#whos deidre tho

[rewritingcanon]

andromeda tonks and ted tonks and nymphadora tonks and druella black are the only ones who can even come close to an eeato au with evelyn and waymond and joy and gong gong

[ghost-charms]

Finally started my sims legacy family tree

[wovenstockings]

I’ve loved life lately but needing to find a job has been hanging over my fucking head and dragging me down again): the idea of going back to the service industry is making me feel like wtf is the point of everything….. 3 years have gone by and I’m back to where I was. I do enjoy cleaning for Deidre but that’s only once a month…. I’m doing social media for my mom’s friend in marketing and I love doing the production and editing work but she always has an issue with what I make because she’s fucking 50 years old and doesn’t get what a good TikTok is supposed to look like. So it’s draining af. I’ve always had a hard time with people who don’t understand my vision tho so this has just reminded me of being young and none of my teachers or bosses thinking anything I did was good enough. Like no one just trusts that I’m doing a good job because I’m always stuck with stuffy people- that’s really my fault though tbh.

[smallest-turtle]

Thinking in line with Zenos' character design showing that he clearly cares about and put extra effort into his appearance and keeps things that would not be fitting for battle (long hair, extra fabric, etc), and how those choices are probably made as ways to exert control over himself when he has so little due to the family and his station in the Empire, I was thinking about his eye makeup. And I connected a new dot between him and Deidre.

Deidre feels like so much of her is for other people. The Warrior of Light is for other people, it's not something she wants, other people want it, other people want this hero to save them want this weapon to kill their enemies, and sure she COULD have a say in it, but it would end up at the expense of so many people, so really she can't say no. She feels like so little of her time is allowed to be her own, especially during Stormblood when things are like an upside down pyramid with her at the tip balancing two rebellions and making them able to happen, that one of the things she takes comfort in is the little frivolous thing that is putting on her eye makeup and perfume (Emmanellain's birthday gift is pulling too much weight in keeping her sane istg).

And I feel like Zenos' focus on his appearance is probably born of similar if not the same feelings. He doesn't have options either. He's just a weapon of Garlemald that happened to be born into the royal family. He's spoken of in such a dehumanizing way by his father that it's clear his situation has been such for most of his life. A lot of his dialogue showcases incredible emotional detachment that seems like it would only be possible through serious neglect, and well. Garlemald would want a weapon, not a person. The less he needs the more they can push him. Personal expression and desires could have been squashed at an early age via Royal Conduct, at the simplest, or by whatever unexpounded upon "experiments" Solus did, at the worst. His extra bits and baubles, the makeup, keeping his hair long, those are probably the few things he knows he can get away with doing for himself.

So yeah. Controlling your appearance when so little else of you is your own. Another thing Deidre shares with Zenos.

[girlmedusa]

thank u angel @horroroftheflesh

Name: Didi

Nickname: Deidre, Babygirl

Height: 5’3”

Fave colors: pink, red, navy/baby blue, emerald/sage green, brown, black

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What am I wearing rn: Pink Floyd tee, booty shorts, bonnet

When did I create this blog: I remade my personal in 2017. wanted to get away from my older blog which I deleted

Current amt of followers: 980

What do I post abt: anything I want. it’s my house lmao

When did your blog hit its peak: now? I’m an underground fave ig

who is your most active follower: @missofijaa hey love💕

do you get asks on a daily basis: naur. kinda did in the past tho?

why did you choose your url: because it’s my accent and the community who raised me and now it’s connected to my portfolio.

tagging: @orchres @lovedeluxe92 @avibaby and anyone who wants to join💕

[pippuns]

Deidre IS dating Alisaie from the later third of SB on!!! Esteem (who has to deal with ALL pushed down emotions not just the negative ones, such as "I can't fucking deal with a crush rn we don't have TIME for that there's a WAR going on") basically corners Deidre into biting the bullet and confessing XD.

Special knowledge tho... Is that Deidre's younger brother who ran away to become a pirate when he was 12 because their home life was not great (absentee mom that Deidre had to replace, Mom basically in Yotsuyu's pre-viceroy position but because of her father not her husband leading to.... Many half siblings Deidre had to raise) named Caelen ends up with Alphinaud XD. In-laws squared. Alphy is Bi and highly susceptible to 'the pirate is hot' u.u

What kind of dynamic does Wynn have with the twins?

esteem being used as a means by which deidre confesses is the funniest possible outcome to the drk storyline. this is everything i've ever wanted from esteem. fucking fantastic.

also i get alphinaud. pirates? hot. dont blame him whatsoever for that. i really like deidre's backstory!! it's really interesting. does she ever visit her half siblings?? is her mom ok now, or is she still stuck in that kind of situation??

wynn is very much a parental/older sibling figure to the twins!! especially during their initial forays into eorzea when things were the roughest. they do their best to keep an eye on the two in the hopes that the twins don't find themselves in over their heads, but wind up failing more often than not. f.

i don't think in my canon alwynn left with minfilia and the other scions after the bloody banquet; i find it hard to believe they would have left ul'dah unless alphinaud was with them, and i don't think they would have let minfilia go back either even though hydaelyn wanted her to remain behind. so instead they escaped with alphinaud and pipin.

which also meant that the status of the rest of the scions was in even more doubt than it is in canon. i think alphinaud and wynn probably got really close in the time between ARR and HW+in the beginning of heavensward, given that as far as either of them knew they were the only scions left. it was very much a "i can't lose you too" type of situation.

alisae and alwynn got their own special "oh god we're all alone" bonding time in the post-sb patches after the other scions got called away to the first, which especially fucked with alwynn after alisae got pulled away in front of them. tough luck mate.

[whencallstheheart]

kvanbooven said: Wow! I was just under the impression most people thought/wanted Lucas. Maybe they are just the more vocal fans. This is encouraging tho

Yes.  From what I’ve seen, Lucas fans seem to be a lot more vocal and more aggressive in some ways in their support of the couple.  Maybe even desperate.  That might be coming from a place of them knowing it’s not going to happen but they think they can somehow change TPTB’s minds or something or just really want it to happen.  I don’t know.  I’ve seen posts that have basically said that.  I fully support those fans who love Lucas and would prefer Elizabeth pick him.  There’s nothing wrong with liking what you like.  We all have opinions.  This is what makes love triangles so tricky.  You’re going to alienate a group of fans and that’s unavoidable.  The show has actively worked to divide the fans.  

I remember seeing the same poll done by Deidre from ET and when I saw it, it was like 75% for Nathan then as well.  The results of the survey I did after season 7 were similar too.  78.7% for Nathan and 13.1% for Lucas with 8.2% undecided.

TPTB had to have known this to some extent so the fact that they still decided to continue the triangle plot through what sounds like the majority of season 8 is so incredibly annoying.  Are 75% or more of the audience going to enjoy watching Elizabeth gallivanting around with Lucas?  I think it could lead to a lot of anger because it’s already been such a long wait for us to finally have a new couple.

[laurakinney]

you are the only one who loves the jli like i do i love you

BESTIE THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE ON ANOOOOOOON , you are very much ceo of jli deidre i just think theyre cool and best friends and have reread formerly known thrice in like four months BUT THANK YOOOOU BESTIE I LOVE YOU TOO even tho i wanted to k word you when i first read your url

[electronicdelusionstarlight]

Alright, I’ve gotten back into writing Spider-Man.

I’m scrapping the Wonder Woman x Spider-Man open relationship with Mary Jane X Felicia Open relationship that ultimately culminates into a 4 people polycule where Peter gets pegged, and go for something a bit more simple. So, I’m sorry for the, like, 20 kudos I received on Ao3 over that, and 31 favorites on HF, but that’s abandoned at the moment.

So, new idea...

Amazing Spinnerete, an AU where MJ gets bitten by the spider instead.

(Spider-Woman and Jackpot were already taken and Spider-Girl didn’t sound right to her, as if it was too early for that).

1) Peter, who doesn’t get any powers ever for the entirety of my story (unlike I was planning to do for Mary Jane in the previous one as I piled power after power on her among star sapphire rings, spirits of vengeance, symbiontes, Gamma Radiations and Thor’s hammer), turns into a Sidekick/IT Guy role to her.

2) He’s there to fulfill a purely supporting role to MJ Heroics, craft the webs, be a support to her, all that shebang you’d expect, while getting worried sick over her going out in New York and risking her life daily among villains and criminals and whatnot. He’s the “Nerd behind the computer,” a concept that got admittedly popularized by Oracle, as well as her “field medic” when she gets back home and needs stitching on both the costume and her scars. 

3) Also uncle Ben is alive and on a ongoing trip with Aunt Anna and Aunt May around the world. They solve crimes, off screen, like 3 Jessica Fletchers, so Peter isn’t as fucked up emotionally as in canon.

4) I’m gona take from the MC2 and say that, unlike Peter, MJ is actually trying to profit off her image from the start. This might cause some conflicts with Peter over him not wanting them to lucrate on some of their crime fighting (Such as not wanting to patent the web fluid in fear of criminals getting a hold of it), and mixes up with their already canon conflict over her being the main breadwinner in the couple AND the possibility of her doing progressively more risque work.

5) Specifically, I’m gona say it: Spinnerete and Mary Jane have two separate OnlyFans. It’s a modernized story and they are in their mid twenties and need a stable source of income and what better than a horde of people out there paying the same woman TWICE for pics of her buying wonderbread? “Pictures of Spinneret” therefore become a way different phrase, and there is a debate in universe over a superheroine essentially being a sex worker, and all that that entails. I don’t know how well I’m going to explore it tho so this might get dropped after a while and just make her a ASMRtist or a Twitch Streamer, basically the same thing at this point.

6) Since this is a AU I can do like Spider-Gwen did and not just fuck up one piece of the main universe but make every aspect of the universe different, so, bullet list of things I’ve been coming up with that are different from main continuity:

6A) The Hero to Heroine ratio (as well as Villain to Villainess) is 1 hero every 10 heroines. Major (Male, Homo Sapiens) heroes in the setting are: Johnny Storm (Johnny Storm), Thor (Thor Odinson), Power Man (Luke Cage), Iron Man (Rhodey Rhodes), Original Captain America (Steve Rogers).

6B) The mutant community is a massive polycule of free love and shit. The biggest mutant community in the world is stationed in the Free Republic of Genosha, currently part of a worldwide international federation of small nations around the globe born to contrast Soviet and American influences during the cold war called IFMP (International Federation of Micro-Powers). Latveria and Wakanda are part of it, and are the leaders of the two major factions among the delegates in the form of the isolationists (Wakanda) and the Expansionists (Latveria). The second biggest mutant community in the world is in San Diego. most male superheroes and some of their villains happen to be mutants.

6C) Susan Storm lead a year long deep space expedition team financed by the united states government, and managed to contact several alien races in her travels, returning to earth with diplomatic ties and Power Cosmic given to her by Infinity herself as a sign of good will after she and the united armies of space finally managed to slay and destroy “The eldritch abomination at the edge of reality that makes people racist by existing,” as it was called. This starts a age of cooperation between the various alien races and empires out there in the cosmos and Earth, their embassies being built in most of the major nations of the world, trade and science deals cropping up as a result.

6D) Susan Storm later formed the (apolitical, above nations and planets) superhero team the Fantastic Five, which changed members over the years based on relationship with other alien planets and tensions between the members of the team. Current line up consists in Susan Storm (Susan Storm, former Ms. Fantastic), super partes leader due to the Power Cosmic, alongside Lyja the Lazerfist (Second Ms. Fantastic and Former Skrull chaos agent on earth during the Skrull-Kree Cold War), Crystalia Amaquelin (Crystal, Inhuman Ambassador), She-Hulk (Jennifer Walters, earth representative and legal expert), Thundra (Thundra, Femizonian Ambassador). The Kree empire was disbanded after the end of the Kree-Skrull cold war.

6E) Johnny Storm never became the second human torch but ends up becoming Evil Jesus. During his trip to the stars with his sister he accidentally ends up in the Negative Zone, the void between dimensions, and befriends the locals, becoming a jesus like figure and ending up ruling the place. It’s not as banged up as it sounds but with prolonged commuting with the Negative Zone he has achieved a state of resonance with Oblivion, one of the other 4 great entities of the universe, and has become his champion. (in direct contrast with his sister’s coming from Infinity). He still uses his powers for good, if in a chaotic good way compared to his sister lawful good one.

6F) Peggy Carter was subjected to the Super Soldier program during WWII, thus becoming Agent England, de facto leader of the Invaders (Mostly same team, Sub-Mariner, First Human Torch, etc.), and guiding the assault against nazi germany and hydra. She and her sidekick end up frozen on the same plane

6G) Steve Rogers was still picked under her wing, if not able to receive super soldier treatment, and still became the (original) Captain America, a purely propagandist figure of a scrawny, physically weak son of immigrants Brooklyn dude, the complete opposite of the German Ubermech ideal for the white man, but with enough anger and outrage over an unjust world to pick fights with people 5 times his size, shown in many a propaganda video punching Hitler square in the jaw and knocking him out cold. They both ended up on that plane crashing in the arctic and were defrosted several years later.

6H) With the disappearance of Agent England, the Invaders disbanding, and the cold war underway, with no superhero team really cropping up, Doctor Deidre Wentworth managed to develop a modified version of the Super Soldier Serum, testing it on herself, and becoming the Superior Captain America. She forms the (US Exclusive, extremely political) “Americommandos” superteam, with selected superheroines and “reformed” supervillaines of the time. The team was responsible for many controversial superhero activities during the cold war, in and out of the united states, and is still going to this day, even if some members have retires or have outright died. Not Superior Cap tho, no, her aging has been slowed down due to the serum, so here she is still guiding black ops teams to capture and imprison some worker rights activists that happen to be mutants.

6I) The Sorcerer Supreme of this dimension happens to be Doctor Doom, Ruler of Latveria.

6L) Norman Osborn never became the Green Goblin. He was still a scummy CEO and millionaire, and still had a affair with one of his son’s best friends. Gwen was dating Peter at the time and ended up getting pregnant with Norman, he finds out, pressures her to get an abortion, almost terrorizes her, she doesn’t cave, Peter is understandably confused and shocked but still wants to support her (as does Mary Jane), but on the day of Gwen’s son’s and daughter’s birth Norman pulls the same shit he pulled in canon with Mary Jane and Mayday, hires an assassin to force a miscarriage, Gwen finds out a couple months later, stages her death, and becomes the Ghost-Goblin, ending up throwing Norman off the New York bridge and killing him in the process for good. His estate and company was inherited by his son, Henry, who devolved most of it to charity, destroying the Osborn business empire.

7) That’s the gist of it really, gona elaborate on more tomorrow.

EDIT: 8) Nightcrawler is the Pope.

[ricky-corderbro]

Who are some of your friends in town?

I mean my own reflection for sure. Have you seen me? 

I’m friends with most people... I’m pretty easy to get along with. Love my roommate, Winston, they’re good people. Remmy. Morgan. Deidre even if she’s got the same energy as that Galadriel scene from Lord of the Rings where she’s like “Instead of a Dark Lord, you would have a queen, not dark but beautiful and terrible as the dawn! Tempestuous as the sea, and stronger than the foundations of the earth! All shall love me and despair!” and yes I just googled that speech. Same vibe tho. Blanche too. For defo sure. Like... so many people. I just like having friends

[sumechiayuu]

ocs i made

tia

age:14 race: black she’s a no nonsense person, tho deidre manages to prank and trick her everytime, ^^

deidre

age:10 race: black tia’s little sister who loves to play pranks. she can be sweet, but secretly she’s basically the devil neehee i didn’t write a huge description, but this is the desc for now haha

[cowboybuckleys]

i've noticed that a lot of actresses who are new mothers go for storylines like infant mortality/syndromes? maybe because it's easier to tap into emotions, or they want to drive across that not all women are as lucky as them or they've been through something similar in the past so although they're reliving their experiences, they know they're going to handle it in a sensitive way? as someone who's been close to it i'd rather watch a mother who understands than someone who acts it unrealistically

i don’t have (nor want) kids so idk what the drive for female actresses w/kids portraying those kinds of storylines is. i imagine that their want to tell such a story with some level of respect and dignity is their first and foremost thought tho. but having kids probably helps them understand it on a whole different level than I could ever even imagine, i’m sure. wasn’t Charlotte pregnant just before and just after ED’s cot death storyline aired? all the more respect to her (and Lucy tbh) cos i wouldn’t be able to function if had been in their shoes..

my only “devil’s advocate” of sorts is that i think that as an actor you have to play everything handed to you with all the believability you can muster in the world, regardless of where you are in life and how many kids you have. you have to cos that’s your job and any actor worth their stock is gonna be able to do it regardless of their personal life yk?? this applies more or less to most storylines too. and plenty of actresses have done infant mortality/child death storylines while not having kids of their own and have made it so realistic imo. GH’s baby Lila storyline is still some of KM’s best work that i can’t rewatch cos i’ll end up sobbing for days. Deidre Hall and Days tackled a SIDS storyline in the 80s that my gran always gave a lot of praise to (tho this is also coming from the same woman who thought the devil storyline was brilliance and if she was around today would smack down anyone who disagreed with her lol so grain of salt as i’ve only seen the SIDS s/l flashbacks and fan videos..)

[smallest-turtle]

That description of Deidre has given me two reactions.

First, I'm tempted to send you money to either draw it or get someone to because it sounds cool as hell. It sounds like such an interesting design and I'd love to see it realised.

Second, I'm tempted to send you money to either draw it or get someone to because it sounds hot as hell. I would definitely be on board with Alisaie.

Sorry I've just been reading this once in a while like a neat rock kept in my pocket thank you.

The idea of someone second party commissioning art of her for me is really funny.

Link to context

[annathetrickster]

So I want to use Arvis (since I couldn't get Celica...) but I don't know how I feel about using a unit that did what he did to Deidre, like....Sure they've kinda turned roasting Sigurd into a joke, and FEH has been real shady about why Julia is only Seliph's half-brother (Julius isn't even in the game), and many if not all of my friends who currently play FEH have no clue what Arvis did (that's not their fault tho), but idk if I can knowing what he did .-.

if you don’t have celica or any good red mage then i’d deffinitely suggest arvis.

as for what he did or didn’t do, i can’t really help you with that since i haven’t played FE4 myself yet. i appreciate you trying to keep spoilers to a minimum though.

[grandschemed]

8. 16. 21. & 24 ❤️

8. each of my muses’ otps + notps:

oh god save me

fernand: fernand/clive, fernand/mathilda, fernand/mila, fernand/berkut? maybe rinea???  would be interesting to explore | i have no notable notps i think for fernand

saizou: saizou/ryouma, saizou/tsubaki, saizou/charlotte ?? | n/a

ryouma: ryouma/marx, ryouma/saizou | n/a

kamui: kamui/marx, kamui/ryouma, kamui/jakob, kamui/zero | n/a

all might: all might/eraserhead, all might/present mic | all might/kids no 

monoma: monoma/shinsou !!! | n/a

zombieman: zombieman/genos??? laughs i have no idea tbh

cor: cor/regis, cor/clarus, cor/drautos | n/a

s76: r76, 76/reinhardt, 76/mercy | dva/76

reaper: r76, widowreaper, reapfist, mercykill | n/a

widowmaker: widowreaper, widowtracer, gerald/widow | n/a

genji: IDK ACTUALLY good question

kuroo: levkuroo, kurodai, kurotsukki, bokukuro, oikuroo | kuroken

izaya: SHIZUO/IZAYA is all that matters to me and i hate shinra/izaya ew

napoleon: NAPOLLYA!!!!! pls no to gabllya no thank you 

hisoka: hisokuro i love… illumi/hisoka is Ok.  also no to hisoka and any of the kids ew

bruce wayne: superbat… idk about notps

hannibal: hannigram … no to anybody else and hannibal laughs

goku: goku/vegeta i love…. BIG NO TO CHICHI AND GOKU 

bill cipher: bill x destruction BIG NO TO BILLDIP + BILLMABEL

amari: amari/tazaki I LOVE!!!! big no to amari with anybody else lmao

worick: worick/nic!!!!! big no to worlex + nicolex

oikawa: USHIOI !!!!!!!!!! huge no to iwaoi im sorry i can’t stand iwaoi honestly i only really ship oikawa with ushijima + kuroo + maybe mattsun ?? but that’s it i think

clive: jack/clive…………. that’s himself but shh

reigen: EKUREI!!!!!!!!!! i love idk about notps for reigen tho 

miyuki: sanamiyu, kuromiyu + kuramiyu!!! BIG NO TO sawamiyu no thanks

deidre: YES to deirdre/sigurd NO to arvis/deidre

munehisa: iwai/kawakami??? is so good like honestly iwai w/ all the older ladies is a good concept ……. as for notps??? idk

joseph: ROSEPH!!!!! idk about notps 

mary: idk about otps but BIG NO TO ROBERT/MARY their bond is strictly platonic

lukas: ?????????? good question me/lukas im jk bye

tatara: kiyoharu/tatara??? as for notps: probably shizuku/tatara no thanks 

16. which muse is most willing to fight another muse?

my go-to is goku considering he lives for battle honestly - it’s in his blood as part of the saiyan warrior race!!  goku hires an assassin to kill him just for the opportunity to fight him he’s ridiculous

21. which muse is the most problematic towards other muses?

i would say there’s reaper … or hannibal … reaper because he has no qualms about killing but then there’s hannibal who literally ruins peoples’ lives + also has no qualms about killing + also eats people if they’re rude so there’s that i love you hannibal you bougie bitch

24. is there someone playing the same muse/s as you and you really look up to them?

answered already! sends you all the love though jay xoxo

[heddagab]

B, F, G, I, J, Q, R =)

B - A pairing you initially didn’t consider but someone changed your mind

I think that would be either Red Beauty as an OTP (I always liked them, I just haven’t “seen” everything this pairing could offer) or romantic Snow Queen. Fanon helps a lot on that department :)

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom

If by fandom we mean activelly engaging in conversations about the show with other people, reading metas, fics etc. then Ouat has been the first show that drove me to do that soooo 2 and a half years?

G - Do you remember your first OTP, if so who was in it

I believe it must have been either Clark Kent and Lois Lane from “Superman” or Marlena Evans and John Black from “Days Of Our Lives” (Look don’t judge if you haven’t seen Deidre Hall sliding an ice cube down her body ‘kay? *lol*)

I - Has tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why

Woho, that question is a minefield. I’ve learned to stay in my corners and tread carefully. The Ouat fandom is franctioned completely so I know I have better chances to click with inividuals instead of a bunch of people within any fandom actually, all of them can be a mess at times. (My GQers are my peeps tho) I don’t like the mentality that exists within the “Sherlock” fandom so only some Adlockians keep me company and in “Supergirl” hmmm, I feel our ages (so the level of maturity basically) doesn’t coincide with the majority of the new fans so I stay in my Supercat lane.

J - Name a fandom you didn’t care/think about until you saw it all over tumblr

I think “Penny Dreadful”. I was resistant in watching the show at first because I thought it would be too…oldafashioned and moody for my taste but instead I watched one of my all time favorite shows, I LOVED it! The gifs don’t even make it justice, that show is A+

Q - A ship you’ve abandoned and why

Rumbelle. Do you really want me to rant? *lol* I always shipped Golden Queen and I always liked them better than Rumbelle but I used to be a Rumbeller too, especially during the first two seasons. Well that’s cancelled and burned with fire, the reasons are all over my blog I believe.

R - A pairing you ship that you don’t think anyone else ships

I don’t think there is one, someone will ship every pairing we can think of, especially in Ouat. I just wish the Captain Hearts fandom was more active. I adore that ship with burning passion. And I have a strange fascination with Hook and Robin being bi and each other’s TL but that’s another story *lol* 

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