#when literally I’m just autistic

[imaybe5tupid]

if you see absolutely anything that has kabru in it. And are unable to stop yourself from making it about L/abru (even when Laios doesn’t even appear or is irrelevant to the content in question!) and reduce kabrus entire deuteragonist-level character into wanting to fuck laios. I’m stealing something out of your house!!!!!

disclaimer: If you ship l/abru and gaf about kabru and don’t do this then this post isn’t about you 🤓

[ihearnocomplaints]

I point you all to my ko-fi page once more -> link

my parents, enraged that I didn’t sort a massive mound of clothes yesterday (after doing the other chores they asked), essentially decided they are going to start charging me rent.

So this is just in preparation for that moment when they do start asking. I’m still trying to save up to move out. It’s not a huge deal yet (idk how much they’re going to charge) so there’s no pressure to donate.

I work a full time job so I can’t really give much in return. But I can take doodle requests upon proof of donation! I’ll doodle any DCA you want.

Thanks.

[i-speak-for-tomuras-pussy]

🌟Tomura 100% regresses to the ages on 5-7 (when a lot of trauma happened)

🌟I feel like he regressed a lot in the first season without even knowing, that’s why he acted the way he did a lot of the time.

🌟Sitting on Dabis’ lap babbling, literally. 🌟rocking back and forth

🌟maybe Dabi’s rubbing his back 🌟No words, just mindless babbling.

🌟a few muffled “Mommy’s”

🌟I see the mindless babbling showing that he can talk but when he was at that age he was quiet, and no one really understood what he said. Also cuz he truly started talking when AFO forced him to constantly.

🌟and the mommy part because well his mom was really the only one he felt safe around when he was younger.

🌟Slowly starts to cry sometimes, simply wanting to stay close to Dabi but can’t because he’s doing the mission Tomura sent him on.

🌟and with Kurogiri held behind bars, he’s alone.

🌟that’s Why he has so many stuffed animals and pillows in his bed (kinda like Togas room just edgy)

🌟he usually regresses a few hours before he’s supposed to go to bed so he can get it out of his system and so someone could be there, not busy with work.

🌟if he’s regressed and on his period he’s knocking on Dabi’s door crying about how “his kitty is bleeding” and “his tummy hurts”

🌟he’s definitely put random shit in his mouth.

🌟he’s like 10x more sensitive regressed, idk how to explain it he just is. So he gets overstimulation very easily.

🌟 he doesn’t remember what to avoid that much when regressed so he’s touching and interacting with things he already didn’t like, causing a shut down.

🌟a weighted blanket helps him calm down, that’s just whenever. A lucky gift from the PFL when he had his broke leg and arm.

🌟oh! During that time a lot of tears where shed as well because he could handle the pain as and adult but as a five year old that was too much-

🌟and sometimes things aren’t always planned, that’s what’s scares him the most, randomly slipping during a meeting or while doing something important. Which causes him to stress, and usually he’d regress when he’s under a lot of stress. Needing that release.

[thingsthatcometomymindwheniwrite]

my boyfriend texted me “I can’t sleep, too many monsters.”

and my depressed ass said “tell me about those monsters, love.”

He fucking meANT THE ENERGY DRINK

[asterias-corner]

I stim a lot by moving.

and i mean moving i love dancing, i love doing dances i remember seeing, i love imagining myself dancing to music in my head if i can’t move my body how i want for some reason. I just love moving, it’s so nice and feels like I’m freeing the energy trapped in my body, all the bad energy is worked out and i get to have fun doing so <3

[finniestoncrane]

said to my counsellor that i wasnt built for friendship because everyone always eventually just. stops speaking to me and she went “ok why do you think that is?” and then when i finished my dumb sad list she went “ok so maybe you aren’t good at friendship” and i. have never regretted spending £50 more in my life lol

[kernsing]

bestowing the highest honor i can give to fictional characters on han yoohyun, the quadruple a battery headcanon pack (autistic aroace agender)

[soullessjack]

trying to explain that there has never been a single instance in the show to indicate that jack is intended to be a child/toddler/baby in any way and that all canon actually makes it pretty clear he’s supposed to be a teenager/young adult is like trying to explain that the cheese is under the sauce in a Chicago style pizza

[apology-or-marcus]

Please boop me 🙏

Me if you don’t give me boops:

[dreadful-luck]

GGS TEAM PAST!!!

[dirty-bear-rick-sanchez]

Rick Sanchez peak autism moment in episode 3x02: when he’s having dinner with Beth and the robot kids and he keeps telling them things like ‘dial it back Summer… by 15% and increase dynamic movement by 3%’ and then when Beth starts crying he tries to console her and then tells her ‘try crying 15% less’

[primordial0riginator]

Me, the only Ares and Nyx shipper on planet earth: 😏

[sengawolf]

Some other post (can’t remember whose) was making a case for Crowley having been a powerful archangel due to the ways he seems weirdly in tune with/aware of reality compared to other celestial figures, and they used his ability to sense demons approaching him/entering Earth as an example. And listen it was a GREAT post and I WILL be reblogging it once I find it again

But like…I’m also thinking that Crowley is a demon who doesn’t always act like a demon and canonically used to get, like, spontaneously nabbed by Hell to be punished whenever he did something too kind. And that’s not even getting into how constantly vigilant he is over Aziraphale. This guy has been looking over both shoulders for the last several thousand years and with very good reason

Idk. Anyone think that his demon-sensing abilities (contrasted with other angels’ and demons’ apparent lack of ability to track each other down) might have less to do with his original power level as an angel and more to do with the worst case of hypervigilance humankind has seen to date? I mean damn if I and my only loved one were at constant risk of being dragged off for torture I’d get real good at recognizing the warning signs too lmao

[memorygirls]

Because I’m a young attractive woman (I use this term very loosely - let’s say at least not what society thinks I should look like as a high supports needs autistic/disabled person), my autistic traits, burnout, depression, meltdowns, childlike/intense interests, self isolating, extreme sensitivity/empathy, problems with social relationships, eating/self image issues, trying to mask better have always been seen as personal & moral failings, lifestyle choices, “tumblr/edgy personality traits”, something to be fixed, shamed out of, that eventually I will grow out of feeling like this. Just some silly woman who will realise how juvenile she’s being eventually!

If I was a man, would it have taken me until my mid-late 20s, after years of violently refusing to go to school as a child (until police were called) or outside or not talk to people or look people in the eyes - because it made me feel disgusting/not in control to be seen while not masked/looking/feeling okay. Feeling like a monster and alien and not knowing why I was so awful or acting this way when nobody else did. Would he have been screened for something sooner instead of just being like “silly girl doesn’t think she’s cute so she’s gonna stay inside, it must be all it’s all for men/social approval, she will get over it” “You’re just depressed/socially anxious get over yourself and force yourself through it, it’s your own fault”

I realised at a very young age, the better you look and the quieter you are the better you’re treated or at least glossed over socially. I saw makeup, style, body language, interests even as a way to mask and got so hyper fixated on it/myself/hyper vigilant that even to this day I can’t go outside when I’m not feeling my best. Like I’m playing a part of “charminglovelynormalgirl.exe” on those good days, and days like today where I can leave my house or clean or function or throw up when I go in the car… I feel like I’m not even real, like that “other me” must just be an act. How can she be so different to this me. Like I feel totally disconnected to myself at times like this… it makes for some really complex trauma and identity issues… that’s just being a silly insecure girl to the rest of society.

Also those people who only see me irl every 6 months when I’m in “prettygirl.exe” mask mode, absolutely think I’m fine, or just a little anxious/shaky because look how great and charming and nice I am, how well I can communicate, the rest of the time is just me choosing to be inside/alone/hating myself because I enjoy it, obviously. I’ve ruined my whole life as an excuse to live this way. Absolutely.

[okcoolthanks]

“You shouldn’t trust your balls. They’re nuts”

I hate this show I hate this show I hate this show

[josendlessmonolouge]

this is the only time I’ll share my face outside of self portraits but here’s the most autistic photo ever taken of me when we went to state for academic team

The noise canceling headphones, the awkward thumbs up, the fact if you look at my left thumb you can tell I’m forcing it to not bend back bc I have a hitchhiker thumb, the giant bug, the fact I begged my friend to take a picture of me in front of the giant bug in a children’s museum, the fact if you could see my tote bag it’s got a fish pattern all over it literally just my magnum opus. This image is more autistic than every meltdown I’ve had in Walmart combined. I hate Walmart but that’s a seperate topic