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tddott · 29 days

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Scott's love language is physical touch (fighting) <3

#you know he's always fighting someone or wrestling #he loves a good fist fight #Mike canonly loves kickboxing you know he's roundhouse kick Scott before #or Lightning has tackled that fool into next week #or Brick has judo flipped him #off topic: i think Brick is trained in judo or hand to hand combact #he hates doing it because he's supposed to protect people not hurt <3 #unless its scott. the one person that has pushed him to fight #total drama #td scott #👀#also Jo has fought Scott before. feminism wins #Annie Maria has probably also at least tazed him

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worstloki · 8 months

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sigyn that married loki like ages ago so when it comes out he's jotun she's like. 'well it's a bit late to do anything about that'

#''bit sad to find out about this after his death but i suppose i can't blame him for that :/''#''tell me if he ends up not being dead i think we should sit down and talk about this''#''totally not cool so hide something like this. im going to dye my hair black as charcoal and not even tell him''#''lets see how he likes it''#''the royal family sucks btw. it succ real good.''#''how does someone find out they are secretly from a different realm. how wouldn't they know. couldn't he tell?''#''im not saying it's loki's fault but i think it would be less his fault if he was less dramatic about this kind of thing''#''aaannnndd of course he threw himself off the bifrost by the end of it. do you people know nothing about him?''#sigyn just decides loki isn't dead to cope btw #it's like thor except she doesn't get depressed about it #''shouldn't she move out of the palace since her husband died?'' nah sorry no one can stand bringing up the topic #she roasts them about it #like have you no shame #there is not even a body #are you trying to kick her out? don't you know who she married?#''he's dead'' alright believe what you want but odin and frigga haven't said anything so she's sticking around #sigyn like i have more important things to do than worry about this kind of thing. like managing the vanaheim exports #she needs to make her money

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lycan-mutt · 2 months

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desperately asking my body why i jsut got the most insane surge of being horny at 2 am. this cant be right man

#not like im Trying to go to sleep. but like. uagggggggggggghhhhhhhh now im THINKING aboutthings #theres like a list of things that would fix me. ive been thinking of tf today a bit. its Your fault (you know who you are) btw #something soemthing telegram stickers #anwyays #also thinking about fat as usual. being totally stuffed #i spent a significant amount of my day today being a little fuller than usual and my god. Ueagh (affectionate)#need to do it more i just feel weird walking around like that so i usually only do it when im home alone (is never home alone)#imgetting off topic though #need someone to fuck me or to let me fuck them because like #god #i just. hmgnnhjhtnbggnnghgghghrrgnghghrnnghhhmhmmgghgrgh #and yes: it can be kinky i literally dont give a fuck. hotter #send me asks or dms or something idfk just say things to me #lycan rambles

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sleepanonymous · 2 months

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i have like 10 asks in my inbox right now and i still want to reply to everyone who's commented on the iii guitar post and the face for radio rant who responded to my asks over the weekend and i'm so behind on everything and i just wanna say i'm not ignoring anyone i love you all i hope you're having good days and that you're enjoying all the new eepy content we're getting from australia, even after only one ritual 🖤🙏🍪 cookies for everyone

#off topic #sleepanon rant #i'd say i'm not usually a mess but #i totally am #i know only one mode and its chaos #also hello 8 new followers 👀 i love you too

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graciousdragon · 3 months

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I FUCKING DID SOMETHING FOR ONCE LET'S GO!!!

ok so i was listening to this song like a week ago and i saw this animation clear as day in my mind and i knew i had to try and storyboard it out while i was thinking of it. i wanna do the full song at some point because it is So Very Them-coded but i do not have the time rn and will not for a while (i barely had the time to make this) so for now i just made sure i got the really complicated part out of the way. figured i'd post it because. why not lol

anyway. this is for my Darkest Desire AU story!! it's called Glitching Fates!! i am so normal about it and i have been for years now. it is. so far removed from the source material but i do not care it is very special to me :]

as a sort of summary for what's going on here, the night guard and Will used to be really good friends but they both ended up getting busy with their own lives so they couldn't interact as much, and then the whole Glitchtrap possession thing happens which reunites them but also drives a wedge between them since Will is blindly following Glitchtrap while the night guard is trying to find a way to stop Glitchtrap.

i am so not fucking normal about these characters you all have no idea. oh my god. they have permanent residence in my mind rn. i need people to ask me about them or else I Will Become Violent (/j)

hope y'all liked this, or at least i hope y'all found my passive-agressive notes to myself funny lol. under the cut i typed up all the handwritten ones in case y'all want to read them but can't make out my handwriting

a fuckin uh.. pillar or somethin idk

ooh cool scene transition

how do i convey that he's walking onto a train

dismissive wave

hair is longer to indicate passage of time

pretend this shot doesn't look like total dogshit ok?

hey how did my anatomy manage to get That Much Fucking Worse this far in

there is Something wrong here. i just cannot tell What

that is. so much better what the fuck

ok that's all thank you for looking at my post :]

#rys.txt #rys draws #WAVING MY ARMS AROUND WILDLY LIKE ONE OF THOSE WACKY WAVING INFLATABLE TUBE MEN COME HERE AND LOOK AT MY POST PLEASE!!!#I FINALLY COOKED SOMETHING!!!#i finally figured out how to draw decent side profiles that don't look like i'm totally ripping off jamie hewlett's art style i'm so happy #on the topic of my au being super different from the source material. let's be real for a second #does anyone out there have a darkest desire au that isn't totally different from the source material? do those exist?#i don't think i've ever seen one everyone's always taking a ton of liberty with it. and that's okay! :D #anyway. these two are everything to me you don't understand #please. if anyone seeing this wants to know more about my story PLEASE ask me about it (no pressure)#my ask box is open you can ask me anything about this and i will answer happily (or in the notes here is good too)#even if you have no clue what the fuck is going on here. if you don't know shit about fnaf or darkest desire i will explain it for you #glitching fates #glitching fates au #dawko #dagames #night guard dawko

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broke-on-books · 4 months

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Holy topic change batman

How did we even get here

#reading a poem from class and am just in shock at a change of topic here and the language used #like i dont have cultural knowledge/connection/whatever of the word used so it itself isnt like sensitive for me in any way nd i dont know #how much it is that in spanish (bc im reading the poem in soanish and translating the words i dont know into english to understand better)#but the FREAKING TOPIC CHANGE here has left me so shocked #like im sorry but how do we go from talking abt how this homie is like the special voice of the city and connection to nature in an #industial world only to then go (direct translation) “and the faggots #they dreamed of you“ like bro WHEN DID THEY GET HERE #anyways i picked this poem bc it was a little queer from the skim i did i can admit that but obviously i missed the bulk of it because i did #not see that line coming at all or the total topic change here #like again i picked up it was a little gay on the skim bc its by a gay poet abt a gay poet. and bro is described using words like beautiful #handsome etc. a few times #but looking through and skimming the rest is just them talking about gay ppl the whole time. how did i miss this. like yeah this was #likely written in the 1920s uses older language (not to mention in my 2nd language) but wow okay #going thru and translating and that just hit me by surprise horribly #I THOUGHT WE WERE TALKING ABT INDUSTRY AND NATURE #okay i think ive recovered from the shock there i need to finish actually 7nderstanding this so i can write the paper i put off so ling #also 10 points and like a shitty doodle of choice if anyone knows the poem here.#i have an awful track record of following through on these promises but like interested to see if its semi obvious

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moshieee · 4 months

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Ew, essays :[

I miss the old days of kindergarten when we attempted to color butterflies and ate erasers and glue

-🎁

I hated kindergarten

Essays may suck but at least now I'm not the weird kid in the corner wishing I had friends

However yes I absolutely despise essays with all my being... in fact!

Achievement unlocked: you somehow found a topic moshie hates enough and on a bad day to start them ranting in the tags...

Warning there are curse words, poor spelling, and caps locks

Sorry in advance

#asks #off topic #seriously tho i hate essays so much #one of them is already 5 pages and thats just the rough draft #i better get a fucking high pass on that shit or i will scream #shes actually making us focus on out writing process and OH HO.HO BOY IS MINE A MESS #I SWEAR ITS LIKE TRYING TO MAKE A SKETCH BUT YOU KEEP PAINTING CERTAIN PARTS BECAUSE IT HAS TO LOOK NICE #ONLY TO RELIZE OH WAIT MAYBE THAT DOESN'T GO THERE AND I SHOULD ACTUALLY SHIFT IT AROUND #OR MAYBE I COULD SWAP THIS TOO BE THAT LOOKS AWFUL AND IT JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE TILL ITS A RIVER OF BLOOD AND PAINT #AND SHE WANTS TO SEE MY ROUGH DRAFT??? HONNEY YOU WOULD HAVE A BETTER CHANCE AT READING THE MARIO SUNSHINE SPEEDRUN CATEGORY BACKWARDS THEN #UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE FUCK IM TRYING TO WRITE ITS WHY I HAVE TO WRITE IT ALL IN ONE GO OTHERWISE I HAVE TO LOOK BACK AND UNDERSTAND WHAT #WAS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD WHILE LOOKING THROUGH THIS MESS!!! OOOHH WHAT? YOU WANT ME TO ORGANIZE THIS WELL SHIT THATS GOING TO TAKE EVEN #LONGER YOU ALREADY GOT ME WRITING WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME STOP MUCH LESS MAKE ME SWITCH SUBJECTS TO ANOTHER ESSAY HALF WAY THROUGH OH BU #AND GUESS WHAT!???? ONE PAGE! DOUBLE SPACE! AND IM NOT GOING TO GIVEN GIVE YOU A DIRECTION TO WRITE IN JUST ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT WE LEARNED #IN THESE LAST TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS FUCKING HELL DO YOU KNOW HOW INDECISIVE AND FORGETFUL I AM??? MUCH LESS THE FACT KTS ABOUT ETHNICS #I DIDNT EVEN EANT TO TAKE AN ETHNICS CLASS I WANTED ETHICS I FUCKING HATE EVERY SO MUCH RIGHT NOW #LIKE YEA SURE I KNOW THEY'RE IMPORTANT BUT I STILL HATE ESSAYS and j know my teachers are trying their best...#but jeese ethnics is such a difficult topic because on one had yea i relate to what these people are going through im part of the LGBT #are statistics are very similar but im also bery much a white person and not openly trans/non binary i dont want to look like some stuck up #white person going oooo look at the poor minorities i can TotAlLy relate and now im going to talk about me #because im genuinely scared of coming out idk whos accepting and whos not at least online im safe and can block people...#jeese im sorry for the rant i shouldn't have gone on that much less my art blog #this is supposed to be a positive blog but i just need to put this somewhere or i feel im going to cry out of frustration im sorry #rant post #system #oops moshie got emotional

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faultsofyouth · 5 months

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It's fucked up that the sober population straight up ignores how a huge portion of addicts have chronic illnesses

#was thinking about my stepdad and his plethora of health issues and how they shape his life #and then i thought about sewercentipede and Then i thought about the huge population of bipolar people who are alcoholics #and then after all that i thought about a convo i had with a straight edge friend who was like 'using illegal drugs Should result in jail #time because they could just Not do those drugs. they do it just for fun'#like i understand where he is coming from but i literally think he is wrong af.#i think the people who do drugs (esp hard drugs) recreationally are outnumbered 2 to 1 by people who #are self medicating with illegal drugs. i think most people totally ignore how chronic illnesses #and severe mental illnesses can hurt you on a profound level and because they dont know about that suffering #they do not understand the urge to numb that pain. and people have no sympathy for what they dont understand #lately im so bothered by people who share their opinions with me about complicated issues but clearly havent ever done any research on them #everyone thinks their opinion is so smart and special and no one is studying #especially not studying human behavior. most people think that socialization and political topics are a fucking joke #with 0 relevance to their personal lives. like no one is ever going to be truly informed about All the things #and i know i certainly am not but it is so annoying to speak with people who make no effort at all to learn about a subject #before they try and tell people the business about it. like that guy. his only understanding of drug use #comes from his own relationship to alcohol. but he was not an alcoholic he was just a perv who decided to go christian #like its so egotistical to assume that your experience and emotions can apply to everyone and yet he is not the only guy i know #who has no interest in any perspective other than his own but thinks his perspective is well informed #im sure women piss me off with this behavior too its just that atm i can only think of examples of men acting like this

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lem-argentum · 6 months

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i think doug would be a rhythm gamer….

#lem text #🍂 ruby rings <3 #watching my siblings play ddr at the arcade like Hm. doug would totally be into this.#she likes being active so she’d like that andd she’d be very competitive with app ones too i think.#though with the topic of arcades prom is always the f/o i think about first. him n noct went to them together <3 #(<- i KNOW it’s canon but it’s in so much fan stuff + i always forget where they say it so i SECOND-GUESS MYSELF but it IS TRUE SOMEWHERE)#prom would play shooter games and show off because he’d be Really Good at them andmnfdj you know. <3 #sorry doug for talking about my other boyfriend on your post. f/os lets all GO TO THE ARCADEEE TOGETHER

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beelzzzebub · 7 months

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me every other day almost accidentally posting my real name on this site because for some reason i keep forgetting that y'all don't know me irl and this is supposed to be a sort of anonymous blog

#it's whatever #although i did have a nightmare once that i like posted my full name and location and a bunch of like really important information #and then wasn't allowed to delete it for some reason #and i was like super panicked about it #anyways it's chill #but also lowkey a bit sad bc i do really love my name and i wish i could share it with some of you guys!#but also like #anybody i know or have known irl would totally be able to id that #and i'm also super paranoid in like internet safety terms #so i def don't feel comfy sharing that just like generally #but also i'm like so happy that bee is what i ended up being called on here bc that's like really nice :)#anyway #i've thought a lot in the past about what it would be like to have another name #i always liked the thought of a gn name like dylan or something #or maybe not having a name that people consistently mispronounce #but like i'm kind of chill with it now #like i have my grandma's names and i never met her but i really appreciate that #anyways this has gone really long and off topic #sorry lmao #ok bye #boink

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kkujo · 7 months

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out of tags bc i rambled but i wanna add on that often gym culture is a rlly supportive and confidence building environment and there's so much positive gym content but unfortunately some ppl do take it in the wrong direction and it becomes like. toxic gym bro culture. we do not like that. take care of ur health physical and mental first and foremost always!!!

#like there are so many rlly nice gym videos with people being helpful and supportive and just really nice #i've had ppl approach me in the gym and start rlly pleasant convos and it's just such a supportive environment to me #but you gotta know what to avoid w content bc a lot of people are weird abt it and promote unhealthy behaviours and fixate on dysmorphia #which. i understand from experience and dysmorphia SUCKS. but it's not healthy to be obsessing over that type of mindset yk??#also the gym you go to will probably make a difference ig?? like my gym is a really nice environment i find #but ik some gyms people are more rude or constantly filming and for some ppl that's just gonna make it a horrible environment #it depends where you go i think. grateful that my gym is normal tho. i've only had to tell off teenage boys for filming me one (1) time #and even then i was polite i was like hey can you not get me in ur shot pleaseeee 😁 and thankfully he was like omg yeah sorry #so. could've gone a lot worse bc. teenage boys. but i don't think he was intentionally pointing the camera at me yk 😭😭#you just have to have the confidence to stand up for urself if people are filming and you're not comfortable being on it #which is hard asf omg the anxiety was so high but he was respectful thankfully. and i rarely see ppl taking pics in my gym thank god #ANYWAY. DONE RAMBLING NOW THANK YOU FOR LISTENING.#it's just smth i'm strongly passionate abt and i don't talk abt it too often bc ik some people don't like the topic and i totally get that

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peapod20001 · 1 year

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In my...✨ depression bed ✨ phase <3

#vent #oho five hours babeeee hungry AND hot AND depressed?? what is this?? my birthday?#hahaha yeaap. it’s cool it’s cool I’m chillin #just vibin. head feels. weird. but I don’t entirely know what up with that it could be a few things if I’m being honest lol #hmmgf when was the last time I just. laid here this often?#laid? layd? layed?? whatever lol #hmm I found a fuckin uhh. vent diagram thing that showed BPD ASHD and Autism and their specific traits and overlaps #is uh. uhm. too close!! like sir!! who gave you!! permission!!!!#oofy anyways uhmmmmmm. realized that I!! don’t interact with people!! as much as I did when I was younger!!#like I had my classmates. my friends. my family. the ppl on tumblr and stuff. yknow #I was talking to someone and shit like!! every day!! for multiple hours!! a day!!!!#now it’s like. wow boy howdy. what are the chances I y’all for more than an hour with LITERALLY ANYONE today :)#uhhghgh gross ew ew nasty. I totally. don’t care that I’m not getting my enrichment #I’ll jus read tags on my art and look through old messages in place of actually. talking to anyone #mmm. conversations hard. hate talking about myself. don’t know anything besides myself. hate certain topics (but won’t say anything bout it)#anndd yeaa!! I don’t understand ppl and their motives and why they like me specifically. I put on my best personality for youu #I’m playing off of you and mirroring how you act so you’ll be ok with me <3 but that’s ok I suppose. I don’t think anyone here is out for my #guys so I’m doing good at least somewhat lol. ahmm. you ever not care about being something special to someone else. and then they kindaa.#squash that idea? and in theory you shouldn’t care since you didn’t want it in the first place but. them saying it hits? different? like oou #oh and question I don’t expect anyone to answer. you ever cried cus. someone aid you were their friend? best friend specifically? idk man #2 ppl have said I’m their best friend an I had to literally force myself not to get emotional at the first one and then I legitimately cried #with the second one LMAO like. how ridiculous is that yea? yeah #it’s. yeah. I’ve called ppl my bffs or whatever before but. it’s different when someone says it to you first ig. before I think they only #gave me the label out of convenience. not that we weren’t actually friends (at least I hope we were DHHDV) but. idk!! I literally yearned #for like!! basic shiittt!! I got put in time out like beginning of kindergarten cus I cried over my 1st best friend partnering with a new #girl instead of me!!! 😭 woof. that was the ONLY time I ever cried in public EVER. didn’t matter how many time I got hurt physically or #emotionally or how stressed I got or how confused or embarrassed and humiliated I was!! I’m NEVER letting people look at me like I’m stupid #for caring EVER. AGAIN. woof ok getting off the rails here I was like at least sort of ok when I started writing this but now I’m very much #NOT lololol so uhhhhhhhhhhh. anyways. let you get back to scrolling or swiping or whatever. I’ll be finnee totally. just. here

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umilily · 1 year

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pls keep your fingers crossed for me that after finishing this course i will never have to talk to this dude who took it with me ever again, bc otherwise i'm about to do something drastic.

#lily talks #sorry i gotta rant in the tags #i like to think that i am a pretty chill person #but this guy #is2g he drives me up the wall #he's constantly following me around like a lost puppy and won't stop messaging me #and on top of that he's decided to 'escort' me to my bus every day after our class #today i quite literally 'escaped' by power walking out of the building before he could pack up his things and follow me #but for fucks sake #i am a grown woman #if you don't leave me alone to take care of my own shit i'm gonna throw you in front of the next bus #i've told him several times now that i don't want to constantly chat with him but he keeps chewing my ear off anyway #and i don't even know what his deal is #bc as far as i know he's got a girlfriend but he still acts like he wants to marry me right this instant #like no matter what topic comes up he's got to compliment me for it somehow #and i know that this probably sounds like complaining on a high level but jesus christ #i don't want your attention #and maybe it's just me but it feels especially over the top since i basically don't know thsi guy????#like #we've had one course together that was only about a week in total #and he's acting like that?!?#honestly it makes me really fucking uncomfortable #not in a creepy way but it's just uncalled for #and honestly if he keeps this up i don't know what do even do anymore?#like i've already told him to tone it down but he didn't #i'd just block him if he keeps doing it #but i'm worried that i'm gonna run into him on campus again and that he's gonna confront me if i did that #in conclusion #i am uncomfortable and irritated

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thedreamparadox · 1 year

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NiGHTS is my favorite little guy of all time... do you think they have favorite visitors? (Aside from the canon kids, ofc)

They definitely have a pool of a rotating size of their favorite humans to go and visit, but not an outright favorite favorite outside of the canon kids. NiGHTS tries to help as many humans as possible, but some humans either need some extra help and they're okay with that (recurring nightmare sufferers and/or really stubborn Seconds, generally) or they're fun to hang out with and NiGHTS goes "I am totally not attached" said while actively holding some six year old who has done nothing but talk their ear off about what their favorite dinosaur is or something.

NiGHTS thinks all humans are cool. (Meanwhile Jackle hangs out with theater kids, costume designers, and musicians (and occasionally spooking people who are into demonology because they think it's funny), and Reala hisses at everybody.)

#from the author;;#most of NiGHTS' knowledge of human things is because they have spent many decades listening to infodumping #both in the 'kid who learned about the thing and must repeat the thing to everyone in earshot' way #and the nd dreamer who knows everything about printing presses way #(this headcanon brought to you by a writer who takes totally neurotyptical dives into various topics for research #then emerges two hours later to add one line to a fic for time period consistency)#jackle also likes to spook people who do tarot readings by pulling out the grim reaper aesthetic for their own amusment #they think it's funny because actual tarot knowers will go 'oh hey i'm at a major transformative time in my life'#but people who are new will freak and nightmaren enjoy scaring the pants off people it's in their nature

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tardis--dreams · 1 year

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To summarize today's day in university:

- got diagnosed with social phobia by a class mate (bitch?!)

- heard a Very cool lecture/presentation by a guest lecturer

- our lecturer said she kinda liked our idea for our presentation

- had lunch with friends in the uni canteen which was nice but evoked some existential despair

#about that social phobia thing: first she showed me the term on her phone during a seminar (when she couldn't talk loudly)#asking if i had that to which i said no i do not?!#then after class she again said 'i think you have social phobia. because you don't like talking to people or in class' *nodding knowingly*#to which i again said i did Not have it but ok whatever #because hello?! the only person allowed to say i have social anxiety is Me. fuck you?!#like I DO say i have social anxiety because i do i guess. but a) not talking in class is not an indicator for this #b) i Do talk in class lmao. and I've never actually had any problems around her regarding anxiety #like i have no problem talking to classmates or saying something in the classes we have together so Fuck Off?!#(i mean it is a giant problem sometimes in some contexts but STILL. YOU DON'T GET TO 'DIAGNOSE' ME.#i hereby officially undiagnose myself from that thank you very much)#ANYWAY do you know the feeling of meeting someone you really look up to like maybe an author or a musician or whatever in REAL LIFE #AND YOU GET TO TALK TO THEM? that excitement where you're like 'omg i can't believe that's happening i can't believe you're here in a room #with me TALKING TO ME? and I get to hear about something unpublished you're working on rn?? like exclusive insight into current research???#that was me today during that presentation by that guest lecturer! I've read most of her articles and at some point idk i guess you find #researchers in your field whose work you just find Very interesting and then when you get to meet them it feels a little unreal #(not to fangirl over a linguist or anything. i rarely do that (don't speak to me about my favorite lecturer who i also totally don't see as #a huge inspiration or anything))#but yeah also i was so worried about the presentation next week but now our lecturer said she didn't hate the topic I'm more chill about it #AND yeah sorry folks‚ healthcare doesn't exist here :( no i can't help you find a doctor there's no hope just accept it #I LOVE the fact that international students keep bringing up this topic! the sheer despair and Anxiety you get to hear about! fantastic!#like I'm sorry about this obviously but that's just how we live here? What do you MEAN in your country you just can go to a doctor FOR FREE #and they'll help you? what yeah man I'll come to Russia with you! (seriously. this is one of the main things preventing people from staying #here. the absolute Lack of healthcare. people who are like 'yeah i love it here but honestly? I'm too scared something might happen #and then no one will help me.. yep. understandable. i have just accepted that i will die due to this #but if you have the option to go (back) to a country where things are different I'd do that tbh.#(sorry just normal lunch conversation topics we have here #i still feel very nice and fuzzy because i was invited ahahaha (i have a sad life lmao))#shut up amy #university ramblings

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vampfucker666 · 2 years

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i think i should probably start setting internet limits for myself or at least like. no Endless Posts websites (so like wikipedia reading or internet exploring is ok. cause i cant KEEP doing that for HOURS upon hours) for more than x amount of time thing bc i really think it has done something awful to my brain. like i need to be insane in ways that make my brain work a little bit.

#i think ive ended up going so much on social websites etc through the years bc im very socially isolated. you know how it is.#its also a much lower stakes kind of socializing when its there.... like its the equivalent of chatting while we're briefly in the same loca #location rather than like. oh i have to make sure i dont come off like a total fucking weirdo if i keep talking to you for an extended time #about various topics. you know. god i kind of wish i hadnt moved so much as a kid #cause i think i would at least know how to talk to people a LITTLE better long term. jbstead of like #oh goodbye ill keep in touch. oh i fucking forgot and now its like why fucking bother whT are we even going to say now #anyway...........................

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