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mollypaup · 1 year

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kozue my beloved little freak. you could not game the system that oppresses you but by god and the devil you did your best to try.

#kozue is so fucked up i love her #inciting traumatic moment in her youth where she gained a very rudimentary understanding #of the system of misogyny and how it works #coming to the conclusion that if she can somehow control the men around her she can by proxy control her own life #developing into her being sexually manipulative of her male peers and teachers #a warped obsession with her brother because he was at the center of that trauma #both of these things resulting in the world's most fucked up perception of her brother #to the point when being used as an object of violence in a duel #she tried to seduce the object of her brother's affections #because she 1. did not believe her just asking miki for something would yield results because she does not believe #relationships between men and women can be openly amenable and that she must lie and steal and cheat for what she wants #2. also has destroyed her own ability to behave normally around others. even anthy who is an imperfect reflection of kozue's own situation #3. thinks controlling anthy will help her control miki which will let her control herself #she's so fucked! she's perpetuating the cycle in a desperate attempt 'win' it but doesn't know the only way to win is not to play!#you need to LEAVE girl #you have to escape #ough the bird scene makes me so fucking insane #it feels like such a wild departure of the present kozue #but she sees them. small and defenseless and unaware of the circumstances that are coming for them #and has to intervene even at risk to herself #anyway do you think kozue dreams of gentle hands lifting her from a falling nest #rgu

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pbnmj · 6 months

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tfw the man you love against your better judgement gets a kid to help him with his photojournalism and dies trying to expose the criminal he's been blackmailing and then the kid puts on a uniform that's way too big for him and calls himself spider-man after ben urich and you know he's going to get killed trying to serve justice to all the criminals in new york. and now there's a sixteen year old kid bleeding out on felicia's doorstep and again despite her better judgement, she cares. how much of that is a misplaced sense of responsibility for her dead lover, and how much of that is the deep feeling of injustice over how this child is the one fighting, and how felicia knows that she could never turn him away. what then </3

#we need more jaded old man who hates everyone and is overly harsh to the young girl theyre protecting but they end up like family #except the its a jaded old woman and a young boy. and i think noir peter felicia could be set up like this :)#especially bc i rly dont think felicia has a parental bone in her body. the dynamics get better/worse due to this #i really really need that feeling of guilt and helplessness and the 'YOU ARE NOT MY MOTHER' fight with them #i also think they need to have an awkward touching talk about ben and the mess he leaves behind and EVERYTHING #first thing that is coming out of the drafts in so long and its deranged noir takes what else did anyone expect tbh #spider-man noir #spiderman noir #peter parker #felicia hardy #my art #noir #felicia

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420catz · 6 days

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Should I take it off?

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implied-divinity · 21 days

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im feeling sappy tonight. shoutout to the baby tboys begging to be forcemasced. one day you will become the man you want to be. within the kink its wonderful when another man grabs you by the shoulders and pushes you headfirst in. its wonderful to share in the joy he felt when he started. in reality know youre afraid. it takes guts to let yourself be who you want. dont take your feelings lightly and let yourself explore. you are not alone but its also up to you. take care. much love.

#i wont kinkshame cis people who use the tags but i want to make it clear that youre a guest in this house #and that it may be just a kink for you but ive seen lots of posts on here #from trans guys who just need a push in the right direction yk?#for me kink is an extension of who i am so i understand how the kink can help you discover who you are #and i know what its like to be afraid to change #like you dont want to leave behind the girl you were. like you dont want to take up space because of how society treats girls #or to make yourself a soft femboy because you dont want to be scary #and its okay to feel that way and its okay to want to stay that way #but it may be a sign of youre sticking around in these tags that maybe youd be happier if you were more than that #just think about it i love you #force masc #forcemasc #t4t nsft #ftm nsft #trans nsft #i might delete this later cause its probablt not well articulated #also lmk if somethinf i said was bad ive been trying to check myself on like being sensitive to different people ig

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bunabi · 5 months

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hi any advice for a person who's trying to become a professional artist? everywhere I look in any art adjacent industry people are losing their jobs left and right,being underpaid or are freelancing while working a side job,I swear the only ppl doing well are the ai art bitches…I feel like I'm aboard a sinking ship 🥲🫠

I applied to multiple postings yesterday and honestly I don't know anymore 🫠

The illustrator + 2D generalist + concept artist hiring pools are pretty full right now with all the layoffs

Without connections or an insane online following idk how students and entry-level folks are supposed to make it anymore

Recommendations through positive word-of-mouth from my previous clients has been keeping me afloat so far + commissions + patreon, and I'm blessed with a super supportive parent; if I didn't have those things — and if I was able or willing to do a 9-to-5 office job— I would not be in a position to handle this

And honestly AI is a huge issue, don't get me wrong, but it plays a small part of why these creative industries are collapsing.

It's the unforgiving hours, the low pay, the burnout, the layoffs disrupting entire chains of communication, sudden project cancellations due to trend-chasing and investor expectations and internal politics, the looming uncertainty of the future. The unsustainable profit-first infrastructure is just finally buckling I fear.

Possible workaround: pop off as a fan artist and build a following large enough to subsist on subscriptions. Make a new draw-with-me tiktok every other day and/or stream for five to eight hours a day three times a week. I am in no way joking about this. It's a lot of work to get there but at least it yields consistent results. 🧍🏾‍♀️

#pivoting to furry art isnt enough you need to physically become a cat girl in mind body and spirit this economy #maybe id do better as a goat girl...but deer are cute too...I will leave the floor open to the community to diagnose my fursona #good luck to both of us good luck to everyone #replies

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crunchysocklover · 2 months

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I wanna mark up my needy boyfriend's neck while sitting on his lap. Grinding against each other his desperate whimpers causing me to bite down harder.

“ Can you keep the marks lower please” He begged

“Why? Are you embarrassed of me? Are you gonna try & hide them” You say pulling away with a pout on your lips

“n-No..”

“Good cause they're too pretty to hide,” You say with a smile as you start to lean back down.

Very Spencer Reid coded :3

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doomedlemur · 8 months

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Does Crowley actually destroy the "bad" plants?

I think not!

Neil Gaiman notably suggested once that he makes the shredder noise to frighten the plants, then sneaks the plant with leaf spots out and gives it to the old lady downstairs.

However, this was just in response to a question asking what could be told to a child who was upset by the scene, and so could not be considered canon. It does seem in character, but trying to be mindful of not headcanonning Crowley into too much of a meow-meow, I was prepared to believe either possibility.

But then, I was reading the book. And though much of the scene in the show was taken line for line, in the book it doesn't say he shreds the plants, or that the sound of a shredder is heard, or anything like that. It says he leaves the flat with the offending plant, and returns an hour or so later with an empty pot.

About the right amount of time to pop downstairs, have a chat and a cup of tea, and re-pot a plant, wouldn't you say? Hmmmmmmm.

#a cupperty if you will #it wouldn't be the first time something was “suggested” that later turned out to be canon: see Greasy Johnson #I need more content of Crowley and his wholesome friendship with the old lady downstairs #remember this is the same Crowley who canonically watches the Golden Girls #Tangent: much has been discussed on the subject of Crowley treating his plants as a mirror to the way Hell treats him:#This is also in the book: “It was the way they talked to you. As if you were a houseplant who had started shedding leaves on the carpet.”#good omens #crowley #anthony j crowley #good omens book #good omens meta

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beanghostprincess · 5 months

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I think constantly about Pudding and Sanji being obviously parallels of each other and how fucked up it is that Pudding had to live the life Sanji managed to escape but she constantly gets hate online as if she hadn't been literally manipulated by her mother through the whole fucking arc. But okay. Yes. God forbid women have any sort of trauma response and if they do they're not allowed to have a redemption arc because of course they're extremely evil for making your silly baby boy cry and they don't have a heart even though it's explicitly shown in screen that they do and they regret their past actions.

#sorry every time i see people hating on pudding i have to defend her with my whole soul #it's a physical need it's a condition if i don't do it i collapse #sick and tired of people babying male villains but the second a woman does something wrong she's a monster #ofc what she did was wrong and it honestly fucked me up too but give the girl a chance she obviously regrets that and she's not like that #i mean she IS like that she's a little bitch and i love her BUT you know what i mean #also even if she were evil like that ??? i've seen so many people complain about her as if they didn't love worse villains lmfao #pudding is the representation of a teenage girl with mommy issues and a lot of drama going on in her life leave her alone #one piece #charlotte pudding #black leg sanji #whole cake island

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 11 months

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Leave wildlife alone. He probably bites.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #a-qing #xiao xingchen #xue yang #shout out to our girl a-qing for seeing the downfall this man would cause at minute one of meeting him #Something to be said about the differences in their 'blindness' also having figurative consequences.#xxc is blinded to consequences by his own naivety. He helps who needs helping because that's what he feels is right.#meanwhile A-qing is falsely blinded; she wields naivety as an outwards illusion while knowing full well that not everyone is worth saving.#She's one of my top 5 fav mdzs characters and I refuse to be quiet about it.#XXC is the kind of person who wants to save baby birds that fall out of nests. Alas. He should have followed the rules of nature:#'If you care - leave it there.'#The little rat man you found is so full of diseases. He bites. He will pee on all your belongings. Do not take him home.#No matter how sad he looks!!!!#For those who don't know what xxc is speaking Spanish: It has become a little inside joke. No significant lore: He Just Knows how.#Everytime he does I am blowing a kiss to the Spanish speaking mdzs community. I will consult you guys on slang as this arc continues.#(Playing around a bit with paneling and layout. To improve means to experiment!)

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celestoria · 11 months

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Roiree, listen to me. Arranged. Marriage. With. Ayato. That historical romance rotten brain of yours can go crazy with it. JUST GIVE ME MORE CRUMBS OF MY MAN 😭

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who agreed to be married to you for a year and use each other as a means to get what both of you want before parting your own ways.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who initially saw your relationship as a tool until he realized he fell for you first, harder, and never recovered.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who found himself fidgeting with his wedding ring when he’s busy with work and randomly wonders if you’ve adjusted to your new lifestyle comfortably.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who can’t help but smile whenever you spend time with his sister and give her the fun outdoor experiences she always dreamed of.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who jokingly calls you “my wife” however, it slowly became a habit over time and often refers to you as that whether he is talking to you or someone else.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who never saw spending time with you in public as an obligation he had to fulfill in accordance with your contract but rather always looked forward to when you would sweep him away from his office.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who had to keep reminding himself of the contract but can’t help telling you how much he loves you before fervently kissing your lips.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who never really trusted anyone, leading him to always have his guard up, but found complete solace whenever he is wrapped in your arms.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who does loves spoiling you with the finest trinkets and high-quality silk kimonos because he can’t get over how you took his breath away when you watched the firework show together during the festival.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who pulls you closer to him in the middle of the night and tells you that he’s so lucky to be married to a woman like you.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who turns into a lovesick mess behind closed doors when he realized he has to be away for a week while you stay in the estate and writes you letters whenever he can just to make him feel a little less lonely in your lack of presence.

CONTRACTUAL HUSBAND!AYATO who asked if you could marry again and rather than being joined by a one-year marital contract, you would be bounded by unconditional and undying love.

#genshin impact #genshin impact fluff #kamisato ayato #ayato x reader #ayato #kamisato ayato x reader #genshin impact x reader #kamisato ayato fluff #GIRL HAVE I NOT FED YOU ENOUGH AYATO DELUSIONS IN THIS BLOG OF MINE #you’re so lucky i chose to write this instead of sleeping despite me needing to leave by sunrise for a vacation #celeste writes

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averlym · 6 months

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fairest of the fair

#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical #six the musical fanart #katherine howard #thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art #this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self #aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying #redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me #back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit #also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill #multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me #notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts #of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was #pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes #3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume #and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to #explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is #darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall #outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet #within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah #8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck #anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)

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tricoufamily · 1 year

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THE BITCH IS BACK (jacques, not me fuck you)

#TURNED OUT JUST HOW I IMAGINED IT CAN I GET A FUCK YEAHHHHHH #also i could have sworn orange was a girl??????????????????????????????????!!!!!///???? opening cas was the shock of a lifetime #he's got famous parents so elsa was trying to impress him while leaving out and ignoring her real friend lucas. she gets it from her mother #ok it is now after 6 am the sun is rising i need to go to bed #ts4 #ts4 story #the sims 4 #this is the fall #this is the fall: part 1 #hugo villareal #luna villareal #(do you see them 😊😊😊)#max villareal #jacques villareal #elsa bjergsen #lucas munch #orange bailey-moon

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redribbonsandblood · 8 days

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what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong what am I doing wrong

#i don't understand why you leave when I need you most #this is a girlblog #hell is a teenage girl #im just a girl #female hysteria #coquette #girlblogging #girlhood #female insanity #femcel

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sillyfudgemonkeys · 2 months

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Interviewer: Avatar Aang, why did you run away from home? Aang: I was told I was the Avatar at like 12, and the pressure got to me so I childishly ran away. :( Ironically that ended up being the right choice, but that's a diff story. Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you? Aang: Of course! My best buddy, ol' pal Appa! :D Appa: Moo Interviewer: Avatar Korra, why did you run away from home? Korra: Well the first time- I don't want to talk about the second time- it was because those jerks wouldn't let me BE THE AVATAR! So I ran away to do my duties! Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you? Korra: Of course! Only the best girl ever, Naga! Naga: Woof

Interviewer: Avatar Kyoshi, why did you run away from home? Kyoshi: After witnessing the death of two of my loved ones. I swore to escape my sifu's control and to get revenge by any means necessary. Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you? Kyoshi: Of course! I took my totally 100%, platonic bestie Rangi! Mmmhmmm just friends, totally, ONLY friends. Haha. No secret longing feelings here, no siree. Rangi: Platonic???? Not by the end of this trip, not if I have anything to say about it!

#atla #avatar the last air bender #lok #legend of korra #rise of kyoshi #shadow of kyoshi #rangi #korra #kyoshi #rangi sei'naka #rangshi #rangi seinaka #rangi i get it girl but kyoshi's having a gay crisis you need to be more forward #parallels #it was a funny post and fun parallels leave me be!#i think i'm funny #the 2nd time korra ran away she took her ptsd with her ;w; but we don't talk about that!#kyoshi is over compensating cause she doesn't want her bestie to know she's in love with her #little does she know rangi was DTF for like 2 years now TT0TT #i love how they both throw out 'i'm totally in love w/u vibes' but then they just fucking miss each other????#and what's worse is that both think they're just soooo good at hiding it TT0TT the miscommunication no one does it like THEM #my fav type of miscommunication #absolute messes I love them #aang and korra were great foils #but adding kyoshi makes such a great 3 way venn diagram~!

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quietwingsinthesky · 5 months

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of ten’s companions, if the doctor couldn’t handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that he’d have a little more time with them:

rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isn’t her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, she’s both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. it’s a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while she’s with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)

i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that she’s 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and she’s onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why he’s doing this, there’s like. a minute where she’s kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that he’d come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasn’t pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes ‘oh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right now’ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.

donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way that’s definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because he’s gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesn’t explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know he’d take everything you’ve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he can’t live with it, he’s breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesn’t want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.

#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea #also like. i mentioned in rose’s section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her.#but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor #because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that he’s break laws #fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go #doctor who #rose tyler #martha jones #martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god #the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well #i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. ‘oh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me #from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!’ sir go to therapy #donna noble #also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is #remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in #the other room and she. didnt notice.#rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive.#REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE #ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST #donna’s here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is ‘resolved’ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she #keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that he’ll take himself and everything #else away from her while she begs him not to.#angst <3

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sturns4thisbitch · 2 months

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“next door neighbor”

-matt sturniolo pt.1

warnings: nothing just a bit of fluff, strangers/friends to lovers, hockey!matt/sweetheart!matt

it was 8 o’clock when i heard a knock on my front door. i rolled my eyes and got up, throwing on a t shirt and shorts from the night before and fixing my hair slightly. i walked downstairs and opened the door, to my surprise i was met with THE matt sturniolo. matt was the defender of our school hockey team, he was one of the popular guys last year, but in summer everyone sort of forgot he existed, school started in a month and i had been sleeping in all summer, so boy was it a surprise being woken up at 8am, let alone matt sturniolo being the one to do it.

“hey, what are you doing here?” i asked between yawns, as his eyes traveled over my slightly clothed body

“uhm, right, sorry, i just moved in next door..” he pointed over

“and i know we go to school together..” he paused and laughed to himself

“but my mom wanted me to bring you these” he gestured down to a plate of cookies in his hands, i smiled that he even knew who i was, let alone brought me a gift

“that’s so sweet! thank you! so where are chris and nick?” i asked smiling, me and nick were in photography together in junior year and we haven’t really talked since, but i missed him and wanted to catch up

“oh, yeah, they’re at him getting shit packed yk, but if you want we don’t mind if you come over!” he said grinning brightly

“yeah that’s fine, just give me a few to get ready, i’ll be over soon” i backed away

“alrighty! see you soon!”

“thank you again for the cookies!”

“anytime!” he said before i shut the door and ran upstairs to get changed, shit. i just talked to one of the finest men i know, barely clothed and looking a mess, dammit i’m so embarrassing. i rushed to do quick makeup and i straightened my hair a bit to touch it

up before i changed and i was back downstairs putting on my shoes in a matter of 10 minutes. i walked out of my house and down the road a few feet over to matt’s house, i walked up his front steps. his house was beautiful on the outside and i was even more shocked when he opened the door to let me in.

“hey neighbor i’m here” i giggled

“mhmm come in” he shifted over to let me in and oh. my. god. his house was so gorgeous.

“wow.” i uttered

he laughed and looked at me “wow what?”

“your house, wow.”

he smiled “yeah? thank you”

“yeah, yeah of course”

an hour later

i had caught up with all of his brothers, met his parents and their mom even invited me to dinner tonight. of course i was gonna go, i’m not stupid. matt was so fine, not only that but he had an amazing personality, i used to think he was the stereotypical stuck up jock who has hoes and treats women like shit, but he was nothing like that. getting to know him made me even more attracted to him, for him as a person, not just his looks.

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…that’s it for part onee lmk in the comments how i did and if i should make a part twoo 🫶💋

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