Everything reminds me of Torbek. Litteraly just laying in bed rn, browsing tumblrs. And my bones hurt, everything is stiff, im freezing despite having 3 blankets (I had to go grab my heated blanket), my neck is probably irreversibly damaged from my horrible sleeping habits, I feel weird plus despair, the usual too much anxiety for the given situation (which is litteraly just laying in bed), and I probably need to bathe more.
Like, I know why Torbek is my favorite. He just like me frfr. My internal thoughts are slowly getting replaced with Torbek's style of talking (his voice included). This is probably not healthy but, eh. Torbek....
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So, as some may know, I'm working on a racism alagory essay on Trolls 2 along with chapter 3 of my humanized Trolls fan fic that handles racism.
A trusted friend of mine recommended I watch a film called "Coonskin" and to take notes for my essay and fan fic. A rated R film that's a hybrid of 2D and live action in the 1970s......... I am shocked that a film with so much black face on it and stereotype black designs in it was able to get a positive response from the black community and the black owned news paper, New York Amsterdam News. Just wow. Though, people did get offended by the film. I still need time to process what I just saw.
Ps, what do I even tag this post? 😅 It's about both a kids' film and a rated R one!
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OOC//
That moment you start a thread that's 'Nicolas goes to a BDSM club where Nai works as a dom thinking 'oh yeah fun spice, maybe darker commanding Nai, I can do this
Instead, you write a being who's lived for centuries, finding love with humanity, cherishing these little creatures, though lost on how to help until he realized he could devour their agony and their pain and rebuild them into who they were always meant to be
And so you get to the end of the first session with Nicolas, who's so broken and cruel to himself because it's all he's known and Nai shreds his mind apart crawling through the daggers of the man's trauma to reach the light buried deep, cradling it close in his mind as his hands tend to the body
Sweet, reverent whispers calling Nicolas a masterpiece, calling him 'my precious little light' for surviving so much agony and still holding on. How he cradles the broken man, devouring all the agony he can until his own mind is ready to break
But he's still there, nestled around that dulled light, brushing psychic lips to the warmth, begging the energy to bloom as he holds him close
vowing to be his angel, to be his peace, to be his serenity, offering to be his wings, to be his freedom that Nicolas deserved-
Reverently murmuring 'My precious little miracle'
don't mind me just crying over here. Doesn't help I was listening to THIS on fucking REPEAT the whole time I'm writing
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hey guys i made a fish :)
his name is grain
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im not particularly religious but i think it’s very cute that Trans Day of Visibility and Easter are on the same day this year :)
its no question that something like this could be triggering or upsetting to a number of queer ppl given the current sociopolitical climate, so i want everyone to remember that u are loved! Regardless of what u or others believe, there are ppl who will love and support you always. Give yourself patience and treat yourself with care!!!
happy and peaceful TDOV everyone!! And Easter to those who celebrate :D
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they’re horrors to YOU, however i’m turned on by them
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Never let me listen to good FNAF music (A Pizza the Action and Total Insecurity) while thinking about The Amazing Digital Circus because shit like this happens
And it doesn't end there
Pomni (Vanny suit ver.) and Glamrock Ragatha (Chica)
Glamrock Jax (Montgomery) and Zooble (Roxanne)
Kinger (Blob) and Gangle (Sun/Moon)
I don't think I'm going to do anything with this idea honestly, It's purely crack, and a one-off thing for funsies. Anyways my hands hurt so I'm going to be taking a day off lmao
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