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nmzuka · 2 years ago
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I 100% get tumblrs need to grow their userbase to continue. Fully support that
But literally @staff any changes to the dashboard or adding an algorithm HAS to be able to be opt out or you will completely kill the use of this site by longtime users who have been VERY vocal about not wanting an algorithm
Tumblr's advantage over other sites is that you can control what content you see and taking that away from your users is downright stupid
I get new users arent use to that and can understand it benefiting them to have an algorithm to help get the hang of the site but again one should be able to opt out of it
That way long time users can continue to use Tumblr the way they enjoy it and if new users get the hang of things and want to turn off the algorithm they can
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ajastu · 2 months ago
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god okay. sorry for yet another text post. but i'm just still thinking about the argument that veilguard is bad because the only option re: morality of your player character that it gives is kindness.
Now, to preface. I understand where this criticism comes from. Veilguard IS a departure from the general scheme of the previous games, in several aspects. And i understand how people would be upset at not having quite the same kind of options/ways to influence the world. It took me some getting used to, also.
What i do disagree with, however, is using that to claim that the game is bad, irredeemable, and also meaningless n soft or whatever.
Because it's really not. It's just different, with a different narrative focus. I've played the previous games several times, and as i said before, origins is in first place for me. Veilguard is a very close second. And i'm not more right or wrong in this opinion than someone who thinks datv is the worst game in the series.
You can still make choices that will influence the world in wildly different ways, they're just not... ''genocide or no genocide'' kinds of choices. Which i can see how some people would not consider the difference significant enough to be interesting for them personally. Which is whatever, im not their dad, i dont really care.
However. I think it's kind of weird to say that ''the game made me resent being a nice person'' or that "kindness you dont have the choice not to offer isnt worth a lot"
Like, game criticism aside. That is just an objectively weird thing to say.
There are ways to phrase that particular dissatisfaction in a way that will not make most people side-eye you. This is not one of those ways.
The thing is, it was a deliberate choice in characterization. Since game development at AAA scale is. an incredibly complex beast, i suspect there were many different reasons for it, and not all of them purely narrative. It is also not 2009 anymore. We are not getting another Origins, like, probably ever.
But. Rook is established in the very second cutscene to care about other people. It makes sense narratively, too, with Varric being the one to recruit them. Their backstory also shows that they gravitate towards the 'moral' choices. It's not bad writing. It's deliberate.
That does not mean that everyone has to like it. And i don't think the people who are upset about the change in this gameplay aspect are stupid or wrong.
We are all different people with different preferences, and i really am sorry if the game ended up being a disappointment for you. I know how it feels, and it does suck.
But i also do think it might be worth to examine the way people choose to phrase this complaining. The claim that kindness is somehow diminished in value if you aren't offered the choice to be cruel alongside it. I just think that, like. misses the point of what kindness is?
I know what those people mean when they say it, i just...fundamentally disagree with the sentiment. And i think phrasing it in this way is incredibly weird. sorry 🤷‍♂️
There is a better way to talk about this particular complaint. I just never actually SEE that being done. and i do think a lot of it comes from not actually engaging with the source material people are trying to criticize. Like, the person i sort of quoted earlier explicitly said they have not finished the game. If you never give something a chance in the first place, if all the information you have is second-hand, then i do not find your criticism valuable in any way. There is no substance to it, no backing. You are not proving a point, you're just chasing your own tail at that point. There isnt even a bone to chew. You've only heard of the bone. you havent actually experienced it.
Another part is people being too twisted up in the emotion of disappointment to actually see that they're not making compelling arguments, necessarily, and that they're actually being a tar pit.
I know not everyone thinks as much about the push towards dismissing the value of kindness for kindness' sake as i do. But like. It really is very weird to see this insistence that game bad bcs it didnt have the option to do a murder to an innocent person, or something. While also dismissing the horrible things we Are shown as 'not in your face enough'.
And honestly, personally? I dont love origins or any of the other ones specifically for the ability to choose the evil options. It's never even been a choice for me, because you can very well play the games without having to make the bad choices. theres always a workaround. And that workaround doesnt even harm u in any significant way. there isnt an actual like. terrible complexity here. I enjoy the dwarf politics quest a lot but ultimately, knowing the outcome? its EASY to choose Bhelen. Unless you're playing a dwarf noble origin, i guess. Rip Harrowmont 🙏 you would have made a terrible king.
And again, my personal opinion is not more right or wrong than that of someone who adored the prev dragon age games exactly because they allow you to make some terrible terrible moral choices.
At the end of the day. why are people still so pissed about a game that came out almost 6 months ago that many of them havent even played in the first place? Relax. take a walk if you can. Maybe move a snail out of the road if you find one. There tends to be a lot of them after it rains. Think about the ones that didn't make it. Try to find compassion for lives so easily dismissed. Maybe that will make you think about whether or not kindness on its own really is so lacking in value.
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releasing this from the hj discord dungeon because the public populace was in agreement also i'm chronically offline on tumblr and need to fix that for my chronically online ahh
#hand jumper#webtoon#sayeon lee#she couldn't even enjoy herself once she gets into the decent university because she got sent to the corps sayeon lee my giiirl#SHE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BASK IN THE GLORY OF VALEDICTORIAN BECAUSE SHE WAS CONSCRIPTED 😭#bro she's built like those kids in school who dump social interaction the moment exam season comes around#she's built like and earned that first honours fr.#but the corps said nah so she did the one thing those kids do make life even HARDER for themselves#even if in context it's no even hard it's just a matter of survival in the corps so success is the only option lest you die#hj reminds me of kaiji a lot with how they handle this but they're like two different genres but i digress#so she created TWO short term goals that forced her to hammer down her if not reinforce her previous values/beliefs#and if you read fp or wait until this tuesday lemme tell you rn it gets worse#which force her back into her shell and wall she's built#which is fucked up bc juni's wall is coming down when cell 4 didn't die as quick as she'd thought and surpassed her expectations#sayeon try not to be any characters narrative foil/parallel challenge fail 1000% speedrun#this only gets worse in fp and while this was in my drafts since the morning#i will say i literally just had a conversation abt this with my g bigbrainmanyvibes before prematurely leaving for lunch#but i set an alarm to actually post all the memes i made here so imma do this one now then the rest later#JOIN THE HJ DISCORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WAY EASIER TO USE!!!!![to me......]#PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that's it for my obligatory plug for the hj discord you can stop reading now i you haven't already stopped because i make this thing a diar#anw GLORY TO SAYJIN NATION!!!!!!!!!
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cherrari · 2 months ago
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Chirlie playing the "Dead Cat" card to get out of responding to why she's supporting a white driver instead of one of the POC on the grid, am I surprised?
Sorry about your cat but that doesn't change that bad things happen to bad people. I hope this makes you reflect.
i played the "dead cat" card as way of explanation to my beloved followers (of which i know you are not a part of) on why i would not be responding to messages for a while. and because i wanted to emphasize how fucked up this is
going around accusing people of being racist because they support a white athlete is just deranged. do you realise being racist is a serious thing with serious consequences and you are making serious implications about my character based solely on the fact the driver i chose to support is white. you don't know anything about me other than the fact i like charles and cars like can you let that sink in for a minute... you think my cat is dying as karma for liking charles. what the fuck is wrong with you i sincerely can't fathom what would lead you to this point not just to my inbox but as a human being
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pushing500 · 8 months ago
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It's a nice thought, Mechi. Eventually, though, we do want you two to be matchy-matchy with bionics as well, so hairstyles really are the only thing telling you apart.
Besides, Kwahu's hair is pretty iconic at this point, and I like drawing it.
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Oh, uh... Bye, I guess. Thanks for hanging out. Don't come back.
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Don't worry, Brandy! You will be avenged!! The perfect opportunity to field-test our bionics.
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We're in the middle of fighting evil dog-killing cultists, and bugs decided to try and outmaneuver our killbox (it did not go well for them). Silly bugs.
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spacedlexi · 4 months ago
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"i could keep going about wellington/alone but then its gonna start getting psychological" ooooh you want to get psychological 🌀🌀🌀 oooooh you want to share wellington/alone clem analysis 🌀🌀🌀🌀
oooohh you know i always want to get psychological anon
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i feel like the wellington/alone endings are the two strongest endings for both s2 and clems character. i feel like s2 is about her learning to stand on her own. learning what she wants. learning to let go. to recognize the unstable person kenny has become (and that jane isnt so great either). bonnie tells clem to start thinking about what it is She wants, to not just follow others (who repeatedly let her down), and that maybe theres another way (ie: be the one calling the shots for once). its about clem believing in herself and her ability now that shes spent an entire season carrying the cast on her back, and fighting for respect from those same people who dont give it to her because shes still just a kid (a kid who has proven herself to be incredibly capable)
imo the kenny and jane s3 flashbacks are pretty weak and just feel like we’re dragging out their characters past their expiration dates (plus all the “youre such a good mom, clem” talk they both do really irks me 🙄 theres a difference between a character actively choosing to become a guardian and a character being told what a good guardian they are (when theyre still a child themselves with an actual adult still present). alone clem has no one to rely on but herself and she Wants to look out for aj. she needs him as much as he needs her because he gives her something to fight for. hes all she has left). kenny being so happy and talking about boats is wild to me after everything he does in s2. and so is jane killing herself before even trying to induce a miscarriage. They both still die and clem still ends up alone anyway. why not make her active in that decision? so, can she shoot or not? will she stay with someone she knows isnt completely reliable? or will she stand on her own?
honestly narratively i like the alone ending a lot for s2, because it feels like her fully realized arc for the season. being able to stand on her own, to make the hard choices. knowing what she wants for herself, or at least what she Doesnt want. wellington is just better for her and ajs wellbeing so i consider it the "good" alone ending since the actual alone ending is the hardest position clem is left in. wellington ending kenny knows hes no longer fit to take care of her, recognizing the unstable and violent person he has become, and again clem is put in the position of making the choice to stand on her own. also wellington was what her and christa were looking for since the beginning, so narratively it still feels fulfilling for a clem who couldnt pull the trigger. i think it would be really hard for her to shoot kenny, so while i like the alone ending, i also like her not being able to make the call in time, paralyzed by choice (you dont have to shoot to still get the alone ending, just choose to walk away, but if shes going to walk away id rather her do it at wellington). either way its a choice she'll have to live with, and i do like the idea of her having regrets for not being able to make a choice in the moment, and letting jane die because she just couldnt shoot kenny. and how that perceived failure impacts her decisions in the future (like with the javi david fight in s3, her actions being impacted by her choice in s2)
which all ties in nicely to: the implications in regards to vi shooting minnie to save clem in s4. a clem who couldnt shoot and a vi who could. the fear clem would have in that situation, knowing she herself couldnt pull the trigger on someone she cared about to save someone else she also cared about. i think a clem who shot kenny would still have that fear, knowing the position vi is in at that moment, but a clem who couldnt shoot i think emotionally carries more weight. it emphasizes her uncertainty in what violet might choose (or fail to choose in time. because its not necessarily about choosing not to shoot. its will she hesitate long enough for it to not matter? just like with jane and kenny). which just makes it all the more satisfying when vi IS able to make that choice in time, and is able to save them both in the process (something clem herself only learned after s2)
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sysig · 7 months ago
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#Doodles#Pokemon#Firebland#Silverstreakshipping#Kabu#Larry#The previous post about Larry doing things because he feels like it - I mean Once He's At That Point sure but before that lol#Confessions are hard! Honesty is hard! Vulnerability is hard!! Some things are easier than baring one's whole heart all at once!#Even if they were mutually falling in love with each other - which is a very cute idea to me hehe <3 - to say it first! Ah#Larry's handling it great as you can tell lol#No pinch of desperate want no no it's all fine he's totally undetectable lol flying Well under the radar#Forces himself to un-red-face once observed haha - but did Kabu notice before it fully went away??? (Yes) (Lol)#Still struggling with drawing Kabu agh he's cute why!! Difficult!!#I am pleased with how cute their sitting chibis are in the first one tho haha#Larry sitting so polite and Kabu a bit spread out - differences in comfort and how they hold themselves ah#And yet Larry's the one who uses ''ore'' huh haha ♪#They're both cute#I do love Larry's cover of staring at Kabu as basically being another way of saying ''I can't keep my eyes off you'' lol#You're so subtle Larry he'll never notice#I am also endlessly entertained by polite characters swearing haha such an immature silliness but I like it!#Kabu just enjoying the compliment while Larry is Suffering™ lol just hang in there Larry it'll all work out#I couldn't decide at first which of the first panel to go with but smol convinced me the open desperation was funnier lol#But I still like the edit! Enjoy Larry being fully ❤️💕💖💞💗 at Kabu hehe
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aroaessidhe · 9 months ago
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2024 reads / storygraph
Asunder
slow-paced high fantasy
a woman who has a contract with an eldritch entity allowing her to see the dead & survives by taking various jobs
when a job searching for stranded smugglers in a cave goes wrong, she ends up with the soul of a dying stranger bound to her shadow
along with a scholar and her old childhood friend, they travel to his home country to find a way to unbind him and save them both
dark fantasy world with gods, demonic entities, arcane magic, and semi-sentient beasts used as transport
#asunder#kerstin hall#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#okay SUPER fascinating worldbuilding with some very visceral creatures and biological constructs and interesting magic systems.#many things I like. A great cast of characters. Honestly I could read tons more stories set in this world.#it’s very slow building and meandering narratively; focusing on the complex journey of the main character#didn’t love the audio narration tbh - it felt like some lines are read with the wrong emphasis or tone? but I got used to it after a while#So this has one of my absolute favourite tropes (bodysharing.) unfortunately it turns it into a romance which is. well.#it just doesn’t hit the same if you make it romantic!! so that kinda made it change traintracks from being on a direct line to#potentially 5 stars to a whole different station where i do not live. lol.#I SUPPOSE it’s a well developed relationship and I’d prefer romances more like that than instalove I guess.#I did love their dynamic; too; but suddenly realising it was romantic threw me for a loop. I had put him in the annoying dad category.#I do also feel like we didn’t get quite enough of him as an individual person and characterisation - which obviously makes sense to an#extent; but I felt like I only got to see more of him in the brief time around his father.#Also he was surprisingly chill and nice to her immediately considering he was essentially her hostage???#Anyway I did enjoy a lot of it; it just suffers the unfortunate tragedy of#[literally my favourite thing made for me] [turns that thing into literally my least favourite thing i hate]#but also -random dude you’re bound to being overly protective and considerate despite barely knowing you (platonic/familial vibe) - yeah!#random dude you’re bound to being overly protective and considerate despite barely knowing you (romantic) ehhhh…idk.....#(to me personally. i'm sure people enjoy that. whatever)
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storytellering · 3 days ago
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I saw your art on my Instagram for you page and I was kinda shocked because I didn't know you had Instagram account.
I don't support incest but brooo I really love your art style and I'm desperate for new Vergil artworks 😭
Thank you! Yeah haha i saw your dm, no worries. I do have an ig but I only have the link in my carrd/strawpage since I made it ages ago, doesn't have the same name/kind of presence, and I try to keep it free of anything ship related since my family, professors and coursemates follow me there. Not that I have anything to hide or that I wouldn't openly show them my ship art if they wanted to see it, but it just feels kind of awkward to all but directly show to people I see irl who aren't my close friends who I know are into that kind of thing, y'know? And worry not, more Vergil is definitely in the works!
#asks#bexgore#i did also want to add in a little note#about the 'not supporting incest' thing#i know i know i'm gonna be pedantic as fuck#but if you're here and you know me you also know that i'm never not pedantic lol so#i do appreciate the sentiment! i really do#just know that like#shipping and fandom culture isn't activism#no one is 'supporting' incest because that makes it sound like there's some kind of movement regarding incest irl#and that's far from what anyone shipping dark content is doing#if you simply don't ship it that's fine!#you're very much allowed to#in fact you're allowed to find it disgusting and horrifying and triggering if that's how you feel about it#but 'supporting' is a bit of a weird word to use there#what don't you support?#incest irl? because i don't support that either#people shipping it? well that goes in direct contrast to enjoying my art then#because while you don't have to be here for just the ship art ofc and can just be tuned in for the gen art and tuned out for the rest#by the nature of things if you just ignore my incest art bc you like the rest you kind of are 'supporting' my right to make it#which isn't a bad thing!#in fact i do think that should be the accepted attitude#but saying you 'don't support incest' is kind of not the right way to put it#if what you mean is 'i don't enjoy incest ships but i like the rest of your art'#those phrases mean two different things!#sorry for the rant and genuinely thanks for enjoying my stuff#i just am very autistic about words and their meanings lol#and also general pro fiction anti censorship advocacy#it is what it is
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character-obsessed-fem · 1 year ago
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i think meeks should be allowed to have three sisters and a single mum... as a treat. bonus points if all of the sisters' names also begin with 'st' - i know thats like the most cliche thing ever but i think her mom would be silly like that alright
i imagine her having a twin sister, named stephanie, (who is older by like, an hour) and two older sisters, named stacy and stella (four years older and seven years older respectively)
"what about her dad??" i am choosing to pretend that her father simply does not Exist™ because i think it's funny if all of the dead poets had some form of daddy issues
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kiwi-luminaryofthestars · 3 months ago
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Lolll uh no progress update today (daily streak is broken 💀) ‘cause I had much going on and then got distracted by some awesome people who I was grateful to have my time taken up by 🫡 We will get back to it tomorrow yahoo!
#thwwichphantomthief#ooohh interesting sort of dynamic happening right now#in the sense that my writing has taken me into more spaces in the fandom#which subsequently takes up the time I’d normally use for writing#which I mean to me it’s not a bad thing lmao cuz I’m really really enjoying getting to know more people here#just crazy to think this started with me just… writing a thing and posting it on ao3#especially since the first chapter was the result of a sudden burst of inspiration and literally only a few days from start to publish#I had barely any idea of what it would be at that point#nor did I think I would continue doing saiou stuff#and now here I am fourish months later and I want to do this forever 🫡#probably can’t because motivation will run dry eventually of course#but I just am really enjoying where this stupid long and dramatic fic has gotten me#idk I’m almost getting emotional thinking about it#erghhhh kiwi is a crybaby it’s okay 😖#talking to like minded people is just such a pleasure#coming from someone who’s had such a hard time making friends her whole life this is so new#to have people talk with me because they want to#I’m ahhh socially inept if that wasn’t already very clear#never known how to talk to people#and I never realized that getting to talk to people without the pressure of showing my voice/face would feel so like freeing#I truly am just discovering what the internet is like rn and it’s overwhelming and wonderful at the same time#and I’m liking the journey so far#hoping ahhh that continues but I’m aware things aren’t always so pristine and ideal all the time#just will enjoy it while I have it!#oof sorry for long tags lmao it’s longer than the post 🤣
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sinkthoseshipspoll · 25 days ago
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Would you believe, this was my first time ever seeing the Pacific Ocean?
I got the opportunity to go aboard this beauty on one of my days in California and honestly between the hype of rollercoasters (one of my hyper fixations, with me constantly talking about Arrow Dynamics like an old lover) and the delight I had doing laps around The Queen Mary? I’ve never had a more perfect and delightful experience ever in my life.
#not a poll#ships#ship#the Queen Mary#ghosts#haunted ship#haunted locations#haunted#gonna be so for real tho GhostRider at Knotts gave me so much glee and joy#like magnum xl 200 is my favorite coaster bc it rides like Vortex used to before it got too rough#but I haven’t felt that mystical beautiful childlike glee on a coaster since I discovered that magnum xl 200 rode the way it does#like I love RMC’s and I love Arrows. but DAMN was that such a good GCI retrack I had to bump it up above Steel Vengeance on my favoritesList#so rn my top 3 are Magnum XL 200. The Beast. and GhostRider#and like I LOVE Steel Vengeance and GhostRider basically hit it so out of the park on one go that it outranked every coaster in California#also me sending a photo of The Hall of Justice to my parents for them both to respond ‘Union Terminal’#while I was shouting ‘UNION TERMINAL’ in the middle of Magic Mountain 💀💀💀 like glad to know we all had the exact same reaction#let’s be so fr Union Terminal could eat that little replica for breakfast and still be hungry#if I can I think I might try to get to at least Kentucky Kingdom this year. but if not then definitely this year#I’m sure I could probably set up a trip out of it with my rollercoaster enthused cosplay friend who lives the next state over#I also rode X2 and Viper obviously and it’s very funny to me that the coaster that bankrupt arrow is standing next to the last Megalooper#viper rode exactly how you would expect it to ride#the entire time I was giggling and going ‘Arrow what the fuck you silly weirdo I love you’ as my legs tried to come out the car#like I think I was the only one on the train bc my friend opted out of trying another arrow after X2 (which was super fun)#(my friend I went with is afraid of rollercoasters but they were such a good sport!!!)#I got them on a couple B&Ms which they expectantly enjoyed a lot more than the Arrows and RMCs that I was dying to ride#I really only am ever excited for B&M inverts bc all their sit downs ride exactly the same lmfao#we ran out of time for Riddler and Batman wasn’t running ): but we did ride a premier launch coaster!!! and between the time when I stopped#riding vortex and started riding The Beast. Flight of Fear was my favorite coaster. so Premier launch coasters are p good gotta say#still can’t believe at like 4/5 I was tall enough to ride the vortex (70000x in a row bc no line) and too short to ride the Beast 😂#like I cannot express enough how much I love Arrow. deeply and truly love Arrow. I ride our suspended every chance I get
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claitea · 9 months ago
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progress pt 2!! base all sketched out :)
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sukibenders · 9 months ago
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"Cannibalism as a metaphor for love is such an interesting narrative choice!" Until you add poc into the narrative and here come the millions of "think pieces" that either 1.) dehumanize them for the same thing their yte counterparts are praised and, sometimes, even...applauded for (eg. Yellowjackets and other supernatural media), 2.) or use it inappropriately to justify harm brought on to poc communities. But that's a conversation for another time.
(tw for some of the tags as well)
#tw cannibalism#like about yellowjackets even tho i enjoy the show it was very apparent how some in the fandom would highlight shauna#and the other yte characters for diving into their cannibalistic urges while demonizing tai lottie & other poc characters on the show#(also paired with ableist rhetoric)#supernatural shows vampires and zombies take a look at how fandom treats the poc vs yte characters even if they are doing the same thing#(eg. how yte vamps are often sexualized and viewed as figures of desire which wouldn't be a problem if poc vamps weren't painted as literal#villains for doing the same thing like i didn't forget how marcel from tvd was treated &#& now with louis and claudia from iwtv#& with zombies with tlou how people were talking about henry & sam read a certain way#(have you noticed how it's mainly yte zombies who get to have romantic plots as well....)#if you're wondering how this narrative translates into real life some often use it to justify harm & abuse inflicted toward poc communities#ive seen people justify what dahmer did to his victims (who were primarily black & brown) because he “loved” them#im not even going to go into how it's interesting poc communities often are labeled as cannibalistic when yte people have a history with#this (from literally eating those who were enslaved to using black people's hair & other body parts as furniture and accessories) but that#fact is often brushed over#this fact is also prevalent today bc with how the media and far right politics are demonize haitian immigrants when it was an ohio native#who was did what the media was accusing these immigrants of#(its also very telling how there was little to no fact checking they just immediately went to blame poc communities but not very surprising#tvd#tlou#yellowjackets#this is mainly an analysis#pls dni if you can't be respectful or have a collected conversation about this
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kiwi-luminaryofthestars · 4 months ago
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03/07/2025 Progress Update:
TLDR: About an additional 1.5K drafted today. Reworked some more dialogue. Made a character motivation chart, as promised, for the character I was struggling with getting motivation down.
Yeehaw we another 1.5K deep, so about 21K-ish. Mostly fleshed out the first section a bit more, but could still absolutely use some more detail, so I'll probably be working on that heavy these next couple of days.
I said I was liking where the Rantaro conversations were, and then I re-read the second one over again today and.... erghhhhh wasn't feeling it anymore. This sorta thing happens to me constantly lol BUT I don't think it's a bad thing. Dialogue is probably the element of this fic I rewrite the most of (Kirigiri and Shuichi's conversation in chapter 4 was rewritten I couldn't even tell you how many times lol) and I try my absolute damndest to get them right. SO we'll probably be tweaking it a bit AGAIN. Whateverrrr it's fine, I want it to sound right. However many times I need to rewrite it to get it there is necessary.
I did end up making a character motivation chart, as I said in a previous update, to help me with some of the later sections of the chapter. This is probably going to sound strange, but Shuichi is the only one I did this for. I've got the hang of everyone else, but Shuichi's actions gave me trouble. There's a very particular reason for this (which I've alluded to in a comment, but I'll never tell which one lol) and it's making his decision-making a little harder to get down. Just have to balance, and that can be difficult, but we're trying!!
Didn't realize I have a fuck-ton of homework tomorrow (NOOOOO WYYYY GOODDDDD) so idk if getting a ton of shit written will be possible this weekend anymore, but I'll still try. Still no ETA on when this chapter will be done, but as you can tell I'm actively working on it lol so you don't need to worry about it happening eventually. Just takes time, which I wish I had WAY more of lol.
I hope you have a wonderful night!! Manifesting as delicious a dinner I had tonight for you (number one comfort food: broccoli chicken pasta my boyfriend and I made for like every goddamn meal when we first left home, and we had it again tonight YESSS). Reading more of the phantom thief au to him tonight too (it's like a mini event lol, reading fanfiction to him on Friday night.) We at chapter 2 and he keeps forgetting which of them is rich, so he asks me constantly lmao. I'm sure that's confusing af for someone who knows jack shit about Danganronpa, but my lovely indulgent boyfriend is tryna enjoy it anyway because he knows I love it lolll so we grateful to him <3
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deepspaceclawstation · 2 months ago
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This is just me being kinda obnoxious but being good at a certain subject at uni sucks because you then end up having to become an unofficial (and hence unpaid) TA for the rest of your class, or else you earn the reputation of being a stuck up bitch. Uni doesn't reward talent or hard work, it just means you get more leaches attached to you
#Some of my classmates begged me to go to the department on saturday (a holiday) to explain them a thing#But on the way I got accosted by a senior phd student (she used to be project staff hence like super senior to me)#Then later after spending an hour helping her and 2-3 hours helping said classmates I went to do some other work in the dept computer room#And got approached by two people from that class whom I don't even know#Sunday I was woken up by two of my classmates knocking loudly on my door and I had to answer their doubts while still barely awake#and what's nuts is that after some time in that interaction I was just sitting there still half asleep#while they were discussing loudly among themselves in a language I don't undersand and writing on my notebook#which like. you can do outside. in your own rooms. why am I a part of this#Then today some random guy came sat with me after class and I had to help him with his code while doing my own#Also forgot when one of my classmates got mad at me for not sharing my code for an exam with her as she was taking the make-up exam#like. it was highly likely the prof won't change questions and even if he did that's my code?#The coding isn't even hard like the prof basically gives us most of the code and you just have to fill in some of the parts based on maths#which also isn't hard#Ok calling every one of them leaches is harsh and not completely true but damn this weekend is the last time I'll get to relax in a while#and they kind of ruined it for me like I enjoy the subject but that doesn't mean I want to think about it during my free time#Rant
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