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slashingdisneypasta Β· 11 months ago
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Can I request you keep being the talented, kind person you have been to all of us always? You are fantastic 🫢🏻
*holding myself up on the wall* Hoooo boy...
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Yes you can??? You don't have to, but you can! I will do my best πŸ˜… XD ^^ 🩷🩷🩷
Thank you so much anon, this is the sweetest message <3
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yandereunsolved Β· 3 months ago
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With accidental mob boss reader, I think It'd be really funny if they nursed batman back to health, and then the man just refused to leave because he realized they aren't trying to be a mob boss, so now he thinks they're in danger because obviously they must be being used as a front for the REAL mob boss- meanwhile the other bats are freaking out, and eventually one tries to "save" batman and then joins him in living with mob boss reader to protect them despite the fact there's just nothing to protect them from, until eventually they have the majority of the bats just living in their apartment (they only leave when either Alfred forces them to kidnap reader to the manor, or Jason joins the "protection" squad and threatens to shoot them if they don't get out)
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Little sun emoji! You have graced my inbox again. And with such a wonderful addition to this concept.
I am imagining the Batfam sitting on the edges of mob bosses's furniture with their capes and cowls on.
As they succumb to yandere-ness they refuse to admit that their dear darling is a mob boss. This little thing? You. You the little blorbo. The little guy/girl/thing. No. You are an innocent lamb who is being taken advantage of by a scary wolf.
It's strange taking care of the batfamily while simultaneously having legions of henchmen to care for. They are like domesticated animals that don't get along. They are constantly fighting and or running to you to settle an argument.
Your henchmen (and other villians) can't believe how skilled you are. You have tamed the batfamily!? You practically have Gotham in your hands. Which catches the attention of the Joker. So I wouldn't say the batfam's paranoia is completely unwarranted.
But, yes. The batfamily will attack your henchmen and they will retaliate, which turns into a catfight that you have to break up. You had to buy spray bottles to teach them not to fight each other. Only, apparently you ordered evil spray bottles by accident? Or your goon messed up the order. So now you gave 100s of bottles filled with various toxic chemicals that you have to get rid of.
You just went to the dollar store to find some and that was... awkward. The cash register person was begging not to be killed at your hands. So you just left some bills on the counter, apologized, and left.
All while being stalked ofc. Damian and Jason are fighting over the binoculars (bcs of they are).
Alfred is your #1. He is your og. The best henchmen. He makes sure everything of yours is organized. Because if you're going to do crime under his roof, then you better do it right.
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insertdisc5 Β· 1 month ago
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I just wanted to say thank you for making ISAT. The talk about how change may hurt others, but you wouldn't want to stop yourself from becoming a better version of yourself for someone else's comfort really got to me. It was the final push I needed to start hrt
Isabeaus whole character really spoke to me in a way I wasn't expecting. So to repeat myself, thank you for making this wonderful game <3
[let's fucking go emoji]
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choccy-milky Β· 4 months ago
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LMAOO thank you for your efforts and also for putting this cursed image in my head....between being a beater AND making the trek up to the ravenclaw tower constantly/every morning to pick up clora, seb never skips a workoutπŸ’ͺ
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@myfangirlinessononeblog BAHAHA DONT WORRY ABOUT IT GIRL!! ill admit tho when i got the preview for your ask which just showed me "id like to apologize for my previous ask" i was like oh god...what did she send me that warrants an apology???😰 but this was so funny to me LOOL esp bc i thought everyone already knew that "spoiler" of sebs "death" by now, so its always fun to see when someone hasnt been on my blog for long/reads my fic first and then gets to it HAHA. also i love the manic energy of not being able to wait between chaps and NEEDING to vent to me LOOL relatable... weve all been there girly🀝🀝 (and im glad u liked seb beating himself up over being dead for TOO long BAHAH that really is so him...😭bro needs to relax) BUT THANK YOU ALSO!! IM GLAD YOU'RE ENJOYING IT!!πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–
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@nerdycollectionstrawdewfan i want to do this so bad!! i just still havent got around to getting to that quest yet bc ive still barely started my second HL playthru bahha, and i want to experience the quest myself rather than watch it on youtube, BUT TRUST ME ITS DEFS SOMETHING IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT/WANTING TO DO!! and THANK YOUUπŸ’–πŸ’–
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@jax-the-kneecapper BAHAH AWW TYY RIGHT BACK AT YOUπŸ«‚πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜­ and i mean if its to keep someone alive i guess i have no choice but to continueπŸ«‘πŸ‘©β€βš•οΈπŸ‘©β€βš•οΈthank u for the excuseπŸ₯°
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BAHA I DO!! idk if you saw my last ask but i have a pregnancy oneshot in the works!! but unlike what i say there, it probs wont be finished by this month at the rate im going😭 BUT IT IS COMING!! and after that i have a really reallllyyy short oneshot (probs like 5k words. short for ME, that is) thats kinda dark/about yandere seb. but also dont worry about pressuring me cuz IM GLAD YOU WANT MORE OF THEM, IT JUST MOTIVATES ME!! SO THANK YOUπŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ₯Ή
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and speaking of motivation!! THANK YOUU im glad you liked it and that you not only got attached to my ver of seb but even to clora as well!!😭ill defs keep writing for them as long as the ideas are still there, thank YOU for reading and for the lovely message!!πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–
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decided to end this off with the most UNHINGED ask i have EVER RECIEVED LMAOOOOOO GIRLLLLLLLL???? ok a lot to unpack here first of all im OBSESSEDDDD with the fact that after seeing that sight, ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS YOU THOUGHT OF WAS SEB AND CLORA??? LMFAOO AND SEBS REACTION TO IT😭😭😭IM FUCKING CRYINN GGGG LIKE SERIOUSLY....and second clora will ALWAYS be sebs fav cave no matter what (how dare you make me read that with my own eyes) and also THE VAGINA IS A MUSCLE!! IT CAN LOOSEN AND BECOME TIGHT AGAIN!! ✨THE MORE YOU KNOW!! ✨ but also no seb will NOT be traumatized bc he will NOT be seeing that LMAOπŸ˜‡ in the pregnancy oneshot im writing he doesnt look down thereπŸ˜‡ he already almost passes out from seeing clora in pain, so i think looking down there and seeing whats happening would actually knock him out/put him in a coma LMFAOOO (also congrats to your sisterπŸ₯°πŸ₯°i hope her cave isnt too wreckedπŸ₯°(ok im sorry πŸ’€πŸ’€but also YOU started this🫡)
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frenchublog Β· 11 months ago
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Um hello. Hi sorry for absolutely flooding your notes with spam reblogging all over the place. Your absolutely gorgeous Treasure Planet art made my brain short circuit and melt into a puddle. Your art is great and I love it have a wonderful day
why are you apologizing when you've been so entertaining
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keferon Β· 2 months ago
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Getting Lost
(part 1...maybe?)
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He gets lost. He dives into the ocean of color and sound that is his mind. Here there is no crowd, no little hands tapping on the windows for his attention, no loudspeakers announcing what humans called a "show" or monitors giving him orders to do somersaults to entertain the audience. Here there was only him and infinity.
Nothing was limited, in this space that belongs only to him, he is free. Then he thinks, he sees the world, thinks back to the past. He sees the water again, not the one in his pool, but the one that tastes like salt, the one that is never still, the one that like him does not stop, the one that forever holds the memory of his childhood. It is over there that his cradle is, over there that the world begins, because here it is not the world, because here is limited, here his body fits between four walls, immersed in filtered water and rocked by the sound of the pump hidden behind the concrete.
So in this small part of infinity, he opens a new door and loses himself in his own universe. He tells himself that if he thinks hard enough, if he gets lost far away, the sound of the pump will become that of the whales, that if he continues to dive, the tiles at the bottom of his prison will start to move like the algae of yesteryear... To stop being bored, to drown his sorrow and forget the heaviness of his fins, he gets lost.
In his world of noise and lights, nothing was and everything was at the same time, human languages were refined and distorted into familiar clicks and songs that made him think that maybe home wasn't so far away.....
And then he was taken out again, infinity moved away through an invisible harness that was once very real and left only the cage.
The day had just begun, and an uncomfortable feeling crept into him. The atmosphere was heavy, waiting for something, the humans seemed more excited than usual and they posted on the windows of his pool: "Jazz the orca will be absent today but will return soon with brand new tricks!".
Absent? Absent why? Did they want to make him undergo medical examinations? Make him learn new pirouettes so that the entries increase? No matter the plan of the humans, it made his mind disturbed and troubled. He could not get lost, not return to his world where time no longer counts. No, here he was waiting, he was spinning, he knew that his part of infinity would change for maybe the best, but more likely for the worst.
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(First time doing something like this hope you like it!)
"He knew that his part of infinity would change for maybe the best, but more likely for the worst."
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salamispots Β· 1 year ago
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squid πŸ‘€
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typing-catastrophe Β· 8 months ago
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could you write a stanford pines x reader headcanon where the reader is an artist and always draws him and draws in his journals when he isnt looking? maybe he talks to the reader about the drawings and they get really flustered i dunno!!! <3
oohhh! yeesss, that's a great idea! thank you anon ^^ hope this is okay, enjoy!
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Your little habit started out even before Stanford came back. Dipper saw you sketching in your notebook from time to time, and asked you to draw something for him in the journal. He handed it to you and pointed next to a text he'd written about some anomaly (maybe a Manotaur or the Pterodactyl). First you were unsure, how would you feel if someone randomly decided to draw in your sketchbook? But it actually seemed really fun, and you didn't want to disappoint Dipper. Also it was in the spirit of research and preserving observations. And honestly, what were the odds the mysterious author would ever show up again?
With that attitude you began, whenever you got the chance to, to doodle yours and the twins encounters with the countless strange phenomena in gravity falls into the journal.
Well, oops? Seemed like the universe decided that not long after you started doing so, it was the right time for the author to come back.
It wasn't a big deal really, Dipper kept the journal for most of the time and Ford told him that he liked the additions he made. You weren't sure if he only meant the notes Dipper added, or if he even knew that someone else drew the newly added creatures.
It didn't take long for you and Ford to get to know each other better and spend more time together. Literally everything about him was just so fascinating. From the way he talked about his dimensional travels, anomaly hunts and research, his interest in a shared hobby of yours (dd&md), to the way he held himself. And, even if you were a bit embarrassed to admit it, his looks.
You couldn't help it, he was captivating. So to no surprise, one day you found yourself sitting on the shack's porch, looking over at Ford standing in the yard, working away at something that was too bulky for the basement. You didn't even realise what you were doing until something startled you out of your thoughts and you looked down at your sketchbook, seeing a familiar figure on the open page.
And then it happened again, in the lab. He was explaining away, deeply invested in whatever topic he was rambling about, not really taking in his surroundings. You had started out just sketching his study, but somehow he turned out to be the main focus of it.
One evening you found yourself in the living room of the shack. Ford was sitting on the floor, which was almost entirely covered in graph paper. You had joined him while he prepared the next campaign session, the tv quietly providing some background noise. While he was franticly scribbling away sheet after sheet, you propped open your notebook and began sketching some of the characters that came to your mind. Ford's, Dipper's and your characters and some npcs you encountered on your travels. But looming over all of them, half hidden behind the dm-screen, the scheming face of the man before you took his shape.
The end of the evening was rather blurry, you remembered falling asleep on the floor and being carried to bed, half asleep in someone's arms.
"hmm thank you", is all you could mumble when you felt the soft pillow under your head.
"No problem, dear", you heard a deep voice chuckle.
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When you thought about it the next morning, a smile crept unto your face and you kinda wished, you would've been more awake, so you could've enjoyed the moment properly.
The smile was quickly wiped off though, when you realised that you must've left your sketchbook in the living room, given that Ford probably didn't bring it with him last night. You panicked and jumped out of bed, stumbling to the door when your gaze was caught by something. Your sketchbook, laying on your desk. You exhaled, glad it didn't lay around for anyone to see. You took it into your hands and opened it to the last page you were working on. But instead of the drawing from yesterday evening, only the one before that stared back at you. Confused, you turned the pages a few times, examined it, maybe someone ripped it out? No, no remnants of a torn out page....
Then, it dawned on you. You left your notebook in your room yesterday. You didn't plan on staying or even going to the living room. God knows how you ended up there, but it definitely was without your sketchbook. Which could only mean one thing...
In record time you were out the door, down the hall and in the living room. Right in time to take in the scenery of Ford staring down at his campaign notebook, opened to the page of your drawing.
"Ahh!! No no don't look!", you jumped forward and put your hands over the drawing. Ford furrowed his eyebrows, looking quite puzzled.
"This? Oh I already saw it last night after getting you to bed. It is incredible!"
Your cheeks heated up. "Oh" was all you could utter.
"It was also you who added the depictions of the twin's adventures, right?"
"Uhmm" You didn't keep your passion for drawing a secret, but you also didn't make a big deal out of it. And honestly, the way Ford was always so indulged in his own mind, you didn't think he was paying much attention to what you were doing. Now you felt a bit stupid for believing he wouldn't connect the - admittedly - obvious dots.
"They really are marvellous. And this?", he gestured to yesterdays page "Truly phenomenal!"
You didn't know what to say. You weren't even sure if you could say anything at all. All you felt was blood rushing to the tips of your ears and a flaming hot sensation in your cheeks.
"I- well uhm, thank you", you managed to stutter "I uh, I actually didn't mean to- uhm, use your campaign book. It was a mistake, I'm sorry."
"You've got to be joking! It's the perfect addition!" Ford exclaimed. "Do you mind if I keep it?"
"Oh", his enthusiasm caught you off guard. "I-, I guess not. Actually, that would mean a lot to me." you admitted sheepishly.
"Very well then! Thank you, dear." He looked at you with a fond expression.
You were about to retreat back to your room, turning around ready to leave, when Ford spoke up again, the smile apparent in his voice. "I also liked your artistic rendition of the twins adventures. Anything else you want to show me?" You froze.
Your heart started beating ridiculously fast. Did he knew? Did he notice you staring at him while drawing? Your thoughts started racing, but came to a sudden halt when he leaned down. His lips were almost touching your ear when he started to whisper.
"Maybe another time." And with that he walked by you, leaving you to yourself.
-------------------------------------------------- thank you for reading <3 reblogs are appreciated
a/n: if you want a second part with romance and/or where ford discovers the drawings of him, let me know! Have a nice day/night!
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fence-time Β· 3 months ago
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He skizzle on my man till i HEYY!!!
sure man. whatever
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ennn Β· 6 months ago
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"The thing I always held onto was that I wanted the kiss to feel like a rush, that it's like a reflex... There’s an element of emotion and attraction and reflexiveness. So it’s not 'I'm Agatha, I'm saving Billy, it’s that she has to kiss this woman in this moment, and it means all these other things... It's all the things all at once. It's her attraction to Rio, it's her caring for the boy, it's her knowing she's doing the wrong thing."
– Jac Schaeffer on the kiss
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ooliecat Β· 5 months ago
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can you draw Frazie πŸ₯ΊπŸ₯ΊπŸ₯Ί (PS: your art is so freaking rad I always get a stupid smile when I see it on my dash)
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i quite like her
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sensei-twinkles Β· 4 months ago
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HEAR ME OUT ALL MIGHT BRANCHES OUT INTO CHARACTER BENTOS FOR HIS BOY
YES YES A MILLION TIMES YES! IN FACT I LOVED THIS IDEA SO MUCH I MADE A 6 PAGE COMIC TO GO WITH IT~
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paper-mario-wiki Β· 7 months ago
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ur so pretty im losing my midn
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hoshizoralone Β· 6 months ago
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just want to say if you’ve ever sent me a long or extremely unique ask complimenting my art and i dont respond to it. it’s not because im Evil and dont want to respond it’s because i purposely hoard those asks like a dragon so i can reread them all the time and if i answer them they’re now outside of my dragon treasure hoard
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kiyomitakada Β· 1 month ago
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what draws you to misa amane?
oh this is such a good question let me see if i can do it justice.
two of my favorite themes in anything are
characters who are performances
what if love was not good
and misa is basically like if you took these two and smashed them together in a way perfectly calculated to obliterate me
like she's so! our first introduction to her is her pretending to be someone else (the first kira) so well that she even fools the audience. our second introduction to her is rem telling her that she is only alive because someone loved her, someone was killed by their love for her, and misa looks down for a second β€” looks almost sad β€” and then smiles and immediately starts scheming to kill her too.
who the fuck does that? what is wrong with her?
i think what misa understands fundamentally is that love is a weapon. if you asked her she'd laugh and say that's silly, she's a romantic after all! but she knows how attraction works and she uses it like a physical object with rem and higuchi and her jailor (when she thinks she's being tied up by a stalker and she starts offering bits of herself in order to get them to give her more freedom. mr stalker, the video won't be interesting if i can't move.Β oh, i'll give you an autograph, i'll shake your hand…)
and like, sure, that's how any femme fatale works, but crucial to the entire act is that misa doesn't admit it. she acts stupid on purpose! she's a cute little girl, she's misa-misa! all of this is literally in the text but she is just so good at acting that people forget about it! she isn't your usual scheming seductress character (also a character archetype i'm obsessed with, incidentally) because she knows better than to let anyone see her scheming.
look at this bit where she's specifically trying to get sidelined and successfully gets light to sideline her
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+ i literally just posted about it but this scene where she decides to go behind everyone's back to uncover higuchi as kira drives me up a wall. the way she immediately covers it up with asking light to come to bed to her. i've seen so many people just screenshot that last part out of context because it really does look like a normal misa thing to do, haha misa and her conviction that light is in love with her, so funny! and that is the exact thing she is relying on to make sure they don't catch onto her. she pulls the same trick on the reader that she does on the characters. isn't that! insane! and it works every time!!!!
and of course talking about misa is never really complete without talking about her and light. it is my personal belief that she has a bpd favorite-person fixation on light that she convinces herself is actually romantic, but mental illness headcanons aside i am obsessed with the way she conceives of their relationship? on their first meeting she says out loud that she doesn't care if light just plays the part of her boyfriend ("i'll work hard to make you love me") but she doesn't want him to date other girls in public. she doesn't actually mind that he doesn't have feelings for her (yet!) but she cares about the appearance of their relationship. about the facade. she keeps putting both of them in danger by showing up to see him when he's told her not to. she gives up her actual memory of light but is relieved that she doesn't have to give up her feelings for him, specifically. she is over the moon when L and rem say she's in love with him (not the other way around!). and this
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this fucking scene added a decade to my lifespan
rem: you tried to kill yourself over this boy misa: (sincere) that's awesome!
like she isn't actually enamored with him. she's enamored with how in love with him she is
oh that reminds me. addition to my favorite themes in anything list:
3. SUICIDALITY
misa halves her lifespan twice. risks her life to catch kira multiple times in yotsuba arc. as aforementioned goes to meet light even though it threatens both of them. literally says aloud i'd rather die while i'm still young and pretty
her parents are dead. she is nineteen years old and incredibly traumatized. the conclusion here is very straightforward.
misa calls kira her savior even though she knows kira isn't the one who actually saved her life with gelus. kira doesn't even save her parents, just avenges them by murdering their killer. so why is he her savior? because kira gives her a reason to live again. her goal now is to meet him, and then after she meets him, get him to fall in love with her. this is impossible because of the way light is and in some ways i think that is ideal for misa: there's always something to keep going after, some reason for her to not die yet. but she keeps throwing herself at death anyway in the meantime because if she's going to die then she wants it to be for love. i did all that for light? that makes me so happy!
the two times i think misa is completely entirely honest with the audience are when she's in confinement and when she's in the forest alone, right after getting her memories back:
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christ.
this is imo why she sides with light over kira in the yotsuba arc. because what she actually wants is to not be alone, to have a reason to live, and kira helpfully provided that for a while but now that she's under constant surveillance to make sure she's not siding with kira and now that her boyfriend is also trying to catch him, she's going to side with the boyfriend so that she can keep light by her side.
what i really like about this is that it's so… amoral? misa does think kira is doing good for the world but she personally doesn't care, she just wants to be loved. she will twist her morals into whatever necessary to make sure that she is loved. she really doesn't care about anything else. she frames her good friend for the kira tapes. she places zero value on her own life and by extension zero value on anyone else's β€”Β even light's, to be honest, see above about how she's willing to put them both at risk to see him β€”Β and it's the most entertaining thing in the whole world! it's so awesome! she's so awesome!
and the best thing is that this comes back to bite her so hard in the second arc because now that she's lost her memories she can't remember why she's with light in the first place but just like in yotsuba arc she understands that this person is the only reason she is still alive, that she has to be in love with him, that he has to be in love with her, and it doesn't matter how either of them actually feel because that is How The Story Goes for a cute little girl. it doesn't matter that she's canonically developing alcohol dependence issues (see her dinner with kiyomi) or that she never sees her fiance anymore. she's still misa-misa. she's still everything.
her trick folds in on itself. she's been pretending to be a good non-murderous girlfriend for so long that when she loses her memories and her internality she has to believe herself. she becomes the shell she was putting on for light
where's the post. here. [light, about misa]
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like isn't that the coolest thing in the world! she's been acting for the audience both in- and out-of-universe for so long that she has nothing else to believe in! becoming the mask is a form of ego death! isn't that the most meta thing ever! i love her so much im going to die
oh god this is getting long. umm. conclusion
there's this framework i like to think about characters with that i call zoom-in and zoom-out, where the zoom-in focuses on their internal life and conflicts and feelings etc. and the zoom-out focuses on their role in the narrative, outsider-pov style. the best characters are the ones that are compelling both zoom-in and zoom-out style.
zoom-in: misa amane is a deeply lonely and deeply suicidal teenager who latches onto the first reason she finds for living and clings onto it (him) for the entire rest of the series while constantly putting on a moe act for the sake of survival and then just because she has nothing else
zoom-out: misa amane is the second kira, stalks a high school boy to his house, kills over a hundred thousand people at his command with the same bright smile, and is such a good liar that people still come away from this show calling her stupid.
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drunk reader sucking on getos adams apple while he's asleepπŸ₯΄πŸ₯΄πŸ₯΄
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