#you need to DO THEM. and apparently i cant even get it together enough to do THAT!!!!!!

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

rewatching 13s era for me is not so much diminishing returns as it is something opposite and eviler...............increasing losses? increasing losses

[epicdogymoment]

god my brain is so fucking hilarious

[81folklore]

dress - VETTEL - part 2

pairings: sebastian vettel x famous!reader (fc: taylor swift)

summary: its known that seb has been married for a few years now despite the public never seeing is wife, its also known that yn is in a committed relationship and has been since she disappeared from public eye. maybe they are more connected than people realise

authors note: part two because i didnt realise how long it had gotten but im allergic to actually writing.. also i apologize for the first part literally just being build-up.. i honestly didnt know about the 30 pic limit so...

authors note 2: i used google translate for the german so i hope its correct, also i dont know if petnames like darling or sunshine are used in germany but i had to use them

authors note 3: i actually hate how this turned out :/ but it was very hard to actually get my thoughts onto the page so this will do! this is part 2 so go read part 1 first!!

part 1 part 3 masterlist

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YN IN THE F1 PADDOCK TODAY, I REPEAT YN IN THE PADDOCK

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user77: sorry i dont follow f1, i thought the races were on sundays?

user5: dont be sorry! today is qualifying and tomorrow is the race!

user5: SHES THERE I CANT STAY CALM

user91: does anyone know who she was with in those photos of her by the track?

user5: sebastian vettel and mick schumacher!

user6: SHE WAS WATCHING QUALIFYING WITH SEB AND MICK?? SEB VETTEL?? AND MICK SCHUMACHER?? OH LORDDD

user12: i thought i would survive.. i lied

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seems like yn is with redbull at todays race looking as gorgous as ever!

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user5: OH OH OH OH

user5: SHE IS STUNING HOLY

user20: her style recently has been AMAZING

user68: out of every team i think redbull would have been one of my last guesses

user6: THE WAY SHE IS WITH REDBULL AND SPENT QUALIFYING WITH REDBULLS GOLDEN BOY OH I FEEL SICK

user99: i love her so much

user42: at least her team will win

user591: IS SHE WEARING A WEDDING RING??

user618: i think so?? honestly i wouldnt be surprised shes very private and has been with her partner for almost 8 years so no wonder he popped the question

user90: i need her to be at every gp

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yn on stage performing dress during the post-race concert at suzuka! as far as we know it was a complete surprise, she came on to sing dress then left. this is her second time performing it to a live audience!

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user81: WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO HEAR DRESS LIVE

user5: charles and seb were both spotted watching her from the side of the stage!

user81: charles taking seb to see his favorite artist..what if i cried

user55: i cant believe i lost dress twice without even knowing i could lose it😭

user8: i hope she had so much fun, ive missed her doing stuff like this :’)

user12: apparently she was laughing and looking off stage at someone throughout, possibly her partner?

user1: SHE AWLAYS LOOKS SO GOOD

user13: so much content this weekend..im going to have major withdrawls

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four years ago i was given the pleasure of marrying my best friend

i am unable to really put into words how much meeting you and getting to spend the rest of my life with you has changed my life seb, but i tell you i love you enough daily that i hope you understand

when we first met i had no idea how much you would impact me and the way i think, but you have helped me become the woman i am today and i am forever grateful for that

i often feel unworthy of the life you have given me, the life we have together. i wonder how i got to be the one you love and cherish and i know how lucky i am to be the one you spend your life with

you gave me your heart and i promise to look after it for as long as im here, i promise to keep it safe and i know you will look after mine

danke, dass du mich liebst, danke, dass du dich um mich kümmerst. (thank you for loving me, thank you for taking care of me) Ich verspreche, dich bis zu meinem letzten Atemzug zu lieben. (I promise to love you until my last breath) Ich werde nie aufhören, dich zu lieben, Mein Sonnenschein. (I will never stop loving you, my sunshine)

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sebastianvettel: Danke, dass du dein Herz geöffnet hast und mich dich lieben lässt, mein Schatz (Thank you for opening your heart and letting me love you, my darling)

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I won the most important race. It was the race into the heart of the love of my life, yn. I love you.

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yourusername: 🩵🩵🩵

user5: I CANT DO THIS STOP

user12: hes so sweet :(

user18: ive known about them for a total of 2 minutes but i love them already🫡

user6: dress was written about him…

user71: i feel ill wehn will i get posted like this

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the sunshine of my life

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yourusername: i love you so much

lewishamilton: very happy for you mate!

user13: THEY LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH OH MY GOD😭😭

landonorris: 🥹🥹

user82: DRESS WAS WRITTEN BY HER FOR HIM AND HE WAS PROUD OF IT OH LORD

user5: literally my favorite people in the entire universe🫶

user19: still in shock that theyve been married for four years

[ni-namutree]

a requiem: nicky hemmick

im currently so hyperfixated on nicky that i’m literally thinking about him non stop. i wake up to him and i go to sleep day dreaming about him. hes so complex and i just think its such a shame his character never got the depth it deserved. i’ll try to keep this character study as canon as possible.

the thing about nicky hemmick is that i truly believe hes such an emotionally intelligent person and thats why he can craft his persona into a “im so dumb look at me” type. hear me out. first things first, nicky LOVES andrew more than ANYTHING. he may not like him but he loves him. andrew also LOVES nicky. he may not like him but he loves him. maybe as a possession, maybe as family, who knows. this entire analysis depends on this fact, so im establishing it early.

to talk about nicky, we have to understand andrew first and i cannot see andrew in any other way than a baby who has been hurt so many times, so he holds whats his as tightly as possible so he cant lose them. he loves nicky so fucking much and its evident based on the fact that they dont have a deal. he doesnt need one with nicky to protect him because hes the only one in andrews life that has promised to always stay. thats why he protected nicky at edens. you can argue that andrew always protects the weak, but he beat those men so bad that he was put on psychotic drugs that messed with his brain. the same drugs that could have taken him away from his twin. andrew will “do the right thing” so long as his loved ones dont get caught in the crosshairs. aaron is very obviously and apparently affected by andrew beating these men, something i think andrew subconsciously knew was a possibility. andrew wouldnt do something like this for anyone other than family. nicky is his family. his only family. even over aaron. aaron is his blood, his same dna. andrew owes it to him to keep him safe. nicky is just some Guy. some Guy who Promised to keep him safe. who left his everything in another country to come and adopt his cousin and some random kid that looks like his cousin. andrew should mean nothing to nicky but from the moment nicky saw him, he treated andrew like family and at the end of the day, andrew is still just a hurt kid. hes going to take that love, even if its bundled up in mistrust and anticipation of betrayal and disappointment, and hold onto it tight.

nicky might not always understand andrew, especially after andrew got put on drugs, but he loves him all the same. nicky got time to know aaron, but nicky has loved or at least tried to love andrew since the moment he first met him. this is the guy that left his safety net (presumably the person that saved him from extreme depression) in another country (his only escape from the two people who promised to love him but sent him away to get fixed) for two kids he had no responsibility over. he saw two kids that would have to live with the two people that tortured him and sent him to get tortured (we dont know what exactly his conversion therapy was. it couldve been a christian youth camp, or a wilderness camp, or a straight up gay concentration camp. we dont know. and thats horrifying). he knew he couldnt let these kids live with these monsters so he fought these monsters and took these kids in. nicky who presumably had very little money (a 17/18 yo thats cut off from his parents probably having just enough money to gain custody of the twins) buying a house in columbia and raising them all by himself. sure, they were already teens and he probably didnt really parent them or anything and they probably mostly coexisted together but i cant imagine nicky not feeding them or forcing them to feed themselves or making them watch movies or teaching them german. nicky probably needled them until they listened or gave in. does that make him annoying? as FUCK. but it gets the job done. and who cares if youre annoying when dealing with two extremely traumatized boys (one who is probably doping up on drugs left and right and the other who wont talk to anyone or emote).

(also like are we gonna assume that nicky isnt playing exy during this time period?? how does that make sense? hes ends up playing on a class 1 team (the worst one but still) and he keeps up with them. hes not a bad player. theres no way im gonna assume this man cant play or he didnt play during this time period a little bit. where tf else would he learn?? at camp? (now wouldnt that be interesting))

every time andrew got hurt, i can guarantee nicky saw it as his fault. at edens, HE was the one to get attacked and then andrew (the kid he thought barely tolerated him) beat the absolute shit outa these guys to the point where the cops were called and he was placed on trial. and then put on drugs. drugs that in nickys pov made him a threat — a monster. andrew was no longer predictable, he was gone. it was his way or the highway, he didnt care about boundaries, and he would do/say some crazy ass shit. he was terrifying (to everyone other than neil). thats why nicky is so afraid and wary of andrew in the foxhole court. he doesnt know drugged andrew and he barely knows andrew in general. fast forward, thanksgiving. nicky begged neil to convince andrew. and both the twins were hurt. then rehab. yk for the same damn drugs that andrew was on because of him. idr if nicky knows about proust but if he does dear lord. still, needing rehab for a drug that andrew didnt need in the first place? shit man thats gotta hurt.

the thing is i cant imagine the things this man does throughout the series is just because “hes a blabbermouth”. it doesnt make sense. unfortunately, neil dgaf about aaron so we know so little about his relationship with nicky other than he’s homophobic and technically they are closer than they are to andrew (nicky has known him longer, they take solace in each other when andrew is being a freak, they are both isolated as a result of andrew, nicky introduced aaron to non addictive drugs from his job at sweeties (cracker dust), andrew is so weird that its beyond nicky to understand him whereas aaron comparatively isnt that hard to figure out). but to me ive always seen it as nicky was trying to help andrew THROUGH neil. he didnt know how to get through to him but he figured out immediately that neil did. thats why he spilled everything to him. you can call nicky a blabbermouth all you want but the rest of the foxes knew nicky longer and still didnt know half the shit neil found out from nicky. oh but op, the monsters didnt talk to the other foxes. okay but nicky started spilling shit to neil even before andrew took him in. the moment andrew was interested in neil, nicky knew this guy was different (his “this child is definitely in danger and needs help” senses were tingling, too, probably). nicky probably didnt tell kevin shit either. at least not until andrew practically adopted him. nicky, to me, is very aware of what will benefit him and what wont and thats why he does what he does. hes strategic. its easier to seem like a blabbermouth than it is to ask for help. its easier to cry and worry and be emotional than it is to breakdown every five minutes. its easier to be gay immediately and prominently than it is to be hate crimed after developing a friendship with something. nicky knows what hes doing he just likes to play dumb.

(i fear i cant write this post and not address the weird creepy comments this guy is always making and his non-consensual kissing of neil. again i think its Cope. its much easier to be overly gross about his love for men because people dont try to fix him then. its nasty but its his way of putting his sexuality in the forfront. him kissing neil was fucked. full stop. period. but i think its important to contexuatize it because we contexualize every other character's actions in the book - specifically the shit andrew does. nicky was high on cracker dust, he was given a mission by andrew, and he saw how jumpy neil was right off the bat. nicky is NOT dumb. he knew he would have to do something crazy and unexpected to get neil to consume the drugs because he was obviously paranoid as fuck. nicky did not want to get stabbed by andrew (nicky is also extremely selfish lets keep that in nind) so his main goal was to ge the drug in neils mouth, and if he got to kiss a hot boy? wellt hat was just a plus. i really dont think he realized the implication of his actions. i mean how is kissing someone any worse than drugging them? how do you compare the two? he was already doing dumb immoral stupid shit, what's one more? we can assume that he took care of neil after he knocked himself unconscious because neil wakes up without a shirt/pants (probably because it got wet when he smashed a bottle on his own head) being hugged by nicky. again Weird. but also so nicky. Cope City. someone help this man)

[borderline-culture-is]

Bpd culture is typing out something here and then deleting it bc it was too negative/venty and I think we need some more positive and healing focused posts in the bpd community.

So instead have some healing related things I learned & am working on improving!:

• if I feel myself spiraling or splitting, I try to remove myself from conversations. I had to learn the hard way that I just hurt my loved ones and act toxic during severe episodes, so I'm taking measures to ensure I can be a better friend, partner, sibling etc.

• looking more therapy and rehab options. Both clinics I was at were useless, so I had to look into other things. Being around people and needing to keep my reactions "under control" is helpful - especially because we do have a "quiet room" where we can go and rest if things get too much.

• I also have ADHD, and funnily enough my ADHD meds seem to help my bpd. Looked into it and apparently that's an actual thing for some of us who have both! -- my ADHD Meds & Anti Depressants together are a huge help :) but especially the ADHD meds!

• self reflection. Looking at my actions after and realizing it was bad, learning to apologize and acknowledge my flaws. -- I cant undo the hurt I caused during severe delusional, unmedicated episodes. And I do wish I had a way to erase some things I did. I realize the best i can do is take accountability, self reflect and remove myself from situations early if necessary.

• trying to focus on the here and now. Is hard. I'm still learning that, but I'm trying my best. I can't undo the things I have done in the past, and I can't change how others from then saw me if they cut contact already. The only thing I can do is work on improving myself and getting better *now* so that future me will be a better person

• telling myself off when I'm being mean to myself. If I catch me insulting myself or something, I try to tell myself off. It's hard, especially during self splits. My FP actually made me start doing this, because they expressed not liking me insulting myself. They didn't directly tell me to tell myself off, but it started with me going "No, FP wouldn't want me saying that about myself!" Subconsciously.

• trying to shift from "I'm doing this (taking care of my body) for FP!" & seeing my FPs as my reason to live to instead be like "I'm doing this for myself, and I can share it with my friends & FP so they can see that I'm getting better!" Its one thing to tell our loved ones we are trying to heal, and another one to show them. I'm trying to not see my FP as my reason to heal, but as someone important to me who is proud of me for healing. They are there to catch me if I fall, but they shouldn't need to carry me completely.

I think I wanted to add more but my brain zoned out uhhh.... I might do a pt2 at some point.

I do think that many BPDers may need some more positivity & healing info. Because often the tags online are clogged with vents, people enabling unhealthy coping techniques and delusions.

So I hope this helps someone out there. I don't blame anyone who isn't ready yet to get better, for whatever reason. I've been there for a long time and it took ages for that wall to break down. But I'm finally starting to work on it.

-🧪🦝

hey, even for the mods these things really mean a lot and I appreciate little pieces of advice so much!!!

(however just remember that you are allowed to have your emotions and experience them)

[gatorbites-imagines]

*slides a stan buck across the table* can we get more hal and czarnian reader? asking for a client. perchance, hal gets called to come deal with you? but my client doesn't care, you can do what you want with it.

-LB

Hal Jordan x Czarnian red lantern male reader

Headcanons

Clapping my hands and jumping up and down thinking about Hal with a big buff guy. This can be read as stand-alone, or as something connected to my kinktober prompt that this was based on.

After that one time (what happened in the kinktober prompt), Hal follows his plan to… check up on you on the regular. Totally just to make sure your movements are reported, and not cuz he wants his insides rearranged in the best way possible again.

The other green lanterns and the corps they work with, take notice of how you seem more aggregable when Hal Is sent to deal with you, since they can’t kill you or anything, and containing you is very hard work.

In the beginning other green lanterns are super worried about Hal being sent to deal with you alone, until he comes back successful from these missions. Thanks to lanterns flying, they don’t see how badly he’s limping after these meetups.

The few times other lanterns are around, they do notice how you seem to flirt with Hal, in your own Czarnian way, which means manhandling him into less child friendly positions as you growl at him and bite at his neck and shoulders.

Guy probably cracks a joke about how you guys are probably fucking, until someone actually catches you two going at it.

They haven’t heard from Hal for a while, so they send someone to check on him, only to see him twisted into a pretzel in your big muscular arms, tongue hanging out of his mouth and his eyes rolled all the way back into his head, as you lift him up and down like some kind of toy.

They worry for a second that it might be forced, until you slow down with a teasing feral grin on your face, grin only growing when Hal starts begging in a slurred ruined voice for you to start moving again.

The lantern that was sent to check on him returns back to the rest of the corps and just sheepishly tells people that Hal is fine, and has apparently found a… less violent method to calm your rage.

They can’t look at Hal the same after that when he flies off to “check” on you again, cuz they just know he’s going off to hit up a dick appointment.

Your… so called friendship with Hal, also means you could probably be called in by the justice league if they need it. You wouldn’t work with the green lantern corps, or others outside of red on principle, but if Hal asks nicely you can rock up to beat Lobo’s ass.

You and Lobo get along most days though, so you’ll just chase him off, so you aren’t really the best method against your fellow Czarnian.

The only time you actually hurt him bad enough that he needed to flee was after he targeted Hal for one reason or a another. Next time you two meet up for drinks he ends up figuring out that you and Hal kinda have a thing.

Lobo will refer to Hal as “(Y/N)s pet lantern” from then on, and always cackle when the rest of the league, lantern corps, or whoever is there, looks at Hal with a questioning glance, and he cant find it in himself to look at them.

At this point Hal doesn’t even need to stop rages of your most days, he just goes to spend time together without, outside of going at it like rabbits too. He introduces you to earth things, like movies or music.

You are still a red lantern and fueled by rage, but you have perfect control of your anger, something that sets you apart from your fellow red lanterns. So, it’s kinda nice to have someone to just talk too, that isn’t Lobo.

I don’t know if you guys would ever start dating officially, since your corps are so against one another, and you both side with each of your colors.

That is, unless you end up swapping from the red corps to another one that works alongside the green lanterns. But I can’t see one of the last living Czarnians becoming a blue lantern or a green lantern, unless its one of those situations where you dual wield rings without losing yourself.

I also can’t imagine you giving up your lantern status for a relationship, and neither would Hal, so you guys would just keep having some kind of situationship, where you get along outside of battle, but when fights happen you are enemies again.

That’s also why your relationship doesn’t get extremely deep, unless you end up dual wielding rings, like a red lantern ring and a blue lantern ring, like Razer.

But in a situation where you do end up duel wielding two rings, red and blue in this situation, you might even become an ally to the league to some degree. You aren’t a good guy, and you wont stop being cruel just because, its in your nature at this point, but you can be called in to assist if need be.

You only really care about earth cuz Hal loves his planet, and you care for Hal as much as someone like you can. Hal might even be able to pull you out of some of your darker urges or the deep seeded hatred in your person, if only somewhat.

I can imagine you spending time at his apartment, or going on human dates after you get your hands on some kind of camouflage watch that makes you look human.

Hal would probably keep the relationship a secret for a while, since the lantern corps knows how evil you’ve been in the past and still can be at times, and cuz the league would definitely not approve for a long time, until you do something that clearly shows how you have changed.

[qoldenskies]

Thinking about Mind Meld and how Donnie was so confused about being burned by Raph

“Yes! Sick burn, Raph! Wait… you burned me. What’s going on here?”

Just like- being made fun of by Leo? Just another day? By Mikey? Unusual but also classic annoying younger brother behavior. But by his Raphie? Unheard of

If he couldn’t even comprehend Raph making fun of him how could he ever even imagine his big brother outright ignoring his begging and sobbing or hitting the door while yelling at him to shut up. How could he anticipate him chasing him down with the intent to kill

It’s unfathomable, unthinkable, and it happened

CC BRAINS AND BRAWN MY BELOVED AHHHHHHHHH

NGLLLL mind meld is one of my least favorite rise episodes, i really just do not vibe with it, but i do think its a very important one for donnie's character and also its probably the best canonical evidence for everything in caged lungs making sense. like even when he KNEW their minds were altered (by his doing no less lmao) he still reacted with so much dejection like a kicked puppy. i dont go to rewatch it a lot because i dont like it but CL incidentally ended up taking a lot of elements from it i suppose ,,,,, its like kid-friendly CL lmfaooo

anyways cc brains and brawn makes me absolutely deranged like chewing on drywall deranged because of how unexpected everything is for both of them. how both of them see their relationship torn apart by something they were both utterly helpless to, and every moment in cw they spend apart they yearn for each other. its more noticeable in raph's side (chapter 7 especially) because donnie has to intentionally shut out his thoughts of raph because he's a walking trigger, but its pretty apparent in his behavior just how much he always, always wanted raph there.

like they just missed each other so much :(

(ugghh something about this being the first time that donnie in his right mind calls for raphie, and this time raph gets to tell him what he always dreamed of wanting to under the curse-- dreamed about doing in retrospect. he wonders a lot if he could have, had he just had more strength. something about how in CL when he shut him down and hurt him he saw doing this as being strong enough to, and now that the curse is broken he thinks the fact that he hurt him was horribly weak, that he should have fought.)

and for both of them i think its made worse knowing there's something a little self-destructive about it. how raph yearns to be the kind of pseudo father figure he was for donnie before, even though being that kind of person for his brothers was exhausting and stressful and he was actively crumbling under that pressure-- while donnie wants to be useful to raph, he wants to work ceaselessly so raph can be proud of him, even though that was the exact kind of thing that nearly killed him-- the fact that even when raph despised him, was willing to kill him, donnie was willing to grovel anyway because he felt that somehow he could do something to make him proud, to be worth it to him.

both of them have a tendency to look down upon their past, pre-CL selves for being "ignorant", but i also think that they see it as this kind of idyllic, unblemished time of their lives where there wasn't any fear or caution or tension, and they could play these parts without having to worry about anything like this. which isnt true, they argued all the time and their roles were actively harmful to them, but what they have now is painful that they cant help but idealize that more than a little.

it huuurts that even healed there's this unbearable tension to their relationship because its so hard to have fun one on one now :( its just really hard for both of them to try and break that barrier, especially because they're so cautious around each other. they usually need mikey and leo to facilitate. maybe one day they'll just get to fuck around and be dumb together again </3 they deserve it

[sun-stricken]

Hello. I absolutely love your Fairy Tail head-canons, especially about demon slayer Gray. Feel free to take or leave these little ideas. Always love when you post <3

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Imagine Team Natsu has to rent a vehicle or something and they require actual legal paperwork like a birth certificate and address or something like that (more than just “guild business! Gonna need this!”). Lucy doesn’t want to rent it because there is no way she’s going to be responsible for the inevitable damage. Erza, being the leader and a good friend volunteers. A few minutes later she comes back out, puzzled.

Erza: “why would they need a birth certificate? Shouldn’t me being present be proof enough of my existence?”

Gray starts snickering in the background. Natsu goes in next but comes out even earlier than Erza, cause at least Erza had a probably legal address at Fairy Hills, Natsu on the other hand lives in a house in the woods.

By the time Wendy goes in the receptionist is exasperated. “Yes I understand you are with Fairy Tail but that isn’t until page three of the paper work. None of you have made it past the first page.”

Gray finds this all very amusing.

Lucy: “Since you find it so amusing why don’t you go register, Gray!?”

Gray: mutters something

Natsu: “What do you mean you’re legally dead?!”

Cause you know, Ur just found a kid (the only survivor) and just decided to keep him. Oh, no official rescue crews didn’t show up until two days later? My kid now :)

The search and rescue teams never found any survivors in Gray’s old town so everyone was pronounced dead. The magic council or whoever is in charge of that stuff is also disorganized enough that no one realized that Gray Fullbuster is both a famous wizard and supposedly dead. So, just, Gray technically being considered legally dead the entire time he was at Fairy Tail.

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Also, the slayers all going out on a job together(the dragon slayers had to drag Gray). The job turns out to be a trap (surprise!) and the floor just opens up revealing a giant vehicle.

Dark mage: “Ha-ha! I have bested the dragon slayer! The most powerful mages-“spots Gray just chilling, perfectly fine and not motion sick. “what are you doing?” Cause the guy was planning to capture dragon slayer, not whatever a demon slayer was (the dark mage didn’t even know demon slayers were a thing). Gray defeats the dark mage but holds it over Natsu’s head for a week.

After that anytime a large group of dragon slayers takes a job together they take Gray along for “extra security during transportation” or just extra security in general.

I also head-canon that each type of slayer magic has its own unique weakness. Dragon slayers get severely motion sick. God slayers are claustrophobic. Demon slayers cannot handle sweets. If Gray gets even a whiff of cake or any other dessert his gag reflex acts up and he gets really nauseous and other stuff like that. He of course hid it at first (he was afraid Erza would disown him) but eventually everyone learned about the weakness of demon slayers. Natsu teases him about it but never pushes it too far to the point of accidentally making Gray really sick.

Anyways, sorry for the long ask. Feel free to expand on anything. Always love some good slayer bonding head-canons and just Fairy Tail head-canons in general. <3

This was so much fun to make tbh so domt apologize, i love long asks <3 and thank for for what you said ant my posts! theyre fun to make so im glad ppl enjoy them

Oh, you have no idea how often ive though about Gray being legally dead, my personal favorite scenario is him trying to fix it and prove himself alive but cant

“How the fuck would i know my social security number??? i was eight years old! i had no reason to know!!!”

There was no dna or finger-print records of him or his family so he couldn’t prove it that way either. Apparently, declaring someone born or dead is easier than someone ‘resurrected’. To the law Gray of Isvan is dead and although Gray of Fiore bares similarities, they are two different people.

But ALSO to the law Gray of Fiore doesnt exist bc he has no birth certificate. And while hes adamant, he has no real proof beyond his word he is Gray Fullbuster of Isvan.

So basically, According to the law, Both Gray Fullbuster of Isvan and Fiore are dead and never existed, respectively.

tbh this sounds like an identity crisis waiting to happen, but what else is new with him

Erza probably tried to fix it after she was told bc she legally didnt exist for a minute either (never was filed as a real person, she was able to file for a late birth certificate on account that she wasnt claiming to be a ‘separate’ person and also Makarov did it for her) (dont ask why he didnt for Gray, i like plot holes). But quickly realized their situations were very different, him waiting over a decade to check in as a survivor with the proper authorities definitely weakened his case considering he was running around free before he decided he needed a birth certificate.

But hey, as long as he doesn’t need to rent something, or get a license or id, or work somewhere beyond Fairy Tail, or get married, or, god forbid, die again, he should be fine!

i wonder if he would be considered a ‘john doe’ if he actually died again since they have ‘no’ birth records

This also makes games like ‘two truths and a lie’ amazing

“alright so, im legally dead, i legally dont exist, and ive never physically died before” “Gray what the hell do you mean” “Guess the right one and ill tell you” “WHAT THE HELL DOES THIS MEAN THOUGH??”

i love everything to do with the ‘dragon slayers + gray’ dynamic

‘Extra security’ just turns into Gray babysitting a bunch of rambunctious dragons for hours. seriously, get this guy a reward for how he hasnt killed or maimed any of them yet.

Imagine them trying to convince Gray to walk to their destination instead of taking the train

“Its not that far!!” “its fucking 5 hours by train, How long do you think itll take to walk? Why would even you pick this job if you knew how long the ride would be??” … “nobody looked..” “are you actually serious.” … “oh my fucking god”

and thats the story of how one Demon slayer ended up having to babysit 4 very pitiful looking Fairy Tail Dragon slayers on a train. Dude had to drag them off it once it stopped too.

His side career of ‘Dragon Slayer Babysitter’ only gets harder when they realize holy shit! cold compresses can help nausea! and what do they have? a walking cold compress.

Taking a train trip with them just means second hand nausea AND embarrassment, and absolutely no personal space. A dream come true.

At least he gets to hold it over their heads

Tbh i like the irony of Dragon Slayers being motion sick because, yk, dragons can fly, so my hc for side effects for God Slayers and Demon Slayers were along the same lines

God Slayers being wide open space or flying since Gods are like the epitome of freedom? all knowing and have complete reign over everything, But claustrophobia works so much better for that same reason. It would cause extreme panic and rash decisions

And Demon Slayers was the dark because demons are supposed to be these evil creatures who thrive in the dark n stuff? basically it would send a Demon Slayer into a paranoid spiral.

But sweets being a weakness instead is such a silly thing that im gonna take it and run

Gray never cared for sweets in the first place, gave him a stomachache, but now he has to walk away from Erza mid conversation if she decides to indulge, which is almost everyday. She was absolutely heartbroken and devastated when the weakness was revealed, it was such a dramatic reaction one wouod think she was the one with the new weakness

When Gray pokes fun at Natsus motion sickness he’ll go on about how Gray is gonna have the lamest parties since he cant handle even the smell of sweets, especially cake.

A terrible realization for everyone involved with him, on par with when Gray realized he wouldnt be able to have ice cream comfortably again, thats like a staple for ice mages

heart wrenching, truly

[equallyshaw]

little lion au! | luke hughes au! ↠ luke's nickname for liona, blurb! ↠ au masterlist!

↠ warnings: none! ↠ word count: 873. ↠ at this point, they have been dating about 6 months. its may 2024. ↠ italicized is russian.

liona and luke had spent the previous evening together, after an impromptu and last minute dinner in east village. after a win against the NY islanders, luke reached out to liona to go grab some food. she brought him to her favorite russian place, and absolutely adored that luke decided to show off the russian he'd been picking up from her (and duolingo). it made her heart swell, that he had taken the time to learn on his own and how much he paid attention to her 'little lion lessons' from time to time, and ofcourse the conversations she had with her dad over the phone. it meant the world to her that he cared enough.

_

the next morning to the two were cuddling with each other at her west village apartment that she shared with her two best friends from highschool. her phone had been blaring for a few minutes, but she ignored it - trying to savor this morning. "kai..." luke mumbled, her middle name- that he called her by. she groaned, pushing a hand to his face to shut him up. "kai..." he mumbled a bit more, opening his eyes and took in her morning hair. it was a bad bed head morning he thought, and he pushed some hair out of her face. "kai, you're phone." he whispered before pressing a kiss to her forehead. she pushed him away a bit too hard, because she ended up falling on the wood floor. he quickly looked over and relaxed, once she saw her sitting up and rubbing her eyes. "morning kai." he said with a cheeky grin, and she flipped him off as she heard her phone ring for the 5th time. "what dad?!" she demanded, as she picked up. luke watched as she and her dad conversed with each other in russian, and the annoyance that dripped from every word. "wait what?" she spoke aloud in english, and luke looked up at her from where he was ndext to her. "wait what?" she repeated, hopping out of bed and jogging over towards her front door. "oh dad....you didn't have to." she gushed, bending down to grab the marble glass vase that held her favorite flowers, chamomiles. "i love you dad, thankyou. ill call you tomorrow." she said before hanging up. luke walked into the kitchen where she was, and he leaned onto the counter next to her. "chamomiles!" she said giving him a wide smile, before turning back to them and looking on with marvel. "i cant believe he got them for me." she mused, sending a picture to her uncle malkin who knew how much she loved this flower.

"are they daisies?" he questioned, and she shook her head with a giggle. "no, they're russian chamomile's. russia's national flower, and somehow he got some to me. he knows they are my absolute favorite!" she said bringing her hands to her cheeks. "i thought tiger lily's were? hence his one nickname?" luke questioned, and liona shook her head. "well yes and now. while i do love tiger lily, i love chamomile's. the first time i went to russia, apparently i just flocked to the flower garden my babushka (grandma) had in her backyard, and these are what i began to pull out to smell. and ever since then, they've been kinda my thing." she said leaning into luke, as he pulled her into his side. "they used to say back in russia, 'liona's or lion's flowers.' and my dedushka (grandpa) put a sign next to them, and yeah. my dad gets them every year for my birthday, or whenever i need a pick me up." she said with a small smile. "how do you say it in russian?" he questioned, "romashka. and it means joy, calmness, poise, and its resilient i like to say, because they have the ability to bloom amidst times of stress, and adversity. and they still blooming, no matter what." she said leaning her head on his shoulder. luke's heart warmed because she just described herself. described herself through her childhood.

"y'know that you are just that?" he began, looking down at her. she looked up at him with creased eyebrows. "you bloomed when the world believed that you shouldn't have. it would have been expected for you to hate or curse the world. but you still held and hold deep love for it. you bloomed when you were going through the hardest times of you life with your parents. you've stayed blooming despite it all. despite your rocky relationships with your parents, despite you shutting out your dad last year, despite whatever the world throws at you." he said as his hazel eyes found her brown.

"my romashka." he repeated, and she nodded. "you are my joy and my calm in the storm. you are my chamomille- despite that being the cheesiest thing I've ever said out loud before, but its true. you are my chamomile, my cammie." he said with a smile on his face. tears pricked her eyes, and she leaned up with kiss him. her arms wrapped around his neck, as he pulled her in closer by the waist. "my romashka." he whispered once more, before the two headed back into her bedroom.

[mymoshangthoughts]

divorce lawyer mu tianchi au where the divorce lawyer is jinxed to fix the relationships they work on, even crazy messed up situations. he's completely unsure if this makes him the best or worst divorce lawyer out there, but he can't deny he enjoys a happy ending

(secretly his pet magical fish thinks divorce is super sad and has been matchmaking his clients LOL)

moshang:

mobei jun and shang qinghua did not properly communicate their marriage. there were no confessions, no outward sign of romance, just a progression from friendship, to seemingly fuck-buddies, to married. mobei jun thought their relationship was going well, but shang qinghua srsly had no idea why he was in this 'loveless' marriage other than he was clearly a simp. however, shang qinghua hit his limit at the third wedding anniversary when mobei jun's uncle said a lot of hurtful crap (mainly "you still clinging to my nephews thighs? cute how you think anyone could like you" linguang jun is actually perfectly aware that mobei jun is head-over-heels in love with his husband, but he's also aware of his nephews inability to communicate that fact and he's a spiteful bitch). and so shang qinghua decided that enough was enough and he didn't need this crap. mobei jun, being a master of communication, responded to shang qinghua's ask for a divorce with "you cant divorce me! i'm divorcing you!" because he's just great with his emotions guys, just great. best believe he was pulling his own hair out in frustration after shang qinghua stormed out with "WHY THE FUCK DID I SAY THAT OMG" mobei jun hired mu tianchi, but constantly gave the lawyer conflicting instructions that were basically meant to slow the divorce process down to a crawl while he tried to figure out just how the hell to undo this mess shang qinghua, heart broken and PISSED, hired his own divorce lawyer and is deciding "oh it's spiteful bitch hours, i am going to take him for all he's worth, i'll have the house, the kids (there are no kids LOL), the cars, FUCK IT I'LL TAKE HIS DAMN PET HAMSTER" because shang qinghua is also just... fantastic with emotions li yu thinks the situation is very sad because he can tell that the two of them clearly still love each other and just don't know how to communicate. especially because when one or the other is left alone in the office where his fish tank is, they express as much. shang qinghua talking to himself and mobei jun just looking gutted and also sometimes on the phone. li yu decides that enough is enough! and he uses his limited time daily transformation (that he normally uses to try to steal snacks from mu tianchi LOL) to write moshang letters. he decides to write down their true feelings for one another as if they are writing to each other, the perfect solution! it winds up sort of effective lol, the pair of them wind up getting into a fight at the lawyers office over the mixed messages in the letters, realize the letters weren't written by the other person, but wind up confessing to the truth in the letters regardless and leave the office happily in love. mu tianchi really would like to know why they felt the need to do all those dramatics at his office and blacklisted them both as future clients lol

songxue

song lan and xue yang have, in the friendliest terms, a situationship. do they know how they wound up married? barely. closest either of them can communicate it, they married because of a scam (song lan's impression of xue yang's motivations) and because song lan is an easy mark (xue yang's impression of xue yang's motivations). feelings? what feelings! these two are e n e m i e s. and sure, the sex is good and yeah, they've been married for like, a few years now, and they live together and all that shit, but this is CLEARLY not because they love each other or anything crazy like that love? what love? xue yang is an absolute psycho and song lan is a stick in the mud! there's nothing between them! the straw that broke the camels back was apparently xue yang saying something precisely to this degree after coming home from, what looked and smelled to be, a lost bar fight and song lan had tried to patch him up. so the two of them fought and song lan demanded a divorce and xue yang scathingly replied with a "aww did it hurt your feelings to figure out i've never loved you one bit? go ahead! this marriage is a sham anyway!" and yeah, it just spiraled from there. (xue yang is not about to admit that he's deflecting, that he's hurt that song lan isn't denying how fake their marriage is, and that he's terrified over how weak song lan makes him feel) so song lan hires mu tianchi while looking haggard and heartbroken and li yu's heart breaks for the man, because a stoic guy with a warm heart? that reminds him of his tianchi and he is DETERMINED to help this poor man have a happy ending. although, after meeting xue yang, he's about 90% sure that no happy endings can be found with that guy. still, it's clear that song lan loved him and is feeling wretched about the divorce, so li yu opts to spy on xue yang to figure out if song lan's feelings are mutual! only li yu got caught almost immediately and now he has a switch-blade against his throat and wow, xue yang is TERRIFYING, li yu would like to go home now! in a desperate appeal for his life, li yu blurts out that he works for song lan's lawyer and he's here to deliver a message. which is not a very convincing lie and xue yang does not look convinced, but he's willing to listen so li yu spins a really unbelievable tale about delivering some paperwork that he forgot to bring with him and barely escapes and see, if li yu were the type to learn his lesson, it would end there, but nah, he tries to follow xue yang again with similar results and gets dragged back to mu tianchi's office by the scruff with a demand to "keep an eye on your stupid PI or i'll stab it in the face" and now mu tianchi has an arm full of li yu and no idea what the heck to do abt it. li yu also lies his way (badly) out of the situation with mu tianchi anyway on li yu's third attempt at stalking xue yang, he blurts out that he doesn't understand why xue yang is so desperate to dump someone as great as song lan and if he had a husband like that, he'd never let go (li yu is projecting and thinking of mu tianchi), but now he's accidentally presented himself to xue yang as a Love Rival and xue yang is COMPETATIVE, but the only way that song lan will take him back is like, emotional honesty and couples counseling and sincere apologies and a whole lot of shit that xue yang finds Terrifying. but he loses his shit when he sees li yu and song lan together (li yu has switched tactics and decided he should just convince song lan that he can do better) and he picks a fight with song lan and a few dramatic confessions later, the two of them are back together and li yu doesnt know wtf happened but uhhh they're happy i guess? mu tianchi is now very suspicious of the man named "li yu"

ranwan

mo ran and chu wanning sort of got married on accident and were never properly together. it was a drunken thing (on mo ran's end) and an inability to say no (on chu wanning's end) that made them wake up the next morning tangled in the sheets together with a wedding certificate still clenched in mo ran's greedy little hands. they left on awkwardly bad terms, vowing to never speak of it except now a few years later, mo ran has decided he needs a divorce so that he can marry someone new and better! (shi mei, altho he hasnt actually asked shi mei yet and doesnt know he'd get hella rejected LOL). chu wanning coldly accepts the divorce prospects which, for reasons beyond mo ran's comprehension, only makes him MORE pissed and he vows to make this divorce as miserable for chu wanning as possible! so mo ran hires mu tianchi and is searching for every single way he can make this process just grueling for chu wanning, who is still, frustratingly, accepting the situation without complaint. aside from general agitation over mo ran being a dick li yu sees through mo ran's incomprehensible stupidity and decides that he needs to teach him a lesson! for once, he's not here to match make, he's here purely out of the spite of "i NEED this idiot to know he's an idiot and realize he was wrong!" so li yu meets with mo ran, has a few uncomfortable encounters where he finds out that he's sorta mo ran's type, which is very ew in li yu's opinion, and pretends to be a secretary working at mu tianchi's office. he starts trying to wheedle out the reason that mo ran wants a divorce at all it takes an annoying amount of time to get mo ran to admit that he just wants chu wanning to care about him and an even more annoying amount of time to have him realize, that rather than a divorce, he'd like if their marriage was real. li yu feels like he should get paid for his services to society. serves mo ran right! now he's realized that he's an idiot long after it's too late! ok maybe it's a little sad, but it can't be helped! mo ran has to sleep in the bed he made! it comes as a surprise to li yu that chu wanning apparently was happy to stay married to that idiot??? no accounting for taste, but man, li yu can't say he would have made the same decision. at least they seem happy together. mu tianchi is actually pretty happy to lose this gig. mo ran was an awful client

caoxiang:

gu xiang and cao weining actually had a really romantic and lovely romance. the trouble is that gu xiang has a lot of trust issues due to her traumatic upbringing (her brother tried to protect her from the worst of it, but he wasn't in a good position to protect her either) and cao weining's father was apparently a two-faced scumbag who didn't think that gu xiang was worthy of his son. so, the scumbag ran a smear campaign against the couple while pretending to be supportive. he was unable to turn cao weining against gu xiang, but he was able to leave enough incriminating 'evidence' that cao weining was cheating on her and because of gu xiang's trust issues, she filed for divorce. cao weining would very much like NOT to divorce, but she won't meet with him outside of mediation meetings with lawyers. li yu, the useful lil demon fish that he is, found the evidence of cao weining's fathers actions and put it all in a neat file for gu xiang's terrifying older brother to find and exact his revenge. learning that she had been played, no vengeance was as fearsome as the revenge that gu xiang wrought. luckily, cao weining understood why she believed it, even though he was hurt, and accepted her apology. he also apologized profusely for his awful father. they went to 'fire' mu tianchi together as a happy couple. mu tianchi looked at his fish tank suspiciously.

li yu's least favorite people thus far: xue yang and mo ran. but so long as they remain good to their partners, li yu is more or less oki with them. his favorite one is song lan, bc he was reminded of mu tianchi LOL, and cao weining bc that man is a cinnamon roll. li yu's personal ratings of the ships are "moshang and caoxiang were just misunderstandings of otherwise loving couples, ranwan and songxue need couples counseling YESTERDAY and maybe a restraining order". but now he's committed. he's seen how even seemingly unfixable relationships can be helped! and he wants to help!

so he continues

liujiu

....li yu would like to let it be known, for the record, that he tried his best and he should not be held accountable for the shitshow that occurred. there were at least three broken bones, strangely all liu qingge's, two calls to emergency services, at least one poisoning attempt (courtesy of shen jiu), and at least one instance of child abuse. BUT, through ALL OF THAT, li yu can safely say that the two of them are.... happy?? probably???? mission successful?????? except now mu tianchi is hugging him possessively and refusing to let go and li yu now no longer has the brain energy for Other Peoples Problems, bc his problem is the most important one and that is that mu tianchi IS HOLDING HIM HOW DOES HE COPE AND HE'S GOING TO TRANSFORM SOON (liujiu were indeed successfully match-made. it's just that the chaos that is their relationship is difficult for li yu's fishy brain to comprehend, understandably so) mu tianchi eventually lets him escape, but he's starting to get the feeling that maybe mu tianchi is??? suspicious?? ohno

nieyao

...li yu is going to retire now, thankyou. HE'S NOT A MIRACLE WORKER DAMMIT (he is, he absolutely is, he manages it, he does, he.... does not get paid enough for this shit. WHY WERE THE LAST TWO CLIENTS LITERALLY TRYING TO KILL EACH OTHER, THAT IS ABOVE HIS PAY GRADE! he does not get paid at all actually. wait, is mu tianchi getting paid for this?!) ((mu tianchi thoroughly no longer cares, he'll just make nice with his dad to get inheritance if he needs money, his establishment is now firmly in business to let li yu do whatever the fuck he wants with the shitshow of absolutely unhinged couples who seek out his help))

(i did have more ideas for liujiu and nieyao LOL but i ran out of steam, so please use your imagination x'D THEIR RELATIONSHIPS WERE SAVED BY THE POWER OF OUR ALMIGHTY FISHY OVERLORD, thankgosh)

((feel free to suggest to me super dysfunctional danmei ships for li yu to play matchmaker over and i will share my thoughts!))

[aannonn]

★ ─。colorful text , strong colors , bold text , brief mention of suicide , implied/referenced grief , swearing

okay i know we are all excited about the actual short that just came out but let me ramble a bit about Red cause im getting emotional about this stick ... ( before my motivation to type all of this ends and i dont feel emotional anymore lol )

Red in season 3 went through so much istg ;; not only did he and Sec went through a very tense (and needed) fight which almost caused the end of their friendship (+ Sec was clearly in the winning side here, or Red was just really terrified of her at that moment given to how he tried to run away from her - of which i will probably talk about it in a later post maybe), but he was also really fucking tormented in monster school (i felt so bad for him in this episode i legit wanted to cry)

+ after all of this fiasco he really went ahead and carried this thing (of which, given to how he hit it on the ground and it made a soft thump, it must have been heavy asf) all the way to the other side and??? fucking smashed King's chin which made him fly to so fucking far ;; which means he literally used all of his strenght to carry this staff, and dropkick King with it, even if it was so hard he almost even dropped it at first

AND THEN HE JUST. PROCEEDS TO PASS OUT ON THE FLOOR CAUSE HES SO FRICKING TIRED AND EXHAUSTED AAWRGHWS

there are also other moments where i think he really deserves a break tbh ;;

he lost a pet. i have a pet myself and just the thought of ever losing him hurts so fucking much to the point i can feel my oof'ing urges coming back.

;; granted; it was a minecraft pig and it was high with all the potions, and also tried to kill all of them, but he clearly atleast had some care for that pig ... (the fact that he immediately stood up and spawned another animal makes me think about that one post/tiktok (i dont remember the user) i've seen ; which talked about Red possibly hiding/bottling up his sadness from others , in order to stay happy and positive or because he doesn't think his struggles are important enough compared to the others' - which i think it make alot of sense since you rarely see him cry or something, just going numb and/or looking down in despair - the only ever time we ever saw him cry was when Green supposedly died.)

i haven't talked about this actual short before since i had no desire to , but damn bro the way i felt bad for Red in this(っ °Д °;)っ he just wanted to have red stuff for him aswell, since apparently it wasn't dropping for him for some reason???? okay he should have included green and blue stuff aswell instead of possibly removing them but. still. Green and Blue were so fricking wrong in this

and !! his and Sec's tense relationship in the past seasons ... i love Sec he's literally my fav out of them all but i cannot defend xem on this. i know she had her reasons and im not saying Red was in the right either but, gosh ... pretty ironic given he's the one who inspired xem to break in in their site and join them in their battle

... i dont even need to explain do i

he lost a pet ... again. and because of his own fault aswell ! he knew the possible dangers of fusing the command block and the staff together , given how he almost got possessed alongside his friends the first time something like this happened , and yet ... he did it anyway . and beeper died as a consequence . i cant imagine how much guilt he must have felt .. (probably one of the main reasons why he didnt put up a fight when they put him in the timeout box)

i think he wanted to cry at this scene ngl ,,,

thinking about this ; they are all really tragic characters tbh ,,, stepping away from the heavy angsty all of c!Alan's stickfigures go through , rygb goes through a lot of shit aswell , and tbh i just feel bad for all of them ; they are all such tragic characters that deserve a very well-needed break break/_ \

since we are in this topic aswell , i would like to mention how i really love Blue and his immediate rush in being a comfort for the others<3

i used to think Yellow was the therapist friend but we only ever saw him comfort Blue lolll ( i love him anyway ;; i think Blue is more of a therapist friend than he is though )

[kodyfae-the-1st]

A response, i guess

Alright so I saw this pretty shit post recently, and I cant help but say I'm a little pissed. I will not be sharing the name of the blog that posted this, as i do not wish for them to be harassed.

So here's my response.

An open letter to you who wrote this.

"Hating endos is lame, hate on us instead ! We’re a DID system that believes people shouldn’t have to have their own entry in the DSM5 to be respected , apparently a controversial opinion these days !"

So though i agree in part that hate is lame as all hell, i do believe that listening to science is more punk than throwing it out the window. Yes system diversity is important as a working point in the community, it is still important to listen to the science.

Though some may not fit the diagnostics 100% doesn't mean they aren't valid that is true, but even so, there have been no scientifically supported exception to one. trauma is a necessary part, and the mind cannot and will not fracture like this without it, that should be without dispute.

"Being unapologetically plural is punk, ESPECIALLY if you don’t fit the “scientific” idea of what a real system should be."

You are right that science is not all inclusive, but i will say being anti science seems pretty conservative for a self proclaimed punk. but asides from cheap digs like that, id really recommend reading a couple scholarly articles if you are ever in doubt of the science, there is a lot to learn, and a lot left to be learnt.

"Systems should support other systems regardless of where we come from. The world doesn’t understand us and they don’t want to have to understand us, if we want to have a future where we are proudly and loudly ourselves we have to work together to make it."

Yes systems should absolutely support each other, and i do feel we fight too much sometimes. And no. the world does not understand us, but that does not mean it is ok to spread misinformation. Im sure you do this with good intention, and i too do my part with good intention. but we are fundamentally opposed, and i do not wish to support endos in a journey for recognition.

Some may genuinely have it, i do believe that, and others may be suffering from something else, so similar it may be difficult to know the difference, but i do not believe that they can be systems without trauma.

"I have to fight to be accepted as gay, i have to fight to be accepted as polyamorous, I have to fight to be accepted as trans, I have to fight to be accepted as non human, I have to fight to be accepted as autistic, I have to fight to be accepted as plural."

A lot of us have fought those same battles, i at least have, and a lot of systems still fight for this, and i do not believe that it should be a thing everyone goes through. And we still fight to accept ourselves in this, But i do not support endos fight for recognition. But i will fight with all i have to get them the help they need, because a lot of them do desperately need help. and i think that the fight to give them a support system and help is much more punk than this fight to support misinformation.

"I do not want anyone to have to fight me to be accepted as who they are, I want to fight alongside them because we’re fighting the exact same battle and it’s hard enough without us stabbing each other in the backs."

There is absolutely too much backstabbing in these communities. And i am willing to fight here alone to get them help, im not saying here that they aren't systems, some may very well be and have forgotten the trauma, but i do not wish to stand beside them in a fight against science. Im sure we'll all know more in the future with more studies made, and maybe itll turn the view on systems upside down, but until then i stand with the science, and with those that want and need help.

I do though want to mention lastly that as per the dsm-5 trauma is not noted as a criteria for diagnosis, and thus i am open to read articles of exception to this rule if they can be provided from credible sources.

I will also ask that if ever i said something incorrect i hope youll tell me and ill do my best to make amends. Please do also feel free to share your opinion, id like to hear more perspectives, and learn the faults of my own.

Well wishes.

-Kody, and a very tired system

[toomanyopinionss]

I want to talk about

Surviving Summer

(nonspoiler/spoiler)

hey y’all, it’s been a minute since i’ve done one of these. let’s get into it…😏

So i genuinely like this show. Just finished watching the second season, in fact.

I feel like it’s the good amount of cheesy and adorable and mind numbing without being too formulaic and basic like some of these Netflix originals tend to be. Now it can be annoying and cringy sometimes, don’t get me wrong. But it’s got some pretty good actors and actresses with enough heartfelt moments and playful scenes to make one feel content. She’s not a top ten, but she never tries to be, you know??

As for the show itself? Surviving Summer is the perfect name for it, because Summer the character? a HOT mess. I cannot stress this enough, the frontal lobes on that one are not fully formed. It’s especially apparent in season 1. Even so, i love her 🥰. I cant help it ok? She has the confidence that i dreamed of having in high school, and now tbh.

I won’t go to deep into every character, but let me just say this: they will ALL annoy you at some point. It’s so obvious that they’re teenagers, cuz they childish. But they all care about each other most of the time, and surfing. It’s a great summer watch! go for it, don’t be shy

7.5/10. Surface level fun with shenanigans galore and annoying teenagers.

SPOILERS

Y’all the second season was gooood. I liked it better than the first tbh. Summer, like i said before was much more serious and focused, but it didn’t change her personality at all, which i loved.

I liked how they got more into Bodhi’s conflicts with surfing and the racism in the industry on her end. If anything, i wish they had time to do even more with it. Because everything else they did with her character this season was just bleh. A half hearted conflict between poppy blown WAY out of proportion and a half assed queer relationship that was cute but barely touched on because hottake Netflix hates their wlws and their black main characters 🤭(oop who said that)

Poppy and marlon were cuteeeee. sidenote, who else forgot that bodhi and marlon had a thing, cuz i sho did 👀. they have such good chemistry and it just warmed my heart. SPEAKING of good chemistry…

✨“summer have you seen yourself?”

summer and baxter are the only mf choice, im SORRY.

immediately side eyeing anyone who says that summer and ari should be together, because i’m not sure you and i watch the same show. another steaming take, but I never bought into summer and ari. they are too sibling for me. i was taken ABACK when they kissed in season one. I genuinely did not see it coming. they play off each other nicely, but in a romantic way? NOPE, i don’t buy it.

but from the first scene with baxter and summer, i knew. it was intense. the casual touches, the instant bind they formed, the way bax looks at her 🤭…

you cannot compete where you don’t compare, Ari is not the one 🤷🏾‍♀️

anyone else? hmmm…

oh, y’all join me in a big FVCK you to Elo and Wren. they both suck actual ass and i hate them both.

it’s the way that they treat everyone like shit equally. even their own brother? like what the fvck is wrong with them?

like especially wren. being jealous and overly competitive is one thing. but they way she handled the bodhi situation, plus the way she outed her old teammate? literally bordering on racist and homophobic like wtffff. maybe a lil psychotic too, cuz why is she literally a threat to summer’s life? don’t take it out on her cuz your boyfriend is an indecisive disaster. at least they didn’t give wren a redemption, i would have been so pissed off like fvck her.

ok this is getting long. tldr, Season 2 was entertaining and fun. poppy and marlon were cute, summer was awesome, ari does not need a girlfriend, justice for baxter, and wren and elo will not be seeing the pearly gates.

[magpiemarble]

Obligatory blog intro woohoo

Hello, and welcome to…my second kink blog! For safety reasons I will not use my real name here, but you can call me moth! I am a 19 year old selfshipper and god’s biggest tummy kinkster.

Stuff I will post:

• Stuffing

• Hunger

• (mostly horny) f/o/selfship posts

• belly rubs

• possibly stuff regarding my other kinks depending on the day. you’ll have to collect my pages to find out what they are

• maybe art. MAYBE. if i get comfortable enough. I’ll think about it

Stuff I will NOT post:

• Emeto

• Major weight gain

• Death feedism??? thats a thing apparently

• real life photos. i cant bring myself to do it im sorrye

DNI:

• NO MINORS. NO NO NO NO NO MINORS!!! I DONT WANT THEM ANYWHERE NEAR HERE. AM I CLEAR? NO MINORS!!!!!!!!! /ref

• PROSHIPPERS. YOU ARE THE WORST. GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT G

• people who are into cnc/ have a rape kink. even if there IS an explanation for that being morally acceptable and even if it’s done super carefully it personally makes me super uncomfortable as a victim of sexual abuse. keep that stuff AWAY from me thanks

• people who are into ddlg. that’s just diet pedophilia sorrgy

• people who believe in cringe culture. Just why. What’s the point. Why cant we all just hold hands and frolic through the fields together (and no, my discomfort with ddlg/cnc is NOT a contradiction to this. There’s a difference between bullying people for doing harmless things and having moral standards. If you can’t understand that then you probably shouldn’t be here)

• people from ED/proana tumblr. We are not at all the same. This is the LAST place you need to be. Please get help

Other things to keep in mind:

• I am autistic. I use tone tags sometimes. You are not required to use them around me but you are welcome to.

• as I mentioned earlier, I am a victim of sexual abuse. Please be patient with me. Just because this is a kink blog does not mean that all sense of boundaries go out the window. Consent isn’t just necessary but also sexy. If you try anything funny I will drop kick you into the sun

• as I also mentioned earlier, I am a selfshipper. I am chronically nonsharing, but doubles are free to interact. Just don’t.. bring that stuff around me thanks

• DO NOT reblog my fandom stuff in the main tags PLEASE. I go out of my way to censor any and all buzzwords to keep them from showing up in the search results of a minor (or just someone who is NOT looking for kink content in general). Reblogging my stuff under the main fandom tags defeats the WHOLE point in doing this!! So just. dont

• If you know who is behind this account, no you do not. If you do, you’ve either connected the dots, found my pages and solved my riddles three, or I have told you in confidentiality which means I REALLY trust you. Regardless of how you know, please do not tell anyone. I made this a separate account for a reason.

• If you have a problem with me or something that I’ve said and done, say it to my face. I’m willing to talk and hear you out and see how I can be a better person if there’s something that needs to change. I promise I don’t bite. Don’t talk shit behind my back please. Given how small this community is I Will Find out and I Will Cry.

• Anyone who violates my dni and boundaries will be blocked on sight and, depending on the severity of the situation, I will warn others about you.

Tags:

🦋 info/psa

Useful info and helpful friendly (and not so friendly) reminders, such as this post :3

🦋 selfship stuff

The tag where I talk about kissing my fictional partners. All 20 of them muwa muwa mwua 💋💋😘

🦋 moth yaps

me yapping about… literally anything kink related honestly!!

🦋 moth reblogs

kind of self explanatory. not my post but oh boy it’s a good one

🦋 moth answers

this is for when (or if) i get any asks. if you're an anon who signs off with an emoji I'll even make you your own tag as well because im just cool like that

anon tags:

💙🐦, 💊, 🎉💥

[ao3feed-matchablossom]

better kind of best friend

by eraiklys “You know what, Kojiro?” He’s close. A little too close. He might have misjudged the distance between the two of them, because his glasses are the only thing between the two of them. His nose is pressed against Kojiro’s. “What?” Kojiro breathes. “I think,” Kaoru whispers, “that you’re fucking lying.” Kojiro’s eyes widen, then. “What the fuck would I be lying about,” he barks, and he’s pushing back against Kaoru now, tense and ready for a fight, “Do you need to get your eyes checked, four-eyes?” “I think,” Kaoru smirks, enjoying the way Kojiro’s jaw visibly tenses, “That you’re just a sad, pathetic gorilla who can’t get game. And that you’re using the apparent fact that your dick is too big to hide it.”   (or: kaoru's had enough of kojiro complaining that people are intimidated by his size. how big could be possibly be?) Words: 17600, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: SK8 the Infinity (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Nanjo Kojiro | Joe Relationships: Nanjo Kojiro | Joe/Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom Additional Tags: lets go bitches, Trans Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Nanjo Kojiro | Joe Has a Large Penis, POV Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Top Nanjo Kojiro | Joe, Bottom Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Crack Treated Seriously, Mutual Pining, Miscommunication, (very slight at the end), Love Confessions, nsfw tags:, Size Kink, size queen kaoru, they're both virgins, BUT this is a porn so they last longer than five minutes, Light Dom/sub, Dom Sakurayashiki Kaoru | Cherry Blossom, Sub Nanjo Kojiro | Joe, Degradation Kink, Praise Kink, Sex Talk, one (1) trans dick joke, Drunk Sex, Riding, Introspection, for flavour, kaoru dying on kojiros massive schlong: cant even feel it, erotic whiskey drinking??, Wet & Messy, Clothed Sex, Vaginal Sex, Belly Bulge, (Graphic), Squirting and Vaginal Ejaculation, Light cervix play, Omorashi, (fucked so good he pisses himself), Creampie, The Porn Is the Plot, Getting Together, nanjo kojiro crying, (very important) source https://archiveofourown.org/works/64704331

[lilac-set]

I'm getting a theme of cotton lol. Wanna give the shoe rant?

Context

Ok so two massive problems. Basically my right leg was partially paralyzed first and then my left leg got partially paralyzed as well, so basically the muscles supposed to stablize especially my right knee are completely unavailable. Im an ambulatory mobility scooter / rollator user, so it is possible and useful to me to maintain as much use of my legs as possible, but i CANT laterally stabilize using my knee. But i CAN laterally stabilize using my toes (i mean, my especially right toes are almost completely numb and extremely weak, but i have more use of them than my knee). And normal shoes SQUEEZE YOUR TOES TOGETHER???? Prohibited to use toes to balance???? Not only that, but most shoes have a pretty rigid toe spring, which is when the sole of the shoe curves up, and holds your toes off the ground cuz its somehow supposed to be a better walking gait or something (as if evolution didnt already hone that in)??? Not allowed to even PUT WEIGHT on toes (held off the ground)????? So i am incapable of walking in shoes with a standard toe box or toe spring, i need barefoot shoes for that reason, cuz they dont do that, theyre made to let you use your toes. ( + my feet are very triangle shaped to begin with, the widest part is by far my toes, not the ball of my foot, my heels are like a normal width (so conventional wide shoes are gonna cause heel slipping) but size charts usually have like a 5 size discrepancy between the length of my foot and the width of toes, so that barefoot extra wide toe box is doubly essential for me)

My other big issue with shoes is that my arch doesnt go all the way across, i have reasonably high arches but theyre just on the medial side, the lateral side is the lowest part of my foot, and most shoes have raised arch support going all the across, which hurts sooooo bad. It doesnt render me incapable of walking, but its like… i mean just imagine walking on bars, like narrow ladder rungs barefoot, where all your weight ends up being supported just on the outside of the middle of your foot. Its bad. Barefoot shoes just have no arch support at all, which solves that problem. Tbh im not real sure what purpose arch support is supposed to serve anyway, cuz that part of your foot isnt meant to bear weight, its meant to be a spring, so why raise up the sole to meet it so it is bearing weight and remove spring functionality? I do pronate significantly, thats half just cuz of the paralyzation, but half cuz if shoes are raising up the lowest part of my foot, on the lateral side, of course my foot would roll in, it would have to. But maybe if you dont have the foot anatomy i do arch support would help with pronation? But not everyone pronates, and there are ways to counter pronation that actually work (unfortunately barefoot shoes dont have them, but ill take it as a win to just not make it worse) (ive never tried them, its just my assumption they actually work, cuz they claim to, and arch support doesnt claim to do that afaik)

This last one isnt a conventional vs barefoot shoe thing, but just another thing i hate about shoes in general, is that apparently i have an incredibly high instep? Thats like, the height of your foot. Which also isnt even something thats included in size charts. So almost every shoe i try on i cant actually even get my foot into, cuz theyre just way too flat, they dont have enough vertical space no matter how loose i lace them

Thats my shoe rant i hope you like it :3

Currently my shoes are from a brand on amazon called whitin, which is actually affordable, unlike the flagship barefoot shoe brands, and they actually FIT ME, they dont hinder my ability to walk beyond just their weight (they arent heavier than any other shoes, lifting the weight of shoes is just hard for me), they dont cause pain or anything, actually very decently squishy (not really true barefoot shoes in that regard, which i appreciate. Theyd probably be considered like transition (to barefoot) shoes). Anyway i highly recommend them if you happen to have the same problems as me (i have the high top fleece lined sneakers, so idk if that affects my experience of the squish and lack of heel slipping) (once its warmer i intend to get the non-fleece lined high top sneakers)