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adamsrcnan · 5 months

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OKAY OKAY here we goooo an annoyingly long-ish post about all my thoughts on The Sunshine Court

Spoilers Spoilers Spoilersss you've been warned

First things first it is so interesting to see Nora writing from not one but TWO new people's perspective. Jean's perspective is just devastating being inside his head is heartbreaking the constant fear and panic and how much of his energy is used on just pushing down every memory of what was done to him. His coping mechanisms are terrifying and i truly do hope by the end of book 2 he has a healthier way of dealing with it bc baby boy stop hurting yourself :( Every sentence was so painful to read. But also his resilience the entire time to get through it no matter what, god i fucking love him!!! He is a fighter.

Jeremy's perspective is sooooo refreshing. He is such a little sweetheart i could cry. The fact that he sends hand written letters and he's so caring and genuine but he can also be so stern. When he dropped that "i asked you a question" to Lucas fkehdjdfjdh OK SIR. I'M SAT. His relationship with the family butler is so endearing as well i need more background on that for sure! My only one criticism is that he didn't have enough pov chapters and i'm hoping we'll learn more in the second book of course because there's still so much about him and his (dysfunctional? toxic?) family dynamic that we don't know yet but also i'm greedy and i wanna know EVEYTHING about him !!!

Kevin and Jean are so just tragic it actually breaks my fucking heart like "you didn't have to slit my throat on the way out" JEAN??? and "promise me you won't try again. I can't lose you." KEVIN??? And the fact that Jean to this day is still keeping that promise. Also Jean's obvious but secret long term crush on Kevin the way it's subtly dropped every time Jean has to stamp down on his desire's and "temptations" GOD PLEASE I CAN'T STAND IT

SPEAKING OF!!! BISEXUAL JEAN ??? BI JEAN??? BI JEANNNN !!!!

Neil and Jean oh my God like where do i even start?? The guilt Jean feels at what happened to Neil in the Nest and him finally calling him by his name after Riko's death and telling him his game was good. And Neil seriously needs to give himself more credit for how much of a caring person he is because the way he indirectly told Jean that he thinks he is worth saving and didn't even hesitate before asking Stuart to send someone after That Guy after what Jean told him. Neil Josten the man that you are!!!

Jean's little sister Elodie what a beautiful name. Them being so close and him reading to her. The way he found out about her death jolted me differently. It was so awful and i'm so sorry Jean didn't get to see her grow up and meet her again.

Renee and Jean oh my god. Jean thinking she's beautiful (bitch me toooo) And the whole right person wrong time ugh i can't stand it. Him wearing her necklace all the time, enough that Jeremy always notices it. And unabashedly stealing her picture from the foxes lounge. Like he did not give a fuck. He said this one is mine. One good reason to stay alive being rainbows i'm gonna FKSJSKDHDH. Theirs would be such a soft love.

Speaking of soft loves Laila and Cat are EVERYTHINGGGG. God they are so cute with their little domestic life and their rich gay boy son who crashes on their couch with his cardboard cut out dog. That whole friendship dynamic is beautiful. Their fierce protectiveness and care over Jean as well and the patience they have with him even after the little kitchen incident. When Cat took Jean out for a drive on her motorcycle god that was such a heart warming moment and Jean helping them cook as well and becoming the girls' little sous chef it's so cute so endearing !!!

FINALLY FINALLY THE JEREJEAN DYNAMIC

PLEASE I'M GONNA SCREAM

Jeremy being the one who told Jean that Riko was dead i don't even know what to begin with THAT like hhhhhhh. The way they're both stupidly attracted to each other but won't/can't do anything about it. THE WHOLE "say yes Jeremy" SCENE WTF WAS THATTT I WAS GOING INSANEEEE. Both of them having to stop mid sentence when they catch the other looking FINE as hell. Jean being so obvious that even Lucas picks up on the way he looks at Jeremy. Jeremy being there to ground Jean in a Moment and helping him come down from it. Grabbing his face and telling him he's okay. Moving into the room with him to make him feel more comfortable !! The way Jean grabs Jeremy's chin (boiiiii). Jeremy constantly reminding Jean that he is NOT A RAVEN ANYMORE no matter how many times he has to say it. Jeremy saying he'll wait as long as it takes until Jean speaks to him. JEREMY GIVING HIM A HUG AND JEAN CLUTCHING DESPERATELY TO HIS SHIRT FUUCUFHDHSJHSSUHDH and then the "will you help me?" And the "Anything you need" AND THEY'RE GOING TO TAKE A CERAMICS CLASS TOGETHER?!?!?!!!! i can't i can't i can't i caaan'ttt

There's so much more to say but i'm gonna leave it at this for now because i need to go re-read it again and take my time with it this time round but i really could not have asked for anything better Nora truly outdid herself here !!! I'm forever grateful she blessed us with this after so long.

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nyxthejinx · 1 year

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Answering to this desperate cry for help

Maaan this was so much fun fr, i hope I made these bad boys justice. Also, didn't know what kind of format I should be using and especially how to repost the original thing, since copying and pasting on the reblog would be absolute hell rip

𝐓𝐖: people biting each other but in an affectionate way, idk lemme know if there's more

𝐅𝐭.: Dottore, Xiao, Childe - GN!Reader

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.1k (in total)

𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨: 3rd Made in Abyss soundtrack - Kevin Penkin (yes, it's that good, no comment)

𝐃𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐞

OHOO he's gonna be so intrigued by this weird habit of yours.

We all know he's not big on social interactions and all -he barely values human life- but when you came into the picture he felt invested in someone for the first time. Hence he observes... Normal people, to learn the basics.

He's smart, a quick learner. Will understand in no time your likes and dislikes, but one day you?? Bite him? Chomp like a feral newborn kitten? Oh, his scholar personality spikes through the roof.

Dottore's never seen anyone bite their partner like you do, it confuses him at first, although he won't say anything and just chuckle. He'd rather observe you and come to his own conclusions before asking.

Was it a one time thing? When, how and where do you like to do it? Is there a deeper meaning, a show of intimacy? Need for attention? Affection?

Yeah he'll treat it like a maths equation, that's how he is.

Some days you'd see him without his mask, leaning particularly close to your face. Other times he'd set his gloves aside and let his digits linger on your cheeks and jaw for every little thing. (He knows he’s difficult to bite because of his clothes)

"Oh Dear, look at your lips, they're chapped/full of crumbs/smeared with any other kind of food/every single excuse he can come up with."

It takes you a bit longer than you would've wanted, but you realise his true intentions eventually. If you feel smug you can just chomp on him randomly and see him lose his mind (he thought he'd figured everything out rip dottore.exe).

I advise against it though, he'd repay the torture tenfold. (aka not cuddle with you even if you ask nicely).

Overall, Dottore finds this habit of yours cute. You're a nice little, innocent thing in his eyes and that just adds to your charm.

Yeah you can be a 1.90m tall menace of a person and he'd still tease you, an arrogant, mean jerk >:(

After some time he starts biting you back (ouch shark teeth), not in a painful way ofc. He's so casual with it, most likely to strike when you least expect it just to see your surprised and/or flustered face.

Or to have you chomping in return, even ;)

I'd say 7.5/10, good chomping partner but will "fight" back.

𝐗𝐢𝐚𝐨

My guy, poor guy.

He's another social inept, we all know why.

He started to learn about human customs after meeting you, and you've helped him out a lot, but he's still so stiff.

He probably gets a heart attack every time you give him a surprise hug. The day you chomp on him his soul leaves his body.

It's not that he's a scaredy cat, physical touch just overwhelms his senses if he's not prepared :((

Asks you to tell him beforehand next time.

But aside from that he doesn't seem to mind. He finds every human custom weird in a way, this one is no exception, and eventually it becomes routine yeah?

I think he's a perfect subject for chomping, with all the exposed skin he has. I mean, look at his shoulders! The urge to sneak up from behind and just CHOMP.

He's got muscles for days too, won't shatter your teeth on his bones. AND HIS CHEEKS- his baby cheeks, they look so soft how can you not bite those.

But yeah, just give him some time and he'll get used to this.

Xiao's not stupid either, he notices right away that you're the only human partaking in this activity, or in public at least. Lowkey feels happy and proud to have you as a partner, you're so special and unique :( <33

At some point he'll want to try it out as well, but he's sooo shy about it and a bit scared he'll hurt you. You gotta make him confess with bone crushing hugs.

When he eventually chomps back he's UGHH so soft with it. For Xiao it's more about the meaning and the bonding experience than the chomp itself.

9/10 if you're fine with doing all the chomping. 8/10 if you want chomps back, but definetly recommended.

𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐞

Run. RUN. RUN FOR YOUR CHEEKS' LIFE.

He is THE chomping menace.

Let me tell ya, you're putting your life on the line. It's like a declaration of war and he will not hesitate to respond with all he's got.

We know for a fact that he's always up for a challenge. If you're crazy enough to engage and bite him first, well I hope you have a survival plan for the rest of your life cus he won't stop.

It can and will escalate in a "fight" if you're in a private space (you know the tickle fights where you become a mess of tangled limbs? That.) If you try that in public though? He's gonna look at you like a damn predator.

He'll eat your cheeks once you get home, good luck.

His bites are rough-ish too, unfortunately for you. He’d never hurt you on purpose, and is always careful with his strength, but in the heat of battle he’ll forget; 7 times out of 10 you leave the field with a 32 teeth bite mark.

I think he is more of a cheek guy than anything. They're always available and easy to reach, regardless of your height, and it's also so intimate because who else touches your face? No one, aside from him.

He's the chosen one.

And don't think it will stop at the first time, no no. You've unlocked a new hobby for him. He'll put so much effort in it, it's terrifying.

If you act surprised or flustered well, bonus points in his opinion. Your face is just priceless and will make a habit to make you react that way.

At that point you either fight back or succumb. His soft spots are his stomach (duh, nibble on the exposed skin when he's in his work clothes, I bet he's ticklish), his nape, collarbones and overall the base of his neck.

The rest of his body is still a good chomping surface, but his instincts kick in and his muscles go taut, it's like biting a rock and has no effect on him.

Childe will definitely give you a hard time. It's up to you to take advantage of the right moment and give him a good revenge chomp.

Honestly, he's my fave ever but I'll give him a 5/10 just because of that. Can't even bite the man in peace anymore 🙄

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corruptedcaps · 8 months

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Fake Week

“What kind of sicko are you Kane? I will not wear this… this butt plug. Its bad enough I have to pretend to be your girlfriend for a month so you’ll stop bullying Kevin but I’m not going indulge you in this sick game and wear some lewd sex toy of yours. I don’t care if this is what all your exes did! You’ll knock it down to just a week if I do? Alright fine but I’m cleaning it first. Maybe cleaning it more than once.”

“Are you happy now Kane? No you don’t get to check it! No wonder you’re single, you’re such a creep! Oh sure you wanted to see it was fitting fine and not hurting me? Yeah right how stupid do you think I am? And besides it fits perfectly, like really perfect actually. I uh got to go.”

“Yeah so what if I’m putting on makeup? I figured if I’m going to sell being your girlfriend I should probably start looking like those vapid bitches you are used to dating. Plus this is so easy, don’t know why I didn’t try it before. It’s just an act, you’re still a creep and once today is done I’ll be one day closer to not having to pretend to be your girlfriend!”

“It’s called yoga Kane. All you exes are flexible, athletic bitches so I thought I might as well act like I care about this stuff. I have to say though I’ve seen such a crazy improvement in just a few hours. It’s like magic! I can stretch and twist like never before and I’ve seen improvements in other areas too. Areas I see you’re checking out you cheeky bastard. I guess it is a pretty amazing ass now so I’ll allow it but don’t get any ideas, I’m just your fake girlfriend for 5 more days.”

“I never noticed how long my hair had gotten lately, it was getting in my face all the time during yoga so I decided to put it into a high ponytail, you know like one of your exes, and it’s so freeing. I used to think it was so bitchy looking but now honestly I think it’s sexy like this don’t you think? Of course you agree, I can see that bulge in your pants ‘babe’. Hmmm it’s kind of hawt seeing someone other that Kevin be turned on by me. Even with him it’s so few and far between lately. Maybe in four days when I’m back to being his girlfriend he’ll like this new hairstyle.”

“Ugh why are my so called friends so annoying today? They were complaining that I was saying mean things about Margo. All I said was if she wanted to ever get a guy she should maybe lay off the ice cream once and awhile. It’s not my fault the fatty started to cry. She should thank me for being honest with her. I should be more honest with the lot of them and kick them to the curb but they’re the only friends I’ve got. You’ve heard Amber and Mercedes want to be friends with me? The two biggest bully’s in school, but they are pretty cool and fashionable unlike these other dweebs. Maybe I’ll give them a text, thanks for the encouragement…. babe.”

“You were right about Amber and Mercedes. We texted all day yesterday and met up at the mall and went shopping. They convinced me to throw out all my lame clothes and buy a totally new look. It’s mostly pink and tight and sexy as hell. They also convinced me about something else. About you. I’ve been such a brat to you these past few days and you’ve been nothing but a gentleman to me. It’s time you got some sort of reward for your troubles. I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t going to be a reward for me too. Just stand there looking handsome as hell and I’ll do the rest.”

“Hey baby, last night was mmmm really hawt but don’t tell anyone ok? I don’t want Kevin to know that I cheated on him last night… or this morning… or in your car later today. I can’t help it if you can’t keep your hands off me. I mean who can blame you? Plus you are MY boyfriend for two more days. Of course I told Amber and Mercedes though, they’re my besties, I had to tell them. Plus they were so impressed by what a bitchy thing my cheating was that they made me their new leader. Wasn’t your ex their old leader? Well I’m going to being even badder and bitchier than she was. Mmm that’s making me so horny. Fuck it let’s go to your car now.”

“Last day of our ‘relationship’. It’s only right that we get all the fucking in that we can. Glad to see your stamina is up to the task. Kevin wouldn’t last a fraction that you are capable of. What a fucking loser, can’t believe I have to go back to him tomorrow. Why am I doing this again? To stop you bullying him? He deserves to be bullied and you’re soooo hawt doing it. I never admitted since putting in the butt plug I’ve been touching myself at night thinking about you wailing on him. You’re so much more of a man than he ever will be. You know what? Fuck him. I deserve a strong, mean, and hot as hell boyfriend and you deserve a bitchy queen bee of a girlfriend. Kevin deserves to be the victim. Forgot our deal, I’m yours for good now and Kevin is all yours.”

“Oh the jacket? It belongs to my boyfriend, Kane. You know, your bully? Me date you? As if loser, I’ve always been Kane’s girl and always will. It’s like I was made for him. You’re just some simping creep who’s wanted in my panties for years. Everyone knows it, because my beta besties Amber and Mercedes are telling them right now. Those two can spread news like wildfires. You’ll be a pariah by the end of the day. Kane will be cheered on for bullying you. Mmmm speaking of which here he comes. Don’t forget to cry, it makes me so wet when you do.”

#f2f #corruption #bitchification #magic #evil bitch #corrupted item #corrupted pov #cc2024

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jpmarvel90 · 1 year

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Not going to make it

Masterlist Scarlett Masterlist

Relationship: Scarlett x Reader

Summary: Y/n and Scarlett are expecting their first baby together. But when Scarlett's project is delayed, there's a risk she may not make it home for the birth.

Word Count: 4498

Y/n's POV:

Never allow your wife to go and work on a project a month before you are due to give birth. That's exactly what I did and now I'm regretting it as I'm sat in the delivery room about to push a baby out of my who ha. To be fair, she didn't really want to go, but I'm in an incredible amount of pain now, so everything is her fault! Let me back up a bit.

I've been in an incredible relationship with Scarlett for 8 years. Married for 5 of them. We met a while before that though on the set of Iron Man 2. I was one of the cinematography assistants on set. Scarlett, being the wonderful person she was, always made an effort with everyone on set. She knew everyone's name and treated them the same as she would her fellow cast mates.

Our relationship turned into one of friendship when she was going through her divorce. I was working to make sure everything was ready on a set on the backlot. Turns out Scarlett was using it to have her daily meltdown. Her words, not mine. At first, I didn't know what to do. In the end, just sat next to her and offered her a tissue. She broke the silence to explain what was happening.

From that day, we became close. She would search me out when she was having a down moment, and we'd go to an unused set, and she would let her feelings out. Sometimes she would scream, others cry. Sometimes she would be so angry she's just kicked the shit out of the props. It was cute, because she would then politely put everything back to where it was before her rampage.

I often didn't say anything. I think I was mainly there as a soundboard for her. I didn't try to offer her much advice. My own love life was a disaster so I couldn't speak with any wisdom on the matter. As things from her divorce calmed down, we started to hang out away from set. Coffee and lunch here and there. It was nice to see the change in her as she started to get over and move on from her divorce.

In fact, I was surprised when she had moved on far enough that she kissed me at a cast party for Avengers. I had just got a promotion and Kevin had talked about me taking over head of cinematography when Patrick retired at the end of this movie. I was so excited, and Scarlett was the first person that I wanted to tell. After I excitedly told her, she grabbed my shoulders and pulled me into a kiss filled with fireworks, whispering "I'm so proud of you." I was completely shocked, but after talking, we both admitted that we had feelings for each other and started to go on dates together.

We were definitely a slow burn. Although the feelings there definitely there, there was always a hesitation to take it to the next step. It wasn't until I was going to work on a movie in England that it kind of forced us to address the situation. Scarlett burst through the door to my apartment almost in a rage. "Were you going to tell me that you are moving to England for 6 months?" She fumed.

"I only found out this morning and was planning to tell you over dinner tonight." I admitted, as she towered over me whilst I was sat on my sofa. "Oh, uh. Sorry. Seems I overreacted a little here." She awkwardly laughed, rubbing at the back of her neck. I was quick to pull her down onto my lap. "I don't want you to go without knowing you're mine." She whispered with vulnerability. "Oh Scarlett. I have always been yours." I confess, making her eyes light up. "Be my girlfriend." She rushed out as she cupped my cheeks.

I leaned in and captured her lips in a sweet kiss. "I'm taking that as a yes." She grinned and I nodded. "I've wanted to ask you for so long, but I didn't know if you were there yet." I admitted shyly. "Babe, we've been dating for 4 months. Of course I was there. But I appreciate you being so thoughtful of my own feelings. But let's make sure that we have clear communication. We're going to need it over the next six months." She suggested, something I easily agreed to.

Those six months were really tough. Being so new to our relationship, I think we were both worried that it would be too much of a strain to have a long distance relationship. But we made the effort with each other, both taking the trip across the pond to spend time together, talking every day. I actually think it's why our relationship is so strong.

I knew after being with her for less than a year that I wanted to propose, but her work schedule, and mine, as I worked with Marvel, became so busy. I wanted the proposal to be perfect, so I waited. Too long really. I proposed after we had been together for two years. With the help of our friends in the cast and crew, I proposed on the set where I first saw her having her break down. That was where I started to have feelings for her. The set may have changed over the years, but my feelings for her didn't.

A year later and we tied the note and have been happily married ever since. We made a home in New York, and it was where we planned to start our family. It's not been an easy journey to get here. IVF was difficult. With the commitments Scarlett had, we agreed that I would carry first, and then Scarlett would carry our second. But it took us a little longer than we had anticipated to get pregnant the first time round. It took us 18 months. It's not bad in the grand scheme of things and people go for much longer. But for us, we were so desperate for our own little family, it was a painful time. Especially when I miscarried twice.

But after a year and a half of trying, we were finally successful. We were so cautious in the early stages. I barely went out and took some time out of work for a month. The press, and even our friends, thought that we were going through a breakup. So, it was a shock to them all when we announced our pregnancy when I reached 12 weeks.

Our friends and family were so happy for us. Scarlett's mom only lives a few minutes away and her dad is within the hour. Being based in New York wasn't what some of our friends wanted though. Both Lizzie, Scar's best friend, and Florence, mine, bought apartments near us so they could be near by once the baby came along. There were like two sisters to us. It was great.

Through my pregnancy, Scar was amazing. Very protective, not that I blame her after the stress the miscarriages put us through. But she was so loving, and my favourite moments were watching her interact with the bump. Every night she would read a book to them, and she would so often singing to them. Though this would often send me to sleep as her voice is so calming to me.

I was annoyed when it was a Marvel project that caused there to be a hint of worry that she wouldn't make it for the birth. Initially there weren't any issues. She was filming on the new Scarlett Witch movie. It was a great opportunity, with Natasha coming back in the Multi-Verse and Scar was so happy to be back in the Marvel fold.

The project was due to finish a month before my due date. We talked for a long while about whether she was going to take it. To be fair, it was mainly me trying to convince her to go. I knew how much she wanted this, and I didn't want me or our child to be the reason she didn't get to do something she loved so much. It was the promise that her mom and Flo would be around for anything I might need that ultimately helped to convince her.

We were both shocked when Hunter came back from Puerto Rico to be around for the birth. He stayed with Melanie but was a great entertainment to me. Flo was around every day, and she would often stay over. In the beginning, it was actually quite fun. I was waited on hand and foot, with Hunter and Flo being far too scared of Scarlett to do anything less.

But then I got a phone call I dreaded. When I answered the phone, I could already head that Scarlett was crying. It sent my anxiety up straight away and I was terrified that something was wrong. "I'm so sorry." Is all she kept repeating, but not actually telling me what she was sorry for. I could hear Lizzie in the background trying to calm her down.

It took her 15 minutes until she was able to calm down and tell me that filming was delayed by two weeks. She was terrified that she was going to miss the birth of the baby. I was too, but I didn't want to make her feel any worse by adding to those fears. Instead, I took the time to talk her down and explain that there would be time and at the last appointment, out little man was very comfortable and didn't look to want to be going anywhere.

I even worked out how long it would take her to get to be from Atlanta and showed her that unless I was having a super speedy labour, she would more than likely make it in time if she was able to leave as soon as she knew. Thankfully she agreed and stopped threatening to walk out on her contract. As I knew Kevin Feige quite well, I called him up and explained the situation. He said that he would allow Scarlett to leave if I went into labour and offered his own private jet to ensure that she got here as quickly as she could.

It was all sorted and everything was going to work out. That was until I started to feel lower back pain when heading to bed one night. Not thinking too much of it, as I had pretty bad back pain through the pregnancy, I ran a warm bath and soaked to help ease the pain.

It helped and I climbed into bed feeling slightly better. I feel asleep pretty easily, but I woke up with the pain returning. I looked at the clock on the side of the bed and saw that it read 3am. I got up to make myself a cup of tea and a quick snack as I was getting pretty hungry. By 8am, I was worried as the pain wasn't going away. I picked up the phone and decided that it would be best to call Flo, just in case. "Hey Y/n/n. Everything ok?" Her perky voice echoed down the phone. "Hi Flo. Could you come over. I'm not feeling great and think it would be best to have someone here just in case something happens." I ask.

Before I can even finish asking, I can hear her moving around her apartment. "I'll be there in 15 minutes. Do you think you've gone into labour?" She asks and I think about how I'm feeling. "It's only a sore back. Probably nothing." I try to shut down any thoughts of this baby coming early. I've still got another 10 days until the due date and Scarlett is due home in two days. This little bugger better stay put.

When Flo arrived, she helped get me comfortable on the sofa. I considered calling Scarlett, but I didn't want to worry her if this wasn't the real thing. But the decision was soon taken from me when I shot up from the sofa, clinging to my back and stomach as a wave of pain washed over me. I tried the best I could to breathe through it. Flo came in just as I was coming to the end of is and her face turned to have a worried look on it. "Shit! Y/n are you having contractions?" She asks, taking a seat next to me and slowly rubbing her hand up and down my back.

I nod as I control my breathing and wait for the pain to pass. "You need to time them." I grimace as I try and get comfortable again. Flo grabs her phone and starts a timer. "Ok, we need to call Scar." She says, handing me my phone. I call her a few times and she doesn't answer. "Seriously!" I huff when she doesn't pick up for the fifth time. I change tack and call Lizzie instead. She answers after two rings.

"Hi Y/n. Are you ok?" She asks with a cheery voice. "Are you with Scarlett?" I question and I know she can hear the slight panic in my voice. "She's filming at the moment, but I'm on set. Is everything ok?" She enquires. "I think I'm in labour." I reply, which earns a squeal of excitement. "Lizzie. Any chance I can speak with my wife?" I ask when she doesn't seem to be doing anything but bouncing around with excitement. "Oh right. Of course. I'm on my way."

I listen as she rushes across set. I hear the voice of Kevin and then he calls out to Scarlett. There's some mumbling before I finally hear my wife's voice. "Hi my love. Is everything ok?" She asks a little out of breath. "How quickly can you get to New York?" I ask, feeling a pain starting to pick up again. "Don't mess around Y/n." She lightly scolds, but the sudden cry of pain shows her that this is no joke. "Oh shit. Is that a contraction?" She questions through the phone, her voice getting frantic.

"No, I just like crying down the phone to you." I respond sarcastically. "Fuck. I'm not there. I have to be there." She starts to panic. "Then get going." I almost shout down the phone as Flo tries to help me through the contraction. "Right! Yes. Put Flo on the phone." She orders and I put the phone on speaker. "I'm here Scar." Flo announces, giving me a smile. "How far apart are her contractions?" She quizzes. "At the moment 15 minutes and her waters haven't broken yet." She informs my panicking wife.

There's some mumbling as she talks to someone and then returns her attention back to us. "Ok, when they're 5 minutes apart, she has to go to the hospital. I'm going to leave as soon as I can. I just need to change and then I'm heading to the airport. I should be with you within 7 hours. Call my mom and brother so they're there too." She instructs to Flo. "Just hold on for me babe. I promise that I'm going to be there, right by your side." She then tries to comfort me. "I need you Scar." I cry as I finally come through the contraction. "I know my love. I'm going to be with you as fast as I can." She says, before reluctantly telling me she needs to hang up so she can get ready.

After that phone call, Flo does as asked and calls Melanie and Hunter. They both say to call when we go to the hospital as they don't want to crowd me. Which I'm really grateful for. It's now a waiting game for my contractions to get closer together. I stand up to walk off some of the pain, slowly rubbing my hand over my bump. "I'm begging you little man. Please hold on so your mama can get here." I beg him, not wanting to do this without her.

My phone rings and I grab it to see a facetime from Scarlett. I answer it to see her smiling at me, but I also see the concern in her eyes. "Hi babe. I'm in the car on the way to the airport. How are you?" She asks me. "Sore. This fucking hurts Scar." I tell her and she chuckles, but quickly stops when I glare at her. "I miss you." I sniffle, trying to hide the tears. "I miss you too. So much. But I'm going to be with you before you know it!" She tries to comfort me.

"How far apart are your contractions now?" She questions. I look over to Florence. "8 minutes." She informs me. I see Scar's face falter at that. "Wow, that's quick." She mumbles, panic taking over her. "You'll get here on time." I tell her more confidently than I feel. "Maybe I can just close my legs." I joke which makes her laugh. But that soon stops when I feel a gush of water between my legs. I look down and see a puddle of liquid by my feet. "Y/n?" Scarlett calls to me.

I slowly meet her eyes through the phone. "My waters just broke." I inform her. Flo jumps up from her seat when she hears that and gasps when she sees the state of me. "Shit. OK um, I'm just at the airport. Kevin's plane is waiting for me, and I should be in the air within an hour." She tells me. "Ok angel. We'll be waiting for you." I tell her with a smile, trying not to show her the fear I'm feeling that she's not going to make it.

90 minutes later and my contractions are now 5 minutes apart. Scarlett messaged to say they were just taking off about 15 minutes ago so it was definitely going to be close, she still has at least 4 to 5 hours until she can realistically be with us. "Come on Y/n/n. Let's get you in the car. I've called ahead to the hospital and let Melanie and Hunter know too. They're going to meet us there." Flo tells me as she helps to guide me to the car. She runs back into the house and grabs the to go bag and we're on our way.

It's been over three hours since we've arrived at the hospital. I'm now 6cm dilated and I no longer have control over my emotions. "Where is she?!" I shout through another contraction, my hand squeezing the sides of the bed. "She should be landing any minute now sweetie." Melanie tries to comfort me, dabbing at my head with a wet cloth. "I can't do this on my own." I start to cry. Melanie and Flo both stop what they're doing, taking one of my hands each. "She'll be here. And if she isn't, you're not alone. You have us with you. We're not going anywhere." Melanie tells me firmly.

I'm not close with my parents. When I came out, it had a negative affect on my relationship with them. When I told them I was pregnant, they could barely hide their disgusted at the thought of Scarlett and I having a child together. Melanie has been the mother I didn't have and I'm so grateful that she's here. But she's not the one that I want next to me. I want my wife.

"She's landed and making her way here." Hunter rushes into my room with a smile, but it's not met with enthusiasm. "She's 9cm dilated. It's almost time." The midwife tells me, but I shake my head refusing to believe it. "Nope. Not happening. I'll just hold my breath or something. This baby is not coming until my wife is next to me." I say firmly. "Come on buddy, we had a talk." I plead to the bump once again, only to be hit by another contraction. "Oh, fuck you!" I scream as Flo imitates the breathing pattern I need to do. "Come on Scar." I whisper to myself.

"No, no, no." I chant, gaining Flo's attention. "What's wrong?" She asks, gently running her fingers through my hair. "I feel the need to push" I tell her, which gets the midwives attention. "Ok, that's the sign that your son wants to join the world now Y/n." She says but I'm shaking my head, sobbing at this point. "NO! She's not here. Please!" I beg, but I know it's no use. "Ok, we can only have one person in the room during labour." The midwife informs the three of them. "You're her back up birthing partner Flo. We'll wait outside." Melanie responds before leaning into leave a kiss on my forehead. "I'll be back to meet my grandson." She smiles, which I easily return.

Hunter is next to say goodbye, before they both disappear into the hallway. Flo takes my hand and gives me a confident look. "I thought she'd make it." I cry as Flo tries to shush me. "I know. I know I'm not the one you wanted with you. But I'm not going anywhere." She tells me, providing me the smallest of comforts.

"Ok Y/n. We're going to need you to start pushing with your next contraction." The midwife informs me. She's not here. She's not made it. Our son is going to come into this world without her. As I push with the next contraction, tears stream down my face to know she's not here. It's breaking my heart.

"I'M HERE!" Scarlett's voice fills the room as the door slams open. Relief washes over me as my contraction comes to an end, and I see the one face that I've wanted by my side. Flo places a kiss on my head and leaves so Scarlett can take over. She instantly takes my hand in hers and places a kiss on my head. "I'm so sorry. I'm late." She says panting, out of breath from clearly running. "It's ok. You're here now." I smile at her, puckering up my lips to show I want a kiss. She giggles and leans down and captures my lips in a kiss.

It doesn't last long as another contraction kicks in. "You got this baby. I'm so proud of you." Scarlett encourages as I push. "That's great. Y/n I can see the head. Take some deep breaths for me. You're almost there." The midwife says. I follow Scar who is guiding me through the breathing techniques. "I'm not sure I can go again. This hurts so much." I pant, leaning my head back against the pillow, dreading the next contraction to come. "Yes, you can. You are the strongest person I have ever met. It's something I admire about you so much and our son is so lucky to have you as their mom. I'm here with you. We are going to get through this together."

The sincerity in her voice is making me emotional, until another rush of pain hits. "Sure! Together! How's your pain level?" I hiss as I push once again, for what I hope is the final time. But all that frustration washes away when a baby's cry rings out. I look to Scar, to see her eyes filled with tears. There is no sound more magical. "Congratulations. You have a healthy baby boy." The midwife tells us, with a big smile. "Go cut the cord." I instruct Scarlett, with a push, who's reluctant to leave me. She places a kiss on my forehead and moves down towards our son.

She lets out a gasp as she meets him. "He's gorgeous." She whispers in awe. "Just like his mama." I smile. Seeing how happy Scarlett is as she takes the scissors to cut the cord. The midwife wraps a towel around the baby and pass him to Scarlett who holds him like he's made of glass. "He's got your eyes." She says as she walks him towards me and places him on my chest. Tears fall freely as his eyes meet mine. "Hi there. I'm your mom." I say with a teary smile.

Scarlett wraps her arm around my shoulders and rest her other hand on the baby. "He's perfect. Thank you." She beams, turning her gaze to me, love overflowing. "Thank you for making me a mom." She clarifies, leaning down to rest her head on my own. "We're a family of three." I smile and she chuckles. "My perfect family." She sighs contently.

After going through birthing the placenta and getting myself and the baby cleaned up. All the pain and grossness are in the past as this bright bundle of joy rests in my arms. Calmness now fills the room as Scarlett sits next to me, cooing at our newborn son. A knock at the door draws our attention as Melanie pokes her head around. "Can we come in?" She asks and we both nod quickly.

The door opens fully, and she's followed in by Hunter, Flo and also Lizzie. "They all gasp as they see the baby in my arms. "Everyone, I'd like you to meet our son. Leo Hunter Johansson." Scarlett announces to everyone's surprise. Hunter is frozen to the spot as tears fill his eyes. "Really?" He asks and Scarlett nods, standing up to pull him into a hug. "Do you want to hold your grandson?" I ask Melanie who nods, words escaping her.

I adjust my hold so she can take him. As soon as he's in her arms, she's cooing and crying herself. "My first grandchild." She babbles. Flo and Lizzie take their place by my side as Scarlett, Hunter and Melanie have a moment together. "What are you doing here Lizzie?" I ask. "I couldn't let her go on her own. She was so out of it, I'm sure she'd have gotten on the wrong plane! Besides, I wanted to be here to meet my nephew." She replies, a big grin her face.

I then turn to Flo who's already looking at me. "Thank you for being there for me. I can't thank you enough. I don't think I could have done any of this without you." I tell her honestly. "What else are sisters for." She states simply, and just like that the dam breaks and I cry into her shoulder. Stupid hormones!

After everyone has had a cuddle, they eventually have to leave as visiting hours are over. Scarlett's allowed to stay with me before Leo and I are discharged in the morning. She scoops Leo up into her arms and starts to walk around the room, bouncing him in her arms. I take a few photos and videos as she starts to sing to him. It fills my heart with so much joy and love and I can't wait for our lives together as a family.

#scarlett johansson fanfiction #scarlett johansson x y/n #scarlett johansson x reader #scarlett johansson #celebrity fanfic #celebrity fanfiction

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honey-minded-hivemind · 2 months

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rewind!Reader helping Kevin open the store: ... My parents said they were going to come visit in a couple days

Kevin who's genuinely a bit surprised: ... Wait really?

Rewind!Reader: yeah they wanted to check up on me *walked off to prep some more stuff*

Kevin: .... *Slowly looks over at the TV* .... When the hell did they have parents here-

Cube Anon

The X-Men: They have parents?!

Wolverine: HOW?!

Kevin: I don't know! Maybe they were, like, turned into a baby here, or- or- given as an orphan to some random couple, I don't know!

Cyclops: Well, it looks like we need to be prepared for the visit... stares at Reader through the screen Wasn't their dad ******** ?

Kevin: He was WhAt-?

Later-

Reader, entering their home: Man, I'm beat... huh... My folks are visiting...

Reader: leans against a wall and slides down, their shoulders hunched and their head buried in their hands

Reader, trying not to cry: Why did they have to visit now?

The X-Men, watching through the screen: ...

The X-Men: Morph, watch their parents. Closely. If they are a threat to Reader, let us know

Kevin (aka Morph): Got it, guys...

That entire week Kevin spies on Reader and listens raptly to whatever they say about their parents, their childhood (how is that possible, their childhood was spent with the X-Men, not with those jerks!), how they felt growung up, any traumas they had experienced...

And let's just say Kevin is one p*ssed-off protective friend parent. Because those people who raised you? Yeah. They didn't deserve you. They scared you with all of their fighting, blamed you for their own problems and shortcomings, and had the audacity to judge you for being so anxious and scared and grouchy.

Oh... those f*ckers are about to WiSh tHeY wErE NeVeR BoRn!!!!

(Kevin is there when they visit, and is very stiff with them, keeping themself between Reader and their parents at all times, basically shouting Reader's praises, and rubbing I how much of a good friend and child Reader is, and how they're the best co-worker ever, so take that and **** it, you arrogant *ssholes-!)

Yeah. Kevin's doing their best. Reader appreciates them sticking up for them.

(What do you think, @thewickedweiner and @sugar-soda?)

#honeycomb thoughts #platonic yandere marvel #yandere platonic marvel #platonic yandere xmen #yandere x-men #platonic yandere marvel x reader #platonic yandere xmen: the animated series #platonic yandere xmen 97 #🔦rewind au #platonic yandere morph #platonic yandere kevin sydney #platonic yandere cyclops #platonic yandere scott summers #platonic yandere wolverine #platonic yandere logan howlett

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ma-lark-ey · 5 months

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Lark Liveblogs Literature: THE SUNSHINE COURT BABYYYYY LETS GO JEAN

to begin: THE COVER???

The fucking NARCISSUS/DAFFODIL. Stop stop stop. Nora stop. She said it wouldn’t be a sun but I WASNT READY.

RESILIENCE. FIRST BLOOM AT THE END OF WINTER. NEW BEGINNINGS AND REBIRTH.

warning in advance for how many reaction images will be in this post. Miss Nora Sakavic has a way of making me unable to verbalise how devistated I am so I turn to goofy photos.

Also, just so we’re all on the same page:

it’s 1:20 AM. My roommate IS asleep. I am fighting the demons (downloading this book) but i am winning (it is queued on my kindle)

ITS DOWNLOADED LETS GO

Okay so context is that my Kindle is at 10%

I tried to go to bed and read this in the morning but I am

SO NOW I HAVE FRANTICALLY FOUGHT A WAR (figured out how to get this book) AND I AM READY FOR BATTLE (to cry over Jean)

ONE, TWO, THREE, LETS GO BITCH!!

Also my kindle cord is too small for me to properly lay in bed so im literally about to lay on my stomach kicking my feet like a middle schooler WISH. ME. LUCK.

CHAPTER ONE:

oh we’re jumping right in okay. god. hi baby :((

OH. I am just adding onto my #1 Riko hater agenda right now.

“The golden rule— not where the public can see” DIE. LITERALLY DIE TETSUJI

“The lack of broken fingers this time” THIS TIME??? JEAN. JEAN.

im so.

RENEE!!!

“and he had wasted them texting Renee a heads-up.” Nora please we’re only four pages in bro

Renee i love you im marrying you please give me a kiss. Mwah Mwah Mwah. She said “Bitch. Lay back down.”

currently also reading a batshit raven!neil fic and just. on the ground. about all of this.

stop the way I literally went “who the fuck is Nathaniel” Im too transgender for this.

Me, seeing the Abby content we need in this world:

Jean dont call that hellscape home bbg

Renee beating self worth into this man. ily

“Jean couldnt remember the last time he was allowed to wear color” LITERALLY KILL ME

Nora I need you to be less good at describing pain please and thanks

NOT THE BITING

DADMACK DADMACK DADMACK DADMACK!!

he fr be moving this man like a doll. love you wymack

tied him up with racquet laces I. h. lays on floor softly crying.

NOT THE DADDY ISSUES

Jean fr out here plotting 50 ways to kill his brother. he fr though Neil was the problem. no girl Neil just has no tact and autism rizz. Kevins the fucking snitch

no one:

Jean @ the Moriyamas;

“that man is years overdue for a head-on high-speed collision” YOU TELL EM DADMACK

CHAPTER TWO:

Jean please just sleep like a normal human man. God.

Even Jean be out here like “Kevins a little Chihuahua ass drama queen. Bitchboy. Wet cat man.”

Kevin: look, bro, if the 5’3 twink with enough daddy issues to make riko blush and chugs ‘fuck around and find out’ juice for breakfast can escape the moriyamas and not die, so can you.

Testuji. Testuji when I catch you. Tetsuji

Jean what the fuck makes you think anyone but Andrew Minyard will ever tell Neil what to do. Girl.

“If I am not a Raven, who am I?” A MOTHERCUCKING TROJAN BABYYYY

“I have to go to my next class.” I forgot they were in college deadass. Neil is straight up my age im gonna throw up.

Okay. It is. *checks time* 3 AM. I cannot keep my eyes open, which means i must put Jean away for sleep.

ITS IS NOON THE FOLLOWING DAY. I HAVE SLEPT. I HAVE TAKEN MY MEDICATIONS. TIME TO HYPERFOCUS BABY.

KINDLE SAYS WE HAVE 8 hrs 27 mins LEFT IN THIS BOOK. IM SAYING GOODBYE TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I’LL SEE Y’ALL AT DINNEE TIME. ITS JEAN TIME.

Hiiiiiii Thea….

“Good morning, Paris.” Now, the average man will see this as a reference to his frenchness. but real ones know Paris is prince of Troy, the man who married Helen of Troy & started the Trojan war.

do y’all think Jean has a french accent wait wait wait. obviously itd be very slight at this point but is it there. necessary question.

Assessing Thea like a fucking state exam right now. Neil could not have cared less about your ass I am gaining so much information

Hate of my life Riko moriyama.

CHAPTER THREE:

JEREMY FUCKING KNOW HI BAYYYBY

the way I literally got up and had to pace and stim for a moment even though I fully expected this. autism. my roommate is concerned. not really. she’s used to this she watched me read TKM and dramatically reenact the Ichirou Car Talk.

wow??? AFTG team actually seems happy and well-adjusted and friendly with each other??

Random Note: I’m currently watching Blue Exorcist & one of the main characters is a girl name Moriyama and I’m literally just sitting here like “This girl is way to nice and innocent to have that name.” Because she literally is the nicest girl to ever exist. Why is she cursed with the same name as my mortal enemy (Testuji)

“Tonight’s experiment was the icing on the cake, an invaluable experience no matter how it ended.” Jeremy, my love.

He has empathy… Never before seen footage. Y’all get the cameras!!

He’s so shaken about Jean,,, holding you so gently Jeremy. Here as a guy who knows nothing at all about Jeremy since I’m. so new here. but god.

Jeremy: are you sure a Raven can abide by Troja—

Kevin: Bro Jean is so pathetic he’s a bottom fr. He never disobeys an order

Jeremy: I. Okay you didnt have to say it like that, bro.

I will literally never stop respecting the Trojans strat in the final they really said. “If these fucks can win the championships with nine players, surely we can.” and then willingly got their asses handed to them.

“Xavier stumbled when he got the next serve off, and the Fox guarding him gamely hauled him back upright before running for the ball. It was a simple gesture, but it endeared Jeremy to them” I dont remember if this bit was described in tkm so i’m going to guess that’s Nicky or Matt. Aaron would fucking never.

Nah because like. Yes this proved to the Trojans how resilient the Foxes were, but it was also a message to the audience, yk? Like we know the Foxes were getting shit for their quick rise to the top after they pulled their shit together, but I personally think that the Trojans did this both for their improvement & for Foxes’ publicity. This game proved to the public at large how devastatingly *good* the Foxes were, because of their small size. The second best team in the league crumbled playing the same conditions the Foxes did *every game* and got to championships with. They proved that Foxes were, in fact, a D1 team who earned their keep.

oh hes got daddy’s money. Well. not. officially. yo what I mean.

“it was always best to have a paper trail” Neil Josten would have an anuerysm hearing those words.

Bye Jeremy I’m. Love you so much. Why do you feel like a sixty year old man in your early twenties.

“between seven and twelve students.” yikes.

“unfamiliar and accented voice.” I WAS RIGHT I FUCKING CALLED IY HES GOT AN ACCENT BABY FUCK YEAH

“you ever feel like— like you’re making a choice you cant come back from? But even knowing everything could go completely sideways, you’d make that choice every time?” okay so coming out allegories i could make aside, Jeremy is so… where to start with him. He reminds me of Percy Jackson. Endlessly loyal and selfless to the point its a bit stupid but endearingly stupid.

CHAPTER FOUR:

Okay so we’re alresdy hateflirting. noted.

Its also extremely sunny today in Podunk Hicksville where I live so it feels very On Brand.

“Jean had seen that smile in a half-dozen broadcast… He could picture it too easily, and he dug his fingernails into his own face in vicious warning.” Awww you think you can best the gay worms in your brain. goodluck with that Johnny.

“isn’t that reason enough to keep living? To rediscover simple delight one moment at a time,” keeping this quote for eternity

“enough sunlight to chase away Evermore’s shadows. They are willing to take a chance on you. Aren’t you?”

Kevin Day autistic king. taking this hesdcannon to my grave .

“the conspiracy theorists were working overtime” no girl they just aint stupid.

THEY DESTROYED HIS POSTCARDS…

CHAPTER FIVE:

I want to start keeping record of all the times Jean is like “[name] wasn’t decent enough to [thing]” because its SO funny. We LOVE a petty king.

also keeping track of all the insults he throws at Neil.

Neil likes to think he’s SUUUUCH a loner boy no friends angsty “dont speak to me” resting bitch face ass motherfucker. In reality he is a jack russell terrier — ceritifed jack russell owner who’s dog thinks hes soooo big and bad but said dog literally cries when you dont let him in the bed or say hi to people on the street

Jean is SOOOOOO dramatic 😭😭

Jean: Why would you let Kevin do this.

Neil: let him?? He did that on his own.

Jean: you’re proud of him for being a problem, arent you?

Neil: oh you fucking know I am, bitchass

“but other than his outstanding murder charge there was nothing interesting about that Fox.” i’d consider that very interesting information, Jean. Youre just deranged

“with milk, juice, and vodka dominating one shelf” that’s Aaron, Nicky, Andrew/Kevin in order. Im correct.

“There was an entire drawer dedicated to cheese.” Yeah that sounds like Nicky.

“Half the drawer was full of mini candy bars. Jean threw them all into the trash” bro Andrew is going to kill you in cold blood and not even Neil can save you.

Jean is SO dramatic. Give him Kevin’s crown.

Jean @ Neil during the final: ARE YOU WITHOUT INTELLIGENCE????? ARE YOU STUPID??? DO YOU WANT TO DIE??

Seeing the media coverage of the championship is the food I needed thank you Nora for this. I am eating it up. om nom nom

The sportscasters referring to athletes with their first name is batshit. What. why. huh. Absolutely not.

CHAPTER SIX:

Renee protecting Jean from discovering Riko’s death through media & not through them…

Everytime boys start fistfighting in this series I hear Roxanne from Megamind. “Ladies, ladies, you’re BOTH pretty.”

a) Jeans reaction to finding out was exaclty what I expected

b) I’m FASCINATED to know who called campus security. Jeremy?? Renee?? Someone in Fox tower???

Neil was gentle with someone other than Andrew? I didnt know he knew how to do that…

NEIL. NEIL JOSTEN. YEAH BABY

HES ROOMING WITH CAT AND LAILA??? YES YEA YES YESY

the Jean-Renee dynamic is so fucking important to me. MLM/WLW solidarity. theyre besties.

THEYRE SO IMPORTANT TO ME BRO.

Literally snuggling Jeremy

Oh he’s got Fox potential. Hiiii Jeremy. Give me the traumadump bbg

THEY/THEM??? DO MY EYES DECEIVE ME OR IS THIS AN HONEST TO GOD THEY/THEM PLAYER OH ILL CRY. ILL CRU RIGHT NOW

CHAPTER SEVEN:

Oh Jean. you’re about to have such a gay awakening babe i can feel it in my bones.

A FUCKING YOYO??? I LOVE HIM

“A mite bit hecked up” PLEEEASE JUST SAY FUCK /ref

OH HE WAS IN LOVE WITH KEVIN. INTERESTING INTERESTING INTERESTING.

autism coded lookingg motherfucker (stares at Jean.)

The chaos of Cat and Laila’s house is so fucking cute. Its about to be two lesbians and their distrustful pitbull rescue in this bitch and im ready for it.

CHAPTER EIGHT:

watching normal people discover the cult that is Evermore. Finally someone having a normal response to that madness. What the FUCK.

wait theres actually a cardboard dog i thought it was fanon joke.

oh my god there is actually a fucking cardboard dog. i.

jeans brain just got actually shattered by this living room. he cannot comprehend this.

Cat & Jeremy, realizing the cult rumors are real: I THOUGHT YOU WERE KIDDING! I thought it was joke! I even wrote it down in my diary! “Kevin made a very funny joke today!” I laughed at it later that night!

Okay, last night; I went to bed at 2:30 AM 45% through (college my beloathed). we’re back in business.

Jeremy is so disturbed all of the time. goofy ass.

“Loving something is not enough,”

“When was the last time you enjoyed playing?”

“ Irrelevant.”

Whats his shirt look like Jeremy. Jeremy whats the shirt look like. Jeremy. Whats the shirt look like.

Okay so I’ve reached my image limit for this post and I dont have fun reaction images on my laptop. so now I will post this & reblog with the rest of this book.

#lark says #aftg #all for the game #the sunshine court #tsc #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court spoilers #In order of men: Jeremy Knox. Neil. EVERYONE ELSE. Riko….. Nathan— /ref

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doulayogimama · 7 months

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Therapy is magical when you find a good therapist. Damn. Only two marriage sessions and we are on a different plane.

I’ve never felt baby fever at this point in my cycle (about to get my period) since before I had S. I’m actually excited at the idea of TTC after my allergy appointment. That’s in April. I could technically be pregnant by the late Spring / early summer. Sky could be a big sister soon.

Kevin has wanted a second baby for a long time and hasn’t pressured me because he gets it. I didn’t have a good time being pregnant or the 2 years that followed. But I have to remember: I was pregnant and gave birth during a worldwide pandemic for crying out loud.

I had no visitors in the hospital. My mom didn’t meet her grandchild until she was 6 weeks old. If I have terrible “morning sickness” again and I have to go under GA again for the birth, it will still be so different. The C-section would be planned. My family will be in the waiting room, they will change the diapers while I recover and sleep. They will come to my house every day to help us.

I told Kevin that if he promises we move to Miami in Oct / Nov, we can start TTC right after my allergist appt and he was like SOLD!!!! 😂

He hates the idea of renting and this will put off our meditation center plans for a couple years, but he really wants another baby more than anything. And I won’t do pregnancy and birth without my family again, I just won’t. I love my in laws but it’s simply not the same. I need my mom, my Mimi. Even my dad and stepmom. I need them all during this period. I learned that the hard way.

I’m really excited. I’ve traveled enough to know that I don’t think we will ever find the “perfect” place to live. I’m from Miami. Kevin is from NY. We are very attached to our families, so it is what it is. We will always travel and enjoy the world, but the East coast is it.

I can’t believe it: I’m excited about having another baby. I wasn’t sure if this day would ever come.

#baby 2 #TTC

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tarttheart · 10 months

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PRECIOUS LOVE: CHAPTER 2 - JAMIE TARTT x YOU

summary: you recall the painful loss.

word count: 560

warnings: mention of pregnancy loss

chapter 2: saw what state I was in

Later that evening, you found yourself lying on the couch, sonogram in hand as you thought about everything leading up to today.

You recalled that vague sense of indecision when you first registered the two lines on the pregnancy test. But, honestly, it lasted only a second or two because you quickly resolved yourself to keeping your baby. It was going to be your baby, your little baby Lemy. It did not matter whether or not Jamie was going to be there for the ride or not.

You rested your hand on your belly which now held nothing but thought about when your baby rested in there. You thought about the love you had for baby Lemy long before it became much more than that. You knew you were going to shower it with far more love than it would ever know what to do with. And, perhaps it had been thoughts like that that had been your downfall. You had gotten too attached far too early because it had been a steep decline into despair. While the blood work had shown positive signs of pregnancy, Lemy was on the smaller side during scans.

Nothing to worry about, you chanted to yourself in an effort to manifest destiny. Alas, it was never to be. When you went for the follow-up scan, you recognized the ultrasound technician’s expression long before the news left her mouth.

“Your pregnancy is not viable.”

You had a vague memory of the discussions you had on next steps with the Doctor and making the decision for the surgery. You remembered feeling alone when you went in. You remembered seeing others supported by their loved ones while no one even knew the position you were in.

You threw yourself into your work because what else were you going to do? All the plans you had made had been thrown out the window when you thought you might have another to care for. But now that that was not happening, you could not remember a single thing you had wanted to do besides cuddle baby Lemy. The pregnancy had really only spanned two weeks of your life. But, you had spent every waking minute of every day thinking about names and looking at baby furniture so losing baby Lemy had left a big hole in your heart.

Seeing Kevin had been difficult. You had done an adequate job at keeping all your emotions at bay on your own while away but Kevin knew you too well. It was too hard to keep it a secret from him in person and he had provided everything you had needed in the moment. He had been a safe space for you to talk about what had happened and to cry about what had not. He held you, not saying too much as you sobbed into his shoulder.

“Are you ever going to tell him?” He asked.

You shrugged, “Kevin, you’re the first person I’ve ever told. I’m not sure I can imagine telling anyone else right now.”

Kevin nodded, “tell him, don’t tell him, do what’s right for you. Just remember whether it’s from him or not, you’re not alone and you have support.”

“Thanks.”

“Well, I’m sorry. I have to go now, I was due back at the stadium half an hour ago. We love you, yea?”

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agirlwithdemonblood · 3 months

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The Celebrity Next Door: Chapter 14- Resolving Resentments

Pairings: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Chapter Summary: Jensen has a big question to ask his ex wife, and Y/N realizes the weight of her decision.

Warnings: Slight panic attack, mentions of crying, panics.

Series Masterlist here!! & Main masterlist here!

Rain tapped gently against the glass windowpanes, filling the room with a soothing aura. A light breeze stirred around us, just enough to wake me from my sleep. The bed was a mess of blankets and pillows, and Jensen and I were entangled, limbs intertwined, holding each other close.

My arm tightened around Jensen's shoulder as I pulled him closer to my chest. He sighed contentedly, his eyes fluttering open to meet mine. A smile spread across his face, mine quickly reflecting back.

"Can you believe we're in Texas?" I whispered. He shook his head with a chuckle. "I can. But can you believe we're going to move here, together?"

I froze for a moment, my smile faltering. I truly wanted to move with Jensen, but the thought of uprooting my life, handling so many changes at once, overwhelmed me. I was never good at juggling multiple things; the pressure often led me to panic attacks.

Sensing my unease, Jensen sat up, his hand gently gripped mine, concern evident in his eyes. "Honey, if you've changed your mind, that's okay."

I looked at him and shook my head, forcing a nervous smile. "No, it's not that. I do want to move with you. It's just... there's so much to do. We have to go to LA to pack, then to New York, and I have to tell my parents, quit my job, sell the house and-"

His concern deepened as he watched me struggle to catch my breath. "Whoa, okay, slow down." Jensen said softly, moving closer to me. He wrapped his arm around me, his hand resting gently on my cheek. "Breathe, baby."

I nodded, trying to steady my breathing. "I'm sorry. I'm just overwhelmed. I'm not good with pressure."

"You're amazing, no matter what." Jensen reassured me, turning me to face him. "We'll handle everything together. You're not alone in this. Remember, I'm handling the flights, I can help make calls about your house, all you have to go is pack and come with me. It's not all on you, alright?"

I nodded gratefully and felt the anxiety slowly leaving my chest, feeling the weight of his words.

Deep down, I knew he was right. I wouldn't have to face any of this alone, It wasn't all going to fall on me while I had Jensen by my side.

I walked through the spacious house, admiring the posters and artwork that decorated the walls. Jensen had gone to talk to Sarah an hour ago, hoping to convince her to let us take the kids to New York. I knew it was a long shot; she had every reason to be cautious and unhappy about her ex husband traveling with their kids to his new girlfriends childhood home, 5 hours away by plane.

My feelings towards Sarah had shifted over time. I once thought of her as intimidating and beautiful, I now had a quiet resentment towards her for hurting Jensen so deeply, to the point where he still thinks I'm going to leave him. Yet, I couldn't deny the love she has for her children, and the way she respected the bond Katie, Kevin and I have been creating, I appreciated that.

Approaching the glass doors leading to an indoor porch, that consisted of a massive wood table, along with chairs and plants. I paused to take in the peaceful view of the lake outside. It quickly became my favourite spot in the house-a perfect place for morning coffee, reading, or just relaxing in Jensen's arms during rainstorms.

Lost in thought, I didn't hear Jensen come in until his arms wrapped around me, causing me to jump slightly. He chuckled softly, apologizing as he held me close.

"How did it go?" I asked nervously.

He smiled sadly and shrugged. "Okay. As well as expected."

My heart sank. "They're not coming, are they?"

Jensen spun me around with a wide smile. "No, they're coming with us. We leave in two days. That gives us enough time to pack and get ready, right?"

He nodded, laughing. "Yeah, they are."

"How did you convince her? Was she really okay with it?" I asked eagerly.

Jensen hesitated, then sighed. "She said no at first. She didn't think it was right to bring the kids to my new girlfriend's house because she didn't know if we would last and she didn't want the kids to get attatched, but I guess I convinced her." He shook his head, smiling nervously. "God damn, I'm embarrassed."

I placed my hand on his, offering a reassuring smile. "You don't have to be. Whatever happened, you can tell me."

He smiled back, squeezing my hand gently, his gaze fixed on the river ahead. "I sort of... uh, broke down. Cried in front of her. Which I haven't done in a very fucking long time."

My heart sank at the thought, but I held my tongue, giving him space to speak.

"After she said no, we argued, as expected. She called me an idiot, said I was selfish and not thinking straight, and I just lost it.... But this time, instead of anger, it all came out in embarrassing tears."

He chuckled softly, shaking his head. "She looked at me like I'd told her I was dying. So damn surprised. I practically begged her to let me take the kids for a few days. I told her that even if this relationship didn't work out, I needed to try. Because that's what I did for her and me, and it's what I'd do for anyone I love. I fight hard to make it last. I begged her to support me in being happy with you."

I fought back tears as I saw one slip down his cheek, quickly wiping it away, as if he felt ashamed. But to me, I was tremendously proud of him. Proud for standing up for what he believed in and for letting his emotions show instead of his usual anger. It was a huge step, one that must have been incredibly difficult."

"I'm sorry I put you through that. I hope you don't regret having to go through all of it. But Jensen, I am so incredibly proud of you. I can't wait to bring you guys home."

He beamed widely, nodding, and leaned in to kiss my forehead. "I don't regret it. In fact, I think I owe you a thank you."

Confusion filled me as I looked at him, causing him to chuckle lightly, his hand gently touching my cheek.

“I think you helped Sarah and I to let go of our resentment, officially. After I... you know... cried like a baby, she actually comforted me. She hugged me and said she wanted to see me happy. She apologized for her mistakes, and I apologized for mine. And we left each other smiling, instead of shooting death stares. I feel a huge weight off my shoulders, and it’s all because of you.”

I couldn't help but smile wide as I kissed his cheek. “You deserve every good thing, Jensen. You’re an amazing man and an incredible dad. I’m grateful to be a part of your life.”

He leaned in, kissing me softly and passionately, leaving my head spinning. As he pulled back, our foreheads touching, he whispered, “Always. You’ll always be a part of me.”

Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed it! Chapter 15 coming soon stay tuned!

Like, comment, and reblog, feedback is my fuel 💕

#jensen ackles x you #jensenxyou #jensen ackles x reader #jensen x reader #jensen and danneel #spn fic #supernatural fanfiction #supernatural #dean winchester #dean x reader #dean #supernatural one shot #jensen's smile #deanwinchester #spns

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jeiceys-dead-poets-hcs · 1 year

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Songs That I Think Sound Like the Poets if You Squint

probs will get updated the more i remember to <3

some characters have more than others but i’m working on it i swear

Todd Anderson:

Something In The Orange - Zach Bryan

cry with me over it

Where Is My Mind? - The Pixies

Mind Over Matter - Young the Giant

I Hear a Symphony - Cody Fry

Looking Out for You - Joy Again

Sunrise - Kenny Elrod

Nunemaker’s Parable - Everybody’s Worried About Owen

stream his new ep nunemaker’s swingset ^^^ it’s SO GOOD

The One I Love - R.E.M.

Chamber of Reflection (Live Cover) - Your Anxiety Buddy

Fly Out West - Yot Club

Mystery - Matt Maltese

star tripping - Kevin Atwater

Neil Perry:

Safeword - TV Girl

Cigarettes out the Window - TV Girl

listen neil just gives the tv girl vibe i’m sorry for being right

Wicked Game - Chris Isaak

Everybody Loves Somebody - Frank Sinatra

i will die on this hill ^^

The Stable Song - Gregory Alan Isokov

Dance With Me - Topline Addicts

The Stable Song - Gregory Alan Isokov

Matilda - Harry Styles

Young - Vacations

Exit Music (For A Film) - Radiohead

No Surprises - Radiohead

aime-moi. - Axel Enderlin

Heart Like Yours - Williamette Stone

Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy - Lovejoy

Steven Meeks:

Lonely Day - System Of A Down

Baby Bride Rag - Roar

Numbers - TEMPOREX

Tourist - Jon Cozart

Gerard Pitts:

Journey to Wherever We May Go - Grand Commander

The Other Side of Mt. Heart Attack - Liars

Love Me, Normally - Will Wood

Richard Cameron:

Here With Me - d4vd

Run Away to Mars - TALK

Charlie Dalton:

Blackbird - The Beatles

Hey Lover! - Wabie

#dead poets society #neil perry #todd anderson #dps hcs #dps headcanons #charlie dalton #dead poets headcanons #gerard pitts #dps fandom #richard cameron #steven meeks #knox overstreet

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lifblogs · 7 months

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🖤🎂🎧📝🫐🪻 <3

Omg, thanks for sending this ask!

🖤 Favorite hobbies outside of your blog?

I’m a housebound nerd. It’s reading and watching TV for me! I’ve also gotten back into listening to music, which doesn’t always work out because of my TBI (sometimes makes me sick, and causes pain). Does being a cat mom count? Sometimes I’ll be on mommy duty for a couple hours a day, and I love it.

🎂 When is your birthday?

April 3rd!

🎧 Last song you listened to?

“Ahsoka - End Credits” composed by Kevin Kiner for Ahsoka.

📝 Last thing you wrote?

This. Ironically, I wrote it the night before I hit my head. :( *sigh* At least this idea is finally started, at least.)

🫐 Some place you’d love to visit?

New Zealand! Someone take me to the Shire. Also Alaska; Lyons, France (actually lots of places in France); Iceland, England, China (probably somewhere rural, like any of the mountains, or maybe Henan Province); and the Great Lakes.

🪻 What is the toughest thing you had to go through, but can you’ve successfully overcome?

‼️WARNING FOR SEVERE ANIMAL ILLNESS.‼️

Maybe some people won’t like this answer, but I’m not sure humans actually overcome hardship. What we do do is change. We adapt. It’s what we’re good at even while we hate it. So with that said, I… actually have a hard time choosing because my life has been filled with tough moments that I’ve had to work through in order to keep living. So many, to the point of even surprising a few mental health specialists. I’m sure my answer for this will be different every day, but right now I want to say seeing Loki have his first seizure and having to take him to the hospital while I unknowingly had a broken leg. I had a panic attack when I saw his seizure and how distressed he was, I saw my life literally crumbling around me. Finding out this will eventually kill him was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to acknowledge. And hearing that his bloodwork showed he was in pain from the seizure�� That was one of the worst nights of my life. I didn’t sleep at all, and I was sick from my IBS and migraines and fibro because of it, and I just cried and cried. And then I went to physical therapy while he was still at the hospital, like my life was normal. We took him home that day and already his life was different, mine was different. Yet I swear I love him more every single day. I’m scarred, and I’m absolutely terrified about his future, and I’ve had to watch him have almost a hundred seizures since then. Yet I make myself as excited as possible every time I see him. I play with him as much as I can, I shower him in kisses, and cuddles, and love. I keep living with him as my baby. I cry sometimes when he’s sick, but I pull myself together for his sake. And I’ll be honest, I have no idea how I’m still here, but I am, and I think it’s for him despite the pain. So I never really overcame anything. I adapted. Loki adapted. He’s my baby, no matter what comes his way.

#ask #cascigarette #ask game

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sugarcherriess · 2 years

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congrats on the 1k!!!

Kevin + friends to lovers smut

Thank you my friend!

Friends to Lovers with Kevin Moon:

cw - fluff, smut, snow and stuff.

We all know he’s the nation’s best friend right? Atp he’s the universal best friend. So it’s only natural that you know each other’s deepest darkest secrets

Except that you two have BIG FAT ROMANTIC FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER

For the sake of the plot lets assume you met because of a project at college, got a few drinks afterwards, realised you both are just as deranged as each other and the friendship blossomed from there. That was like. Seven months ago.

Now you’re stuck on another project together.

And just because he drives you insane when he doesn’t use the right indentations on the powerpoints does NOT mean you won’t sit across from him at coffee shops during breaks and smile at him like he hung the moon

And just because he gets mad when your notes are too messy for his liking and it fries his brain doesn’t mean he won’t stand by you during snow days and watch as you try to catch snowflakes in your mouth

You tell him the snow is making your lips cold and thinks to himself

“God I wish I could press my lips to yours and warm them up for you”

This startles him so bad that you know what he says?

“Its actually the frigid bitch syndrome reaching peak performance”

We will pretend not to see you hit him in the head with your purse bestie 🥰

And we will pretend your cheeks didn’t heat up when he asked you to kiss it better while fake crying ❤️

Going back home is a struggle when you insist walking together through the winter wonderland, hand in hand.

Both of your mental monologues are: “just a couple of besties walking home” but there’s nothing besties about you matching eachothers footsteps

Plus the way his hand protectively wraps around your back to hold your out-of-reach hand instead of the one in his immediate space?

Colour us surprised when you reach your apartment and he tries to convince you that he just wanted to drop you off safely and go home himself and then

And then. Oh dear. Would you look at that.

Who would’ve thought that you’d invite him in to warm up

Who would’ve thought the “warming up” would lead from standing near the stove to make a cup of tea to dragging each other to the nearest supportive surface and warming each other using body to body contact

It’s a mess between the teeth clashing and the rush to undress each other

Then his fingers are sliding over your skin, creating goosebumps and you breathe like you just won a marathon

“I’ll warm up quicker this way,” he says, pressing his cock to your folds

When he pushes inside? You don’t know

The stretch is noticeable

But what’s more noticeable is his ragged breathing in your neck as Kevin heats you up with calculated, deep thrusts.

“Been wanting this for so long,”

You almost sob when you whine out a “me too,”

You know what’s even better?

The following exchange between you two:

“Kev… please i need oh god,”

“What do you need baby,” is whispered into your mouth as he leaves open mouthed kisses.

“Need you to touch my clit,”

“I’m sorry my precious, was I ignoring your poor bud?”

Jjsndndjfmcncn BRO???? His deep strokes hitting your gspot while he rubs your clit in circles? His mouth sucking on your tits? Teeth pinching your nipples until they’re sore?

Sigh

But he’s a little shit though

He’d only let you cum if you tell him whether you’ll be his or not

“Why would I say no,”

You’re actually irritated

“Thought maybe my cock would be too much for you”

And when you try to roll your eyes, he hits it so deep that they actually roll fr.

Then he makes you beg for his cum

And promises he’d keep you full and sated any time you want starting now because you make him so happy 💘💘💘

#˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Adonis Speaks #the boyz smut #kevin smut #kevin moon smut #kevin scenarios #the boyz scenarios #the boyz hard hours #tbz hard hours #tbz scenarios #tbz smut #kevin moon scenarios #kevin moon hard hours

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ladylooch · 11 months

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Did we ever talk about Nicos reaction to Timo and Emma?

Hello, hello! We talk about the initial reaction when Emma tells Nico she is pregnant in Part 4. Then we learn, Nico basically knew the entire time that they had been hooking up.

But I always imagined the next time Nico sees T....

Emma stayed with Timo the rest of the day. He cancelled his plans last minute with Kevin to make sure Emma didn't run. It is her way after all. Falling asleep with her in his arms, nowhere for them to go, was an instant, core memory for Timo.

Admittedly though, sleep is difficult. He can't stop thinking about her brother a few floors up. Will he be angry? Will he be happy for them? How will this effect their chemistry on the ice? These question plague him, even as he puts his shoes on to head out for practice. He grabs his keys from the kitchen counter, then looks over to where Emma is curled up on the couch under a blanket.

"So... I'll be back around one."

"Okay." Emma murmurs, sitting up. Timo crosses the room, ignoring the awkwardness and kissing her lips like it's a normal day in his life for her to be here. He wants it to be. He hopes it will be. "I will go back to Nico's. I'll tell my parents alone."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. I have to tell them. If I'm going to stay here rather than fly home with them."

"Maybe you should go home and get more of your stuff then come back? Or is that too much travel with the baby?"

"It's not going to get any easier for me to travel." Emma chuckles. "I feel my sickness increasing as I get further along." Timo wrinkles his nose at that. He hates her in distress. He can see how exhausted and pale she looks even now.

"Okay, well I can come with to talk to your parents."

"I want to tell them alone." Emma insists. Timo nods, understanding.

"Will I see you later?"

"Yes, I will come back when I am done. Maybe we can all do something together tonight."

"Sure." Timo reaches down for one more lingering kiss. He sighs against her mouth. "Do you need anything? Like food or medicine?" He asks reaching for his wallet. He pulls out his black AMEX, handing it over to her. Emma hesitates.

"T, I have my own money." Timo rolls his eyes, already knowing this is going to be a thing with them. It has been for every room service bill in the hotels they visited too. He tosses the credit card onto the coffee table, then puts his wallet back in his pocket. "I'll see you later." Emma murmurs, reaching for his fingers at his side reassuringly. She gives them a squeeze, then brings them to her lips to kiss his knuckles. He finally seems convinced she isn't leaving, and heads out of the apartment.

His shoulders feel heavy as he sighs again, waiting for the elevator to get to his floor. The doors open and Nico Hischier stares back at him.

"Aw. Are we gonna fall in love now?" Timo chuckles, mocking him and Lexi's elevator moments.

"Funny, daddy." Timo can't help but grin.

"You gonna hit me?"

"You gonna take care of my sister and your baby?"

"Neeks, you know I am."

"Then we are good." Nico moves to the side to let him into the elevator. "Congrats, man. I'm happy for you two." The Swiss men embrace, clapping each other's backs. "She doing okay?"

"Yeah, it took awhile for her to stop crying, but she took a nap and woke up in a better place. She said she is telling your parents today."

"Good. They had a lot of questions for why she was with you last night."

"Sorry. That puts you in a shitty position."

"They let it go quickly when I said Emma would explain when she was ready. I think they suspect something serious is up."

The elevator dings and both of them step out into the garage.

"I'll drive." Nico says, turning towards his Mercedes. They both get in and Nico turns the car on. "You think she's gonna bail right when we leave?"

"I fucking hope not. But with your sister, I never really know." Timo clicks his seatbelt into place, then looks over when Nico doesn't move the car.

"She's going to be there, T. She loves you. Has for a really long time."

"How did you know this whole time and never say anything?" Nico gives him a seriously, what about you look. "I was lying for self-preservation. What is your excuse?"

"I don't know." Nico trails off, then begins to pull out of his parking spot. "I guess I always figured it would end up this way anyway, so why push it?"

"That why you sold Jersey so hard to me in Tulum?"

"That was Siegs. I knew I didn't need to. You were coming to Jersey because you knew you would see Emma more and you could shoot your shot." Timo snorts, then begins to silently laugh, shoulders shaking. "Oh fuck. Gross." Nico groans. "I didn't mean like that!"

"Holy shit, we are having a kid." Timo suddenly sputters.

"Okay, good. It's finally hitting . You've been way too chill about this." Nico reaches out for Timo's head, as he puts it in his hands. "You're good, man. I'm here for you both."

Timo sits back up, sucking in a breath, not feeling any relief. He still feels like he might suffocate in this car. He rolls the window down, happy for the cooler winter air rushing to his face. A conversation with his mom from the summer comes back. She was insisting Alma was a great match for him and he should think of settling down with a nice Swiss girl. The implication that Emma was not dripped from her tone. His dad's hearty agreement had Timo rolling his eyes and changing the subject.

Shit. How the fuck is he going to tell his parents?

#TM: Loving & Leaving

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queen-of-deans-booty · 1 year

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Dog Dean Afternoon: Part One

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Female!Reader

Word Count: ~2k

Warnings: canon angst and violence

Summary: Something was taken from you, something so precious a mother should never have to lose. Then, you found something you’ve been searching for ever since your little angel was taken from you. Is this a new beginning or a fire waiting to burn?

Author’s Note: I do not own anything from Supernatural. All credit goes to their respective owners. Any and all comments on these are appreciated.

The war room is silent except for Zeus' breathing. He is sitting by your side with his head perched in your lap. You're mindlessly petting his head with the occasional ear scratch. He looks up at you and tries to read your expression as if he could talk to you about it. Instead, he backs off you and jumps up so his face is next to yours. He licks your cheek twice, and you come back to reality.

"Hey, baby. I'm okay," you sigh and kiss his head a couple of times.

Maryann is six months old, and that would have meant Robert would have been six months. The hole where he should have been is still open and raw, but you're trying with each passing day to make it better. You can go inside his room and sit there in silence without having a complete breakdown, but it still hurts to think about him.

He could have had a life. He was supposed to live. Amara hasn't been present in your head or in your dreams since he died. It's hard to ever think about moving on, but maybe one day you will. Maybe one day you'll think of him and smile instead of cry.

Will you ever have a son?

"Are you okay?"

You look up and see Sam standing in the doorframe between the war room and the library. Zeus gets down and takes a seat to stay by your side. He rests his head on your lap, and you go back to petting his head.

"Yeah. Just thinking about Robert. I'm okay, though," you sigh softly.

"I miss him too," he says and takes a seat next to you.

Dean comes back from the hallway where Sam's room is since he got Kevin back from yet another weekend away to himself. Kevin deserves these breaks, but he's always getting hammered. Dean gave him the perfect hangover drink to sleep off the rest of the day.

"Man, that kid is gonna kill himself," Dean groans and sits down at the table.

"He'll be fine. I got something that's gonna get us back on the road."

"Are you sure you're ready for that?" you ask carefully.

"Why would I not be ready for that?"

"Aren't you kind of running on empty?"

"Yeah, but the last three nights straight, I had eight hours of shut-eye. For a hunter, that's like twenty. Trust me, Dean. I feel good."

"Well, that's great and all, James Brown, but you're still recovering from the trials. I think you ought to pace yourself, you know? I just want you back to your old self."

"I am, Dean. Look, Kevin's back on the heaven spell. Crowley's locked up. We should be out there doing what we do best." Dean still looks unsure, but only you know why. "You want to listen at least? A taxidermist named Max Alexander was mysteriously crushed to death. Nearly every joint in his body was dislocated with every bone broken. The poor guy is a human pretzel. You tell me what's got that kind of strength."

"A demonic luchador?" he jokes.

"The shop's a couple of hours away in Enid, Oklahoma. We should at least check it out. Unless there's some reason you think we shouldn't."

"I think Zeus should come with us. We're always keeping him here. What do you say, Zeus? You want to hunt with us?" He barks once, and you've decided on it. "Go get Joanna."

He perks up and runs out of the war room to grab Joanna.

"The Impala isn't big enough for everyone," Dean sighs.

"Then I guess it's time to take that family car I saw," you grin.

Dean isn't keen on leaving the Impala behind, but he'll be fine without it for a week. Once the kids are ready, you strap them into the back seat, leaving one seat for you. Sam and Dean pile into the front, and you move the back seat forward so Zeus can hop into the third back seat. This is perfect for your ever-growing family.

Sam was right; Enid, Oklahoma is only a few hours away from the Bunker. When you get there, you see the stuffed animals in the window. You're already creeped out by it, but you try not to think about it. You take Joanna out first before unhooking Maryann. You use the stroller for her since it's easier than carrying her. Joanna holds onto the stroller with one hand and holds her doll in the other. Zeus hops out without a leash because you know he will stay by your side and come when you call.

There is a sign outside the store that says "Mounted Treasure Taxidermy. Shipping & Receiving. Ext 1967" as well as "DIE SCUM" written in red paint. The painted "M" is a symbol of a dog's paw print in an inverted triangle. Sam thinks this is interesting enough to snap a photo of it, and then you three head inside.

"Well, the creep factor just skyrocketed," Dean mutters.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa," the sheriff of this town holds up his hands to stop you.

"How are you? We're agents Michaels, Deville, and Rockett," Sam says, and all three of you flash your badges.

"This is no place for children," he says and looks at your little ones.

"And this is no place for your opinion," you say coldly. "Why don't you get on with the damn case?"

"The body's already been to the morgue," he sighs. "We're just wrapping it up with Dave Stephens. He's the one who discovered the body. It's such a shame. I used to go hunting with Max. He was a really good egg."

"We're sorry for your loss," Sam clears his throat.

"Do you mind showing my partner around? We just got a couple of questions for Mr. Stephens."

"Okay. Come on."

The Sheriff takes Sam off to the side, leaving you and Dean alone.

"That was hot, by the way," Dean whispers to you as he passes by you. All you can do is smirk and follow him. "Dave Stephens?"

"I just have a couple of questions for you if that's alright."

"I'll tell you whatever you need to know. Max was a real pal," Dave sighs sadly.

"Was he a hunting buddy?"

Zeus sniffs the ground and wanders off, but you call his name once. He immediately walks back to your side and sits down knowing he needs to be here next to you.

"Yeah, he was."

"What time did you discover the body?"

"About 9 am which is my usual pickup time. I come in every Wednesday and Sunday to collect the animal organs after Max would dig them out and worked his magic. He was a real artist, you know? Strange thing is, though, the bins were empty this morning."

"Why is that strange?" you ask.

"Well, because it's Sunday. Weekend hunts are pretty much a given in this neck of the woods, so they're usually chock-full of guts."

"Right. Is there any chance Max could have cleaned them out himself?"

"No, it's a biohazard. You can't just throw the stuff out. You have to burn it."

"Is there anything else missing from the shop?" Dean asks the Sheriff once he comes back with Sam.

"No. The register was full and the safe was intact. All of Max's trophies were still on the walls."

"Was there anyone else here when you showed up?" you ask Dave.

"No one besides The Colonel."

Right behind you is a German Shepherd who is getting a leash hooked onto his collar. He must have been Max's companion, and now that Max is dead, the dog is being taken to the shelter.

"Thank you. Excuse us." You three walk away from the two men just as the Colonel was being taken out to the car. "Okay, so we got a thief who's jonesing for animal parts, we got a pagan symbol, and we got a human pretzel."

"It sounds very witchy, but I wasn't able to find a hex bag."

"Alright, let's keep digging, but not here. I don't like the way that one's looking at me," Dean whispers as he stares at a taxidermied owl.

It's not hard to get a motel room around these parts, and as soon as you pay for it, Dean and Sam set up shop. Sam takes out his laptop, Dean takes out some books he grabbed from the library, and you set up some of Joanna's new toys she got for her birthday. Maryann crawls over to Joanna and touches her toys, but she doesn't seem to mind. Zeus lays next to the girls just watching them play.

"Okay, that symbol in the graffiti isn't Wiccan. It's copywritten from a local animal-rights group which is Enid's answer to PETA."

Sam turns the laptop to show you their PETA slogan, which is S.N.A.R.T: Showing No Animal Rough Treatment.

"You gotta be kidding me," Dean rolls his eyes.

"It makes sense that an animal-rights group would have an axe to grind with a taxidermist," you shrug.

"Why? The animal's already dead.

"True, but hunters are what keep them in business. Now the question is, are those bleeding hearts actually witches or just hippies?"

"What's the difference?"

"They advocate for a vegan bakery that's in town. Two of the members own that place."

"Nothing is worse than a vegan," you groan. "All they do is try and push their lifestyle onto non-vegans. Like damn, let me eat my meat in peace."

You get the car packed up with everyone before heading over to the vegan bakery. Since they are members of a wannabe PETA organization, they are more than okay with you bringing in Zeus. This time, you do have a leash to keep the peace.

"I always knew I'd find the source of all evil at a vegan bakery," Dean shudders. "What's that smell?" Dean looks at the menu and grimaces. "Patchouli mixed with depression from meat deprivation." There are two workers behind the counter serving and making drinks, but they have sunglasses on. "You know who wears sunglasses inside? Blind people, and douchebags."

You three walk to the counter, and as soon they notice your dog, the woman smiles in glee. Well, that answers the blind question.

"You have a beautiful dog. Would he like a vegan pup cup? They're very delicious."

Like hell you're putting Zeus through that. He has a steady diet of raw meats and flavorful supplements to keep him healthy.

"No, thank you. I appreciate it, though."

"Are you two Olivia and Dylan Camrose?" Dean asks.

"At your service," Olivia gleams.

"Are you two members of S.N.A.R.T.?"

"Founders and co-presidents, actually. Uh, can we interest you in some literature?"

Olivia holds up a S.N.A.R.T brochure, but Sam shakes his head politely.

"Or maybe a flaxseed scone? It's wheat-free, gluten-free, sugar-free, and surprisingly moist."

"Let me stop you right there," Dean takes out his badge to show them. "We're here to investigate the death of Max Alexander, a local taxidermist."

"He's dead?" Dylan gasps.

"Did you know him?"

"Kind of. This is a small town."

"Well, he was murdered last night, and a S.N.A.R.T. logo was found at the crime scene. You two wouldn't happen to know anything about that, would you?"

Olivia and Dylan look at each other, and you know they know something about what's going on. They have one of their employees take over at the counter so they can talk to you off to the side. You follow them to an empty table, and they start to spill immediately.

"His business is funded by hunters, and you know how hunters are. They're selfish dicks who define themselves by what they kill." You can't help but let out a small snicker, but Dean gently kicks you under the table. "As animal advocates, we couldn't stand for that."

"So, you killed him?"

"Of course not. S.N.A.R.T. doesn't tolerate violence."

"This coming from a couple who spray-paints death threats."

"It was a scare tactic. We just wanted to spook him," Dylan defends himself. "Turns out we were the ones who got spooked."

"What does that mean?" you ask.

"Well, last night, when we were tagging the joint, we heard this noise. A hissing noise. It freaked us out, so we ran out into the alley."

"Someone attacked us," Olivia sighs, "and sprayed us in the eyes with mace."

Both of them take off their sunglasses to show their irritated and red eyes. They look so guilty for what they did, and you know Dean feels bad for calling them douchebags.

"It's not like we could go to the cops, and now we look like total douchebags because we have to wear our sunglasses inside."

"Thank you for your time. I hope you feel better."

There is nothing more Olivia and Dylan can give you, so you head back to the motel room. It's time for your kids' naps anyway.

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