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icewindandboringhorror · 1 month

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I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol

#wax seal #crafts #wax stamp #stationery #Window one is kind of stinky.. I was imagining like a swirly night sky sort of looking thing so it would be a surreal contrast of a night #sky with a window in the middle that shows a daytime sky - but the silver and purple wax kind of mixed too much together #with the black and it just looks very plain black and not all that starry or anything hjbhj.. Of course the eye is probably my favorite #since all I ever do is draw eyes and still like eye imagery for some reason. The four leaf clover is very lumpy and skrunkty but also it wa #the smallest in size out of all of them so was easier to do multiple stamps of just to try it out.#The heart with eyes wax is actually more swirly in person. I wanted it to be a mix of light pink and red and white. and the wax #did kind of all blend together but in person you can definitely see MORE of the intentional swirlyness. in this it just looks plain pink.#I was going to do one eye in the heart but it looked weird. but now two seems too plain. i could have done 3?? in a pattern.. hmm #alas. I wish I could make actual metal ones. With the clay i have to paint them in a thin layer of olive oil before stamping because #otherwise the wax just kind of gets stuck in the grooves of the clay and then you can't pull it up. Very wacky ''unprofessional'' looking #set up where I'm hot gluing circles of sculpey clay to short stumps of a wooden dowel that I sawed apart with a serrated bread knife #and then using an old paintbrush to put olive oil on them whilst holding a spoon over a yankee candle flame hjbjh #ANYWAY.. I think if I were middle class/rich/etc. this would be one of the main things in my crafting room is like.. SO many colors #of wax. and all different custom made stamps designed by me. which could be much more elaborate in actual metal.. muahaha.... >:)c #RHGghhh... I actually don't want to talk much about it since (this is probably just my Obsessed With My Own World Artist Delusions) I #think I have a really cool idea for a game that could genuinely be successful if i ever get to make it and I don't want to give #everything away and spoil the whole plot/concept in hopes that one day I can actually do it - BUT - a game that I'd like to make after the #visual novel I'm making now has partially to do with the main character working as a sort of writer/scribe/artist assistant in an elven #city (set in my world/with my worldbuilding species and versions of elves and etc) and I was thinking of maybe incorporating #somehow being able to collect little writing type items like these like.. you can get different wax seal patterns or pens or etc. when I do #stuff like this in Real Life it always makes me think of that like.. ouh... this is good research.. what it shall be like to be a littol #elf collecting wax seals and such.. indeed... GRR i need to be finished with my current game NOWWW... i MUST work on other #thingss... aughh... ANYWAY.. yay. accomplishment to do One Single Thing other than Sit In The Summer Heat And Rot #though also hilarious as this was the first cool-ish day that was below 80F in a while hgvh #waking up like 'wow.. i actually feel okay today?? like I could do things?? how mysterious.. I wonder why..?? :0'' Its The Weather You Fool #Tis Always The Weather

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adhdandcomics · 2 years

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unmasking! be free!

#cough. alone in my room.#stimming #adhd #comic #comics #neurodivergent #unmasking #stim #been listening to the new FOB on repeat for like. an hour and a half now.#idk why this comic is so fucking pink. anyway

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coridallasmultipass · 5 months

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Bros only. You're not invited.

#idk lol i was in my dirk shirt all day and like #it takes 2 seconds to put on the shades and gloves #why not do a casual lol #i just restuffed my pillows after washing the cases so i was like... man lets get some brodirk up in this home #(dont forget cal in the equation tho brocal is 4lyfe)#(i just havent gotten around to remaking cal yet so pillow will have 2 do)#fuck what if i threw on bro and took another brobro pic #homestuck #homestuck cosplay #dirk #dirk strider #casual cosplay #me #selfie #striders #413 #its awk lighting bc my lightbulb right here is orange (i have pink and red also in other parts of my room lol)#i dont feel like burning my eyes w the ceiling light #ramble ramble lol idk what to tag this bro #brodirk #stridercest #(implied ig just tagging bc ppl are weird about it now)#brocal #mmmm what tag uhhhh #cosplay #even tho this hardly qualifies lol #bro #lil cal #i still wanna do a full dirk cosplay again its just.. the hair.. i dont wanna gel it.. it takes a blowdryer to get the zero grav lift #...and thats too much effort when im the only one who cares lol

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porcelainvino · 3 months

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guys why tf do i have darren criss in my house

#what am i gonna do. like he’s gonna be standing at my bedside haunting me.#he’s just in the living room rn. but like… my friend handmade him so i can’t properly fold him up like #no matter what i do he will always be standing and staring 😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔#I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE DARREN CRISS RELATED BUT WHY IS IT SO TALL IM CRYAHSJSJDKSO #ITS TALLER THAN DARREN CRISS IRL.. THE PINK ONE IS SO TERRIFY.#porcelainposting

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sparrowmoth · 4 months

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Tagged by @dearmrsawyer. Thank you, hun! It's actually been a while since someone tagged me in something like this, so let's goooo... 💖

Last song: Currently listening to "The Kiss" by Luigi Rubino (from one of my fave sweet and melancholy instrumental piano albums)

Favourite colour: Purple... but I think hot pink is really creeping in on me tbh. The more I detach it from ridiculous and arbitrary gender meanings, the more I love it. I just bought a hot pink bedspread so.

Currently reading: "Shark Heart: A Love Story" by Emily Habeck. Very slowly, because I'm a snail, but I love it. My best friend got it for her book of the month thing recently and lent it to me after she read it because after she told me about it, I was looking at her like 👁 👁 (which is to say that I was extremely intrigued adjkgjkdgd)

Currently watching: Nothing, really. I haven't been in the mood for TV in weeks, so I've just been watching ACNH island tours on YouTube while I eat lunch sometimes and that's about it lol

Sweet/savoury/spicy: Sweet or spicy depending on my mood

Relationship status: Single mom of one dog djakgjkdd

Current obsession: Six of Crows/Shadow and Bone, no contest. If it's not about the Crows (capital C), I don't care. It's been a little over a year since this hyperfixation jumped me in a back alley and you know what, I've never been happier. I've met so many cool people in this fandom, made a bunch of amazing friends, my writing and art is flourishing... so yeah, I'm gonna be living here for a lifetime.

Last thing searched: Either perfume ingredients or how to alleviate rib pain, because I fucked something up in my ribs idk dajkgjkdg

Tagging (no pressure): @finitevoid @jazzythursday @waterloou @nerdlingmerchling @sixofcrowdaydreams @wespertilionidae @tinyarmedtrex @sunfl8wer and whoever else wants to do this!

#thank you for the tag! <3 #tag games #when did hot pink become my favourite colour lmao #I used to hate hate haaaaate pink so much for most of my life #but actually what I hated is being boxed into a gender role #surprise surprise #anyway hot pink fucks #it's so obnoxiously pink #I think that's why I like it #dajksgjkdjkgd #my room is slowing becoming just..... hot pink and crows #love that for me

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huellitaa · 6 months

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music theory is so hard i'm literally js a girl

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absolutelyzoned · 2 months

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its me and my inability to compromise against the world

#i hate it when plans are changed i fucking hate it so much #i desperately need to rant about this im having an awful time ..Augh #my dad lost his job and is selling his house. we have at MOST 3 weeks to get out of here #so wrre moving to the house next to my moms. my grandpa owned b4 he died. HOWEVER #i hate that house its dirty as hell. i cant live with my mom theres barely 2 rooms there and i currently sleep on a couch in the living roo #there are 3(?) bedrooms where my dad is moving and they are SIGNIFICANTLY smaller than. literally everything #so well have. not a lot of space. not to mention that all the rooms are shaped so fucking weird. shitty old house bonus #literally everything has the fucking landlord special cause my mom used to rent it except all of the tennants were jerks #so the house has A Vibe. /neg. and its a weird combo of dustu and sticky #Im getting off topic.#i was allowed to choose my room a while back and we all agreed on everything and made plans and thought everything was set in stone #the room i was supposed to get is small asf and has slanted walls. (attic room ig) but it was fine #but my mom was like noo! actually! your older brother is getting that room! we never agreed on anything!!#whicj is AWFUL #i HATE CHANGE #AND. i wish you could see the room im supposed to have now but im at My dad's rn #its so fucking small. the water heater is in there. there's a low hanging fucking duct pipe or whatever right by the door #its pink #it smells like shit #ots right next to the washer and dryer.#there is no light. i hate it so much #ITS SMALL. AND JUST FUCKING SUCKS #i might sound like a dick but everything is so stressful rn i dont want to move school starts in 2 weeks i dont know my schedule i don't #have anyone to talk to. we're all fucking broke as hell and my mom refuses to help my dad because. i dont even know why #sorry. btw #i need someone to talk to so bad #they won't get me a therapist because 1 its not covered by insurance and 2 my dad lost his job and said insurance #i can't get a job because i can't drive and am so mentally fucked up and its so hard for me to do literally anything #i cry at the most insignificant situations and im always on the verge of tears #i get overstimulated so easy i can't fucking do this

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t4tstarvingdog · 6 days

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had the craziest nightmare today. hit every nightmare genre and added a new one just for me

#timothy's txts.#late getting off my break at work for my worst manager BUT at the worst place i worked #walked into my manager in a meeting with EVERY head person in our district and they all chided me for being late and told me to hurry and #then i couldn’t find my apron #and then the street turned into a riot with cars being targeted by rockets and pedestrians being. also hit by rockets ?#this lady and i were by each other and we were like well normally we wouldn’t steal these motorbikes (they were hot pink though and swag as #hell) and then we started trying to escape but my seat was too high so i couldn’t drive safely #eventually we made it to her house with a small group of my coworkers / friends #and then a coworker i really liked got targeted and killed bc of me and the killers were shouting my name and hunting me down #so i go inside this lady’s house and it’s huge and honestly really nice #and i’m like hey do you have a toolbox PLEASE i need an alan wrench to lower the seat so i can drive safely and get away #and she was like yeah second floor #i asked which room? give me a landmark of the room so i don’t search every one #and she said it’s directly on the landing you can’t miss it #i go upstairs (the people hunting me in a red minivan have pulled up to her house and are suspiciously pulling all around it and backing up #and looking in the windows and i don’t know if this lady would sell me out) and ITS A TOY HOUSE. ???!??? not a toolbox…#so i’m searching but the people come in so i’m running through rooms and being quiet and make my way down to the basement that connects to #the garage and look desperately for a fucking alan wrench and they’re getting closer and i go through a small closet and there’s a trap door #and i go in there where there’s another hidden door and i finally get to the garage #and i find a tool box and decide to write the lady a note thanking her and telling her why i left so quickly #but all the papers i find are filled with scary notes and i’m wondering why they make me so uneasy #until i realize they’re notes that were written to Me from. a guy who really fucked me up #and one of them says ‘trans hot’ and i literally go :( i don’t want to be trans hot…#<- specifically from him because of the issues.#and then i realize that he’s the one hunting me down to Get me (the red van was irl his family’s car lmao)#and i’m panicking in an increasing amount and i won’t be able to get to the motorbike and escape with my coworkers and friends #and then my sibling woke me up asking if i wanted a breakfast sandwich or pancakes. so. crazy dream to have at nine in the morning #ask to tag

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rosea-tangible · 4 months

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I start to realise that actually yes, the pillars you've taken for granted, that have convinced you their love is unconditional and that they've somehow seen the depths of your soul have been sold on some lie.

whether they sold it to themselves, whether I made it worse (even when I've always tried to be honest, so honest, because I wanted to believe I could be loved by others), the end result is the same— the image will shatter entirely, gradually or all at once, and then I am alone to deal with myself. my heart will be slashed and hacked into a bleeding thing before that. and then, me. the person i always said I was, that I kept hoping I wouldn't be, that somehow no one else saw but me. I'm always right. I'm always right, no one ever listens to me, they never really listen. you, you are truly sick, you, you are truly rotten, you, you are irrevocably stupid. you are a waste. you are selfish. you are wrong. you are nothing. you are a freak, something unsightly.

I thought I was seen, I thought these people knew something I didn't, because that's how it always is. even if that's not really the case, it usually is, and I never once trusted myself. and I wanted to be worth something; it's comforting to choose to believe praise when it came my way.

but you know. I always said, at least in my heart, take from me. I am lesser. please don't be jealous of me, I would hold your hand as you drove a sword through my heart, I would not resist you, I would gladly submit to you if I could. when you look at me as if I've robbed you of something. I am so, so unworthy, I felt shame so potent in being there. but maybe moreso now that I can say without a shadow of a doubt that I deserved absolutely nothing. I'm not trying to fight you, I want to kneel by your feet and beg for salvation, you to me might as well be a God.

#shivering and pathetic pawing at your ankles #vent #four cornered room. pink. one girl to the right and another to the left. maybe they had their arms crossed maybe neither of them did #why did you take from us. why #you know i never felt connected to either of them. it was always painful idolising #painful i think bc it was from a distance. a false kind of friendship #so many things hurt. so many things were confusing and i really have never felt sure about anything #my self worth. that should be an important issue. but it feels like a piece of tissue #i can give it to you if only to appease you. i dont know what to do. i want you to kill me #i felt contempt in that moment maybe. in that semi confrontation #bc i never got what i wanted from them. i felt like i was always enduring some kind of pain #only for them to think i thought i was worth more than them somehow #after all that i endure. everyday. and you dont even love me you dont have the capacity #my mistake was in being in your orbit at all

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trans-xianxian · 1 year

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#I have both #and also pink but I don't want pink sorry pink #I don't rlly have like a color theme in my room so its not about that #blue blanket blue box shelf on my wall orange chair black wire/dark wood shelves dark blue table light brown/silver table black chest #and lots of colorful things on the walls #I was thinking about blue because of my blue blankets and table and shelf Oh Yeah and blue metal rolly thing #but for one I want to paint this shelf Now not when I get paid in a week and a half #its literally just sitting in the middle of my bedroom floor and the bunnies are Not pleased #and also in my heart I know that it should be green #don't ask me why I just feel it in my chest #ghost posts #poll

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gettothestabbing · 11 months

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I joined a gym! Since I work evenings, I'm going to go at 6 or 7 am every day. They have a little area where I can dance and warm up, and a lot of machines, and a pool we can use if there isn't a class there. It's super close to my house too.

I'd been able to work out here and there at home, but lately it hadn't been happening at all. I resisted doing this for a long time; I have an irrational fear of spending money on anything unnecessary or that isn't a gift for someone else. That, combined with my shyness, which being screamed at for going on walks in New Jersey in 2020 (from paranoid people across the street no less) wildly exacerbated, made home workouts feel like my only option.

But I finally was able to make the decision to spend money on my fitness and health. Those things ARE necessary, just like food and shelter. It would also be nice to have acquaintances outside of my work and church circles (especially since those have a lot of overlap).

#pers com #personal #they even have a girls-only section #I think they made it because of the growing Muslim population in this city but I still like it #I saw some women in burqa there but most of the women were just in normal clothes #and some women were in the main section too. all the machines in the girl section are pink ^_^#I asked and they do let TIMs use that section which only seems to invite conflict with the burqa ladies #but honestly it doesn't bother me that much as an abstract possibility #now if I see someone male in the locker room I am probably just gonna walk out and not swim there #but I doubt I would quit the gym over it unless there was some sort of incident #I would just not use those facilities from then on and not lie about why #I'm hoping it just doesn't come up because I could not find a gym that would openly exclude such people from women's only areas (obviously)#most gyms in my price range don't have women's only sections at all #so I'll take what I can get and bet that anyone weird isn't likely to come early in the morning like me

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keeps-ache · 1 year

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looking for answers

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #pink space #it's HIM #the GUY #[points points points]#slightly disappointed that i want to do Things with him but i have no ideas rn lol :')#<- like that's gonna stop me from making a complicated perspective piece that i need to learn to draw birds for :')))))#/he has this neat little study that has Such Very High Ceilings that he hangs paper birds with string from and i want to DRAW it hhhvbfdh #i know what the room looks like but it's kinda fuzzy. ykno how it eez lol #PLUS i think i'm getting a little more confidant with backgrounds and buildings so why not!! :D #i'm just also very scared because Oh No Perspective. and Birds hvhhhvbskhv #//but anyway yeah that is all for now!! until i lose my mind a little bit later maybe!! been having a lot of thoughts about Time again!!#you know how it is lol!!#so i bid you adeu. or however you spell that word #words are so so silly #but they like to be Very Grandiose so we need to be nice lol #but anyway i'm saying goodbye now!! toodles :D

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pinkspiraling · 2 years

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i am in a way better mood today bc i actually got a little sleep but there is a deep self loathing monologue in my head that i just can’t shake

#it’s like hmm i am such a piece of shit that doesn’t do anything #and i complain and whine but never actually help myself or try #i have so many late bills and no clean clothes and rotten food all over my room #i’m so bad at being an adult and i’ve failed myself over and over and i don’t wanna keep doing it #i wouldn’t even know how to start liking myself or trying to be better all i can focus on is dying #life feels so unfulfilling and lonely all the time so why would i fight for it anyway #blah blah blah pity party whatever shut up #pink’s word vomiting

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willowstea · 8 months

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Once again petitioning to be on some merch teams for shows please.

#willow's tea #musical theatre #i just.... a black logo on a shirt hurts my soul #i don't love the logo i love the music and the characters and the colour and the life and the emotion #why does that baseball cap look like something i can get from Walmart???#if it's so generic you can't tell what it's about it's not merchandise #I want band merch but for musicals #at the very least #i've got a long sleeve shawn mendes shirt from his very first tour #it's got his face ALL OVER IT #people from the other side of the room know it's a shawn mendes concert shirt #if they don't know who shawn mendez is the bright pink letters let them know #his face is even on the sleeves #it's unhinged and it was around 70cad i think and i only bought it bc my friend asked me to buy something to match with her #and i was like that one there i love it its merch it is perfect #at the very least give me an unhinged option #or something that looks nice #or something that mimics a costume from the show YOU HAVE COSTUME DESIGNERS #why aren't there plushies???#why aren't cute graphics being made/used #WHAT ABOUT THE LYRICS #if if/then gets a revival i will be the most annoying person online i promise all of you #for the betterment of humanity

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actualtree · 1 year

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Decided to design one of my OCs bedrooms in animal crossing as a little treat for me

And I also dressed up as said OC for fun

#for fun plus I don’t normally like dressing my character up in fem clothes #acnh letsgray #I have so much lore for why her room is the way it is #A: she dismantled her former bed hence the boxes #she dismantled it because she was stressed and was like. well no one is going to stop me #B: she has a bunch of music boxes because she thinks ballerinas in music boxes go under appreciated so she collects old ones #C: she’s a Pokémon OC and a coordinator so she has fun little outfits #she used to do beauty competitions as a coordinator but then started to do #tough competitions where she partakes in doing some stunts alongside her Pokémon <- she’s a little self destructive #and all the cutesy decorations and pink is part of her trying to fulfill the expectations put upon her by her deadbeat parents #anyway I love my OC Yvette so badly

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transgnckon · 2 years

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I got some markers and brush tip pens, a Daisy squishmallow, some cute pink & white new shoes, a new phone, a little banner to hang my Disney pins, some tiny bags for my dolls, two sweaters, a Disney book abt Sally from nightmare before Christmas, my mom gave me 14 issues of N52 Superboy comics & a Superboy pin

#txt #my mom told me she thought the comics looked older so that’s why she got them #she wasn’t sure if I would like them like when she saw them I could sob #I had 0 Superboy solo issues before I got this so Idc idc I’ll take 14 issues of n52 Superboy #my aunt was also worried if I already had a Daisy squishmallow or not bc she didn’t know I have so many plushies #I saw it during the summer during a road trip and I was going to buy it but I missed my chance #the markers make me was to doodle again bc oh my goodness I miss coloring w my markers #& w me rearranging my room the other day I got to rearrange & take out all my art supplies!!#so I have ALLLLLL my markers w me tee hee #I should also use my water colors again to like practice w them it’s also been so long since I’ve used water color #I need to rearrange my pins on the pin banner too!!! figure out where I’m going to hang it #also obviously the Superboy pin goes on the banner IDC #I can also put my Sam Nova pin on there :)#also I’m so excited to wear my new shoes they were exactly the ones I wanted so cute the shade of pink is so perfect #happy happy dayyyyy #I’m so tired though #I stayed up till 1am #bc the party ended at like 11:30 & we cleaned the whole house #it went by pretty fast #then we opened are gifts for each other which took awhile #then my little brother and sister woke me up for the other gifts we got from ‘Santa’ aka our parents too #which was like at 5 am #now it is 10 am but I am still so sleepy

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