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anxietyfrappuccino · 10 months

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guess who hasn't eaten all dayyyyyy

#my post #adhd inattentive #adhd #audhd #got up late #got ready #it took a while bec it's me #hi it's me #i'm the problem it's me #now were going out to eat so its fine #whatever the place is an hour away #whatever i ate a cookie it's fine #whatever i live with someone who could have been like hey angel did you eat but never does #at least my outfit is cute #my head feels funny #doing my best i think

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justablah56 · 1 month

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they should invent a job that I can do and I don't have to drive super far to get to

#just blahs #i am going to cry ok guys #im trying to decide if this is better or worse than being in highschool and idk guys #why is everything hard and why is it so hard for me in particular for some reason bcs I know the majority of people deal w this just fine #why does driving have to scare me so fucking bad and every job is like 30 minutes away #and none of the places here in town are hiring and if they are they require previous experience or whatever and I don't have any #ive never had a job and its so hard to find applications anywhere bcs none of the small places here are on job listing websites #and i dont have every little shop here memorized to look them up #and it doesnt help that just the idea of going in for an interview makes me want to cry out of anxiety #and i was trying to get a babysitting job at the least #but the lady i was gonna babysit for wanted me to do it for like 6.25 an hour for both a 7 and a 1 year old ..#like maam .... i am not going to watch a young child and a literal infant for that much ...#and then when i said hey uhhh could you do more than that maybe ? she was like oh no i cant do that at all #and im sitting here like :|#im going to cry

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ejnherjar · 17 days

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Today im going to complain about videogames on tumblr. Anyway so ive been getting back into Sky:CoTL lately (those whove known me for that long. Hi) and catching up on all the stuff ive missed in the last 1.5~2 years has been fun, ill admit, it feels like playing the game for the first time again to a degree, but it's also been highlighting issues with the game that havent been fixed in its 5 year run already. Either new issues or just things that have been there since i played the game. Which was before the game had even hit its 2nd anniversary.

My main issue lately has been getting familiarised with the proper implementation of Props and Decoration items...I think adding a more customiseable space was a very fun addition to the game, giving players the ability to make their own custom hangout Spaces for themselves and others to enjoy, and even something like the Nest are imo incredibly cute and fun ways to spice up the game for players new and old, giving people somethibg more to do beyond the repeptitve grind loop for cosmetics. But here's where the issues come in...

I was there when non-interactable/decorative props were first being introduced. Season of Assembly was the first time we really properly got to see the implementation of Spaces and area decoration beyond table/chat props. It was pretty obvious at the time that assembly and the introduction of props to travelling spirits was a way for tgc to test the waters with props, making them fairly cheap too, both in the season and in the TS trees. But now, seeing the ingame prices of these props i was. Genuinely kind of baffled. Theres something that rubs me the wrong way about pricing props at such high ingame prices (hearts specifically), now that decoration and props are properly implement and Part of the gameplay. Having what is now Generally a core part of the game be so inaccessible to people who dont play frequently. Hearts are still nototriously difficult to get and making decorating your own little space so Grindy just feels. Bad.

Idk im yapping here. ein out thats all for today

#ein thoughts #sky cotl #sky children of the light #i just wish it was easier to be able to decorate places without slaving away 100 hours into daily runs or trades and shit #it feels mean. i rlly dont like it #but like whatever

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matthoopergay · 10 months

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man, i’m not sure why i always imagined hooper lived a bit aways, but i was rewatching jaws last night and he probably just lives directly on the mainland from amity, huh?

we know he’s from “the oceanographic institute on the mainland”, and to me that phrasing implies it must be pretty close to be THE institute and not just AN institute. we also know that amity is either a smaller island right by martha’s vineyard or it just… straight up is martha’s vineyard (with a different name of course). based on this, hooper probably works for the woods hole oceanographic institute, and woods hole is directly on the mainland from martha’s vineyard! less then an hour ferry right between em! hooper could totally come down and spend weekends with the brodys and quint or he could probably even MOVE to amity and just have a moderately long commute every morning…

#i may have been the only person who thought he lived far away but i’m incredibly happy to now have the knowledge that he doesn’t 😭#it does make the dramatic scenerios in my head where they have to split up after being forced to bond become less dramatic tho…#idk why i thought he was from new york or smth and was several hours away 😭😭😭#i think i just watched the goodbye girl and decided ‘oh yeah paula and lucy are jaws canon and still his roommates’ and then i just…#kept them in nyc in my brain even thought that made NO SENSE #this is going in the main tag bcuz it’s not like that’s a sacred place or anything. there’s like 7 jaws fans on tumblr we can put whatever #the hell we want in the main tag!!!!!#jaws 1975 #sharkspeak #hooper

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icewindandboringhorror · 11 months

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sneepy cozy....

#cats #(medical stuff mention for tags)#poasting confortable image of boye for peace and serenity and such forthe #I have little weird episodes sometimes where I get shaky (but like violently like 'would spill a drink if you were holding it beacuse #your hands are moving so much' type shaky) and weird and sick feeling but usually it passes in an hour or less. but last night I just #literally couldnt sleep I was shaking so much and my heartrate was up a ton and wouldn't go down even after like 6 hours plus super nausea #so I went to the hospital and now shall wear a heart monitor for a week. which hopefully it's just some weird drastic low blood sugar #event or something and there's nothing actually going on. ekg + ct scan for blod clots + virus panel + almost all of the blood work seems #normal so... aa.......#Though me being so privacy focused hrggh... I basically have a constantly bluetooth connected device around me #since the monitor comes with a cell phone that is constantly transmitting data to the place. which they said they'll call you #if they see anything weird which is also scary. random phone calls... but definitely better than letting an issue go unadressed lol #the phone is also not meant to be more than 10 feet away from the monitor at any time so I put on this old tactical fishing #vest thing thats like navy green with 100 pockets and im just using one of the giant pocketson the side as a phone holder #my enormous silly vest just to keep one little phone #ANYWAY... because I got up early the morning before and didn't sleep at all and spent nearly all day in waiting rooms and such #I have been awake for like 32 hours striaght. which I'm sure also does not help with an elevated heartrate lol #feeling shrimp emotions or whatever people talk about unlocking at a certain level of stress and sleep deprivation #and also no food or water. after a while they brought me like 3 saltines and some ice water but I basically also haven't eaten since 3am #last night and it's 2pm now..#thus............ bapy............. baby boye....... he will help ease all ailments with his baby powers...#And no I dont drink energy drinks or anything with caffiene really I'm afraid of all substances on the planet essentially #My body just likes to become shaky and weird randomly even when I'm not conciously anxious about anything/have had no caffiene/etc #and I guess I'm always more nervous about getting anything heart related checked out because of my arm/shoulder/chest area injury stuff #... i literally have constant chest pain all the time. it moves around but i nearly always have some sort of pain or pressure in my chest #so when people are like 'oh well a little weird heartrate is fine but watch out if you have pain!' it's like... i always do lol.. how am I #supposed to tell the Bad Pain apart from the Always Pain when the descriptions of Bad Pain are very very similar #AAAANYway.... hrghh... i wanted to be very productive and finally post drafts and wrok on things today. but alas..#I can at least post small image of soft boye.. though he recently got into stuff in the bathroom whilst left #alone and knocked things into the toilet.. So perhaps not an innocent and NICE boy.. but still.. a soft one .. beautfile....

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eebie · 6 months

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m oving to spend the week in fagsville All is well

#it was really nice there #i got scared driving over bc i saw trump flags #but then i saw more pride flags in one place Than i have over my entire life time And so many cool people #the mayor of the place is literally a “gay lesbian with purple hair” <- words of my bro #i guess i shouldve known he wouldn't move somewhere crazy. he said he raised his gay sister there too. which is a funny sentence LMAO #but so sweet #my dad n i are gonna stay there together bc driving an hour both ways isn't smn they didnt want me to have to do #they kinda freake dme out bc they wanted me to decide right away #we're gonna have to move my computer and stuff though which is a bitch and a half #my dad's buff though so whatever #it's gonna be great i'm excited very grateful

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aahsoka · 8 months

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torn between going up to my bfs house to surprise him and watch a movie with him in person instead of online tonight or if that would just make him feel stressed

#im like ok this is what I would want if this situation happened to me #but what does he want. idk the man is an anxious mess #hed be like oh no i have to feed u or oh no u need to be doing ur homework or whatever .#i could pickup food on the way 🤔#im just thinking about it like he only lives an hour away that was really nothing when i lived in wyoming #wed drive three hours to places on a saturday and back home all the time #it is a busy time for him work wise so i dont usually stay over bc we wouldnt get to see each other #but like we are gonna take a break to watch a movie Anyways . why not in person #jordan talks #someone help me out here should i just do it lmfao #tbf i havent even started sketching my project thats due tuesday .

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philosophicallie · 4 months

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ok time to try to blame someone else instead of me

#being dramatic but idk im also trying to think abt why i am this way #in part to the fact that i inherently view myself as a burden and always have since a child since i could like. comprehend the things my mom #was going through for my life & moving the america etc etc #but like yeah i was basically as independent as couldve been in the PH bc i had multiple ppl who could take me places and take care of me #but in the US it was just my parents and our family and our X amnt of cars #idk i just keep thinking about how much i miss doing anything in my life and how i used to be a dancer a martial artist a potter like #there was so much to me and now because i refuse to learn to drive and get a car i just. am locked out of everything #bc my aspirations cant work out on 1 vehicle in sparse & spread ohio #like idk maybe its the fact that i always was just like im not allowed to have friends im not allowed to go out in the summer #im not allowed to visit friends or extra places or events #never really been independent until i basically ran away and even now im just #only partially independent bc sure i have money and i have my own space but. im dependent on a driver and other ppls schedules and it just #idk i cant not see myself as a burden all i can think of is that im not a good enough woman let alone wife and thats something no one wants #like i barely know how to cook i barely eat i dont clean i barely wash i barely provide like. yeah idk also ever since i had a breakdown #i feel fundamentally just. changed especially about food. and idk i have been asking for others to cook for me more but i still am waiting 4 #the next time someone says you can make it yourself and i starve for the next 24 hours #idk dude i literally cannot see myself as not a work of labor. its all mama ever ranted at me about. very verbally very constantly up until #i stopped being difficult with her being the head of the family of like 12 #whatever. whatever #im done blaming someone else im gonna eat my words with regret and shame :/

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durindaina · 2 months

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the fact that overbooking flights is legal and airlines don’t have to go above and beyond to find you either the earliest flight possible or the most convenient stay possible is going to make me a t3rr0r1st. what the fuck do you mean you can only give me a flight three days from now and i have to find my own accommodation, unless i pay for an earlier flight and also have to find my own accommodation. how the fact is it legal to sell something you don’t have

#anatxt #girlie who helped me at the desk also was like no i can’t put you on that flight you’re seeing available because that is actually also #already full :) not her fault she was as helpful as she could be. and i can stay at a friend’s place a few towns away #but jesus fucking christ. saving every receipt lol #had to buy underwear and socks and a shirt and going for trousers today #because for the incoming flight i always carry an extra outfit. just in case bag gets lost or whatever i have wiggle room #since i was supposed to be going home i was only carrying the things i bought with me. can’t get dressed with cheese or secondhand books #thankfully i had like half my toiletries #but still i will be missing a doctors appointment and that genuinely makes me want to cry lol #about to become a road trip person for this #(this one would’ve been 20 hours. lol. lmao even)

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bibleofficial · 3 months

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went to the beach w kp & 4 other indian friends & 3 of us had NEVER surfed before girl WHEW it’s SO fun literally only 20quid to rent a wetsuit & board & i fucking smashed my toes on the sand so much, but also we 1) got the wrong tickets so we got off 1 stop early 2) went to find a bus & the bus that was supposed to be 15 min turned into an HOUR 3) on our way to find a bus back everyone’s phones are dying or dead bc it took us 3hrs longer to get there, cigarettes are out 4) all of the shops in town are closed & the town seems to have ONLY a tesco extra & 1 off license that sells a PACK FOR 15.65 A PACK WHICH IS FUCKING CRIMINAL ITS CHEAPER TO BUY IT FROM TESCO ARE U INSANE 5) the bus back to the other town kept skipping us bc the bus stop wasn’t the ACTUAL bus stop - i had 1 bowl since literally 11a & we got back at fucking 11p 😭😭😭

#diary #i was honestly abt to strangle EVERYBODY #‘do u have a cigarette’ ‘where’s ur vape’ ‘where are we going’ ‘which bus is it’ ‘do u have a ___’ ‘did u bring ___’ girl what am i DORA w #the magic fuckin BACKPACK ??? while ur UP MY ASS dig around & SEE IF SMTHGS IN THERE 😭😭😭😭#i literally broke sobriety again bc i was just #girl i was so agitated & there was 1 TRAIN LEFT BEFORE 11P so we needed to get the 2ND TO LAST BUS OF THE DAY #i deadass was like ‘if we miss that train i will make sure u all go blind’ ‘did u bring a knife’ ‘I DONT NEED 1’#AKSJAKSKAKKSJSKSSJAKJSKAHSKSHDLASKAKDLA #LIKE U BITCHES SMOKED ALL MY CIGARETTES MY VAPES DEAD MY PHONES DYING UR ALL DRUNK IM GOING TO KILL YALL 😭😭😭😭😭#<- me knowing i could never be a parent #tbh if i caught my kid smoking a cig id make em do the ol ‘im going to sit down in front of u w a fresh box of cigarettes & make u finish #the box or pass out’#YES IM STRICT #i think it’s so funny ok unrelated but like they’ll speak hindi & i’ve just #learned it through being around them kind of like i can’t speak it except for some word u know like matachot etc but i’ll Understand the #Context & what’s being Said #ASLKALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLA like while waiting for the train back 1 of them was talking abt me being a fool to the others - literally they’re #all indian & i had walked away so when i walked back he was still talkin but then i started giggling bc i knew he was talkin abt me & how i #pinched a bit of the kebab to throw to the seagull bc he offered it to me & i needed to bait the seagull w something & i pinched & tossed &#& he looked at me like 😦 bhenchod ! & then the seagull came over & i was like :D hi bestie <3333 but then when i started giggling after i #walked back he was like ‘what the fuck does he just know hindi now’#it makes me laugh so fucking HARD 😭😭😭😭😭 LIKE FUCK U I LIKE TO PARTICPATE IN COVERSATION IDC ABT LANGUAGE #like i’ve been surrounded by yall for the past #girl it’s been like a year i don’t even talk to british ppl or americans #ALSKALSKALSKALKSLAKSLALSLA MESS ! i love to slavsquat & kp hates it bc he’s like ‘we’re in the uk why are u sitting like this’ bc he thinks #it’s ’too indian’ ALSKALSKALSKALJSKAKDLA 😭😭😭😭😭 this hips were made for sitting #we’re definitely going to go back bc it’s SO CLOSE IF WE ACTUALLY USE THE TRANSPORT PROPERLY ITS ONLY LIKE AN HOUR OR SO COMMUTE EACH WAY #bring lunch whatever #i’m exhausted but also socially like bro i had to leave the donner place just to walk around the block for SOME QUIET #i’ve just been sososososo busy LOSING MY MIND

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dontwanderoff · 9 months

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so like, i think my nana has definitely forgotten me now. like, mum said she couldn't remember us grandkids on a phonecall once, but also she's said that nana had later asked about us and her memory has been really inconsistent the whole year, but even knowing all that it was just weird sitting next to her at lunch today when she was so distant and just, different with me

#like i think she was pretending that she Hadn't forgotten me? that's the vibe i got #and its not her fault obviously. whatever is happening in her brain is what's happening.#but its just. not good.#and i feel weird about it bc im not very close to her really bc they moved 2 hours away when i was so young #so nowadays its one to two times a year max we make the journey #but i still have nice memories of when i was little with her??#from their old place and then when i was still young but we visited more often??#and god. she didn't look good today. she was so skinny and.... old??? it's fucking weird.#so yeah. i feel. sad. it is what it is but im just. bit sad about it all really.#probs a sign i should sleep bc earlier me was handling this info a lot more chill than sleepy me is handling it #anyway. that's my sad rant for the day. stay tuned for tomorrow when it turns into a stressed christmas rant.#ive not updated the runsheet for the new things that have emerged so. it'll be an experience.#my post tag

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meatlessmcmuffin · 11 months

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twitter suspends me for "violent speech" seconds after i make a joke about tapeworm physiology but the overwhelming amount of people who responded to wednesdays shooting by blaming lewistons somali community are just fine? fuck offff

#like getting suspended was funny for a second and then i remembered the actual droves of violent speech under headlines whilei was trying to #make sure my classmate and her children were safe and checking in with my coworkers who go to lewiston auburn all the time.#when the pictures came out immediately somebody expressed disappointment that he wasnt black #every other comment stated “hes obviously middle eastern look he has middle eastern features” on a super blurry security cam screenshot.#im so sick of it. people died. we lost 4 members of the deaf community and at least 2 more were injured. one of the victims was 14 years ol #this is jjust i mean. on top of horrific zionist comments that go undetected because people controlling media and censorship just dont care #and actively promote israel propoganda and censorship of palestinian voices and resistance #sorry my thoughts are all oer the place. i am trying to continue to spread awareness and updates on palestine but this shooting happened #literally less than half an hour from where i live and work. lewistons community is intertwined with my daily life so i will be pretty voca #about it on top of sharing as much as i can on palestine #okay also to clarify i do not want to suggest what happened here is more important than what is going on in gaza rn.#i do not want to draw attention away from this genocide and i firmly believe focusing as much energy as possible into spreading awareness a #and donating/protesting/campaigning anything whatever is possible is most important right now.#overwhelmed as i am by the tragedy in my community it will never stop me from advocating for palestines freedom. i do not believe anyone #not directly affected has a right to “take a break” from this issue

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zaggyzoo · 10 months

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yayyy 👍🏻 (ironic)

#we're really understaffed at work this week bc 3 people (in our department) are out sick #(like yesterday it was two of us at the registers while usually we're four)#so im gonna have to work all day sunday instead of afternoon shift u.u #i mean they asked but i felt bad saying no so fjjfjfjfjjfjf #but i was really happy about doing only afternoon bc saturday me n my friends wanted to go out eat at this place that's like an hour away #for dinner so 😔 i could sleep in #but whatever i have a week off from monday so i can do it #but imagine the state of things if they have to ask the one working full time to do overtime

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peapod20001 · 1 year

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I like to think that if my tumblr pals came to my house, they’d have a good time