felixsslutwife · 6 months ago
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lixies song of the day #19
this song hits different when ur feeling sad, nostalgic, reminiscing or missing someone
its also rlly good for skater girl stuff n riding skateboards/bikes/scooters esp in a sunset
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nirby-wirby · 8 months ago
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“You’re right, My Lady,” he concurs. “It really isn’t fair. None of this is.” Slowly and contemplatively, he begins to extend his stick. “I’ll… see you at the next akuma.”  — Chapter 9 of TVL by @literaphobe
I’m formally requesting some sort of financial compensation due to the fact that this chapter KILLED me and I’m going to need help paying for my funeral.
Anyway. If you haven’t read this fic yet I highly recommend it!! This fic has everything. It has fluff, it has angst, it has dramatic irony, it has humor, it has a mysterious subplot of some past trauma, it has identity shenanigans, it has adrienette exes, it has ladynoir practically dating but of course they never call it that because they’re ladynoir and they never do that, it has— basically just go read it.
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tufokie · 8 months ago
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agrboda · 2 years ago
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s0ng-of-the-day · 10 months ago
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Todays song of the day is
YKWIM? by Yot Club
“Hey. Its not like you ever tried to stay.”
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pusha-man · 1 year ago
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cultw3bb · 2 years ago
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Stream spiral stairs by yot club !!
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fixatteddesire · 2 years ago
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oddquake · 2 years ago
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neoameba · 8 months ago
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On nights of mourning.
Gojo Satoru x Male! Reader
A/N: It's time for me to finally honor my profile picture and do a story about Satoru~ At first, I hadn't thought anything about Satoru, but this idea is just too cute to not to write it. Plus, I've wanted to use this song in a story for a while now.
Warnings: Angst to comfort/fluffy. Gojo and Geto's relationship can be platonic or romantic, depending on the interpretation. Nightmares and crying are mentioned several times. Can be read as ftm! reader.
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Summary: A year has passed since Satoru's best friend passed away. He never got over it, however. He pretended to be happy, he pretended not to care, but only [Name] knew what really happened when he was alone. Tears of despair and pain, nightmares and an empty, hollow shell was slowly formed.
It's not that [Name] doesn't care about his pain, it's obvious that he do. But [Name] hasn't slept in days. Satoru moves a lot in bed due to his nightmares, disturbing anyone's night's sleep. He also calls out to his best friend in his nightmares in the most painful way possible, making [Name]'s heart clench and ache, he hates seeing his boyfriend in so much pain. What hurts the most is that Satoru never wants to talk about it "so as not to ruin the mood". This hurts, both [Name] and Satoru.
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It was night. 3:30 am to be more specific. It was impossible to sleep next to Satoru, especially now that he was having constant nightmares. His tearful voice gives anguish to anyone who listens.
[Name] hugs him from behind, but it doesn't help. The boy also tries to wake him up, but Satoru doesn't wake up. He tries everything, even swinging him, but nothing works. Finally, he gives up, he has exhausted himself too much. He hates doing this, but decides to grab a pillow, a sheet and go to the living room couch.
He doesn't want to abandon his boyfriend in that situation, but [Name] deserves to have a rest after days without sleep. He feels like a monster doing this, and maybe he really is, but he's at the peak of his exhaustion.
It doesn't take long and Satoru wakes up at around 5 am, finding an empty spot where [Name] was sleeping. It's like a storm inside his mind as memories of that day engulf him. Suguru's last words and the sad fact that he could never hear or see them again brings tears to his eyes.
Slowly sitting up, feeling empty yet agonising pain filling him instead. He feels so guilty for troubling [Name] just because he is dealing with this issue in such a selfish manner (even though he may not be being selfish). Deciding it's time to face reality, Satoru slowly gets out of bed, dressing properly and walks towards the living room couch.
The mind that everyone said was perfect now seemed broken and dazed. He looks so tired and worn out. He walked around the house slowly, keeping a silent pace. He only wore sweatpants to sleep, and for the first time, it seemed to bother him slightly because of the cold.
Arriving in the living room, he is faced with the sight of his lover sleeping on the couch. It didn't look uncomfortable, but Satoru was sure that wasn't where [Name] wanted to be.
The older boy lies down on top of the younger, sleeping boy. Maybe he was really being selfish, but he didn't want to be without the comfort his boyfriend gives him. Satoru wraps his arms around him, and even without being covered, he tries to sleep. All of this was done delicately, as he didn't want to wake [Name].
Satoru's heartbeats gradually calm down and he starts breathing normally. He feels his boyfriend in his arms, it was like having a warm blanket around him that keeps away all the negative emotions and feelings for a moment. His eyes slowly start closing, with thoughts of Suguru Geto fading away but not forgotten. The morning sun seeps inside through the window, shining gently on their face. As Satoru's conscious drifts off to sleep, he knows this isn't a solution to deal with his inner pain – however short-lived happiness they could find by holding each other brings some comfort during these lonely nights.
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This is how they manage to deal with everything that happened. Talking about wouldn't help, all they need is peace, quiet and calm. Although almost no one believes that Gojo Satoru can have negative feelings and can even show them, [Name] understands him like no one else.
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valley-of-headcanons · 5 months ago
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bachelors/bachelorettes' playlists || blurb
notes: just a few song that i could listen to to channel a character while writing, thought i'd share :) i tried to keep it to about one song per artist so there wouldn't be repetition. except one. i have a very strong headcanon and it is evident 💀
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alex
• don't take the money - bleachers.
• get used to it - ricky montgomery.
• pleaser - wallows.
elliott
• letter to my thirteen year old self - laufey.
• a wistful waltz - teddy hyde.
• like real people do - hozier.
harvey
• hey lover! - wabie.
• silver springs - fleetwood mac.
• hollywood forever - finneas.
sam
• don't blame me - james marriott.
• honey (are u coming?) - måneskin.
• normal people things - lovejoy.
sebastian
• myxomatosis - radiohead.
• jigsaw falling into place - radiohead.
• just - radiohead.
shane
• rip 2 my youth - the neighborhood.
• twin sized mattress - the front bottoms.
• broken - gorillaz.
abigail
• tooth fairy (grin & bear it) - mel bryant and the mercy makers.
• come over (again) - crawlers.
• stay frosty royal milk tea - fall out boy.
emily
• love shack - the b-52's.
• lay all your love on me - abba.
• cosmic love - florence + the machine.
haley
• jealousy, jealousy - olivia rodrigo.
• not another rockstar - maisie peters.
• maroon - taylor swift.
leah
• mountain with a view - kelsea ballerini.
• painkillers - rainbow kitten surprise.
• therapist's wet dream - amelia day.
maru
• it's all so incredibly loud - glass animals.
• slow dancing in the dark - joji.
• ykwim - yot club.
penny
• drunk, running - lizzy mcalpine.
• lubbock - grace gardener, caroline carter.
• scorpio rising - soccer mommy.
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derinlerdedanset · 2 months ago
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Iyi geceler sevgili tumblr sakinleri,kaybedenler kulübü burası.
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obscureloftgem · 2 months ago
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—“Cold War” (2018) | By Paweł Pawlikowski
Song: YKWIM? By Yot Club.
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m4sonn · 6 months ago
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∘₊✧───The Gang as Songs ───✧₊∘
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(Thx to my collaborator/writer/friend who helps me out w/these!! :3 @peachyponyboyy (sorry guys we went a little overboard with this one 😣😣😣🔥🔥🔥))
₊❏❜ ⋮Ponyboy ⌒
-Cooler than me by ethan fields
-wasted summers by juju<3
-Loverboy by A-Wall
-ancient dreams in a modern land by Marina
-Teen idol by Marina and the diamonds
-Heaven knows i’m miserable now by the smiths
-top of my school by katherine lynn
-oh no! By marina and the diamonds
-letter to my 13 year old self by Laufey
-usseewa by ado
-francis forever by mitski
-up and down by Judy sign
-smoke two joints by sublime
-nothings new by reo Romeo
-i love you so by the walters
-army dreamers by kate bush
-all apologies by nirvana
-trees by mccafferty
-sweet hibiscus tea by penelope scott
₊❏❜ ⋮Sodapop ⌒
-A pearl by Mitski
-Puppy Princess by Hot Freaks
-I wanna be your boyfriend by Hot Freaks
-Buddy Holly by Weezer
-Hug Me! From Despicable me OST
-sex sells by lovejoy
-one day by lovejoy
-infrunami by steve lacy
-the perfect pair by beabadoobee
-pretty boy by the neighborhood
₊❏❜ ⋮Darry ⌒
-survivor by Dolly Parton
-Washing machine heart by mitski
-Christmas kids by Roar
-superman by eminem
-something about you by eyedress
-from the start by laufey
-sweater weather by the neighborhood
-electric love by BORNS
-sex, drugs, etc. by beach weather
-this side of paradise by coyote theory
-always forever by cults
-something about you by eyedress
-say yes to heaven by Lana del ray
-out of my league by fitz and the tantrums
-riptide by vance joy
-dark red by steve lacy
₊❏❜ ⋮Dally ⌒
-Faster n harder by 6arelyhuman
-hands up 6arelyhuman
-Romantic Homicide by d4vd
-cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant
-gilded lily by cults
-line without a hook by ricky montgomery
-diet mountain dew by lana del ray
-summertime sadness by lana del ray
-francis forever by mitski
-i want you by mitski
-daddy issues by the neighborhood
-freaking out the neighborhood by mac demarco
-back to the old house by the smiths
-pretty girls make graves by the smiths.
-crack baby by mitski
-silver lining by the neighborhood
-K. By cigarettes after sex
-Apocalypse by cigarettes after sex
-ykwim by yot club
-i wait for you by alex G
-born to die by lana del ray
-tongue twister Cash Cash
-pretty little psycho
-XOXO kisses hugs by 6arelyhuman
-ruler of everything by tally hall
-4:00AM by taeko onuki
₊❏❜ ⋮Johnny ⌒
-Daddy Issues by The Neighborhood
-Boys don’t cry by The Cure
-Back to the old house by the smiths
-My time by Bo En
-I Don’t smoke Mitski
-Bag of Bones
-Lemon boy by cavetown
-Boys will be bugs by Cavetown
-Freezerburn by t!lt
-No surprises by radiohead
-Nothings new Rio Romeo
-homage by mild high club
-Heaven and back by chase atlantic
-harness your hopes by pavement
-problems by mother mother
₊❏❜ ⋮Two-Bit ⌒
-the mickey mouse clubhouse theme song
-i love you like an alcoholic by the taxpayers
-should i stay or should i go by the clash
-teenagers by my chemical romance
-she's so nice by pink guy
-you get me so high by the neighborhood
-boys a liar pt. II
-sweet dreams by left boy
-two birds by regina spektor
-buddy holly by weezer
-say it ain’t so by weezer
-smells like teen spirit by nirvana
₊❏❜ ⋮Steve ⌒
-scotty doesn’t know by lustra
-teenage dirtbag by wheatus
-shut up and drive by rihanna
-everybody talks by neon trees
-hey stephen by taylor swift
-you belong with me by taylor swift
-backyard boy by claire rozinkrans
-life is a highway by rascal flatts
-brooklyn baby by lana del ray
-cruisin for a bruisin from teen beach movie
-cotton eye joe >:DDDDD
-your the only one i want from grease
-what i got by sublime
-head over heels by tears for fears
-love like you from steven universe
All of them:
-Army dreamers by Kate bush
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brucewaynehater101 · 3 months ago
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Since so many of y'all asked [nobody did. I just think I'm funny], here's songs for your playlist when writing toxic relationships:
[Also, the songs are from multiple genres.
TW for toxic relationships, abuse, etc.]
"My Way of Life" by Frank Sinatra
For when a character is so obsessed by another character that they can not live or function without that person.
"I Love You Like An Alcoholic" by The Taxpayers
Two singers chatting about how in love they are, how they want "one last kiss," how they need each other like one needs an injury, and how the love each other in the broken, toxic way of alcoholics. It's mutual acknowledgement of how fucked up they are but still wanting to be together
"Hell and You" by Amigo the Devil
A character would go anywhere with the other person, even hell. All that person needs to do is ask. Basically, it gives vibes of two people dancing and staring into each others' eyes as the world burns around them. That's part of the excitement, though.
"Tongues and Teeth" by The Crane Wives
The character is cruel and wicked, but it's all they have. It's all they can offer. If the other person wants to be in a relationship with someone who will hurt them, then okay. They can. The character warns them not to, but they're not going to stop them either. It's not going to end well, but the character let's the other person dictate what their relationship will be. Not once does the character apologize for being the way they are, just warns the other against it.
"No Children" by The Mountain Goats
The singer continues to hope for bad scenarios, such as getting injured, lying, leaving, relationships falling apart, never getting sober, etc. They compare their relationship to drowning, but they're doing it together. It's practically hate
"Chase The Feeling" by The Devil Makes Three
The other person continues their addiction despite it destroying their life. The character seems to have given up on the person and is using humor to cope with the fact that the other person won't get better
"Allies or Enemies" by The Crane Wives
Pretty much the title. Are they on the same side? They have good memories with each other, but they keep fighting as well. This constant uncertainty will kill them.
"Absence" by Rio Romeo
The character wants to know what their lover would do if they disappeared. Would their lover search for them? Disappear with them? Or let them leave without going after them?
"Saint Bernard" by Lincoln
Put on this list for the lyrics "I said make me love myself so that I might love you. Don't make me a liar. Because I swear to God, when I said it, I thought it was true."
"YKWIM?" by Yot Club
The character loves someone who doesn't love or seem to care about them. The character cares too much and they're alone
"loving me is really hard" by NEYSA
The character is cruel and confusing to their loved one. They like watching them cry but still want to be with them
"Nothing's New" by Rio Romeo
The character has been through relationships over and over again and knows the pattern of when they start to fall apart. Their heart is worn, but they love their partner. They want to hold on for however long is left.
"The Bidding" by Tally Hall
The character learned to sell their love/attention to the rich. They make people feel special and loved for a price. As long as they are paid, they will never let the other person down
"I Can't Decide" by Scissor Sisters
Manic laughter and "I can't decide whether you should live or die." Just very toxic deliberating on whether to kill their loved one
"This is Love" by Air Traffic Control
The POV of the abuser in a domestic abuse relationship. They are blaming the other person or anything but themselves, they are preventing the other from seeing anyone else, continually reinforcing that "this is love," and threatening them. It showcases a cycle of abuse and common tactics used
"The Masochism Tango" by Tom Lehrer
Basically, the character yearns to be physically hurt by their loved one.
"Misery Meat" by Sodikken
The character gives every piece of their flesh to their loved one. Through their pain, their loved one can gain so much
"Stalker's Tango" by Autoheart
The character demands the other person to love them
"How I'd Kill" by Cowboy Malfoy
The character is so obsessed by the other person that they would even kill just to see the other person. They talk about how they've never felt anything like that before
"CONTROL BABY" by Jhariah
This is more about toxic relationships with parents. "You're not the son I raised!"
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queenslimeball · 9 months ago
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I'm home
Sounds like a dream part 2
Gator Tillman x fem!reader
Contents; angst, fluff, mother!reader, dad!gator
Summary; After finding out about his son, Gator can't deal with prison life. So he takes matters into his own hands.
Even with good behaviour, Gator isn't getting out of prison any time soon. He'd very much like to. Not for selfish reasons like they were for the first two years of his sentence. Now, he just wants to be there to support his family. His son.
Not a day goes by where he doesn't think of both Y/n and Alex. The only two people that really give his life meaning. Every day is filled with regret and remorse for what he's done. For what he thought he should've done. Now, it all seems insane to him. No matter how much he rants to the guards, who surprisingly haven't quit their jobs, he's just stuck. Nothing he can do.
Y/n's words still ring in his ears. "He reminds me of you in a way because he–"
Gator still wonders what she was about to say. Even three years later, it's still on his mind.
Three years, that's right, since he last got visited by Y/n and Alex. Another three years of crippling loneliness. Another three years with the added pain that he'll never know truly what his son looks like. That's the reason why he cries himself to sleep most nights.
He doesn't want to seem weak, so he keeps noise to a minimum, facing the wall. He can't control when the tears fall each time he thinks about it. He'll never see his son, and he'll never see Y/n again.
That's when, one night, Gator has a terrible thought. One that never even crossed his mind before, shockingly. It's a horrible idea, of course. An idea that most likely cannot be executed in his state. But he thinks it. And he likes the thought of it. I'm gonna break out.
The thought resonates with him for a long while. But each day that goes by, it seems more and more impossible for him. His dream life is just out of reach.
Y/n, with her five year old at her hip, enters the prison. It's been long enough since she's visited the father of her child, so it's only right that she sees him. Plus, Alex is old enough now to talk to his daddy properly. She wants Gator to have that experience of having a conversation with him. She knows it will make him feel better.
She approaches the front desk and smiles at the woman there, who doesn't seem as friendly. She looks up to Y/n, shooting her a glare as if to ask what she wants.
"Uh, hi! I'm here to visit Gator Tillman. Is he available?" Y/n says nervously under the receptionist's judging stare.
"No." She bluntly replies.
"Why not?"
"Haven't you heard?" The woman questions, as if obvious.
"Heard what?"
"Gator Tillman escaped."
Y/n leaves the prison in shock. How did he manage that!? Why did he escape!? She carefully puts Alex in his car seat before getting in the front of her car. She drove up here to visit Gator. It's somewhat of a holiday. Where is she gonna find her son's father?
Gator had received a lot of help. Luckily, he surrounded himself with the right kind of guys for him in jail. Ones who had been planning a breakout for years. Gator was allowed to tag along, so he quickly found himself on a bus to Chicago. Or at least he hopes so.
On the bus, he met a sweet woman named Georgia. She was on the way to Chicago and helped him get there. But that's as far as she could do. With the departure of Georgia and the sudden realisation that he's alone, blind, in a city he doesn't know he feels a sense of panic. He doesn't even know where Y/n lives.
Y/n is doing the dishes while Alex sits at the kitchen counter with a few pillows to act as a booster seat. He's drawing with the pack of pencils his mother recently bought for him, humming along to whatever song is playing on the radio that he doesn't recognise.
"Mommy, what should I draw next to the tiger eating an apple?" Alex asks. He looks over to Y/n, a bright smile on his face like usual as he kicks his legs happily.
"How about the tree where the apple came from?" Y/n suggests. "That way, you can draw an animal in the tree."
"That's a good idea. Thank you, Mommy."
When the doorbell rings, Y/n huffs, taking off the washing up gloves.
"Ooh! Who is it?"
"I don't know, sweetie. Wait here." She assures, kissing Alex's forehead as she walks by. The doorbell rings again and she shouts out to whoever is at the door that she's coming. Damn, this person is impatient.
Looking through the peephole, her eyes widen. She debates whether she wants to open the door or not, ultimately deciding to just do it...
"What the hell are you doing here?"
"I thought I'd drop by. Does a lovely lady like you need any help?" It's Devon, a guy she knows from work but often has to avoid.
"I never gave you my address." Y/n narrows her eyes at him, feeling slightly creeped out.
"Oh, I know." He chuckles. "I asked around."
"Who told you?"
"Charlotte. Nice girl. Didn't question it."
Goddammit, Charlie... She's Y/n's closest friend at work and the best friend she has as of moving to Chicago. She's a little bit ditzy but insanely friendly and sweet. It's no wonder she gave Y/n's address to Devon, no questions asked.
"Why did you ask people for where I live?" She says, hand on the door and having to physically restrain herself from slamming the door in his face.
"Well, I understand being a single mom wouldn't be easy. So... I wondered if you need any help with anything at all." He flashes a grin, as if that would charm her. Rather the opposite.
"I think I've got it under control. You can go." Y/n replies, pulling a face. Devon starts to speak again, but she quickly shuts the door and locks it. She heads back to the kitchen to continue washing up.
"Mommy, do you like my tree? I added a bird in it with a nest." Alex says, pushing the piece of paper in her direction.
"Aw, it's beautiful, baby." She replies, petting his hair gently. "Are you done, or are you gonna add more?"
"More! Can you help?"
"Something climbing the tree, maybe? Like a cat?"
"Ooh! Thank you, Mommy."
"Of course, sweetheart, of course." She replies gently, giving him a forehead kiss and walking over to the sink.
Devon, to say the least, is disappointed. Although, it's not a big deal. There's several other women he could and would go for. He shoves his hands in his pockets as he makes his way down the street.
The winter air is chilly and bitter, nipping at the skin of his face and making his eyes water. He doesn't want to be outside for that much longer, so he pulls out his phone to text someone, anyone, to see if they're free.
Turning a corner close to the building beside him, Devon bumps into someone. He staggers and looks up from his phone. "Hey! Watch where you're goin'!" Devon shouts, sending his text and putting it back in his pocket.
"I can't." Gator replies, trying to steady himself from the ground. That's when Devon realises he's knocked over a blind person.
"Shit– sorry, man. Didn't notice." Devon says, grabbing Gator's wrist to help him stand up.
"S'all good." Gator murmurs, palm flat against the wall to familiarise himself. "D'you mind helping me get somewhere?"
"Yeah, go on."
"An apartment complex should be nearby if I'm in the right place. One apparently with loads of flowers outside." Gator recalls.
"Oh, I just been there." Devon says, helping Gator around the corner. "Go straight down that sidewalk, and it's on your right."
Devon may be nice enough to give the directions, but he's not nice enough to help Gator get there. He's not that kind of guy. He wouldn't take that much time out of his day to help some random guy. So with that, he walks off.
"Oh, thank you! Do you, uh–" Gator trails off, hearing him walk away. "Hey–"
Gator huffs, left alone. He begins to make his way forward again. He's been on the run for months now, trying to find his way to his family. For the most part, he's failed this goal. But after getting a lead of her address, he hasn't stopped hoping to find them both. Now, he's so close he can just feel it. He feels that familiar tingling in his stomach.
The only things he hears are the wind rushing by his ears and the rolling sound of his mobility cane on the jagged sidewalk. Mutters of people walking by remind him to tug his hood further over his head. He doesn't want any chance of being caught. Not now.
He finally feels glass instead of brick. Windows... to the apartment complex? He finds the handle of a door and hopes that he's there.
Once inside, he confronts the dilemma that is finding the right apartment number. He knows it's number 34. He's definitely sure. He needs help...
Gator knocks at the first door he can find, hoping to encounter a nice person. He waits for a moment and hears the door unlock and swing open.
"Can I help you?" A woman's voice says.
"Yeah!" Gator replies. "Please. Couldja help me find apartment 34?"
"Oh, yeah, of course. Let's go to the elevator." She replies. Gator is relieved. He's finally made it, right?
After being guided into the elevator and shown down a hallway, the woman taps him to stop him. She guides his hand to the right door and bids her farewell.
Y/n is getting Alex ready for school when she hears an unrhythmic knock at the door. She sits Alex down on the sofa and allows him to watch the TV for a little bit longer while she goes to see who it is.
She's a lot more shocked to look through the peephole this time. But she rushes to open the door quickly, swinging it open with a little too much force.
"Gator!? What are you– I went to visit you a few months ago and you wasn't there! Alex was so disappointed."
"I know, I know. I'm sorry. I'm here now." He reaches out, hand brushing against Y/n's ear, despite him aiming to find her cheek. "I'm home."
"You can't be here.." She replies reluctantly. "You broke out of jail! I mean– what if I get in trouble just for knowing you? For harbouring you from the cops?"
"I broke out to be with you." Gator's voice cracks. "To be here for Alex. Please."
Y/n knows what's safe for Alex. She does. But the desperation in Gator's voice really gets to her. She can imagine he's been through a lot. And he's had to find her blindly. She was confused with how Devon found her address, but Gator? That's a whole other level. She reaches out for him, arms sliding around him and gently pulling him close.
"You're home." She murmurs.
"Really?"
"Really." She adds. She pressed a gentle kiss to Gator's jaw. "The fact you broke out of jail to be here for me and Alex means alot."
"So you'll be with me again? I've made it up to you?" He asks pleasingly. He needs this to be true.
"I'm prepared to be with you." She replies, cupping his cheek in her hand softly. "If you're here for me, I'm here for you."
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