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#first time ever dating someone who is on the same page#said they want to get married#want to move in in next 3 years#very novel idea bc anyone I’ve dated before has very nebulous ideas#or doesn’t want marriage#or doesn’t want to talk about the future#so having him prompt the future convo with actual timeline associated was pretty call#he’s so sweet and honest and genuinely good#and I don’t do anything to make him love me he just does#and he legit knows ALL of my trauma and is still here#and tells me how strong I am#which like#tbh I am really strong lmfao#and it’s like even if this doesn’t work out#the idea behind wanting a future is so warm and fuzzy and new and lovely to me#feels like a real treat to get to be loved this way#and I was so happy with the move in in 3 years convo#he said after he lives alone for a year starting in Feb#but I told him he should live alone for 2 years#selfishly bc I love living alone#and also bc I think it’s wildly important to have thet time to yourself#also like if he’s my chosen person then we have a lifetime of living together#I really value being alone#and have lived along for the last 7 years
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desert flygon
#pokemon#pokemon ruby and sapphire#hoenn#gen 3#flygon#aquanutart#i made this in the dead of winter a couple of years ago#after wanting for the whole year to enter the tcg illustration contest but i ended up working on something at the last minute as usual#i don't like competition but i enjoy having a reason to draw a pokemon with a lot of other people#i was waking up early before work to keep making progress on it but i thought i wasn't going to make the deadline#and when i had just decided i had done as much as i could and couldn't get it finished#i went out on that cold snowy day and on that day and that day only for some reason my car wouldn't start#we tried starting it with jumper cables but i'm not sure i know how to use them.. anyway i had to call someone and wait for them to come#i had to call in late to work and then i was waiting for two hours. which was just about enough time for me to keep working on this#i was able to submit it seconds before the deadline the next morning#and it's very cool to me that i was able to participate even though i didn't place (i'm actually glad i didn't place)#(because i would rather it go to someone who worked longer on their entry and/or started earlier before the deadline)#(i just wanted to join everyone in drawing a pokemon but i would prefer for it to just be its own thing and not compared to other pokemon)#this is partly why it's cool to me to have the tcg cards from the contest i also entered!#i chose to draw flygon because gen 3 is one of my favorites and i grew up in the desert and always wanted to imagine pokemon running around#that was the last era of my childhood before i moved and had to grow up where everything was new and different#for 12 years overseas i was homesick for this sun#i'm in a snowier place now but i see the sun even in winter so i'm happy!#since drawing this i appreciate and notice flygon a lot more! i always thought trapinch was very cute#i love the scene in twilight wings final episode when flygon is looking around and scanning; it's so cool#and because of this i got very excited to see flygon in the pokearth documentary flying like a dragonfly#i had wanted to imagine it landing a bit like a bug
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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I like to imagine that Morro (if he even still exists after what Thunderfang did to him 💀 truly don’t think they’d do that but hey maybe I’m horribly horribly wrong) will eventually be able to leave the spectral lands and move on, because I believe that one of the ninja (the most obvious answer to me would be Lloyd, being the fabled green ninja and all, however other could work) will take on that burden once they depart, until after a while someone else worthy of that task shows up to take on the mantle
Or maybe Thunderfang ate all of the soul suckers there were and now there’s no need for someone to protect the departed souls! Idk man that final episode fucked me up, you can’t just leave me on such a cliffhanger man 🥲
#realistically Lloyd will live to be AT LEAST 100+ years old so Morro might need to wait. A While#but he’s been dead for how long now like he’ll be fine#if the soul suckers are fully gone then maybe some departed souls would choose to stay in the spectral lands for a bit#keep other new departed souls company for a bit before moving on themselves#aagghg idk like I love Morro as much as the next person. I also just desperately want him to find peace and finally rest 😭#let my boy retire. at the ripe age of pushing 20#lego ninjago#dragons rising#dr season 3 spoilers#ninjago morro
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started planning out an actual real budget to see what sort of housing I could afford if I lived alone and it is. not great !
#i think i might still try to do it though#im purposefully not burning any bridges with my family so i can have a place to move back into if it doesnt work#but i make literally JUSTTT enough to afford it#with my retirement and life insurance i can afford to put away an extra $300 on top and have like $150 (MAYBE) left for the month#which. is less towards savings than i really want#because im trying to save for grad school a new car and a down payment#i did budget for $400 a month on groceries which doesnt include what i would get for food assistance or from food banks#which is a little bit more and helps me breathe a little#but this all hinges on my ability to find rental housing with all utilities included for 1k or under#there ARE some near me that have all or most included for less than that but obv until im actively looking to move out im not banking on any#sorry i know people dont like hearing money talk but i need to talk momey very frankly for 3-5 hours#after which i will promptly and unexpectedly burst into tears and thats how you know the conversation is over#im also an idiot dumbass and didnt really pay attention to how much i was spending on gas when i drove from the bigger city near me#(aka the place i will probably end up living)#i dont want to lower my savings though :( i like to save :( number go up#and also the idea that it could take me longer than 10 years to save up for a down payment fills me with teeth grinding rage#i want to live alone so badly i want to make it work#i have to remind myself that im rounding expenses up and paychecks down on purpose#but i also. dont know what the next step is?? i have it all saved already lmfao#i cant move out until august at the absolute earliest but like. because i live at home do i just. sit and wait? until i find a good place?#things happening in rapid succession scare me and it seems like the turn around for apartment touring -> moving in is very fast#i was 16 when i last moved idk how to do that!#but like. do they just. move the stuff in#yes this is exactly how moving works i know#i think really what i need to do is tell my parents in august that im going to move out#because if they're ready to move furniture then maybe the brain can take over and make decisions and sign contracts quickly#before the loser has time to even start getting freaky about things#any ghosts looking to be a second source of income
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i don’t think a character has ever polarized me as much as geto has. i will hate on that mfer without a lick of shame but let me see ONE fanart of him and

#he’s so UGHHHHH but i just Do Not like his character#at least post defection#bc oh you massacred an entire village started a cult and tried to manipulate a fragile 16 year old into a murder machine??? ok#pre defection that’s my baby my angel my sweet boy#but cult leader geto is just. No??#design wise yes but everything else boy GET the fuck outta here#that’s why i like kenjaku better bc he actually makes the look work#if you don’t believe me look at the difference between jjk0 geto and s2 kenjaku. goodnight#and also a bit irked by his fans constantly bringing him up in conversations about gojo……#like ok. we get it you think jjk is a BL drama. whatever can we move on now#like who called yall LMAOOOOO#n e ways geto my pookie bear my baby angel <3<3<3 i h8 his ass so much i was laughing when yuta black flashed him into next tuesday#and those lil girls he adopted?? BROOOO when sukuna killed them that was my reason for living#like YESSSS GET THEM AGAIN FOR ME KING!!!#they served no purpose and they were annoying goodbye#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#geto suguru#suguru geto#also stsg shippers dni#bc ew#no#makes sense. does not compel me at all#i Do Not want to see it 😌
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hii, i am so curious about what you thought of tdp s7
Hi! I haven't engaged with tdp material since S4 on purpose, since I've learned I don't do well being a creator in fandoms whose canon is so actively updating. I'll binge all of tdp and catch up on everything eventually, but it might be a while, and I'd like to ask for strictly no spoilers for anything since S4 until then! I'm great at avoiding spoilers on my own but if people send them to me I can't really avoid that :P
(thank you for being so spoiler free in your ask btw, appreciate it!)
#asks#I'm still in rain world fandom anyway tbh. could be a while before i want to move on. this fandom been great for my art#and i got a buddy here#but yeah i just. didnt cope well constantly having to figure out my take on new bits of canon info#i had to be like god so for my stories do i incorporate that do i adapt that or do i throw that out#and if i chuck it what's my justification for doing so#and tdp updating after s4 was CONSTANT.#there was always a new little short story or interview or whatever i had to catch up on to make sure i was Fully Informed#and it was super stressful tbh#for me it was like living with most of my brain in a fandom where i felt the rug was being pulled from under me nearly every day#pre s4 it was fine because there was that huge hiatus between 3 and 4 for me to settle in and get comfy eith established canon#but after that? no chance#rain world is much sleepier by comparison. theres a new campaign getting added next march#which is basically two years after the last major update#that's the kind of new content schedule i can cope with in fandoms im creatively active in#thank you for reading my overly long explanation for why i noped out of tdp after the hiatus ended#have a lovely christmas if you celebrate etc
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Would it be blasphemy to say that I actually don't want another Dragon Age game?
#i think that Veilguard wrapped most things up nicely#like i think that a fifth da game would be dragging it out at that point#not saying that i don't want another game in set in thedas#they should idk#pull a fable 2 and make the next game 200 years into the future lmao#i just think that trying to do another game set in the dragon age#with the current cast of characters#and the state of thedas by the end of Veilguard#i think its time to put the franchise to rest#before it suffers from the same problem a lot of movie franchises are atm; making too many sequels with unnecessary filler content#whether there's another game or not#i'll be drawing and writing about these games for years to come <3#i love these games and my silly little OC's and their silly little partners :)#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age origins#dragon age 2#this isn't a criticism of the devs btw#i loved Veilguard!#its more just that i cant see a way for anything more to happen in the Dragon age in Thedas#without it feeling like it's dragging the series out#we need to move into a new age in Thedas was what im trying to get at lol
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sometimes i worry that one day i’ll stop loving my qpp the way i love him now but i’ve known him for almost five years and we’ve been in a qpr for almost three and i still can’t stop smiling as i’m walking towards him every single time we meet again
#i’ve been doing that for 3+ years#don’t think it’ll stop soon#sometimes i get so excited about meeting him soon that i can’t fall asleep#(read: now)#i love him so much and he loves me back so much it’s unreal#ever since i figured i was aroace at 14 this has been my dream#i’m so fucking glad to have lived it for the past 3 years#soso so fucking glad <3#one day we’ll move in together and i’ll fall asleep and wake up in the same flat/house as him (sometimes bed. perhaps) and i can’t wait!!#sexless nights & forever domesticity#that’s the dream#just aroace t4t queer love#so much love#the sexless nights & forever domesticity line has been sitting in my poetry folder for a while#wanna use it as title one day perhaps#do smth with it#bc it really encapsulates everything i want with my qpp#cuddles all morning & brushing our teeth next to each other every evening#plain bread for lunch & grocery store dates#whatever i’m doing if my qpp’s there i enjoy doing it#even the mundane things#especially the mundane things. the things that are okay on their own#i don’t really care for bread but at this point i’m looking forward to having four pieces of bread with marmelade for lunch at my qpp’s#bc it’s with my qpp#i aroace this guy so much i swear to god#i think at least part of my existence if not all of it is a love letter to him#i don’t believe in soulmates or having been born for that one person but the universe made us for each other#i’d paint us into the stars to make it realer#☆—`elys rambles
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damn i missed you guys this has to be the first time in weeks that i've posted more than like 5 things in a day. i can't waaait for actual bayern tomorrow
#the next 4-5 months will be a delicate balancing act#and i will probably be very sporadically present#but it's important to me that you all know that your friendships mean a lot to me and i feel unmoored from parts of myself#when i can't be present/talk to you all#like obviously number 1 my individual friendships matter a lot to me#and number 2 i do feel that being on here has allowed me to be in touch with the european side of myself#without actually having to move to europe#which i always used to think i would have to do if i ever wanted to connect with that#anyway on that note i am using 'how easy would it be for me to temporarily move to germany' as a criterion for picking internships lol#so expect to see me there in 3-4 years#bella things
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No longer being in contact with the girl who introduced me to Stranger Things when we were 12 is actually so sad like I wonder if she even knows the final season is out this year.
#I remember her telling me about it and I thought it sounded cool so I watched the first few minutes of it on my laptop after school that day#(I wasn’t allowed my laptop on school days because I’d spend hours on it and not get my homework done but my sister didn’t go because she#was sick that day so she was allowed it so so was I out of fairness) and I went to school the next day like ‘yeah idk these kids seem#annoying’ and she was like nooo it gets sooooo good keep watching! so that day after school I watched the first episode and most of the#second one (it was a friday so yay laptop) and was like…oh my god. this is so good. and told my parents about it that evening so we started#watching the show together and I wanted to talk to my friend about it so badly but she was sick for a few days so she wasn’t at school and I#was so sad about it but when she came back I was so excited to talk to her about it I think I had like one or two episodes left by then too#and we were excitedly discussing the show together that day and we got our other friends to watch it and it became like Our Thing for a#while. we were SO big into it and I remember Halloween that year I had a party at my house and a bunch of my friends came over and we tried#to watch the first episode but we kept getting distracted talking to each other over it so we didn’t get to finish it#season 3 came out a month before I moved country and I had stopped going to that school for a year to by that point#so we didn’t see each other very much anymore but I remember the day she came over to kinda say goodbye because I was leaving soon we#watched some of season 3 together#I remember when season 2 came out too everyone else had kinda stopped caring about it by then but the two of us still talked about it after#it came out#season 4 was the first season I didn’t get to talk to her about. I don’t think she watches the show anymore.#anywayyyyyy#rambling over#stranger things
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This is probably the last day I'll be working at the high school this year since next week is just finals, and I didn't get a hall duty 🙂👍
#this is about wc#i had hall duty yesterday but he didn't come out and say hello to me :((((#the pathetic things i long for... buh#he asked me to watch his room for a minute on monday but that wasn't as exciting as it once was#i already freaked out all my freakouts about this man. ive moved on to hopelessness#idek if im gonna be working here next year or not and im Not Ready to Think About It#the job i applied for 3 weeks ago never responded to my application. not even an interview#what a waste of worry that all was then!!!#the job not the crush#the crush has been fun#i don't want it to make me stay substitute teaching forever bc the power of Cute Man is so strong#but im also not really emotionally prepared to change jobs right now anyway i feel.#most of my freakouts and urgency around wc were really just me wanting to know if i could get closer to him before i leave the high school#bc i do not wanna be in this specific building forever. like no.#but also if subbing full time made more money i wouldn't necessarily wanna leave it#like you're not supposed to say it but. i like this job. somewhat#why it has to be so disrespected AND underpaid i don't know. but. as the song goes 'nice work if u can get it'#tales from diana#this summer is going to be an existential crisis. i wonder if ill get over the man...#just to clarify i am NOT over him. i just have no hope anymore. at least for the moment
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“it could be cool to be a race engineer, but… you really need to be clever, and… 😅”
#pls he has no faith in them..... not that paul argued against it though#when it’s about social media and driving trucks: “hell yeah we would be poggers”#when it’s about anything else: “…..😶”#fave f3 duo <33#if they get separated in the future i will cry#oh ive forgotten to say this but dino actually spoke in sweden’s leading sports newspaper the other week and was like#“i want to drive f2 next year. i’ve told my manager to make that happen.”#love the dedication 🤭 finish off this season strong and you might have a chance buddy#he also spoke about how his fda apartment in italy was molding?? and it made him really sick??? wth#he moved into a new one now though (with his girlfriend 🥰) and it’s a lot better#alsO my paul fic is already 6k words i think 😶 how did that happen#i'm not really near done either#writing it purely for my enjoyment though hskfhdkfd i love him#dino beganovic#paul aron#prema racing#f3#formula 3#formula three#f2
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An underrated aspect of drawing 919 I forgot to mention in my last post: have you ever wondered why I have a tendency sometimes to draw the Wunsoc sweaters as somewhat large and baggy? I think it’s fun to imagine that they might grow into them, just as they’ll “grow into” their role in the Society :)
#this but also just to give myself a reason to draw baggier clothes which more used to and also just more interesting lol#nevermoor#nevermoor headcanons#you’ll see it more on mog and other shorter members of 919#other characters like cadence and hawthorne not so much#both bc they’re taller lol but also I feel like they’re more secure in / abt their place and role in wunsoc / nevermoor compared to others#like they’re both quite confident when it comes to their knacks and stuff#I think that in wundersmith mog mentions the uniform maybe being exactly her size ?#but sometimes making stuff up for the purpose of interesting character design is >>> canon lol#it’s not an exact science tho of how the sweaters fit. it’s different for everyone :) they all wear their uniforms differently#don’t even want to say I’ll make a 919 lineup soon bc I say that once a year and never get far but. I’ll make one in… the next 5yrs?? lol#I need to make at least like head turnarounds (sides / 3/4ths / front) for 919 and honestly lots of nevermoor#at least for myself so I can solidify their designs and draw them easier in the future#and perhaps from there I’ll move onto full body turnarounds or at least poses. who knows.#anyways ummmm. if you’ve read all this. here ⭐️.#I always love discussing nevermoor character design and sharing my own thoughts and hearing other ppls thoughts as well 👍
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Percy Jackson show coming out literally is like digging down and unearthing my roots, it was so formative for me, been there through a lot of transitions and phases, through meeting the most important people in my life now, getting to know myself and the world around me, life was so great, but i've grown up and come to know that life continues to be great.
The world doesn't end at 17.
#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#wont say much about it but yes ive been completely deranged about pjo as with all things i like since i was 11 or 12#and now i'm a legal adult in their first year of uni...#how time flows#i wanna go back to reading the ogs#but a part of me also wants it to stay there in that memory#frozen along with everything around it#ion want anything to change especially not that#i remember forming routines around pjo since 1. i enjoyed it 2. i didnt have internet access so i was bored most of the time#3. i had problems sleeping#i would have a night light next to me excited to read the next mission the next character thr development of it all#the whole world felt like it was at the tip of my fingertips moving with every turn of a page#i would start and end my day with the books#life could be a dream sometimes#// maple#pjo#pjo hoo toa#pjo show
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Oh yeah yesterday I went to my C programming professor's office hours to ask about what's being covered in class tomorrow. Since I can't go bc of my PT appointment overlapping with it & I'm apparently the kind of student that cares about attending every single class now.
While I was there, I ended up chatting with him about a few things, including my current standing in the class. He asked what I got on the midterm exam, & I answered it was an 87, and he told me I was one of the top 5 or 6 scores in the Whole Class (this being a like. Maybe 70 or so person class). Top score was a 92 or 93 (idr lol) & the class average was a 72. Apparently there were a few of us in the upper 80s/lower 90s, but most people got 70s or lower. And once he does the curve on the exam, he said I'd probably end up with a 97 or so on the exam. So yay!!!
And then he told me how he's noticed how I come to class every day and am really active with taking notes and answering questions. Bc I also sit up front all the time lmao. Hadn't even realized how much of a damned teacher's pet I've been being, but I've been Trying to be a good student this year. But he said I was the type of student that if I got an 88% or smth in the class, he'd likely bump me up to a 90% so I'd get an A lol. But he also said so long as I keep up with how I have been, I could possibly get a 100% in the class by the end (bc I've been there for all the extra credit questions in class and whatever).
And just. I went there bc I wanted to make sure I didn't miss anything important in class on Wednesday, and I ended up having my ego stroked for Real. Felt good to have my efforts be recognized.
#speculation nation#now if only i could care that much for my web coding class. but oh well im still keeping up even if its a reluctant shamble much of the time#other stuff we talked about was how im graduating this semester & how i plan to stay in indiana to work#bc i have family here & i like the relatively low cost of living. & im not particularly ambitious.#just wanna make enough money to live comfortably. dont need anything fancy beyond that.#& he talked about how that's a good outlook in life. how he's known ppl who went to fuckin silicon valley or whatever#with high paying jobs. but the cost of living is so high that theyre effectively not making much more money than here#he said smth about like. a $70k salary has just as much strength here than a $120k salary there. smth around those#& he praised me on how i seem genuine and hard-working. so he thinks im gonna do just fine in the industry 🥺🥺🥺#i kinda wanted to keep chatting with him but i had to go to bowling class lol. ended up late to it even#bc i checked my phone for the time while chatting and went Oh Fuck bc it wss 1 min after the class started hfkshfks had to rush off then#but yeah makes me feel very nice about that class. i think it rly is my favorite class this semester.#web programming is pretty rewarding and im glad im taking it. but i was basically a complete newbie in html css and javascript#so ive spent quite a lot of time wanting to tear out my fucking HAIR over these labs. b4 it clicks and im like Haha yayy :3#i like C programming bc it's just so much more logical and regimented. it IS the language that got me to give up my engineering degree#since i was thinking about computer engineering. took my first coding class freshman year. and went 'i love this. i want to do CS now'#didnt do that obviously. but im happy where ive ended up. i wouldnt wanna be a programmer lol#and then my quality engineering in IT class. it's certainly engaging. it's the class i constantly have presentations in tho#had Another one this morning. blah! good to keep in practice but i still dont rly enjoy public speaking lmao#probably the most work intensive of my classes. interesting but Blegh#C programming i just keep up with the labs and do the exams and it's wonderful... so logical and comforting...#oh yeah web programming i also have a few presentations. also gotta fucking. code my project pages by next week 😭😭😭#i think it's just the html and css? no javascript yet. thank god. javascript is by far the hardest to learn#but css is so finicky too!!!! ive been struggling with trying to move these fucking input boxes around#i wanna have them on the right!! but they wont go there!!! gotta poke at it more. at least i managed to finish building the form.#still have to finish the lab tho. that was due 2 days ago. lol. also have another one due sunday. AND the project pages. gah!!!#they havent even graded the wireframes yet. i wanted their feedback b4 proceeding to coding >:( oh well#anyways yeah..im keeping busy lol
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