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WHO ARE YOU GET AWAY FROM ME

[passion4tye]

Need For Change

I need change despite the title

Those were done for you to feel a sense of belonging

I felt stagnant it's the same move I'm constant

I need space regardless of you taking off

The insight you provided was genius

I wasn't quite ready for your love unconditional

Things were too unusual

Too spaced out, the pressure was on me to care

I understood clearly your demands

In that first conversation, we were one with the land

Down and out, you smiled, and I was a flirt

Down to earth we both only wanted the moment

So far, love has missed the signs

As you sigh the warning without words in your eyes

Too much at stake, you left it up to my choice

I was afraid and decided danger was why we’d stayed

As it turns out look at you in disbelief

Blaming me for staying though I wouldn't have let you leave

I'll accept the claim; I won't be mistaken for a saint

Too much love in the room, why are you in pain

This may not be what we wanted, but it was our wish

It was without words, a message of exchanging gift

The position you took left me vulnerable

I still need change, because the changes made you miserable

Tye EsseX | copyright ©️ | 7.17.20

[from-brooke]

If all it is is eight letters, why is it so hard to say?

Me and my lonely mind.

[kbryantl]

[thecelestialhunch-blog]

" Isn't it dear? Aren't they are the one's to remember when you sit down with the gang of old times? You smile, you laugh, you just go down the memory lane with them laughing and rolling on the floor as fine one's are the one's giving you peace of mind but the puckish one's are the one's giving you reason to sit together in the future with nothing at all so that you can visit them and remember those old times with them creating those memories to laugh much harder than the previous times, Love. Isn't that true?"❣️🌼 ELYUNOIA . .@thecelestialhunch . . . . . Like|| Comment || Follow || Share . . .( Any Suggestions? Comment Below) . . #writingcommunity #writingnetwork #writernetwork #writingforsanity #writerscommunityofinstagram #writerscommunityofinstagram #writingsoul #writingprompts #justlifequotes #quotesaboutlifequotesandsayings #quotestoliveby #quotesaboutlife #puckbunny #rememberingoldtimes (at Remember the Good Old Days) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpUdfuFB1m0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vwm5ppxtyiyg

[canijowrites-blog]

Celebrating @nationalpoetrymonth with my small poetry chapbook. New on Kindle. Sometimes you need to get lost to find your way. https://amzn.to/3mmqOdJ #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poetrycommunity #poems #depressionhelp #selfcare #amwritingpoetry #depressionawareness #nationalpoetrymonth #writingcommunity #writerslife #writingforsanity #writingismagic https://www.instagram.com/p/CNVLYQ1ot7D/?igshid=1mhmnm91qkk4g

[aliceinkekeland]

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[free2bme-andrea-blog]

Challenge Word Day 7: FALL Sometimes you have to FALL back and Smile. With so much trauma and negativity going on in the world today and even in our own personal lives, it’s ok to just share a Smile. Fall back from things that cause you grief. Fall back from things that draw your life two steps backwards instead of forward. Fall back from the table if weight and health are issues. Fall back from people that have proven to drive in a different direction than you are striving to go. Fall back from situations that drain your energy. The sooner you learn to stop falling for silent killers and step into your peace...the easier it’ll be to make room for the good life and share a smile with ....if no one else....your own soul...iAmAndrea❤️ @hopewriters #hopewriterlifeday7 #iwritewhatyoufeel #challenge2019 #hopewriterlife #iwrite #iblog #bloglife #writingforsanity #peaceofmind #writingislife #writerlife #mental #learntoday #whyismile #shareasmile #fallback #mindset #doyou #loveyourself #livingfreelovingme #lflm #family #makemyday #tiredofrifraf #liveyourlife #dreambig #smileoften #loveoften #iloveyou https://www.instagram.com/p/B3uPA44ho5f/?igshid=10y66f2kgxjeu

[frangwilde]

#GPRepost #reposter #regram_app @grindmastersole via @GPRepostApp for Android ------------------ A life less lived A decisive moment as two hearts touch As I saw within you and you saw within me A divine moment of recognition Transcendent in its depth Its grace A moment given to an unspoken promise To an effortless becoming Of two lives joined as one So we danced amidst each other's eyes Rejoiced as our souls entertwined​ A sweet surrender to fated love A gentle fall into ecstacy #love #lovemylife❤️ #darkpoetrysociety #darkpoet #artidtic #guyswithtattoos #girlswithtattoos #poetsofig #writersofig #writingforsanity #writingcommunity #bliss #coupleinlove❤️ #official #poetry @kellieecowgerr15 #cafelife #cafeowner #thehangingtreecafe

[passion4tye]

Most of my good thoughts never get Inked.

I say them out loud looking in the mirror and declare myself great.

No paper

No app

No memory

Of the

Garbage I

Had on

Display

Tye Eessex

Copyright ©️ 7.29.19

[from-brooke]

You robbed me so much of myself than I had already lost. Do I give you the benefit of the doubt? That whatever you did, and however you did was for my own good. But if so, why did it hurt, if not more, than equally as much when everyone else who you had tried protecting me from left. Why did it feel so uneasy, so weird, and so disappointing? Why did I feel the same chains of anxiety wrapping themselves around my heart once more? Why did I feel so empty, so lost, utterly without direction? I guess I'll never learn. I need people to be in my life, but you couldn't be it, even after you promised me a billion times that you will be. I did not ask for that hope, I did not even ask for that helping hand you clasped around mine while I was drowning in. You offered it to me, you came to me. So why do I blame myself for this process one more time? You were my go to, my friend, my light, you were my thread.

And you robbed me of it. One last time.

[buttonbreaker-collectivesigh]

Sometimes the backyard is a nice place to write. #writinglife #backyardgarden #niceweather #beautifulday #writingastory #stories #mybook #iliketowrite #writingcommunity #writer #writingforsanity #writerscommunity #writerscommunityofinstagram #writersofig #writerproblems #writersofinstagram #writewithyourheart #writers_den_ #writingoutside #itsagoodlife #happyleo #leoseason #savywords #igwriters #godisgoodallthetime #beautifulbackyards https://www.instagram.com/p/B0Ro59sHI3l/?igshid=sxxgefr8f21p

[thecelestialhunch-blog]

"I swear, I couldn't Love you more than I do right now. And yet I know I will Tomorrow. I'll make up for all the years , I was supposed to be kissing you." . . ©ELYUNOIA @thecelestialhunch . . . . . Like|| Comment || Follow || Share . . .( Any Suggestions? Comment Below) . . #writingcommunity #writingnetwork #writernetwork #writingforsanity #writerscommunityofinstagram #writerscommunityofinstagram #writingsoul #writingprompts #justlifequotes #quotesaboutlifequotesandsayings #quotestoliveby #quotesaboutlife #angelinajolie #bradpitt #Mr&MrsSmith (at Mr & Mrs Smith)

[callumjane]

“I have no idea why I can’t stop feeling this way.  We have to stop.”

“Stop what?  We aren’t even doing anything wrong.”

She slides her hand up my shirt, her fingers grazing the length of my spine, her face leaning in closer to mine, her eyes looking at my lips.

“Stop,” I whispered.

“Stop what?” Her eyes still trained on my lips, her warm hand resting at the dip of my waist.  

I close my eyes and exhale.  I can feel my face getting warm.

“You’re overthinking it.”  And with that she moves her lips to mine and I let go.  The pit in my stomach is gone and her warm body against mine is all I can think about.  My hand makes its way to the back of her neck.  She’s still holding me at my waistband, and so I lean in pressing my mouth deeper to hers.  She inhales sharply, lightly brushing her lips against mine one last time before pulling away.

“You shouldn’t have done that,” I say, measured.

“You enjoyed it,” she wipes her thumb across the corner of her lips, “a little more than usual I’d say.”

The night air begins to welcome an unexpected coolness.

“So what did you have to tell me?”

“That I can’t see you anymore.”

She rolls her eyes, “Yeah?  So tell me how that went.”  As I lean against the fence, she steps towards me with her arms folded and her right brow raised.

“Don’t test me.”

“Tell me.”

“I can’t see you anymore.”

“Tell me again.”

I cant—”  And her lips lock onto mine.  Her one hand bringing my face to hers, while the other leans on the fence behind me.  Her tongue slips into my mouth.  As I begin to stand up straighter against the fence, her hips pin me so that I can’t move.  I didn’t want to anyway.

“You’re going to get us caught.”

“Then take me to your place.”

I catch her by the shoulders to pause.

“I think you want me.”

“Don’t make this harder than it is.”

“You’re making it harder.”

“I can’t.”

“God, what are you really worried about?”

I don’t say anything.  She walks away to the edge of the roof and places her arm on top of the wall to rest her chin.  Her shirt pulls up slightly to the point where a narrow strip of her back is exposed.  She’s upset, so I go to her.  I encircle my arms around her waist and bury my face into her neck and whisper her name.  She’s so still, I know I have her attention.

“I care about you,” I exhale and even though I’m looking at her neck, I know she’s rolling her eyes.

I try again, “I want you and it drives me crazy.”

I let my hand fall down to her lower stomach.  I can hear her breathing louder.

“Because I can’t stop thinking about being with you.”

She turns around, “What are you saying?”

“I’m saying—” I try again, “I’m saying, not now.”

“How do I know this isn’t just me making it all up in my head?”

“Because you’re the only one who’s allowed to touch me.  What?”

Her hand curls down to my wrist, her dark brown eyes searing into mine, “You better not be letting anyone else touch you.”

I press my lips to hers.  She’s resistant at first, but she let’s go, she let’s me kiss her. I lose the ground under my feet.  And it’s the undoing that terrifies me more than the idea of walking away.  

She makes everything unfathomable.

“Oh by the way,” she says with her hand at my clavicle, “You’re a miserable failure at break-ups.”

“Don’t gloat.”

“You should probably never try that again.”

“I don’t know,” I smile, “I kind of like this.”

“I’m serious though,” her hand falls into mine, “Don’t ever pull that shit again.”

My gut tightens.

“Okay.”

__

White sheets that smelled like lemon-scented laundry softener.  An arm around her bare waist and the soft heat of breath against her shoulder.  She peeled herself away from skin and found her clothes with a deep pain in her temple.  After buttoning her jeans, she took one last look.  Her calves, her wrists, her lips.  She leaned down towards her ear, stopping to kiss her jawbone and the corner of her mouth.  She whispered, “You’re a miserable failure at break-ups.  This is how it’s done.”  And she closed the door with lifeless abandon.

[vidamouremortem]

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[passion4tye]

”The time is now! Really, it is. Do what ever the hell you want.”

Tye Essex

Copyright ©️ 7.12.19