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axenyan · 3 months
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Wahoooo otsu COCOMA!! It was super fun! 1000/10 would love to join again....
I met a lot of my mutuals and friends there, and the stuff I thought wouldn't sell well were actually doing pretty good 🥺❤️ big thanks to everyone who visited our table!
I took pics of my friends' cotton children 🤣 pictured here is Ichi's Ms. Christine (Ichi was cosplaying as Phantom), Lius' Dr. Rein, and Ao's Corroserum
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I didn't bring the 20cm dolls this time, because I was wearing eben itabag and there isn't much space inside. I wish I have 10cm doll or omanjuu, so I can easily bring them everywhere 🥺 (imma save this idea for later).
Now, this is something I NEVER thought I'd get:
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A birthday surprise from my boothmates😭😭😭😭😭🫵🫵🫵🫵❤️❤️❤️ when they came up in front of our table with that mask, the only thing that came out of my mouth was just "are you kidding me" 🤣🤣🤣😭🤣🤣😭😭😭 they really are the best fr 😭😭🫶 love you creaturas....
I also received an ebkr shikishi from Lius... Thank you... 😭🫶
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Too bad I forgor to take pics of my own stuff (my goat book...) but yeah, joining an event that is not CF is a nice change of pace for me (and for us. My boothmates and I really enjoyed this event).
I think COCOMA's aim is to encourage us to make more books instead of merchandise (they prioritized letting in circles who had books), and it's working well for me. I feel motivated to make more books now. I honestly love making a book, because I feel like I'm also learning a lot in the process. I want to get better at drawing so I can deliver more delicious fanbooks 🥺🥺🥺🫶 go go akseeee
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acidsaladd · 4 months
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ive been going nuts with blender tutorials all day and now im taking a wee break before i go insane
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beykhabarr · 2 years
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Is it weird that I don't think there's anyone more compatible to be my travel buddy than my dad😔
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markeronacomputer · 23 hours
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i require apocalypse bird hcs
First of all, the Abnormality’s name is no hyperbole. For whatever reason, it makes all lights flicker and shut off in its presence: and I do mean all lights. If it got outside, it would literally block out the sun and cause an apocalypse if they stayed fused for too long.
How exactly do Abnormalities fuse? Who knows, but apparently it’s something all Abnormalities could do if they met one or more Abnormalities that were similar to them and aligned in their goals.
They also need to have a conduit powerful enough for them to latch themselves onto and convert themselves into energy for the fusion: in this case, the Portal to the Black Forest.
Since pretty much only Punishing Bird, Judgement Bird and Big Bird meet that criteria, Abnormality fusions are rare (unless you get Aberrations involved, but I digress).
They are also, more often than not, insanely powerful, with the weakest known fusion still being WAW in terms of power.
But enough about that and onto Apocalypse Bird itself: nobody’s really sure why it’s classified as a bird aside from being a fusion of three birds.
It has arms instead of legs, a tiny weird slug body, a slug mouth instead of a beak, and even its wings aren’t made of feathers, but hair: although they can somehow still fly.
Naturally, it never actually uses this ability because the facility is too big, so it accommodates using its teleportation… that it somehow has…
The eggs are the leftover husks of all three of the birds while the majority of their essence is in Apocalypse Bird.
When destroying one, the corresponding bird can feel themselves start to die, and so they return to their original forms to save themselves: though still leave a little of themselves in the main body so that the others can take over from there.
Their EGO is made from all the uncontrolled energy that spills out when Apocalypse Bird dies. And when I say uncontrolled, I do mean uncontrolled.
So much so that the Manager doesn’t even have to order Extraction Team to make them. The energy’s only around for so long before settling into a more controlled form, so Extraction just get to it themselves.
However, the energy always settles into its more controlled form so quickly that Extraction can only ever make one of the EGO Weapon and Suit.
What is this more controlled form, I hear you ask? The EGO Gift. It’s a very powerful one, too, seeing as how the only other Abnormality in the game whose gift is straight-up just an extra limb is WhiteNight.
It just sorta… attaches itself onto everyone there, and then eventually turns into a full wing overnight whilst they’re sleeping. It also has feathers too, not hair like Apocalypse Bird.
And I do mean everyone when I say that. The effects aren’t as severe with them for obvious reasons, but even the Sefirot would have some feathers stuffed inside their mechanical bodies which spill out when/if they’re scrapped, like pillowcases.
People can’t see out of the extra eyes on their wings. Then again, that’s likely for the best. I imagine it would get disorienting quickly.
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atomarium · 7 months
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Wawa!
Now for real tho, how did You manage the iterator cube in the first place, I think My computer would explode just being near half the polygons
Have a 3d scug as a treat tho
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Waw!
The question can be interpreted in three ways.
Technical:
just... Pain...I have an old 7th gen Intel i7, 16 gigs of ram, and RTX 3060. The thing is. When It comes to meshes, or hard surfaces (the polygons) blender is actually very good at handling a lot of them. But guess what blender does NOT like. Clouds, textures and displacments. I did the details in the cube first, and then sufferd through the pain and lag of clouds and textures.
Render times don't increase with polygons. This many poligons render a 1080p image in 40 seconds. You just have to be smart about hiding stuff you don't need when editing.
I can send you the model. It's really not a huge problem.
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Creating detail kind of technical:
well it is indeed hand made. It doesn't take long if you blender very aggressively with energetic music. The first wall took me, ~30-40 hours. The second is barely visible so just a copy of that with modifications. I premade greebles and assets that I have later scatterd. You can see I reused a lot of stuff. In the project I am currently working on it will be different. But in this one, I tried to follow the doctrine of hiding the flatness of the cube. So it doesn't look like a cube with stuff on it, with fairly decent results. Made some holes some structures etc.. The plugins that I used mostly are discombulator, blenders inbuilt panel gen. And we'll uh. That's Pretty much it. Made a geonodes modifier, for the pipes. So it's easier, so that's a thing.
And the rest is just me trying to be creative and stuff.
The "how do I come up where goes what"
I domnt funkin know.
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I'm an engineer. And that means I solve pracital problems. Such as, will this pipe going from here to here make sense? Or does it make sense to make this thing here if there is another nearby? I can barely be called an artist, or creative for that matter. I can't draw like at all,I just get anxiety when I try, I can't make anything that is alive in blender. Like genuenly anything.(including scugs :<). I am pretty darn new to blender with barely even 1 k hours. I looked at references of Cappins (the creator of the original 3d model found in OE.) Model, I got some inspiration from there.
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Here is his model.
And here is mine ( low quality because I don't have the original on my phone)
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You can defenetly see the similarities. I took inspiration from a lot of the stuff on Cappins model. Unfortunately I for some reason never figured out that iterator cube is not a cube. It's a uh... Pancake shaped cube. What I also like a lot about Cappins model, is that it's very very well balanced. Perhaps some technical details are questionable but at that scale that can be ignored. I later talked with him. And he explained me the meaning of primary secondary and tertiary detail. Wich is actually very useful. Go google it if you draw or model. As for my model. I'm happy that people like it but I'm not happy how not canon it is compared to other iterators. Perhaps, it's an older model of an iterator. It took me nearly a third of the time cappin took to make his, that explains the quality difference. And we'll he had to start from scratch.
I hope that answers all the questions, otherwise ask again. It's not like I'm gonna go anywhere.
(also pls gimme de scug model if it's okay)
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asma-al-husna · 5 months
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Allah calls Himself Al-Wadood— The Affectionate, The Most-Loving, The Beloved— twice  in the Quran. Al-Wadood is the One who is the source of all affection, love, and kindness. Even though He does not need us in any way Al-Wadood wishes the best for us. He has a special form of love for His righteous servants who love Him because of their knowledge of His perfection and His readiness to forgive. Al-Wadood is the Affectionate and the Beloved!
The Most Loving, the Ever-Affectionate, and the Beloved
Wadood comes from the root waw-daal-daal, which carries three main meanings: to love, to be affectionate and to long, wish or desire for.
This root appears 29 times in the Quran in five derived forms. Examples of these forms are yawaddu (like, will wish), al mawaddata (the love), and wuddan (affection).
The concept of love in the Arabic language is decribed by different words, hubb and wudd are examples of them. Hubb is the inner-feeling of love for someone whereas Wudd is an intense, consistent affection as it is expressed in actions and conduct.
Wadood is from the fa’ool pattern which in Arabic grammar points to intensity and continuity. Allah is Al-Wadood; His love is intense, continuous and translates into the blessings, favours, mercy, guidance and forgiveness He gives to His slaves.
Al-Wadood Himself says: . . . Indeed, those who have believed and done righteous deeds, The Most Merciful will appoint for them affection. [Quran, 19:96] ..And ask forgiveness of your Lord and then repent to Him. Indeed, my Lord is Merciful and Affectionate. [Quran, 11:90] . . . And He is the Forgiving, the Affectionate [Quran, 85:14]
How Do We Gain the Love of Allah?
In a beautiful, comprehensive hadith you will find the formula on how to gain the love of Al-Wadood. The Prophet salallahu ‘alayhi wa sallam said: … And the most beloved thing with which My slave comes nearer to Me, is what I have enjoined upon him; and My slave keeps on coming closer to Me through performing voluntary acts of worship until I love him.. Most beloved to Al-Wadood are you doing your obligatory acts of worship, then by doing your voluntary acts of worship you come closer and closer to Him.
Then what happens next? The Prophet continued about the amazing reward: …(so much so that) I become his hearing with which he hears, and his sight with which he sees, and his hand with which he strikes, and his leg with which he walks; and if he asks Me something, I will surely give him, and if he seeks My Protection (refuge), I will surely protect him. [Al-Bukharee]
Al-Wadood then becomes your special Helper, protecting your limbs and organs by not letting them work for anything He dislikes and a heart-melting seal: Al-Wadood will grant your wishes and keep you safe. Subhanallahi wa bihamdihi!
How Can We Live By This Name?
1.      Have a close relationship with Al-Wadood.
Telling Al-Wadood about your concerns is a beautiful type of ‘ibaadah (worship) in itself. He wants you to turn to Him and tell him about your problems while remembering how close He is to you and how much you love Him. The mother of Maryam ‘alayha sallam said: ..My Lord, indeed I have pledged to You what is in my womb, consecrated [for Your service], so accept this from me. Indeed, You are the Hearing, the Knowing..[Quran, 3:35] This pious woman is a beautiful example of someone with a close relationship with Allah and Al-Wadood answered her dua’.
2.      Love Al-Wadood above everything and anyone.
Al-Wadood says: Say, [O Muhammad], If your fathers, your sons, your brothers, your wives, your relatives, wealth which you have obtained, commerce wherein you fear decline, and dwellings with which you are pleased are more beloved to you than Allah and His Messenger and jihad in His cause, then wait until Allah executes His command. And Allah does not guide the defiantly disobedient people. This ayah is a great reminder pinpointing all the things we tend to love over Allah and His messenger.
3.      Let your love be for the sake of Al-Wadood.
Ask yourself for what reasons you love people? Love people for the sake of Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala so Al-Wadood, His angels and the people of the earth love you! What an amazing deal. The Prophet sallallahu ’alayhi wa sallam said, When Allah loves a slave, calls out Jibril and says: `I love so-and-so; so love him’. Then Jibril loves him. After that he (Jibril) announces to the inhabitants of heavens that Allah loves so-and-so; so love him; and the inhabitants of the heavens (the angels) also love him and then make people on earth love him. [Al-Bukharee, Muslim] So mind who you love and love those who fear Allah, love Him and who strive for the good and forbid evil. This is the most beautiful kind of love you can have for another human being, even if you don’t know them.
4.      Follow the Prophet salallahu ‘alayhi wa sallam.
Proof your love for Al-Wadood by sticking to the sunnah of His messenger. The reward: Allah will love and forgive you your sins. Another lucrative deal! Say: If you love Allah then follow me. Allah will love you and forgive you of your sins. And Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful. [Quran, 3:31]
5.      Love to recite Suratul Ikhlaas.
If you want Allah’s love, love talking about Him. Surah Al-Ikhlaas is one of the most comprehensive surahs describing Allah. The Prophet salallahu ‘alayhi wa sallam appointed a man in charge of an army unit who led them in prayer.  He always concluded his recitation with Surah Al-Ikhlaas. Upon their return to Al-Madinah, they mentioned this to Messenger of Allah who said, “Ask him why he does so?” He was asked and he said, “This Surah contains the Attributes of Allah, the Gracious, and I love to recite it. Messenger of Allah then told them, “Tell him that Allah loves him”. [Al-Bukharee , Muslim]. So increase in reciting Surah Al-Ikhlaas with love!
6. Love for others what you love for yourself.
The Prophet salallahu ‘alayhi said: None of you will believe until you love for your brother what you love for yourself. [Al-Bukharee, Muslim] If someone just got married and you can’t find someone, someone got that new job and you didn’t, even though it might  be hard, be happy for them. Strive to control your nafs (ego) and know it is Al-Wadood Who gives and takes. You will notice the peace it gives you inside when you love for others what you love for yourself, in stead of being jealous and anxious over others’ happiness. Live by this golden rule: treat others the way you want to be treated!
Wallahu ta’alaa ‘alem.

O Allah, Al-Wadood, we know that You are the One Who is Most Affectionate. Make us of those who love You and Your Messenger above all, bless us with Your love and protection. Bring righteous people on our path and make us love them and them love us for Your sake only. Guide us in following the sunnah and in fulfilling our obligations towards You and give us the tawfeeq to perform many voluntary deeds of worship, ameen!
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kapapi-o · 11 months
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Heaven Sent Pt. 5
FemReader x Cyno (Brothel AU)
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Previous parts: Pt.4, pt.3, pt.2, and pt.1.
word count: 2.2k (oh waw)
unapologetically not proofread, *evil hamster laughter*
des: A continuation of my on-going series with Cyno and Femreader in Brothel AU. They finally get a slice of peace in this one, yay
warnings: None. Just awkward Cyno and bad attempts of the funny.
it took so long to get this out, lawd almighty...
Nonetheless, I hope you like :>
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“Luckily, there’s only a light bruise on her right ankle. So she’ll have to apply this salve for a few days,” the fennec man pulls out said salve that’s in a container, and places it on the nightstand. 
“If she does, it’ll heal like nothing had been there in the first place.” He says as he turns to gather his things. The general watched from the doorway, his arms crossed in his usual stern manner.
“Thanks, ‘nari.”
“Of course, so why don’t we talk about it?” He finished packing up and stood to look at him directly. Cyno sighs, his body now leaning by the door.
 “Can’t we do that another time? There’s a more pressing matter.”
 “Hmm, so pressing that rather than moving onto the next step, you’ve stopped by yet again to check if she woke up. Very pressing, indeed.” He mumbled sarcastically, narrowing his eyes in doubt at his companion, who shrunk a little at his scrutinizing gaze. In doing so, he proved to the foxian that his doubt was not misplaced. Raised brows followed by an even more doubtful ‘uh-huh,’ came from him as he approached the exit.
“You have the audacity to visit multiple times throughout the day, —I know you’re not questioning my medical experience now, Cyno.” He rests a hand on his hip and eyes him again.
“What is with you, nowadays?” He tried to come across as lighthearted as possible, like how any friend would when something raises some concern. However, no matter how he would’ve phrased it –this was obviously a confrontation.
The gray haired man looks pressed at the question at first, not really knowing why he himself is more anxious…more restless these days, either. Just a while ago, he was in the exact state—moving around without settling, going at the racing pace of his thoughts and before he knew it, his feet led him to her. Where he subconsciously waits for her to open her eyes…
Even so, the only thing he could say from what little he could gather for himself —of himself, is “I don’t know…” 
A bit of shame came with that feeling of dejectedness at his own answer. But truly, that was all he could sum it as. Crossed arms and heavy sighs, the pair of men resembled each other in the room. Cyno’s days when everything was clear and easy to understand seems blurry now. Seeing how things are, Tighnari decides not to press any further.
With one last heavy sigh, he glances towards him again, eyes much softer compared to moments ago. He figured the last thing his friend needed was more things to take up his well over occupied mind.
“If you’ve spared room for her in that knocker of yours, you won’t have to for too long. She’ll wake up any moment now.” Tighnari places a firm grip on the general’s shoulder, pressing a thin line of a smile, hoping to reassure him. Even if that reassurance could barely be felt, the general could use every ounce he can get right now. He passes him by the door, saying lastly before going,
“You should get some rest too. Nights for us are getting shorter.” Cyno nods, no words needed to be further exchanged. A feeling of gratitude surrounded them briefly. A quick ‘good night’ later and he had gone  his way. Leaving him in that pure silence that was unknowingly needed. Why he suddenly felt steady, well, he could owe that thanks to Tighnari for reassuring him that she will be fine now that she’s here, in Aaru Village. 
His eyes eventually wander over to the resting village, and the serenity that swept it when night falls. These are times that are rare and worth treasuring. In the days to come, all the amount of work that he and his colleagues have compiled for months will finally come to fruition. Everything has been set into place so…why was there still something to worry about?
He shuts his eyes. Inviting the world around him to reach his ears instead, and potentially aid him in his focus ... .And sure enough, the twinkles of sand falling against the wind, the soft running of water in the laid out pipes lined within the walls can be heard. Along came the lanterns with their fire emitting a slight crackle, and he could practically visualize the flames flickering ever so slightly with the palm leaves swaying in the air…
 The sounds of the desert made a symphony to lull his mind, finally enough to calm… 
He opens his eyes again, sighing as he does. But amidst the quiet, a gentle rustling of lenin sheets is heard from behind him.
“I’m not dreaming, am I?” Your hoarse voice rang in the ambiance, one that quickly brought Cyno to your side. He moved from the window and towards you, helping you sit up. Your vision was a little blurry of sleep, not so much that you couldn’t tell that the figure in front of you is Cyno, but you couldn’t quite make out the details of him just right so you rubbed your eyes.
 After doing so,  you took a good look at the figure in front of you and it became increasingly apparent that he looked far more exhausted than when you last saw him.
“General, you should sleep—“ He raises his hand slightly to stop you and opens his mouth, muttering something too soft for you to hear.
“Uh, come again?” You tilt your head a bit to his direction, trying to get a better hear of him.
“Cyno.” He breathes out, eyes drooping slightly as he begins to ease more and more, “Just call me Cyno.”
You couldn’t help the small smile that appeared on your lips, a warm and comfortable feeling invoked at this sincere, albeit, simple gesture. 
“Alright then, so now will you rest?”
“I will, since it seems you’re all set for the night.” your brows furrowed, wondering just how long he had been waiting on you.
“Gener-“ you paused before correcting yourself, “Cyno,” you said carefully, “-were you… waiting for me?”
“Ah, so it seems.” He nodded more so to confirm that himself before looking back to you, answering in certainty, “Yes, I was.” 
“But there was no need to…” You uttered, becoming a little bashful at the fact.
“That may be true but…” the man in front of you tried to come with a reason but just as before, and with his mind running to exhaustion, nothing came up. Instead he turned away, clearing his throat and looking back to you as if he had forgotten something.
“Right, Candace, the woman from earlier had drawn a bath for you. You should probably take it…” Your lips turned downwards. Had a couple days gone by while you were asleep? If so, did your hygiene really deteriorate to this extent? –you could only frown at the thought and asked, seeking in all honesty,
“…I don’t smell that bad..do I?” 
Cyno gazes at you in confusion until realizing and internally cringing over his poor choice of words.
 “Ah..that’s not what I meant—It’s…” he stops to actually consider what he’d say next, before carefully glancing in your direction, “—you’d feel more comfortable if you did. –In fact, you smell..-fine.”
Not that you could tell, especially with his back turned at you, –the poor man’s composure is shaking at its pillars.
“I’ll walk you there.”
 He offers his arm to you, a slight gesture for you to take it and in some unexpected way, you did. A bit entranced —maybe near fond of this charming hesitancy that he was displaying. 
Stiffly, he led you from the room and into the evening. A sweet stroll had engulfed you as he set the pace for you both, however awkward it was. But…you didn’t seem to really mind. Well, you couldn’t really put yourself to. Not when the common stars bear witness to your new freedom, not when you can bask in an eve as pleasant as this one, one of thousands that you’ll undoubtedly have, — and most especially in an arm’s length of the one who promised you so… 
That in mind, you turn your glance from the floor and onto the one who was exhausted on your behalf, who relentlessly still, watched over you as he acted as your guide. Nothing but the deepest depth of gratitude filled you. As clear as the sky, the exact words you wanted to say resurfaced in your mind, and wholeheartedly you retraced them with your lips– 
“Thank you, Cyno…” you softly spoke, sincere as it was from your heart. He however, only answered with,
“I haven’t done nearly enough…”
“What do you mean?” you questioned genuinely, your feet coming to a stop and with him still wrapped to you, he did as well. Red eyes escaping yours, seemingly avoiding your gaze as his words avoid the tip of his tongue. Unreasonable guilt having sit on his lips, leaving you with no answer.
“Do you…even realize how much you’ve done?” He pondered it for a moment before ultimately resigning to just hearing what you had to say,
“Cyno, you’ve given me hope in a place that forced me to abandon it.” You unhooked your arm form his and spaced into the memories of you both, recounting with a gladdened tone–
“You’ve reminded me that I still have strength.” You turned back to him, eyes graciously expressing that gratitude, 
”Were it not for you, I wouldn’t have been able to find my way out of that hell…” 
“So for you to say you haven’t done enough,” your tone suddenly took a shift, one that went serious as you stared at him, “--are you invalidating what I’ve gone through?”
In both visible and audible panic, Cyno jolted to change your mind, “No–That’s not what I think–”
At his raised shoulders and widened eyes, you did little to fight the snicker that made way across your features. 
“Cyno,” You brought up from your chuckles, a lighthearted smile on your face, “I was just pulling your leg.” 
“Oh.”
You hummed at his blank face, and still with a smile you said, “You’re not the only one who can make bad jokes.”
“Are…my jokes not that funny?”
“Well, I’m sure if you keep trying, you’ll strike a gold one, no doubt.” A sigh escapes your lips, seemingly content with the more comfortable air that surrounded you two. Staring up into the sky with a longing from far away, you spoke with a lighthearted tone to you,
“In all seriousness, I meant what I said earlier. Cyno,” your glance leaves the stars from above and turns to look into those flickering flames for eyes, filled with might for righteousness, and still yet, even they’ve grown tired. In all sincerity, from the depths of your being, you uttered to him, “Thank you. For all that you’ve done.”
“What you have achieved so far, has helped, and will help many more who has walked a similar path of life as I have….so please,”
Your hands found his’ and held them in a firm and warm grasp. Your face illuminated by the bright night lured him out of that senseless guilt. 
“-take this much to heart.” The winds, just as before, carried your voice to his ears like an answer to a prayer, and it seeded a way to sooth whatever uneasiness that lay dormant in his mind. It wasn’t a whole lot, but still a start. With that, his only response was a nod to show for his understanding. You yourself weren’t sure if your words carried any weight to him, so at least for now, this much will have to do. You took his arm again, as well as his attention as he glanced to you wordlessly asking what you were doing with him, 
“You still have to escort me the rest of the way, right?”
“That’s right. Apologies.” He’s quick to respond and in a shaky manner too, as he tries to stand tall and walk you the rest of the way without shrinking in place. Concern becomes you as you worry over his wobbly stature.
“Are you sure you’re alright? Maybe…it was a bad idea to drag you with me.” Your hold on his arm loosened the slightest and in less than a second, Cyno had gone from weak to stern-sure, his voice coming in like a thunderclap as he spoke solemnly,
“Y/n,”
“Yes?” you answered in uncertainty, still eyeing him with worry.
“Even if I lost a limb, I’d still be here escorting you.” His brows cast downwards in a manner of seriousness, staring only straight ahead into the distance like a man on a mission. Voice giving anything but silliness. 
And yet, you laughed. He turned to you in bafflement, “...what was funny about that?”
“Ah—No..no, sorry—you losing a limb is not a laughing matter at all—It’s just, you say the most out of pocket things..” you giggled, amused by the strange specimen beside you. That apparent seriousness melted away immediately as his face warmed at the sight of you chuckling. Eyes softened as he watched for what you said next, walking beside you arm in arm.
“If people were around to witness, they’d probably mistake us for lovers.” Your little mindless comment echoed in his mind. It was now completely blank up there, and if you hadn’t called his name repeatedly, he’d likely walk you both out to the desert.
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A/N: So much has happened in these couple of weeks that has kept me from getting this one out.
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I won't delve into it tho, i gotta finish this so i can rant to my mother and commence our ritual nightly watching of cringey ahh chinese dramas.
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Thank you a bunchies to those who come back to this little 'ol thing I got going on here :< <3
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Stay safe out there and remind someone that you love them <3
Until then,
-Kapi
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ticklish-n-stuff · 11 months
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hihii sakura!!! its jack hehehe, may i please request ler!shizuku and lee!reader? take your time with it wooo
Ler!Shizuku x gn!reader
Sorry if this is too short but I just wanted to write something simple and soft. I hope you like it 💖💖💖
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Shizuku x gn!reader (romantic)
Lee: reader
Ler: Shizuku
Warnings: Tickles!
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It was one of those days were you just felt exhausted and wanting nothing more than simply relax with your loved one. Of course, Shizuku just HAD to pamper you. It waw in her nature and she simply loved helping however she could.
She had pressed you against her chest as her nails lightly ran across your scalp. Her soft, gentle scratches were making your brain feel blissful.
"Enjoying yourself?" she asked with a gentle smile, growing ever so slightly when you gave a sleepy nod. At this rate, you might actually fall asleep. Her touch was truly perfect.
Then, her nails slowly trailed down to your neck and ears. Lightly tracing over the shell of your ear and gently caressing the nape of your neck.
The touch caused you to let out a shivery breath. You couldn't help but feel a bit ticklish, but it wasn't to the extent that would make you burst out laughing. It had just enough pressure to make your skin tingle, but still keep your body and mind relaxed and at peace.
"Shizuku..." you softly whined out as her nails started trailing down your shoulders and down the length of your arms. Slowly going up and down, repeating the motion over and over again. Causing a quiet giggle to involuntarily escape your lips. Still, you couldn't ask for a better way to spend your day.
"Hehe, yes sweetheart?~ Does it feel nice?" she asked genuinly, wearing that angelic smile on her face. But it was still enough to send your cheeks ablaze. You turned to hide your face against her and gave a shy nod, causing her to let out a soft giggle.
"I'm glad. I'll do this for as long as you want..." she whispered lovingly towards your ear as her nails went to explore your back. Lightly running up and down your spine. She swore she saw you purr like a cute kitten from the touch, making her smile in pure adoration. And she sure didn't miss the soft giggles that spilled out of those lovely lips of yours.
You could finally breathe in and out a sigh of relief, having achieved this moment of comfort with your special person. How glad you were to have someone you could rely on.
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Did not proofred bc eepy akdhakdhajdh
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clanwarrior-tumbly · 2 years
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Can you give me some headcanons involving Bunzo meeting a selkie child reader who somehow made their way into the place after it closed instead of the player and survived, all the while protecting their cloak, but when they see him, they don't fear him, they look at him, a small smile on their face and stick around after winning, asking him to come along after they found out what happened to the Mini-Huggies. They only managed to protect one: a red one they named Firecracker.
You’ve never been to the Playtime Co factory before, but you got acquainted with the grabpack and games quite well, managing to find your way around.
Sure, you might be a selkie. But you’ve lived on land for a long time and knew about arcade games, so you were naturally drawn to Whack-A-Wuggy first.
The sandy ground also reminded you of the beaches you were so fond of.
It was a lot of fun, and after winning you moved onto Musical Memory. Though...you couldn’t help but notice how sad some of the Buddies seemed as they watched you go. You promised to be back for them.
Little did you know, Mommy was watching it all, alerted to your arrival after seeing the game light up. But she kept her presence hidden.
When you finally meet Bunzo in his game, he’s curious about your coat, which had a seal’s face on the hood.
He thought it was cute! And he was just happy to see a child return here--especially one who wasn't afraid of him at all--so he starts the game. When you win, he expects you to move onto Statues.
Instead, you stay and talk to him a bit.
“You wanna come to Whack-A-Wuggy with me?”
“Erm..didn’t ya already win it?” He tilts his head.
“Yeah but..I got a bad feeling about the little Huggy Wuggies. They seemed scared and I just wanna be sure they’re okay.”
“Hmmmm alright!” He detaches himself from the cable and happily follows you.
Though..all is dead silent in the WAW arena. You didn’t hear any stirring from the holes, not even as Bunzo went in to inspect some. He only comes out telling you they’re all empty.
You go to leave but then hear a pained whimper, and you check around.
Eventually you look up and see a red Buddy hanging out of a hole. You didn’t wanna scare him back inside, so you gently lift Bunzo up so he can get him instead.
The poor thing looked traumatized, as he shook in your arms as you hugged him, putting your coat around him. “Hey, little guy..what happened to your friends?”
He seemed too terrified to talk about it.
Bunzo, on the other hand, believed Mommy had something to do with it. Though he was too nervous to say what exactly.
So you took the Buddy with you, calling him “Firecracker” bc his red fur reminded you of that.
He clung to your back with his velcro hands/feet, still wearing your coat.
You didn’t mind it. He needed it more right now.
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kimpining · 28 days
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top 5 worms? top 5 unjust depths Moments? top 5 izzy noises? top 5 weapons you would use?
long ass post. yeesh!
top five worms:
1) snom, the most beautiful and wonderful 'worm pokemon'.
2) izzy is practically some manner of worm, when it comes down to it.
3) sandworms sweep. shai hulud are sick as fuck.
4) the huge worms that are like an environmental obstacle in hollow knight are pretty cool. i guess maybe they're just normal sized worms, since hollow knight is so bug-sized? huh.
5) koyomi araragi has no bones in his body. one of the most wormy thangs.
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top five unjust depths moments:
1) it's majida's quest in the finale of surviving an evil time. the beautiful intersecting of violence and love and this community that keeps driving her further and reinforcing what she needs to do, culminating in decking the shit out of radu. it's so fucking killer.
2) murati, stuck in her diver after its power died and looking out of a small reinforced glass port in it with a broken arm and drifting in and out of consciousness as she's getting the vaguest psychic flashes. it's a real powerful image. stuck with me a lot.
3) 'the only heterosexual kiss in unjust depths'. i love the way hunter iii's bites are described as really just ruining his flesh and self and adelheid just keeps sneaking quick peeks. it's so fun. dude had it coming. and i think its the first Real body horror bit in the story. so it was of course deeply enrapturing.
4) homa and kitty's final moments. i think it's incredible. really incredible sadness and woe and a moment for homa to actually stop and process the hell she's been through as she has to deny a dying woman any last rites. it's so good. homa can speak to the dead...
5) gertrude lichtenberg exhibiting 'gertrudeswag' in norn's solitary confinement cell in sinners under the firmament. it's so good. beautiful sign of the gertrude swag to come. just losing her mind and declaring hell on earth for everyone forever because of a breakup.
top five izzy noises:
1) thine coquettish lilt
2) your soft little 'waw' you say after certain things i say and express to you.
3) the noise when you [] inside an izzy
4) you have this like, tone, that builds as you know you're going to start doing a bit that's got this funny unmistakable confidence to it that's so charming. like your voice gets heavier with the weight of the Joke.
5) you have a Conceited Chuckle that is charming. when you're playing up your confidence a bit. it's so cute! adorable, even.
top five weapons you would use:
1) spear. history bears this one out as the best weapon. it rules. it's got range. it pierces. can be planted in the ground for increased stability. what other weapon went 1v1 against jesus and won? it's got cred.
2) zweihander. it's fucking huge i just want to swing it around in a grocery store and knock a bunch of shit off the shelves and mulch a watermelon.
3) fire axe. honestly any two-handed one-sided axe. i'm familiar with them and they're comfortable and extremely useful when chopping firewood and various other things.
4) knives are aesthetically very intimate and personal in a lovely way. beautiful tool to perform harm on others.
5) i've grown more fond of kukris recently. lovely shape they seem so neat and useful for carving things and such. no personal experience so shrug. but i would love get some.
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heavybreathingcatt · 1 year
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WAW Part 2
Yes. I'm working on it. It's all planned out, and 16k of it is written. I'll start posting maybe in a year or more. Once I have a VERY solid foundation, so I know it can be done. But it will likely be another 5-6 year project. My writing is much more condensed, and I won't be exploring as many themes and timelines as Part 1. So it won't be as long. Lol famous last words. WAW part 1 was meant to be a short 15-chapter 30k fic. Oops!
I didn't have a beta for part 1. I MAY consider one for part 2. Mostly so I have some moral support as I write this.
I’ve been regularly posting snippets on Twitter. Most of them are spoiler-ish, but I figured everyone would have forgotten those little details by the time the fic actually comes out. 
The plot of part 2 is hinted at in Part 1. There is a dropped plot in one of the Becoming Jack chapters and that’ll let you know where part 2 is going. 
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coolfireguy73 · 1 year
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sorry for the bother I hope that you've been well ah right, I've seen you say "sorry" so many times in your posts about writing stories and such and well... I don't really see why you should be sorry for all of that, I mean it's nothing bad to be apologizing so much for (but I still appreciate you caring so much)
as long as we can understand your writings in the story, everything is fine, nothing is perfect so even something like a comic with horrible art could be a favourite amongst readers when the story is just fantastic and yours is actually both, great to read and also an interesting concept as also story (and fantastic artworks), I would love to see more of it, but we all know that good things take time and of course you also need breaks and other things to put your focus on so that you don't get some kind of an artblock or even a burnout, besides I also love your other works just as much
take good care of yourself and don't be too harsh on yourself either, have a great day or night
Waw I've received such long asks tonight ^^ (Yes it is night, thanks for asking)
I don't really know why I've been so apologetic. I'm just so happy to see this blog doing so well.
As I've said in the past my growth on the internet has been very... messy ? It's been something 😅 But my time on Tumblr is really the best I've had since I first created my first Instagram account eons ago X)
I guess, I'm really worried I'm going to disappoint.
Anyway, thank you, I didn't know I needed to hear read that right now.
And thanks everyone who's been following me, I hope we can continue to grow this blog into something really cool ! ^^
It feel like one of those emotional post for no reason but I'm really just thanking you guys. You all don't have to follow me.
I have a few bigger project I'm working on for this blog, mainly the Child mercs comic, I also have the Cryptid AU to finish, I have a big drawing coming up with everyone on it (Including Scout's Ma, and heavy's family 👀 ), and some other doodles and sketches :)
So stay tuned !
(Always dreamed to say that X) )
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After long play, Waw and Wel were sleeping soundly on Notch shoulders, exhausted.
-"Oh... here they are."-Krak the Dragapult approach Notch-"I'm sorry I decided to take a nap and didn't noticed them leaving. I hope they didn't cause you any trauble..."
Notch was sitting down, his back against his favorite shady tree. He nuzzled one Dreepy and then the other. He tilted his head when Krak approached.
"They weren't any trouble at all! I like playing with them. It makes them happy!"
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blurryfangirlansuke · 11 months
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Undescribed Pt1
" It's just another day away with an zero close to my nam what would it it take to get more followers maybe I'm a loser or just an loner ~
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Looking through my post compare to the other artists I get no notes until the very end. Having some kind of hope maybe artists or more people enjoy my lovely selfship of Duke and Me together.
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Black shadow coming upon the door quite tall. Duke knew something wasn't right mostly he would here Sona clingy or being around him this was a different feeling.
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Curiosity got the best of him Duke swing the door of Sona's in his castle upon wondering why the castle is quiet and no voices besides his heels clicking each other whenever he walks by.
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A paper mashay Duke was hanged on the front side of the door cute but it wasn't the subject. Looking directly Duke sees Sona cureled up in the ball knees hugging her chest with the tears down her eyes rubbing the teat stains around her clofhes.
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Duke always like to fool around but he was concerned about Sona being sad. Was it her time of the month, did Duke say something that she felt very uncomfortable, or she wants to cuddle with him. The step of his long heels Duke stumbles upon loads of paper drawings on the ground.
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One paper slide to both heels picking up the paper Duke sees the drawings all the place and floor were doodles of him and Sona together.
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Sure Duke was long but Sona still always attend to draw her holding Duke's hand or being in a different scenario
Duke felt a creep of blush hitting his pale white skin examining how Sona art is dedicated to Duke besides his mother Daria who draws him non-stop for more episodes of Vampair. Feeling pity Duke attends to sit close to Sona studying her why she's down in the dumps.
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Duke then scans on Sona's phone that she was on her main page on Tumblr but doesn't have hearts, or notes like others did she did something that lead to to this, maybe her art was childish or maybe they don't like her. More tears down her eyes huddle up knees Sona points to Duke that's she's " Undescribed meaning she doesn't get attention or followers like anyone can they also call it underrated.
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Duke picks up Sona's phone checking her profile and other things he did waw zero notes this gave hin an idea by using paper and pen
~To Be Continued ~
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No joke the drawings took me 2 and half hours from drawing the whole sketches I want either way stay tuned for pt two soon.
Thank you all and have a great day or night ❤️^^
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ur-lesbian-pamaypay · 2 years
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The amount of emotion in both of them. In Caitlyn’s eyes alone. Despite being in a mask, you can see all the hurt and fear in her eyes
This is the first time she sees Vi after the oil and water scene; thinking about her in the shower, wishing she could turn back time, wishing she could’ve convinced her to stay. After all that she finally sees Vi again.
I know they had not parted for long but they had left so much in the air; iniwan nila yung isa’t-isa sa ere (waw tinagalog for more drama). And just their luck, in the scene of their reunion, they’re yet again in a predicament of danger.
Here, Vi is put in a situation where she's asked to hold only one thing close to her heart. Either Jinx/Powder or Caitlyn. Her guilt is so immense to both her sister and to Cait (to her entire family actually). She believed everything was her fault.
She believed she put Caitlyn in this mess, caused her all this pain and injury. She pushed Caitlyn away because of this yet she still managed to get harmed. Vi finally had someone she could love again and here once more, that someone she loves is in harm.
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asma-al-husna · 9 months
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Allah calls Himself Al-Wadood— The Affectionate, The Most-Loving, The Beloved— twice  in the Quran. Al-Wadood is the One who is the source of all affection, love, and kindness. Even though He does not need us in any way Al-Wadood wishes the best for us. He has a special form of love for His righteous servants who love Him because of their knowledge of His perfection and His readiness to forgive. Al-Wadood is the Affectionate and the Beloved!
The Most Loving, the Ever-Affectionate, and the Beloved
Wadood comes from the root waw-daal-daal, which carries three main meanings: to love, to be affectionate and to long, wish or desire for.
This root appears 29 times in the Quran in five derived forms. Examples of these forms are yawaddu (like, will wish), al mawaddata (the love), and wuddan (affection).
The concept of love in the Arabic language is decribed by different words, hubb and wudd are examples of them. Hubb is the inner-feeling of love for someone whereas Wudd is an intense, consistent affection as it is expressed in actions and conduct.
Wadood is from the fa’ool pattern which in Arabic grammar points to intensity and continuity. Allah is Al-Wadood; His love is intense, continuous and translates into the blessings, favours, mercy, guidance and forgiveness He gives to His slaves.
Al-Wadood Himself says: . . . Indeed, those who have believed and done righteous deeds, The Most Merciful will appoint for them affection. [Quran, 19:96] ..And ask forgiveness of your Lord and then repent to Him. Indeed, my Lord is Merciful and Affectionate. [Quran, 11:90] . . . And He is the Forgiving, the Affectionate [Quran, 85:14]
How Do We Gain the Love of Allah?
In a beautiful, comprehensive hadith you will find the formula on how to gain the love of Al-Wadood. The Prophet salallahu ‘alayhi wa sallam said: … And the most beloved thing with which My slave comes nearer to Me, is what I have enjoined upon him; and My slave keeps on coming closer to Me through performing voluntary acts of worship until I love him.. Most beloved to Al-Wadood are you doing your obligatory acts of worship, then by doing your voluntary acts of worship you come closer and closer to Him.
Then what happens next? The Prophet continued about the amazing reward: …(so much so that) I become his hearing with which he hears, and his sight with which he sees, and his hand with which he strikes, and his leg with which he walks; and if he asks Me something, I will surely give him, and if he seeks My Protection (refuge), I will surely protect him. [Al-Bukharee]
Al-Wadood then becomes your special Helper, protecting your limbs and organs by not letting them work for anything He dislikes and a heart-melting seal: Al-Wadood will grant your wishes and keep you safe. Subhanallahi wa bihamdihi!
How Can We Live By This Name?
1.      Have a close relationship with Al-Wadood.
Telling Al-Wadood about your concerns is a beautiful type of ‘ibaadah (worship) in itself. He wants you to turn to Him and tell him about your problems while remembering how close He is to you and how much you love Him. The mother of Maryam ‘alayha sallam said: ..My Lord, indeed I have pledged to You what is in my womb, consecrated [for Your service], so accept this from me. Indeed, You are the Hearing, the Knowing..[Quran, 3:35] This pious woman is a beautiful example of someone with a close relationship with Allah and Al-Wadood answered her dua’.
2.      Love Al-Wadood above everything and anyone.
Al-Wadood says: Say, [O Muhammad], If your fathers, your sons, your brothers, your wives, your relatives, wealth which you have obtained, commerce wherein you fear decline, and dwellings with which you are pleased are more beloved to you than Allah and His Messenger and jihad in His cause, then wait until Allah executes His command. And Allah does not guide the defiantly disobedient people. This ayah is a great reminder pinpointing all the things we tend to love over Allah and His messenger.
3.      Let your love be for the sake of Al-Wadood.
Ask yourself for what reasons you love people? Love people for the sake of Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala so Al-Wadood, His angels and the people of the earth love you! What an amazing deal. The Prophet sallallahu ’alayhi wa sallam said, When Allah loves a slave, calls out Jibril and says: `I love so-and-so; so love him’. Then Jibril loves him. After that he (Jibril) announces to the inhabitants of heavens that Allah loves so-and-so; so love him; and the inhabitants of the heavens (the angels) also love him and then make people on earth love him. [Al-Bukharee, Muslim] So mind who you love and love those who fear Allah, love Him and who strive for the good and forbid evil. This is the most beautiful kind of love you can have for another human being, even if you don’t know them.
4.      Follow the Prophet salallahu ‘alayhi wa sallam.
Proof your love for Al-Wadood by sticking to the sunnah of His messenger. The reward: Allah will love and forgive you your sins. Another lucrative deal! Say: If you love Allah then follow me. Allah will love you and forgive you of your sins. And Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful. [Quran, 3:31]
5.      Love to recite Suratul Ikhlaas.
If you want Allah’s love, love talking about Him. Surah Al-Ikhlaas is one of the most comprehensive surahs describing Allah. The Prophet salallahu ‘alayhi wa sallam appointed a man in charge of an army unit who led them in prayer.  He always concluded his recitation with Surah Al-Ikhlaas. Upon their return to Al-Madinah, they mentioned this to Messenger of Allah who said, “Ask him why he does so?” He was asked and he said, “This Surah contains the Attributes of Allah, the Gracious, and I love to recite it. Messenger of Allah then told them, “Tell him that Allah loves him”. [Al-Bukharee , Muslim]. So increase in reciting Surah Al-Ikhlaas with love!
6. Love for others what you love for yourself.
The Prophet salallahu ‘alayhi said: None of you will believe until you love for your brother what you love for yourself. [Al-Bukharee, Muslim] If someone just got married and you can’t find someone, someone got that new job and you didn’t, even though it might  be hard, be happy for them. Strive to control your nafs (ego) and know it is Al-Wadood Who gives and takes. You will notice the peace it gives you inside when you love for others what you love for yourself, in stead of being jealous and anxious over others’ happiness. Live by this golden rule: treat others the way you want to be treated!
Wallahu ta’alaa ‘alem.

O Allah, Al-Wadood, we know that You are the One Who is Most Affectionate. Make us of those who love You and Your Messenger above all, bless us with Your love and protection. Bring righteous people on our path and make us love them and them love us for Your sake only. Guide us in following the sunnah and in fulfilling our obligations towards You and give us the tawfeeq to perform many voluntary deeds of worship, ameen!
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