat concrete#kris speaks#yeah i fully blame the red+yellow mod for giving me brainworms again. it's good.#me when the. when i am trying to save everyone through horrible means and yet i do not understand because i am a child.#i am going to die for you. so that you can save the only people that have ever shown me love and kindness. i am like eleven years old btw#and now i have been revived. we both have. we have lost an irreplaceable part of ourselves#and yet we are still alive.#we have been dead. long dead. our parents have mourned us. been torn apart because of us. but we are still alive.#there is no purpose to my existence other than what you. the one with control over the timeline itself. decide it to be.#whether you save my brother and all monsterkind like i wanted to do from the very beginning. or you turn it all into dust. i will be here.#watching.#and if you decide this world is worthless. that everything should be destroyed. then i will make sure you follow through.#there must be consequences to your actions. anyways tumblr isnt letting me add any more tags. bye
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